#it's not sunmer without you

[lttl3babybug]

id absolutely ADORE (please and thank you 😭🙏) a cg!scott summers either fic or headcannons there no content at all im going insane /exaggeration

SCOTT 👹👹 I honestly don’t know much about Scott sadly even though I really like his character he’s just not one of the ones I tend to fixate on? But I can absolutely try my best to write you some Scott headcanons!! 🫶🫶

Cg!Scott Sunmers Headcanons

🕶️ Scott is a very responsible guy as it is so give him a regressor and he is ready to go

🕶️Pretty firm with rules because he doesn’t want you getting hurt

🕶️He’s more lenient on bedtimes and such if you wanna cuddle up on the couch and watch a movie with him

🕶️The only rule he’s definitely strict on is no touching his glasses or visor he doesn’t want you getting hurt

🕶️He will so happily sit and watch your little kid shows

🕶️Happily letting you tell him about your favourite characters and all their friends

🕶️While he does love that you’ve got shows and movies you enjoy and are purely for entertainment he would prefer if you’d watch something more educational

🕶️He defo likes Sesame Street

🕶️He watches it without you sometimes and has been caught multiple times by his teammates

🕶️If you ever go out to a park or even just the garden he has a little first aid kit with plasters of your favourite cartoon on

🕶️When he takes you to the park Scott defo has one of them like over the shoulder bags full of everything you could need

🕶️Snacks, drinks, change of clothes, paci, hairbrush, hair ties etc

🕶️You name it your papa has got it!

🕶️He’s all for making sure you’re hydrated and well fed

🕶️He’s really good at calming you down if you get fussy or injured

🕶️Not particularly one to tell you off if you get bratty or throw a tantrum, he’ll most likely talk you through why what you did wasn’t okay and get you to talk through your big feelings

🕶️Keeps all the colouring pages and drawings you give him

🕶️They’re stored in a box under his bed and he looks at them if he’s ever worried he’s not doing a good job as your cg

🕶️Scott sleeps with a teddy as well so if you ever end up in his bed he’ll make your stuffie and his stuffie be best friends

🕶️It’s only a normal brown teddy but he’s worn and loved. He’s called Beary

🕶️Scott loves playing building blocks with you

🕶️Has been hit in the nose multiple times by blocks that have fallen down off your incredibly tall towers

[aphroditelovesu]

Hii! This is anonymous for privacy reasons but I have a problem. I am a 15yo girl, I am gonna have a realy important exam this sunmer that will decide my entire future yet I only got 84% on the simulation from last month and I need to get at least over 93% on the actual exam at the end of the month or my life is screwed(I hate my school system). I have 0 motivation to study and ik I really need to but whenever I try to force mynself to actually study I just end up crying bc I feel like a failure. Also, I am bi and since my parents are conservative christians and EXTREAMLY homophobic they will deffinetly kick me out of the house if I came out to them and I think one of my friends who I belive might have found out about my sexuality will tell my parents(I also went thro a rough time due to bullying and told her about my suicidal toughts and she told everybody about it, teachers, parents, classmates and made fun of me). My country is one of the most homophobic ones.I feel like if I get a good mark on the exam I would be able to come out to my parents(maybe) without them killing me but idk how to make sure of either of thores things. I have worked this whole year yet nothing is enough to actually make me understand better. I am so tired rn and I cant stop crying, do you have any advise for me, please?

Hi!!

Well, I didn't expect to receive something like that, but I'll try to give my advice.

Regarding the exam, what I can tell you is not to give up and try to find a study system that helps you. I understand this because in November I have a very important government exam to take and I need to get a high score too. This will be my first year doing it (and I hope it will be my last) and I haven't started studying yet because I have classes in the morning and at night, which means I don't have much time left.

From what you say, you seem to be stressed about all this, so studying is more complicated. What I can tell you is to try to find a place where you feel comfortable and find a study method that helps you. Studying is tiring and we often don't have motivation, I know, but it's necessary and remember that knowledge is something that no one can take away from you.

Since you live with your parents, there isn't much you can do about your "friend" issue. No one has the right to force someone to come out of the closet and that is very wrong. You could try talking to her, to make sure she doesn't say it until you're ready to say it. Unfortunately, this is out of your control, as it will depend on whether your "friend" is a decent person and lets you talk when you're ready.

Having homophobic parents is a complicated thing and I feel for you, especially when it involves religion. The question is: do you want to tell them you're bi? Do you think you're ready for this? If the answer is no, don't tell them until you want to. It's important to feel prepared.

I'm sorry about the bullying issue. I know how difficult it is, I dealt with it myself from the age of 8 until I was 16 but I had support from my family and friends. If not even your teachers are willing to help you, perhaps you should seek outside help. I don't know how it works in other countries, but here, if the school refuses to help, you can file a police report. Bullying is a crime, anon.

