#it's fine lol. i'm fine 🤡😭

[starrynights-sunnyskies]

as the flowers bloom, my heart does too ⋆*·ﾟmisa x putellas!femreader, social media au, (8/-)

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when your relationship ends and all you want to do is hide and cry, flowers suddenly start to appear on your doorstep.

or; misa hating to see a pretty girl cry and suffer and going out of her way to cheer her up while staying anonymous

fic: see my masterlist 🤍

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yourusername: today turned a little brighter after a very special surprise arrived at my doorstep. Liked by alexiaputellas, sofie.svava, albaps9 and 938 others

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albaps9 cherish her 😔

username1 the note!! <3

bff2 Aw, you got a dolphin plushie?

alexiaputellas We're coming over soon ❤️

bff1 ❤️😞

bff3 All my love to your family today 😘

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marisabel_rguez But I heard that she's yours? ↳ yourusername where did you hear that?? 😯 ↳ marisabel_rguez A good friend of mine knows her! She told me. ↳ yourusername text her so she can come pick her up then! ↳ marisabel_rguez Hmm, no, I think I'll let you deal with her on your own! ↳ yourusername 😠 Seen ↳ yourusername hey!!! stop giggling at your phone and look at me, i'm sitting right here 🙈 ↳ marisabel_rguez I can't help it, you're adorable 😆

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Direct Messages marisabel_rguez You better!! Preferably forever, if you can. I think that would make her very happy. ↳ yourusername you know what? i think that would make me very happy too. forever sounds like a good deal! ↳ marisabel_rguez Hala, don't tempt her!! ↳ yourusername 🤪

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albaps9 getting baby fever already? 😏 albaps9 i'd be a great auntie, just saying! yourusername let me live a little first albaps9 fine fine, we can't all be around children everyday and love it. but do tell, how's she with the kid? yourusername she's so patient and careful, alba 😩 he loves her so much, she's been stuck dancing to pin pon es un muñeco with him for the past half hour and my tummy hurts from all the giggling. i love her so so so so so much. albaps9 one, you need to get that fever checked albaps9 two, fucking film that shit POR FAVOR albaps9 i'll make sure to add it to the compilation video i'm meaning to play at your wedding yourusername i can't help but fear what other videos you'll put in there yourusername IF that day ever comes albaps9 oh shut up, you know it's a matter of when, not if. albaps9 and if you want that day to happen, maybe take matters into your own hands 👀 Seen

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alexiaputellas Aren't all tattoos forever? 🤪 marisabel_rguez This one is extra special! ☺️ alexiaputellas ❤️

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yourusername: how about you don't forget to kiss this one too. Liked by marisabel_rguez, albaps9, bff2 and 5,323 others

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username1 😮

marialeonn16 Damn baby 'tellas got rizz 😂

alexiaputellas If you ever break up, you can always look at it sideways and have the number of times we won the champions league there. ↳ yourusername ale shut UP!!!! ↳ marisabel_rguez You haven't even won it three times? 😕 ↳ alexiaputellas Not yet 🙃

username2 Uh this is more permanent than a bracelet ↳ username5 shushhh it's been a year as far as we know, that's basically 15 years for queer couples 💍 liked by 31 others

username3 we're all thinking it, right? ↳ username4 'M' from mmmmiiii- wait sorry- visa? ↳ username5 m from mistake lmao ↳ yourusername it's m from MY business. liked by albaps9 and 62 others

bff3 🤗

marisabel_rguez Estara bien, jefa 😉 liked by yourusername and 54 others ↳ username6 perdoN?JEFA?! BOSS?! 👀 ↳ username7 lol at least now we know who's in charge 🤡 ↳ username3 😲

bff1 not m from mine? 😭 ↳ yourusername nope, sorry, sweet cheeks! ↳ bff1 do i hear you finally appreciating my bum bc i will ss this for proof ↳ yourusername no, you asshole ↳ bff1 i liked your first bum comment better 😭

albaps9 i was there this time 😌 liked by yourusername and marisabel_rguez ↳ marisabel_rguez Loved the one you got! ↳ albaps9 thanksies, and i love your daisy chain! 🤗

username8 Misa got a daisy chain tattoo???? ↳ username9 no im not okay, ↳ username10 No way 😢💜

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username1: Lmao, yn watch out, she's gonna steal misa away from you... no but just imagine tho: Alexia helping Misa propose to her sister 🤣 Liked by 423 people

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username2 In what world... ↳ username3 not in this one, dream on 🤣 ↳ username4 lol ale would probably rather lose the copa to real madrid

username5 WHEN THO ↳ username6 only a matter of time? 🙊

username7 nah honestly, y'all make her out to be so grumpy about it all but did you see the way they talked to yn after the match and how alexia looked at them all giddy? ↳ username8 I second that, I can see her actually help misa out 😩

username9 Noooo but they are the most wholesome pair of sister-in-laws fr fr ↳ username10 maybe now, but they def weren't like this before lol ↳ username3 we've come a looooong waaaay 👀 ↳ username11 DID YOU FORGET THE PK SITCH? ↳ username9 What PK sitch? ↳ username11 😧 ↳ username12 gasp girl! surely not! 😲 ↳ username7 🤨👋

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bff2: If 17 year old me had known she’d meet her bestie(s) because of uni, she would not have taken two gap years. Happy 25th to the sweetest girl! (: Liked by bff3, albaps9, marisabel_rguez and 239 others

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bff1 the math ain't mathing. if you'd gone to uni earlier yn wouldn't have been there either ↳ bff3 Ssh! It's a cute post! 🤫 ↳ bff2 You're just mad she was all mine while you were travelling!! ↳ bff1 rub it in why don't you

yourusername i loooove you, you sweet potato!! ↳ yourusername but you did me dirty with that last slide ↳ bff2 Well, you got me dirty so now we're finally even! 😘

bff3 Wait, did you girls ever get back the deposit of your uni housing after you-know-what? ↳ yourusername don't ask ↳ bff2 No... better not... ↳ bff3 Okay 😳

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bff1 happy birthday, you filthy animal 🤩 Liked by alexiaputellas, marisabel_rguez, sofie.svava and 402 others

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yourusername and a happy new year ❤️ ↳ bff1 rawr, hot mama ❤️

bff2 Don't worry, they're always like this 🔝 liked by bff3

albaps9 the capri sun 😭 ↳ alexiaputellas Remember when they had dolphins on the packaging once and she basically refused to drink anything else beside capri sun? ↳ albaps9 dad's fault for indulging the dolphin obsession ↳ alexiaputellas Mami's fault that she kept buying it jajaja. ↳ yourusername uhhh maybe, just maybe, she didn't want her favourite child to dehydrate ↳ albaps9 PERDON, favourite?!?!? ↳ alexiaputellas No, she's right 😆 ↳ albaps9 alexia!?! ↳ yourusername 👼

