#it's been 3 weeks and i'm still mad and getting angrier because i keep getting jibes about it

[xolaanii]

complaining about chronic pain and all i get is either a glassy eyesd 'damn that shucks', a 'well my back hurts too' or straight up anger

well what if i go nuts? what if i bite and maul and bite?

[thir10th]

hey lovely! can I request a fic where r is feeling insecure with her body lately and emily shows how beautiful she is? fluff w some smut if you feel comfortable :)

Hi anon! your timing couldn't be better. This has been sitting on my drafts for weeks, i kinda hated it, but you just gave me an excuse to get back to it, so thank you for that and for requesting! Hope you like it <3

will you? - Emily Prentiss x fem!reader

summary: see the ask. I changed it a bit but the main idea is still there tw: insecure reader, face-sitting, oral sex, body image, tiny bit of angst (blink and you miss it) a/n: this one might be a bit messy but i still enjoyed writing it! like & reblog <3

You throw your bag far away when you enter the hotel room. This case was getting hard, nothing was making sense, and you had been working for the past 14 hours none stop.

You need to ether sleep, eat something, a shower, or an orgasm. Or maybe all of them

but that isn't an option right now, because you're mad at her.

You aren't even sure why you had gotten so upset about it, its not like she had actually done anything, but you were still annoyed.

You were actually mad at yourself, more than at your girlfriend, but her words still resonating on your head wouldn't go away.

Emily's arms wrapping around your waist make you jump, getting you out of your thoughts.

Hugging you from behind, she rests her face on your shoulder, you feel her warm breath on your neck, she kisses your cheek lovingly.

Her arms leave your waist to reach your shoulders, her hands massage your arms which makes you close your eyes in pleasure, relying on her touch. Maybe staying mad wasn't that worth it.

"You know what i think you need?" she moves a strand of hair to kiss the curve of your neck "mh- what?" you say, a smile of pleasure starting to form on your lips

"I think you know what" she answers, you can feel her smile against your skin, her teeth brushing against your shoulder, and then you realize what she has in mind

"No, no, Em, absolutely not" You refuse, pulling away from her touch, turning around to look at her, crossing your arms.

"ugh i can't believe you're still thinking about it, after this morning" there it is, you are pushing her away again.

Why is she so insistent though, why can't she just read your mind and understand?

"Ok, ok I'm sorry, I just don't understand. You're always so open to trying new stuff, and that, just... i don't know, baby, i just want to know why you don't want it, that's all" She says, her hand reaching to rest on your arm to comfort you.

You just can't tell her, you're too ashamed. That same morning your girlfriend had suggested you tried something new in bed. She had asked you, boldly, (like she always did) to sit on her face.

She had insisted so much, you had denied every time.

Really, what was there to hate? your beautiful girlfriend was literally asking you to fuck her face, to eat you out, to give you full control. But you just couldn't do it.

"c'mon, baby, i just want to understand" she is being gentle, using her persuasion skills on you, calling you by the special pet name that would only come out in moments of special intimacy or vulnerability

She knows how to get to you, and that only makes you angrier.

You take her hand off your arm, getting yourself away from her, you need to be alone.

"I'm gonna go take a shower, try to keep it in your pants while i'm gone, all right?" you spit at her, and seeing her mouth-opened expression, you regret it inmidiately.

Standing under the warm stream of water helps you get your mind off of things for a while, while you wander what's exactly got you all worked up like this.

Emily doesn't deserve any of this, she had been nothing but sweet. Yes, she has been insistent about it, but that doesn't mean she had to be hit in the face with your own insecurities.

Getting out of the shower you stare at your reflection on the bathroom mirror. God, you hate how it makes you feel, but what you hate the most is how you're paying your own frustrations with your girlfriend.

Wrapped in a bathrobe, you get out, ready to face an angry Emily, instead she lays on the bed, already on her sleep clothes, reading with her book resting on her knees

"Em?" you try, she looks at you from over her book, then gets back to reading

"You're not gonna talk to me?" you ask

"whenever you're ready to actually talk to me, then I will. I'll try to keep it in my pants in the meantime, though" she shoots back in a sarcastic tone.

She's right, you shouldn't have said that, it had been a low blow.

You sit beside her, taking the book from her hands and placing it on the nightstand. She looks at you with mixed anger and sadness.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, you know i didn't, this is just hard for me" you try to explain. "Look, I just don't think it's a good idea, alright?"

"I don't ever want to make you uncomfortable, but i want you to talk to me, i've been trying to get to you, and you just shut me out" she says, sitting upright on her spot on the bed, taking your hands on hers, looking you in the eyes

"it's just... i don't want to... hurt you" her mouth falls open once again "hurt me? that's what this is all about? baby c'mon, you won't hurt me, why do you say that?" her tone switches to full concern now, the previous argument already forgotten

"yes, i will, I will choke you with this big stupid things and you won't ever want to go down on me again" you finally let out

"well... I'll die a happy woman then" she chuckles, trying to downplay it

"Ok, baby, listen to me" she holds your face with both her hands, forcing you to look at her, the tenderness of her gaze deepening into you

"i love every part of you, even the ones you don't like, thighs included" she waits for an answer but you don't say anything.

Emily lifts your your chin with her finger, and leaves a soft peck on your lips, the contact makes you relax instantly

"you are smart" she says, leaving another soft kiss on your cheek

"and beautiful" now getting your other cheek

"and sexy" she kisses your nose this time

"and so, so hot" she moves back to kiss your lips again, and you chuckle nervously at her words

"what can i do to help you believe me?" you shake your head "let me bury myself into you, please" her pleading is getting too much, her thumb caresses your face so softly, so tenderly.

How could you deny her anything when she asks so sweetly? you finally nod, the huge smile spreading along her face

"Em, are you sure?” you ask, biting at your lip as you watch your girlfriend sit on the edge of the bed and recline back, laying face-up atop the covers with an eager grin spread across her face. “I might weigh too much…”

Emily raises her head up and shoots you a look. “Honey, I’m positive,” she says, trying to keep the whine out of her voice.

She wants you on her so badly she can barely stand it, eyes flickering between your face and the bathrobe that covers your thick, delectable thighs from view. 

A moment of deliberation passes, then, without another word, you reach down and untie the soft white hotel bathrobe, letting it slide down your arms to fall to the floor at your feet, leaving you completely naked in a matter of seconds

"fuck" you hear her mutter "you're so beautiful" Emily breathes

“Not as beautiful as you” you murmur as she clambers onto the bed.

You crawl up it until you are kneeling beside Emily's head, the mattress dipping slightly beneath your combined weight.

“Is it okay if I…?”

“Yes.” her decisiveness tells you she wasn't joking, she does want this more than you had thought

You take a deep breath in and then lift a leg, swinging it over Emily and settling it on the other side of her head so that you are straddling her, your cunt hovering mere inches over Emily's mouth.

"Promise me you will tell me if i'm too heavy, or if you can't breath" too excited to resist, Emily reaches up to thumb at your clit. 

“I will” she says, sliding her free hand along your thigh, rubbing comforting circles into the soft skin.

“I promise you i will tap you twice, but i won't need it" she reassures. "You’re gorgeous—fuck, I wanna taste you so bad.”

Cautiously, you lowered yourself down enough that your near-dripping pussy was just barely pressing against Emily’s face.

You were planning to keep as still as possible in order to resist the urge to squeeze your thighs around Emily or put too much weight on her, but that idea flew out the window almost immediately after her tongue darted out, flattening itself against the lips of your pussy before dragging upward and settling at the soft nub of your clit. 

“Oh,” you gasp, giving a shuddery little jerk of your hips before you can stop yourself.

Emily moans in reply, the sound vibrating against your walls and causes you to whimper again. 

Her tongue flicks out, circling your clit and applying occasional pressure, whilst two fingers push inside you, crook and rubbing at your sennsitive inner walls.

You shudder and gasp, quickly losing yourself to the feeling.

“Oh, fuck, Emily,” you gasp out, finally giving in to the temptation to reach down and fist her hand into her silky hair.

Your girlfriend lets out another appreciative moan when you give it a rough tug, the vibrations making every feeling intensify.

Losing yourself to the pleasure, you rock your hips against Emily, knees pressing hard into the mattress. She has always been an expert on driving you wild like this.

Her nose rubbing right at your clit and you couldn’t help but moan, gripping tighter on the headboard. God, she has the perfect nose for this.

Emily’s mouth wrap around you, tongue sinking into your pussy as far as she can while she sucks at you, eagerly lapping your juices into her mouth.

Her hands groped at your ass, encouraging you to roll your hips, effectively riding her face.

She keeps up the pace, mouthing desperately at your clit until you can feel yourself letting go.

Hips stuttering and then stalling. Your thighs shook up, inner walls spasming around Emily’s fingers as you fall over the edge and into bliss.

“Oh fuck! Fuck, Em...” You breath out, your chest heaving as you very slowly open your eyes, coming down to earth as Emily leaves little kitten licks on your cunt, sucking up as much of your juices as she could.

Your body shudders when her nose brushes against you again, this time an accident and she chuckles softly, helping you swing your leg over her and drop onto the bed beside her.

Emily stays put, lying face-up as she catches her breath. Then, once she feels able to, she rolls onto her side and grins at you.

"good?" she asks, her fingers softly playing with your hair

"absolutely perfect" You reply with a dreamy smile, pulling her to you for a kiss. You can't help but moan into her mouth at the taste of yourself on her tongue.

"I'm really sorry of what i said, Em" you said, keeping you face close to hers, holding her

"It's ok, I know you were upset. I just want you to know that i love every single part of your body, no exceptions" you kiss her sweetly, her words causing a warm feeling to spread on your stomach

"you're perfect" you say, pulling her in for another kiss

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ───

Hope you like it! reqs are still open!

[angstywaifu]

Hi love!

