#it's just brown bc i don't think i've done a brown background yet!

[onesnoopyaday]

Snoopy #14

15/10/2024

[wnbnny]

꒰ forever and a day ⭑ ꒱ - y.jh

genre ⋆ slice of life, est. relationship, fluff w small bit of angst, jeonghan x fem.reader! | wc ⋆ 0.9k | author's note ⋆ i was listening to fireworks & rollerblades & forever & a day is my favourite song on the album so i decided to write abt it >< listen to forever and a day as you read <3 | not proofread bc i wrote this at 3 a.m >< tw ⋆ reader is mentioned as 'wife', insecurities

i started driving through the hills, told me to come and get you

"hannie?" you called out softly, head peeking out from your shared bedroom's door. jeonghan raised his head, locking eyes with you. "yes?" he hummed, eyes filled with an unreadable softness and emotion you couldn't quite place.

no words convey the way it felt for me to finally hold you

"can... can i join you on the couch?" you asked tentatively, not wanting to bother him and disrupt his peace when he looked so cozy curled up on the couch. "of course baby, you don't have to ask. c'mere," he stretched out his arms, an open invitation for you to mold perfectly into.

in my arms just long enough to know

you took a step forward, and it wasn't long before you had finally crossed over the expanse of the living room to stand in front of him. you climb onto the couch, afraid to accidentally step on his limbs, tangled up in the heavy yet soft blankets. settling your head on his shoulder, you were enveloped in a comforting warmth, jeonghan's arm subconsciously pulling you closer into his side. the tv was playing an old rom-com, and the two of you settled into comfortable silence as you cuddled.

know every word you're gonna say before you even think it 

"she's so pretty," you comment, eyes fixated on the actress on screen. it fills your heart with a pang of mixed envy and sadness, insecurities coming to the surface. what if jeonghan thought you were ugly and left you for someone better? there were so many prettier women out there, ones that had beauty you could only dream of. the nagging feeling in the back of your mind grew even louder, drowning out the background noise. your hands, tangled in the blankets, fisted them slightly, clenching as you tried to futilely conquer the negative thoughts. jeonghan frowned, noting your fidgeting which could only mean one thing. "hey, you're prettier," he remarks, looking down at you. "thanks," you murmur, but jeonghan can immediately tell you don't believe him. "i mean it." he furrows his brows, and cups your chin to make you face him. his brown orbs bear into yours, hoping to get the message accross. you nodded slowly, the dullness in your eyes slightly disappearing, but not completely gone. he would work on convincing you, jeonghan vows. for now, he settles back into the cozy silence as you watch the sitcom.

but somehow, every joke you make is funnier each time around

"did you hear about the new store? you should visit it sometime, i've heard it's really good," you ponder. you and jeonghan are at the park, out on a date. "sounds great, but it would be better if i had you to accompany me," jeonghan leans in, a playful smirk on his face. you giggle and blush, rolling your eyes in faux annoyance. "oh, shut up, you big flirt."

your laugh is such a perfect sound

jeonghan watches as you giggle as you chatter with your friends, a fond smile on his face. you look radiant and happy, and he vows he will do whatever he can to always keep that smile on your face.

these butterflies lived a million lives to say

you blush, watching as jeonghan leans down to tie your shoelaces for you in the middle of a movie theatre, butterflies in your stomach. "done," he finishes with a smile, standing to press a featherlight kiss against your knuckles as you beam up at him.

i swear I've known you longer than

"oh my gosh, remember when we first met? i literally spilled coffee all over you," you laugh, on another day with jeonghan, this time at a cozy cafe. "you looked like you were on the verge of crying," jeonghan chuckles, then adds softly, "you were cute." 

i don't believe in destiny but i might have to say

"hannie?" you ask, and he hums in response. "yes?" "do you believe in destiny?" you ask, curious. "hmm... not really. i think you get to choose how your life turns out, whether through your actions or decisions," he explains, and you ponder on his answer thoughtfully.

your melodies, they're changing me

this time, you and jeonghan and sitting on the floor of the living room, christmas lights twinkling merrily on the colourful christmas tree in the corner. jeonghan is singing, strumming on his guitar, and then cozy warmth of the hot cocoa you hold in your hands envelops you in a soft, fluffy cocoon of love.

i'm yours, forever and a day

you and jeonghan stand under an archway, hands intertwined and cheeks flushed, giddy with excitement. he was dressed in a sharp tuxedo - and you in the most stunningly beautiful white dress that seemed to flow like water. "i, yoon jeonghan, promise to take y/n l/n as my wife, to have and to hold, from this day onward; for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part. i promise to love and cherish you, to be the rock for you to lean on when you're down and had a bad day at work. i promise to be the one you can trust and confide in, to pour your burdens and insecurities to, and if i could, i would take them all from you, so that you may always have that radiant bright smile on your face i love so much. i promise to love you, forever and a day."

mastertag : @starseungs

[quirkdotcom]

Hey everyone !! I am super excited to post this as part of a collab with my fellow members of BNHA Sanctuary! The prompt was " _____ is concerned bc (y/n) isn't sleeping." I chose Izuku Midoriya as my character because he needs a little more love ! So I hope everyone enjoys! Don't forget to check out the other collab writers fics too !!