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bff3 This one's for the most strong, selfless, mature, SILLY and most caring woman I know! Here's to you and your 25th birthday! Liked by alexiaputellas, yourusername and 123 others

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yourusername thank you for surprising me with the loveliest night ever 🥹 ↳ bff3 So deserved! Now go have a safe flight and a lovely vacation! ❤️ ↳ bff2 There's no way you're forgetting that time we arrived with a karaoke system and did just dance the whole night!!! ↳ bff1 i'm genuinely hurt 😞✌️

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albaps9: happy birthday mi chiquita ynn! i'll allow you to be mami's favourite today. you still have 15 hours left so you better enjoy it while it lasts. i love you. Liked by alexiaputellas, bff3, marisabel_rguez and 1,313 others

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alexiaputellas My favourite girls 😁

marisabel_rguez ❤️

bff2 Always giggling you two ✨ ↳ alexiaputellas Should've seen them ten years ago 🥴😅 ↳ albaps9 massacreeeee!!!

jennihermoso Putellas fam 😍

yourusername I LOVE YOU MORE ↳ albaps9 now you're pushing it ✋🏽

bff1 my adoptive sisters if anyone was wondering ↳ albaps9 no you're still the deranged cousin ↳ bff1 🖕 ↳ albaps9 when teasing young misses, you're asking for kisses 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘 ↳ bff1 get away from me 🤢

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alexiaputellas: Per molts anys, meu YN 🧸 Liked by yourusername, marialeonn16, marta_torre_8 and 43,367 other

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marialeonn16 Happy 25th! 🥳

username1 what a flex to have alexia as your big sis

username2 😍

ingridengen Happy birthday!!! A surprise from us is coming your way! 💝

janafernandez3 feliç aniversari!! 😘

ona.battle 🎉

patri8guijarro 🎉😁

jillroord Happy birthday!

yourusername 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

jennihermoso Yay!! 🥳🥳

ireneparedes4 Feliz cumpleaños

sanpanos have a good day 🎁

juliagrosso7 💜

fridolinarolfo Happy birthday!!!! 😇

esmeebrugts happy birthday 🤘

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marisabel_rguez: It's your birthday! @/yourusername ! 🍰 Liked by albaps9, alexiaputellas, sofie.svava and 34,526 others

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sofie.svava Naww, isn't this the cutest? 🥺

ivanaandres5 feliz cumple!

leilaouahabi Enjoy your day 😉😘

yourusername 🖤

frejaolofssonn haaaappy birthday yn!!

carolinemoller_ hip hip hooray! 😊

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yourusername: starting my 25th year in style 🌼 Liked by marisabel_rguez, janafernandez3, salmaparalluelo and 9,258 others

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jennihermoso Well, hello there, guapaaa!

judebellingham 🤯 liked by 145 others ↳ username1 don't even try liked by 12 others ↳ username2 Save yourself the rejection 👋

bff2 mamacita 🔥

albaps9 25 is looking good on you already

ingridengen 😊

sofie.svava Have the sweetest time!

alexiaputellas Sunscreen! 😉😎 ↳ marisabel_rguez On it! ↳ alexiaputellas 👍🏼😅

marialeonn16 With saucy seasoned carbs? ↳ yourusername you got it!

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marisabel_rguez At home with my home in Las Palmas de Gran Canaria. Liked by yourusername, jennihermoso, sofie.svava and 14,499 others

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username1 hi yn

username2 hello yn

jennihermoso Ah-ha!!! I recognise something 🤫

albaps9 🥺

sofie.svava ❤️

username5 meeting the fam? 👀

username3 YN what are you doing hereee

alexiaputellas 😊

bff2 Aw the caption!! 😭

username4 YN lmao, hey girl 🤣

username5 its been how long? drop the secrecy

username6 i'm giggling 🥰 so happy for them

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Text messages

misa 🖤 Hey you...

misa 🖤 So...... We've been together for almost a year now.

you hey, my love.

you i know, i'm so excited!!!!

you but i sense you're not done talking?

misa 🖤😉

misa 🖤 I was thinking... and I know we talked about this last time, but the lease on my place is ending in three months, but like I said, I was only thinking. So maybe, and only if you want to of course, maybe we could start looking for a place together?

misa 🖤 I know it's quite a step for you and I understand if you're not ready to move in together or move away. I just would love to have you by my side as I wake up or fall asleep or when I come home. I want to only have to enter the other room when I want to see you. I want to hear you softly sing as you do the dishes or the laundry, to cook for you, to pick up little surprises and flowers for you after training and to not have to wait to see your reaction through a post or a Facetime call. To hold you when I miss you and to kiss you when I want you to know how much I love you, you know? All those little things.

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misa 🖤 And you don't have to answer right away, I know it's quite a step, as I said. Not only for you but for our relationship in general. To take the leap from long distance to... very little distance, jaja. It might be a bit stressful to get everything figured out and to find our feet at first, but we'll do it together. And we can do it, I know we can. But just think about it. Listen to your gut and heart. I'll respect your decision either way. I love you, okay? Please never forget that.

you misa, i love you, te amo más que a la vida en sí

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you so i don't have to think about it. i'd love nothing more than to live together with you.

you it's a big yes.

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a/n: sending you all a very big bear hug 🤍

[laquiet]

So... I forced my friend into watching Stranger Things (pt. 2)

I remember that I said we were on Season 2 the last post... Well, actually, we were on Season 3. I have NO IDEA what happened, it was some kind of delay in our brain, she simply said we were in s2 ep7 when we were actually on s3 ep2, AND I THOUGHT SHE WAS RIGHT LOL

We spent like, 20 minutes trying to undertand why she seemed to remember stuff about the episodes she supposedly had already seen.

SO... I'm gonna talk about her reactions on season 3

1. About Nancy and Jonathan

It was the highlight of season 3 for her, along with Max&El friendship. And it was REALLY FUN to see her talking about how they only do shit every damn time and don't actually solve shit... I... just look at it lool:

"Oh no, Jon and Nancy😭" "These two just keep all season trying to solve everything on their own and in the end they don’t solve anything🤡" "I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE LOOOL" "EVERY DAMN SEASON THAT HAPPENS" "Guys, did you notice things go better when you're with adults? TELL THE ADULTS"

Plus, she said that in ep3, right after Will destroyed Castle Byers:

"I DON'T WANT TO SEE JON AND NANCY GETTING INTO TROUBLE FOR THE THIRD TIME IN A ROW! SHOW ME WILL, TELL ME HE'S FINE"

However, she really had a soft spot for Jancy. By the end of the season, when the Byers were moving, she said more than once that "they should get married already."