One of the so many Director's cuts I'll ask hehe 😵‍💫

Could you maybe do one for chapter 10 of the lost sister? It has so much, if not all of it is Xaden and Ophelia and just siblings and at this point you know I have a weak spot for them 🥺

And who knows maybe I'll get more questions out of it hehe.

Aura ♡

I can't wait for more directors cuts! So please send more my way <3

Chapter 10. The chapter than nearly didn't exist! This actually came to be from another ramble with someone. All I'm learning so far is good things come from rambles. But yes, this part nearly didn't exist. But I am very glad it does. It gives us a little glimpse into Ophelia and Xaden, but also Ophelia and Garrick pre Basgiath/Rebellion.

So lets get into it!

There will probably be some spoilers for Lost Sister and the books in the below. So if you haven't read my fic or the books completely, you have been warned.

”We’ve always been very similar. Even if we don’t look it.” I say, earning a chuckle out of him.

”I assume the hair colour was something Melgren made you do?” He asks as he reaches out and grabs a piece of it.

You can just tell how much this hurts Xaden to see. As we know these two don't look a lot a like. Ophelia has paler skin and green eyes. So growing up, the only thing that was the same was their hair. Which is why we get such a reaction out of Xaden and Garrick at Reunification Day/War Games when she changes it back with the help of Imogen (side note - Ophelia and Imogen have come so far, proud of them). But know that he did it to her, makes him angrier than he lets on. But by this interaction he's had a few weeks to deal with that. It's such a small detail, but something I wanted to add in.

“You always knew how to read your opponents well. Finding strength and weaknesses. Clearly something I’d forgotten when you kicked my ass on the mat on your first day here.”

As we know this eventually leads into her signet. She can read people well, pick up on those little details very easily. Pick up on their emotions as well. Something Xaden used to his advantage as a kid. She would always pick up on things he wouldn't. Sitting on the side line while he trained, providing feedback on the others. Definitely helped him get better at fighting and reading people's intentions (leading into Xaden's second signet). The boys definitely sent her in first to sus out if they were in trouble or something. Fen could never get mad at her. Well, least till he figures out she's in league with them. Which doesn't take him very long at all.

”Oh come on O, we can all see it. It’s just you two who are to blind and stubborn to do anything about it. Well, more just stubborn now.” You just know Xaden was making comments about this one he figures out their feelings for each other. Ophelia was always smitten with Garrick. She definitely had a crush on him for ages before developing proper feelings for him. Even as young kids she always gravitated towards him. So Xaden would keep his teasing more subtle. But once Garrick fell, and fell hard, Xaden was jumping on the making jokes and comments about it constantly. Definitely led to some fights if Xaden pushed it too far.

But as I said in my last directors cut. He has been there since day one of Garrick and Ophelia meeting. He's the one that introduces them. So even though he is protective of his sister, he knows Garrick only has good intentions. He knows Garrick would do anything for her. Because he's seen him do it multiple times while they were growing up. So next to mama Tavis, he would be their biggest supporter.

But you know once they're all at Basgiath he's just rolling his eyes and muttering under his breath how stupid they both are and how they need to sort their shit out and just get together.

"You know that if you go down this path with him, thats it.”

This man already knows those two are endgame for each other. Big brother Xaden is very much pro Garrick and Ophelia. Though Garrick definitely still gets the shovel talk from Xaden regardless of this fact. Even if it is his best friend, he will dig that grave if he needs to.

[drabbles-mc]

oops, i did it again, i smashed that button, got lost in the ask game

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers? 🎶 What music do you listen to when you write? Follow up: Put your "fic inspo" playlist on shuffle and tell us the first 5 songs that come up? 🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them. - Carrillo, because we share custody etc, but also Martinez Sr. because he's interesting

Not me mulling over these questions for days without actually answering them 😅

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?: I feel like "playfully mean" is not my strong suit lmao. I'm either going for jugulars or I'm letting everyone have very nice things for themselves. Maybe in 2023 I'll work on my sense of moderation, maybe not 😂

🎶 Put your "fic inspo" playlist on shuffle and tell us the first 5 songs that come up?: Ooo this is fun okay okay. 1- Can't Slow Down by Hedley, 2- If I Killed Someone For You by Alec Benjamin, 3- Dreams by Mike Waters, 4- Wake Up Loving You by Old Dominion, 5- Mother Mary by Joshua James

🧠 Pick a character and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them: Okay for Carrillo, I know in the show we see that he is just this very angry, brutal unapologetic man. Like we don't see him ever really show remorse or regret. And while I love that I truly do, I also just love the idea that like, even when he does feel it, he just buries it under more anger. He's mad at himself for doing what he did and he's mad at himself for regretting it but rather than dealing with any of the actual feelings or thoughts he just gets angrier and probably also just makes things worse. He's our horrid husband and I think that's very sexy of him. I hate emotional ineptitude in real life but MAN do I love thinking about it for fictional characters. justrightblob

It's funny you mention Martinez Sr. because I was recently *twirls hair* thinking about him in the Diegoverse. So that's what this hc is and I know you get it as one of the founding members of the Diegoverse 🤝🏻 But I was just thinking about Martinez taking over after Carrillo gets killed. The mess and the fallout, and his son is roped into it. Like the man really is just trying to keep his kid alive while also trying to take down the most wanted man. And then he does! They get him! But I'm just thinking about him trying to navigate all the mess left behind after the fact, you know? He's trying to clean up and put things back together, Jr. goes off to a different (safer) assignment and he's grateful but he's still there. And then there's Diego, who has been through the fucking wringer but Martinez looks at him and he's still essentially just a kid and he's still got this shiny hopeful quality about him and despite all the mess he's still not going anywhere. And for as much as Martinez isn't in the business of getting overly close to anyone anymore, he has this moment of, "I guess I'm going to be looking after this one too." I just love the thought of them a lot idkidk 🥺

Tqm and I hope these thoughts were coherent. Apologies if they weren't because this week as truly been A Week 😂💕

[k0ra-kumori]

Jealous Batboys (DC Super Hero Girls 2019)

Hello, my name is Kora kumori and I'm Brazilian, so sorry if there are any grammatical errors in the story! (This story is based on dc super hero girls 2019)

word count ; 1602

pairings ; Batboys x reader

genre ; fluffy / Smut

warnings: contains adult content.

Dick Grayson

- You two were at a party, and there were two guys around you.

- my friend, he is very jealous.

- Dick may seem the most peaceful among his brothers, but don't be fooled.

- He will grab your waist tightly in front of the intruders.

- "Excuse me boys, I don't know if you know me but my name is Dick Grayson, I'm Bruce Wayne's son" Yes, that was a threat. It's almost as if dick wants to say "I'm very powerful, so don't mess with me or my girl."

- When he introduces himself, it usually keeps the intruders away, but this time not, this time the two men were not intimidated by the name "Dick Grayson" so dick moves on to the second stage.

- Dick whispers something in your ear and then gives you a kiss, then he leaves. You were confused.

- You were uncomfortable because the two men were still on your side, blocking your exit.

- Dick comes back after about 10 minutes, you wanted to hit him for taking so long.

- "You two are expelled." Dick said to the men, they were perplexed "You and bruce wayne run the city, not us. So why would we go out?", Dick gives a stupid smile "As you said, bruce wayne and I ran the city, and I bought it this club, and you are at my club in my town, so get out or i going to be forced to call the guards. "

- You were jaw-dropping and speechless, did he just buy a club so he could kick out the guys who flirted with you? Dick was really the most amazing guy in Gotham.

Jason Todd (18+)

- Okay, for Jason blood and jealousy mix very easily.

- You were in a bar, if dick saw that jason took you to a place like this, he would protest.

- You were there because the owner of the bar was none other than Artemis, so you could drink for free.

-Sometimes you forget that Jason is a vigilante, and unfortunately for him, there was a robbery across the street, Jason said he was going to solve it quickly and that he would be back soon, he kissed you goodbye.

"In the meantime, a man much older than you approached, and he was ... flirting with you?" That was disgusting.

- Jason has a sensor to know when they are flirting with you, because he showed up just in time.

- Jason took a glass of beer and drank, he hit the glass aggressively against the table when he finished.

- "Did you miss something in my girlfriend's breasts, you idiot?" Jason gripped his waist so tightly that it was scarred the next day.

- The man looked drunk, so he replied "Is this angel your girlfriend? You teenagers are idiots, you shouldn't be dating, so she should be dating an older guy--"

- That alone was enough to free the demon that Jason calls "rage" and it was all too fast, the man didn't even speak and Jason jumped on him, they were punching each other, kicking, everything to get hurt .

- You were so used to seeing Jason involved in bar fights that you didn't even care, in fact, you even like it when he gets involved in fights, because you know what happens after he finishes fighting.

- The fight lasted about 2 minutes, and as much as they tried, nobody could get Jason off the guy, and Artemis seemed more interested in cleaning cups than separating the fight.

- "I'll be right back, doll." Jason gave you a deep, hot kiss, very hot. He was angry and had just killed a drunk in front of everyone, he was dragging the man's body to the warehouse, you knew that in a few minutes he would have nothing but bones.

- Okay, he came back, and there he is, Jason todd all bloody, did you think it was weird that it took him less than 10 minutes, "Hey, but so fast?", Jason looked angrier than before, "He only had fat . " You were going to say something else, but Jason pulled your arm so fast that you didn't have time, you knew what happened when Jason got mad, and an angry and hungry jason resulted in things ... hot.

- he pulled you into the car, and threw you hard, you could already see the bulge between his legs, "Jason, yo--", Jason was horny, and was squeezing the steering wheel of the car, "I won't be able to wait until we get to the mansion, let's do it here.", " What?! We can't do it here, if a policeman catches us we'll be in trouble... "Jason shut you up with a kiss, he was now on top of you shirtless, showing his entire collection of scars, "I said we would do this here."

Tim Drake:

Tim is almost a robot, he feels emotions only inside, but shows nothing.