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Technically, Midoriya wasn't supposed to have anyone over in his dorm, even in college he had tried to follow that rule knowing that if he didn't, Iida would probably find out and scold him, but as he flipped over and looked just above your shoulder, his All Might themed alarm clock read out "4:12AM" with red numbers, and he gave a small sigh.

Tonight was one of the first nights that you had been able to sleep before 5am, but the reason was unknown. Midoriya had asked you plenty of times, each time you resulted in you shaking your head vigorously and eyes watering until he just hugged you tightly, saying that you would find another time to talk about it. 

Slowly, scooted closer to you, wrapping an arm around your side, pulling you closer to him.  

The movement, which Izuku had thought he was being slow with, actually woke you up. You blinked a few times before turning and nuzzling into his chest, quietly mumbling, "Are you awake Izu?"

"I'm definitely sleeping…are you awake (Y/n)?" 

You hummed, starting to wake up more now, "A little bit," Yet despite your words, you didn't make any effort to move, "What time is it?"

"4:14 in the morning," he responded, pulling back a little so he could look at you

Slowly you sat up, pulling yourself free from his grasp, suddenly wide awake. 

"Baby?" He sat up next, eyeing you slightly as growing concern seeped in. 

You looked back to him, offering up a smile, "Don't worry Izu, I'm still tired enough to sleep," 

He seemed to relax some, the tension slowly leaving his body, "I'm glad then, because I think it's too early to get up for the day, and that's coming from me of all people,"  he then proceeded to lay back down, hugging the comforter to his chest

You laughed lightly, then paused, letting out a heavy breath, "Hey Izuku, I owe you an explanation, I shouldn't make you worry all the time and have to have me over in your dorm like this," 

Again, he sat up, scooting closer to where you were sitting, "Whatever the reason is, I'd be happy to help you over and over again, okay?" 

You nodded, leaning against him, glad to have that reassurance of support. 

"Well...my quirk has some nasty side effects…" You paused, closing your eyes and allowing the shadow like mass begin to rise from your body. 

It was a lot like Tokoyami's dark shadow in the sense that it was almost another being but attached to you. It could take a multitude of shapes, and most items couldn't pass through it, rather instead would get stuck to it. 

Most of the time you used it to create a large beast of sorts, and it only grew stronger from the fear or unease of your opponents. 

However it's main and personal drawback was arguably the worst. 

"When I don't use my quirk enough, it turns on me in my dreams…well nightmares. The Mass as I call it, separates from me and chases me down. In the end it envelops me and...well I start to suffocate. So I've been staying up late to try and put off the dreams as long as I can," 

In the dark of the room, your quirk was even more unsettling. It looked to be wriggling around, crawling amongst the edges of the room. But the one area it wouldn't go near, was the spot where Midoriya sat. 

Instinctively he wrapped his arms around you, feeling your trembles.  He thought for some time about what you had said until finally, he knew what the root of this issue was. 

"(Y/n) my love, don't let it feed off you," 

You turned at his comment, looking up to him, his oddly calm demeanor throwing you off guard. Normally, most people tended to draw back from you and your quirk, but Midoriya never did.  

"You said that your quirk grows stronger when people are scared or uneasy, and I think that it applies to you as well. It's easily taken over the whole room by now. " 

As you looked to the room, watching as the Mass would slink around the room, at times catching a ray of moonlight, seemingly drowning the light in itself. 

The longer you looked, the more it started to grow, your heart raced, you couldn't find a spot for your eyes to stop, they just kept looking. No one spot in the room was safe from it's grasp. 

Before you could fall further into its depths, two arms circled around your waist, pulling you close, "(Y/n)...you're safe…" 

All at once, the mass receded, leaving the room as it was before. 

With that, you laid down, pulling Izuku with you. While you didn't fall asleep very fast, you still knew that you'd be able to come back tomorrow to try again. 

And you did. You continued to do so for about a week, every night repeating as it had been the first night of that week. 

