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Is this kind of friendship even allowed?
#i miss him sometimes#i think of who he must be now#it's been more than a decade#i was an ASS to him i swear#he didn't even mind tho and i'm not sure how that works#i'm glad he talked to me#literally nobody else bothered it's just#special#friends#friendship#emotions#doodle#the plants in that garden were plastic and that was when my hatred for fake plants started#sometimes i'd cry because they weren't real#it felt really lonely being the#the only plant there#i don't know#autism eyes#non verbal#masterpiece#me tag
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My body when I have my periods
#it's been more than a decade#MOVE ON#I'm hungry but i also wanna throw up#I'm hot and cold at the same time#I'm tired and i cant sleep#I'm sweating<3
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Some of us are okay.
And some of us imprinted on a supernatural character at age 13 and has not known peace ever since.
#It's been more than a decade#why am I tearing up at the sight of Dean Winchester getting emotional#and why is watching Castiel being autistic my only copying mechanism#Will I never be free#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#blorbo
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saw that post that said rwby is truly just the wlw version of supernatural and im afraid im inclined to agree because it's genuinely hilarious how many times this show has just crawled its way out of the deepest depths of tartarus.
#rwby#rwby shitpost#supernatural#it's true honestly#you'd think by now it'd quit#it's been more than a decade#BUT IT JUST KEEPS GOING#IT'S A MIRACLE IT'S ALIVE#idk how many fnaf fans are here#but yk that bit where michael's insides are scooped and he's injected with remnant#and essentially just a shambling rotting corpse but still very much alive#yeah it kind of feels like that rn#im uncertain who would be circus baby in this situation#but whoever they are dear god they are working HARD.
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sometimes I think about the time where I made a post criticizing the decision to take away the curse of Achilles from Percy and someone was like "die mad about it" and its like dont worry babe I literally will. I will be on my death bed still pissed about it.
#like its been more than a decade and I'll still randomly get mad about it at my big age#pjo#percy jackson
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Burning Rotten Bridges
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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What a wonderful occassion to remember this happened and is canon af:
#anna marie lebeau#anna marie#rogue#remy lebeau#le diable blanc#gambit#rogue x gambit#romy#otp: everytime we touch#mr. and mrs. x#x-men gold#x-men#they got married after three decades and everyone loves it and it's the best x-men couple#always has been#i have loved to see it i won't shut up about it😭#x-men gold:30#idc how good it was back then romy having closure is 1000 times better#their writing is better too#like yes it's been 30 years they cannot be in a perpetual state of issues that keep them apart even more than the deadly powers#you can keep that with everyone else tho it's okay 🤭#rogue and gambit#the x couple i said what i said#glad marvel hired writers that agree
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celebrating my dark and evil return with these screenshots from my other socials
#the way I've been so homosexual on this blog for more than a decade now#HIIIIIIIIIII IM BACK. TWIRLS HAIR#japhtalks
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My beloved Dulcie and 6th
#the locked tomb#corresponding more than a decade must have been crazy#pal has a 3rd degree scoliosis fight me#tlt#tlt fanart#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#dulcinea septimus#paldulcie#art#my art#digital illustration#fan art#artwork#krita#gideon the ninth#the locked tomb series#sex pal
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help us kurotsuchi mayuri, you're our only hoe
#mayuri kurotsuchi#kurotsuchi mayuri#bleach kurotsuchi#bleach#baby hold your hand#im a certified mayuri girlie#TYBW has been feeding me SO MUCH#shout out to my nasty bbygirl and favorite anime chara of all time mwah mwah#my all time fave for more than a decade is wild#nemu is my girlfriend also
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i haven't stopped thinking about him so i did screencap edits. please enjoy all these feral!fords (but you can see it as vampire ford too, whichever fits your palate :))
i just think he's neat
#can we talk about how he survived 3 decades in the multiverse and how he must've done everything he could to survive?#how settling into animalistic behaviours would have been the only way out more often than not#so similar to his twin brother when he was running from the mafia and the government#yet so different as a result of it#how learning they both can still understand each other so well based on experience#how heartbreaking it must be that they suffered through it alone anyway#screenshot edit#screencaps#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#feral ford#feral ford au#feral ford pines#they make me sick
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much to say about how western leftists view and treat resistance groups in the global south but i have to laugh when people don't shut the fuck up about palestinian resistance specifically. many people who support palestinian resistance have pointed this out already immediately after the al-aqsa flood, but for the sake of reminding, while al-qassam brigades (the military wing of hamas) were at the forefront of the operation and the confrontations with the IOF that followed after they began the ground invasion in gaza, they work in unison with multiple other palestinian resistance factions, including other islamist groups like PIJ and secular marxist-leninist groups like the PFLP/DFLP. are western commies gonna tut-tut at the PFLP, an organized leftist resistance group actually on the ground right now fighting their oppressors in the midst of a genocide, because they're working with hamas?
