#it's not my fault i know my emotions are just gucking everywhere rn
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#just have to get thoughts out need to not be sitting with yhem alone#haha#i hate myself rn#it's not my fault i know my emotions are just gucking everywhere rn#and every one of them is touchy#but fuvking having that i scary thought process again that i should die cause i will never learn to love myself#that scary feeling of wanting to pack up and run away and start a new life#or die quietly rotting alone#fucking hell#i need to get a self esteem or a grip or something this sucks#i am at eork I can't cry but i want to really badly#it hurts it is heavy#crying would help some#instead i will internally scream#lol work is so bad fir my mental health#like a designated period of time alone sith my thoughts is always good#and totally works out for me everytime#ugh#i feel like shot fir needjng to vent but i need it out of me#i have shit to do here#i am sitting in a corner in the back room taking breaths while tyoingbthis#i will find a distraction#i will get through this#i want to be more acrivr on hrre and i am trying to be!#just keep ending uo mentally bad whrn i finally am ready to haha
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