- You were in a coffee shop, Tim needed to finish a job.

- You were bored with watching him typing on his laptop, the coffe shop was empty and you could only hear the sound of the keys.

- "Coffee, can you get me another S / N?" You looked at Tim confusedly "You mean Y / N can you get me a coffee?", "That's what I said. Can you get it?" You were already getting worried about Tim, he hadn't slept for 3 days, it seems that being vigilant and a student is not easy.

- Well, you got up and went to get a coffee for your sleepy boyfriend for the 4th time, Tim like the biggest coffee, so you got the biggest one, and when you were going back to the table with Tim, a man unwittingly hits you, spilling all the coffee on your clothes.

- He seemed sorry, and apologized countless times, and somehow, those apologies turned into a conversation. You were enjoying chatting with your new best friend, until he asks "Do you have a boyfriend?", You loved Tim, and of course you replied that you did, and pointed to Tim.

- your friend wanted to forget that he asked this, so when you were going to talk again, "Hey Y / N." Tim came out of nowhere, the two of you jumped out of your seats, Tim had this Bizarre gift of being too silent.

- "Hi my love, let me introduce you to ..." Before you finished, tim completed his sentence, "Edward hanscom." Tim said coldly, "Yes! How did you know? I didn't even--" Tim interrupted you again, "I know a lot of things, and we better get going, I finished my job."

- "I-I think I'm leaving, Y / N, I'll see you the other day ..." Edward was about to walk out the door, when Dick came in, he was at work now (Officer) "Mr. Hanscom?" Edward nodded, "Y-yes it's me ...", "You're under arrest" and said, dick handcuffed edward and took him to the car to make sure he wouldn't run away, after doing that dick returned to the coffee shop.

- "Tim and S / N? How nice to see you here!", Tim just muttered something, and you waved happily at Dick, "I don't want to intrude but, why did you arrest him? I talked to him a few minutes ago." , "oh he? He was caught by cameras in a super market stealing food, I'm going to take him to the police station" you were worried about it, Edward didn't look like a criminal, so why was he being arrested?

- You thought for a moment and looked into the dick car, you found Jason inside. "D-dick, are you sure you are taking Edward to the police station? ...", "Certainly. Well, it was nice to talk to you but I better get back, I have work to do, see you soon, Tim and S / N! " Then he was gone, dick is gone.

- You left the coffee shop, you were going to the Wayne Mansion now "Edward was cool, it's a shame he is a criminal, and I'm not sure if Dick will take him to the police station I hope he will be fine ...", "he will be fine." You were a little uncomfortable with what happened a few minutes ago, so you took Tim's hand, "So, what were you working on, my little bird? You've been at it for two weeks" Tim looked at you "I was trying to locate a guy.", You were curious now, "A guy? You usually work with more important things than that, my love", Tim looked at you seriously" It was very important, that guy has spent 3 times looking at the butt of a guy's girlfriend, this is disrespectful.", you rolled your eyes, Tim gave too much detail, "Okay, so what was his name?", "Edward Hanscom."

- You were in shock, he spent 2 weeks locating that guy who came to flirted to you at the Coffee shop?!, "You idiot! Dick is going to give Edward as food for Jason!" You pushed Tim lightly, he was now laughing "Dick knows how to control that beast, besides, that Edward guy looked at your ass!", "You are an idiot Tim, you sent the guy to prison!" Tim now hugged you, "Relax, i will let him go tomorrow, that was just for him to learn not to look at the ass of others' girlfriend", you were silent, until you think of something to talk about "You know Tim, you can do it be bizarre and scary at the same time, but I love y--" for the thousandth time, Tim interrupted you "I love you too.", you started laughing now" You have to stop interrupting me! This is scary you silly!"

[roguerogerss]

i’ll be mad in the morning

Pairing: Thomas Shelby x reader

W/C: 798

Warnings: Swearing

(A/N: It’s been so long omg!! This is just a short lil imagine to get me back into writing, but it’s still rlly cute. If you enjoy, like and reblog pls! requests r always open. ily, ty <3)

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It was nearly Christmas. Two days until. Snow laid thick on the streets and still, more fell. As soon as she'd gotten home from the factory, she'd slipped out of her blouse and skirt and into one of Thomas' night shirts. They provided her with the warmth that he hadn't been for the past few weeks. Always off on business, coming home late and drunk, sleeping on the sofa downstairs and leaving her alone.

She'd crawled into bed, pulled the sheets over her body and lit the end of a cigarette. It was only four o'clock, but it was dark outside and so she used the match to light the lantern next to the bed. She lit the one on Tommy's side too, she always did, hopeful that he'd come to bed when he got home.

She heard the door open and close, and wondered if maybe Ada or Polly had stopped by for a chat, or to drop in Christmas presents, surely Tommy couldn't have been home so soon. But no one called out, both Ada and Polly would've called out.

Footsteps climbing the stairs, heavy footsteps, she knew Tommy's footsteps. He was home early, he'd forgotten something, his hat, cigarettes, he wasn't going to stay for long, he'd be gone in ten minutes and back for midnight with a bottle of white rum.

The door to the bedroom opened and she turned her body away from it, blowing the last of the smoke from the corner of her lips and then stubbing out the cigarette in the crystal ashtray on the sideboard.

Tommy took off his jacket and let it fall to the floor, undid his tie, the top button of his shirt, took off his shoes and tossed his hat onto the coat stand. He didn't bother getting changed, he figured he'd do that later.

"You're here to stay, I take it?" Y/N spoke up. She still hadn't even looked in his general direction, was refusing to, he understood why. "First time in a long time."

"Thought I'd come home early." The passive tone to his voice only made her angrier, the fact that he clearly had no idea that she was upset, the fact that he didn't even think that she would be upset, after he'd ignored her for weeks-

"To make up for the weeks you haven't?" She spat. Thomas closed his eyes and sighed, he knew that she wouldn't be willing to let it go easily, but he hadn't the energy to argue with her, and he knew that she probably didn't have it either.

"I figured, yes." She didn't say anything as she watched him light a cigarette, shake out the match, and then get into bed beside her. She instinctively moved closer, the warmth of his body feeling familiar and homely, but she caught herself and moved back towards her side.

The room was quiet for a few minutes, the only sounds coming from the crackling of the lamps and Tommy's inhales and exhales of smoke. He stubbed out his cigarette and, before Y/N could protest, was reaching out for her and pulling her close to his body.

"Don't touch me, Thomas. Don't act like-" She was squirming to get away from his grasp like a child, she had to keep up the idea that she was angry even if she really wanted nothing more than for him to hold her close and kiss her because she had missed him.

"I'm not acting like anything, Y/N.” Thomas sighed into her shoulder and she had to close her eyes because she knew that she would give in to him. The man really could make her do whatever he wanted her to. “It's fucking freezing, you're fucking freezing. Let me do this, you can be mad in the morning."

And she couldn’t resist. And so she did let him. She huffed and acted like she was angry, but when his arms found their place around her waist, hands settled on her stomach, when he buried his face in her neck and peppered kisses there, she couldn’t pretend.

So she settled back into him, he was warm and she was willing to forgive him because he was warm and because she needed that warmth to be able to get through the next day and the day after. 

“I really am sorry, love. I’m so sorry. I just-” But she hushed him because she was content and didn’t want to remember that she was supposed to be annoyed with him.

“Don’t.” She smiled and turned around in his arms, reaching out to touch his face, let her fingers graze over new scratches and familiarise themselves with them, and then she kissed him. She kissed him slowly, letting the angst and the hurt melt away until all she could feel was Tommy. Not Thomas Shelby, not even Thomas, Tommy. Her Tommy.

“I’ll be mad in the morning.”

[yunho-es]

Member/s: Seonghwa (ATEEZ), Namjoon (BTS)

Genre: soft/angst

Warnings: swear words

Words: 2133

"May I take your order?"

"Chocolate croissant and orange juice, please." I say, handing back the breakfast card to the waitress. "Namjoon?"

The man in front of me lifts his look from his card. "I will have blueberry pancakes, please." he gives back his card and smiles politely at the waitress. She smiles back at us and leaves with our orders. "I heard your little boyfriend is in town." he coughs.

"Little baldie is here?" I reply calmy, ignoring the fact that he calls him my boyfriend. He laughs and slaps his hands at my words. I know his laugh is coming from his heart when he does that.

"Why baldie?"

"Since he became a little famous on YouTube with his singing he behaves like a kpop idol; dyeing his hair 3 times a month." I roll my eyes and look over at the kitchen door, waiting for my meal to come out.

"So... He's behaving like me?" Namjoon raises his eyebrow.

"You can make fun of me but at the end of the day you are the ones that will end up bald." I can't help myself so I start laughing and he joins. "Also, he's not my boyfriend."

"If we ask you, of course he isn't." the brown haired boy looks towards the kitchen door too, ignoring my suspicious look. Then he takes his phone and starts texting someone.

"What do you mean if you ask me? Who else do you ask?" I know who, but I want to hear the words from someone else so I can be sure. But Namjoon pretends he doesn't hear me and continues to type on his phone. I look down on his screen trying to read the person's name. "Typing on the phone while you're with someone is considered rude, in case you didn't know."

I lean back in my chair and watch his face, waiting for a reaction. But he doesn't move anything except his fingers. Finally, I saw the waitress coming towards our table.

"I swear I'm gonna eat all your pancakes." he smirks and leaves his phone.

"If you do that, it will be your last meal." he says with a wink. The waitress put he croissants and orange juice in front of me, then the pancakes with a glass of water in front of Namjoon. Just as she was about to leave, he stops her. "One medium vegetable omelette and sausages too, please. Thank you."

I give him a confused look. "Don't you have to watch what you eat?" he looks at his pancakes, then at me, then back at his pancakes.

"What are you talking about? I am watching what I eat." he proceeds to stare at his plate. "And it looks delicious." as soon as he said that he stuffed his mouth with the blueberries first, then pancakes.