#like there is a whole resistance axis if you bothered to actually check the resources and channels palestinians recommend you'd know that#why do you think you have the right as a usamerican or european dipshit to dictate how people who have been under brutal occupation for#decades decide to emancipate themselves? why do you think you know more than palestinian leftists about THEIR conditions and#THEIR fight for freedom. kys
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what if i redesigned Red just a teensy weensy bit
#its been over a decade and yet i can never settle#i just always want to tweak their design a little bit#usually its their hair#their hair never looks right to me#i kinda like this look tho#its fun#its more interesting than what he has rn at least#plus i can add the lil white clips like veronica and nia have#my art#my ocs#red guardian benny#also when I was looking at those old designs I remembered how the gang used to have their symbol as an accessory in their hair#and i kinda missed that so i wanted to see if i could add it back in#color guardians
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#death note#l lawliet#misa amane#light yagami#lawlightmane#I just finished watching dn last week & it was an Experience#idk why it took me this long to watch this#it could've been one of my childhood anime but no I had to watch it in my late twenties#anyways. got obsessed w/ this trio's dynamic#was expecting to see enough content of them considering this is a popular series that existed for more than a decade but no#now I feel foolish for thinking that#or maybe I just don't know where to look#if anyone could point me in the right direction it will be very much appreciated. please & thank you 🥺
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Origins of the Bay Clans: Stone and the Lynx (Part 2)
The tracks led inland, further than the cats of Stone’s little clan had yet dared to travel. She followed the river upstream, skirting the thrashing current as it threw itself against the banks. The forest grew denser, the hemlocks thicker, the sharp peaks of the mountains taller, casting the valley in deep shadow. All was silent but the river, and the sound of strange, buzzing bird calls that rang eerily through the trees. Though her heart trembled, Stone trekked on, her pawsteps guided by purpose and the tracks that still sat unmistakable in the mud.
Stone had never followed a river to its origin, had never even thought of it as a possibility. Water–rivers, oceans, rains–lived outside the boundaries of a lifespan, within birth and death. Rivers weren’t something that just began, or ended, they simply cycled–at least, that’s what she had believed.
After hours spent unceasingly hiking through the valley, Stone emerged from the edge of the treeline. The pebbled ground spread flat in front of her, before abruptly spiking upward to form the range of mountains. Two peaks pierced the sky, and nestled between them was a landform unlike anything Stone had ever seen. The river rushed forward from the base of a giant white slope, a crystalline mass carved deep with blue crevices.
The wall shone like a piece of the moon itself, bleeding into the valley, its essence spilling into the forest before winding its way to the Bay. As Stone drew closer, she realized with a shock that the structure was made of ice, frozen solid despite the warmth of late spring.
She halted at the river’s edge, looking upon the structure in wonder. Was the moon made of ice? Had a shard of it fallen from the heavens upon the mountains? What else could create a fortress so massive, so imposing yet nurturing, whose icy waters fed the land and the bay?
These questions swam through her mind, but she tossed them to the side with a flick of her ears. For now, the answers were unknowable, and she must remain focused on her task.
She shook out her pelt and continued her path: the ground now had turned to gravel, and she tracked by scent instead of footprints. The slope turned steep, then rocky, a gray mountain face broken only by patches of unmelted snow and determined shrubs. Below her, the mass of ice gleamed, stretching out beyond the peaks like a blinding white sea.
As she continued along the mountainside, she noticed an opening in the cliff face, a dark entrance where the ice field met the mountain. She quickened her pace until she reached the cave entrance, standing on the barrier of darkness. Here, the scent she was tracking hung in the air, strong as ever, leading her into the blackness. She slipped into the cave without a second thought
Inside was a large cave, and she quickly crossed the open stretch of ground to the back, where a darker shadow lay. A tunnel.
Curiosity drove her forward, driving away any fear she might have felt. Down into the tunnel she tread, deeper and deeper into the veins of the mountain. For ages she was guided by scent alone, and the narrow tunnel walls pressing on all sides. An eternity of darkness.
Finally, Stone saw light, a blue glow that softly spilled into the end of the tunnel. Her footsteps quickened, and the cat entered into a cavern. Her breath hitched as she stepped into the light, awed by the sight before her. A medium sized cave rose around her, walls of smooth, layered stone arcing above her. The stone was washed with blue, for one wall was made not of rock, but entirely of ice. It was a deep, rich blue, as sunlight filtered down into the fragment of icy moon.
Within the ice wall’s bubbles and cracks hung an even stranger sight. A giant skeleton, ancient and fragmented, was trapped frozen in the ice, the remains of a creature Stone had never seen before. Though it’s thick bones and long, curved fangs were utterly unfamiliar, something in Stone knew it had once called itself catkin. A forgotten ancestor.
