#it's possible I'm just losing the weight b/c of stomach issues and then I'll gain it back once I talk to my gastro b/c maybe he'll fix it

[morhath]

I'm sooooooo annoyed so like. I gained a bunch of weight out of nowhere, with no obvious cause. (Eventually I figured out it might be because of a Very Important Medication, or maybe a combo of a few.) Okay, fine, the whole thing that I know from my online spaces is that losing weight is almost impossible and it just fucks up your mental health if you try/dwell on it. That's okay. I will adapt. I will buy new clothes in my new sizes. I will spend lots of money on them because that is what I do--I have weird proportions and also prefer very old vintage/very nice modern stuff that holds up. I will hold onto my previous clothes for a little while, just in case, but then I will get rid of them because hoarding them forever just in case I happen to lose weight is unhealthy.

So of course, you can imagine what happened right as I started actually getting rid of those smaller clothes that I'd been holding onto.