"You're so funny I forgot how to laugh. Sometimes I miss you when you have a busy schedule but I get tired of you real soon."

"Isn't she a delight?"

I turn around quickly as I feel a voice near my ear. "Holy sh*t!" I jump and the person laughs.

"Nice to see you again." the blonde haired boy said. Just two weeks ago he had blue hair and a different clothing style. "Hi, Namjoon."

"You made it! Unfortunately I'll have to go as soon as I finish this but you have your little girlfriend here." Seonghwa sits next to Namjoon on the opposite side of me and smiles. "You two enjoy. I ordered what you told me." so that is why Namjoon was on the phone the whole time.

The two of them start a small talk and I find myself staring at Seonghwa. His look changed, but his facial expressions and body language didn't. I know exactly how he reacts when he's surprised, angry, happy or sad. I know his eyes very well. Speaking of his eyes, I noticed him giving me a few quick glances. My boyfriend, says Namjoon. I can't wait to find out what that is about.

***

"Kids, it was nice seeing you, but Hoseok told me I have to leave soon to catch them on the bus." Namjoon takes his jacket and puts his sunglasses on. Then he does his little handshake with Seonghwa and hugs me. "Enjoy your meals!"

"How old do I have to be for you to stop calling me a kid?" the blonde boy complains.

"I don't know. All you can do is wait and find out." finally, he gets up and leaves the cafe. Now I'm left with one chocolate croissant, half glass of juice and a boyfriend. They say that based on your morning, that's how the rest of your day will be. Let's see.

"Hi." he speaks first. "I'm sorry I didn't ask if you were comfortable with me coming here. I know that you're not a big fan of me." I notice one of his movements when he's nervous: playing with his fingers and rings.

"Says who?" I can be rude towards him sometimes, roasting the h*ll out of him just to have a good laugh. But as time passes I realise that while I'm getting the laugher, he's getting the embarrassment and lower self-confidence. Today I will be the best I can. "Just because I make a few jokes sometimes that doesn't mean I can't stand you."

"I wouldn't say a few jokes..." he grabs the fork and starts picking the remaining vegetables on his plate, then continues. "Are you still working in the same place?"

I explain to him that our boss had a case in her family and gave all employees three days off. He nods his head at my words as a small sign that he understands. "What about you?" I finish the other croissant, together with the juice and lean back into my chair, ready to listen to him.

"I have a few days off too. Not because something happened to my boss, but because I accidentally set the studio on fire." he replies calmly. I stare at him wide eyed, waiting for him to laugh or at least say that he is joking. But when I see that he doesn't even look at me I realise he is serious.

"Even though I'm really curious about what happened, I have another question."

I decide to ask him about Namjoon's words. It is a joke, but there must be something that created it: a situation, or a person. Seonghwa finishes his plate as well and takes a sip of his water. Then I decide that we should rather take a walk. We've been too long in this place and I need fresh air. I will ask him about it outside.

***

It is a warm, sunny day, just like they said last night on TV. Seonghwa decided that a nearby park was a perfect place to sit and talk, and I agreed. So here we are, sitting on a wooden bench, listening to birds.

"Look, I wanted to ask you-"

"Namjoon told you, didn't he?" he interrupts me. As usually, he avoids to look at me and instead just looks around the park. I turn my body towards him, putting both of my legs on each side of the bench.

"He didn't tell me much. If you want, I can pretend that I don't know anything and you can say what you wanted instead of him." I try to speak as calm as I can. With his hands in his pockets and his lip under his teeth, he still refuses to look at me. I never saw how pretty his side profile is. He truly looks like an idol: with his clear skin, sharp jaw, almost perfect face proportions.

Finally, he sighs and turns his head towards me and catches me staring. "I think I have feelings for you." he goes straight to the point. My mouth suddenly gets dry and I try to think of my next words, but when he sees that I'm trying to speak, he puts his hand up as a sign to stop. "Let me finish. Believe me when I say that I have no clue when this started, and how it started. You always made fun of me and my dreams, but I laughed with you. You always refused to go out with me anywhere, and when you did go out with me, suddenly a third person would join. In case you didn't notice, I found a job in a studio on the other side of the city, just to be far from you. That way I could help both of us, but it didn't work. I still have no f*cking idea how I fell for a person like you, but I'm-"

"A person like me?" I raise my eyebrow. "What is that supposed to mean?" the blonde haired boy laughs at my words, making me even angrier.

"From all of the things I said, that's what you decide to ask me? Yes, a person like you. A mean person. A person that would embarrass anyone just to give the crowd a good laugh, even if it meant breaking the person. You know what? Forget it. I'm going back to the hole which I came from and I'll continue working hard on my stupid and impossible dreams, as you say. I don't even know what I expected from you." with those words, he gets up from the bench, not giving me a single look. Then he starts walking away. It takes me a few moments to replay all of his words in my head, and I get mad at myself for getting mad at him. He has every right to be like this, but one thing I still can't understand.

"Hey, idiot!" I slap myself mentally. Was it hard to call him by his name? It stayed as a habit, I guess. As expected, Seonghwa doesn't turn around, so I'm forced to run towards him. I grab his arm and stand in front of him, thinking of my next words. A sorry is all I can say. His gaze is killing me. From the look on his face I can see that he is remembering all the moments I let him down. I've never felt more ashamed and bad. He laughs sarcastically again and keeps walking. "No, please! You have no idea how sorry I am. All I wanted was to fit in I didn't even think about-"

"That's the thing. You didn't even think." he interrupts me for the second time today. "I hope you feel at least a little bit like I felt most of the time."

He's trying to look angry, but every few seconds his gaze softens. I used a boy with dreams to impress people I didn't even know. As a result, I broke him.

"But still, my mind and my heart are so tired and broken that I still wish to grab you and kiss you right here, hoping that you won't push me away." the words leave his mouth as a soft whisper. My hand is still holding his arm and I can't seem to let go.

All the words he said to me made me see him in a different light. I always saw him as that guy with good grades, but too big dreams, as the guy who could take all the jokes and even make jokes about himself. But right now, in front of me stood a grown up man, confessing everything so bravely. And his wish became true; I did feel a bit like he did. Humiliated and ashamed, but ashamed of my behaviour, not my dreams.

As we stood like that in the middle of the park, I didn't notice that he closed the gap between our bodies and gently removed my hand from his arm. "I really want to kiss you." he admits and waits for a response.

"How can you kiss a person like me?" my eyes are slowly starting to get teary as I keep replaying all his words in my head. He doesn't respond to that. Instead, he grabs my face gently with both his hands and presses his soft lips on mine. I close my eyes with a sigh and allow myself to return every kiss he gives me. I melt into his touch and find myself asking for more. After a few very short kisses, he pulls away.

"How can I not kiss a person like you?" he smiles. "You did make me feel miserable, but that didn't stop me for developing feelings for you. And I always believe in second chances when it comes to people. So please use it well."

[6rookie-writer0110]

Let's kill the chorus together

Sam Arias x Male Reader

Request- Imagine being a worldkiller but diffrent and dating Sam arais and finding out being Ruby's father would include.

Plus being a part of the superfriends and he was in season 3 but go unnoticed expect brainy know's it's R because he is a hero in the future called the eyepatch. He and sam used to date in there teen year but had a nasty break because he was abused by his adopted parents. Which is one of the reasons why they break up because sam didn't know but in season 4 sam found out when brainy tells her. He and sam meet again in season 4. Can you put for the sam arias request for DMC. Can you put that R has a twin brother vergil and a little brother nero and nero's girlfriend kyrie. R's brothers are worldkiller but diffrent as him. After there mom and dad died they were separated and reunited years later.

Growing up you are being abused by your foster parents. Mentally and physically they abuse you every day, you don't understand the hatred they have for you. They tell you that you are worthless and call you horrible names. They only took you in for the government check, they get every month. You never told anyone about the abuse, you felt that is the sign of weakness, not even your girlfriend knows about it.

Your foster dad just beat the crap out of you. Now you are in the bathroom, cleaning the cut on your lip. You are feeling angry and you start to breathe hard. You have your hands on the sink, the angrier you got then you broke the sink. You freaked out because you never did that before. You just punched the mirror now you are bleeding and left the bathroom.

You don't know anything about your biological parents. You got your powers from them but you don't know that. You are figuring everything out on your own, but you are still clueless.

-----

Prom is coming up and you actually stole a single rose from a flower shop before going to school.

You go to school as nothing happened. Sam asked about the cut on your lip, you keep changing the subject. She doesn't know that you are being abused by your foster parents.

”This is for you. Sam; do you want to be my prom date?” You asked with a smile.

She smiled and kissed you.

”Yes, I will be your prom date. I love the rose” Sam said and she can't stop smiling.

----

[The night of prom]

You and Sam are not having a good time.

”Y/N what is wrong with you?!” Sam asked.

”I don't want to talk about it,” You said.

”You never want to talk about it! I know you are being abused. You arrive at school with bruises on your face. I don't get why you won't tell me so I can help you” Sam said.

”I don't need help or anyone!!” You snapped.

The anger you have bottled up inside has come out. Now you and Sam are arguing back and forth. You don't tell her what your foster parents have been doing for years.

” It's over!” You yelled.

”Are you serious!? Just like that!” Sam yelled.

”Go do whatever you want! I really don’t care. I don't ever want to see your face!!” You yelled.

Sam smacked you hard in the face. You feel your cheek burning and she walked away and you can hear her crying. But you don't stop her and you walked away also.

Since that night you and Sam haven't spoken to each other. She heard rumors that you left town without saying a word. She went home and she starts to cry hard.

✧ ✯ ✬ ✧

{Time Skip}

You and Sam still haven't spoken or seen each other in a very long time. You didn't tell anyone where you went and you didn't keep in touch with anyone. Sam lives in National City and works with Lena Luthor. Sam takes Ruby to the park and she is playing with her friends.