In front of the ice, sitting still and gray as the rocks around it, was a towering feline silhouette, its tufted ears outlined by the cold light. Stone’s fellow, wild catkin cousin. The Lynx.
The Lynx turned its gaze towards her slowly, expectantly, like it had known about her presence even before she did. Stone approached it, wary.
“I admire your tenacity, cat” Its voice was a gravelly purr. “I thought you’d stop at the treeline.”
Stone skirted the wall carefully, keeping several pawsteps of distance between her and the creature. “Why did you assume that?”
The Lynx wrinkled its nose in a wry smirk. “Well, look at you. You’re an imitation of a cat. This wilderness is unfit for your kind.”
Stone flattened her ears, attempting to keep her voice level. “What exactly do you mean?”
“You call yourselves ‘cats’, yet your kind feeds by human hands. You have grown small and thin-furred, distant from your nobler origins. You can only survive in little packs, reliant on the work of others, unable to face nature with your own merit—A true ‘cat’ walks in solitude, you know nothing of the sort.”
Stone looked beyond the Lynx to the ice wall behind it, where the massive bones of their great ancestor lay suspended in time. “You say my kind has fallen, but have yours not? Have you not also grown smaller than this god, your fangs short, your bones thin? It too lived in solitude, yet here it lies, dead, its life unremembered by its catkin. You mock my community, but we have lived this long despite this lands’ harshness, and will continue to do so.”
The Lynx’s smug expression faded, and its gaze grew intense as it stared at Stone. “Even gods die, housecat. The only thing life guarantees is an ending.” It curled its lip. “Your ‘community’ is not exempt from this.”
Stone met its eyes, unwavering. “If we are catkin, what bars me from the same powers you possess? Surely I can learn to survive by your means, surely I can find access to your blessings.”
The Lynx almost laughed, but the scoff caught in its throat. It narrowed its eyes, suddenly thoughtful, the smirk creeping back up its muzzle.
“Maybe I can offer you a taste of godhood, little cat. The lives of my predecessors run through me, from the tip of my tail through all ten of my claws.” The deity sat back on its haunches and held up its massive paws in demonstration. For a brief moment, its claws twinkled with a faint light, like stars plucked straight from the sky.
“One of these is mine, of course. But I have nine to spare.” It tilted its head down at her, its fangs gleaming in the blue cavern light. “Provided I deem you worthy of them.”
Stone raised her head in challenge. “What would make me worthy?”
The Lynx paused to consider, eyeing her up and down.
“To you alone I will grant these lives, thus you alone must face me.” The lynx narrowed its eyes. “Prove to me your will and strength, and defeat me in battle. If I submit, I grant you these lives, and the chance to explore this bay with greater distance between death and yourself.”
“Your loss, of course, will cost you your life.” It dipped its head towards her. “Is it a deal?”
Stone paused, hesitant, her heart fluttering in her chest. How could she face this creature in her state, small in stature, weary from her climb, completely alone? Despite her apprehension, her curiosity was stronger. There was only one chance for an opportunity like this, and even if she declined, what would stop the Lynx from killing her anyway?.
She nodded once. “I accept your terms.”
The lynx nodded back. Its fangs flashed. It stretched its claws.
They leapt into battle.
Stone was swift, but the Lynx was strong and skilled. It battered her with massive paws, slamming her into the cold rocky floor. Stone dodged and weaved through its attacks, but the cavern was small, and every leap Stone made seemed to send her into another faceful of claws.
Her opponent threw a powerful swipe, tossing her against the ice wall with a thud. Back against the blue glow, Stone crouched low, struggling to catch her breath. Her strength was waning, and Stone knew with every moment her chances of victory grew slimmer. Her paws shook slightly. The Lynx had noticed her waver, and began to pad towards with calm, sure steps. It smiled–it was eager to finish her off. How could she win this?
She thought of the cats–the clan–she had left behind, who likely waited anxiously for their wayward leader’s return. Would they falter without her guidance? Would the glimmer of hope she had lit in their hearts snuff out with fear? If only she could lead them to the majestic moon glacier, show them the ethereal ancient glow of the blue cave, renew their spirits with wonder at the wilderness they were trapped in. Stone suddenly stiffened, steeling herself as she lifted her gaze back toward her foe. Though she fought alone in the cavern, her mind conjured the presence of her clan behind her. She would not die here. She would die among the cats she had befriended, who had banded together in their time of need. The cats she needed, who needed her to return alive.
With a burst of vigor, Stone launched herself toward the lynx’s head, her weight and confidence catching it off guard. She clung to its face, slashing its ears, her momentum sending it crashing hard into the floor. It flailed its huge paws, but Stone stood steadfast upon its chest, pressing her own paws down forcefully against its throat. Her claws dug in, blood welled up around her toes. The lynx grew more panicked, struggling wildly, its breath stuttering in strangled gasps. Stone pressed harder.
