#it's literally just bee surrounded by ghost cars

[zyanova]

Why is there a transformers episode featuring Bumblebee street racing in literally every continuity I know?!

Literally what is it with Bumblebee and street racing?!

[impalaimagining]

Does It Make A Sound?

Word Count: 2,413

Warnings: mentions of psych ward/unstable behavior

A/N: written for @jacklesversebingo and because of a random prompt they dropped in the discord this morning. Prompt at the bottom to avoid spoilers.

Square filled: small town setting

You’re seven years old, your mother kneels in the garden, a flowered foam board beneath her, failing at its job to protect her knees from the sharp rocks in the dirt. As you roam the flower beds beside her, a loud bumblebee catches your attention and you follow it into the open yard. It buzzes, winding its way around the grass and into the treeline at the back of the property. There should be a fence there, separating you from the densely wooded area, but the wooden pickets crumbled under the fallen branches of last winter’s storm. It’s impossible, almost, to see into the thick tangle of branches, even as far down as your eye level. The forest isn’t exactly scary - it’s just dark.

And… loud.

The only sound you heard in the yard was the bee, but standing next to the trees, it’s like another world coming alive within the leaves. The birds chirp, the bugs chitter and skirt across the cold ground, and there’s even a frog bellowing from the creek burbling nearby. But that’s not what really draws you in.

That day - the day you innocently wandered through the grass, following the path of an unknowing bumblebee - is the first day you hear the voices. 

On your ninth birthday, you invite all of the friends from your class to come to your house. Your mother promises you a pink and purple cake, just like the one in the bakery’s catalog, and though she usually doesn’t come through on her promises, on this one, she delivers. A small, two-tiered pastry sits on your kitchen counter as your classmates filter through from the front door into the backyard. 

Your father has repaired the fence since the day you meandered into the forest, your mother’s fearful scream at her realization of your absence prompting him to leave immediately for the hardware store in town.

Still, despite the barrier, you’re drawn to the woods. The voices beckon to you every time you enter the backyard. You want to dive into the thick boughs of the pine trees and follow the sounds of children guiding you to play with them. But you can’t; you’re confined to the safety of the yard. Quite literally, fenced in.

Your friends run and play behind you, delighted squeals coming from the girls while the boys chase them. But you don’t care. You don’t want that. You want the forest. The voices want you in the forest.

Sixteen. Your first time driving a car, your first love, your first heartbreak.

He kissed your best friend behind the snack stand at the Friday night football game while you were buying him fries. 

You run, but not into the house, not through the house, around the house. Around the fence. You run past Mr. Walter Smith’s clothesline, past his shed full of landscaping equipment. You breach the treeline, and suddenly, your crying subsides. Your sobs turn into deep, calming breaths as you inhale and exhale the new air around you.

You’re in the forest.

The voices surround you. You feel them, like whispered words from a lover, ghosting across your skin. Goosebumps rise in the wake of the breeze caressing you. You’re alone, but despite the way your heart shattered at the sight of your ex-boyfriend and your best friend, you’re certainly not lonely inside the darkness of the woods. 

You’re finally inside, and you’re silent, barely allowing yourself to breathe too loudly. The forest has a heartbeat, a pulse, breath flowing through it. You’ve never felt more alive. The forest is alive, though you see no signs of life. No birds flying, no bugs crawling, no deer or squirrels or mice. There’s nothing, but there’s everything. 

Your mother’s voice permeates the dense foliage, but you barely hear it. You don’t care, don’t give even a second thought to her screams as she calls out for you. Closing your eyes, you let the forest overtake you. Your arms feel like branches, your legs press together and become a solid tree trunk, your hair bristles like the leaves. 

Faintly, distantly, you’re aware of nails clawing at your arm, then your shoulders, and suddenly you’re shaking. Your mother’s shrill voice racks you, drawing you out of your daze. She raises her hand just as you come to, and you know if you hadn’t awoken when you did, her next move was to slap you across your face. 

But deep in your heart, and maybe because of the whispers still ringing in your ears, you know that wouldn’t have happened. The forest sent you back to her before she had the chance. The forest protected you.

It’s the autumn after your twenty-eighth birthday, and you’re packing up boxes, taping across the seams at the top, and stacking them beside to your apartment door.

“Felix…” You warn your tuxedo cat. “Don’t even think about it.” The boxes are stacked precariously, and he’s known for his uncanny ability to find the weak spot in every piece of cardboard he’s ever met. 

He’s a rescue, and a bit of an asshole, but he won you over with his big green eyes the minute you saw him at the pet shop. He heeds your warning, instead stalking toward you and climbing into the hole in your lap where your criss-cross-applesauce position leaves a void. You rest your palm on his head and let him nuzzle against your hand.

“You ready to go, buddy?” You coo at him, and he purrs, like he approves of the entire uprooting of your life. “That makes one of us.”

A shaky hand hovers above the doorknob; you’re hesitant to go inside. You’ve not been back since your father died and they sent your mother to her permanent inpatient stay at a psychiatric facility. Thankfully, you were eighteen at the time and no one had to be your keeper. So you picked up and moved halfway across the country under the guise of just being a normal high school graduate going to college.

It’s late, and you’re grateful that you thought to call and have the town’s handyman install a motion light on the front porch. Already fumbling with Felix’s carrier, you don’t have a spare hand to hold your phone for a flashlight along with finding the right key for the front door.

Once you reach the door and flip through four keys before settling on the correct one, you shove the old wood with your hip and it creaks open, like it’s reluctant to let you back inside. Tossing your keys onto the table beside the door, you run your hand along the wall for the light switch. When you find it, the yellow glow of the globe light on the ceiling illuminates the room. A shiver runs up your spine. 

Nothing has changed.

The walls are still the same weird shade of pink, floral wallpaper trim wrapping around the entirety of the room along the top of every wall. The plaid couches, somehow also floral - what was with your mother and flowers? - sit dusty, in the same place they’ve been for two decades. You set down the cat carrier and puff out a breath as you look around.

You eventually empty your hard-side cooler into the fridge, having packed the bare minimum to make it through the weekend before you have to travel into town and grocery shop. Heaving your bags up the steps, you haphazardly throw them into your childhood bedroom and shudder as the dolls in the corner catch your eye. Your mother allowed you to change a few things as you aged out of dolls, but according to her, they were a family heirloom, so you were required to keep them perched somewhere in your room. As if a seventeen-year-old girl cares about a family heirloom. 

You decide the boxes of dishes, countertop appliances, pantry-type food, can wait until the daylight eases your mind tomorrow. You strip the old sheets off your twin-size bed and replace them with the new set you purchased at Target before civilization dwindled to practically nothing as you neared your hometown. Topping the bed off with your favorite throw blanket, you settle in for the night, Felix wrapped around himself in the crook of your knees. Your eyes find the window, illuminated by the light of the almost-full moon. Even from the comfort of your bed, you see the treetops silhouetted against the night sky. The forest is waiting for you.

You stand on the crumbling bricks just outside the door, closing your eyes as the morning sun threatens to take the chill from the air. Swallowing after a slow sip of coffee, you inhale deeply through your nose. There’s something about the smell, the trees and the fallen, dead leaves, the dirt you know is crawling with the same earthworms you used to dig up before going fishing with Mr. Walter Smith from next door. It all swirls and combines as you take your deep breath in, and all at once you’re hit with the smell of home.

You realize then that you’ve left the brick patio, like your feet have moved without your approval. You’re standing at the fence, two decades old and still standing just as strong as the day it was built, which has you giving silent kudos to your father’s craftsmanship. Clutching the porcelain mug between your palms, you glance up. The trees have grown, somehow now even more looming and paralyzing than they were when you yourself were two feet shorter. 

After looking at the trees for what seems like an eternity, you gasp. You’re standing in the exact same spot you stood on that first day, where the sounds of the forest pulled you in and hooked their claws into you, keeping you addicted to knowing what truly lay beyond the boundaries of your yard.

That day, the voices swirled - the whispers, the quiet giggling, the gentle caress of someone beckoning you in, a soft “come here” lingering in your ear. Today, standing where your feet have stood countless times before, you’re nauseous. Something is very, very wrong.

It’s silent.

In the new, eerie quiet, you hear footsteps approach to your right, crunching against the dead, brown grass, littered with yellowed leaves. The hair on the back of your neck stand at attention, goosebumps prickling the skin of your arms. Letting out a shaky, almost silent breath, you shift your weight and spin on your heel, throwing a punch in the direction of the-

“Whoa, easy!” His voice booms with a chuckle as he catches your fist in his palm. “Okay, noted. Don’t sneak up on the new neighbor.”

His words hit you. New neighbor.

He has no idea the history of this house, these woods, you. 

You wrench your hand out of his grasp and pull it back to your side.

“Who are you?” You narrow your eyes at him.

“Moved in a couple years ago. I thought they were talkin’ about tearing this place down.” He nods in the direction of the house - your house.

“They - they were.” You swallow hard at the thought of losing the only real home you’ve ever known. “That’s why I came back.”

He draws back, brows furrowed. “Came back?”

“This is my house.” You glance at the back door. “I grew up here.”

His eyes follow your gaze to the window on the second floor - your childhood bedroom. When he brings his stare back to meet yours, he finds your eyes filled with unshed tears. Clearing his throat, he brings you back to reality.

“Sorry.” You wipe hastily at your eyes and shake off your emotions. “Um, anyway, you said you moved in? Moved in where exactly?”

He points to the house next door, to the Smith’s house, which you only now realize has been repainted, the shutters now a sage green while the house itself is a dusty shade of gray, all the trim and accents painted dark green. It’s beautiful, and you take a second to let it sink in that the house almost perfectly matches the colors of the forest.

The silent forest.

“Have they been doing any construction around here?” You can’t help but ask. Maybe they’re cutting down trees, disturbing whatever - whoever - lives in the forest. Maybe the voices are hiding.

Your neighbor shakes his head and frowns. “Not that I know of, and in a town this small-”

“Everybody knows everything.” You both finish the sentence in unison.

“You must’ve met Marge.” You let yourself smile fondly at the memory of Marge Wilson.

“How do you live here without meeting Marge?” He laughs.

“Man, she’s gotta be… ninety now?” Your eyes widen.

“Eighty-seven last week, actually. And still at the diner every morning.” His smile seems warm as he thinks of the sweet old lady who can’t manage to keep her nose out of anyone’s business, and always knows everything going on in Milford. 

Milford, where almost nothing has changed since you left a decade ago. Nothing except the brewery on Main Street, next door to a Starbucks. Nothing except the tattoo shops boasting fine line artwork instead of heavy-handed barbed wire tattoos. Nothing except the new neighbor mowing Mr. Walter Smith’s lawn. Nothing except everything about you. Nothing except the voices.

“Did it look like they were bringing machines in?” He breaks your train of thought, referring back to your question about construction. 

“No, no. Nothing like that.” You shake your head. “Forget it.”

He shrugs. “Well, anyway. It was nice meeting you. Just wanted to check in and make sure you were okay. I thought I heard glass break while I was on my way out.” His eyes fall to the shattered mug at your feet. 

“Oh, uh. Yeah, I’m good.” Your gaze darts to the treeline.

“Something in there?” He quirks a brow and chills leach through your body.

“N- no.” You stammer.

“Not anymore.” His tone is stern, knowing, and you can physically feel the blood drain from your face. You turn to look at him. He gives you a single nod, finally extending his arm to shake your hand, and it washes over you that you’re about to get a lot more than you asked for by moving back here.

“I’ve got some coffee on, c’mon over.” He nods toward the green house. “I think you’ve got a bit to catch up on.” Your hand, again shaking, reaches out and finds purchase in his grasp. “Name’s Dean.”

Prompt - You’ve gotten used to the voices you hear in the forest near your house. You’ve grown up with them. One day, however, there is only silence.

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[tylerwritez]

Tuesday, june 22 2021

I've noticed I'm getting "the shiverys" or "the twitchy" a lot today. Like every time I FEEL something I take a moment to violently tic.... every time I think about certain things I tic.... good things, bad things, things from an hour ago and things from years ago. Tic, tic, tic.

Also, I have... some stuff to explain. Its really no big deal, but you know me: I'll freak out about it anyway. Basically I dissed my friend (rightfully so) around the time that we had just met cos they did something that threw me off.

He saw it in my phone... NOW. it's not RELEVANT anymore and I've since redacted that criticism...and now I gotta explain it to him anwyays. Oh well. I'm good at this stuff. I can get myself outta any situation. I dont even know why I'm talking like this tho... it's not a "Situation" it's just smthn I gotta explain rq.

Oh, today's song recommendation is Spirit Crusher by Death. I'm a huge Death fan...

Also! I gotta study... for my replacement exam. How stressful. Its about photosynthesis, but like, it's not simple. We went DEEP inside those fucking leaves.

One sec, lemme hook up my IV tube

Not an ACTUAL IV tube... just my headphones. But since I'm so #emo, it might as well be a fucking IV tube with the way that I cant live without it.

Its 3:08 and I'm walking home now. I was upset last night but me and Star have made up now lol... it was thAt easy. I'm so defective, making shit hard when it doesnt need to be.

It's so hot out damn. Idk. I had school today, so I had Bio class... I ACTUALLY PAID ATTENTION for once. I had lunch with Star and her friend group, and I honestly kinda feel like they're MY friends now too, even just a little bit.

Actually, I used to rant about feeling lonely like all the time but now I have so many friends it's crazy they all keep inviting me places and it's like people WANT ME AROUND... idk. It makes me happy.

Today I gotta ask if tommroow after school I can go to Bee's house to watch Supernatural (famous homoerotic ghost show)

I should also add songs to Erin's spotify playlist for our picnic saturday which I still need permission to go to.

I gotta ask for Wednesday after school to watch Insidious with Jay  which is apparently really good

Also hes the friend that I gotta explain stuff to... the DrAmA... the ThEaTrE....

Update my dad said yes to hanging out with Bee but first I'm gonna miss school to fix my broken brackets on my braces

Also turns out the house I THOUGHT we were moving into has substantial damage from shifting so... we aRENT moving there.

In case you didn't know, shifting is when like the house that's been built literally SHIFTS like it moves around.

Anwyays Jay just texted me... I'm gonna change into shorts since it's hot, set up my study area,.... and respond to him.

The time is 3:22 p.m.

Wish me. Luck.

Luck is plentiful! As it so often is in my risky, risky life.

I play my cards right. It's a learnt skill.

But also there wasnt much to explain since it passed already and was tiny anywyas.

XD so I've made up with the whole goddamn world by now.