And remember to take care of yourself and put yourself first. I know it's difficult and it seems like the end of the world, but it's not. Things will get better, anon, even if it seems like they won't, they will. Have strength and focus on what is important to you now.

I can't be of much help, unfortunately, but I really hope things get better for you and that you get the grade you want! 🥰

[thelastwarriorofsunflowers]

Redhead Revival 2!:

Blake yells out in surprise,” What do you mean long story?!? Adam you’re supposed to be dead in a river!”

Yang backs that up with a retort,” Yeah! We didn’t kill you just to be alive again!”

“Again, I iterate it is a long story. Just trust me, or the very least Summer and Pyrrha,” Adam had replied.

Yang replied,” We will trust you and Thief there once we want to, I will trust my mom and my friend though.”

Ruby, Weiss, and Blake also stand in agreement with this statement by saying,” Yeah!”

With team RWBY ready to listen to Summer and Pyrrha’s story, Jaune is crying. Now of sadness though, but of joy and relief! Jaune is just hugging Pyrrha tightly saying to himself," Please don't be dream."

As he is saying this Pyrrha is uncomfortable, and say to him," Who are you?"

RWBYJ is in shock over the fact Pyrrha had forgotten her first love. Jaune lets go of her and replies,” What do you mean who am I? I was your leader, friend, crush…”

Pyrrha tells him,” I’m sorry? I don’t know you sir.”

Jaune in shock; looks over to Ren waiting for a response.

“She only really remembers the last person she saw. Same with Adam, Roman, and Summer. Adam remembers Yang and Blake. Roman remembers Neo and Ruby. Summer remembers Salem. We have been trying to make them remember there memories, but it’s been hard without key information,” Ren explained with a bit of sadness. After Ren had said that, silence would sink in the room.

“So… she only remembers Cinder the most,” Jaune said, breaking the silence in the room.

Ren furthering in explaining what happened,” Essentially yes but… since she did not know much about Cinder it ended with her having not much of a memory.”

Ruby curious asked,” So does my own mom not know anything about me?”

Oscar speaks up after being silent for a while,” Essentially yes, but if you can recover their memories by talking and interacting with them. Pyrrha remembers slight bits of Nora and Ren for example.”

Roman speaks up for this first time,” So Red, where’s my partner in crime?”

Ruby finches a bit, but composes herself to tell him. “Roman… she’s still there. She is reforming… she chased me down because she thought you died because of me. And now she is going to reform.”

“So she’s just stuck there? That seems like her.” Roman understood what Red had told him.

Ruby speaks to him,” She’ll come back once she is ready.”

Roman nods acknowledging this,” Well Red, at least she is safe.”

Ruby responded,” Yeah.” Ruby then continued towards her mother. “Do you know me or Yang, mom?”

Sunmer answer with confusion,” I have children?”

Yang and Ruby gasp at this. Yang starts to breakdown, not just because of the revelation that Summer forgot her, but at the fact one of the major influences of her life forgot her. Ruby on the other hand is distraught. Her mom, the person she idolized forgot her. Ruby broke for a second time. She fell to her knees and was crying, so was Yang.

Jaune having the courage to ask the big question, asked,” How hard is it to recover their memories?”

Ren told them with a simple answer,” It is hard, but not impossible.”

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Welp that was Part 2! Sorry, it took too long! I was busy with programs and my computer had broke. (Plus I have been playing a bit too much Star Rail.) So I hope you enjoyed this chapter of the story, and know Part 3, I hope, will take less time too complete than this part!

[alternativeuniversess]

Saga and Kanon headcanons?

Gemini twins Headcanons

(TW: Twincest)

Saga likes summer but Kanon prefers autumn.

Saga didn’t like to cook so Kanon learned how to cook for Saga. (Cute)

Saga’s favorite dish is Spanakopita (greek food over all)

Kanon dislikes fish (after spending many years in Atlantis he really hates fish)

Kanon’s favorite dish is roasted potatoes with a steak.

Kanon likes to play video games with The bronze Saints (he and Ikki are very competitive with each other)

Saga likes to spend time with Kanon doing nothing, he could take hours just laying down next to Kanon while holding hands. (Kanon likes it too)

Kanon and Saga share clothes.

Saga is bisexual, Kanon is pansexual.

They have a polyamory relationship (and each one has their partner) but they are not ready no introduce they’re partners yet.

Kanon used to be the jealous one.

Saga doesn’t like lying, he has a problem trusting people so he is truthful with everyone

Kanon likes to watch Romcoms movies alone

Saga and Kanon sleep together, they can’t sleep separately (even when they are with their partners they struggle to sleep without the other)

Kanon likes to gift Saga flowers, so he created a garden for him.