2. About the Spy Squad - Steve, Dustin, Robin and Erica (yes, she named every group)

"Well, they're already ahead of Nancy and Jon. Those two did investigations for 3 seasons and got nowhere, while these guys, in 5 episodes, are in a Russian bunker 🤡" "Damn, Robin got the Russian code right, huh"

My girl was impressed by Robin.

"Robin is really smart if she understood Back to the Future drugged"

That was one of the phrases about Robin...

Anyways, she loved her, praised how intelligent she was multiple times and got this close with shipping Steve and Robin, but she got happy when Robin turned out to be lesbian (she didn't think the writers would have the guts, lol).

And she kept saying "Dude, you were right, I really like Steve now", AND I TOLD HER SHE'D LOVE HIM (I mean, who doesn't?)

Also, she thought Erica was weird, but as soon as Erica said they were doing "child endangerment", Erica became one of her favorites, I'm sure of that. The only one with common sense.

3. About Max and Eleven

I can't say much, she just loved them a lot. She thought Max was being good when helping El with her relationship with Mike and helping her to figure out herself. But. Really irresponsible when it was about using El's powers. Recently, she said Max and El were her favorite duo, besides Will and Mike.

Now... I will divide this post into two just so it won't stay so long.

[stillaclownlol]

Lgbtqia+ hcs because I don't know if I'm gonna make it till June lmao (or, if I'm gonna live after it since I'm planning on wearing my flags In public 🤡)

Tw for csa mentions (because why don't I keep projecting huh)

Ashlyn Banner

-She/Her but in a "never thought about pronouns her entire life" kinda way. Doesn't mind they/them. She likes dressing masc/feeling masc, but doesn't really like being "perceived" as masc. Like...masc on her own time lmao. (I'm projecting so hard rn). "Gender neutral" kinda- like agender- but like in a "I don't care about my gender at all I just am more used to the gender they assigned me at birth"

-Demi rose 🌹 I'm also projecting here. Takes her a while to come into her feelings, but maybe that's the "never had friends ever" coming through.

Aiden Clark

-he/him but like he won't care if you use smth else for him lol. Cis gnc kinda guy eyyyyy (better in heels than ashlyn)

-unlabeled and that's how he likes it, nobody's business who he likes kissing lol. I feel like he's kissed a guy before just to try it. On the aro-allo spectrum ngl.

Ben Clark

-He/Him, is fine with They/Them. Honestly likes getting called She/Her too but she's been pretty shy about mentioning it :") Taylor likes doing her makeup if they're having a "femme-day". Settled on genderfluid/genderflux after a while.

-Greyromantic Caedsexual (Ace). Shane was part of a group of slightly older kids, and when he was getting bullied Shane and some other kids sexually assaulted him multiple times...technically was a queer assault since Ben was seen as a sissy because his personality and hobbies were "feminine", and this was to goad him into having a physical reaction :/

Taylor Hernández

(Ngl I'm so annoyed there's not more colors but whatever)

-She/Her and They/Them, identified as cis for a long time since it was what they knew, but once she learned more about it she experimented with her gender a lot more, they identified as non-binary for a while before moving to paragirl.

-Pan to aro/ace pipeline because I'm projecting :) she didn't really handle it well at the beginning, but Ben, Ash and Aiden are all also a-spec so she had a lot of support ^_^ They felt "invalid" because of the csa they went through when they were younger and they thought it was more like a trauma response than their actual sexuality. After talking with Ben about it tho she understood that even if they were related that didn't make her any less valid.

Tyler Hernández

-He/Him cis guy I'm sorry/lh

-was kinda annoying about queer people because actually being raised as a Catholic Mexican boy makes you kinda weird (IM SORRY THIS IS JUST FROM PERSONAL EXPERIENCE) BUT he gets better I promise

-Bisexual boyfailure and took him crushing on Logan to accept it 🤡

Logan Fields

-He/Him and a bit of a stickler about it because he gets misgendered rather frequently (less as he got older but still), doesn't mind getting called gendered terms tho (Taylor calls him "sis", and he calls himself an "Astrology girl")

-intersex, found out when he was 15ish since his puberty had been delayed, and he's really insecure about it...🙃 he was assigned male at birth so he wouldn't say he's trans, but his experiences overlap a fair bit. Takes testorone and medication because he has low electrolytes. I could write a whole essay here but I have to go soon 😭

-Gay :> He realized pretty quickly but he's intensely scared of people finding out, has only told his grandparents. They took it very well ^_^ His grandpa has some gay friends so sometimes Logan goes to the senior center to talk with them about stuff :)

[riacte]

im soooooo emotion over dearly beloathed. it is so good as an epistolary work, and i genuinely feel like that format/style/genre worked really well for the story, it let us know the characters through how they portray themselves to others and who they are to different people/groups. i also loved how my understanding of Freth grew naturally over the course of reading it, I didn't notice until i was like "oh yeah that's just the culture there. ofc they'd do something like that" because it was so fluid and seamless.

every twist was well set up and just. it was crack-y and comedic, but those only made the emotional parts hit harder????

anyways. favorite random character/not main one. go! (i choose herohqphobic) also was there any like. reference or small thing (maybe characters who had different usernames across platforms or something?) that you loved and nobody seemed to notice?

i want to know. this is my new blorbo. entire fucking thing

Hii thank you for reading 🥺🙏

I could genuinely go on and on about Freth as a city because it's based after where I was raised, Hong Kong. The superhero genre is most commonly associated with American comics. It feels like their cities are either in USA or USA-inspired. To me there's subconsciously an inherent USA vibe even if that's not the actual case. I felt the pull myself before going, hold on, I live in a city, it's a pretty significant city, and theoretically superheroes can exist anywhere.

I'm of course biased on this but Hong Kong is an interesting city with interesting implications if you use it for a setting. And especially because it naturally seems so "cyberpunk". Densely populated, gives off the impression of being highly urbanised, but 70% of the land is not developed. Has a natural harbour, next to the sea, at the mouth of a river, but is hilly and full of scenic spots. Well developed public transport system (if the rail goes down for half an hour it gets on the news). The city with the most skyscrapers in the world, has one of the world's highest life expectancy (I'm still confused by this lol), ranked 4 in HDI for 2022 (also confused by this 💀 like we're above Denmark and Sweden?).