Its 6:31, we saw 1 house. Only one. Its kinda hot out but I'm gonna bike now since we just had supper. I finally finished my homework... I just have to finish one mixed media piece as my final project for art!

Friday is my replacement. On photosynthesis and cell resp. We know this. But what I didn't mention, or I dont THINK I did, is that if I finish my art project before then I have the second block FREE!!! Me, Star, and her friend

A are planning to leave for second block and maybe get mint chocolate chip ice cream!

Also I might eat her out XD

Anyways idk. I hope I can bike tonight to call Jay.

I keep accidentally using people's real names here then having to correct it... I dont know how much i care about MY identity being discovered... but to have my friends doxxed would suck.

Man I feel bad abt saying fuck star last night cos we made up....

Wait we r looking at another house? Idk I'm in the car still waiting to go home

Oh wait no now we r goin home

Its 6:39... I hope I still have time.

I went biking, called Jay. Went home. Idk, friendly conversation... we talked more tonight and I also talked to my other friend A. Jay is... I LOVE HIM?? SO MUCH??? I feel so happy. Talking to him thinking about him seeing his STUPID FUCKING FACE JESUS. his eyes alone... I could stare at his face all day probably. I want to kiss him... hOLD HIS HAND... omg... huG HIM!!! Eofjwpxjwie he's so sweet like I can't even... and I'm proabably not good enough for him like. Wtf. Hes easily a 10. And I dont rate things outta 10. How tf do I end up with HIM? Doing stuff, as friends. Like wHAT. I guess I got lucky XD. He says he loves my personality and I'm hot XD ofc I dont see it myself. But like. JESUS CHRIST he could proabably easily pull whOever. XD me?

Whatever though. As long as we r together and stuff. I LOVE HIM A LOT. he said he loved me. Every time he says that it makes me so overly happy.

Maybe I'm just sappy and stuff.... whatever. I think it would be nice to be hugged by him.

Yeah I'm cheesy.

I'm sorta tired now so maybe I'm not writing the best.

I just keep thinkinf about love. Love is a muscle of evil suggestion. But how evil can it really be? I am just a human being and that is all. Everything else is applied. I am just a human being with soemthing in my heart that pulls me all over the place. Love is this strange thing because I'm fucked up and to be able to love without that fucked up part of me, without the damage... is this complicated, hard thing to do and I can NEVER tell if I'm doing it right but I know I'm DOING IT. I know I FEEL LOVE. And soemtimes it's such an intense thing like when you go to surf on a wave at the beach with ur belly but u hit it wrong and it's so big and overwhelming it washes over you and PULLS you down to the bottom and smushes your face into the sand and YOU CANT BREATHE jesus Christ it's like that.

Or maybe I just want to experience love as it should be felt.

Obviously all of my problems surrounding this Damage could be easily fixed if I went to therapy but. there are reasons I can't.

I LOVE a lot. Too much for my own good. Enough to hurt me, get me into trouble, etc etc but also... enough to liberate me. I LOVE. I love Jay. So much. LIKE. MY BRAIN ORBITS AROUND HIM CONSTANTLY THINKING OF HIM AND PRAISING HIM AND MWUAH HE IS SO LOVELY I BOW BEFORE HIM...

I think as much as I love, a lot of the times I tend to focus even more on BEING loved.

If I am told I am loved, and shOwN I am loved... it is one of the most powerful things. Especially since I was literally emotionally neglected in childhood... yeah. I feel like I'm always trying to fill that hole.

Not EVERY feeling I have is for that reaosn but sometimes, if you tell me you love me, show me you love me, hug me,... I'll like start crying,,, that's the childhood emotional neglect kicking in. If you call me #smol and #cute and say I look young and fragile which happens more often than you'd think XD, I know I'm not supposed to like that shit, so I act like I dont....but I do. Which is PROBABLY ALSO THE CEN 🤪  like whatever lol

Anwyays I'm fucked up

You see how quickly things become complicated in my mind?

Convoluted? Is that the word?

Whatever. I OVERCOMPLICATE THINGS COS I OVERTHINK THEM BECAUSE I'm LITERALLY MENTALLY ILL IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. I'm not joking. I obviously have unresolved undiagnosed "issues"

I do Suspect things, though.

I can make a list

Maybe I shouldn't.

Maybe I will.

I shouldnt.

Whatever.

I used to hate when people brought up my self harm. I would actually panic. I still self harm but now? Now I'm fine with anyone  talking about it as long as it's not an adult who can get me into trouble/force me into therapy over it. Because really? I kinda like having it mentioned. It's kinda validating and it's like hey... people can see that I'm sick.

I dont do it so people talk to me about it though. Dont get me wrong. If I did, I'd go vertically on the arms, not for suicide but so it healed and people would ask XD.

My scars are actually VERY hidden... cos I never intended for ANYONE to see. But for those who DO see them,,,, it's nice soemtimes to have people express concern.

I dont wanna be PITIED or anything, but idk I just think to myself "wow, they're CONCERNED... about ME... they arent angry or mean... they didnt yell at me or threaten me... they respect my autonomy and privacy...

And they CARE ABOUT ME..." and it makes me cry.

That's also the CEN.

I dont know. I just like when people express genuine concern. Even if they see and then just ask if I'm okay. That's all it takes cos then I go wow.

Its validating and irs lovely because finally people care... FINALLY PEOPLE CARE. FINALLY I GET SOME EMPATHY OR SYMPATHY AND NO ANGER.

Even just having them brought up tells me its noticeable enough

My brain does this thing where it thinks nothing bad that's ever happened to me was Bad Enough for me to be upset about.

And I dont know... its nice sometimes to be told shit like "omg that looks so bad" or to see that people who do see my cuts are somewhat shocked or revolted... it's nice because I go... "hey, it was bad enough for them..."

Or to have people comment on them with concern. Just ANYTHINT WHERE PEOPLE NOTICE IT AND ARENT ASSHOLES ABOUT IT IS VALIDATING.

Because I'm not used to that...

Because CEN

I'm. The worst perosn on the fucking planet.

I should kill myself.

I suddenly actually feel so self hating I do want to kill myself... oh god.

I ruin everything. Everything. Everything. Everything. What have I done. Like. Why. Oh god.

I'm just remembering when Star said my kindness seemed like an act. And how I've been called out for seeming fake like 2 other times.

DO I SEEM FAKE???? I DONT EVER PUT ON ACTS OF KINDESS.... CONCIOUSLY? but the very idea that I could be perceived that way...

Should I like not try to be nice or some shit?

Jesus christ she hurts my feelings even now when it was a long time ago.

But I cant blame her. I can't blame anyone for how i feel except my parents because they left me with fucking. Heart nerve damage or some shit.

I'm tired and now I'm sad too. Goodnight guys.

[tipsycad147]

Herbs and Their Witchy Names

original graphic by: LorelainW

One of the things you might notice when working with spells is they call for some different ingredients. For example, eye of newt, wool of bat, toe of frog. To some who happen across these spells it can help lend to some of the fear surrounding witches because some of the ingredients may seem a bit bizarre. However, you will often find that seldom will those ingredients be literal. For example, if you see eye of newt in a spell, you are not going go out and get an actual eye from a newt. It actually refers to mustard seed.

The reason we have these names, stems from ancient times when it was not safe to keep spells about. So to protect the craft these names would be used instead. Some of them are just Old English, and some even date back to ancient China. A lot of times, you will find that the name is based on what the herb resembles. You will also find that many witches still use these names to this day. The more you work with magick and spell work the more familiar with these names you will become. I wanted to provide you with a basic list that you can use to work with as you are becoming familiar with working with them. As you find more you can add more to it.

A Bone of an Ibis: Buckthorn A Titan’s Blood: Wild Lettuce A Lion’s Hairs: Tongue of a Turnip (the leaves of the taproot) A Man’s Bile: Turnip Sap A Pig’s Tail: Leopard’s Bane A Hawk’s Heart: Heart of Wormwood Aaron’s Rod: Goldenrod, Mullein Absinthe: Wormwood Achillea: yarrow Adders Tongue: Dogstooth Violet African Ginger: Ginger Aftator Pear: Avocado All Heal: Mistletoe, Valerian American Dittany: Basil Aneton: Dill An Eagle: Wild Garlic Aquifolius – Holly Archangel – Angelica Armstrong – Knotweed Arrowroot – Yarrow Assear: Comfrey Ass’s Foot or Bull’s Foot: Coltsfoot Ava – Kava Kava Bad Man’s Plaything: Yarrow Bairnwort – Daisy Bat’s Wings: Holly Battree – Elder Bear’s Foot: Lady’s Mantle Bee Balm – Lemon Balm Beer Flower – Hops Beggar’s Buttons – Burdock Beggarweed – Dodder Bereza – Birch Bindweed – Morning Glory Bird’s Eye – Pansy, Germander Bird’s Foot – Feunugreek Bird’s Nest – Carrot Biscuits – Tomentil Bitter Greass – Ague Root Bitter Root – Gentian Black Cherry – Belladonna Black Maidenhair: Black Spleenwort Black Sampson: Echinacea Black Wort – Comfrey Blessed Herb – Avens, Pimpernel Blind Buff – Poppy Blood: Elder sap or another tree sap Blood of Hephaistos: Wormwood Blood from a Head – Lupine Blue Buttons – Periwinkle Blue Eyes – Potato Blood of Ares: Purslane Blood of a Goose: Mulberry Tree’s Milk Bloodwort: Yarrow Blood of Hestia: Chamomile Blood of an Eye: Tamarisk Gall Blood from a Shoulder: Bear’s Breach Bottle Brush: Horse Tail Brain Thief: Mandrake Bread and Cheese Tree – Hawthorne Bride of the Meadow – Meadowsweet Bride of the Sun: Marigold Braisewort – Comfrey, Daisy Bull’s Blood or Seed of Horus: Horehound Burning Bush: White Dittany Calendula: Marigold Calf’s Snout: Snapdragon Cankerwort: Dandelion, Ragwort Candlemas Maiden: Snowdrop Candlewick Plant: Mullein Cape Gum: Acacia Capon’s Tail: Valerian Carpenter’s Weed: Yarrow Catmint: Catnip Cat’s Foot: Canada Snake Root and/or Ground Ivy Cat’s Wort: Catnip Cheeses: Marsh Mallow Cherry Pie: Heliotrope Chewing John: Glangal China Root: Galangal Chinese Parsley: Coriander Chocolate: Carob Chocolate Flower: Wild Geranium Christ’s Eye: Vervain Sage Christ’s Ladder: Centaury Christ’s Thorn: Holly Church Steeple: Agrimony Clear-eye: Clary Sage Click: Goosegrass Clot: Great Mullein Clove Root: Avens Corpse Plant: Indian Pipe Couch Grass: Witch’s Grass Cowgrass: Knotweed Crowdy Kit: Figwort Crow Corn: Ague Root Crow’s Foot: Cranesbill Crown for a King: Wormwood Crown of Thorns: Euphorbia Cuckoo’s Bread: Common Planatin Cuddy’s Lungs: Great Mullein Cucumber Tree: Magnolia Cupids Car: Wolf’s Bane Daphne: Bay Laurel Death Angel: Agaric Death Flower: Yarrow Death’s Herb: Belladonna Delight of the Eye: Rowan Devil’ Apple – Datura Devil’s Cherries: Belladonna Devils Dung: Asafoetida Devil’s’ Eye: Henbane, Periwinkle Devil’s Flower: Bachelor’s Buttons Devil’s Plaything: Yarrow Dew of the Sea: Rosemary Dog’s Mouth: Snap Dragon Dollar: Meadowsweet Dove’s Foot: Wild Geranium Dragon’s Blood: Calamus Dragon Wort: Bistort Dumbledore’s Delight: Wolf’s Bane Earth Smoke: Fumitory Elf Leaf: Lavender, Rosemary Elf’s Wort: Elecampane Enchanter’s Plant: Vervain English Cowslip: Primrose Englishman’s Foot: Common Plantain Erba Santa Maria: Spearmint Everlasting Friendship: Goosegrass Eye Balm: Goldenseal Eye of Christ: Germander Speedwell Eye of the Day: Common Daisy Eye of Newt: Mustard Seed Eye of the Star: Horehound Eye Root: Goldenseal Eyes: Aster, Daisy, Eyebright Fairies Horses: Ragwort Fair Lady: Belladonna Fairy Bells: Sorrell, Wood Fairy Cup: Cow Slip Fairy Fingers: Foxglove Fairy Smoke: Indian Pipe Fairy Petticoats: Foxglove Fairy Weed: Foxglove False Wintergreen: Pipsissewa Fat from a Head: Spurge Felon Herb: Mugwort Field Hops: Yarrow Five Fingers: Cinquefoil Flute Plant: Meadow Rue Folk’s Gloves: Foxglove Fox Bells: Foxglove Foxtail: Club Moss French Wheat: Buckwheat Frog’s Foot: Bulbous Buttercup From the Belly: Earth-apple From the Foot: Houseleek From the Loins: Chamomile Frozen Roses: Wood Rose Fruit of the Gods: Apple Fruit of the Underworld: Apple Gagroot: Lobelia Gallowsgrass: Hemp Garden Heliotrope: Valerian Ghost Flower: Datura Gillies: Carnation Gin Plant: Juniper Giver of Life: Corn Goat’s Foot: Ash Weed Goat’s Leaf: Honeysuckle Goat’s Weed: St John’s Wort God’s Hair: Hart’s Tongue Fern Golden Bough: Mistletoe Golden Star: Avens Goldes: Marigold Gosling Wing: Goosegrass Graveyard Dust: Mullein Graveeyard Flowers: Plumeria Ground Apple: Chamomile Ground Raspberry: Golden Seal Great Ox-eye: Ox-eye Daisy Hairs of a Hamadryas Baboon: Dill Seed Hair of Venus: Maidenhair Fern Hag’s Taper: Great Mullein Hagthorn: Hawthorn Happy Major: Burdock Harebell: Bluebell Hare’s Beard: Great Mullein Headache: Poppy Healing Herb: Comfrey Helmet Flower: Scullcap Herb of Enchantment: Vervain Herb of Grace: Rue, Vervain Hind’s Tongue: Hart’s Tongue Fern Holy Herb: Yerba Santa Holy Rope: Hemp Agrimony Honey Stalks: Clove Hook and Arn: Yerba Santa Horse Tongue: Hart’s Tongue Fern Horse Hoof: Coltsfoot Horse Violet: Pansy Hundred Eyes: Periwinkle Hundred Leaved Grass Indian Dye: Golden Seal Indian God Tree: Banyon Indian Paint: Golden Seal Indian Root: Trillium Indian Sage – Bonesset Indian Tobacco – Lobelia Innocense: Bluets Jacob’s Ladder – Lily of the Valley Jacob’s Staff: Great Mullein Jaundice R Joy of the Mountain: Marjoram Joy on the Ground: Periwinkle Jupiter’s Staff: Great Mullein Juno’s Tears – Vervain King’s Crown: Black Haw Knight’s Milfoil: Yarrow Klamath Weed – St Johns Wort Knight’s Milfoil – Yarrow Knitback – Comfrey Kronos’ Blood: sap of Cedar Ladder to Heaven – Lily of the Valley Lady’s Glove: Foxglove Lady’s Meat: Hawthorn Lad’s Love: Southernwood Lamb’s Ears: Betony Lamb Mint: Spearmint Lion’s Herb: Columbine Lion’s Mouth: Foxglove Lion’s Tooth: Dandelion Little Dragon: Tarragon Love Fruit: Orange Love Herbs: Lovage Love Idol: Pansy Love in Idleness: Pansy Love Leaves: Burdock Love Lies Bleeding: Amaranth/Anemone Love Man: Goosegrass Love Parsley: Lovage Love Root: Orris Root Mackeral Mint: Spearmint Maiden’s Ruin: Southernwood Man’s Health: Ginseng Master of the Woods: Woodruff May: Black Haw May Lily: Lily of the Valley May Rose: Black Haw Mayflower: Hawthorne Maypops: Passion Flower Military Herb: Yarrow Miracle Herb: Comfrey Mistress of the Night: Tuberose Mosquito Plant: Pennyroyal Mutton Chops: Goosegrass Naughty Man’s Cherries: Belladonna Nine Hooks: Lady’s Mantle Nine Joints: Knotweed Nose Bleed: Yarrow Obeah Wood: Ebony Old-Maid’s-Nightcap: Wild Geranium Old Man’s Flannel: Great Mullein Old Man Fennel: Mullein Old Man’s Pepper: Yarrow Old Uncle Henry: Mugwort Old Woman: Wormwood Oliver: Olive Organ Tea: Pennyroyal Paddock Pipes: Horsetail Password: Primrose Pearl Moss: Irish Moss Peter’s Staff: Great Mullein Priest’s Crown: Dandelion leaves Poor Man’s Treacle: Garlic Pucha-Pat: Patchouli Queen of the Night: Vanilla Cactus Queen of the Meadow: Meadowsweet Queen of the Meadow Root: Gravelroot Queen’s Root: Stillengia Quick: Hawthorn Quickbane: Rowan Quick Grass: Witch Grass Rabbits: Toadflax Ram’s Head: American Valerian Red Cockscomb: Amaranth Ring-o-bells: Bluebells Robin-run-in-the-grass: Goosegrass Run by the ground: Pennyroyal Sacred Bark: Cascara Sagrada Sacred Herb: Yerba Santa Sacred Mother: Corn Sacred Mushroom: Agaric Sailor’s Tobacco: Mugwort Scaldhead: Blackberry See Bright: Clary Sage Seed of Horus: Horehound Semen of Ammon: Houseleek Semen of Ares: Clover Semen of Helios: White Hellebore Semen of Herakles: Mustard-rocket Semen of Hermes: Dill Semen of Hephaistos: Fleabane Seven Year’s Love: Yarrow Shameface: Wild Geranium Shepherd’s Heart: Shepherd’s Purse Silver Bells: Black Haw Silver Dollar: Honesty Snake’s Grass: Yarrow Soapwort: Comfrey or Daisy Soldier’s Tea: Horehound Sorcerer’s Berry: Belladonna Sorcerer’s Herb: Datura Sorcerer’s Violet: Periwinkle Sparrow’s Tongue: Knotweed St. John’s Herb: Hemp Agrimony St. John’s Plant: Mugwort Star Flower: Borage Star of the Earth: Avens Starweed: Chickweed Storm Hat: Wolf’s Bane Summer’s Bride: Marigold Sweethearts: Goosegrass Swine’s Snout: Dandelion Leaves Tanner’s Bark: Toadflax Tarragon: Mugwort Tartar Root: Ginseng Tears of a Hamadryas Baboon: Dill Juice Thousand Weed: Yarrow Thunder Plant: House Leek Tongue of Dog: Houndstongue Torches: Great Mullein Unicorn Root: Ague Root Wax Dolls: Fumitory Weazel Snout: Yellow Archangel White: Ox-eye Daisy White Man’s Foot: Common Plantain White Wood: White Cinnamon Witch’s Asprin: White Willow Bark Witch’s Brier: Brier Hips Weasel Snout: Yellow Archangel Wolf Claw: Club Moss Wolf Foot: Bugle Weed Wolf’s Milk: Euphorbia

