#it's been 2 months!!! 😭😭😭 btw. god finally

[seaofreverie]

Me whenever Sparks post a new photo -> ☺️☺️💖💖💞☺️💗💖💞

[maplesyrupsainz]

˖⁺｡˚⋆˙love is never logical | 2023 grid˖⁺｡˚⋆˙

pt3

pairing: 2023 f1 grid x nepo baby y/n prost reader (she/her)

genre: social media au, friends to lovers

warnings: spoiled nepo baby:)) 3rd & final part!! fluffy af probably

summary: in which everyone's favourite nepo baby finally feels ready to share her love story with the world ❤️

a/n: last part tehehe this was so fun to write LOL it feels so silly & ridiculous fr but hope u like it i tried to make it not super obvious who her man is but idk if it worked

request!!!: I would love a smau with reader who’s a nepo baby but is everyone’s fave nepo because she’s just living life aesthetically and the grid loves her and she’s hinting at a soft launch (idrc with which driver)

fc: gracie burns

my masterlist

part 1 • part 2 • part 3

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ynprostupdates an image of daniel ricciardo holding a mystery woman in an embrace from last night has been circulating, rumours saying it was y/n prost. could daniel be the mystery man that y/n has been soft launching on her social medias the past few months?

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user1 NO WAY

user2 i thought daniel was with heidi? 😭😭

user3 well that definitely isnt heidi 💀

user4 well duh

user5 where my y/ndaniel shippers at

user6 all rise

user7 nooo i really thought it was lando

user8 where's that one y/nlance truther from twitter at right now

user9 bit of an age gap

user10 you must be new here

user11 💀💀💀

user12 that could literally be anyone, also it's ONLY A HUG!!

user13 🤔

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yourusername my fwends

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user14 obsessed with y/n subtly setting the record straight about daniel 💀

liked by yourusername, heidiberger_

danielricciardo i meant what i said y/n, you are banned from drinking alcohol

landonorris i second this

yourusername since when did men think they could tell me what i can & cant do? 🤔

danielricciardo since you became a danger to urself & others perhaps

heidiberger_ im on ur side btw y/n/n

yourusername knew i could count on you

user15 this feels like such a random group of people to hang out separately

user16 i dont think so they're all friends arent they?

user17 tbh i think everyone loves y/n but she does this thing every so often where she hangs out with wags & i think it's to make sure everyone knows she's not overstepping or anything

user18 y/n is my favourite (potential) wag

yourusername posted a story

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landonorris since when were you in ireland

yourusername since like 2 hours ago

landonorris why

yourusername never been

landonorris you know a race weekend starts tomorrow right

yourusername you know we're not f1 drivers right?

danielricciardo bring me a guinness back!

yourusername y/bff/n said she'll bring it in her mouth & feed you it like a little bird

danielricciardo dont want one anymore

user19 Y/N WHY ARE YOU IN MY COUNTRY

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yourusername no one panic we're back on time

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user21 was lance in ireland with her

user22 no just lily y/bff/n & some other girls apparently

landonorris slay‼️

oscarpiastri are you relaxed now

landonorris urm. yes

yourusername LOL

lance_stroll everyone cheered

lilymhe 😌😌😌

user23 i want y/n's life

user24 i just want y/n

alex_albon can i have my girlfriend back now?

yourusername for now yes

yourusername posted a story

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lilymhe omg y/n

lilymhe this is so hard launch

yourusername 😭😭😭 DONT SAY THAT

lance_stroll 😧😧😧

user25 THERE'S NO WAY YOU GUYS ARENT DATING

user26 OH MY GOD IM SCREAMING

lewishamilton congratulations to you both😊

yourusername THIS WASNT MEANT TO BE A HARD LAUNCH

maxverstappen1 only took him almost beating me for you to hard launch

yourusername you STILL got no bitches max

yourusername sorry for being mean im overwhelmed right now

maxverstappen1 it's all love 🤔

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yourusername & i fell for you like water 💧

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lance_stroll i love you ❤️

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lilymhe FINALLY

yourbff thank god coz i cant keep anymore secrets

danielricciardo anymore? what else do you know?

lewishamilton congratulations for real this time!

maxverstappen1 congrats on pulling

yourusername 😘

landonorris 🎉🥳🍾🎁🎈🎊

charles_leclerc i miss you y/n please get rid of this man and return to ferrari immediately

carlossainz55 i second this

scuderiaferrari we third this

yourusername for you guys i just might😌❤️

alex_albon officially graduated from third wheel status

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lance_stroll

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lance_stroll this is me flexing

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yourusername 🫶🫶🫶

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pierregasly kika is celebrating rn

yourusername my girlll😊😊

fernandoalo_official congratulations to you both 🎉‼️❤️💚

user32 this is so personal to me

user33 she is so amazing

yourbff OMG PRETTIEST GIRL ALIVE

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[sarahjtv]

My Hero Academia Chapter 425 Spoiler Talk

I'm enjoying writing about this stuff again, though I've got a headache going on, so I'll do the best I can for now. I might add in stuff later:

I'm very happy to see our Big 3 graduate finally! I was kinda worried Mirio wouldn't even graduate for a second, but I'm happy to see that he did and he gave a valedictorian-esque speech to everyone talking about rebuilding society so everyone can have a bright future like Sir Nighteye wanted. Ending his speech with a joke is such a Mirio Togata thing 😂. I'm going to miss that guy so much 🥹

Why are Deku and some other students just lying on the ground with their feet up like that btw? Did they run out of chairs or something? It's a weird, quirky little thing that's just there, I guess.

The narration mentions that it's June in the MHA universe now (Happy Pride, btw 🏳️‍🌈). So, if the War took place around April or May, then it's been at least 1 month since we last saw the kids at the hospital.

Our class 1-A is now officially Class 2-A! They're finally second years as they should have been. Everyone including Aizawa is alive, though saying they're well is debatable. Everyone is clearly still injured in some way, shape, or form. Most have several bandages and even Jiro looks like she has a prosthetic for her missing left earphone jack.

Quick note: I notice that Bakugo is actually wearing a tie with his uniform now. It's still not buttoned up, but you can tell that he's definitely softened a bit since the war. EDIT: Looking at it again, it might not be buttoned up because he has a cast holding his right arm, but it’s hard to tell from the scans.

Aoyama not wanting to return to UA is sad, but it makes sense. I'd argue that he earned his place there regardless of AFO's influence, but I can understand that he doesn't feel that way and wants to redeem himself and become a hero in his own way without being forced to betray his friends and teachers.

Replacing Aoyama will be Hitoshi Shinso! I think most of us predicted that Shinso would be joining Class 2-A, but I'm very happy to see that confirmed. It's going to be a bit of a weird start for him, but I think he'll get used to his new classmates quickly.

Another quick note: The second-year cloud girl, Fuwa Mitawa, is seen quite a bit in this chapter and her return is something Horikoshi promised many volumes ago, so I'm glad to see him keep that promise.

Those two first panels of Shouto make me so sad, y'all 😭... His hair is so messy and you can see bags under his eyes. It's hard to tell because of the leaks, but I don't know if there's even light left in his eyes. He looks so exhausted. What happened to Dabi, Endeavor, and the rest of his family? I have no doubt that he's been agonizing over them for god knows how long. I hate seeing him like this, honestly. He's my favorite character and deserves all the good in the world, especially after the harsh life he's been put through. I want to give Shouto all the hugs in the world 🩵.

I don't think Deku smiled at all this whole chapter btw. He tries to talk to Ochako at one point, but she interrupts him with a comment about his new haircut. He just looks sad this whole chapter. I bet he's still grieving and processing what happened. I need Izuku to open up to someone because he can't just bottle this up.

Then we have this mysterious man walking around a desolate town. We have absolutely no idea who this is, but apparently it isn't someone we know of. I want to say it's a grown-up Tenko Shimura somehow, but even that might be too farfetched.

Finally, there's Shouto and the Todorokis. Shouto reassures Deku that he's ok, but I bet my gatcha game currency that he's putting on a brave face because that final beautiful panel of him does not scream "I'm ok!" to me. If anything, I'm amazed Shouto doesn't look like he got any other permanent scars on his face at least.