You still got hardly any sleep, and were starting to fall behind in both your classes and your training. In fact, there would be times where he would catch you fighting the urge to doze off while just hanging out with friends. 

Midoriya found himself asking for the help of your best and closest friend.

"Hey, Tanako, can I ask you something?" 

The water vortex hero-in-training looked up, as she was currently focusing on a book, "First, Midoriya, you can call me by my first name by now, but what's up?" 

"Ah sorry Katsumi…" he gave a sheepish smile and took a seat across from the brunette, "You know how (Y/n) stays up all the time? I've been trying to help them but...nothing is working," 

Katsumi dog eared a corner to her book, closing it as she hummed, "Well, when we were younger, we used to sleep in forts, and had lights strung up so that it wasn't so dark," she met brown eyes to his green ones, "I'm not sure if it would work now...but I think it's worth a shot. " 

Izuku nodded, standing back up, "I'll need to get some lights then..and figure out a good setup for a fort, Thanks Katsumi ! Have fun reading!" 

He started to walk away but didn't get too far before your friend called back out to him.

"Oh and Midoriya, thank you. We've all gotten pretty worried for (Y/n)," 

He nodded, turning back and going over his plan in his head. 

His first stop would be the store, finding some fairy  lights to hang up. He also decided to buy a few extra blankets, and another pillow. 

With that being done, he headed back to the university dorms, making his way to his own and luckily for him, he had some time before you were supposed to come over. 

He started to move things around, pulling the bed over towards the window, and his desk to the other wall. From there, Izuku started to round up all his extra blankets, grabbing extra tacks to hold them up. 

What took up the most of his time was the fact that he couldn't settle on a good way to have the blankets and the overall shape of the fort, after all he only had so much room to work with. 

In fact, he was still working on putting up the blankets by the time you had let yourself into his dorm. 

"Uh..Izuku?"

Midoriya jumped lightly, and turned around to face you, a blush spreading across his face as he realized he had been caught, "Uh..surprise?" 

You took a moment to look around his dorm, noticing the changes in where your bed was, and where he was currently sitting, blankets in hand. 

"Are you...building a fort?" 

Despite all the evidence you had already seen, he quickly glanced around and hid the blanket behind his back, smiling embarrassedly, "I uh...I was..I mean yeah but…" 

But to his surprise, you barked out a laugh, letting your bag slide off your shoulders and to the floor as you made your way over to him, "That's cute ! Let me help!" 

And so, together you both figured out the best set up, easily hanging up the blankets and lights, then using the rest of the blankets to create a comfy space on the floor underneath the fort. Midoriya pulled out his laptop, playing your favorite movie and starting it as you grabbed a few snacks. 

Once fully settled in, he wrapped his arms around you, and let you rest your head against his body. 

In his arms was perhaps the safest spot for you to be. He was warm, comfortable and you knew that you wouldn't have any troubles as long as he held onto you. In fact, you could hardly keep your eyes open in the moment. 

Within the next ten minutes you fell fast asleep. Izuku flicked his eyes to the clock in the corner of his laptop, smiling as he read that it was only around 9:38pm. H3 let out a small and content sigh, holding you a little tighter and closed his own eyes, getting ready to sleep, letting the movie play out in the background.

"I love you, (Y/n)..." he murmured, though you couldn't hear him, he was sure that you knew...and you did. 

[pranklinfierce]

Acceptance in the waves- don't recognize but it sounds good. I rarely like songs on first listen so I won't really know until later. Liked the screaming part but it was too short and the blending into the chorus wasn't the best. But that's not the type of thing that bothers me. Oh more screaming. And it was after a good guitar part. I like this quiet singing part. Yeah I like it.

Buildings burn, people die- i love when it starts with screaming. And I really like the singing at 0:10 and 0:18. Yet to decide about the singing in the chorus but i like the amount of heavy vocals. Yeah I like this one quite a lot. Minor complains about the editing on the vocals (not saying they shouldn't exist, I'm not one of those babies who bitches about people using "autotune" (it's actually pitch correction but whatever) but the production has clearly improved in more recent albums) but then again I like Revenge, so clearly that's not too much of a hold up for me lol. Oh and also I didn't recognize it.