Saga likes to gift Kanon expensive things like clothes, watches, shoes (he loves sneakers)

Kanon dislikes sunmer and doesn’t like to walk near the ocean alone.

Saga loves the forest.

Kanon is best friends with Ikki.

Saga likes to talk with Seiya, he likes to take afternoon walks with him. And Seiya always ask him for dating advice.

Every once in a while Kanon and Saga travel to a secret place so they can have freedom to love.

Kanon doesn’t want kids of his own but Saga does and they used to argue about it but not anymore.

Kanon owns a motorcycle and Saga is not enchanted by the idea

Kanon and Milo do road-trips with their motorcycles

Saga reads for Kanon on rainy days

Kanon loves Saga more than anything that’s why he forgive him.

Saga loves Kanon and can’t forgive himself so that’s why he spoil him and pleased him everyday.

They have a secreto word when one is horny and needy craving for the others ass.

The secret word is “ypnáko” (nap)

“Oh my God look at the time Aioros I am so sorry but I think I need to take a “ypnáko” Saga you coming?”

“Oh yes, I think I have to fill some reports and I don’t wanna sleep late today, Bye!”

And that’s how they lock themselves in the Gemini temple to have a long and sweaty “ypnáko”.

I wasn’t sure about what you exactly wanted anon but I like this pair, and hate me or not but this Twincest is something special.

[cardnompfs]

(Gra) Oh hello! This is Grape, Sul's Headmate! Your big prince! Well not actually prince but you get the idea!

Sulaivn decided to draw me a lot of artwork past week so i figured it be important to get that shared by my own discretion! Just me, Mhm! Well minus the fact i also eat others too

But speaking of that lemme share it!

Content Below: #Extreme Cuddling, #Halfsize Noms

(Gra) First one is a prank Banana put me through, By adding ice cream cream and strawberries of me that i couldn't resist eating that i mistakenly ate my tail! I managed to engorge my tail so much without realizing it..! Silly me!

The second one is well, me eating someone named Litchi who was out in a morning market selling ice cream! So i ate him and the ice cream! I mean it was a hot sunmer!

And third one is Sulavin wanting to use my stomach as a resting place and he slept a lot! It wasn't even the evening they slept from morning to the next! Oh welp it at least let me do things while i cared for them!

Probably should create a tag exclusive for things like food being involved incase that puts off people? But we'll think about it..! Nonetheless hope you enjoyed the art!

[steelthroat]

and for the get-to-know-you meme, if you've time for both:

🍕 - What’s the last thing you ate?

🌦 - What’s your favourite weather?

🎇 - What’s your most searched thing on Google?

🍕- the last slice of my favorite pizza from yesterday and the remaining beetroot salad left from lunch because I didn't want to cook...

(today I learned a new English word. One I really dislike... tf is beetroot!?!?!?)

🌦- I'm rather fond of rain, a light sunmer rain that makes it possible to exist outside without too much discomfort, but is rain nevertheless.

Perfection, heaven on earth. The only thing that makes summer nice when it happens.

🎇 let's see...

Tf characters refers es, especially OP since I still haven't developed the muscle memory necessary to draw him without cursing...

Anatomy

Non tf related robot references for a project w a friend

[lionews]

I just took a look at the free barked heats for that g1 summer tigon and… I’m sorry, why are some of the rules a bit.. selfish?

“If 3 tigons are born, you get first pick I get second and we split the profit of the third��

“If a g1 tigon is born without any items, you must pay me 500gb for the heat” LIKE HELLO??? Be deadass rn! And they’re only doing traditional breedings. Meaning you have NO control over the litter after sending the barks.

“If you don’t have aging stones or ibf we can work out something for hs!” Call me grim but i bet it wouldn’t be a fair trade of hs for items. Especially considering it’s a thread geared toward ‘helping newbies get their first tigons’.

Anyways, reminder to find a private seller for hybrid heats this feb.

Sunmer tigon ?

[angelic-prince]

"Omg your so lucky I run hot I wish I ran cold I'd be so comfortable in the sunmer"

Listen to me carefully

Last summer it was 95 degrees out, 80% humidity and full sun. I was in a sweatshirt and sweat pants with a shirt underneath, shoes and socks on, and still barely breaking "comfortably warm"

I keep my room around 70 and sleep with 7 blankets and flannel pajamas and it still takes a few hours to get comfortable in the temperature

Because of all this I get heat stroke very fast, because I feel so cold but the temperature is not. I don't know what causes this and its only gotten worse as I've gotten older but I promise you you do not want to run as cold as I do, winter time is hell of pain and 4 layers inside and rarely goin outside and summer is the only time I can go outside without shivering so badly you hear my teeth chattering (while in long sleeves and pants as usual, I rarely wear shorts anymore because of how cold I am)

I promise there's a middle ground between you running too hot and me being an icicle in July

[fangirlingdweeb]

I put my freezing hands on his cheeks and instead of pushing them away, he said, “Ahh, feels good.”