It looks like Shouto is going to see his family at the hospital. Specifically Endeavor and what might be Dabi who's being kept alive in a big machine. It's hard to tell because the scans are so unclear, but I'm 90% sure that's Dabi in there. It's a miracle that man is alive given he was just a skeleton last we saw him. I'm 99% sure we're going to get a Hellish Todoroki Family Part 3 or something next chapter.

But, we won't see that until 3 weeks from now because we're officially on a 2-week break. There isn't a given reason why like Jujustu Kaisen got (Gege Akutami is sick, so he's taking 2-week break too), so I really hope Horikoshi is ok. It's either he's sick too or he needs time to think of the final chapters of MHA. Or both, that too. Regardless, any breaks given to Kohei Horikoshi to give him time to rest is ok with me. Just sucks for us as fans. Leaving us on THAT kind of a cliffhanger is just mean 😭

[awsugar]

you guys will never guess what happened to me...i was supposed to have my first real day back at work today 10-8, im dedicating myself to being on time and really putting myself back into my work to start off on a good foot after disappearing for 2 months without advance notice anyway so at 10pm last night i went to take out the trash so i could get ready for bed. early! responsible! and well the front door locked behind me. i had no phone, no wallet, no keys nothing. i panicked, i banged on the door bc ppl live in the two floors below me as well, rang their doorbells multiple times, tried to slide down the windows of my car from the outside somehow 😭 nothing worked. i walked around for a little while to see if there was anything open that might have a phone. there wasn't anything, i know the bar is around the corner where they know me but i didn't want to go there bc i was in my PAJAMAS. BRALESS. but eventually i had to go. a girl let me use her phone my mom didn't answer but the bartender gave me two cut credit cards to try and break into my own apartment 😭 and so i walked back and i tried i tried so hard that i scraped a layer of skin off my knuckle but i didn't get in, so i went back to the bar and the girl let me use her phone again, called my dad and he called and got me a triple a membership (a LOT cheaper than the fee to call the leasing agent after hours for a key) called triple A at midnight cause they said it had to be "next day" to use it 🙄 explained that i had no phone! im abandoned. they said around 2am so i said ok, i went back and sat and waited. by myself btw in the dark with nothing on me and no one and btw it was cold last night!!! i became so delirious and tired and it hurt so bad sitting on my steps for that long i stood for a while too but my feet hurted. FINALLY it was light out i walked to wawa 5 blocks called triple a again they said the person came at 335am i said lmao they didn't bc at 327 i was standing in the road watching every car go by just in case cause i was hopeful! a guy had walked by at that time and i just asked him what the time was so i know it was 327 they did NOT come at any point i watched every car no one stopped or slowed down and there was no triple a logo. anyway they said ok you're back on the list they'll be there about 45 min. i called my dad to let him know he said he hadn't slept cause he hadn't heard from me btw it's 7am now. been outside for 9 hours. and i told him im gonna have to call and let my boss know that it's not possible for me to come in today and he starts yelling at me! i said im not arguing with you on the wawa phone rn. walked back and sat and waited some more. and then before triple a got there the girl who lives on the 1st floor came out! magically! to go to work! and i was like oh my god. i went inside but. I KNCKED SO MUCH I BANGED I RANG THE DOORBELL she was in there the whole time. i ignored my parents telling me i had to go to work bc i was like. what part of me being awake outside in the cold by myself and awake for 24 hours makes you think im gonna go to work and make that 36 hours..btw didn't get to take my meds last night either! so i felt awful. my feet's were absolutely killing me, i was dead exhausted, still cold from being outside, i have BRUISES ON MY BUTT from sitting on the concrete steps. i texted my boss like hoping she would have a shred of humanity i said im willing to work 10 days straight idec im about to die and i would be a zombie if i tried to come rn. anyway im sure she wasn't pleased but she didn't fire me and i know my hours for tomorrow and sunday. and yes. anyway. i've been through so much. god forgot about me.

[riansdiary]

Rian's Diary Entry #7

I'm back~

This song is so my mood right now:

A little update from moi. I feel so proud of myself. From complaining, worrying, thinking negatively, being depressed to now feeling like a fucking queen (excuse my french), hardly any negative thoughts, not paying attention to what I don't want, knowing it's done in 4d, not finding it in the 3d, leaving the 3d alone, feeling extra confident and empowered because I now know and understand that changing the 3d and the how is not my job and not my problem. Confident and empowered again because I decided and know it's done now regardless of what I see in front of me.

Your girl came a loooong way and I'm really proud of myself for that. Been persisting like a baddie and finally getting a heck ton of money just by following my dad's instructions and clicking a button everyday on this cryptocurrency app. Btw it's not Illegal or whatever, it is an official trusted cryptocurrency app and people are able to use it now to earn that currency and convert that to actual cash. I will literally get paid to exist! Oh My God. I am so proud of myself. I don't care whether my other desires are in the 3d or not, all I know is that IT IS DONE! I will fully accept them as facts now. Thank you and I will keep going with that boss/queen attitude! I know my inner child is probably so so so happy right now! 😭

This is a success story and a diary entry in one! Also if anyone wants to know what app it is, please message me with your country. It's available in 10 countries only right now so hopefully it's available for you! I have an article thing that says which countries it is currently available in. Anyways, I am really proud of how far I've come in terms of the law of assumption and manifesting! I swear I was over consuming, over complicating and was extremely lost just like anyone who's just starting and doesn't know what works for them. I wanted to write this because I'm so happy I'm feeling even more confident, positive and empowered about manifesting!

I have a little subliminal journey update for you! I quit listening to my playlist and decided to focus on two subliminals. I decided to commit to it for 2-3 months even though I know I have my full results already. The first is an oldie but a goodie! It's Baejin Cafe's rain version most intense glow up ever beauty and life! I chose this because it's packed with things that I want. Everything that you could ever think of is in this subliminal! That's for my overnight sleep sub. I listen to it mostly 7-8 hours a day when I go to sleep. The rain sounds really help me sleep faster and relax. The second one is G3m1nI's doppelganger face morph in 1 listen sub! It's my day sub that I listen to when I'm playing games and just chilling. I listen to it one to two hours a day.

Some results I'm getting is that, I'm starting to look more like Wonyoung! My last Pictriev similarity check with the same angle and pose, I am now 55% similar to her! 🎉

I have been noticing that my skin is clearer and more glowing than usual. My hair is much longer and thicker now. I was surprised how fast my hair grew recently. My eyes seem more sparkly too. My dancing skills are improving even more. My lips plumper and jawline sharper. My stomach got flatter. I also look a bit CGI, noticed that since I re-read the benefits. I used to hate my face tbh back then but I stopped focusing on that and using subs. Now I don't hate it as much, I love it! I look good even with just a tone up cream, blush and lip tint. Last thing I noticed is that I have less face fat now.

So that's all for now everyone! If I accidentally notice anything else I'll make another post!

Yours Truly,

Lady Rian Whistledown 💋

[ofallthingsnasty]

I know I haven't been following you for that long, but I have gotten invested in your fanfics and ocs so FAST. Not even kidding when I say that I spend tons of time just daydreaming about your fics lol They just scratch that itch I have for dark stories, it's amazing😭😭😭 And damn all these character lore drops are just watering my crops😫 Especially the bits about Evan and Micah.