It wasn't long you arrived from the future. You have been through a lot and it feels strange being in the past. You are in the park sitting on the bench and you start to sketch in your book.

Much later, you start to put your stuff away and you saw a girl's soccer game. Ruby's team won and the other player on the other team kicked the ball because they lost and it hit you in the face. Your nose starts to bleed, Sam ran towards you.

”Are you okay?” Sam asked.

You looked up and her eyes opened wide.

”God, you are old” You teased.

Sam laughed then she punched your arm.

”Well, I'm glad you have a broken nose,” Sam said.

She gave you a napkin and you start to clean your nose.

”It’s been a long time,” You said.

”Yes it has. We need to talk” Sam said.

”We can do that,” You said.

-----

Your nose still hurts but it's healing. You meet up with Sam at the park. You bought coffee for Sam and you two start to walk.

”Tell me what have you been up to, and don't leave anything out,” Sam said.

”First I want to say I'm sorry what happened on prom night. I'm really sorry for hurting you” You said.

”I'm sorry too and I forgive you,” Sam said.

”Once I left, I started to travel and find my place. Turns out I have two brothers and we have bee separated and our parents passed away. We have a relationship now which is good. Now I'm a lawyer and I just moved to National City, a few weeks ago with my brothers” You said.

You do want to tell her that you and your brothers are world killers, but not in public.

”I work with Lena Luthor at her company. After I graduated high school, I moved away right away. I used to live in Metropolis and... Um, I...-”

Sam wanted to tell you that you have a daughter, but your cell phone starts to ring.

”It’s my brother. I have to go but I want to meet up with you again” You said.

”I will like that, Y/N,” Sam said and smiled.

✧ ✯ ✬ ✧

You meet up with your brothers Vergil and Nero. They are the reason you know about your powers and your parents. You and brothers work together saving people, you were in the future with them.

”Bro, Supergirl and her friends need our help,” Nero said.

”With what?” You asked.

”To stop the other world killers. Are we going to do it?” Nero said.

You and your brothers do try to have a normal life and help other heroes when they need help.

”Yeah, let's do it. So, when we will meet Sam?” Vergil said.

You and brothers start to get ready.

”Not sure yet. But I will ask if she wants to meet you two” You said.

----

You and brothers arrived in time to help Supergirl. The other world killers are trying to kill Sam and Ruby.

Supergirl and her friends are having a hard time stopping them.

”About time you three show up” Alex said.

”Better late than sorry” Nero said.

”Wait, I thought it was better late than never?” You asked.

”I think Y/N is correct. Nero, it's not sorry” Vergil said.

”Guys not right now!” Alex yelled.

”All of you are a joke” Julia Freeman said.

”That’s rude” Vergil said.

”Let’s kill them” Pestilence said.

You take out your Devil Sword Sparda and you are ready to fight. Vergil takes out his Yamato; his katana and Nero takes out his Blue Rose is a multi-barreled revolver that shoots powerful bullets.

You or them don't listen to Kara and Alex’s plan. Pestilence was going to kill Sam but you jumped in and blocked Pestilence’s attack with your sword.

”Sorry, Sam I didn't tell you but I will explain later” You said.

”You better after we get out of here alive” Sam said.

Sam isn't mad that you didn't tell her, because she has a secret also. Your brothers start to help Alex and Kara fight the evil world killers. You made sure they didn't hurt Sam and Ruby.

”Take them out of here!” Kara yelled.

”Follow me,” You said to Sam and Ruby.

You take them somewhere safe and Nero just arrived. You and Nero look around to make sure the world killers won't kill them.

”Don’t say it!” Nero said.

”Say what?” You lied.

Vergil and Nero hate when you say the word ’jackpot’ and you do it on purpose.

”Jackpot! We are safe” You said.

”You jerk” Nero said.

----

At the DEO, Sam and Ruby are doing fine. Your brothers went to the alien bar and you went to see Sam. Alex and Kara are happy for the help you and Brothers did. You and Sam stare at each other without saying a word.

”How are you doing?” You asked.

”We are doing fine, thanks to you and the others. Y/N, this is Ruby” Sam said.

”Hi” Ruby said.

”Hi,” You said to her.

Ruby left the room for a moment.

”Y/N, when did you even had powers?” Sam said.

You scratch the back of your neck.

”I’m a world killer but not like them. In high school, I had the powers but I couldn't explain it. When I met my brothers they explained to me about my powers and my birth parents. I didn't tell you because I thought you would think I'm insane” You said.

”Y/N... I have tell to you something important” Sam said.

Sam was going to tell you the secret but Kara walked in to check up on her. You leave to meet up with your brothers.

✧ ✯ ✬ ✧

It's game night and everyone is ready to play and have fun. You went without your brothers, Nero is with his girlfriend kyrie and Vergil is with his friends.

”Y/N, it's you. I thought I wouldn't see you again” Brainy said.

”You two know each other?” Kara asked.

”Yeah, we worked together a very long time ago” You said.

”He helped my team in the future. He is a hero in the future called the eye patch. You are back for good?” Brainy said.

”Yeah. The future was fun but I knew we couldn't stay forever” You said.

Everyone starts to play Jenga later started to play Uno. Everyone is having fun and eating chips and pizza. But Sam is not having a good time, she hasn't told you the secret.

”Y/N, can we talk in private?” Sam asked.

”Yeah sure” You said.

You and Sam go somewhere private.

----

Sam takes a deep breath and she is ready to tell you.

”Ruby is your daughter. After that night we had our fight, I found out I was pregnant the next day. I looked for you but you already left town” Sam said.

Your eyes opened wide and you are speechless. Words didn't come out of you mouth, you didn't know what to say.

”I-I-I have a Daugther!?” You said very loud

”Well the condom broke” Sam said.

”What!?” You said quickly with a high pitch voice.

”Y/N forget about the condom" Sam said.

"Well I may as well have!" You yelled.

She rolls her eyes at you.

"I'm indignant as a consumer” You said.

”Let's talk later, Y/N” Sam said.

”No, I want to talk now in fact I want to talk to the president of the condom company” You said.

You grabbed your phone and started to dial.

”Yes I'll press one,” You said.

”Idiot” Sam mumbled to herself.

✧ ✯ ✬ ✧

Sam did tell Ruby about it and she was in shock. You are feeling nervous to meet your daughter, your brothers wanted to meet her but you said next time. It was awkward at first meeting Ruby. In this situation, you didn't know what to do. But you do know that you will never put Ruby what you been through with your foster parents put you through.

You and Sam had to explain why you weren't around.

”What do I call you?” Ruby asked.

”You can call me by my name, if you are comfortable with that” You said.

”I guess,” Ruby said.

You did answer any questions she had, she believed what you said. She calls you by your name because she isn't used to calling you ’dad’ you understood that.

”You won't leave?” Ruby asked.

”What do you mean?” You asked.

”I mean, will you stay for a long time and not abandon me and mom?” Ruby said.

”Oh. Ruby, I know I wasn't around since you were a baby but this time I will be around every day to spend time with you. I won't ever leave you or your mom, I promise” You said.

---

You and Ruby play laser tag, Ruby is having a good time. She can't stop smiling or laughing. You and Ruby go out to eat pizza unexpectedly you run into your brothers. You introduced them to Ruby. You and your brothers buy more food and drinks and go home.

You are teaching Ruby on how to use the Yamato sword.

”This is so cool! I never had a sword before” Ruby said and smiled.

”Don't have your arm too low, the enemy can easily kill you” You said.

You show her how high to hold the sword. Sam came over to check on you and Ruby, but she didn't like that Ruby is using a sword.

”Y/N why would teach her how to use a sword!” Sam yelled at you.

”I’m teaching Ruby how to defend herself, just relax,” You said.

Sam is angry about it. You and Sam start to argue in front of everyone.

”Guys, don't argue in front of Ruby,” Vergil said.

”Ruby put the sword away and get your stuff we are leaving,” Sam said.

”Okay, mom,” Ruby said.

She gave you the sword back and Ruby went to get her stuff.

”I’m trying to be her friend,” You said.

”Y/N, you can't be her friend. You have to be a father, not a friend, she has enough friends. You can't do reckless stuff with her around, what if she got hurt!?” Sam yelled.

”I would have dial 911! I know what I am doing!” You yelled.

You and Sam start to yell at each other again.

”Shut up!!! Y/N, Sam is right you can't be her friend. And Sam, he isn't alone in this of being a dad, Nero, and I will help him be a dad” Vergil said.

You walked away without saying a word and Nero went after you.

”Sam, give him time. This is all new for him, he doesn't know-how to be a dad” Vergil said.

”But what about his foster dad, Robert? He was raised by him” Sam said.

”Robert was a drunk and so was his wife. They used to abuse Y/N, verbally, and physically. He won't do that to Ruby, you have my word. Y/N is trying to be the father that he wished he had growing up. You know, having a cool dad that taught cool things and stuff” Vergil said.

”Oh, I had no idea. He would hide the bruises and lie about it. I don't know what to say” Sam said.

”It will be okay, Sam. We just have to take it one day at a time” Vergil said.

”We do,” Sam said

✧ ✯ ✬ ✧

You and Sam are getting along much better. You are seeing Ruby every day and you take her to school. You are not mad that Vergil told Sam about your abusive foster parents. You, Vergil and Nero, are staying with Sam and Ruby because of the quarantine. Ruby is happy about it and Sam kinda, Nero is a messy person and Vergil takes too long in the bathroom. Sam is her office working, while you and the others are bored.

Ruby takes out her phone and she starts record, you having a eating contest with Vergil and Nero.

”I can’t believe you guys are eating jalapenos” Ruby laughed.

”They will lose because I can handle spicy food,” Nero said.

You, Nero and Vergil start to eat faster. Your mouth is starting to burn and tears go down your face. Sam comes downstairs

”What is going on?” Sam asked.