Have a magickal day!

Much Love and Many Blessings,

Jasmeine Moonsong

http://jasmeinemoonsong.com/herbs-and-their-witchy-names-3/

[mauriooo]

when you’ve died inside so much that you put down your ocs as vines

(sorry in advance uwu i’ll link the vines on the names though)

(also just a warning i’m only cursing (albeit censored in most cases cos i’m a wimp) in this for the sake of the vine)

Skye - (@ her parents) ms keisha? ms keisha? oh my fxckin god she fxckin dead Pine - (Rico (dead boyfriend) don’t tell your mother ( P )  kiss one another ( R ) dIE FOR EACH OTHER-- Lavender - (cumulo (skye and lavender’s dad)) let me see what you have!! ( L ) a knife!! :) ( C ) nO-- (is stabbed) (prism (s/l’s mom)) oH MY GOD WHY DOES SHE HAVE A KNIFE-- (is also stabbed) CC - i eat cheerios because they’re heart healthy! and my heart has been severely damaged. so john if you’re out there- Pharaoh - (cc does something cool and/or hot while music plays in the background) wow,, Hawthorn - welcome to physics! (sets something on fire) AAAAAAAAAA HOLY MOTHER-- Genesis - (@ hawthorn talking to a police officer) hawthorn! is that a police? i’m calling the weed! (puts 420 into microwave) (disas on other end) 420 whatchu smokin-- Aurora/Downpour - ( A ) i am the sand guardian, guardian of the sand! ( D ) POSEIDON QUIVERS BEFORE HER!! ( A ) FXCK OFF-- Glitch - (hawthorn’s dad Bracken who is a big ol meanie) you stupid ( G ) no i’m not!! ( B ) what’s 9+10? ( G ) ...21 ( B ) yOU STUPID-- Matrix - (after bracken gives him food for the first time in a week (edgy backstory yay!!)) it’s an avocado! ...thanks,, Nova - hurr burr, i have jobs, and a wife, and a kid, and a mortgage and if i drop a bag of my favorite chips on the ground i don’t cry about it Aeria - (Nova, hearing weird flapping sounds) wait what’s that? is that a butterfly? (Aeria, doing the same thing with her ears and wings as in the original vine) ...it’s me Fiti - oh my gah! i think i found my berries!! (holds up a pinecone and takes a bite) (spits it out) ...not my berries :( Ka - (@ the soldiers ready to burn down the entire Gerania kingdom (fiti’s home)) i don’t know what you’re-- (first fire is lit) AAAAAAA-- YOU BETTER STOP, STOP!! BXTCH, STOP! AAAAAAAAAAA-- Blackjack/Hallo - ( H ) haha, it’s like we finish each other’sssss... ( B ) ...sssssSSSATAN WILL RIIIIIIIIISE-- Kohana - i’m nuts about these nuts! but i’m also nuts about my close good friends. (hallo, blackjack, and nimbus surround her) (voiceover) my close good friends! Nimbus - (learning how to fly with music in the background) we’re SOARIN (she slams into the ceiling) FLYINGGG~ Digit/Khloe - ( K ) do you ever want to talk about your emotions, digit? ( D ) mmmm.... no (matrix, faintly) i do ( K ) i know matrix ( M ) i’m sad ( K ) i know matrix Disas - (some random cashier) we actually have the chip reader now! (D, after hacking the cash register, holding up a tortilla chip) oh yeah? hmmmm (cashier) oh it’s not gonna work with that kind of-- (cash register) transaction complete :) (cashier) ...?????? Inklii - (anyone not a dog in the furry universe) is that a DOG in a CAR-- HEY! H E Y! ARE YOU- WHERE’D YOU LEARN TO DRIVE?? ( I ) (muffled barking) (random person) WHAT-- Artemis - (covering up her good eye so she can’t see) hi i’m sorry i didn’t see you there, i was too busy mmmmmm blockin out the haters Luna - (@ bee and sol) i love you bxtch,, i ain’t never gonna stop loving you BXTCH-- Sol - ( S ) that one friend that’s always cold (some random guild member) i’m cold.... ( S ) you’re always cold! but i’ll be damned if you’re not my friend. Bee - (@ sol) hey i’m lesbian ( S ) ...i thought you were Fioran?? Hazel - (seeing the Nothing (Horror Show antagonist, working name) for the first time) aAA-- AAAAAA!! (runs out) (comes back with a baseball bat) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (tries to hit it and fails cos it’s ~incorporeal~) Virus/Michael - (while he was still alive, in a mcdonalds, on a scooter, @ the cashier) do you know what a mcflip is? (the poor cashier) no ( M ) lemme show you (puts scooter on table and gets on) mcFLIP (does a flip off of the counter) Jinx/Cassidy - (anyone who’s ever reciprocated cassidy’s feelings after confessing) oh hey mailman whaddya got? (mailman) just this LETTER!! (reciprocator) aahhhh (mailman) aaaaaaahhhh (cassidy voiceover) jonathan, i don’t love you anymore Chance/Ezekiel - (sees cassidy with a knife) aa (gets stabbed by cassidy) aAA (watches cassidy stab lisa and then herself before he dies) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-- Boo/Lisa - (B after becoming a ghost and seeing Jinx) AAAAAAAAAAA-- AAAAAA ( J ) why are you running? WHY are you running?? Gardenia - (Ashe, bringing in a bouquet) hey babe, happy 1 year (Gardenia, not understanding) ....i’m 23?? Ashe - (after setting off a fire alarm just by being in the room) (you kinda have to watch the original vine for this one) Meredy - i don’t care about my haters, and if you wanna fight me (pulls out knife) then fight me :) Connor - (Nikki) hey how much money do you have? ( C ) uh,, 69 cents ( N ) oop! you know what that means!! ( C ) (sniff) ...i don’t have enough money for chicken nugget :,( Nikki - (before getting prosthetics (xe was born with no arms)) do you think you could push the elevator button for me? (some jerk) no, nikki.... fxckin weirdo (throws water bottle at nikki) Renier - (entering a random room in Card Castle) i’m making copies!! (pushing past Clover) MOVE, i’m GAY (voiceover) in the Card Castle, being gay just has its perks Anais - (holding a fist-sized piece of jello) jello? more like hello (inhales the jello) (chokes) Coraline - who am i? let’s go to the beach, beach! .....ninki minjaj Edward - mr spider? why was it funny to bite me? (steps on spider) is it still funny, mr spider? (dies) Henry - haha! that is NOT correct! because according to the encyclopedia of (indescript lip smacking) Charity - ( C ) i am old! (literally any other zodiac) how old are you? ( C ) sIxTeEn!! i’m a grandmotha Alexander/Evan/Evelyn - (A, jokingly) hail satan! (E1/E2, at the same time) ...hail satan!! ( A ) (loses it) Leander - (as a kid while still alive) you’re disrespecting- you’re disrespecting a future US Army soldier!! (couldn’t find the original clip so have the memed one) Bianca - (Leander, yelling out the window) baaaa!! (Bianca, unamused but still willing to play along) bAAAAAA!!!! Griffin - (holding a coupon for two free tacos) yEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!! (seeing a jack in the box (i think that’s it) in the yet-to-be-named zodiac land) YESSSSS YEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS (completely normal voice at the register) i got two free tacos!! Jacques - (marlowe, after teaching him about memes, handing him an empty bottle) here! ( J ) ..this bxtch is empty! (throws bottle) yEET!!! Kai - (@ marlowe while henry and griffin are making out in his (marlowe’s) house) what the fxck-- is this allowed?? what the fxck, is that allowed?? ( H ) sTOP-- Marlowe - hey guys. good alternative to recycling. when you’re done with a glass bottle, eat it! fxckin eat the bottle-- Kibo/Melanie - (melanie) i brought you frankincense (kibo) thank you ( M ) and i brought you.... murrh ( K ) thank you (M, revealing all the people she’s killed for kibo’s love) murrh-DER!!! :D ( K ) (gasp) melanie.... no Lady Fate - (anyone) please, lady fate, just let me have ONE good day?? ( LF ) oh my god, you again? give it a rest, buddy! Piccolo/Newton - (N is sitting on a building) (voiceover) every step you take (P is behind him on a taller building) (voiceover) i’ll be watching you Mauri - *badly strumming guitar* hey, how you doing, well i’m doing just fine, i lied, i’m dying inside Emu - just click the link Aether - oh hi, thanks for checking in, i’m ~still a piece of garbage!!~

[apicturewithasmile]

LOST rewatch (season 1):

[follow the entire rewatch-tag here]

episodes 1 and 2 – Pilot:

Jack’s Angel Hair Pasta speech is making my eyes roll so far back up my head that it hurts

Kate speaks the first “we have to go back (for him)” around minute 39 of ep1

I forgot how incredibly sexy Naveen Andrews is

John Locke doesn’t speak his first line until minute 23 of ep2 when he explains Backgammon to Walt – his iconic Orange Smile scene and the Sitting In The Rain On The Beach scene actually both happen before he gets to speak

episode 3 – Tabula Rasa:

Oh, it’s the first “previously on LOST”

the sheer loathsomeness of that fucking US marshal… ugh

Michael: “I will get your dog back as soon as it stops raining.” – rain: *stops*

Wash Away playing in the final scene

that last shot that made John look like he was gonna be some mysterious villain character when actually he’s just the jungle philosopher who talks to the island

episode 4 – Walkabout:

yaaay, the first boar action

I can’t believe they waited until the airplane food was all eaten up before they thought about finding food on the island

that asshole from the office who’s bullying John makes me so angry

“don’t tell me what I can’t do” makes its first appearance at minute 21 and is quickly followed a mere minute later by the second appearance

totally forgot that John is actually the first one to see Smokey – and that early on in the show?!