I laughed and said, “That’s because you’re coldhearted.”

He put my hands in his coat pockets and said in a voice so soft I wondered if I heard him right, “For everyone else, maybe. But not for you.”

He didn’t look at me when he said it, which is how I knew he meant it.

--

🌼 It's Not Summer Without You by Jenny Han 🌼

[boo-cool-robot]

[ID in alt text]

My friend has everyone who visits their apartment draw a catboy for their catboy wall, so naturally I drew an anti-carcercal Scott-

[dustyqrowofmisfortune]

Tough Choices

@magicofmuses (Summer) (X)

Was it really better this way? Honestly Sunmer had begun to wonder if they had even made the right choice with the secret. Between the three of them this new life to come they had agreed would be raised between her and Tai. But Summer still wanted Qrow to be there, to watch the child and Yang grow.

“Please…don’t make it sound like we’re abandoning you. You agreed too…” silver eyes danced about as she looked him over before her gaze fell to the ground between them. “We are all a family Qrow…I don’t… I’ve never once wanted you to feel less than that.”

It was clear that his words had begun to tear at her heart breaking it just a little more with every syllable. Unable to stop herself Summer quickly closed the short distance between them as she hugged him, holding tightly from behind. “I still love you and I always will… Qrow I love you…. we want you to be there for us too just like before. Please don’t push us away.”

All of Qrow’s near six foot frame seemed to slump to nothing as he stood there, still not able to meet Summer’s eyes. “I know you’re not abandoning me,” he replied quietly, trying to keep the pain out of his own voice as he spoke. “And I know what I agreed to... that’s why I said things were better this way...” Hearing the heartbreak in her voice though, that was almost too much for him. No... he had to stick to his guns. This WAS for the best. This plan was the best chance they all had. Qrow had to keep telling himself that or else things would fall completely apart for him.

But then there she was, her arms wrapped so desperately around his waist as if trying to keep him from vanishing into the shadows. He honestly did just want to let himself fall into them, but as always, here she was, the light that always brought him home. Without even thinking, Qrow found himself turning in her arms and just wrapping her up. Why was he always so soft when it came to her? “You know I love you too Summer...” he choked. “I’ll... I’ll still be around I just... I can’t be with you all the time... it’s not safe. I can’t... I can’t risk slipping up and having something happen. I won’t risk something happening.”

Burying his face in her hair, Qrow’s eyes screwed shut. He didn’t want to cry, didn’t want to feel any of this. Why couldn’t he be ‘normal’? Why couldn’t his semblance be something that he could turn on when he wanted instead of something that just was all the time? “We agreed...” he choked. “The kids... they’d... they’re only gonna know me as their uncle. I’m not going away completely... I couldn’t but... I NEED you to be safe Summer and this is the only way I know you and the baby will be...”

[mhcrny]

GIVE ME THE NAME OF ONE OF MY OCS IN MY ASKBOX AND I'LL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY

❛ ❪ @frostbxtch​ sent a message :

COMO ASSIM EU MANDEI DO GUNTHER. FAZ DO GUNTHER

full name: gunther von strucker.

best friend: skyler rogers e peter parker.

sexuality: panssexual.

favorite color: verde!

relationship status: solteiro.

ideal mate: gunther não é nenhum pouco exigente. ele só quer alguém para ouvi-lo e estar presente quando ele precisa. de preferência que goste de cuddles tanto quanto ele, porque ele é carente. q

turn-ons: gunther nunca se envolveu tanto sexualmente ao ponto de descobrir tudo que ele gosta, mas… ele sabe que gosta bastante de dirty talk, mordidas e arranhões.

favorite food: comida japonesa!

crushes: ninguém em específico até agora?

favorite music: i am machine - three days grace ( emo d+ )

biggest fear: gunther tem muitos medos. mas acho que o maior medo dele é se tornar como o pai. mesmo isso sendo impossível, pois ele é um anjinho.

biggest fantasy: not having the name and blooline he has ele ainda ‘tá se descobrindo na vida, ele sabe que ele não vai querer ser um agente da s.h.i.e.l.d para sempre, mas ele não sabe o que ele quer fazer com a vida dele por enquanto.