”They are having a jalapeno eating contest” Ruby giggled.

Sam sighed ”Idiots” she went back upstairs.

---

You and your brothers are playing another game, it's true or dare. Nero asked if any of you hooked up with each other girlfriend.

”Why would you ask that in front of Ruby!?” You asked.

”This is getting interesting” Ruby laughed.

”I actually hooked up with your girlfriend, Nero, and I didn’t know,” Vergil said.

”What!?” Nero yelled.

Nero hit Vergil in the nuts you and Ruby laughed.

----

You and Sam sit outside in the backyard alone to talk. She did confess that she has feelings for you and you are still in love with her. But first, you and Sam want to take it one step at a time and co-parent. Nero and Vergil play video games with Ruby, you and Sam keep talking to each other.

✧ ✯ ✬ ✧

Since you and Sam didn't have a good time at prom, you decided to make it up for her. You asked your brothers for help and it took a while for them to understand what is prom.

You sent an email to her friends and they agreed to come. You and your brothers start to decorate Lena’s house. She agreed to let you do the prom. After a while decorating and setting up the speakers, you rushed home to shower and change clothes. You left to pick up Sam and Ruby. Since you found out that you have a daughter, you and Ruby started to build a bond.

”You look very beautiful,” You said.

”Thanks, Dad,” Ruby said.

She hugged you and she takes pictures with you. You see Sam come out wearing a beautiful dress and you smiled.

”You are beautiful,” You said.

She blushed.

”You look handsome,” Sam said.

”Ready to go?” You asked.

”Yeah, we are ready,” Sam said.

Everyone came to the party with their dates. Even Nero's girlfriend kyrie came to the party. Everyone starts to take pictures together and the music starts to play.

”The reason, I did this because I wanted to make it up to you,” You said.

”Y/N, it means a lot you did this. I know we both didn't have a good time at prom, but this makes it up for it. I'm glad to be your date” Sam said.

She kissed you and she can't stop smiling.

---

The next day, you and Sam went to City Hall. Ruby and your brothers also went to be the witness, because you and Sam are getting married. Once you and Sam kissed they started to cheer. You and Sam can’t stop smiling at each other and Ruby start to take pictures.

”I want to be with you forever and raise Ruby,” You said.

”I can't believe I’m stuck with you forever” Sam joked.

You and Sam laughed and she kissed you.

[addictofsupernatural]

Emotions (pt. 4)

Billy Hargrove x reader

Summary: Billy gets sick, and y/n goes to his house for a surprise visit.

Word Count: 1920

Chapter 1 • Chapter 3 • Chapter 5

Over the next few weeks, the two of you had done many things together and had gotten even closer. You two went to the movies, a carnival, and even drove over an hour to a beach, where he teased you about your sloppy sand castle making skills. Most of the time he was at your house, eating with your family or just hanging out. There were even times where Hopper found Billy while driving and invited him to his house for dinner.

Because of that late beach night though, Billy ended up getting sick. Although he told you over the phone that he'd be fine, you secretly made a plan to visit him at his home. He always dodged your request to go to his house, but you made a plan to make him soup after school and deliver it to him.

Going to school without Billy felt weird and different. It felt lonely again, which became a foreign feeling. People began to treat you the way they treated you before Billy. Especially in biology.

One girl sat in Billy's seat and leaned into your space. "So how's it been being Billy's little whore?"

You didn't like that. Usually you didn't care about what people said about you, but her putting down Billy's name made you mad, something you didn't really ever have to deal with.

"I'm his friend, but maybe you don't know the difference." You tried to keep your voice calm, though it was surprisingly hard. You didn't want to look at her face, you were afraid that it'd get you angrier.

"Excuse me? You really think you can speak to me like that?!" You kept your eyes focused on the window. "Look at me when I'm talking to you!"

You looked at her. Her hair was full of hairspray, and you could tell that her hair is naturally straight, but she curled it. She wore heavy make up, and her hair was tied up high in a scrunchie. "Okay, what am I supposed to be looking at?"

She scoffed. "Someone who's way hotter than you." She glanced at a group of girls speculating, who nodded for her to go on. "Maybe you should leave it to the pretty girls to be with the guys like Billy. You probably aren't ready to give them what they really want."

You watched her smile at the group of girls. Your anger began to disappear. You understood now. She was just a girl, trying to fit in with bad people that control other people by bullying.

You looked in her eyes. "That's the wrong mentality. If someone isn't giving you attention, then you shouldn't try to give them your attention. You should just find someone who treats you the way you want to be treated."

She had her mouth open with something to say, but nothing came out. The bell then rang, and everybody went back to their seats.

After school when Hopper picked you up he also picked up Max so she could tell you where they lived. You first went to your home to make him soup and warm tea. When you finished, you told Hopper that you and El were spending the night with Max. So he dropped the three of you off.

"Crap." Max said. "Billy's dad is home. I don't know how he'll react to you giving Billy the soup and tea."

"El might have physical powers, but I have emotional powers. It'll be fine." That caused Max to crack a small smile, with the thought of that asshole of a stepdad losing to someone for once.

The three of you stepped inside, immediately causing Neil Hargrove to stand up from the couch. He eyed you, since you seemed around Billy's age. He stuck out his hand, to which you shook. "Hello sir. It's nice to meet you." You offered him a smile.

"Hey. Mind telling me what your doing here?" You saw him glancing down your body once more, with the snug clothes that Billy had bought you on.

"Oh, my sister and I are spending the night with Max. We just wanted to make sure that she goes to school safely tomorrow in case her brother isn't well enough to take her."

"Billy's always been a lazy ass kid. He can take her to school tomorrow, and you–"

You put a hand on his shoulder, sending exhausted emotions into him. "Sir, you look beat. You should probably go to bed."

"I... No, I–" You sent stronger emotions through him. "Yeah, yeah I'll go to bed now."

As he left for his room, you unzipped your backpack to take out the dinner you made for Billy. Max knocked on the door, and you heard Billy croak out a what?! "I have a surprise for you." Max said. "I'm coming in, so you better have clothes on!"

"What the fuck is the point of knocking when you just invite yourself in?!" He sat up angrily, but then saw you. His facial expression went from annoyed to shocked.

"Hi Billy."

"Sweetheart, what are you doing here?" You calmly walked over to the bed and sat on the edge. "My dad–"

"Is in bed right now." You said. "He agreed to let me and El sleep over for Max before he went to bed." At this point Max showed El to her room, leaving the two of you alone.

"No, that can't be–" He cut himself off with a coughing fit.

"Billy." You said. "I have a way with people. Just trust me. Please?" You asked him, in a teasingly innocent way. He nodded, his face becoming more relaxed. You handed him the soup and tea. "I made these for you, so you can get better. I hope you like them."

He set them down on his dresser and scooted closer to you. He hooked his finger under your chin and raised your head. "You're too good for me doll."

You smiled gently and put your hand over the one that had your chin. As you put his hand down, you gave him a kiss on the cheek. "You should give yourself more credit."

He stared at you, his face beginning to feel hot. "What was that for?" He quietly asked.

You looked down in embarrassment. "Um, I saw somewhere that a kiss on the cheek was a term of endearment between someone important to you. Maybe I misinterpreted the meaning. Sorry."

He quickly put a hand on your cheek in a slight panic. "No no, sweetheart! That did mean something! I was just a little surprised, is all." You smiled and nodded, leaning into his hand. He gave you one of his charming, cheeky smiles. "Can I get another one on the lips?"

You chuckled. "No, that's different."

"It's to help me feeling better." He began to crawl closer to you.

"That's not what it means." You covered his mouth with your hand as he laid you down, trying to nuzzle his way into a kiss. "Billy!" You giggled. "Your going to get me sick!"

Max made a loud cough, stopping the two of you. "So, maybe you should put on your pajamas."

You sat up and ran your fingers through your hair. "Right! I forgot to bring something to sleep in."

"Maybe you could use one of Billy's shirts."

You looked at Billy, who nodded his head. You then grabbed a Led Zeppelin shirt while Billy stared at Max's smug face. Max did always say that he was a horny ass who would get what he deserves. He guessed that this will be that time; the thought of you in only his shirt and your underwear just sounded so hot to him, and Max was just eating it up.

As Max left, you were about to follow her before you left Billy grab your wrist. "Wait," he said, his voice low. "Can I have another kiss? Please?"

You leaned down and brushed a piece of hair from his face before kissing his forehead. "Good night Billy." You then walked out, leaving Billy to push his face into the pillow, his face burning and smiling.

"Ugh, what do even see in him?" Max asked as you put on the shirt.

You chuckled. "He's a good friend to me Max. Besides you, he's one of the people I know who treat me like a normal person."

She let out a sigh. "Whatever."

"Good morning." You said as Billy watched you put up your hair in the open bathroom. Instead of leaving your hair completely down after taking your morning shower, you put up your bed head in a half bun. "How are you feeling?"

He leaned in the door frame. "Better, thanks to you."

You smiled at him before playing with his hair and getting an idea. "Can I do something with your hair? It'll be discreet, I promise."

He wanted to say the hell you can, but looking into your eager eyes caused him to be reluctant. The two of you went to the dining room for Billy to sit down. He felt your fingers play with the lower part of his hair, and he secretly liked it.

As you finished and tied it together, Max came up and let out a chuckle. "Looks good, which is weird since you always look like crap." She smiled at him, knowing that he wouldn't say anything in front of you.

He then got up to look in the bathroom mirror, and smiled. You made a small hidden braid. It looked good. "I like it." He said as he came back.

"Really?" You beamed as he nodded. You all then ate cereal together whilst talking to each other. Billy thought of you in adoration. You somehow managed to make his shithole house into a normal one by just being there. You truly are that amazing.

As you and the two younger girls got into the car, Billy grabbed his backpack and walked out of his room to see his father standing in the door frame and looking at you. "She's pretty fine looking, don't you think?"