Uuuuuuh first time we see ghost!Christian Shephard

Do we really think John killed that boar on his own or did Smokey help him?

episode 5 – White Rabbit:

there’s so many times they say “the others” before there’s even any sign of The Others™ I’m starting to wonder whether it’s intentional

the best thing about Jack-centric episodes is Christian Shephard (I got it hard for daddy Shephard okay!??!?!)

do Australians really sound like that or did they mainly cast American actors for the scenes that take place in Sydney?

aaaaand there they are, the Jears (Jack tears)

episode 6 – House of the Rising Sun:

god I love Sun and Jin, I hate how underrated all of their flashbacks are

bless the bad CGI bees

look! it’s Mother’s first appearance

episode 7 – The Moth:

ugh it’s a Charlie episode -.-‘

headcanon: Jacob made that cave collapse because he wanted to get rid of Charlie

John believing and being proud in Charlie makes this episode worthwhile for me

episode 8 – Confidence Man:

Kate is actually carrying a… bundle??? of bananas over her shoulder. What’s mote #jungle aesthetic?

John you manipulative bastard, I love you!!!! I can’t wait for Not Henry Gale to join you into an endless manipulation play-off

I honestly can’t remember whether or not Sawyer and Sayid will ever work out their issues in the later seasons and actually get a somewhat friendship?! I don’t remember any bro-scenes between them which is a shame tbh.

Boone: “She’s my sister!” – god how did I think it was totally reasonable to turn this into an incetuous romance?!

episode 9 – Solitary:

Yaaaaaaaaaasssss it’s Sayid���s first episode which also means: DANIELLE ROUSSEAU!!!

I am a big Shannon/Sayid shipper but I can really understand the folks who ship Kate with Sayid. It would have been soooo much better than the love triangle of hell.

And I hate that Sayid doesn’t speak Arabic in his flashbacks. I get, Naveen Andrews doesn’t speak it but… they made Daniel Dae Kim speak Korean even tho he couldn’t?!?! It’s a bit of inconsistency that annoys the crap out of me.

I’m moaning a lot considering this is my fav show… there’s just… a couple of things about season 1 that always been bothering me.

OH MY GOD IT’S CREEPY ETHAN!!!

Danielle looks so fucking good and so does Sayid fnfsdkgnjkngjdfh my bi senses are tingling.

episode 10 – Raised By Another:

Claire’s nightmare is super fucking disturbing

Her ex is literally the most annoying fuckboy and I have absolutely forgotten about him for a good reason. What an asshole.

Kate’s been wearing the same green short for at least the past 3 episodes… which… I get because clothing is limited on the island but it reminds me of the Simpsons’ wardrobe

The fact Creepy Ethan™ is there after Claire wakes up the second time saying she’s been attacked should have been the biggest #clue.

Hurley getting the flight manifest from Sawyer by just… talking to him… my aesthetic!

The “Ethan is creepy”-reveal is soooooo well done gjfsngkngdg

episode 11 – All The Best Cowboys Have Daddy Issues:

More Terry O’Quinn close ups please!!!

I love that John is “of course Kate is coming along” and just hands her a knife whereas Jack is always like “no, don’t come along, this is #dangerous” – like… by now we should all know there’s no stopping Kate!

John predicting the rain is one of my fav scenes.

Wooooow they discovered the hatch THAT early in the season?!??!

episode 12 – Whatever The Case May Be:

Sawyer really shouldn’t go swimming in sweet water with his wounded arm.

I love Rose :’)

okay this episode was kinda underwhelming but that might be because I remembered what was in the case

episode 13 – Hearts and Minds:

I do not remember this episode title AT ALL so I have no idea what to expect

Aaaaaah I think it’s the Shannon and Boone incest episode which explains why I have forgotten about it – one of the most unnecessary plots in the history of LOST ever

How is Boone still friends with Locke after this whole bondage mess? Nevermind, John could do anything to me and I’d still follow him to the end of the world.

“PEE ON IT!”

episode 14 – Special:

I hate that Michael’s ex took his son away from him. She shouldn’t have put him in that position. I hate her.

What is it with Michael and car accidents?

and now she’s clearing her bad conscience with money. I HATE HER!

And now Charlie’s reading Claire’s diary – I hate him, too!

Aaaand here comes the bad CGI polar bear

Every time John Locke smiles an angel gets its wings.

Claire is already back?!?!?!?

episode 15 – Homecoming:

Wait…. Is this already when they kill Creepy Ethan? If so then I really liked this episode. Probably the only moment I truly liked Charlie.

The Scott/Steve-joke never gets old.

I love that Sawyer organised a gun for Kate. If I absolutely had to ship any combination of the love triangle of hell it’d be Kate and Sawyer… but only because Juliet isn’t in the picture yet.

episode 16 – Outlaws:

Oh it’s the Sawyer versus boar episode, I love that one!

Sayid you sassy fucker, I love you!!!

I love that they made the “I never…” scene so long.

“You’re not alone – don’t pretend to be!” is exactly what I needed to hear right now, thanks Sayid!

episode 17 - …In Translation:

How are Sun and Jin both so incredibly beautiful? Newsflash: I’m bisexual!

Hurley, my lovely empathetic sunshine!

Is it just me or is Michael’s first raft bigger than the second version?

John back at it again with the jungle philosophy.

“WE ARE NOT THE ONLY PEOPLE AN THIS ISLAND AND WE ALL KNOW IT!!!!” you go John, tell them!!!

Aaaah Jin’s father aka the only good father in the entire show!

episode 18 – Numbers:

FINALLY!!!

John building the cradle with Claire for the baby is breaking my heart. Jungle grandpa Locke <3

I’d love for the monster to have been a “pissed off giraffe”

DANIELLE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL

episode 19 – Deus Ex Machina:

Awwww I forgot that John worked in a toy shop – that’s so cute

Damn he looks so much better without hair than he does with it

Anthony fucking Cooper you disgusting weasel of a human being

I just remembered that the “Deus” that’s in the “Machina” is Desmond Hume, my Scottish puppy – can’t wait for him to be there doing his thing

God that moment with the light is sooooo good! That’s when I was #hooked the first time I watched the show.

And I just remembered: that’s John saving Desmond’s life there and Desmond saving John’s life and rgkdabgdlkgndg

episode 20 – Do No Harm:

Jack doesn’t deserve this wonderful wife…. And I really don’t like the whole “fixing things” trope that surrounds his character.

Oh riiiiiight, Claire’s having the baby while Boone dies. I totally forgot about that. I love it!

Sun is soooo strong in this episode, I love her!

Jack: “Don’t tell me what I can’t do!” – I think this is the first time someone other than John said it.

god it’s so fucking tragic with everyone looking at the baby while Shannon gets told the news her brother died. it’s too much for my tiny heart

episode 21 – The Greater Good:

John it ain’t really helping that you still drowned in Boone’s blood, my guy, my buddy, my pal.

Sayid saying “I know when I’m being lied to.” is kinda foreshadowing the whole Henry Gale affaire because he was the only one who wouldn’t take any of Ben’s shit for even a second.

Sayid: “You’ve never fired a gun before!” – Shannon: *fires gun*

episode 22 – Born To Run:

judging by the title of this it’s gonna be a Kate episode

ah yes…. The horrible blond wig. I mean…. How bad must a wig be to see it’s a wig from behind?!??!?!

episodes 23-25 – Exodus:

jhbdfajksfg it’s Ana Lucia, bless her, my lovely angry smol child

it was absolutely not necessary to show Sawyer with his shirt off but I ain’t complaining

anyways… when will I ever have enough time and money to go to Hawaii?

That Walt/Shannon/Vincent-moment breaks my heart big time.

The Black Rock being an old ass ship was one of the biggest plot twists the first time I watched.

The parts of Arzt flesh raining down on our guys was really more realism than needed

IT’S SMOKEY!!!! Yaaaasssss!

Has there ever been a better finale for the first season of a show ever?

[cherrypitsbook]

Cherry Pits Chapter 1. Clairvoyance I drown in a motel pool at the tail end of summer. Feel my lungs collapse and my nerve endings snap as chlorine claws my vocal chords to ribbons. I drown with fingers tangled in my hair and a cacophony of voices - blurred screams and dulled shrieks, an argument that I couldn’t make out - clamoring above me. I drown, and no one notices until the moment has stopped, chaos has subsided, water has stilled. I watch from the deep end as the hand that had been holding me down lets go and my body is there; buoyed and floating - purple lips and vein heavy eyes, open mouth and a dead heart that I’d stitched on my sleeve, once upon a time. I know better, now. They pull my body from the water and the scene that had once been disjointed and blurry when my heart first stopped beating and I could see - it aligns and it configures and becomes clear enough for me to decipher. “We killed her,” a boy says, voice choked and hands shaking. He presses fingertips to my neck, my wrists, searching for a pulse that is no longer there. “We fucking killed her.” The crime scene arranges itself before me: Three girls. Two boys. One body. Four sets of dripping wet hands and four hearts beating beneath the floor boards. A flickering neon motel sign and stars perforating an ink spill sky. Panic that is suffocated beneath the now stagnant waves because they killed me. Oh yes, they killed me. Only I’m not quite sure why. There’s static where my brain used to be; a spectral swath of air. Memories evading capture and fuzzed Polaroids scattered across my bedroom floor. The boy - brown curls and green eyes and a mouth that’s pinched white around the edges - is still holding my wrist. Grant, I think, a peculiar warmth suffusing between what used to be my ribs. Grant. I remember anger, pulsing off of him like an alcohol soaked song beat. I remember a fist through a wall and those hands, those hands that had held me under until there wasn’t a me to hold anymore. It hasn’t sunk in yet that I’m dead. “We have to call an ambulance,” one of the girls - dark skinned and curly haired, makeup smudged beneath her eyes - says. She’s clutching a phone in soaked hands. “We have to get help.” Her name is melodic and chiming in the back of my mind, a mouth sticky with gossip like chap-stick. Lyric. And she’s pressing buttons, holding the phone to her ear and a hand to her chest as she looks anywhere but my body when - “No,” another girls says. I remember her immediately. With a lighting bolt flash of recognition searing against my skin.Sienna. All red hair and hard eyes and a mouth that doesn’t quite look sorry as she glances down at me, at my body, yanks the phone out of Lyric’s fingers. “We’re not calling anybody, okay? We murdered her. If we call someone the only thing that’s going to happen is the fucking jailhouse rock.” Her words are acid doused and sharp, the pointed end to a knife that hadn’t cut me - not literally, at least. She’s the only one whose hands are dry. The only one whose hands should be dirty with blood, instead. “What do you suggest we do then?” Grant asks. He’s let go of my wrist. Is clenching his jaw like it’s a bow and Sienna is the target. “Sienna’s right,” the other boy - dark skinned and a shaved head, palms mottled with water that he wipes against his jeans - says. He’s the calm in the midst of the storm. And I remember him: Miles, remember a flat-line mouth and judgmental eyes that I’d first seen reflecting back at me over the leaf flecked surface of a pool three summers ago. He’s staring at me, now, looking down at me like I’m no more than a problem that needs to be solved. “You’re still not telling me anything of use,” Grant snaps, the sound somewhat like a sucker punch. “We can’t just leave her,” Lyric says. Eyes darting towards the sharp jut of my face, blonde hair damp and plastered to my cheeks. “And we won’t,” Sienna agrees. “We can’t tell anyone about this - so we’re going to take care of it instead.” She pauses. The late night screech of tires against tarmac echoes in the distance. “We’re going to hide the body and pretend that this,” she gestures towards the stillness of my chest, the absence of a heartbeat, the crime that they’ve committed and the body that I left behind. “We’re going to pretend like it never happened.” Grant stiffens. Is a metal twisting, glass cracking collision as he steps towards Sienna - because there’s friction there, still sparking between them, left over frombefore. “We’re not going to hide her body - okay? That’s,” he runs a hand through his hair, glances up at the sky like he hadn’t seen this coming months and months ago. “That’s insane.” “It’s not insane if we killed someone,” Sienna hisses, “And the only way that we can save our skins is if we make sure no one ever finds out about this.” They’re right in front of the splayed limbs and still bones of my body. And I’m not sure why they’re competing, why Grant is angry and Sienna is satisfied and the whole scene feels like a frog that we’d had to dissect in biology last year. All raw muscles and exposed nerves and dangling flesh. An answer that I haven’t been able to find, yet. It’s reluctant, the way that Grant gives up. With a look at his hands and an attempt to meet my eyes - glassy and rolled back in my head. I’m dead. And there are five people who killed me, who are clustered around my body, who know precisely what has happened even when I don’t. “I agree with Sienna,” another girl, the last girl, says - and there’s water staining the cuffs of her shorts, catching the light against her wrists. Daphne, I think. Traitor, my hind brain supplies, biting as she stands behind Sienna and tucks dark locks of dripping hair behind her ears. “We should vote,” Miles suggests, and this idea - sides being divided and an apple of discord - it’s not new. I remember, remember fury like red hots simmering in the marrow of my bones and control slipping through my fingers like sand from an hourglass because I’d been running out of time/ I’ve ran out of time - I hadn’t even known it, back then. “A vote?” Grant scoffs, voice scratching against a laugh like a matchstick against flint. “Are you kidding me?” “It’s the only fair way to do this,” Miles replies. There are motel keys hanging halfway out of his pocket, a map of the next town over with his fingerprints on it crumpled beside my wrist. “That’s the only fair way to do this, don’t you think?” Grant swallows. Glances down at me before nodding. Clenches his fists until there are moon shaped crescents embedded in the meat of his palms. “Fine,” he says. “A vote. Let’s fucking vote to decide what to do with her.” Sienna unfolds her arms. Steps forward and takes charge with a honeycomb viscousness that I recognize like mirror shards in my gut. “All in favor of getting rid of her body?” she asks. One hand, two hands, three. It’s the side of a coin I’d never wanted to land on, no, not when the night had gone so terribly wrong. Ghost hunting, I’d told Grant. Salvaging everything, I’d told myself. We’ll go to the next town over to see the haunted house for ourselves. We’ll stay in a motel on the outskirts of town for the night. We’ll drown, die, murder. My own name sounds like a flute in my ears. Piper. It winds around the ribbons of my lungs, knots the strings of my heart, lays itself across my eyes like coins. I wouldn’t have to pay to cross the river Styx. Free admission, Hades would say, look at my resume with something like pride in his eyes. I’d been wicked, I remember. A queen bee with a carving knife and the homecoming princess with my fingers crossed behind my back. The one who’d been pulling the strings and setting the stage and hadn’t even seen it coming. I’d been terrible then,  and what am I now? I always have believed in ghosts. ___   It’s methodical, the way that they do it. Stripping sheets off the yellowed bones of the motel beds. Wrapping them around my body like caution tape and ignoring how chlorine blooms through. Grant picking me up like dead weight, like the thing that’s dragging him down/ drug me down, and Sienna popping the trunk of his car. “Where are we going?” he asks, when he’s gripping the steering wheel and shaking. Sienna slides into the passenger seat without a thought. “The field,” she tells him, and I remember, distantly, weeds brushing against my knees and a clunky device blinking red in my hands. A haunted house and graffiti scarred windows and winds that had sounded ominously like something else. The others are crowded into the backseat. Lyric with her head between her knees and remorse curling up her spine. Miles with his hand on her back and his fingers at his head, a calculation in the way that they’re going to bury me. Daphne, too, with her elbow against the window and trading glances like playing cards with Sienna. She doesn’t know, yet, that Sienna will always win.   The car is silent as Grant drives, radio kissing static with every bump in the road. As they sallow their guilt beneath nostalgia hazy streetlights and I collect fragments of memories that are sun streaked and blurry in the dark. Because there’s the high school that I’d attended; pressed lipstick kisses against the mirrors and passed notes in class. A neighborhood lane where I’d laid, back flat against the tarmac, with a joint clutched in my hand. The laundromat that had started/ended it all. Memories of me are spilled across the road. None of them are the one that I want. Because Lyric and Daphne are glancing back at my body and twisting frayed friendship bracelets that read my name in badly painted buttons around their wrists. ‘Best Friends’ strung like a promise through the string. Only, it doesn’t quite go that way in my head. They stop at the opposite end of town. At a stretch of land surrounded by wobbling chain link fence. Dark soil and tail grass and trees that whisper in the wind like ghosts, like me. It reminds me of an equation, what happens next: Step one. Dig the hole. Deep enough to bury your secrets/ my body/ at this point they’re one in the same. Step two. Drop me in like I’ve already decayed to bones, just bones. Look down at the mess that you’ve made - a blue mouth and waterlogged lungs. Step three. Shovel. Dig. Shovel. Dig. Watch dirt sink upwards, till it’s covering my knees, my stomach, my neck, till you don’t have to face what you’ve done. Step four. Get in the car, don’t look back - Grant’s white knuckled and thin lipped as he makes that mistake. He’d never been intending to steal me from the underworld, had been the one to send me there instead. Sienna doesn’t touch the body. Clasps her fingers instead around the bronze outline of a bird hanging round her neck. The car doors slam, one by one. Until Grant pressing his foot and against the gas and they’re running, leaving, starting down the road. I drown in a motel pool at the tail end of summer; am buried by my friends to cover up what they did. I drown, and my life is erased from my head, till the only thing I know is how dirt feels compressed against my chest and how oxygen bubbles look as they rise to the surface. My life flickers out like a candle before my eyes. Wax dripping, slipping, melting. My friends - my murderers - drive away, don’t tell, slather secrets like glue against their mouths. Slick in the summer heat, with their consciences wrapped around their throats. Speeding, speeding down the road because the only thing that can kill you when you’re young is yourself or your friends. But I’m still here. Lingering in the tall, dead weeds and buried below the dirt. Lungs aching to find out, to remember, to avenge - oh yes. I'm still here.