“St–Sto-”
Stone leaned close into its face. “Do you yield?”
The Lynx thrashed its head, attempting to nod frantically. “Yg-Yes!”
Stone slowly lifted her paws, releasing pressure off the creature’s throat. It gasped for air, then shoved her off its chest, throwing her to the floor. She scrambled to her paws, watching the Lynx heave. After it had caught its breath, the Lynx pressed its paw deep into the stone floor. It did so with strange power, impressing into the rock like it was mud, leaving the crisp outline of its giant pawprint. It beckoned her over. Its breath was hoarse. “Come.”
Stone approached the Lynx. She eyed it warily, nervous that it would decide to ignore the deal and kill her anyway. But it didn’t move as she stood above it, her paws settling on the edge of its pawprint, which seemed to sparkle slightly in the dim, cold light.
The Lynx glared up at her, its cool demeanor vanished, its eyes blazing with controlled fury. “Touch your nose to the floor,” it growled. “You will receive your reward.”
Carefully, Stone dipped her head down, until her nose brushed against the floor’s icy chill. For a brief moment, all was still.
Suddenly, she was blinded by overwhelming light. The force of the glare threw her head back, and her vision was assaulted by an oppressive blur of color and noise. Images flashed in her mind, landscapes, memories, creatures she has never seen before. Each streaked by, too fast for her to fully process the scenes. Waves of emotion crashed in her, sending her reeling, thrown into a raging sea of grief and joy and fear and wonder. She felt all of time as it had crept by, millions of years of the past and future stretched out infinitely, lived all at once in a single instant. She felt everything. She felt nothing. It was the most agonizing pain she had ever experienced, swept in a flood of sheer euphoria. She knew places and beasts and times she had no name for, all lived through and known by the catkin before her. It was the longest moment of her life, but as she crouched, trembling, blinking her eyes back to the sight of the blue cavern, she realized only seconds had passed.
The Lynx had stood, and had begun moving toward the cave’s exit. It turned to look down at her, and Stone returned its gaze, panting heavily, her fur on end and buzzing with strange energy.
It was silent for a moment. “You now have eight more lives to live along with your own. More than any little cat has had before. Your blessing and your curse.” It lulled thoughtfully, its expression had settled back into its neutral stare.
Its voice was cold, though laced with an undertone of contempt��and perhaps, Stone thought, respect. “Do not treat this victory lightly, Stone. Every day you live here will be another test, another gamble with your life. Living here is a game with no winners, and you and your fellows can only stall the march of nature for so long.”
The lynx turned, padding toward the exit. “The gods here will meddle where they like, and though you have bested me, I can not guarantee my kin will be deterred from entertaining themselves with playthings like you.”
The god stopped in the entrance, then glanced back toward her, its face in shadow.
“Good luck, Stone. You will need it.”
It disappeared.
For a moment, Stone stood alone in the blue cavern.
She was not Stone anymore. Something had changed within her, the Lynx’s stars sat heavy in her chest, glittered on her whiskers. Just as an icy piece of the moon had fallen to the earth and become one with it, fragments of the stars had melded with her being. She was Stonestar, and her pelt glowed with the new (old?) lives that settled under her fur.
And she was alive. More than she had ever been before.
And it was time to return to her clan.
#oops wrong blocg#this one is more of a written story#im more of a visual storyteller than an author so hopefully it reads ok#oh also this is the version of the story that’s been passed down through the clans#so it’s been embellished and should not necessarily be taken at face value#since stonestar was the only one there and this was many decades ago#lore#stone#stonestar#my art#the lynx#warrior cats#alaska clans
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Thinking about "So Long, London" as one does and the "I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free" which is devastating enough on its own as a succinct shorthand of saying "I gave you some of my most formative years thinking we were committed to the same life plans together" (as in building a family life together) but with ~everything~ can also be a statement of her entrusting him with her youthful hopes and dreams and joy and earnestness only for it all to be cast aside and not returned (and at worst, weaponized).
#especially after everything she went through before they met#that it would have taken a lot for her to let someone in#and trust in them#and reconnect with that side of herself#and you compare her demeanour in 2017-2022#to how she is now#and it's like a completely different world#and there are a lot of reasons for that and not just *** don't get me wrong#but you see the way she - to quote a certain someone - has such a love of life#and is so earnest in everything she does#and the way she is present in the world now is way more like her teenage self than how she'd been in the last decade#and not in terms of maturity because she's clearly a grownup#but just in her zest for life and her embracing of who she is#idk idk it's a lot#writing letters addressed to the fire#this will flop because it's the middle of the afternoon during a show day but i had to get it off my chest
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