#it's been so long since I matched pfps last time was with my ex who started being wayyyyy too weird..

[donaviolet]

Friendship is the most special thing in the world because no award could be give me bigger happiness than jumping around in my room and smiling because my pookie asked me if I wanted to match pfps

[feixiiao]

a little love rant but i havent changed my insta pfp in weeks, probably almost a whole month because im matching with the girl i like. this is honestly the first time ive kept a matching pfp for such a long time because im someone who always changes her pfp like everyday on the apps i always use like insta and discord, the longest ive kept a matching pfp with someone before her was like for a week. even im honestly surprised how much ive discovered myself whenever im with her. im doing things ive never done before, even with my exes. shes my type. shes everything ive ever wanted in a girl. we havent talked at all since last week, not even one small conversation. but her mental health has been deteriorating a lot this year, maybe she needed time away from me. and of course i understand that. so if i love her and want to have faith in her, the most i could do is wait for her. i miss her alot though. i miss it when our conversations were like this. maybe ill have it again in christmas. ALSO she does like me back, but were not in a relationship because neither of us are ready yet, so u could say were in a situationship.. i dont really care ab what kind of relationship i have with her, being with her already makes me happy, so i have nothing to complain about. i hope i do make her happy, just as much as i am with her, even with the little things she does. i hate hurting people, id be damned if ever hurt her

[racetrackshiggins]

tagged by the lovely anita @jwilliambyers​ 💖

1. why did you choose your url?

i’ve switched urls a LOT but always come back to my newsies (1992) roots. my fave character is racetrack higgins but someone saved racetrackhiggins so i added the s

2. any side blogs?

@transfoundfamily​ (normally teamfoundfamily but HAPPY PRIDE). it’s a separate account so technically not a side blog but i’m counting it anyway (yes i did get back into spn bc of nov 2020 and am having a great time)

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

i made my first blog in december 2011, so almost a decade now??? how the fuck did that happen

4. do you have a queue tag?

even though i queue almost everything, i do not lol

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

my original blog was made in 2011 to join the tnc (tumblr newsies community), which isn’t around anymore (since 2012 iirc?), but i made this one in november 2013 bc the les mis fandom drama was too much for me

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

beetlelands is Thee Ship for btj the musical so i made matching icons for me and my partner!!

7. why did you choose your header?

honestly it just makes me laugh bc there is so much going on

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

my top five: this hadestown gifset the most Iconic scene from blood drips heavily on newsies square a bucky gif ex-deputy so & so in sinister ii another hadestown set

9. how many mutuals do you have?

i’m not sure, especially with multiple blogs but [beetlejuice voice] hey guys? love you guys 💖💖

10. how many followers do you have?

433 !!! y’all are wonderful <3

11. how many people do you follow?

49 (both on this blog and my spn blog, that was not done on purpose)

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

uhhhh probably?? i don’t remember lol

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

the last few years i was here for multiple hours a day but now i’m not here nearly as much as i used to be (lately i’ve been on my spn account a lot though)

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

not exactly; i’ve been part of fandom drama but not on my own, if that makes sense

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

i try my best to share important posts but guilt-tripping is triggering tbh and that sort of thing is borderline for me. as a gif maker/writer, i completely understand the posts about reblogging content creators

16. do you like tag games?

yes!! it may take me a million years but i do love doing them!!

17. do you like ask games?

absolutely!! each message makes me so happy

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

so many of my mutuals are talented, kind, have made amazing posts, and run wonderful blogs in general, but idk if i’d say “tumblr famous” ???? though i’m not really up to date with the requirements lol

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

i mean i guess @ant-beverage is okay (😘😘😘)

tagging @ant-beverage @liggytheauthoress @addictsitter @spacebuck @1-800-diegohargreeves @short--insomniacs @exdeputysonso @viictuurious @nurse-strangelove @finalgirldeanwinchester @gaytaiga  and anyone else who would like to do this <33