[Night view of Victoria Harbour, Hong Kong Tourism Board]

I wanted Freth to be busy, hectic, fast-paced, rich, technologically savvy. A glittering city with heroes for celebrities. Freth is an important port which is why the heroes fight so hard to protect its infrastructure for the ~economy~. But then the government decides the heroes are getting too powerful and culls the herd.

Anyways. I love all the random characters. Flora balefires_thighs had quite the arc pivoting from Tach anti to Tach fan (and is still bitchless, rip), but I have to go with arcussy because I love that name 😭😭😭 like Arucs is their babygirl meow meow grown adult son who cheated and got "cancelled" etc but it's fine ❤️ they still love his annoying ass ❤️

Small thing that didn't get picked up on! The location names! I based a lot of those on existing places in Hong Kong— Triple Shark Territory (Tsim Sha Tsui), Cannon Hill (Fortress Hill), Crossway (Causeway Bay), etc. Lots of these names have animals in them, like Dolphin Bay and Starlingfield, and these are based after real species that can be found in HK— except for one. Ravenwood. I don't think ravens exist in Hong Kong, making it fitting for an underground human experimentation lab. I don't expect anyone to know this though, it's more of a fun niche trivia for myself.

I don't know if this is obvious or not, but Cora has a crush on Archie. And Reina likes Cora while Lyra and Ben are doing their whole situationship thing. The consequences of crushing on your best friend.

Final note: the four main characters spell out Blue Bats. Blue for civilian names (Ben, Lyra, Uma, Ethan (he chooses this eventually)), and Bats for (future) hero names (Balefire, A??, Tachythanatous, S??). The year is also 827 because Aug 27 is when the MCC9 teams dropped lol. 🤡

Thank you so much for reading, glad you enjoyed it! <3 <3

[pseudowho]

the internet makes the world feel so small sometimes lol

you posting about your part of the UK being below freezing made me realize that you’re like actually british and not just british the concept™️

guess it was kind of jarring seeing as my part of the US is still currently in the high 60s Fahrenheit so I was like DANG THAT’S COLD for a second before I remembered you’re on a whole different continent and don’t just exist purely on tumblr churning out literal masterpieces 😭

anyways hope you and the family are staying warm and cozy 🧣 much love from someone who needs to touch grass more rather than being holed up in a uni library where i forget the world exists 🫶

Maybe if they ever make a biography/movie about me though, I can ask for it to be called 'British: The Concept™️' though.

Yep, I'm actually over here, languishing in my corner of the British Isles! In real life! With an actual British accent that almost everyone else (within a few miles anyway) has.

Thank you for the masterpieces comment though 🥲🤡

Listen, it's okay. I actually had a moment when me and @mrhaitch visited Australia years ago, and everyone sounded Australian? And nobody like...commented on it?? How bizarre, you're all AUSTRALIAN and you're all just fine with that? No, I do not sound funny, shut up--

Anyway, yeah.

You're good.

Thank you for the funny Inbox 📥😌☕

☝️ how we look to each other, probably

Love,

-- Haitch who is actually British (English to be specific) from Britain xxx

[mrhowells]

Smallville 4x14

I love this episode a lot🥹

THAT'S ADORABLE😭😭

"You're gonna be fine. I know you're gonna be fine. Everyone I've ever hit was alright."

Lois -everyone I've ever hit was alright- Lane:

Clark really sleeps on the couch now that Lois lives there? LMAOOOO

the way he immediately smiles when he sees the dog I can't🥹🥹

"You hit him? With your car?" "No, with my fist🙄🙄"

CLARK YOUR FACE-

"Actually, I think it might be fun to have a dog around."

HE'S A MENACE, HE'S A DISGRACE, HE'S A FUCKING CLOWN, I LOVE HIMMMMMMMM

I'm crying

"I don't know. It's just kind of hard to be myself with her around."

that's so ironic though because apart from hiding his powers he is VERY himself around her

I need Tom Welling to stop smiling on my screen please and thank you, I'm not strong enough for this😭

ugh😩

Chloe helping Clark with his excuses, love to see it🥹 He's so bad at them he needs all the help he can get💀

Let me introduce you to my parents who have been married for about 30 years now:

"Let's see. He's annoying, and I can't get within ten feet of him without getting sick. I think we should call him Clarkie."

have I mentioned how much I love them before?

"I spent all morning on these."

they're both so cute🥹🥹

LMAOOOOOO he finds her so annoying

hsajaksjaksj LOOK AT HIS HAND IN THE SECOND IMAGE, HE'S SO DONE I'M SCREAMING

No because if I keep going like this I'll screenshot every single time they say something or even look at each other💀

Lois: You could be Skipper😇

Clark: *fake ass smile* anyway-

STAHP I'M SCREAMING

he's about to throw hands💀

This is so confusing, I thought Jason's mom orchestrated the entire meeting with Lana but now she wants him away from her?

"Paranoia is not a very attractive quality in a woman."

Umm okay, AND? I mean I don't give a shit about Genevieve but this is such a dumb statement, as if she's supposed to give a fuck about what's "attractive" to Lex or others, like what?

Sometimes he sounds like one of those "pick up artists" that the internet makes fun of all the time, I'm sorry💀💀

I. LOVE. THIS.

That's the way someone talks to their own kid, not their guest and I love that because Lois clearly lacks parental love. Martha & Lois will always be so special to me😭😭

"Remember when Clark did that? He was only... three." LMAOOOO

Lex is clearly losing patience with Clark😬

Can I join this family pls look at themmmm

Martha is such a badass actually

I'm glad Lana overheard that whole conversation between Jason and his mother, now I'm just hoping they'll give her more agency instead of making her a passive character and her own storyline.

(edit: so she did NOT hear what they were talking about🤡🤡 At least she saw it)

Clark is such a little shit😭

Still arguing about dog names🤡

"Hold on there Forrest Gump, what are you gonna do, run?" LOL

She's like nuh uh, get in the car dude AND HE LISTENS💀💀💀

How are they acting like they're been married for decades???

NOT AN ACTUAL QUESTION BC I KNOW HOW AND I'LL TELL YOU: they're comfortable around each other even if they don't realize it

🎶and I will go down with this ship🎶 (EXCEPT I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO BECAUSE IT'S FUCKING SAILING, IT WILL NEVER GO DOWNNNNN)

let's move on

"What is this, another one of your famous hunches or are we just on a little scenic route?"

"Okay, stop here."

"Wha- where??"

"HERE. Stop here."

"OKAY."