Billy felt disgusted at Neil thinking of you in that way. He mumbled out a yeah to please him.

"She isn't like the usual sluts you have, so you probably don't have a shot with her. I think you should go for someone a little more easy." Billy said nothing as his father walked away after that.

As Billy sat into the car, you put your hand on his thigh as the two girls were talking amongst themselves. You gave him a look, silently asking if he's okay. He gave you a small smile and a little nod. You gently squeezed his thigh before bringing your hand back and contently looking out the window. You knew that just asking was enough to make him feel a bit better.

By next week you got sick, to which Billy was at your house every night after school; you had Hopper make sure he was at school instead of with you. He tried his best to take care of you, and it made you feel a different kind of happiness. You still don't know what it is, but it makes your face burn up from the things he says and does.

One day El opened the door while you and Mike were playing a card game, and Billy sat on the ground next to you, scooping you up and putting you on his lap. He handed you a piece of paper. A flyer for prom. "Guess where we're going."

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[knylinphd]

kyojuro x fem!reader | cold

kyojuro rengoku x reader

female reader

Kyojuro can't help but fall in love with the new ice pillar, even though she keeps giving him the cold shoulder.

no warning

          (Y/N) had been a pillar for a few weeks when Kyojuro realized she was very interesting. At first, he had thought it was admiration. Indeed, she had amazing breath techniques, and ice wasn't a common element to use. And the fact that her haori was quite psychedelic, fitting with the ice pattern, was making her catch his attention even when he didn't mean to look at her. And oh, how beautiful she was. He didn't know if she knew how pretty she was.

Actually, he didn't know much about her, because everytime he would try to talk to her, she would give him short answers and not try to discuss more. But throughout time, it became his habit to try to make her talk more to him, and even turned his common sentences into flirty ones -he noticed it had more impact on the pillar. And today was no exception.

''(L/N)-san, good morning ! How are you today ?'' Kyojuro asked. ''Fine.'' The ice pillar simply answered. The man actually sat next to her to take his breakfast, and she didn't even shrug. ''Oh, don't give me the cold shoulder ! We're fire and ice ! We should mix !'' He said, a smile on his face. ''It would melt.'' The girl replied. Kyojuro gasped. ''It would melt only if my fire's stronger than your ice ! Does that mean you think I'm stronger than you ?!'' She only rolled her eyes, but the man took it as a compliment, still.

This discussion was usual between them, it was like an habit. But as it was quite obvious that the flame pillar liked his colleague, his friends just wanted that weird barrier they had between each other to be done with so he could finally ask her out. ''Why do you even like her ?'' Obanai asked. He wasn't one to talk, but he was quite bored right now and he had been annoyed by Kyojuro staring at (Y/N) training the future pillars for 10 minutes straight.

          ''How did Shinobu befriend her ?'' The flame pillar asked, not even answering the previous question. ''They both have the same kind of personality, I guess. But (L/N) doesn't wear the same weird smile all the time.'' Kyojuro nodded, still thinking it would be nice to see her smile, fake or not. ''I guess I'll ask Shinobu about (L/N), then.'' He replied, his eyes not getting off the ice pillar.

        ''Come on, who do you think is the most good-looking pillar ? Shinazugawa ?'' An obviously drunk Shinobu asked (Y/N). It was a girls night, and the 3 pillars were all tipsy. ''Why do you say that ? Cause he's one of those I talk to the most ?'' The ice pillar replied, Mitsuri nodding at the same time as Shinobu. ''No... Uh ! I really don't like him, but I think Rengoku is the most handsome one. His looks are very special.'' She replied, making her friends laugh. ''He catches the eye !'' Mitsuri said.

         ''You act so much like you don't like him but you really do.'' Shinobu replied. And with that, they all started to argue about how annoying the flame pillar was-or wasn't. ''You know what ? I'll be your wingman.'' Mitsuri said. ''For fuck's sake, why do I need a wingman for ?!'' The ice pillar asked, very irritated. ''So you can be with Rengoku ! Don't you like him ?'' Shinobu asked, that horrifying smile on her face intensifying. ''I told you ! So many times ! I don't !'' (Y/N) replied. ''You say that because deep down, you don't want to like him.'' The girl with pink and green hair said, a pout on her face.

        It made her friend sigh. ''He's everything I despise.'' She said, a bit quietly. ''Always yelling for anything, making a big deal out of everything, he's like an annoying version of Tengen ! And I don't even like Tengen that much !'' The ice pillar kept going for so long, it was just too obvious she actually liked him.

       That's why some days later, as all the pillars were having a dinner party, Shinobu and Mitsuri made the two pillars sit next to each other. And awkwardly, it made the flame pillar blush. Maybe because he hadn't planned this, since he usually was the one sitting there. But here, it was Mitsuri who had told him to sit there, and it was maybe also because (Y/N) wasn't wearing her usual clothes but something a bit lighter.

         ''(Y/N) ? Why won't you say something nice to Rengoku, now that you have to be forgiven for being cold all the time ?'' Shinobu asked, her smile creeping her friend out. ''You have to be forgiven for anything ?'' The flame pillar asked, his confidence back. ''I... really like your eyes.'' She said, not even looking at him. However, when she felt him staring at her, she turned to stare back, now that she was mad at him again. Shinobu was happy now, wasn't she ? (Y/N) could be her usual self !

         ''Why do you never fucking blink ? Aren't your eyes supposed to be all disgusting and stuff ?!'' She said, furrowing her eyebrows. ''I do blink.'' The flame pillar replied, quite calmly. ''No you don't !'' (Y/N) replied. ''Does it scare you ? You seem quite tense about it, I can blink if you want to.'' He said, but she only groaned and turned back to her food. ''First, you think I'm stronger than you. And now, I'm scaring you ! You really appreciate me, after all !'' He said, laughing. Way too loudly.

         ''I don't !'' The ice pillar replied, obviously annoyed. ''Come on, you're my favorite pillar ! Your breath style is the coolest one ! And I think you hate me only because you're scared that I can overpower you.'' He said, reading her like a book. (Y/N) opened her mouth, not finding anything to say, and only stuffed it with food so she could focus on something else. It only made Mitsuri and Shinobu laugh, which made her angrier than she already was.

        To tease her even more, Kyojuro asked, a grin on his face : ''Do you really think I'm the most good-looking pillar ?'' The girl's eyes widened, looking quickly towards her friends before turning her gaze to the man. ''OH MY GOD !'' However, out of the blue, some music was being played. It was a dinner party, after all. ''Do you want to dance ? Or are you scared that I'll be a greater dancer than you ?'' Kyojuro asked, offering his hand. 

         The ice pillar gasped, arching an eyebrow at him. ''I took dance classes for 8 years. I think I'm much better than you.'' She replied, taking his hand as a challenge 'only'. Mitsuri applauded silently her flame colleague at the gesture, and he smiled back at her. ''See how much I could learn about you if you were talking to me ?'' The flame pillar asked, his smile never fading. Nonetheless, it looked like a sad smile, this time. (Y/N) simply hummed as a reply, watching his steps as he tried to dance in synch with her. At first, she didn't care much about it.

         However, as he was stepping on her feet for the 26th time, the ice pillar decided to give him a lesson. ''You're not doing it good. Watch my feet. You have to step forward first, then on the left. It's a loop. You looked like a guy who knew how to dance, but apparently I'm really much better.'' She replied, actually escaping a faint smile at the struggle her colleague was going through. ''Oh, I get it now ! Thanks !'' Kyojuro said, now looking back into the girl's eyes, smiling.

        ''See how much I could learn from you, as well ?'' This time again, she simply hummed. ''Why don't you talk to me ? Is it really because I'm 'too much' ? Because you're really scared of me ? Because if we associated fire and ice during our missions, we would be sure to succeed.'' Kyojuro said, this time taking a very calm tone. It shocked the ice pillar, her face heating up. ''You are... really loud, indeed. But I'm not scared of you at all !'' She replied, making the man laugh. ''Well, if I calmed down with you until you're comfortable enough, will it be okay ? Cause I know you're quite loud when you hang out with the girls. I guess you just need to warm up a bit to the person you're talking to.''

         He was right, so she nodded. But she noticed a really small detail. ''Did you do a pun with the 'warm up' and the fact that you're the flame pillar ?'' Kyojuro laughed -quite loudly, he coughed after he realized it- that she had noticed it. ''And perhaps, we'll even go to dinner only together ? Don't worry, I'll take you somewhere fancy. I know you said I was the most good-looking pillar here, and I believe you've noticed how much I've been staring at you.'' He said.

        ''Calm down. Maybe then, I'll eat with you alone.'' She replied. ''We'll be the embodiment of 'someone will die -of fun' !'' He said, after gasping. It actually made (Y/N) snort. ''What the hell does that even mean ?'' She asked, smiling when he saw the weird face he was doing at her reaction. ''It means that you'll warm up to me and stop being so cold !'' He said, referring to their breath styles once again. ''If making you calmer meant making you say puns all the time, I don't know if I actually prefer you loud.'' She said, making Kyojuro laugh once again. He had finally broken the glass, and he couldn't be happier. She was finally opening up to him.

[arathergrimreaper]

Tbh, if my mother would just let me be mad at her for a bit, I would calm down way sooner. Esp. when she's the one I am fucking mad at. I walk away and she follows me and starts pestering the hell out of me. I do not want to do things for you right now. Like, she has the nerve to upset me then be like, 'oh, can you get me some tea?' Um, fucking no??? Get it yourself?

Then if I have the gall to stand up and express that I am angry or being treated unfairly, she sits there and guilts me until I cave. My ass is real tired of caving. I don't want to cave. I want to be angry. I want to scream and tell her fuck off, which I don't because I'm not one of those kids who does that to their parents even when I'm angry. But still! Why does she feel she can get away with treating me any old way and calling me names because I am a little put out about something? All that does is make me angrier.