bad habits: fumar e beber são uns dos seus maus hábitos. mas desde pequeno ele também tem o péssimo hábito de se arranhar quando está nervoso, ansioso ou estressado. às vezes os arranhões chegam a abrir feridas e, por ele continuar arranhando sobre os machucados, ele tem algumas cicatrizes no pescoço e braços. é uma forma de se fazer parar de pensar nas coisas que estão o estressando e se focar na dor.

biggest regret: being born acho que não ter se voltado contra a hidra e o pai dele mais cedo?

best kept secrets: gunther tenta ser o mais honesto possível, por motivos de ninguém confiar nele. então acho que ele não guarda nada não. pelo menos no verse original.

last thought: provavelmente alguma coisa sobre os anjinhos dele ( sky&pete ) porque ele está sempre pensando nos solzinhos dele!

worst romantic experience: gunther nunca se envolveu romanticamente.

biggest insecurity: com toda certeza o nome/sangue dele.

weapon of choice: ele nunca vai admitir, mas uma faca ou os próprios punhos. infelizmente por causa do sadismo que ele puxou do pai. he tries his best to change it and control it.

role model: skyler rogers e peter parker! ele quer ser uma pessoa tão boa quanto eles.

❛ ❪ @frostbxtch​ sent a message :

AMANDA O COLIN. E O NÃO CHANYEOL Q

❛ ❪ @meanestmachine​ sent a message :

Colin.

full name: colin marchand.

best friend: lucifer laxann.

sexuality: panssexual.

favorite color: preto.

relationship status: solteiro.

ideal mate: alguém que respeite o fato de ele não estar sempre presente. colin é um viajante, afinal, e ele se sente preso em um só lugar.

turn-ons: he’s very kinky, i could stay here all day puxões de cabelo, mordidas na orelha e dirty talk acho que são os maiores turn-ons dele.

favorite food: chocolate amargo.

crushes: pUTS? andrew benjamin constantine for sure; mas o colin tem crush em todo mundo que é um docinho com ele.

favorite music: tout oublier - angèle.

biggest fear: morrer.

biggest fantasy: se tornar um bailarino. but he thinks it’s too late for that.

bad habits: não consigo pensar em nenhum hábito ruim dele além de fumar?

biggest regret: não ter fugido de casa mais cedo e não ter começado aulas de balé quando pôde.

best kept secrets: basicamente toda a vida dele? ele gosta de falar sobre as viagens que ele faz, mas tirando isso, colin não fala muito sobre a vida dele.

last thought: provavelmente qual será a próxima viagem dele!

worst romantic experience: apesar de o lucifer ser o melhor amigo dele hoje, há muito tempo atrás eles tentaram um relacionamento. digamos que ambos são apáticos e meio narcisistas e a experiência não foi tão agradável. colin odeia brigar, discutir, e nunca queria conversar sobre o que estava acontecendo no relacionamento. ao invés disso, ele fugia. e lucifer ao invés de falar o que tinha de errado, era extremamente arrogante e sarcástico. eles se afastaram por uns bons anos sem nem terminar o relacionamento direito, mas depois se entenderam e hoje são bons amigos!

biggest insecurity:��mano?? colin não é nenhum pouco inseguro. mas acho que se tivesse que escolher algo, seria o fato de ele gostar de balé? ele foi muito oprimido por isso e ainda tem vergonha desse gosto.

weapon of choice: nenhuma, tem como? q

role model: ele mesmo. -n

full name: sunmer o’sullivan.

best friend: bold of you to assume he has one.

sexuality: demissexual.

favorite color: amarelo.

relationship status: solteiro.

ideal mate: ih... alguém que ele se sente seguro por perto? que ele confie. mas é difícil.

turn-ons: sunmer é virgem. ele não sabe nada disso não.

favorite food: hambúrguer, batata-frita, bacon... essas coisas saudáveis.

crushes: nenhum.

favorite music: scream - breakaway.

biggest fear: morrer? mas ao mesmo tempo ele quer morrer? depression issues.

biggest fantasy: BEING HAPPY

bad habits: oh boy. acho que auto-mutilação é o pior. mas ele tem tantos......

biggest regret: não ter fugido de casa quando pôde.

best kept secrets: tudo lmao. trust no one not even yourself feelings

last thought: provavelmente sobre a faculdade.

worst romantic experience: sunmer nunca teve nenhum relacionamento.

biggest insecurity: a heterocromia dele, eu acho.

weapon of choice: uma faca.

role model: ninguém.