I knew I was right to be scared of Evan since the beginning but yikes on bikes, I didn't expect him to straight up resort to maiming you if you act out ⊙▂⊙ I imagine that if the reader did ever manage to escape while Evan was out, it wouldn't be at all out of character for him to go "well reader, looks like you're losing the 'having both of your legs privilege'🙂" And he would feel super bad about it, but he would still do it. Probably while crying and saying something along the lines of this is going to hurt me more then it's going to hurt you, while the reader is begging and crying for him to not do it. Ughhh I got chills just typing this out💀Yeah Evan scares me quite a bit, anyways amazing character cant wait to see more of him lol🥰

And our favorite resident jerk Micah Bell, I do hate his guts but I have always found his character really morbidly fascinating and fun to witness in game. I sit there and go 'wow this guy is such an asshole.....why isn't he in more scenes and missions?(look if you hate him then that means that Peter Blomquist did his job perfectly👌) Micah is definitely one of my favorite villains ever and my goodness you have done this awful and nasty man justice in 'through the briar' 😖 And that bit of lore you posted just adds to it. Micah already doesn't like the reader in the slightest, in the beginning he saw her as an annoyance, an easy target to bully, and a opportunity to one up Arthur. But from what you posted, if the reader ends up pregnant he seems to genuinely resent you for the situation "you" put him in. To Micah you just had to have the utter AUDACITY to get pregnant, when he just wanted to have a little fun. And now he has to do all this work to look after the reader and their children (by work it means he probably shows up once a month, twice if he's feeling extra generous. And hands you a single can of beans that prob expired three years ago, 15 dollars and a quarter, don't forget the quarter💀all that to feed maybe 2-4 kids? Gee thanks for the help🙃)

I imagine whenever he does come home its like walking on eggshells for the reader and the kids, cause Micah is looking for any reason to get verbally and physically abusive towards them, especially the reader. (btw do you think Micah has even a hint of affection for his children? I know he doesn't love you in the slightest💀 but maybe the kids got a fraction of his cold, dead heart😭😭) In the little escape attempt from Micah scenario you have planned, I can honestly see him calling the reader an 'ungrateful bitch' for running from him after all he's done for you🙃🙄 That he didn't have to do "right" by you after you got pregnant, but he did. And this is how you repay him? And after that little speech....yeah it won't be pretty for the reader🫥

Anyways enough of my rambling😅As you can see your fics are just feeding my brain hahaha (holy crap this is a long ass post I'm sorry lmao💀)

Oh my god, this is so sweet!! I am amazed that my writing could have such an influence on anyone 😭💕 You don't know how much internal back-and-forth I did before I finally was able to publish 'through the briar' - because I thought the concept was so silly and had big, big self-doubts but that fic really showed me that there is always someone who wants to read whatever idea it is one has 💕💕 So, thank you, really!!

I knew I was right to be scared of Evan since the beginning but yikes on bikes, I didn't expect him to straight up resort to maiming you if you act out ⊙▂⊙

Yes, yes you definitely should!! I only scratched the surface of his true nature in 'capture kill' but I was trying to leave some hints for the readers - I see him as a very 'classic' yandere, like the ones I used to read about when I was younger. Desperate, lovesick, willing to go to hell and back to have you - the only thing that holds him back is his little wolf pack because following their code is intrinsical to him. He's easy to underestimate, especially for a defiant darling.

I imagine that if the reader did ever manage to escape while Evan was out, it wouldn't be at all out of character for him to go "well reader, looks like you're losing the 'having both of your legs privilege'🙂" And he would feel super bad about it, but he would still do it. Probably while crying and saying something along the lines of this is going to hurt me more then it's going to hurt you, while the reader is begging and crying for him to not do it.

Yup, exactly! Like I said, it's all for the "greater good" - he already fucking hates what happens to you in 'capture kill' but again, he'll surely be the one to impregnate you and then you two can forget all about this, right? Then he will have earned you fair and square - and no one can take you away from him.

I sit there and go 'wow this guy is such an asshole…..why isn't he in more scenes and missions?

gdfdsgh same!! I would KILL for more lines like "No need to keep your face covered now. It's just you and me, sweetheart." during An American Pastoral Scene (link with timestamp for your viewing pleasure ehe) - I soaked all these missions up like a fucking sponge, both absolutely disgusted and captivated.

I imagine whenever he does come home its like walking on eggshells for the reader and the kids, cause Micah is looking for any reason to get verbally and physically abusive towards them, especially the reader. (btw do you think Micah has even a hint of affection for his children? I know he doesn't love you in the slightest💀 but maybe the kids got a fraction of his cold, dead heart😭😭)

Absolutely. You look at him a little funny and he'll be going off in an instant, laying into you as though you're his personal punching bag. For his kids? I think it's complicated. Again, he did write to Amos - whether it's to stake a claim on his kin or because of some brotherly love, we can't know - but I do think that even that man can't help but melt a little (like on a molecular level) when a little horde of Bell children vies for his attention. That lasts for three exact seconds, then he's back to cussing them out. What I'm trying to say is that he has his moments, as many abusive parents tend to have.

And I agree SO MUCH with everything you've said about Micah and the reader-character. Really, the only good thing about him is that he's gonna die in a couple of years. Although that would leave you in even rougher shape, financially. Maybe we can both hold hands and dream about John magically coming into money and helping her out or something 😭 She is so fucked. I feel so fucking bad for my own creation, especially because she's a really shy, nice little lady. She really doesn't deserve it.

(Don't apologize omg!! I really enjoyed reading your thoughts!! It's the highest form of praise that my writing makes you think™, it means I did something right 😭💕)

[taegularities]

ridddd 🫶🫶 how are you, my fav person on this app? i heard u were sick :(( pls rest up and drink a bunch of fluids 🙏

i unfortunately went to the dentist and found out i need to get ALL FOUR WISDOM TEETH OUT 🤦‍♀️ i absolutely hate the dentist and ik this will be my downfall fr 😔 plus my insurance isnt accepted by the surgeon they recommended me (its 3k wo insurance) so now i gotta try to find someone else (american healthcare is a scam ‼️)

i hope the weather is nice where you are! its finally 50 F here and im thriving under the sun 🫡

im really happy you're resting rid! ive noticed you arent as active and instead are watching shows/relaxing, i rlly hope you get some good rest (esp before ur school and job begins) ❤️

i hope you are well <3

- wife from war anon 💂‍♀️

(ps i hope i dont bother u with the long messages! i try to condense it as much as possible, but i love sharing with you!)

hello, my loooove !! aghhh yes, been feeling under the weather and sleeping all day... and my head is threatening to burst :') thank you, i'll rest lots 🥺 how have you been? <3

UGH EW dentists, i'm so sorry you have to go through all this. all four wisdom teeth? how the heck did that even happen 😭 but yeah, i don't know too much about the american healthcare system, but i've heard it's not very yay. i really hope you find someone else soon and that the teeth pulling and healing process passes smoothly 🥺

nO, gosh it's cold af... around -2°C/28°F, which is probably why i got sick at all 😭 so happy (and jealous) that you're enjoying the sun though, babe <3 yes, definitely trying to rest as much as possible.. this is the last month before july that i'll be able to chill a little, so... doing my best 💕

AND NOOO, oh my god, you don't bother me at all btw !! i love long messages, bc they show me that y'all are comfortable sharing/venting/conversing with me. it means a lot, so dw 🤍

[bbael]

hiii 🖤 i missed u,,, I’ve wanted pop by and say hello for so long now and always think of you <3 but i have been generally dead to the world for a little while now sdjsdjsdj im fine tho !! but life has just been beating my ass fr these last couple months 💀

anywho !! here i am using my last ounce of energy to lovingly scribe you a message, written in my own fair blood of course, on an ancient parchment,,, but the little bat i paid (in beetles) to deliver you my letter got lost; so im forced to type my message to u here instead, which will have to do 🙄 (sillyness)

but how have u been dearie!! i myself have not been up to much during my expiring, but the sun has started to come out again, and the bluebells where i live have started to bloom, and my pet doggy is loving to sunbathe, so those things are good. i saw a concert too the other month and have another booked for next year ! and am contemplating booking einstürzende neubaten for later this year, but i genuinely have nobody to go with that could stand it 😭

as always and forever, love u lots, and hope you have been well,, i feel so bad for not messaging for so long now, but please know i have thought of you every day 🖤 sending many of hugs, & till later my dear !! 🖤

Hiii oh my god, getting this ask a couple weeks(?) ago was such a relief hon because I was starting to think you were actually dead, like not even kidding I was concerned 😭 so good to hear that at the very least u lived and are well enough to make it to here my humble ask box.....

Literally praying for the bat bc girl is he okay :((

But I'm glad over your side of the world things are getting warmer, I yearn for the sun as much as your doggy might tbh :(. (Puppy sunbathing is such a wonderful visual too omg...)

Hope you're spending lots of time outside and making the most of it! Here's cooling down pretty fast and I'm shivering 24/7, I hate it and hate being bundled up in 500 layers >_<.

I can't believe you have the chance to see EN this year omg... I would so go with you 🥹🖤 ur hanging out with the wrong ppl hon..... I hope u can still go though, live my dream please~

& how are you now?? You still half-dead and busy or already doing better? 🥺 I need more updates, felt like forever truly..

My life has not been super exciting either....

Idk if i got to tell you about my latest development which was that a while ago I started working as a prof, finally. Had it coming for years but felt so damn unprepared.... it's been embarrassingly easy though, I'm very happy with how things turned out and just getting 2 hours here, 1 hour there at different schools for very short term periods while I keep my half-time on the place I was already working at 🥹 sounds busy as hell but it might be the most free time I've had in years lol.