>>>MARRIED.

they sound like my grandparents💀

LOOK AT MY LIL POOKIES INVESTIGATING STUFF TOGETHER🥺

YEEEEET

I need to know where Clark gets his clothes bc that stuff withstands literally anything💀

AKJASJKAKSL STAHP😭

"He (the dog) saved my life. I'll take my chances on his loyalty." Ooof, is he calling out Lex👀

what is Lionel trying to do?🧐

CUTE.

CUTE.

Clark is happy = I'm happy, it's really that simple

this episode is premium, top tier chef's kiss EXCELLENT

[tomurasmoleunderhislip]

-Tomura with gender fluid s/o that's around same height and weight as him-

I just had to write this since I'm around his height and I never saw someone write something like this so 😭😭😭

For those that don't know what gender fluid is: Let’s define a few terms. Cisgender means a person’s gender identity matches the sex — female or male — designated on their original birth certificate. Gender fluidity refers to change over time in a person’s gender expression or gender identity, or both. That change might be in expression, but not identity, or in identity, but not expression. Or both expression and identity might change together.

Trigger warning: opinion 💋

I just know that hugs and cuddles would be absolutely perfect literally. Not having to break our necks to look down or up at eachother lol, or go on our tip toes to kiss/hug.

I find it really adorable and comforting, and he would too probably.

And since I'm gender fluid it I feel like it would be like he hit a jackpot or something, I'm picturing him as demi-bisexual. Ain't no way he's straight (-my best friend), I can imagine he rarely falls in love, and when he would feel romantic towards someone he would need to have an emotional connection with someone before he feels romantic towards them. And he wouldn't care about his s/o's gender, he just wants to love someone and someone to love him back. (Don't attack me for having my opinion I'm not in mood for arguing so go and argue with wall 💀💀💀)

But it would be so funny, his confused reactions than realizing what I am and goes like ohhh yeah right oh shit, one week I'd be coming dressed and act feminine than out of nowhere other week (poof) I appear looking like homeless dude and acting masc 🤡🤡🤡.

Oh also he would definitely borrow my baggy dark clothes. I need to draw him in them one day literally. He'd look so fine in that one slipknot t-shirt I got omfg it would be fit him perfectly 🛐.

He'd steal them either put him on his pillow hugging it, or wearing them as he goes to sleep. But of course he'd give them back later.

So like, borrowing eachothers clothes is 100%. He would borrow you his cool coats definitely, either throw it at your face jokingly or put it around your shoulders like gentleman when you are cold, depending on his mood.

Not to mention since we're around same height and weight, I would be picking him up for sure while hugging him, it would be so hilarious and cute. Imagine hugging him, wrapping hands around his lower back than just pulling him up and spinning him a little. He would be so embarrassed and so red but still laugh later 💀💀💀. I would love holding him or when he would hold me lawd 💳💥💳💥💳💥💳....

Or him sitting on my lap or again other way around. Sounds like heaven, what the fuck an I saying, better than heaven actually 😩😩😩. And burying our faces into sides of eachothers necks or shoulders while wrapping arms around eachothers torsos.

So picking up and holding is 100% 😔.

Hope I zon't zet azzacked for zis 😻

Bay bay I'm going back to my bat cave now 💋💋💋

I bet this will get ignored

[applestorms]

hello! for the dn ask meme # 27, 18, 10 and 4!

okayyy uwu original ask game, answered 4 over here

27. Lay out the plot of Death Note using only emojis.

LOL.📓👀💀💀🤯😏💡🕵️🏳️‍🌈📸🏳️‍🌈🎾☕️🏳️‍🌈💁‍♀️💕💀‼️✌️🤡🤡📷🏳️‍🌈⛓️🏳️‍🌈🚁🏳️‍🌈💀😔😭😔🕰️‼️✌️😡⚡️😶🫠💀😔😏🌹🤷🏻‍♀️📷🚶🏻‍♂️🏳️‍🌈💀🏳️‍🌈😔💡🌈☠️¯\_(ツ)_/¯

18. If Death Notes came in different colors, what color would yours to be?

the death note DOES come in other colors and it's my favorite official DN rule of all time. see (LXVI):

Some limited number of Death Notes have white or red front covers, but they would make no difference in their effects, as compared with the black cover Death Notes.

i'd like one with a red cover :> and like. black pages + white ink, that'd be sick as fuck. not that i'd ever actually use one, but, y'know.

10. A character you would hang out with irl.

jesus. all these bitches suck LMFAO.

i guess matt or near would be fine, since we could probably just parallel play or something and there's less expectations to be highly social lolol. also rem? misa seems to shop with her sometimes, perhaps she can pass some good judgement on potential fits... weirdly i also feel like i could handle a conversation w/ soichiro, it'd just be like a polite + slightly awkward interaction w/ a dad's coworker or something.

mello would objectively probably be more fun to hang out with but i'm too introverted + easily overstimulated to handle him :// also if i had to hang out with light for more than five minutes i would fucking break something and/or end up chaining him up in my basement 👍

[astroismypassion]

Hey, I need to know your opinion here. It's totally fine if you don't wanna but just read maybe you'll enjoy 🤣

My moon and venus is in his 8h and my sun in his 7h; his sun is in my 8h, his moon is in my 9h and his venus in my 7h.

Sometimes I feel very overwhelmed— like why are you so obsessed with me?🤡 like what does he even sees in me??

He constantly tells me that he would leave his family if they tried to stop us being together (I'm assamese and he's a nepali— different tribes also his family knows about us but mine doesn't cuz they are strict asf)

I will not lie, at first I totally ignored him (for 2 year💀 kinda on and off contact- we were classmates) but there was something about him that kept pulling me towards him like crazy istg

He can't express very well nor can I wait he's actually better at expressing his feelings compared to me.

He's lost his v card and I have not. For me, my v card needs to go to someone who is gonna be my permanent not 'maybe/temporary'— he thinks otherwise. So different values and morals.

He constantly spends money and have to keep reminding him to be more strict with his finances (this one irks me so bad)

He gets jealous so fcking easily— like I do too but I try to rationalize my feelings and tell myself that "no they're are just friends, he can have friends okayyy!!" I try to control my possesiveness but no he doesn't.

This is actually my first serious relationship. I'm scared that I will lose my v card to him— no bad if we are the end game but if not then i don't wanna give other than my future hubby TT

I'm scared to commit with him bcs in his past he played around with different girls (NO I'M NOT A 'I CAN FIX HIM' ENERGY 😭) but he claims that I'm the first girl he wants to be with and commit too (his sister told me that he never cried for any girl in his past except for one but that was long ago and now he cries for me bcs I don't trust him) yesterday he told me that "you are making me crazy— are you having fun by having a guy run behind you like a dog??" I was speechless. He was drunk btw he called an hour ago apologizing (he doesn't remember anything he apologized cus his roommates kept scaring him that he told me shit) we haven't talked after that tho

Like always it's an on and off connection.