Tbh, I could have gotten over waiting to see Black Panther a bit. I was disappointed, but I still went and made coffee and just figured I'd focus on the other shit I needed to do today, but then she starts in and gets annoyed with me when she asks me to do something that she fuckin knows I'm uncomfortable doing. Just because I was having issues with it because I don't want to do it, she tells me I'm being 'st*pid' because I'm 'pissed off'. I wasn't tho??? And who tf is she to tell me I can't be pissed if I want to? I've been looking forward to this movie all week. I woke up early on my fucking day off with the sole purpose of cleaning my rats' cage and going to see it. And she doesn't want to go 'to save gas' and she doesn't have money, which, 1. she does not get paid until the first of the month, so she still won't have money. 2. It's her own fault she stayed up all night again 3. She is so anti-movie theater now it's ridiculous (anti-leaving the house for any reason really) 4. I already planned to pay for all this and have extra gas since I don't have skate lessons or an extra day of work this week.

At the core of this just feels like. . .I keep putting my life on hold for my mother. She knows I don't fucking have a choice in the matter because I can't afford to move out and long drives still make me nervous. She claims to be so different from my dad but they are really quite similar. We put our lives on hold for him for years and it got us fucking nowhere. I don't know from one day to the next if I'm still going to be here. If I even want to still be here. I'm tired of always saying 'next time' when I don't know if a next time is ever going to happen.

[dmnqboss]

BEWARE OF FUCK NIGGAS!

This was a guy I was "dating" from work. We were "together" for 8 months. We went to his house most nights after work, spent our days off together. It felt like a relationship. The more time we spent the more I was feeling him. And it felt reciprocated. We eventually came to terms that we were together. It was more hesitant on his end (RED FLAG ⚠️)

It started off, him plotting on me. Whenever he saw me he made slick comments. You know the comments I'm talking about. He's from the Bronx. He was older, 39. I'm was 23. So I still like that slick shit. He was the only guy not afraid to approach me. *cough* narcissist. So he got my attention.

I hadn't spoken or been with anybody for 3 months before him. Before that time I had been talking to and trying to develop a relationship with an engineer on the job for 2 months but I was hesitant about being with him. But he wanted to be with me so bad. And before that I had not entertained a man at all for 1 year and a half. So I was rusty and needed oil to loosen up. Whether it was sexually or mentally. I needed a Male presence. I grown and I need love too.

Time passes and we are fucking with eachother a little heavier. It gets heavy when I tell him I love him 🙄🤦🏽‍♀️. Yes I'm a dumbass. I would never let him break up with me because I didn't like his approach. (Over text, starting a fight, etc.) And he always wanted to break up over something petty. (I should've ran). I thought I was being a woman by challenging him to love and open up. Too him that was crazy, bipolar etc. But I didnt see it that way.

He always called me ugly, said I was fat. One time we had a pregnancy scare and he barked on me. Told me to get on birth control and I better not be pregnant. He always spoke to me in disgust.

I had bad hair days and there were times my hair wasnt done. Now I am grown so I never roll out bed and bounce. I do something it just doesn't last throughout the day.I have a stressful life and thats an understatement. I didnt always have the time or money. He made sure he let me know how repulsed he was by me. But never offered to pay for my hair to be done. I asked him one day and he said no, he said I'm a grown ass woman who can take care of myself. He would go as far as not speaking to me in public. And humiliate me in public if we were together around his boys.😔🙍🏾‍♀️

During our time together he always compared me being black to being crazy. Mind you he is a full grown black man. He always spoke about Spanish girls and mixed girls. But sometimes tried to uplift me. Sometimes! Whenever I felt beautiful or confident he found something wrong with me.

I stayed. 😤. But that's because we had the best times. We were cool, we were homies. Honestly I took it as him never being afraid to be honest with me. We kicked it all the time.I loved him. We both expressed how comfortable we were around the other. He even told me he never felt that way with anyone else 🙄. I know sis, I fell for it.

One day one of his work friends, our colleague, came up to me and said I was sexy. Then tried to kick it to me during my break. He knew that we were together so, I didnt entertain it but I didn't put a direct stop to it. We were at work and I was uncomfortable.

When he got to work, I was on my way out. I talked to him in the office. I told him what transpired and told him not to get mad. He got mad but internalized it and said he didn't care. He questioned why I told him that, as if I was being messy or malicious.I came back minutes later to get his keys, I had been staying in his apartment for a week straight. Cooking for him. Cleaning for him. As a trade off in a way, but I enjoyed doing it.

I had just smoked and taken a bath. So I was relaxed and I fell asleep around 10 PM waiting for him to get home. At 12:30 he calls me to open the door and he sounds mad. So when I open the door I ask him if he is ok. He doesn't answer and is pacing like he wants to say something. But he doesn't. I think everything is Gucci so I get back in bed and fall asleep.

He starts talking.

"I'm going to ask him."

I say "ok."

He keeps going. Angrier and angrier by the second.

I'm baffled and I just kind of let him go off for a few. Since I'm not giving a reaction he starts to dig and dig and dig until I cant take it. I get Heated but I'm still trying to diffuse the argument as I'm water and hes lit up, I'm staying calm basically. But he keeps going and now we are both yelling. But when I yell he pretends I'm the one wilding out and gets quiet😡. (He has a history of doing this) So I go off, defending myself. Because he is insuating wild shit. The colleague told him I asked him for drinks... A YEAR AGO! I admitted I did because he expressed how his dad just died, he missed his daughter, etc. I was being a friend, plus I was getting drinks after work on my dolo ANYWAY!

This made me mad. Because instead of just chopping it up man to man, he questions me and insuates me being a ho. Mind you I'm with him ALL THE TIME. I'm very loyal when I'm holding somebody down. But I'd I'm single I do me. And most times I entertain NO NIGGAS! I'm a chill person. So when I'm fed up. I'm fed up fed up!

So boom I'm going in, but never do I disrespect him. I love him, why would I? But im letting him have it to defend myself. He expressed that he didnt want to hear shit like that. And I agreed to never tell him again.

It gets heated he tells me to leave in the middle of the night. I live in a different state so my trains dont operate like NY trains. I say no and lay back down because hes being dramatic, at least that's what I see it as. We were in a relationship so we fought like this from time to time.

Disclaimer: He drank all day and drank a bottle of Titos when he got home. So I'm ignoring him because he is drunk as well. He drinks everyday, he is a a functioning alcoholic.

I get smart and say

"You talking mad shit yet you drinking MY whole bottle of liquor"

He pegs the bottle in my direction and it hits the wall. I know he wasnt going to hit me but he was trying to scare me.

I scream at him. Because now hes fucking bugging.

So while I lay in silence and he watches a movie, I'm texting my mom. I tell her i want to leave in the AM and never come back. She asks if I'm ok and if I need help. I say no. 1 minute later something clicks and says, GTFOH! So she calls me an uber and I get my things situated. He tells me to take the groceries I brought to him the day prior. So I do.

I go into the room to figure out why this bothered him so much. I grabbed leg so I can stand in front of him. He exchanged words with me and then

BOOM! I'm pinned against the wall, my head hits the closet door.

BOOM! It happens again.

Hes grabbing my face and neck and pinning me against his bed.

(I don't know about you but this does not sound like a tussle to me)

I wasnt fighting back. Honestly I was a little shook and confused. Because this is the very thing he said he would never do.

He walks to fix his bed so I started calling him a piece of shit, crying.

I walk away talking shit towards the door we get near the door and he picks me up and slams me really hard into the wall that happens to have the power box on it. And guess what hits it? Yup. My head. 🤕.

When he let's go and stops, he checks his chain because I kept grabbing his collar so I wouldn't fall too hard. I push his shoulder when I'm down, out of disbelief and frustration.

Once I do that.

I'm done.

He grabs me , slams me into the wall with the towel rack and then slams me into the tub. My head hits tha rim and I can no longer fight. That took the wind out of me. I didn't want to fight anymore. He stared into my eyes and I could tell he would've put me in the hospital if I tried to fight back. At this point I want to get out of here. When he slams me into the tub his chain pops because I was grabbing his collar. This was unintentional. I know the sentiment affiliated with his chain.

I get everything and throw all the food and things I bought for his kitchen, out. Meanwhile my uber was waiting for 10 to 15 minutes outside.my mom is calling and texting and asking to call the police. I hop into the uber and immediately block all contact with this man.

So the messages posted were right after everything and I am seeing them in my blocked message settings today.

I was distraught.

This man spent 8 months with me. Seeing eachother 3 to 4 times a week. Sometimes we never left each other's side. Spent some crucial moments in our lives with eachother. Our birthdays, holidays, spoke to our moms about eachother, I got a promotion at work, my father almost died, he was right there. Good and bad. I thought we were riding for eachother.

I had to realize that this man, owes me nothing. I learned to never be so vulnerable with people like this. Who can torment me after physically harming me. I had a headache for a week because of the trauma to my head. I had a concussion before so I knew I he gave me one. But I didnt want to say anything. I thought he was a good man who made a mistake. But he is just a toxic narcissist.

Beware of fuck niggas. When you notice signs that he is abusive, mentally or physically, please run. You can not change him.

Do not demean yourself for someone like this. I was vulnerable and allowed him to play with that. I gave him power. Vulnerability needs to be saved for your HUSBAND! A man who loves just like you. Who would jump for you. Ride with you. Who would never, even after a nasty split, do this to you.

Thank God every day and focus. Count your blessings and remind yourself to stay prayed up. If you're an empath, sensitive person, unconditional, kind, or even a mess with a great heart... dont you dare let anyone demolish your character. Hold your soul tight and remember that this is all you have to stay resilient against toxicity like this. Love yourself so that you never have to seek validation from NO ONE!

Love yourself. And dont ever feel stupid for loving unconditionally. Keep that, especially if it's in your nature. This physical world is always full of temporary shit. That divinity your heart possesses, that's forever and nobody can buy that or take that away.