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Hey guys! The next chapter of my Olicity Arrow/BTVS xover is now up! It went a little crazy on me...lol. I would love to know what you think! 

Chapter Summary:  Felicity finds herself dealing with a new unexpected aspect of her life and Oliver has to deal with her as she rides it out. The two finally get a chance to talk, but while Felicity may be left frustrated Oliver is confident it's for the best.

Rating: M (for language so far)

Disclaimer: I own NOTHING!...except my original characters and their imaginary organization... :-)

HERE GOES!

Felicity was jumping out of her own skin. She was literally bouncing up and down. Her mind was going a million miles a minute, her heart was pounding, and her whole body was buzzing. She was buzz buzz buzzing like a bee, or a live wire, or a...really buzzy vampire slayer. She tried humming inside her head, she tried humming out loud (that got her bitched at by Roy because apparently 'Can't Get You Out of My Head' was not an appropriate post-fight anthem), and then she just settled for trying her very best not to look like a crazy person. From the smirks her mentors had been sending her way, Felicity was pretty sure she failed harder at that than Oliver had at Harvard.

Felicity winced at the mean thought. Oliver was her friend and she knew he wasn't stupid. He'd been an asshat who'd never really applied himself in college, but he definitely wasn't stupid. Which was totally beside the point at the moment because who cared about Oliver's old college transcripts? She'd killed two VAMPIRES tonight! HER! Felicity 'I'm Tech Support' Smoak!

“Lissy, you still in there?” Meredith drawled.

Felicity jerked and looked to her cousin. She nodded quickly. “Yep, still right here.”

The tiny brunette eyed her warily from where she was leaning against the bar. The whole gang stood around. They had debriefed and reviewed and Dare had talked about lesson plans for moving forward. Felicity probably should have paid more attention to that, but buzzzzzzz...she really really needed to do something but she didn't know what! She was going to explode!

“I said Cross said I can crash here tonight,” Meredith told her, “and they might give me a job.”

Cross lifted a brow. “I don't remember mentioning a job.”

“Eh...” Meredith shook her hand back and forth, “you were getting around to it. I can't be worse than Ryder. I'm psycho about being on time.”

“Ryder doesn't drink himself under the bar,” Dare pointed out. “Our bartenders are dry. You want the job? You quit drinking.” Meredith threw him a nasty glare, but the Pure just grinned and blew her a kiss.

Felicity frowned and bit her lip. “You don't want to stay with me? I'm supposed to look after you!”

“That sounds like a good idea,” Oliver said at the same time as he reached out and rested his hand on Felicity's back. “Meredith staying here for the night, that is.”

She jumped at the contact and cut her eyes his way. She tried to glare, but then she got distracted by his eyes...those blue blue eyes...and those thick lashes...and his nose was kinda cute now that she looked at it. Not feminine cute, but more manly cute...was there a manly cute? She decided there was definitely a manly cute because everything about Oliver was manly. So he had a manly cute nose and then there were his lips...those full strong lips that she wanted to bite and...

“I'd like to keep an eye on Felicity tonight, if she's willing,” he cocked a brow at her.

And DAMN, that was so hot, and was he actually expecting a response right now that wasn't drool or more catchy song lyrics? She could sing him some really dirty Ludacris if pressed, but that was about all she had. Her brain was so fried. She just blinked up at him and refused to let her eyes drop back to his mouth. He would totally notice and that would be inappropriate...inappropriate and unprofessional. Oliver was not a piece of meat!

“I thought you might,” Meredith stepped forward and poked Oliver hard in the chest. “But I've been catching up with Little Red over there,” she hooked her thumb in Roy's direction, “and you better handle with care, Ollie. I don't give three strikes. I give one. You fuck this up and I'll fuck you up. Understood?”

Felicity didn't know what her cousin was talking about. She frowned at Roy. Meredith already hated Oliver based purely off his reputation. She didn't need any help from the team gossip. The red archer smirked and shrugged.

Oliver slid his hand from her back to around her waist, pulling her attention back to him. He guided her into a turn and led the way toward the door of the club and outside to his car.

Felicity was still confused as she slid into the passenger seat and buckled the safety belt. She turned to Oliver. “I'm...very...” her words trailed off and she frowned.

“Buzzed, Felicity,” Oliver finished for her. “You're buzzed. It's the adrenaline. It will wear off and you'll crash.” He started the car and drove the familiar route toward her townhouse.

“Is that why I can't sit still?”

“Yes,” he said.

“And why I can't think straight?”

“Yes,” he said again.

Felicity took in slow deep breaths and counted as she blew them out. She tried to focus on calming down. Judging from her bouncing foot and shaky hands, it wasn't working. She looked around for something, anything, to focus on. Her eyes snagged on Oliver's hands gripping the steering wheel. She watched them clench and release as he maneuvered. His fingers slid across the leather and Felicity could feel the ghost of his caress against her back. His hands were so strong, so capable, and yet he was always gentle when he was touching her. What would it feel like when those fingers slid into other places? Felicity's breath hitched in her throat.

“Felicity...” Oliver groaned.

“What?” She bit her lip guiltily and jerked her eyes to his face.

His jaw was clenched and he stared at the road in front of them. “We have a lot to talk about.”

Felicity's jaw dropped. “You want to TALK, right now?”

Oliver huffed a laugh. “That's not what I meant, Felicity.”

“Well good,” Felicity nodded, “because I'm working really hard to string together sentences that don't include vulgar rap lyrics about whistles and lollipops.” She groaned and banged her head back against the seat. “It would probably be better if I just didn't speak at all, but that doesn't seem to be an option. Is this what it's like to be high? Why would people do this willingly?”

“It can feel really good to lose control if you give in to it,” Oliver said.

Felicity felt a flash of heat through her whole body. Her mouth went dry. She looked back to Oliver.

He grimaced and shifted in his seat. “Which we are not going to do...because we have a lot of things to talk about and I'm not going to take advantage of you.”

Felicity scoffed. “You almost kissed me on a mission, Oliver! A MISSION! When did you grow scruples?” She thought back to the charity dinner and suddenly she wished they'd just kissed already and gotten the damn thing over with. Oliver totally wouldn't be playing the gentleman card right now if this wasn't their first go round. He was Oliver frackin' Queen! He'd banged half the women in Starling! Why was she so different?

“You aren't in your right mind, Felicity,” Oliver tried to reason with her.

The slayer snorted and crossed her arms over her chest. She knew she wasn't being fair, but for once, she didn't frackin' care. “Oh please! Like it's a secret that I want you ALL the time. I'm a fangirl surrounded by hotness, Oliver. And unlike Laurel, who is some strange breed of female immune to such things unless she's in heat or something, I have spent the last year and a half dreaming up smutty smutty sex scenes in my head while I was supposed to be focused on finding your next target.”

“I can't,” Oliver sighed and blew out a long breath, “I can't fuck this up, Felicity. I can't lose you.”

“You aren't going to lose me,” she argued.

“You deserve better than some adrenaline fueled quickie.”

Felicity scoffed and rolled her eyes. “It never stopped you with Sara.”

“YOU AREN'T SARA!” Oliver growled. He jerked the car to the side of the road and threw it into park. He turned to face her in the seat and she could feel the anger rolling off of him in waves. “I love Sara, Felicity. I always will.”

Felicity jerked her face to the side and stared out the window. That certainly cooled her ardor.

Oliver reached out and grabbed her chin in his hand. He turned her face back in his direction and waited until she met his stare. Felicity ground her teeth and did her best to look unaffected. Oliver squeezed his eyes shut to calm himself and then continued. “I will always love Sara. What we went through together on that island formed a bond between us that no one else will ever understand. We're both broken, Felicity, and a lot of our broken edges fit together in just the right ways. We understand each other...we both know just how fucked up the other is...and we don't judge each other for it.”

Felicity's hands shook, but she buried them by her sides. She blinked at him and kept her face blank. “That's great.”

Oliver's eyes narrowed and he huffed. “I have never, however, been IN love with Sara, Felicity. Not before the island, not on the island, and not after.”

Felicity jerked, but Oliver refused to let go of her. He shook his head. “Uh uh, not until I'm finished....not until you listen to me and you understand.” He paused until she met his eyes again. “Sara and I should never have gotten involved...either time. Before the island I was a coward and an asshole running away from a relationship that I couldn't even admit to myself I didn't want. I wasn't ready to move in with Laurel. Laurel and I didn't work. I cheated and lied and ran away and she enabled me and took me back over and over and over again. Taking Sara with me was a last ditch effort to show Laurel exactly how worthless I really was. Sara didn't matter. She was just the latest weapon I used against Laurel...and I ruined her life, Felicity. I damn near killed her.”

Felicity jerked her chin out of his hold and glared him down. “Sara is responsible for her own bad choices, Oliver. You didn't kidnap her and drag her with you. She pulled that shitty move all on her own.”

“She was just a kid,” Oliver said.

“She was old enough to know better,” Felicity shot back.

Oliver shook his head. He ran his hand through his hair. “That's not my point anyway. I'm getting off track.” He looked to the side. “When I found out Sara was alive last year, it was a weight being lifted off of my shoulders. One less sin for me to carry. And one more person who I didn't have to lie to...to pretend with.” He looked back to Felicity and she knew he was trying to make her understand. “Sara knew me, truly knew me, Felicity. She knew exactly how far I could sink. She knew I was a killer, a monster, and she didn't care because she had her own set of fangs.”

Felicity wanted to object, to argue that he wasn't a monster...that he'd come too far to keep pulling himself back down to that one-dimensional definition. There were too many shades of gray in this world for Oliver to keep painting himself the villain. If he really was that evil, if he really was as dark and irredeemable as he believed himself to be, then he wouldn't CARE about what he'd done. Monsters didn't fight the darkness, they reveled in it. Oliver was not a monster. He got up and he kept trying every day to be better, to do better. Felicity didn't know how to make him see that.

“But you were different than Sara,” Oliver continued before she could piece together her own argument. “You were good, Felicity. You were light, and you were innocent, and you were clean. Putting my blood-stained hands on you? Dragging you down into this hole with me? THAT would damn me far quicker than marking names off my father's list ever would. I didn't deserve you,” he shrugged and huffed a laugh, “I never will.”

“URGH!” Felicity growled and scrubbed her hands over her face. “You are such a frackin' buzzkill, Oliver! I cannot have a deep heartfelt conversation with you when all I want is to climb you like a tree!” She waved her hand out to indicate his body. “Do you have any idea how nummy you look right now?”

Oliver snorted and shook his head. Felicity glared at him. “Do you really think that I'm so stupid and naive that I don't see you for who you really are? That I don't know you still carry more scars inside than the ones carved into your skin? I'm not a fool, Oliver, I'm a fucking genius! I know who you are. And the fact that I want you has very little to do with how unreasonably attractive God made you, and everything to do with the stubborn passionate over-protective asshole you are beneath that skin.” She canted her head to the side. “If all I wanted was a hot body, I'd be back at 'The Bronze' with Dare.”

Oliver gritted his teeth. “DON'T say that!”

Felicity sighed. “Yep, there's the asshole now.” She leaned forward until her nose brushed against his. “I don't want Dare, Oliver!”

“And I don't want Sara,” Oliver countered, but then he thought about it, “or Laurel.”

A small smiled curved Felicity's lips and she leaned forward a little more. “Good...then, why don't we...”

“Uh uh,” Oliver shook his head again and pulled back away from her, “you still aren't in your right mind.” Felicity glared at him, but he only chuckled at her frustration this time. Turning back to face the front, he restarted the car and eased them back into the road. “Sorry, but I'm not taking any chances with you. You're it for me, Felicity. We're doing this right.” Taking in her dejected expression as she muttered to herself and slumped back against the seat, Oliver tossed her a grin. “You wake up tomorrow morning and still want to play? I'll be all for it.”