Okay there's so many things I wanna spill but I'll stop here. Thank you for reading, I hope you had fun my reading my tea lol 😹 anyways

Byeeee<333

Hi!

Hm, lots of complex questions these days in my mailbox. No, but it's alright. I understand the 8th house synastry desire to vent haha. Honestly, so much is to be said, when you are in an 8th house connection.

Definitely don't rush losing v card with the said person. You sound indecisive, which often leads to a "no". Remember that when you are unclear, confused or unsure about something, it's because it's probably a "no". I think that 8th house connections (especially with Sun in the 8th or Mercury in the 8th overlay) are not really worth losing your v card, if you are not beforehand in a committed, mutual partnership with this person. Otherwise, it's just regret and kind of feeling present you would wish to wait it out for someone that you truly have a mutual respect of boundaries in the connection with. If this has not been discussed and establish beforehand, I advise to not engage in any type of sexual activity. Sex might overly complicate already complex situation and when it's sex and feelings involved, the confusion is even stronger after. Don't think that by having sex this will give you more clarity. Try to simplify things for yourself and not overly complicate them, mutual respect is very important.

[nvuy]

it's meh justaventurine again - (it's fine if you don't remember me lol) I got Boothill but getting firefly I practically legit pulled 6 times. And because I re-rolled I'm finna fight Sunday, pray for me x 😭🗿🤡

sunday is ALLEGEDLY coming in december so you have heaps of time, especially considering how generous hsr is with jades!!!

[fresiants]

I found a character poll on twitter few weeks ago and I can't believe so many marauder fans were shocked that Severus is more popular than Barty and Rosier.

this is honestly so depressing, but i know i shouldn't be surprised, the other day i too found a twt poll that put remus/severus and remus/regulus against each other and remus/regulus won by SO MANY votes! i wanted to drink a whole bottle of hemlock. i couldn't believe it. that rich twink doesn't have a fucking personality he will Never be as nuanced as severus as a character, or as impactful!

"Hide Kreacher, I'll do anything" "Kreacher? After all this time?" "Always"

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I LAUGHED AT THIS, I CHOKED ON NOTHING 😭😭😭 i'm sure you're aware of people shipping regulus and james? before i stumbled again upon this abomination of a fandom, i was rather open minded to the idea of shipping anything as long as it's age appropriate, but i just don't have the patience for ships involved fabricated personalities where one of the parties involved's ENTIRE personality was snatched from My favorite character.

but its as you depict it! there IS a prejudiced and shallow component in the way people choose their faves, for the lack of personality and depth to not matter when the character is supposed to be "attractive". the whole "making snape to be ugly" always rubbed me the wrong way, for the poor and neglected kid to be bullied and antagonized, and everyone justifying it TO THIS DAY, favoring their rich, "supposedly conventionally attractive" main characters? from r*wling it shouldn't be surprising, but from everyone else to run away with it, justifying every ugly action from james or sirius, even lily? then they act as if they're any better than r*wling herself 🤡

i've been reluctantly into hp again for at least two or three months and every experience outside of the snape fanbase has been so exhausting. loving remus and find content of him that doesn't involve sirius or james or that doesn't misinterpret his character is also hard, i really can only trust snupin stans and absolutely nobody else 😔

I too found a twt poll that put remus/severus remus/regulus against each other and remus/regulus won by SO MANY votes!

Lol Idk if they did this out of spite but I found a huge ship poll with thousands of votes few months ago and remus/regulus was in bottom five. I guess they were upset that Snupin at least managed to be in top 20, while Snily and Snegulus were in top 10 lmao. Here's the link if you wanna check it out.

I'm sure you're aware of people shipping regulus and james

Ngl jegulus is just Wallmart jeverus with Walmart James. Idk how they got so popular in a short period of time. They have no interacting whatsoever in the canon lol.

favoring their rich, "supposedly conventionally attractive" main characters

Because they're shallow-minded and there's just no way to change their opinions. They are too deep in the fanfiction rabid hole they started treating it like canon. According to them, ugly people aren't allowed to make any mistakes. This is the type of discrimination we see in real life as well. I expect them to be better considering how they always turn their favs into gay feminist icons but well... I guess when they mention feminist, they mean ugly people exclusivity radical feminist.

Loving Remus and finding content of him that doesn't involve Sirius or James or that doesn't misinterpret his character is also hard

I barely follow any Remus' blogs/content creator anymore because whenever i search for them, at least 60% of them contain Wolfstar, while the other 40% MIGHT contain Severus' bashing. I'd rather stick and wait for Snupin shippers to drop more Remus Lupin contents. Well.. I guess some Remadora fans are fine but there's just too many Snaters out there. I'd rather take care of my mental health and not get involved with these people.

[murachinchi]

aight, before I start I just have to say that: I'm gonna wright (I think that's how you spell) my thought process typing this so I don't seem rude, just high and weird 🙃 ANYWAY

i need MAJOR help 🤣 because when I 1st saw this ship, I was like this girl @ 4:18 https://youtu.be/IZOOfwEpRC0?si=vsakIJnHhF3iry0F (it took me so long to find this video 😆) and it's not that it's the age gap I have a problem with (idk what other word to use 🤷🏽) it's really not, it's the fact Hantengu LOOKS like an old man (I mean the guy looks like he's about to shrivel up and pass away, I mean the 1st time we met him it looked like he went through 87 breakups, went to war and back 13 times and got forced into doing the devils tango if you know what I mean) literally MOST of the ships I've seen I don't react 😆

Muzan x Tanjiro - Light Work, No Reaction (that is the meme, right? I'll look it up later)

Giyu x Tanjiro - Light Work, No Reaction

Tanjiro x Akaza - Light Work, No Reaction

Douma x Tanjiro - Light Work, No Reaction

Hantengu CLONES x Tanjiro - Light Work, No Reaction

Old man Hantengu x Tanjiro - https://youtu.be/IZOOfwEpRC0?si=vsakIJnHhF3iry0F at 4:18

Like, Why? 😆 It doesn't make sense, like my mind See's a thousand year old man with the body of a man in his 20's and thinks it's fine but Hantengu is apparently something I react to 😆 it's weird, it's like Megumi and Sukuna all over again