❛ ❪ @franespace​​ sent a message :

kobe & matthew

full name: kobe natsume shepard.

best friend: eu acho os pais dele HUSHAUSHAUHSA

sexuality: bissexual.

favorite color: azul.

relationship status: solteiro.

ideal mate: alguém tão meme e caótico quanto ele.

turn-ons: hm... acho que qualquer coisa que envolva o pescoço dele. q

favorite food: frituras, salgadinhos, doces... coisas saudáveis, sabe.

crushes: nenhum.

favorite music: dots and dashes ( enough already ) - silversun pickups.

biggest fear: perder os pais dele..................k

biggest fantasy: PODER SE CHAMAR DE SHEPARD SEM TER UMA PISTOLA APONTADA NA TESTA DELE

bad habits: não levar absolutamente nada a sério.

biggest regret: no regrets.

best kept secrets: nenhum? talvez um fetiche caótico. -n

last thought: algum meme. com toda certeza.

worst romantic experience: kobe nunca se envolveu romanticamente.

biggest insecurity: nenhuma?

weapon of choice:  AK-9? idk

role model: os pais dele, óbvio.

full name: matthew leert.

best friend: ryan wind e a irmã gêmea dele.

sexuality: demissexual.

favorite color: vermelho.

relationship status: solteiro.

ideal mate: lmaoooo qualquer pessoa. se ele se apegar e amar a pessoa pronto tá ótimo é só isso que ele precisa q.

turn-ons: mordidassss

favorite food: massa. qualquer massa.

crushes: ryan wind e o milozinho.

favorite music: without the lights - elliot moss.

biggest fear: perder as pessoas que ele ama.

biggest fantasy: acho que ele não tem nenhuma. ele ‘tá feliz com a vida que tem hoje.

bad habits: se desculpar por tudo.

biggest regret: ter matado pessoas. mesmo ele não tendo escolha nas situações.

best kept secrets: o passado dele.

last thought: provavelmente sobre a familinha dele ( ryan&irma dele ).

worst romantic experience: nenhuma? i mean, nenhuma deu certo, mas ele não se arrepende de nenhuma delas.

biggest insecurity: ughhh tudo! ele é muito inseguro, tadinho. ele não gosta da aparência dele, da arte dele, da voz dele, da personalidade dele... nada. ):

weapon of choice: as mãos dele? lmao ele não precisa de arma.

role model: ryan wind. ryan é um solzinho e é uma das pessoas mais atenciosas, bondosas e carinhosas que ele conhece, além de ser extremamente talentoso. o matthew se sente levemente intimidado perto dele. q

[speci-society]

@surstromming god ok ive been meaning to like. Talk abt my experience trying to maneuver getting remote learning so far this school year, because Literally This. Its either astronomical levels of incompetence or Not Caring or This

So um

- July 2021 im going into my senior year of high school. Delta is starting to emerge and theres gonna be a new spike, and itll probably be worse here bc i live in the south. May-june, school system was saying they were going to go for everybody 100% back in person, and up until july i was ok with it. July came and they weren't showing signs of slowing down, and since i live with exclusively at risk elders, me n my family decided "well actually let's get you in the virtual academy option they have been offering since before covid anyway"

- rest of july-all of august, me n my grandma are contacting everyone involved w the school about getting me in the virtual program. They're saying registration closed in May which we never got a notice about, and was bullshit bc we were getting messages saying theres still time to sign up over the summer. And i knew this because I WAS TAKING A RECOVERY COURSE OVER THE SUNMER point is, they wont let me in. In the meantime im getting assignments from teachers i wouldve had, had i gone in person, over google classroom. And in early september they say "OK ACTUALLY YOU CANT DO THAT ANYMORE" and kick me out of the school and lock my account without any notice. I am not in school for all of september

- early october we finally fucking get somethinf worked out and i start taking 3 classes i need to graduate, online. I started at the very beginning of every course with a grade of 0% because every assignment since august was counted as missing. I was given no help in the way of catching up. My friends in person were in the middle of midterms week. I was given half the time to make up all classes with no help whatsoever, even when we tried to reach out

- the thing is, the way i was pacing myself (realistically, and giving myself time to Destress as to Not Suffer High Blood Pressure And Stroke from months of constant stress) would've been on pace and passing with very good grades, had i started when all my peers started. When i tried to reach out for help i was often blamed for "not pacing myself", and the common sentiment was "sorry you got in 2 months late, but the good news is you still have another 2 months, so get to work!" And i will never get over that. This isnt even mentioning all the technical issues with the site the classes were on but im not getting into that. It was just very bad and sometimes delayed progress even further

- mid november my grandma goes to the hospital to treat conditions directly caused by excessive stress. Why yes i am blaming my grandmother's hospital visit on the school system, i think im in the right to do so

- i live with my grandma so obv this shook up my life very much for basically the rest of the semester. She returned home a week or so before the semester ended, so she was here when we got an email from the virtual school saying "hey, if you dont catch up in all your classes in the next 3 days we're not making you a schedule next semester, so either go back in person or start homeschooling", neither of which are remoyely viable options for me. So instead of continuing to argue, we quit