Felicity narrowed her eyes and crossed her arms over her chest. “I want that in writing.”

Thanks so much for reading! I would love to know what you think!

[cassbeewrites]

1-100 also im personally Offended that u will not let me be gay binch and tag u 85 times........ im requesting a divorce

oh boy okay fuck u 

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 

pandora does that make me basic

is your room messy or clean?i’m a minimalist with hoarder tendencies. 

what color are your eyes?kind of like a hazel-green

do you like your name? why?i used to hate it but now that i’m older it kind of ? distinguishes me? plus i love the nickname cass so there

what is your relationship status? married 2 u elm, always

describe your personality in 3 words or lessobsessive, destructive, gay

what color hair do you have?light brown but it actually used to be red when i was born! god i miss those days… being an infant, having cute hair….

what kind of car do you drive? color?i have a 2013 subaru impreza hatchback. it’s a rly pretty dark grey with purple undertones and a skeletor decal on the back. literally i love my car 

where do you shop?target. jo-anns. teavana. 

how would you describe your style?i like earth-tones or dark muted colors 

favorite social media accountfacebook?? it’s where i run my cosplay page idk

what size bed do you have? twin 

any siblings?i have one sister but i also have 2 half-sisters and possibly 2 half-brothers who i’ve never actually…. met…..

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?wales. research them arthurian legends. love some pet sheep.

favorite snapchat filter? i rarely take pics of my face so idk maybe the flower crown one?? is that still a thing

favorite makeup brand(s)neutrogena or almay bc they’re hypoallergenic lmao

how many times a week do you shower?realistically, 5-6. ideally……. i would never leave the shower……

favorite tv show?fuck this question i don’t want to think about it

shoe size?9-9.5-10 depending

how tall are you?5′6

sandals or sneakers? mmmmm i do love my hiking shoes but i also love sandals so? both

do you go to the gym? nah my dad is a fitness nut so we literally have like 6 or 7 types of exercise equipment at my house

describe your dream datedying

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?$6 in ones. i handle too much cash during the day to want to keep it in my wallet. 

what color socks are you wearing? …. i’m not

how many pillows do you sleep with?just one

do you have a job? what do you do? i’m a teller at a credit union. i count cash until my fingers are literally black from how gross bills are

how many friends do you have? 0i have like? elma. also a few of my coworkers and some cosplay friends

whats the worst thing you have ever done? be born lol. start writing. learn how to sew. 

whats your favorite candle scent? fresh linen

3 favorite boy names1. Loren2. Liam3. Mothman

3 favorite girl names1. Eowyn2. Ruby (don’t judge me my dog is CUTE)3. Mothman 

favorite actor? leslie odom jr

favorite actress? phillipa soo my gf

who is your celebrity crush?………. leslie odom jr and phillipa soo my gf

favorite movie? right now it’s moana but i love tangled and lotr, unwaveringly 

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? i can’t pick a favorite fuck off

money or brains? ?!?!?!?!

do you have a nickname? what is it? cass, sass, sarcassidy, sketch, 

how many times have you been to the hospital?like twice maybe

top 10 favorite songsjesus christ ok. okay1. Hot Gates by Mumford and Sons2. Whispers by Passenger3. Above / Below by Birds of Tokyo4. Minor War by Birds of Tokyo5. If This Ship Sinks (I give in) also by….. Birds of Tokyo6. I’ll Be Good by Jaymes Young7. Tag! by Scarves8. Despite What You’ve Been Told by Two Gallants9. Young God by Halsey10. Wildflowers by Tom Petty

do you take any medications daily? i’m on that nightly melatonin fix

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)clear. blessedly clear. 

what is your biggest fear? never being someone worth remembering :)))

how many kids do you want? 1. MAYBE 2. or maybe 0? 

whats your go to hair style?Half up, half down. I’m lame

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) my house is actually… pretty big? it’s like. very upper middle class

who is your role model? my old debate coach from high school :’)

what was the last compliment you received?idk elma what was the last gay thing u sent me

what was the last text you sent?“thank u for providing”

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?i had my suspicions as early as 5 but honestly. my mom tells me i have to believe in him for the sake of our dogs because she wants to maintain the illusion that he’s real… for them…. she’s so weird

what is your dream car? actually i’m pretty happy with the car i have. the 2017 imprezas are WAY cute and nice and sporty tho and i would love to upgrade someday 

opinion on smoking?smells yucky. makes our drive through tubes & cash smell yucky.

do you go to college? yes but i am TIRED

what is your dream job?DYING! DEATH AND DYING! being a literary agent actually tho

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? well i actually grew up in a pretty rural area but it was also only like… 15 minutes from a big city and is surrounded by smaller cities. it’s not a bad place to live. very safe and quiet, lots of horses

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? no i have a hair Routine and cannot break it

do you have freckles? no :( I have a few and i have some cute moles tho

do you smile for pictures?no go away

how many pictures do you have on your phone?jesus christ 9,564

have you ever peed in the woods? reluctantly 

do you still watch cartoons? i watch disney movies but like? i think cartoon fandoms are VERY annoying so i avoid them at all costs COUGH stev///en univ//erse

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?chick fil a or die. but i wouldn’t turn down wendy’s or mcdonalds nugs u feel

Favorite dipping sauce?honey mustard fuck me up. chick fil a sauce got me goin too

what do you wear to bed? big shirts!!!

have you ever won a spelling bee?um no i tried bc i’ve always been a spelling hoe and the written portion went well but the speaking portion was an anxiety ridden mess

what are your hobbies?dying. sewing. suffering. cosplay. petting dogs. hiking. being dead. writing

can you draw? i used to draw a lot but fucking jill heiner in 11th grade told me i sucked and i will never forget that

do you play an instrument?i played piano for 12 years and i was never like naturally gifted but i certainly tried my hardest. i haven’t played since i graduated high school 2 years ago tho

what was the last concert you saw? i’ve never been to a concert and may never go

tea or coffee?both but like. there’s a time and a place for both

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?starbucks

do you want to get married?i fear physical relationships 

what is your crush’s first and last initial?V(iktor)N(ikiforov)

are you going to change your last name when you get married? no i’m attached to my initials 

what color looks best on you? greens and dark purples

do you miss anyone right now? my dog :( he’s sleeping in the hall and not in my room

do you sleep with your door open or closed?closed unless my parents are out of town so my dogs can sleep with me

do you believe in ghosts?i believe in mothman

what is your biggest pet peeve? when people acknowledge my physical existence as if i am more than just a semi-transparent blob. also when people call their checking account a “checkings” account. fuck right off it’s not plural and checkings isn’t a word FUCK YOU

last person you called`my mom 

favorite ice cream flavor? pistachio

regular oreos or golden oreos? um if i’m going to spend calories on a cookie it sure won’t be some kind of… prepackaged nonsense

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow 

what shirt are you wearing? wearin a loose knit dress. it’s olive and strappy

what is your phone background?pic of my sweet dog :’)))

are you outgoing or shy?easily irritated and anxious

do you like it when people play with your hair?no

do you like your neighbors? they are what they are

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?i wash it in the shower but if i wash it too much it will dry out

have you ever been high? no

have you ever been drunk? no

last thing you ate? i had a steak burrito for lunch?? that was like 10 hours ago i should probably eat something else

favorite lyrics right now“all i need’s a whisper in a world that only shouts”or“in a place that’s safe from harm, but i have been blessed with a wilder mind”

summer or winter?why aren’t autumn or spring options

day or night? dusk

dark, milk, or white chocolate? dark

favorite month? october or may

what is your zodiac signtaurus lol

who was the last person you cried in front of? i actually cannot remember 

[askthegirlwhowaited]

will you do all the numbers of the tag list thingy :)

Kassy: oh my lanta! here we go

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Kassy: none. if I’m not listening to my iTunes collection, you’ll catch me listening to 8tracks

is your room messy or clean?Kassy: my room is literally a disaster 98% of the time. to be honest, its totally a depression thing.

what color are your eyes?Kassy: every possible shade between blue and grey. My eyes change based on lighting as well as my mood.

do you like your name? why?Kassy: yea sure. it’s somewhat a popular name, but still not one I hear very often. And I spell it differently so Starbucks trips are fun xD

what is your relationship status?Kassy: completely and utterly in love with the most amazing human being on the planet

describe your personality in 3 words or lessKassy: loving, bubbly, soft

what color hair do you have?Kassy: I will suck out your soul xD

what kind of car do you drive? color?Kassy: none, currently. But when I do drive, its my dads grey Ford Focus

where do you shop?Kassy: wherever has what I’m looking for. Got Topic and Forever21 are my biggest go to’s

how would you describe your style?Kassy: I dress for comfort. Leggings 98% of the time and it varies what I’m wearing with them.

favorite social media accountKassy: definitely Tumblr. But snapchat is a close second

what size bed do you have?Queen size. Buuuuuut, when Ryan sleeps over, I really wish I had a king, cause him and Jynx are total bed hogs!!

any siblings?Kassy: One. A brother who is 10.5 years older

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?Kassy: hmmmmmm..... right where I am. I would say Florida so I’m closer to DisneyWorld, but in all honesty, the travelling there is all part of the fun. I love flying!

favorite snapchat filter?Kassy: its a tossup between the puppy and the snow bunny.

favorite makeup brand(s)Kassy: I’m a complete whore for MAC and Kat Von D. KVD more for everyday wear though

how many times a week do you shower?Kassy: depends on where my depression is sitting, if I’m being honest.

favorite tv show?Kassy: that’s currently on tv? Once Upon A Time

shoe size?Kassy: US woman’s 9

how tall are you?Kassy: 5′8″

sandals or sneakers?Kassy: both. all depends on the time of year

do you go to the gym?Kassy: once in a while. again, all depends on my depression that day

describe your dream dateKassy: being with the person/people I love most. Doesn't matter what we are doing. Just being with him and including him in my life

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?Kassy: I think probably about $7 in change

what color socks are you wearing?Kassy: I dont really wear socks. I feel super constricted.

how many pillows do you sleep with?Kassy: 4 are on my bed. But I really only sleep with 2

do you have a job? what do you do?Kassy: I’m a preschool teacher 

how many friends do you have?Kassy: enough to make my heart feel very full

whats the worst thing you have ever done?Kassy: I can't think of a particular moment, but everyone has rough patches in their lives

whats your favorite candle scent?Kassy: its always between Mango, Vanilla or Peppermint

3 favorite boy namesKassy: James (not even kidding), Kyson and Brayden 

3 favorite girl namesKassy: Lily (again I’m literally not even kidding), Addison and Rayden

favorite actor?Kassy: Colin O’Donoghue 

favorite actress?Kassy: Jennifer Aniston

who is your celebrity crush?Kassy: its a total toss up between Colin O’Donoghue and Jenson Ackles

favorite movie?Kassy: I actually don't have one. There are just too many amazing movies!!

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?Kassy: I don't really have a lot of time to read

money or brains?Kassy: brains. because smarts can get riches. Riches can't get smarts.

do you have a nickname? what is it?Kassy: sooooo maaaaany!! Kassasasie, Padfoot, Nala, Kass, Cissy, and too many others

how many times have you been to the hospital?Kassy: too many times to count

top 10 favorite songsKassy: again, theres too many amazing songs in the world. I can't narrow it down to just ten

do you take any medications daily?Kassy: nope!

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)Kassy: when I was a teenager, it was combination, but now its dry

what is your biggest fear?Kassy: being alone

how many kids do you want?Kassy: ideally, 2 that are biologically mine. But I do want 3 kids

whats your go to hair style?Kassy: thrown back into a ponytail. Cant take that dance life away from me lmao

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)Kassy: its a townhouse. I can't say size though because big and small are all based on perception 

who is your role model?Kassy: myself in 10 years

what was the last compliment you received?Kassy: my parents and I went out to dinner 2 weeks ago and I felt super ugly that day. hair was gross and pulled back, no makeup, sweats, I was sick. And the waitress told me that I was gorgeous

what was the last text you sent?Kassy: to Ryan telling him that I love him

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?Kassy: I never really “found out”. I just kinda grew up and knew. No omg moment or anything.

what is your dream car?Kassy: honestly, the biggest inhumanity to the earth and my pocket on gas... lmao a Jeep Wrangler.

opinion on smoking?Kassy: I suggest not doing it. It’s super bad for your health. But I mean, I used to smoke... so like, I don't want to say anything hypocritical? lol but yea, make good choices

do you go to college?Kassy: not at the moment

what is your dream job?Kassy: stay at home mom, honestly. but economy can't support that. So exactly what I'm doing

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?Kassy: Rural. I absolutely need to be surrounded with city lol

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?Kassy: answered already

do you have freckles?Kassy: NOOOOOOOOOOO :(

do you smile for pictures?Kassy: yep. not with teeth all the time though.

how many pictures do you have on your phone?Kassy: 1,517. There are a lot of screenshots and useless things I need to delete lol

have you ever peed in the woods?Kassy: not in the woods, but in a forrest

do you still watch cartoons?Kassy: Disney Girl for life!