I'm sorry if I already told you that btw, can't remember at all and I must sound like a broken record if I did ahhh

I'll also be moving couple provinces away soon which is,,, amazing...unbelievable even! But I'll update on that as it happens bc I really am too anxious to even think bout it atm lmao

Anyhow,, I really really I'm so unbelievable glad to read from you my dear 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 you have no idea,, I was sending my little moths to find you 😔💔🥀 holding u in my arms tightly so I don't lose sight of u as easily omg.

Really hoping things are well over there and that you are having a much easier time now ;w; sending literally all my love like leaving none for nobody else, mwah 🫀

[cindeihf]

Saying Hi to 25. ♥️

19 Sep 2022

Hi! Five years in a row, I’m still doing this & I will continue to do this for the rest of my life. I’m actually writing this on my actual birthday and not during the midnight before. I was planning to write it on the latter time but we have an exam on the next day and I had to review. Additionally, with all the busyness of the training, I somehow don’t feel very feelsy so I opted not to write any significant thing.

4 Oct 2022

At the time of writing, my birthday has long been passed. Nevertheless, I still feel the urge to write a lengthy piece of letter for my 24 year old self who has gone through a lot the past year.

Dear Synd_24

Let me start by saying "You are really almost there. Look at you, ilang months na lang, gagraduate ka naaa, I'm proud I am of you. You have hurdled very difficult challenges yet you firmly stand on your ground. You rest now, okay? Your 25-year-old self will take over. You've already done your best.

Let us highlight the significant events of your year.

On your 24th birthday, you received good news. Your prayer to be included in the applicants for PAFOCS CL 2022 had been answered. It was during the quarantine period. When you got out, you began processing your application which went pretty easily. Thank you Lord. Together with your other BMT classmates, you have been successfully chosen to be part of the PAFOCC CL2022. You thought everything was gonna happen smoothly. However, it was actually the opposite. December 2021 finally came, you were excited yet at the same time was scared of what lies the unknown.

( 2 Jan 2022)

1. Little did you know that what you were scared of or anxious about won’t be about the upcoming training. It was the possibility of your family falling apart. Your mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. You thought you were okay but soon enough this sad news crippled you and made you feel helpless. 😭 Weeks before you leave for Zamboanga, you find yourself crying every night because cancer would always associate with death. And the fear of losing your mom would break you down and tear your heart into pieces.

2. By that time, your boi also just graduated from PAFOCS and decided to go and see you. ♥️ 🥺 Oh the things you do, for the people you love. 🥰 Indeed, it was a big milestone for him.

"I'm so proud of you, my kindred spirit. Thank you for visiting me at Clark. I did have a great time with you. ♥️ Our love story that had it's short pause have continued."

The news prompted you to book a flight as soon as possible even though your break was supposed to be for the New Year's, sakit na naman nun sa bulsa, but again, TYDFTPYL (things you do for the people you love) char. Anw, thanks Adie for letting me stay by your place while I was waiting for my flightt. 🥺♥️

18 Dec 2021, you flew back to Zamboanga

19 Dec 2021, prepped for Mom's admission

20 Dec 2021, antigen test and admission including series of test were done

21 Dec 2021, clearance for operation

22 Dec 2021, modified breast mastectomy was done. Thank you G for a successful one. 🥺♥️🙏

23 Dec 2021, recovering from operation

24 Dec 2021, processing for discharge and by afternoon finally went home.

Got to spent our Christmas together and at our very own home.

Lord God, you never cease to amaze me. Thank you for all these so-beautiful things. Still, your presence makes us overcome all these challenges

25 Dec 2021, Merry Christmas!

26 Dec 2021, bought and prepared my stuff for PAFOCS jump off

27 Dec 2021, Flight back to Clark. Went to AFCH for antigen test and courtesy call. Babi was also there to support mee and helped me with my stuff at the barracks. Thank you 🥺♥️

28 Dec 2021, Finally said goodbye to Clark. My first air base and it will hold such a special place in my heart. 🥺 I stayed at babi's home and met his dearest fam. We kissed btw. 🤭

Anyway, there I met nanayy.

Hi, nanay. I never got the chance to see you again. Thank you for helping me out 🥺♥️ much appreciated nanayy. I wish I could have spent more time with you.

29 Dec 2021, jump off to PAFOCS with Palomar and there, I cut off the outside world.

There were so many things happening all at once and I wasn't sure if leaving was the best choice. I left my dearest with all the things that must be done while I was away but most especially I left them my prayers and my heart. 🥺♥️ Please stay alive and healthy because I'm doing all these things for you. 🥺♥️ thank you G for always and always listening to my prayers. 🥺♥️ I love you Lordd.

So there it was, my 2021 ended with me watching the fireworks at PAFOCS quadrangle with hopes of finishing this training and had macaroni soup like the rest of PAFOCC CL-2022

Jan 2022 was quarantine period

Feb - May 2022 was BEAST BARRACKS/ SUTO PHASE

June - Dec 2022 – Incorporation, Recognition, Ringhop Ceremony & finally the long awaited Graduation Day.

I should stopped this birthday log until Sep 2022 but since I'm writing it by Jan 2. I'll continue writing anyway. Birthday log, Graduation log and New Year's log in one post. ♥️

Synddd!! You graduated top 2 of your class oyyy and the Academic Excellence Awardee at that. 🥺 Personally hindi ko man din inexpect yun kasi literal na gusto kong maging pasahero para di mahirapan sa training. Just enough to survive the one year pero syempre I do my best pa Rin sa mga bagay2 kasi ayoko lang madisappoint sa self ko ba. Kasi I knew I could do better pag ganun but I didn't, so magkakaregrets ako nun. Sa Academic Excellence Award naman, hehe true na I was aiming for that kasi request ni mamang. Charr kaya ko palang igrant yun. 😬 ♥️ pero lahat bang to possible dahil sa iyo Panginoon. You love this child so much, You've never left her side. 🙏🙏 Andaming struggles sa loob. 😭 Alam mo yun, hindi lang talaga sakit sa katawan, sa puso at isip pa sa tagal ng training pero kinaya ko, kinaya namin. Hindi ko na maestimate kung nakailang squat thrust na ko sa tana ng buhay ko ba pero dahil jan, masasabi Kong pinaghirapan ko kung nasaan ako Ngayon by Your grace of course.

Ngayon, I had the chance to spend my acad break with La Familia ✨ and I'm just so happy. Bihira lang to mangyari kaya kailangan kong sulitin. Salamat Lord, napagbigyan mo ako ulit na makasama sila. Pinagdadasal ko Lord, na sana sa mga susunod pang mga taon hanggang sa magkaasawa ako at anak, ay nanjan pa rin sila. 🥺Alam ko medj impossible na dahil nagkakaedad na talaga sila pero gusto ko pa rin ipagdasal dahil alam ko Sayo lahat ay posible. Nasa sa iyong kamay pa rin ang aming kapalaran. Maraming salamat Lord. ♥️♥️

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Aaanddd also, I already said yes to my dear kindred spirit last Nov 2 2022. I knew long ago that I've already fell in love with him. I just had to make sure that this feeling isn't temporary because I want this to last for lifetime. Gusto ko, sya na hanggang sa pagtanda. Thank you Lord, for allowing me to meet this precious soul. I will take care and love him the way I do for my family. ♥️

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Finally, the last part of this log is a few words for my dear 24-year-old self.