- it's january now. The 2nd semester just started. I'm not in any school now, i'm gonna get a GED. My school system decided to go virtual for the very first week, and the first week only. To show they "care", to show they Kinda Sorta understand the situation is only getting worse, but they dont understand or care enough to keep schools closed. I had to get kicked out of school twice in one semester and have my guardian in the hospital so i could get two months of learning about economics and american lit and human anatomy, and in the end im very very glad i'm not being pressured to risk my life and my family's life for a cap and gown in spring, and im very very very angry on behalf of my friends and peers who absolutely do not want to be there, yet are. The school system fails everyone. God. Fuck. Hate it here

why are people so opposed to remote learning “its bad for mental health” im sorry but would you rather students die????????????? also for some of us not being in school where we are exposed to bullying and isolation due to disability or autism on top of a covid threat would be a fucking nightmare. most of the issues with remote learning is because the government fucking sucks at doing their job at all levels. do you know how long its been since a stimulus check?????? theyre trying to fucking kill us i swear to god.

[hyperhydreigon]

Here is *sigh* this week’s CN USA Schedule... This, in my opinion, is the worse Schedule this year. The worst since the 8 day TTG marathon at the end of last year. But hey, half a year without a terrible schedule (imo) is pretty good for CN standards! - This week for Best Sunmer Ever is Gumball. It airs 5 new episodes. - Unikitty and OK KO are gone, both are replaced by Craig of the Creek. - For Saturday, there’s less Ben 10 (probably because last week was just to rerun all the new episodes). There’s also no new PPG. Teen Titans returns after an abscence last week and airs for an hour! - For Sunday, the Clarence/Craig marathon was shortened by another 2 hours! This is the last week, as Clarence airs it’s final episodes. RIP Clarence. I’ll miss you! They will probably never air it again on CN. Hopefully we will see it on Boomerang soon! (Which, by the way got some more changes I might graph soon) There’s only 3 good things about this schedule: 1. Gumball airs more than TTG! 2. Steven Universe still has 6AM! 3. Teen Titans is back! Next week will probably be even worse, as the show to air new episodes that week will be none other than TTG! However, July should be a lot more interesting!

[sieranderson]

Dark times || Evan X Sierra

@delxiqy Sunmer. It was her favorite season of the year; and not because of the stupid reason otherstupid humans would consider summer to be the favorite season. Other humans would consider summer to be their favorite season because they could go on a holiday, spent hours in the sun and go out with so called ‘friends’ to get wasted and drink their fucking brain cells out. No, to her, summer meant not being bounded to a house. It meant she was able to sleep outside, preferably on a rooftop, without being afraid she’d freeze to death overnight. It’d mean she could wash her hair in some lake, and it’d mean the darkness didn’t last as long as it did during winter. Summer was the easiest season for people who lived on the streets, people like her.

People seemed to be a little less ruthless during summer. She wasn’t chased as much during summer; didn’t mean she was less ruthless, though. To her it didn’t fucking matter what season of the year it was; if a person bothered her, he’d be murdered. Simple as that.

But summer also meant that people were up ‘till late. It meant that even at night, she could be attacked. It meant that she wasn’t safe anywhere; she couldn’t quite hide on a rooftop. People weren’t as tired as they were during winter; simply because their bodies didn’t need to work as hard to keep themselves warm. That energy that was left unused during summer, was used to fight. It was used to stay up longer, to fight longer and chase people longer. Being the type of person everyone hated and feared was a lot of fun, except for when people tried to kill her anyway. It wasn’t as if she minded a fight – not at all. It was more that she just wasn’t in the mood for people. She disliked human beings even more than she disliked herself. They were stupid and dumb and brainless fools – it surprised her some even survived pooping.

It was night – because the only time Sierra really came onto the streets to do anything at all was during the night. She was weak, though. Weakened by a shot wound in her right upper leg. Weakened by the morphine she had stolen to suppress the pain. Weakened by all the drugs she had used to forget about her own sad misery. She was an easy victim and she knew it; but she couldn’t quite care. Today was a good day to die. Today, it had been 5 years since the day her parents had died in a car accident. 5 years since she had ran away from the remains of her shitty family, and 5 years since she had ran into the arms of Vladimir; her boss, the man who had forced her into prostitution for a while, followed with becoming a drug dealer and an assassin. The last two she still was; the first one she no longer was ever since she protested by murdering all other hookers around her. A simply warning sign, which had worked.