On an unrelated note, I somehow got here after scrolling through Harry Potter and My Inner demons fanfiction, how? It's weird, I got sent here by the nargles, wait, can they even go through technology? Actually I thought it was made up by Luna's dad....wait...why was I here? *Scrolls back up* oh right! Actually that's all I have to say....byebye 🫠

-🤡🫠

lol.. i mean i have similar reaction when i start shipping Hantengu oldman x tanjiro.. if u've watch turning red this is me

like literally.. i draw my first sketch of HanTan and it just goes wild after that. all because of a scene in the manga i found funny..

then i start to see Hantengu (the oldman) in a new light and ya know i've fallen and can't get up. but also like uglyman x prettyboy is nice... it's like ugly mob x character but the mob is an existing character. i love that.

the ship doesn't make much sense at first glance. but the whole villain x hero and their personality are opposites of each other i love it..

thank you for the ask :) it's nice after getting a bunch of asks that just insult me lmaoo

ALSO HE DOESN'T LOOK THAT OLD FOR AN 87 YEAR OLD MAN HE LOOKS 60 AT BEST 😭😭😭😭😭 he's just ugly and i love him. AND HE DESERVES A CUTE HUSBAND. and that would be Tanjiro.

[braceletofteeth]

🎶✨when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. then, send this ask/tag 10 of your favourite followers✨️🎶

tagged by @leporschespam 🥰 Thanks!! <3

(I had to go and take a look at the Most Played on my music player, then I took note from the ones I know I actually listen a lot)

Me and My Husband by Mitski

A few months ago I was taking a quiz, as you do, and, in one of those infamous song lyrics questions, there it was. That's not where I found the song, though! (it happened long before that). I'm telling you about this specific moment because, in the quiz, it was classified as a song about codependency, and when I read that I was like “Yeah. Pfff. Alright.”, you know, incredulous, but then... I started thinking about all the ships I relate to it... And, as you can imagine, I went from oh to oh very quick.

Use Me (Original ver.) by PVRIS

The new version with a rap part is good too. Not very necessary, but good.

PVRIS is one of those rare bands I vibe with many songs, instead of just few and far in between.

I ALSO REALLY WANT TO EDIT VEGASPETE WITH THIS ONE BUT I NEVER GET AROUND TO DO IT 😭

Sad Girl by Lana del Rey

I used to think the lyrics said 'He's got the fire, and he talks with flames'. It sounded really cool in my head.

Choreomania (Live At Madison Square Gardens) by Florence + The Machine

The studio version is ok BUT THE LIVE VERSION IS EVERYTHING. I love dancing and being dramatic to the sound of Florence songs.

Also, I was today years old when I finally learned how to spell the title of this one (and what it actually means) 🤡

Baby Came Home by The Neighbourhood

What I like the most about this song is that it's tranquil, relaxed; beach vibes, even. Till you get to the bridge, and then you can't help but scream at the top of your lungs.

That's also a Moonjo/Jongwoo song!! I go completely feral every time someone edits them with it.

+ Bonus! New song I've had on repeat lately:

Bells in Santa Fe by Halsey

The first time I heard it was in the new season of YOU, but back then I didn't care enough to go looking for it myself. However, everything worked out just fine, because a week later I found it again—in the playlist of a KinnPorsche fic, of all things.

The reason why I'm listening to it so much at the moment is, Idk, maybe because I'm under stress, and the chorus feels like a daily affirmation/mantra thing...?

Halsey: All of this is temporary.

Me: Yeah I sure fucking hope so lol

—

I'm supposed to tag 10 of my favorite followers, so, let me see... I'll tag some blogs I see in my notes often, but I may not have interacted with directly yet:

@arson-is-lit @wholesometoad34 @notsocharmy @anamaycrystal @technicallyausername @phant0m-l0rd @knifeyrat @thealmightyawesomegay-blog @blue-ladoo @mayablackwolf

I haven't spoken to most of you before. I don't know if you like games, or to be tagged in said games, and, to be honest, one by one, I feel like this invitation will most likely be politely refused, for one reason or another. Doesn't matter. I may never know what kind of music you're into, but I know about other stuff that you like. And you know about stuff that I like, too.

Both to know and to be known feel nice, and good enough. Thank you for being around. 💚

[cirqosmos]

Kei huh? From &team? i always liked him and EJ (buuuuut ooooh Ej......love Ej) ....have you seen the muscles on K though? Man is unreal. he's like a machine.

Seriously, don't rush route 1. that is seriously a masterpiece in the making and it shouldn't be posted unless you had rendered your fullest thought process into it. I totally understand that the spark died down, and that's fine, those idiots wont get to enjoy it because they'll be long gone by then. the spark will lighten back up again and when it does, you'll slay. it is truly a fic story that deserves patience and time because its a remarkable read. for someone like me to say that and be patient for route 1's finale, truuuuuuuust me....girl you're going to find out soon that i'm probably the biggest route 1 fan of them all. you'll see after a bit. and taking a break from enha isn't a bad thing, it's good to switch it up <3 in the meantime my yuanwon-ie or my kei-yuan, whichever you're in the mood for ;) it's musing-tuesday goodness for you.

okay but seriously......what in the actual hell Mr. Yang, Jungwon!?

On a side note, even though we dont know what we look like, i can already tell you're beautiful bc creative minds come in very pretty packages. <3

🦋

#@🤡anon #guessyouregonnamissout #R1isgoingtobesoooooogoooood #andyouaintgonna #getanyofit #karamaisreal #rememberthat #to🤡anon #itsokay #westillwilling #toloveyou #andgiveyou #goodshittoread #eventhough #youwakeup #everymorning #takingout #yourfrustrations #onothers #werehere #foryou #becauseweown #thisshit #andthankyou #forbeinginspiration #tomynextvillian

KEI IS INDEED A MONSTER- and yes EJ lol idk which one of them is my bias wrecker anymore 😭😭 they just rlly had their unique qualities and charms it's hard to choose but Kei won my heart for now >< BUT OMG i know I've said this many times alrd but truly I'm thankful for these long long paragraphs, i love each word!!! I feel so appreciated and loved by this, Nana !! I appreciate u sm, and reading this gives me alot of energy and motivation boost to keep going <3 THANK U VERY VERY MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART 💓💓 yuanwon-ie and kei-yuan is so freaking cute lol im crying 😭😭

THIS WON PICS THO, IM SO PAMPERED WITH WON PICS <33 😩😩😩 NANA U R THE BEST THANK U, U PUT SM EFFORT AND TIME ON ME LIKE ILYYYY???