Synd, buong taon kang nagsquatrass ah?Sge lang, all those pains you had will all be worth it. Thank you for doing this for the people you love and of course for yourself. A little sacrifice for the future. Tapos na duty mo. Nagbeep na yung timer. Synd_25 will take charge now. Rest ka na, you've done well. Thank you 🥺 somehow I feel na everything that is to happen in future will all be possible dahil sayo. Ang galing mo naman. You're so brave for taking all the risks. Kahit hirap na hirap ka na, kahit ang lungkot-lungkot mo na, kahit nawawalan ka na ng hope tinuloy mo pa din. 🥺 I will make sure nahindi kita bibiguin. You brought us here sa stage na by 25, officer na ko. Hindi ko to mararating kung hindi dahil sayo. ♥️♥️

I'd also just like to say a little something for 25 yr old synd ehhe

Synd_25 Ayan officer ka na, last year AW ka pa lang but now, with all your sacrifices, you are what you are now. Be wise enough to make best decisions sa mga bagay2 sa buhay, both at work and family and family ah?. You are old enough to decide for yourself okay? Make sure na sa mga decisions mo, walang regrets? Pray lagi na iguide ka ni Lord, kasi tao ka pa din, easily tempted and can make rush decisions ba. Try to become a good leader to your people, wag ka masyadong compulsive in terms of work. They will follow you so lead them well, okay? You have a long way pa to become a good leader so open your mind to suggestions ng team mo in regards to work. And also, saluhin mo sila when things don't go their way. That way, they'll know you are a leader they can count on. Palagi mong ipagdasal Yan. And also, take care pa Rin of your family. You work and do all these sacrifices for them, okayy? Love your mom, dad and kuya pa din. Respect them sa mga decisions nila. Pray for their good health and strong body. Sana Kasama mo pa din sila 🥺🥺 hehe di ka na magpaflying diba kasi bukod sa sabit sa height, your next focus sa chapter is family na. You've done enough sa career. 🥰 Time to shower your time in building a future family. Psst babung, I love you. Hindi to pressure you ha. The time for us will come. Let's pray for that. And with that, I end this very long log.

AW Cindy Ela E Felix 954064 PAF

24yr-old self signing out

- P2LT CINDY ELA E FELIX OC-2246 PAF

25yr-old

[holland24-7]

I’m doing good I’m on some new shit. PART 1 (Social Media AU)

Tom Holland x Reader.

SUMMARY: One where y/n and Tom dated but broke up and she’s finally moving on after months of suffering.

MUSIC CLAIM: Olivia Rodrigo.

INSTAGRAM

dailymail ✓

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dailymail ✓ Scandall! @yourinstagram and @tomholland2013 were seen fighting during a night date in downtown L.A, could this have anything to do with the pictures that came out of Tom with ex @nadia.parkes? Guess we’ll have to wait and see what happens next! Click in the link on our bio for a full timeline of y/n and Toms relationship.

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tomxbubs Not Nadia liking this, what’s wrong with her!??? 💀

spidey.thebest I mean doesn’t mean he cheated, they could’ve just been hanging out as friends right?

perfecty/n.12 Poor y/n it looks like she was crying :((

gavinsss2017 On the bright side can’t wait to listen the song she’ll write about him lol

yourinstagram ✓

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yourinstagram ✓ It would’ve been fun if you would’ve been the one ...

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taylorswift ✓ call me if you need anything babe

yourinstagram ✓ calling tonight, I love u ❤️

taylorstan.79 the TS reference and her offering support I need a friend like this 😭

y/nandhollanduniverse NOOOOOOOOO! THEY CAN'T BREAK UP, my babies 😩

tomsvsq why is Tom liking this if they broke up?

tomholland2013 ✓

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tomholland2013 ✓ Sorry if I haven’t been so active lately, felt like a needed a little bit of time on my own, love you all x

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harryholland64 ✓ miss you mate, call mom she’s worried about you

zendaya ✓ 😕 u ok? You haven’t text back ...

nadia.parkes ✓ you look so good 🥵

mrsy/nonly girl they just broke up bc of you, don’t you have a little of decency? my god 😒

hollanderrn so you guys did break up?

spidermeme.89 you can do better than her Tom!

dailymail ✓

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dailymail ✓ @tomholland2013 seen in Barcelona for the first time since breakup with @yourinstagram. He was with pals @hazosterfield and @tuwaine. Close source says that Tom never cheated but he was indeed in touch with ex @nadia.parkes after she contacted him for unknown reasons. Friends of y/n say she’s completely heartbroken, click in bio for full story!

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y/nno1fan how could he??? He seemed such a nice guy...

ilyholland I mean, I kinda understand y/n, I don’t like the idea of my bf talking to his ex without telling me 😕

y/nandtom4ever I guess it was too good to be true, my parentssssssss :(

yourinstagram ✓

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yourinstagram ✓ Good for u, you’re doing great out there without me baby 20.09.2021 🖤🎶 (📸 by @bellahadid)

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gigihadid ✓ having so much fun babe, btw you look STUNNING 🤤

bellahadid ✓ she’s mine Bells

brooklynbeckham ✓ 🔥🔥🔥

tomholland2013 ✓ 🤔🤔🤔

annieandy/n NOBODY MOVE, WTF IS GOING ON HERE?

y/nmygurl18 Brooklyn Beckham liking her post and Tom being jealous and y/n coming out with new music omggggggg 😭

A/N: Sorry for any typos, English is my second language. Let me know if you would like a 2nd part of this fic I still have a lot of material! 💕

PART 2

[sohcah-toa]

Hello, i just read your childe au about mister mora. I wonder if you will make the next chapter? I like it so much and if you can, please make the part 2 😭 thank you!

You're Mister Mora?

cw — nsfw, slight angst to fluff to smut, childe x f reader (both virgins), modern au, camgirl x watcher type, aggressive, praising, cussing, wholesome, breeding kink, dumbification, manhandling, dirty talk, minors dni

synopsis — it's a surprise >v•

n — there are multiple requests/replies of mister mora having a pt.2, i hope i don't disappoint, this is a pretty long pt.2 btw

fun fact — mistermora is the only one with that font color in the whole chat back in pt. 1 and even in here

tip or donate at ko-fi | masterlist | mister mora pt.1 link

"No secrets" You tell him, your eyes sparkling "I promise!" you held your pinky out

Childe did the same "That's a pinky promise and I swear I'll always be by your side"

But that was years ago. You just dropped out of college, you have nothing, no money, no house, no family .. only Childe and even then he was rarely around doing God knows what.

You opened your laptop and ever since then being a camgirl is all you've ever known. You were just starting out, there were few people watching you and you had no idea what you were doing. You tried applying but it was just so hard to get a job, this is all you could think of.

People were fighting in your chat and you had no idea what to say. You turned it all off and breathed in and out "I-I can't" you whisper to yourself, grabbing your phone to call Childe. He wasn't answering at all.

You look at where you live, it was far from decent and it has nothing. Literally all you could afford was the flat. You have no food, no nothing.

You wiped a tear and opened your laptop again "I should stop feeling sorry for myself and do something about it" you whisper to yourself.

Three years later, you were confident, one of the biggest channels out there. You have had a lot of offers but you refused them, you were content with what you were doing, you got a part time job too and Childe was always around, you felt like life was turning around for the better.

Then this mysterious watcher suddenly appeared, only to make your life thousand times better.

"Hmm, mister mora" You moaned, doing whatever the hell he says you do.

It was your first time having a one on one session with someone, usually you just ignore them but with mister mora, there's something different. He wasn't even talking at first, he was just messaging.

You obeyed him, like the little slut you were. Doing everything he wants, thinking where was he when you were just staring out, he would've made things easier.

Back to the present, six months after your first session with mistermora. You can see his body now and hear a fake voice, maybe sooner or later he'll let you meet him.

"This food is good!" You said, you were out in a fancy restaurant with Childe. He says he'll pay "I ordered a lot and I sure as hell will be enjoying it"

Childe was eating too with a smile, he was glad you were enjoying this "Eat a lot alright? I got it"

"I have something to tell you" You whisper to him while eating, then you giggled.

Childe became nervous, has he been found out? Even if he was found out, would it be for the better? He was anxious. His heart started beating faster and faster. Were you finally going to tell him that you're a camgirl? You have no idea he knows that.

"I think — I like someone" You tell him, "Don't judge, alright?" then Childe nodded, his heart just dropped hearing that.

"O-h" he said, almost choking on his food "No promises on the judge part, if he's not nice, I will throw hands"

You laugh "Well, I'll tell you in the car, somewhere more privately, it's a huge deal for me"

Childe was itching to go to the point he couldn't focus on his food. You were planning to tell him about the camgirl thing, you were sure he was going to understand since back then was a rough time.

You've actually thought of quitting and just vlogging but you're always thinking of mistermora.

—

"We're in the car, what was it?" Childe asked, he's been dying to know what it was.

You grab your phone and search for your own channel, you were nervous as hell. Almost shivering when you handed him your phone "I can tell you everything, right?"

Childe's eyes widen, he was surprised you had the courage to tell him about it "W-What is it?"

"I do things on camera and get paid for it" You tell him, afraid but it already happened "Childe? Are you disappointed?"