“Sierra…”  A soft, warm voice breathed out her name. She quit walking, peeked around her, until she found someone leaning against a wall. Whoever it was, he or she appeared to be wounded. She slowly walked over to whoever the fuck it was – simply for her own amuse. Watching people suffer was her favorite part of the day. As she came closer she started to recognize the person leaning against her; it was her ex. Timothy. A real asshole. A smile crossed her face; nothing could make her day better than watching her ex husband suffer. He spit out blood, groaning in pain. “Help me.. Please help me..” He dropped himself, turning to his belly. She didn’t see any blood and therefore assumed he had some kind of internal bleeding. She knelt down in front of him, grinning. “I rather just enjoy myself watching you suffer, thanks.” She  replied, tilting her head slightly. Next thing she knew, a pain shot through her body. She gasped for air, looking down to her stomach in which Timothy had stabbed a knife. She curled her hands around the knife, dropped backwards on the floor and shook her head. “I don’t quite wish to die with you.” She groaned out – but he stood up, without any sign of wounds or pain. He lifted her on her feet, pushed her against the wall and pulled the knife out of her stomach. He kissed her, touched her in places she didn’t want to get touched and did things to her she didn’t want him to do – while she was in an immense pain. He eventually left the alley; leaving her to die.

[time-is-standing]

warning: pretty boring, way too long storytime mostly for myself!

My summers were boring and I didn't have any fun stories to tell my classmates or friends until I became somehow a part of this crazy "band" which consisted at the time of my older sister (S), her best friend (L), my boy best friend (B), and L's other friends. Later L's new boyfriend joined (Z) and some of his friends who turned out to have a lot in common with me. The final form of the group is still undefined bacause people come and go, but the first time all of us came together was the summer of '17.

I felt that I found myself along these people, I could be anything I wanted with them and it was so freeing that I got addicted to this feeling, the band and our parties really soon.

I believe the first time the foundation of this friend group (L, B and me) went to a party together was the day after I graduated from high school, almost 3 years ago. Since than we've been to a lot (a LOT) of parties, and started this crazy habit of going on a three-four day holiday to a friend's summer house near a beach.

To be honest, it's a hot mess every single year but we do it anyways.

But last spring to make it more interesting and maybe less crazy, we decided to go to a forest camping house which we had to hike to about 1,5 hours in the mountains before our usual summer holiday to change things up a little.

I was tired, I had an exam that morning so I woke up early and was so stressed out about my semester that I really needed that walk in the forest to empty my head out. But before the hike, we went to a friends' house to put our stuff down (which a boy later brought up the hills to us with a jeep) and to talk a little before the rest of the crew arrived. The start was a little crazy just like usual, but we managed to get to the train station.

The house we were heading to had no wifi, no signal whatsoever. Some people only realised what the lack of technology meant when we arrived at the train station that took us to the path we had to hike later so they fastly downloaded a lot of spotify songs and we all made our last phone calls to parents, partners, friends/family before getting up the train.

This was the most interesting "party" I ever had because of the circumstances.

No modern technology, no chargers, no plugs, some eletricity for the occasional lamps (of course none in the toilet which was a really bad idea because we were planning to get as drunk as it's humaly possible), bugs, and really really cold beds and nights. We had to heat the rooms (each one of them with several beds in them) up with fireplaces which some boys who were drunk as hell, didn't really do a good job of.

Some things are not so clear but the fact that I started drinking around 3pm is crystal clear. We all knew what would happen to me but it seems like I've inherited my male ancestors' genes when it comes to consuming alcohol because I was drunk, yeah, but I didn't feel a single thing the next day while people were sick all over the place.

My fav memories are these:

I believe because I was the youngest there, L gave an order to all of the boys that they have to be kind to me or idk what because the boys were making pancakes for me and they didn't even let me get up the bench I was sitting on, brought it to me and were constantly asking if I need something. It felt heartwarming altough my "adult, strong, independent woman" self was not all over the place about it.

The next one is our love for pewdiepie. Pewds got to me as a part of the "subscribe to pewdiepie" campaigne, and I fell in love shortly after I subbed to him with both of my youtube accounts (because of Z), so we played his songs all the time. That night wasn't any different, I remember going to the crazy and terrifying toilets with L and rapping Dave's parts of Congratulations just to notice that the boy walking out of a bush (?) does the exact same thing. (:D)

I don't want to spoil too much of that night, the conversation between me and B. in which I helped him to his current (and pretty insane) girlfriend, my strange addiction to this other boy, maybe you could call it a platonic love, and so much more I can't even describe with words.

I love these guys so much, and this is the most important. It doesn't matter if we can't meet during quarantine, if we don't have a spring party this year or even the sunmer one if we all live and stay safe and healthy during these dangerous times.

I hope I can write about a really really happy holiday this summer without debates, crying or shouting for once, and I hope I can cherish every moment of it while I can no matter what happens.❤️