Build your own disaster- weird. Does this feature someone or does Spencer just sound weird? It sounds like my headphones are broken. But they're not. It sounds like the drumset is far away from me. It's hard to focus on the song itself bc the production is distracting. I dont recognize this one, if that wasn't clear yet. The song is fine ig but eh. If I was Brad i would skip. Not a red headphones bc I'm not picky like him but a low shrug maybe. Honestly this is just my first impression as the song plays though and my opinion could completely change. I thought it was done for a sec and then it just continued. Ok now it's actually over

Can't help falling in love- tmk this one is recent so it'll probably have better production- ooh it does :). Oh it's a coverrrr.... makes sense I hadn't heard it. And that's why it was in the Jason's mom album. The vocals on this one are very good. I really like this one!! I'd phone-flashlight to this on the 20-somethingth (whenever my concert is). I can't wait for my concert. I'm looking forward to it far more than Thanksgiving. No family of mine even comes over its just a regular family dinner.

Chris browns latest hit- negative points for the name. But it sounds fine. I like the vocals so far. Very reminiscent of other songs but I can't remember which. I like this chorus. Never heard it before. Honestly the name actually brings it down a lot bc a lot of the appeal of INK is that it's cheesy and doesn't take itself seriously. But referencing an actual crime/atrocity takes all the humor out of it and its just generally unpleasant. Which is unfortunate bc I'm finding i actually like this song. I am liking the chorus a lot, it's growing on me quickly.

The coffin is moving- tbh I already knew I don't really like this one. I sent it to my friend who likes the walking dead and I had to be like "yeah there are better songs on this album" bc i really just don't like the chorus. But if it weren't for the "we are we are..." chant thing I'd probably like it. Bc I'm actually finding I like the verses a lot. Sometimes i forget how heavy ink vocals can be bc it's such a safe, inviting band to me since I've loved it since elementary that they don't really register that way.

Connect the cuts- like the fast pace so far. The background effects are cool. Vocals are good. Not too much to say yet. Oh the chorus kicked in. Oh I think I recognize this. I think I like this chorus. Yeah I think i like this one so far. Yes fast drums kicked in again. This post is gonna be so long. Ok i don't have more to say about this song, I already know I like it bc the chorus is pretty and the fast drums are good and the heavy vocals are good. And this sung bridge is pleasant. BURRNNN

Dead is the new black- this title reminds me of that interview where high frank says popsicles are the new black. Anyway this songs production is similarly audibly worse bc it's from the same album as the other one. But it's not a bad song. The start and stop scream vocals and loose structure are kinda bullets-esque. Weird flute thing? I like it. It's cute. This song has a charm to it. Yeah 2:00 is quite bullets-esque tbh. I like this song. I blew my nose and now the song is quieter.... Ooh I like this part (3:30-ish)

Evidence on fire- ooh cool tune good guitar. Ooh sing it. I like this one even just 15 secs in. This is a good album. Not saying much but I'm enjoying myself. I lost my Vaseline. Wear a sweater, then the cold thing grabbing for your chest won't feel cold. Big fan of this song. My leg is bouncing a lot. The guy in the album pic's pants are riding a little low.

Father's day- gotta say I kinda hate the clown album cover. But I like the vocals so far. Oh I think I recognize this song. Ooh long scream I love those. Idc if ur contagious by ptv has a really good long scream at 2:53 (i like it bc of the crunch at the end. Idk how else to describe the sound). And rocking the boat starts with one. The song is fine. Could grow on me. I like this background instrumental and vocals, adds a lot. Ink songs really benefit from those extra rhythmic additions. Sing Spencer has such a pretty voice.

Hunting season- this one's starting out quite theatrical. Oh I've 100% heard this. Uh oh my headphones are def breaking (layers of songs disappear and theyre quieter). I can't review music like this. BRB. Changed to a diff pair. But unfortunately this pair makes everything sound unclear. Like everything is a little fuzzy. This sucks ass. And lowkey so does this song. I dont like this song.

In throws of a moral quandary- ok switched back to the breaking pair. Breaking is better than terrible quality. Omg sounds sm better. This one's kinda messy. This was their first album I think. I'm falling asleep omg it's 1 am. The chorus on this one is fine but I'm eh on this song. Actually I like these lines at 1:53. Oops layer disappeared, thanks headphones. Nvm it's back. I think isolated parts of this song are better than the entire thing together. But idk it could still grow on me. I like the emotion in the performance. You see this type of stuff done in more recent songs.

Jason's mom- ok obviously I know Stacy's mom. These vocals feel a little too like... in my ear. And the girl moan was a little unnecessary. Kevin bacon? Idk never seen the movie. Decapitate?? Spoilers! Ok I'm skipping the song I'm getting spoilers and it's a pretty straight cover.

Ok that's the last one I'm doing for now. Oh geez I'm less than half way through. But whatever I'll continue tmrw if I'm up for it.

I already know I'm familiar with SAVAGES, welcome to HW, and the coffin is moving. So I wonder how many I'm familiar with but just didn't recognize the name of