He cleared his throat "N-No! Why would I be?"

"Life was just so hard back then, it was the only thing I could think of, I was actually planning on quitting" You sigh "I mean, I've got everything now but this guy.. he's—"

"What guy?" He suddenly asked, looking at you intently

"Mistermora" You said and suddenly he began coughing "Hey, are you okay?!"

It took a few rubs on the back before he calmed down "Mistermora?" he asked again

You nod "There's just something about him. I can't quite put my finger on it. I like him, it's funny I know" you start laughing "I don't even know him"

"Yeaaaaaah" Childe answered awkwardly, he cleared his throat again and this time you could tell something was weird

You look at him "Are you hiding something?"

"Uh so why did you like him?" Childe asked then he started driving "What's he's deal? Is he cool? Do you think he's hot or something?"

You roll your eyes "So many questions! But, he's just this watcher guy who always messages me to have a private session with him. He's actually the only one I do that to" you giggle "Anyway, I don't know, I'm not inlove, I just like him that's all"

"Have you ever seen him atleast?" He asks, focusing on the road

You sigh "I feel like I'm going too soon, I haven't even seen his face just— his really hot body" you laugh, attempting to make Childe uncomfortable and it did, he almost choked

"W-What the heck" he muttered, his face was all red "You!" he was kind of embarrassed

You laugh and slap his shoulder playfully "Hey! Don't act like that, like you've never had a girlfriend before" you roll your eyes even though he couldn't see it

"I haven't!" He protested

Your eyes widen "Woah, what? You haven't? Didn't expect that!"

"N-No" he said, he wasn't lying though, he just spent money on sites but then again he actually just spends a lot when it's you, not actually getting a girlfriend or something but you don't know this, you don't actually know anything at all

You think after all the years you were with Childe, you would know everything about him but ever since you both got out of the orphanage, it felt like the both of you drifted apart.

"Hey, Childe" You call out to him softly, looking at the window "I really missed this, you know"

Childe sighed "I know .. I'm sorry"

"Where were you? All those times? It was really hard for me and you were rarely around" You look at him this time, he looks at you but only for a while because he was driving

He clenched his teeth, not knowing if he'll tell you "I—"

You waited, still looking at him "You?"

"I was working" He said "I worked my ass off so we could both have better lives. I mean, college isn't exactly something we could afford but you were so eager to go"

"I dropped out" You said "It wasn't even a month and I dropped out and I couldn't find you anywhere"

"And I didn't go at all" he said, you were surprised at this "I never went, I did everything I could to find a job to support you"

"Stop the car, please" You told him, feeling guilty, he stopped the car and touched your face "Why didn't you tell me all this?"

He shrugged "I don't know, the next thing I know you dropped out but I already got the job so I just continued it"

"I rarely see you then" You told him holding his hand "I feel like I don't even know you anymore and that makes me sad"

"Because! I was so busy but look at us now! I can treat you to restaurants, I can take you home with this car, you'll never be hungry again" He said with a smile "Isn't that what you want? I'm actually kind of rich now but then again .. so are you"

You frown "I-It is what I wanted but — I just really needed you that time" you cried "I didn't know what to do, I didn't know who to talk to"

He then hugged you "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know. That'll never happen again"

"T-Thanks, sorry for being so emotional" You wiped your tears and hugged him back "And I'm really proud of you"

You and Childe had a meaningful conversation before he took you home.

—

It was the next day.

"Oh shit, I gotta go" You whisper to yourself and opened your laptop, it was time for another live, maybe this is the day you get to see mister mora.

You fixed everything up. You were in a good mood, yesterday was so fun with Childe, you finally got to talk to him. In the end, you told Childe all about mister mora, he was acting odd though.

"Your favorite girl is back" You giggled at them, showing off your new hot costume

"oni oni chan" You smile, rubbing your breasts, moaning softly

Mister mora isn't saying anything at all, he didn't have any requests or anything, he just kept paying which is weird.

"Mister mora, is something wrong?" You asked, being seductive, you start sliding your costume off "Don't you want this?" you jiggled your breasts then showed your ass on the camera.

Something was definitely weird. You continued on for the others until the end. You're just going to message him later.

—

You finally message mister mora "Same time?" you asked him but the only thing he said was:

"Meet me tomorrow at 6969 Teyvat in the afternoon"

"Huh? Oh my God" You gasped "Is this real?! We're going to meet?! Holy shit, I gotta tell Childe!"

You grab your phone and there was a text message from Childe that said:

"You were honest, it's time for me to be one too"

You were confused "Um, okay? What the heck is up with this week?! So many crazy things happening all at once!"

You plopped on your bed "What will happen tomorrow?"

—

You start dressing up, you asked Childe if he could take you and he said no "Hmp, I'll tell him off later! Right now I'm excited to meet mister mora"

You dressed up nicely and then went out. You never expected mister mora to be just around here, you thought he was a foreigner.

You take a taxi to go to the meeting place, the whole time you were giddy and nervous. You got a text message from Childe as you were nearing 6969 Teyvat.

"Don't judge me either, promise me this and don't get angry at me"

You replied "Why would I be angry? It's you, I'll never be angry at you"

"We're here ma'am" the driver said, you paid him and then went out of the taxi. Another text message from Childe arrived:

"Just promise me, please"

You replied "I promise but I really gotta go right now!"

You look everywhere in the park, there were multiple people, you have no idea who he is. Well, he knows what you look like so maybe he'll come to you.

Your phone vibrated again, another text from Childe:

"Promise you trust me?"

You laugh to yourself, he's being cute and replied "Yes Childe, I'm waiting for someone, I'll tell you all about it later" then you felt a finger poke you from behind, it was him! Mister mora!

You look back with shimmering eyes "Mister— Childe?! The hell are you doing here?" your excitement turned into confusion.

He sighed and shrugged his shoulders "Hey" he whispered, he was nervous "Thanks for .. meeting me here"

You breathed in and then gasped "HOLY SHIT?" you screamed, enough for everybody at the park to look at the both of you. Your heart was beating fast "You're mister mora?"

He sat right next to you on the bench and said "Yeah" you feel like you're going to hyperventilate, so speechless "Sorry for not teeling you immediately"

"But I—" You stuttered "All those times.." you were breathing heavily "Oh my fucking God it was you" you held your head, trying to let it all sink in but it just won't. You then rubbed his chest and stomach, everybody was looking and he was blushing.

"Y/n, we're in public!" He muttered, embarrassed

You gasp again "You DO have a nice body" you slap him om the shoulder "Childe!! This is so embarrassing" you avert your gaze and scoot away from him with an annoyed look.

He scooted near you, wrapped his aem around and then rubbed your shoulders to calm you down, it might not be obvious but his heart was beating faster than yours "I-I know .." he answered, averting his gaze too.

You have no idea what to feel, if you'll feel angry or relieved .. but you know to yourself you felt relieved. It was just so embarrassing.

"Did you — really enjoy those times?" It felt embarrassing to even ask but you wanted to know if it wasn't fake at all.

"Hey, I did it everytime because I enjoyed it, sorry I'm such a fucking coward" He sighed, disappointed in himself "I just found you and ever since then I got addicted"

You sigh too, finally calming down "I .. did too" you gulp, feeling hot on your whole body "Aren't you disappointed in me? I mean, I do that"

"No" he chuckled "You're good" truth be told, he didn't know what to feel the first time he saw you on his screen "If you want to continue it, I'll support you but I'm quitting"

You look at him "Yeah?" you smile "Thanks, that's a relief, I promised you, I trust you"

"There's one more thing I have to admit to you" he said, unwrapping his arms around you "For a long time .. I've loved you, if it wasn't obvious enough" he giggled. He was so nervous but it was time to stop being a coward. He was sweating because of anxiousness.

You look at him, cupped his face then kissed him softly, when you let go you said "I felt like I didn't deserve you when I started that business of mine. But I liked you even though I knew it wasn't you, what a twist of fate that is" you laugh slightly

He smiled, his face flushed "It must be fate then" he said, holding your hand, intertwining it "Let's go eat"

—

"Childe" You say while eating "I'm going to quit"

"Definitely not Kaeya, Scaradouche and Oni oni chan will be disappointed for sure" He laughed "For real though, whatever your decision is I'll support you"

You smile "Thanks, well, I was thinking of something"

—

"Hey guys" You wave to the camera, you were at Childe's place "I'm here to announce that this will be the last video I'll ever make" you said, the chat was going wild "But I'm here with someone, someone you all know"

Childe looked at you, surprised with wide eyes "What are you doing?" he whispered. You laughed and pulled him so he can be seen in the camera.