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?Kassy: McD’s

Favorite dipping sauce?Kassy: either ranch or plum sauce

what do you wear to bed?Kassy: underwear and a tank top

have you ever won a spelling bee?Kassy: I live for autocorrect, so nope lmao

what are your hobbies?Kassy: this lmao thats it

can you draw?Kassy: absolutely not

do you play an instrument?Kassy: piano

what was the last concert you saw?Kassy: Demi Lovato/Nick Jonas

tea or coffee?Kassy: tea, all the way

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?Kassy: we don't have Dunkin, so Starbucks

do you want to get married?Kassy: yep! Hopefully in the next few years

what is your crush’s first and last initial?Kassy: K but you don't need to know the last initial

are you going to change your last name when you get married?Kassy: 100%!! That is honestly one of the things I’m most excited about

what color looks best on you?Kassy: purple

do you miss anyone right now?Kassy: le boyfriend

do you sleep with your door open or closed?Kassy: answered

do you believe in ghosts?Kassy: I believe in spirits, yes

what is your biggest pet peeve?Kassy: I have many lol

last person you called`Kassy: Moony

favorite ice cream flavor?Kassy: either Reese’s, cookie dough or mint chocolate chip

regular oreos or golden oreos?Kassy: Regular

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?Kassy: RAINBOWWWW

what shirt are you wearing?Kassy: just a tan coloured tank top

what is your phone background?Kassy: fan art of James and Lily

are you outgoing or shy?Kassy: I like to think equal parts of both

do you like it when people play with your hair?Kassy: no, not really

do you like your neighbors?Kassy: he's an airline pilot so I’ve never met him cause he's rarely home

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?Kassy: this is terrible, but nope lol

have you ever been high?Kassy: its how I survived high school to be honest

have you ever been drunk?Kassy: too often

last thing you ate?Kassy: dinner which was a rice dish my mom makes

favorite lyrics right nowKassy: the chorus to fight song

summer or winter?Kassy: if its what this winter was like, then that!

day or night?Kassy: day. not a fan of the dark. too much anxiety 

dark, milk, or white chocolate?Kassy: white. Im allergic to the others

favorite month?Kassy: October

what is your zodiac signKassy: Pisces

who was the last person you cried in front of?Kassy: Ryan

[thecatnapextraordinaire]

1-99

1) Sexuality? Not too sure tbh. I'd say bi probably.2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Hmmm idk 3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. "Some trace elements, such as iron (Fe), are needed by all forms of life; others are required only by certain species."4) What do you think about most? Everything :p5) What does your latest text message from someone else say? "Oh I mean a bit :p" 6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on? Yeah7) What's your strangest talent? I can mess up almost anything 8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence) girls are cool; boys are sometimes cool9) Ever had a poem or song written about you? Yeah but I don't think it was in a good context 10) When is the last time you played the air guitar? Idk haha11) Do you have any strange phobias? Bees12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?When i was like 2 13) What's your religion? Agnostic 14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Looking at the sky or animals15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Hmmm probably fall out boy17) What was the last lie you told? I'll be there in about 2 minutes 18) Do you believe in karma? Yeah19) What does your URL mean? It's literal 20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? Weakness is probably that I don't have very good judgment. Strength is probably that I don't give up easily.21) Who is your celebrity crush? Dave Franco and Bruno Mars22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? No23) How do you vent your anger? I tend to be passive aggressive :/ but I'm trying to be more confrontational 24) Do you have a collection of anything? I used to collect rocks 25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? I like video chatting but I haven't done it in years 26) Are you happy with the person you've become? Eh 27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?I hate the sound of bugs flying. I love hearing water. 28) What's your biggest "what if"? What I never amount to anything29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yeah30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.Tissues. Car door. 31) Smell the air. What do you smell? My air freshener so it's flowery32) What's the worst place you have ever been to? Hmmm idk, I remember going to this one super gross dive bar to see my ex and it was terrible so I guess that place. 33) Choose East Coast or West Coast? West coast 34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Bruno Mars35) To you, what is the meaning of life? To experience it 36) Define Art. Expressions that are interpreted differently by everyone 37) Do you believe in luck? Eh 38) What's the weather like right now? Cloudy but sunny and not cold but not hot39) What time is it? 1:4240) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Once I hit a guy from behind cause I sneezed and he slammed on his brakes while I had my eyes closed. But there was no damage to either of our cars so that was cool.41) What was the last book you read? My biology text book42) Do you like the smell of gasoline? No it makes me sneeze43) Do you have any nicknames? Mari44) What was the last movie you saw? Mmm my dad was watching Rocky so probably that one 45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?I fractured my ankle once and broke my finger. 46) Have you ever caught a butterfly? No I don't really like butterflies 47) Do you have any obsessions right now?Mmm not really 48) What's your sexual orientation? Already answered49) Ever had a rumor spread about you? Yeah50) Do you believe in magic? Nah51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Sometimes it depends52) What is your astrological sign? Capricorn53) Do you save money or spend it? Spend :(54) What's the last thing you purchased? Food55) Love or lust? Love 56) In a relationship? Yes :) 57) How many relationships have you had? 558) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No59) Where were you yesterday? School, Wal-Mart, and my house 60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? A highlighter 61) Are you wearing socks right now? Si62) What's your favorite animal? Probably cats 63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? Idk I typically assume guys don't like me 64) Where is your best friend? He's at home probably doing homework or watching tv 65) Spit or swallow?(; swallow, less mess 66) What is your heritage? Hispanic 67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?Homework 68) What do you think is Satan's last name?Hmm de jesus 69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? Who hasn't tbh70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Idk I tend to kinda disappear sometimes 71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Save the puppy no questions asked 72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? I'd probably tell my family and Nick. I'd get all my tattoos somehow, go travel as much as I could and probably spend as much time with Nick as I could. I'd be sorta scared just cause idk what happens after you die. 73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love. I feel like you can't have one without the other 74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Pretty much anything by Beyonce 75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 058876) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Trust, honesty, sincerity, compromise, kindness, being able to lean on each other, spontaneity 77) How can I win your heart? Idk, be cool I guess. Whatever Nick does works :p 78) Can insanity bring on more creativity? It depends on how they channel their "insanity" 79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? To not kill myself 80) What size shoes do you wear? 8 1/2 81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? "My cats are here too" 82) What is your favorite word? Idk probably idk tbh haha 83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. Aorta84) What is a saying you say a lot? You know?85) What's the last song you listened to? The Weeknd- feel it coming86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? Lavender, pink, navy blue, green 87) What is your current desktop picture? The Pvris mirror from their album 88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Literal asshole mouthed donald trump 89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? What's your bio grade90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?Probably see if I get out of bed if they'll attack me and if they don't I'd leave and runaway 91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? Invisibility 92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? Nick and I's first date 93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? Spring break 201394) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? I wouldn't 95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Bora bora 96) Do you have any relatives in jail? Not anymore97) Have you ever thrown up in the car? Yeah98) Ever been on a plane? Yeah 99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? Stop being little shits and help each other out instead of being determined to wipe each other out.

[toastedmarshmallowbooty-blog]

LET'S GET PERSONAL

1: 6 of the YouTubers you watch the most? Probably Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, PewDiePie, MattShea, paulsoaresjr, and literally every account with chickens on it. 2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Markiplier, hands-down. 3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. 4: What do you think about most? My life after college, I guess. Or chickens. 5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? "Orange daddy puff whyyy" 6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With, but, like, tank tops and shit. 7: What's your strangest talent? A while back, I did magic in a banana costume for a talent show. Oh, and I can play the recorder with my nose. 8: Girls... (finish the sentence); Boys... (finish the sentence) Girls matter just as much as boys do. 9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? Haha, nope. 10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? Air guitar? Nah. I'm a bigger fan of the air piccolo. 11: Do you have any strange phobias? Can't remember what it's called, but that thing where you don't like holes bunched together, like a wasp nest and stuff. 12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? Skittles. Turns out, doesn't work as well as eating through your mouth. 13: What's your religion? I don't consider myself anything, really. I don't know, and probably won't know where we go, if we go, when I die 'til I die. 14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Probably taking pictures like the white piece of shit I am. 15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Usually behind it. 16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Does Ninja Sex Party count? 17: What was the last lie you told? I don't lie often. "I don't lie often." 18: Do you believe in karma? Hell yeah! 19: What does your URL mean? It came from a comment on Wattpad, something about your favorite flavor booty. I started to go for pineapplebooty, but it was taken, so I went for toastedmarshmallowbooty. 20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? My weakness is Nutella, my strength is how much I can eat it how fast. 21: Who is your celebrity crush? Ugh, Laura Prepon, hands down. That woman is sexy as FUCK. (Yeah, I'm gay.) 22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nope, praise the Jesus. 23: How do you vent your anger? Fuck shit up til I calm down. 24: Do you have a collection of anything? Neat leaves. 25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? FaceTiming. 26: Are you happy with the person you've become? Eh, I'm alright I guess. 27: What's a sound you hate; sound you love? I don't like the sound of chewing/ metal on metal, but I love the sound of chickens clucking. It reminds me of my grandparents' farm. 28: What's your biggest "what if"? What if my cat is plotting to kill me, and how the hell would I even know? 29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and yes. 30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. Right arm: a pillow. Left: my cat. 31: Smell the air. What do you smell? Spring!!! 32: What's the worst place you have ever been to? Ugh, this motel we had to stay at on the way to Orlando. I had to sleep with one eye open. There was a lot of screaming/yelling in the room over, and I saw several roaches. 33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? East coast. 34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Gross, men. 35: To you, what is the meaning of life? I don't know, I guess chickens. 36: Define Art. Hate to be that guy, but pretty much everything. 37: Do you believe in luck? Yeah, short answer. 38: What's the weather like right now? Too damn hot for winter. 39: What time is it? 6:27 PM 40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Not much and no. 41: What was the last book you read? Bad Kids, it's a book on Wattpad. 42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? YESSSSSS! 43: Do you have any nicknames? Not really, if we're not counting my Wattpad and Tumblr username. 44: What was the last film you saw? The Bee Movie 45: What's the worst injury you've ever had? Thankfully, I haven't had any serious injuries, knock on wood. But I do have a tendency to fall down stairs, so it's probably coming. 46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? YES AND IT'S AMAZING. 47: Do you have any obsessions right now? Orange Is The New Black and Stardew Valley, currently. 48: What's your sexual orientation? Fabulous. ❤️💛💚💙💜 49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? Yes, several. 50: Do you believe in magic? I'm not sure what the question means, but sure, yeah, why not. 51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yes, too many. I'm like a blonde Soup Nazi. 52: What is your astrological sign? LEO! 53: Do you save money or spend it? Usually save, and then spend all at once once I've saved enough. 54: What's the last thing you purchased? A new cage for the rats. 55: Love or lust? Love, 8/8 that's great m8. 56: In a relationship? Nope. 57: How many relationships have you had? Zero, as far as I can remember. 58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? Yep. 59: Where were you yesterday? In Stardew Valley. 60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yes, my socks. 61: Are you wearing socks right now? Yes, they're pink. 62: What's your favourite animal? CHICKENS. 63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? People like me? Wow! 64: Where is your best friend? Probably on Tumblr rn too. 65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. I just started, so there's only one I can REALLY remember, and that's chickenhugs. It's too pure for its own good. 66: What is your heritage? Swedish, Irish, Dutch, and Scottish, mainly. 67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? Writing friendfiction. (It's called Don't BOther, and it's on Wattpad, if you want to read it.) 68: What do you think is Satan's last name? Imma guess Mr. Satan. 69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? Nope, but I've heard it can reduce stress. I use tea for that, so there's not really a need. 70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Fuck no. 71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Screw McDonald's, get the dog!!! 72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? I don't like to think about that, so Imma be a loser and not say any more on that subject. 73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. Trust, you can't have love without trust, so what's the point of it? 74: What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? The Orange Is The New Black theme song. 75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? dick 76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Trust and happiness on both ends. 77: How can I win your heart? Be Laura Prepon. 78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? I mean, Gary Busey told me yeah. 79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? Existence... 80: What size shoes do you wear? 6 1/2. I'm a smol child. 81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? "Told you so." 82: What is your favourite word? Perkele 83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. The Lion King 84: What is a saying you say a lot? I'm an idiot. 85: What's the last song you listened to? 'Wolf In Sheep's Clothing,' by Set It Off 86: Basic question; what's your favourite colour/colours Indigo 87: What is your current desktop picture? Harambe. 88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Trump, hands down. 89: What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? Literally anything about death. 90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do? Wake up. 91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? Coca-cola shoots from my wrists at will, and I can teleport from alternate universe to alternate universe. 92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? The time I first met my rats. ❤️ 93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? Hearing that Pharrel Williams song, 'Happy' 94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? I'm asexual, sorry guys. 95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? To the universe where Laura Prepon is my wife. 96: Do you have any relatives in jail? They were bailed out recently, but yes. 97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? Far too often. 98: Ever been on a plane? Yes, but only a few times. 99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? "AHEM!... ya like jazz

[amy--abroad-blog]

Got Asked

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?  Spotify

is your room messy or clean? Clean, I cleaned it this morning

what color are your eyes? Brown baby, brown~

do you like your name? why? I mean, yes, I think it suits me, I do wish my middle name was used instead of it though, its more... unique?

what is your relationship status? In a relationship

describe your personality in 3 words or less Caring, stupid and cheerful

what color hair do you have? Dark brown

what kind of car do you drive? color? I... do not drive

where do you shop? I mean, I’m all about that Kmart cheap realness, but I do appreciate H&M and Cotton On from time to time.

how would you describe your style? Still trying to figure it out. Very... baggy on top, tight on the bottom, mostly monochrome. Quite usually serving that tom boy realness.

favorite social media account I think I’m still active on Facebook because thats how I keep in contact with people but I am a huge Insta girl.

what size bed do you have? Single

any siblings? 3 older ones. Forever the baby~

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? Japan, been interested to live and work there for quite a while now, I want to experience the country for myself, get better at the language, start a career there and be with my boy. (Currently in a LDR)

favorite snapchat filter? I don’t use snapchat

favorite makeup brand(s) I mean. I use makeup but not religiously, I buy whatever I can afford, I usually don’t leave the house without brows filled and that winged liner. Recently though I swear by Daiso’s Mascara man. That shit has LIFT. Cheers to my mate for telling me to buy it.

how many times a week do you shower? Everyday~

favorite tv show? Game of Thrones and Stranger Things.  HOWEVER, I’ve been binge watching a Danish show on Netflix recently called Rita. SO GOOD.

shoe size? I always forget... Aus size 9 I believe?

how tall are you? 165cm

sandals or sneakers? Sneakersss

do you go to the gym? Nope. I should lol

describe your dream date Uhhh. At the moment. Disneyland. Sorry for the basic answer but I am DOWN.

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? Uhh. Probably like $6.

what color socks are you wearing? I’m not wearing any.

how many pillows do you sleep with? 2

do you have a job? what do you do? Currently job hunting, will be starting an internship soon

how many friends do you have? Quite a few? I have my main group, then I float. I love surrounding myself with people.

whats the worst thing you have ever done? 1-100 real quick.. uhh. I quite literally don’t know.

whats your favorite candle scent? Lavender

3 favorite boy names Oliver  Danny Hiro

3 favorite girl names I actually don’t know.

favorite actor? I have this weird love for Mark Ruffalo

favorite actress? MERYL STREEEP and Emma Stone. 

who is your celebrity crush? Danny Jones of McFly and Taka and Toru of One Ok Rock

favorite movie? I used to LOVE Parent Trap as a kid. Still do. Toy Story, Monsters Inc, Lilo & Stitch uhh yo Black Panther too atm. That movie was LIT.