ALSO I LUV THE TAGS LMAOO IT MADE ME WHEEZED 😭✋✋✋ U MADE MY DAY TYYYSM 💓💓

[fish-wifey]

ran my half marathon that I'd planned for this month 🥹🥹 time of 2:20:14 is a result I'm proud with, all conditions considered.

Long ass recap. no one has to read it or respond, but just in case someone is interested 😙

first of all: I did this weeks after my original plan. the Gaziantep race was on December 1st, but the online register didn't work. their "customer service" didn't help me one bit. I got sick at the end of November, so I figured I'll run it by myself as usual.

I knew I'd get my period today. But I ran the full mara on a period too and we balled.

Prepwise: I had pasta bolognese for lunch yesterday and it would be my lunch after the run too. For breakfast I had usual slices with nutella on one, peanut butter on the other, and some white cheese with honey.

In my running vest I had 2x 500ml water bottles (still finishing off the left overs), and a few sour patch candies!! It was so nice to eat on the run ahahah 😆 a banana with me just in case but didn't need it.

My mom tried to talk me out of running. It was dark and wet, but I told her it would be raining all week. The only cloudy/no rain day was Christmas day, and I'm cooking so it was just a no 😆

Did my stretch while it was dry, then went out !!! and it started raining lol

My jacket is water res but not proof, and my shoes were soon wet as well. But omg that jacket kept me warm for a good 2:10 hours (I got cold on the very home stretch lol).

Anyway the run was actually so nice! I got wet in my first 5k, but then the rain stopped and most of my clothing dried on the run (no luck for the shoes).

I took it slow and steady and really kept in zone 3 for the most time, even on the killer incline😭😭😭 I knew I wasn't going to go fast or PR today, so I'm extremely proud of how easy the run was and my HR zone 😊

Of all days for the app to be an ass...it was today lol

I use the nike running app and 99% do my runs with an audio guide (Coach Bennet my beloved!) but when I got my usual 1k mark, the app didn't do anything. when I looked, it had stopped at 0.16 meters (at a whopping pace of 45'10" LOL).

Deleted the run, started over, re-added the 1k manually.

The uphill was my biggest concern before I had to get past all the puddles.

OMFG did I say "WHY is there SO MUCH water!?!?!?" at least 20x

Yall need to understand that some sidewalks here are loads higher than the roads, and there's no drainage system to speak off. I was constantly ranting about the water, then calmed myself down saying "it's fine" 3x.

(also had to reroute a few times or take weird turns while watching for traffic. Blessed be, I only got splashed once on the calves, passing my nearby mall).

The incline was...fine ??? I was surprised ahahah

I usually die on this particular incline but today it was great ♡ also going up there were no puddles to speak off.

Going down I went even slower given the amount of leaves on the ground being wet. I got past 9k on my second run (10.4k total) when I noticed once more that the audio guide was quiet. Took out my phone showing 9.42k, and as I continued down, it didn't go to .43, as the pace slowed 🤡🤡

Its a nuisance, but there was nothing I could do. I stopped that run and just did one without audio guide, then listened to the same coach's podcast. It was on this that I walked for like, 30 seconds? that's all the walking I did (and walking during runs/races is fine!!!)

My posture broke down after 16k ☠️☠️☠️ I wasnt tired, just not really concentrating fully. kept having to straighten my back, relax my shoulders. My left leg is my weak one, but I wasn't hurting so we kept going.

I was going very slow and had to pick up my legs a bit as it felt that I was going backwards 🙃

Close to home my lower back hurt. I knew that my period had started 7k into the run, full on, and at the front I only felt a slight discomfort but no cramps 🥳 and now post run I don't feel anything ehehee

(run away from problems ❌️

run away from period pains ✅️)

I was literally on the last 500 meter when it started to feel cold (I know that my core warmth must have taken a dip too). All things considered, I didn't fatigue 😊 My sour gummies and water intake did the work. I ate like 3-4 sour gummies 3 times during the run? Loved it. Anyone who can't do gels, can't pay/get them, and doesn't want to eat baby food, the sour patch gummies are elite.

When I was done, a security guard from the large guarded community here came out. I had run past them when I started and then ofc when I came back. He asked if I set a record ahahah but nah

He was on my side doing a run no matter the conditions and gave me a lot of praise ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️

I was kinda sad that my mom didn't support me 🙁 she tried to talk me out of running during the rainy conditions. Before I left, she said "du musst es wissen" which basically means "on your head be it". Then when I came home she asked about time/distance, immediately asking if I got really wet. I suppose today she was just a lil more focused on herself/lunch time. which is fine!!

When I went up to my beloved shower, she was disappointed that I wasn't hungry yet 🫢 Like pls let me get my lukewarm shower and fresh clothes first 😩 I'm a cold shower girly and do a lukewarm/warm shower <5x a year, and today called for one.

The best feeling post run is when you're freshly moisturised and warmly clothed out of the shower 😚😚 I ate two bowls of pasta, and after writing all this, I'm still hungry 😋 figures with 1200 kcal burned 😂

Anyway!! I'm already scared to attempt my second marathon next year 😅 I really wanna go to a cool city and run an official race 🥺🥺 I might end up being a 5hr marathoner, or I might be faster than my 4:39:13 PB.

[hyunverse]

HIIII RIRIII!! <33 have i ever told you how much i love you? I LOVE YOU SMMM!! <33 you‘re really adorable too <33 like ‘moony! hi moony!’ ahhhh!! that was really sweet! <33

ooh yeahh, the summer coaching is prettyyyyy . . good(?) i don‘t actually know lol, it‘s equally as good as it‘s bad 😭 does that make sense? 🤡✌️

ANYWHOOO, glad that you‘re doing alright!! <33

how is college going? :') hopefully it‘s not toooooo badd!!

& ahh, i love you more <33 hope you‘ve a great day/night! depends on when you‘re actually reading this lol ❤️✨

– 🌕anon <3

moony! ⭐️🌙 please i love saying it too!! everytime i see you in my inbox i Immediately go ooooh moony!!!! i love you infinitely 💌

i actually don't quite know what exactly is 'summer coaching' because we don't have that here... hell we don't even have summer 🧎‍♀️ mind telling me what summer coaching is? i'm actually intrigued hehehehe. also i get that??? sometimes something is just Meh. it's not good or bad just Meh 😾👎👍

college is kind of okay! i don't have much classes this semester, just on mondays and thursdays. so i spend my time either at the library or in my room. lots of assignments though! we're approaching the busy weeks so i've been anxious T_T i'm catching up well with the workload though, so hopefully things will work out fine...💭

i hope everything's okay with you too! what are you up to these days?

i love youuu 💞