"H-Hey" Childe waved, embarrassed, rubbing the back of his head, not really looking at the chats. The chat was going crazy, asking who Childe was, if he was your boyfriend, some are still asking if this is really going to be your last video

"Calm down, you know him. He's mister mora" You told them, Childe then whispered to you

"What are you doing?" He asked you, he has flushed cheeks

"Thank you all for the support over the years, and of course mister mora here thanks you all too" You point at him, some are asking if you knew each other all along "It's .. kind of a long story guys"

"Are we a couple?" Childe read the chat, held your hand and answered "Yes, we are" then kissed the back of your hand. You smiled at him sweetly and then giggled

Soon, you ended the live, you were both at the sofa, he was sitting and you were laying down on the opposite side of the sofa, your legs on his thighs while laughing with him "We're dating?"

"Yeah!" He was holding your hand "Are we not?" he had puppy eyes, you just laughed

"Don't think it'll be that easy!" You told him, you stood up and sat on his lap "You have to work hard for it" then kissed his cheeks while hugging his neck

He smiled "Come on, of course I will!" he tickled you, you were moving and laughing so hard, he continued until you were laying down on the sofa and he was above you "You're really beautiful" he said, finally stopping

You wiped a tear on your face from laughing too hard "Don't ever tickle me again" you pulled him closer to you by cupping his face, you kissed his cheeks multiple times "You huge cutie"

You stare at each other for a second before he started kissing you on the lips "I've been waiting for so long" he whispers in between kisses. It wasn't long until it became aggressive, you were both breathing hard, grunting and moaning

"Childe" You moaned, your arms around his neck to pull him closer to you as you both change angles everytime you kiss

He starts to caress your breasts from above your blouse, it was the first time someone else has touched you and every touch feels electrifying. You moved a little bit so he could finally take your blouse off of you, he took his shirt off too.

You rub his muscles and abs "It really is you, finally" you were practically drooling, pinching his muscles, you sat right up and pushed him so he's the one laying down and you're the one above him "My turn" you giggled

He couldn't wait, he grabbed your shoulders and pulled you closer to him so he could kiss you again, his eyes closed, his tongue going inside your mouth, roaming and playing with your tongue.

"Y/n" He moaned, you feel his erection on your thighs, you start grinding on top of him, the cloth of your bra rubbing on his skin, he unclasped it, the bra falling to the floor. He starts pinching your breasts softly "It's so soft"

You were grinding on his erect cock from above his pants "Childe" you moaned, his touch feels so good "That feels really good" you moaned again, holding his hand, guiding it. His fingers rubbed your nipples which made your moans louder "N-Not there, Childe" you felt weak, like you were about to collapse on top of him so he changed your positions

He laid you down, he was the one on top of you again! He teased you "Your turn huh?" he chuckled before sucking on your breasts, you couldn't think of any good comebacks because of all the pleasure he's giving you. He starts rubbing on your shorts, making you go crazier. Your legs spread even wider.

"Fuck Childe .." You breathed hard "It feels so good" you moaned, he started kissing and licking your neck, removing your shorts and underwear in the process.

He stopped for a while to also remove his own pants and underwear, you look down and saw his huge erect dick, you slightly chuckled "Wow, you really are big"

"I can't wait" He rubbed his cock on your clit "Fuck! Just from that and I —" he moaned as he continued to rub it, it felt ticklish for you but mainly it felt good, your mind was about to go haywire

You start moving your own hips to match his rythm, both of you moaning each other's names "P-Put it in!" you panted "Just be .. gentle, it's my first time" you averted your gaze, he looked at you then kissed you again

"Mine too" he begins to put it in, his tip, only his tip and it already hurt like hell so you grab onto his hands tightly "Does it hurt? I'll try going even more slowly"

You shake your head no "I-It's fine" you were both sweating and you haven't even had sex yet

He continued, his tip was now in, he kissed you and rubbed your nipples to lessen the pain "I-It already feels good" he muttered, pinching your nipples

He continued until he was halfway there, he tried his best to lessen the pain by sucking on your nipples, it did help a bit

"You're so big" You whisper, holding onto his hair while he sucks your breasts like a baby "F-Fuck me Childe"

He grunted as he pushes himself inside you, he was finally all the way in and the pleasure he felt was nothing like when he used to touch himself but he couldn't move yet, for your sake "Shit that feels so good, you're so tight"

A few seconds later you start feeling good yourself, you moaned "A-h Childe, move" you start moving your own hips

He held both your arms and pinned them on your sides while he thrusts his huge cock in and out of you "You feel so fucking good baby" he whispered, all you could do was moan and squeal, he was balls deep inside you, you can see a bump on your stomach everytime he goes inside you.

He pulled you up using both your arms that he had pinned on your sides and then made you sit on his lap, your back facing him.

He inserted his dick on your wet pussy again, his face in the nook of your neck, kissing and leaving marks while his hands fondle your breasts. He was like a hungry beast.

"C-Childe, I'm cumming" You whisper, feeling weak and electrified "D-Don't stop, fuck Childe! I'm close" you moaned, reaching for his face on the back

"Cum baby" He whispered, nibbling on your ears from the back. You were shivering and shaking from all the pleasure, you moaned loudly letting yourself climax but this didn't stop Childe from thrusting up and down inside your wet hole

He pushed you on the sofa doggy style, he continued fucking you, his balls slapping on your skin, even though you just came, you can't help but feel aroused

He held both your hands and pulled on them, he was pounding you like crazy, you were drooling, you're making sounds you never thought you'd make. You never thought getting manhandled would turn you on so much

"I'm going to cum inside you" Childe grunted "I'll get you pregnant" he moaned, not slowing down "I'm gonna fuck you until you're pregnant"

You were screaming, begging for more at this rate "P-Please, more" you moaned "Cum inside me!"

Childe leans foward to kiss your back and the back of your neck then he whispered "Damn, that really turns me on" the sounds of your bodies colliding, your moans, your pleads, all echoed in the room

"I-I'm cumming, fuck Childe" You moaned, you couldn't believe you were cumming again

He held on your ass then started slapping it, pinching everytime he goes in "Shit, I'm going to impregnate you" he grunted, feeling his high, his cock white because of your cum earlier "I'm —!!" then he let his load out while you shiver and panted, releasing all your cum

He made a few thrusts again, making sure his cum was all the way inside you "Fuck" he breathed hard before pulling out. He grabbed your waist and made you lay beside him properly on the sofa "That felt so good, probably because it was you"

You tried catching your breath, his arm was under the back of your neck, you were laying above it "Y-Yeah, I came twice" you were drawing hearts on his chest

"I was edging myself, I didn't want it to stop" he chuckled, kissing your forehead "If it's with you, I never want to stop"

You smile "Why? I'm all yours forever, you have all of me for the rest of your life" you kiss his cheeks, pinching it

"Ow" he said rubbing his cheek "You're right, let's go again" he said, sitting right up and crawling on top of you

"Aren't you tired?" You asked but he moves fast, his cock was inside of you and it was already erect, even though you just came twice now, you feel yourself getting wet again

"Oh baby, we're just getting started" He said before thrusting his huge erect dick in and out of you, holding your legs

The night was full of love making, he wasn't lying when he said he isn't going to stop until he impregnates you.

End

[antiloreolympus]

9 Anti LO Asks

1. I keep trying to find the episode where Persephone waters Minthe in lingerie but am not sure which one it is, can anyone point me in the right direction?

2. Love how RS thinks that “This could’ve been an email!” is funny when it just goes to show how overly illogical and convoluted the plot is lmao. On another note, Persephone watering Minthe while wearing lingerie is an apt depiction because that wasn’t an actual occurence in the comic’s canon, it’s only Thetis’s warped portrayal of P.

3. I think LO would have been much better if it had been focused solely on Persephone and her personal evolution/grow. There's a lot of themes to speak about: shielded child starting a life of her own, Persephone's  relationship with Demeter and Olympus friends, TGOEM never being what Persephone wanted herself, accepting your real identity/power. Hell, they could have even made her morally grey and shown that deep down she enjoyed killing those people in the moment of wrath.