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? I am not a reader

money or brains? Brains but hey, why not both 

do you have a nickname? what is it? I don’t really, Amy is short enough as is so I never really got one.

how many times have you been to the hospital? For myself? I recall... twice?

top 10 favorite songs SHINee - Replay One Ok Rock - Memories One Ok Rock - We Are Usher - Caught Up McFly - I’ve Got You Busted - Year 3000 (lol) Weezer - Undone - The Sweater Song Foo Fighters - Run Foo Fighters - Sky Is A Neighbourhood BTS - I Need U

do you take any medications daily? Nope

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) Combination

what is your biggest fear? SPIDERS

how many kids do you want? If I ever 100% do.. 2

whats your go to hair style? Just.. out.. nothing exciting lol

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) Uhh.. medium sized 

who is your role model? Mum

what was the last compliment you received? That an outfit suited me a lot

what was the last text you sent? Telling a friend that I expect him to be at a BBQ lol

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? Younggg. Thats a funny story. Long story short. I never really believed in Santa because in all the houses I was raised in we never had a chimney. Therefore theres no way he could’ve been real. Mini mastermind that I was haha

what is your dream car? Don’t currently have one

opinion on smoking? Nope. No. Nope. I mean, you do you but its not for me.

do you go to college? Graduated 

what is your dream job? Photographer with my own studio or a dancer

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? Suburbs

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? Nope

do you have freckles? Nope

do you smile for pictures? Yes

how many pictures do you have on your phone? Thousands.

have you ever peed in the woods? Nope

do you still watch cartoons? Sometimes on Netflix

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? Maccas. Don’t think I’ve eaten at a Wendy’s.

Favorite dipping sauce? Tomato sauceee

what do you wear to bed? Oversized tee and cute pj shorts. 

have you ever won a spelling bee? Nope. Forever the shittest speller. 

what are your hobbies? Photography, dance, baking

can you draw? I used to be able to, slowly losing my touch I think

do you play an instrument? I used to play the violin

what was the last concert you saw? Foo Fighters, Weezer opened for them

tea or coffee? TEA

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? Neither?

do you want to get married? In the future I do yes :)

what is your crush’s first and last initial? T and O

are you going to change your last name when you get married? I think so

what color looks best on you? BLACK, sometimes red and sometimes white

do you miss anyone right now? All of my family, friends from highschool and my boyfriend.

do you sleep with your door open or closed? CLOSED

do you believe in ghosts? I don’t not believe in them..

what is your biggest pet peeve? When the volume is on an odd number lol or rude people.

last person you called` Boyfee

favorite ice cream flavor? Choc. oh PHISH FOOD. That shit good.

regular oreos or golden oreos? Regular

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? Choccccc

what shirt are you wearing? Black and White printed, guys button down from Hallenstein Brothers.

what is your phone background? Lock screen is me and my bestie and the other one is me and the boyy.

are you outgoing or shy? Both. 

do you like it when people play with your hair? YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES

do you like your neighbors? I don’t really know them, but I play with their German Shepard every morning lol

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? Mostly mornings, I’m trying to make it a habit to do it at night too.

have you ever been high? Nope.

have you ever been drunk? HAHAHAHAHA... good times

last thing you ate? Uh... yorkshire puddsss

favorite lyrics right now oh man uh... well I a few weeks ago I was listening to Get Over It by McFly a lot because I was going through a hard time in terms of stress and getting my life together. When Danny sings the last line “But I’m up and I’m over it”, makes me feel like I too can fight the stress and the down times. So i guess thats it. Sorry, I feel like it needed context haha.

summer or winter? WINTER. ITS BEEN TOO HOT IN BRISBANE.

day or night? Night

dark, milk, or white chocolate? Milk

favorite month? Uh... May and December

what is your zodiac sign Taurus

who was the last person you cried in front of? Well it was over the phone and I was calling my mum, a few weeks back.

[isaacathom]

I should be thinking about Zeke and his deal but instead im thinking about how i can fuck with all the gym leaders and have a bunch of them be my other characters.

for instance, all my ggs characters?? perfectly equipped to exist in Urica. considering Urica is victoria and ggs literally takes place in victoria. its a match made in heaven. i can also totally include Black, in an aesthetic sense - i can absolutely take her black with green highlight aesthetic and put it on like, a Dark type gym leader. i can imagine it

only issue is i diiid want the gym leaders to have some impact, to have some INPUT on the story as a whole. something like the ending of bw1 when all the gym leaders (except the triplets cause fuck em i guess?) showed up at the castle to help. but a lil more? include the e4 in on the scheme. the champion herself is 100% present and is even personally responsible for arresting Dante at the end. yknow. so having the gym leaders be a bunch of characters who shouldnt /really/ be there is sorta weird for that, a little counter intuitive. at least with the Black thing, its just her look, not actually her. mostly because Black is a straight up shadow monster. though, if its her aesthetic, shoooulllld the gym leader use a wheelchair too? that would complete the look. i feel like if there is a gym leader with a wheelchair, either they should have psychic pokemon (because that makes sense in a practical way) or theyre gym needs to be placed very precisely. if i want that gym leader to actually participate, their gym either needs to be the City gym (yknow, the one you can skip by fighting Rhia, though you’ll need to come back for it eventually) or one of the very close ones, orrrr they can be placed further away and removed from the story climax by saying ‘well, how did you really EXPECT them to get here???’. since, like.... if they need their wheelchair, they HAVE to travel manually. unless their pokemon, like a big fuck off bird, can have the leader on their back and the wheelchair in their claws?? but then how does the leader get on the back. also it has to be a Big Fucking Bird, like a gigantic bird, the biggest bird, the strongest bird. uh, one idea would be for the leader to actually stay in the chair and have them like, locked into a seat on the back? if that makes sense? but thats also logistically a pain. guess thats what a psychic pokemon would be for, huh? but if the bird wouldnt work, theres no other real way to get around beyond travelling by car or plane or whatever. so if their gym is aways, they cant get to the city on short notice.

it would actually kind of work if theyre the Eastern gym leader, from that town where Jun is from, where Rhia lives. it sorta fits the idea of that place being badly removed and poorly accessible due to a lack of like, provisions made to help it. so this gym leader is restricted solely to their community, helping with local problems, and can only really leave their town with a LOT of planning. a lot of effort has to go into them travelling a long distance. they cant just go west without help, its a goddamn mountain. 0/10 travel safety.

im not sure which of the options i prefer. having all 8 gym leaders + zeke + elliot + the elite 4 (possibly including that guy who is leaving???) + the champion is a lot of fucking people. so having a few of the gym leaders sit out makes sense? just to reduce clutter. so if a characters situation means it would make sense for them to not be present, why not capitalise? so having a wheelchair bound gym leader live on the other side of the mountain and thus have difficulty accessing the City works for that purpose. admittedly gym leaders can also be removed from the proceedings through the actions of the Team, by having a bunch of team members head to a few specific gyms and distract them.

thatd be fun. ok, so we can totally have a Black themed gym leader, wherever they might end up being in terms of the regions layout. they’d be one of 4 types - Dark, Ghost, Psychic, or Flying. the first two are thematic, the latter two are practical.

for others.... well. there has to be a water gym leader, who runs the gym out of the remains of the ‘Kingslake’ town. i dont really have a character who fits this, except for Ash from EC. which could work, but i dont think his design really fits. uh.... we could include one of the GGS characters, due to the urica/vic thing. of course, which one? by general ages, the only character who really fits is Katja, who would be..... uh..... uhm. hmm...... normal??? she’d essentially be whitney, if i think about it, which is also kinda boring. also i hate whitney and i wouldnt do that to anyone. steel COULD also work? which would place her later on, which works fine, since she doesnt live in the same suburb as the other ggs characters. being an Adult and all. she definitely lived close to melbourne, but for game balancing itd be totally acceptable to place her further away, like Geelong. the alternative is to have one of the younger ggs characters (Read: fucking all of them, theyre all like 16-18) be a really early on gym leader, like... Roxanne? or Cheren. definitely roxanne, at least. but for that, which one, and what type?? i feel like most of their types arent like, super good first gym material? Vivian would be fighting, Kay would be Ice, Sonya would bee... hold on. either electric or water, i suppose. and Isaac would be Psychic. Sonya could work, though i feel like if she is included, then Isaac should be as well?? theyre a duo??? which... hmm... actually, wait, fuck, Isaac and Sonya are both straight up adults, arent they. yea, fuck, theyre uni students. oh theyre totally golden, then. have Sonya be Electric or Water (or Flying, i guess?? or grass??? her power set is very.... broad) and have Isaac be the Psychic gym leader from the next town over. and also not be called Isaac because i already decided i wanted to change that??? besides i wanna have a fire type elite 4 named Isaac with a Ninetales because this is my game and im allowed to have myself be a goddamn elite 4, suckers.

if Sonya is water, that makes her the King Lake gym leader. which... yea, that works. isnt exact to her position in ggs, but it fits. making [Isaac] either the City gym leader (which si also like.... the 2nd or 3rd gym??? which feels too early for a psychic gym, but ill check) orr shes further north. beechworth might be too far north but theres plenty of space between kinglake and beechworth for a gym, i think. well... hmm. fantina is a ghost gym and she was third in platinum, which means its totally feasible to have a psychic gym be right up front. plus, hmmn, hold on. does the player go clockwise or counter clockwise? the region as i have it really roughly in my head is that its a rough loop, with some connecting points back to the city (think kalos but not shit cheers, no stupid black outs in this bitch). so when the player gets to the city, do they go north along the west side of the mountains? or south west down the coast towards geelong? i guess the issue is how you get across the mountains - you almost definitely need strength and rock smash to get through. but why would you get those hms in the west? suurely  the towns closest to the mountains would have this stuff? you could maybe justify Strength being elsewhere? that could be interesting. you could also have the Beechworth town be later, despite being a clockwise progression. maybe you need a specific hm to get that far north, you get there, then you get strength? idk.  sorta complex. but if i had both Sonya and [Isaac], id want them to be right after each other? though i suppose separating them by games progression but having them be physically close makes sense... and since the Kinglake town is ‘dangerous’ in Urica due to the bushfires, it makes sense to prevent you going directly to it from melbourne? so counter clockwise down the coast makes more sense then? sure. yea aight.

anybody else? thats 3 gym leaders. boi. boi fuck. well, there IS the EC crew, who are also perfectly open for these positions. the kids from RS, well, not so much, unless they were a gimmick trio like striaton. triple battles? fuck me dude imagine a triple battle gym battle, god, dude, holy shit, thatd be sick. /i/ wouldnt, but damn, imagine. god i wish the 3ds was powerful enough to handle triple battles without having a seizure. (in 3d anyway. iirc it ran fine with 2d? admit i didnt triple battle TOO much). so, no RS. EC can. uh... well.... Violet is available as a Fire leader, she’d be fun. Crystal could easily be there too, as aaaaa.... Grass? Grass gym? yea. which you’d want to be fairly early? well, 4th works too. would that make sense based on their surroundings, though. also, these are a lot of girls. i can include Skye as a flying type, but i cant include Will because he’s a dark type (unless i make the Black one a Ghost type, which is acceptable, certainly) but then thats an overwhelming number of character. thatd be 7, if i included 4 of the ec cast + two ggs + black. thats uh... thats too many? 3 might work better. maybe 5? like have it be black, [isaac], sonya, skye, and will? w/ skye probably changing his name to Not Be Shit, thanks, fuck. that leaves 3 original ocs. and Black can be any gender, and would essentially BE a new character, jsut with Black’s aesthetic. purely because i should stop trying to put Black in my stories. so, 4? two ggs and two ec? yea. Isaac as Psychic, and the 2nd gym (again, the skippable one). Sonya as Water, and the new guardian of [Kinglake]. [Skye] as Flying, likely further down the coast, maybe geelong? warnambool? any coastal city works if its got high enough cliffs, my guy. Will as Dark works fine for basically anywhere, but i think after Skye in progression. i like that.

then this Ghosty Fan who probably shouldnt be the last gym leader...... hmm.... but then where?? they could be up near the desert, where the old team base is??? someone has to be that gym leader. why would they be dressed in black in the desert? thats a good goddamn question. maybe not. man, it depends on where the gym towns are as to where the ghost goes. the desert is not the place, though. 0/10 not a good place. certainly not with that outfit. like, ghost would ALMOST make sense for that location due to the team base, and it being tied to this idea of it being the Ghost of the team, or where Seren’s ‘ghost’ is located. notably, Elliot will not come with you to the desert town. he just wont. he wont do it, dude. he’ll meet you at the entrance and say ‘yea good luck’ and he wont come in with you. so ghost might be fitting for that alone? but with the physical design? nah. but they shouldnt be TOO far back, right? though, since Acerola is like.... uh.... 5-6th gym leader equivalent in terms of when her trial occurs, i dont see any reason i couldnt have a ghost gym appear later on. its just that those that exist so far are all far more forward, i guess. im down for that??? maybe beechworth, or, again, the eastern thingo. idk. im gonna have to like, plannnn the region out some more. OOH, fuck, i was gonna include phillip island/pseudo tasmania too, fuck, where the fuck does THAT slot into progression. fuuuuck. uuuuuuuh. shit. where DOES that fit. after skye???? like, you fight Skye over in Geelong or whatever, , you get surf, you go on a big surfing adventure? why would.... the flying gym leader..... give you surf.... like, ok, the Water gym leader cant give you surf, because shes busy and thatd be REALLY late in the game to get Surf. considering most gens are like, badge 3-5 for surf (as an out of battle move) which would place it at a gym betweeeeeen Isaac and Skye? since there likely is one??? hmm..... hmmmmmmm.........

im thinking either the island or the east should be post game. OR, OH FUCK, the elite 4 could be on the island, fuck, we solved it, fuckers we’ve done it, the island is the champions village. there are probably some other spots though. kinglake, for one. ooh, that’ll be neat. you start on the other side of the lake and you have to surf over and its all nice and then BAM everythings burnt to shit my guy. nice. i like it. see that works. means i can introduce Surf as a usable hm whenevvvver. or just attach it to Skye because who cares, honestly, and attach Fly to the desert one. ooh, and that could be fun. like, you fight that gym leader, they go ‘now you have my badge, you can use fly! do you have fly? oh, you dont? hmm. You’re hanging with Elliot, right? maybe ask him. I’d have asked him in advance but he doesn’t like coming to this town. bad memories, I’ve heard’ and thatd be like, your first really blatant hint that Elliots got a past. you could even ask him about it next time you see him, alongside asking if he knows where you can get the Fly Hm (he MIGHT have it, idk). and hed go ‘huh? oh, haha, you know, sometimes small events happen, and theyre nothing major, of course, but they stick in your head and they taint a place, huh?’ or something really obviously dodging. then later Rhia spills the juice. nice.

i feel like there should be other places to use surf, though. perhaps surf is required in the mountain to get to the East? i can see that. that basically works.

ok i gotta fuckign wrap up ive had this post opn for like 3.5 hours jesus fuck