Her meeting with Hades could have happened in the very finale with her being matured young woman knowing what she wants. It could have been such a nice touch.

I don't see any Persephone's personal growth now; Hades just took Demeter's place being Persephone's shield and I don't hope Persephone will gain some autonomy after the trial and all the things coming. I expect some  doubtful HEA with Hades functioning as her parent figure rather than husband and this is very sad. 

4. i really wish there wasnt this infertility plot around hades because not only does it now put all this pressure on persephone to give him kids (god forbid the 20 year old have her own life and goals, her only use is being his brooding mare) but also itd be nice for a major romance story to show a couple doesnt need children to be "complete". itd be cute if they were the doting aunt and uncle to their nieces and nephews instead of  being stuck with kids neither seem equipped for.

5. Not an ask and u dont have 2 reply but I love ur blog it just hits everything I've seen + more tysm 😭

6. Bruh LO stans and people who say we should just move on from critiquing this webtoon and saying we made a whole anti community for this series make it seem like this is our only personality trait.

1) we critique this series like you would any other source of media. It's no different then when y'all like to go around talking about shit you didn't like in the media you consume

2) some of the people here are actually fans of the series who want to talk about it, flaws and all. Maybe they wouldn't be here and maybe we wouldn't be called 'antis' if the actual LO fandom spaces allowed for healthy discussions of the series and people didn't have the threat of being attacked online for even the mildest of criticism of it. Which happens often btw.

And lastly, if a white woman is making bank off of a culture she's not even part of, making a mockery of the gods that people still worship, and refuses to take criticism from the very people who's culture she's profiting off of, then I sure as hell am gonna criticise her and her story when I want to.

I'd actually be far less inclined to criticising if her and the stans didn't constantly say she was like the peak of Greek mythology or whatever bullshit. It's not like this is the first time someone's done a retelling of the Greek gods, modern or otherwise, but the way RS executed it, her need to be in fandom spaces, and refusal to accept criticisms from the people she's affecting are the real reasons why I personally come back every now and then to talk about it. 

7. ngl LO might be the only series I've ever come across in which it's dragging everything out forever but also simultaneously rushing and cramming everything into it. 4+ years publishing, 1 month has canonly passed in the series, yet there's a million different plot points and the main couple has the most shallow and rushed romance. Kinda amazing in a trainwreck sort of way, tbh.

8. I see a lot of discussion on how "romantic" it is that Persephone is gving up so much for Hades and all I keep coming back to is ... what exactly is Hades giving up or compromising for HER? Because she's throwing literally everything away for him, meanwhile he's done nothing for her in return. I realize the narrative claims it's about giving Persephone agency and all, but I've yet to see her get a single thing she wants while Hades instead is constantly rewarded for absolutely nothing.

9. idk to me i just feel like all this added plots are both so badly done (ive yet to see any that have wrapped up been wrapped up well) but also just make the product overstuffed and boring? like people got invested because of a single relationship, focus on that instead of making 5 new plots a wek and putting them on the back burner, only to try and include them in convoluted ways to overstate hxps importance when they were so minor in actual myth. it has so much in it yet it's still so shallow.

[choerrypuffs]

HI BAE MY NEW SEM JUST STARTED OGMGMOGMOG

the people are super nice!!!!! and the environment is pretty much way better than my last school which is cool as well!!!!!!!!!! the only thing is that . THEY SPEAK INDONESIAN AND I CANT SPEAK INDONESIAN FOR SHIT

idk there was a time i spoke it and a bunch of people laughed and shat on it and i think tahts why i have such anxiety when speaking it i have a fear of my own language NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

but frrr sometimes i want to break tf down whenever i hear that we have to speak indo BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM JUST SO PISSED AT MYSEL FLIKE ???????? its your language bro. learn it bro. this shouldnt give you anxiety it should be motivating you bro.

BUT HTE OTHER HALF IS LIKE ??????? what if you get everything wrong and you get bad grades and you wont get to a good college huh what happens then

2 sides of me i cant believe this

anw !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my GOD ALL THE CUTE GUYS ARE IN OTHER CLASSES NOT IN MINE LIKE </333 WHY GOD WHYYYY (lowkey moved schools to see the new hotties but . none are in my class what the FUCKCKCK)

AND DUDE OH MY GOD THE MOMENT I START SCHOOL MY WIFI CUTS OFF AND I MISS 3 ANNOUNCMENTS ALR AUUUGHGHGHGH </3333 ITS FIXED NOW BUT I MISSED 3 ANNOUNCMENTS AND 1 TUTOR CLASS :(((((

sorry for completely dumping in your inbox my love!!!!!!!!!!!11 how are you lana gogmgmogomg tell me all abotu your day/week ^^ LOVING THE NEW THEME BTW

-ccsa anon <3

ALSO AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH THE HILICHURLS BEATING YOUR ASS IS DEF NORMAL FOR YOUR LEVEL

frrr traveler supremacy they be the best character

I just pulled for kazuha and got him!!!!!!!!!!!! i was aiming for heizou but got c2 thoma instead T^T

-cssa anon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHH OMFG THIS IS ALMOST A MONTH LATE IM SO SORRY 😭😭😭 congratulations on the brand new semester, my love!!! i’m so happy everyone is nice and they’re making you feel comfortable 🥺omg don’t feel bad about not speaking indonesian well :((( i think those people laughed because they thought you were cute, but i totally get being embarrassed! my relatives laugh all the time at my very americanized chinese 💀 there is nothing wrong with not being able to speak your native language!! i understand that it can make you feel a bit left out but take things at your own pace 💕🥰 you’re super smart so i’m sure you’ll start picking it up in no time 🤩

OMG WAIT CUTE GUYS!?!??!??! 👀👀👀 DOES THIS MEAN YOU’RE GONNA HAVE YOUR OWN FRIENDS TO LOVERS HIGH SCHOOL AU !!!! omg ccsa anon you are literally y/n 🧎🏻‍♀️update me on your future love story <3 it’s ok that they’re not in your class, it’ll be like a star-crossed lovers trope 😍

wtfffff i’m sorry your missed so much :(((( i hope you were excused for all of those since it’s the school’s fault 😡 did you manage to catch up pretty easily? 

NO BC IM SO SCARED OF HILICHURLS AND THE SLIMES I RUN AWAY EVERY TIME I SEE ONE IN THE WILD IM LITERALLY SUCH A LITTLE BITCH 😭😭😭 when i got that domain where you get lisa as a character i died like 10 times i almost had to get cat to log in and clear it for me 💔 but congrats on getting kazuha!! 🥳 i hope you can get heizou next time <3333

omg don’t apologize for updating me!! it makes me super happy when i see you in my inbox 🥰 I apologize for answering so late omg but i just started grad school and i’ve been so busy it’s not even funny 🤧 i’m also a TA so i’ve been trying to balance everything 🥴 ahhhh thank you so much!! i finally did a theme that isn’t pink LMAO but anyways!!! how have you been, my love!! how is school going?

[necklace-of-sin]

So got any fics yet to be posted? Any ideas you plan to write?

No fics ready and waiting to be posted as of yet; but oh god, sweet anon, I have endless plans. I have i d e a s, and the list just gets longer by the day lmao. Instead of bending your ear forever, I'll just share the top two ideas that have been kicking around for the longest (there's a third really big one, but it's brand new and not nearly as well thought out) Also, so sorry for rambling but you've gotten me chatty :D

1. For Rick and Morty: a collaborative effort with @sour-n-salty-citrus and their amazing idea about our!Morty's real Rick. After the bombshell that was the season 5 finale, the thought of Morty's biological grandpa being out there somewhere just waiting to get his grandson back from the dastardly Rick-c137 is just.... So good. And I really wanted to throw my hat in the ring to help write it (btw still plan to, Citrus; things have just been Busy and Difficult 😭 ily i'm sorry <3)

2. for Harry Potter: as much as I love teacher/student snarry, I've got one post war au that's haunted me for almost six months now. Harry takes some time away from the wizarding world and ends up a muggle girl's baby sitter. The girl's mom is a witch so she knows about magic and the war, and Harry doesn't see the harm in telling her modified tales of his time at Hogwarts as bedtime stories. Including a story where the Boy Hero falls in love with The Prince. But of course, it's not just a bedtime story to her, and she sets out to help the boy hero get his happily ever after.