#it's also weird to not be hungry!
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it's really surprising how hard it is to eat enough protein. even just hitting the minimum for my weight (120g) is hard. I thought i ate a lot before now, but like. I have to eat when I'm not hungry now. it's really weird.
#it's also weird to not be hungry!#i'm not used to the feeling of Not Wanting To Eat More#fat dude problems#at least i dont crave sugar anymore and the protein rich foods im cooking are yummy#cheeseburger macaroni!!!! 27g per serving!!!!
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I would do anything to save her.
This was supposed to just be drawing the Taoden siblings hugging a bunch but ah guess that Falin as the tower/princess/dragon post got into my head too much
#chapter sixty seven ruins me every day#but yeah i. have many thoughts#Laios feeding his hungry sister. playing with her hair. and then putting her down. Marcille compares it to sleeping#but his reaction and the fact that he spared Marcille from doing it.... it must have felt very much like tucking her in to sleep#and like what it was: suffocating her. keeping her from saying his name again. killing her.#both at once.#also just. Falin being covered with blood when she's resurrected. but when Laios kills her the only blood is his#and there's not a drop of it on her#something about Laios telling her the red in her cheeks was weird when they were kids. and keeping any of that spilling now.#yeah. when he said he'd do anything to get her back he meant ANYTHING!!!#Alt text#my art#for real tho. please send me the post if you know it so i can link it i can't find it anywhere love you tumblr search dysfunction#and if anyone else wants to go crazy with me about chapter sixty seven well!!! you know where i am!!!#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers
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theyre touching tails and looking at ducks together now. tomorrow they'll braid each other's hair and decorate it with kelp ribbons
#this is my canon#part of me imagines that garu had this floatie and lent it to yakumo for the trip#does yakumo know how to swim? we don't know?? best to be safe! TAKE THIS LIFE PRESERVING MELON#he busted into the room while blade and oli were lending yakumo beachwear LOL#where did duckeito come from#had i not already settled into fisheito. duckeito would have been an excellent alias......#the day after these two braid each other's hair#they'll do that thing that the whales and dolphins do with pack hunting#but it'll be the villagers. lure them farther out from shore.. then CHOMP em#but not actually. because these two wouldn't hurt people. 🙄#so i have to imagine them doing the pack hunting techniques but..like...to actually...help someone?#maybe they'll see that same sad kid that umi saved#and the kid is like :( no fish means no dinner :( i'm so hungry :(#and THEN these two suckers will pack hunt and make lots of fish wash ashore for the kid#and the kid's like yeaay!! i get to eat today!! thank you blue merman and long merman!!!#and yakumo's gonna eventually work up the courage to ask umi#if he feels weird about dooming other fish to the dinner plate#and umi's like *shrug* circle of life and all that. also fish yokai vs fish are pretty different i guess#and yakumo's like *sweat* if you say so (he will hesitate to eat fish for the remainder of the trip)#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival umi#mirage of scales
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"If you look closely, you'll see that Latte is the only being Ongsa talks to."
23.5 (2024)
#23.5#23.5 the series#23.5 degrees#23.5edit#milklove#gledit#mine*#milk pansa#oh the abject horrors of being a teenage girl#[gathers ongsa gently into my arms and gives her all the warmth and comfort she deserves]#im sorry for how unkind i was to my teenage self; im sorry for unkind you are to yourself#i know her being unpopular and weird is played over the top for laughs but there is such a genuine#sadness and loneliness woven through it#having a sister who is popular and a leader and capable to a fault and a cousin who has her sight far beyond high school#and her peers and is so comfortable behind her high walls and within herself (also to a fault)#while you yourself are so starved and hungry for connection with your peers and to be liked but just seem so incapable of making that work#so incapable of getting out of your own way#is just so... god#its so universal and so heartbreaking and also i wanted to make this set#because at the end of the show ongsa will have her friends and a girlfriend and confidence in herself and hopefully#love and kindness for herself ❤️#in case you were wondering; why yes i will project all my own teenage issues onto this show because yes ongsa is a mirror thank you 🥰
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Prompt 67
Dan is not happy. His limbs are too small, his hands too pudgy and his body too squishy. And his so-called cousins are the same, despite the fact they were all finally going to turn eighteen (again in his case!) literally the next day!
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Um, hello strange masked being, back the fuck off! Who are you?! Put him down- actually put all four of them down thank you! Those claws are very big and he’s not worried but seriously, he doesn’t want to deal with this, he wants to go back to how he was! He’s not fucking growing up a third time!
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Did you just click at him?! Hell no, he’ll bite you, don’t think he won’t! So what if his powers aren’t working or that he’s now a squishy toddler thing, he’ll still bite your stupid fingers if you make his cousin-siblings scared!
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Talon is just bemused at the tiny (even smaller than the ones who usually follow it!) talons that appeared in front of it with no warning. Sure they have strange green eyes instead of yellow but they smell like Talons, have claws like talons and fangs like talons, and even sound like talons! Hm… It has even more hatchlings now!
#talon batman#dcxdp#dpxdc#talon batfamily#prompts#Big Talon (Bruce) *gasp* another set of hatchlings to teach and care for!#newer talons follow older talons around to learn while staying out of the court's way#so bruce has his batkids even if they're also talons#Little Talon (Tim) these are strange hatchlings but they're ours now#Gray Talon (Dick) *vibrating in sheer silent glee*#Dan: *BitesYouBitesYouBitesYouBitesYou-*#Quiet Talon (Jason): Oh- baby hatchling must be hungry I shall grab food :)#Can I just say I love the idea of talons clicking to each other as greeting & a 'you're not alone' sort of thing#Jazz: Wow this is fucked up I need to take notes but i have tiny baby hands#Ellie & Danny: So is this dude a fruitloop or just a really weird ghost#honestly this is probably pre-JL#jazz fenton#danny fenton#dani fenton#dan masters#court of owls
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Having a very ' everyone secretly hates me ' kind of day smh
#logically i know its not true#probably#urgh maybe#that is not curbing the urge to ask tho#and i really dont wanna ask#cause that almost always makes me feel wotse#i also might just be hungry#hrm#idk#its weird cause ive had more social interaction than normal lately#not a vent#just hrm#thinking out loud#srsly its not a vent#saying cause i dont really need the 'nobody hates you' messages rn#it'll just feed the worms#im gonba delete this later
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The thing about gods is, they are formed with belief.
A god is made from belief and worship. The things that people think are true, and the things that they revere. Once a god is formed, it no longer matters how reverent the worship is - as long as it is worshiped, as long as it is believed in, as long as tribute it made to it, it will simply change to fit the worship it receives.
The type of worship, it turns out, does not matter.
The Vegetable Lamb is not made as traditional gods are. When it forms into existence, there is no religion in its name. It is made into being in a soup kitchen, and it knows of itself two things.
One: It is one of many. Though it has not known it before, it is the sort of thing that is grown, nodes upon nodes, fruit on a plant of grass roots. It comes into being with awareness of dozens of buildings across the country, and it knows each and every one of them as its body, fruit on the plant of itself. It is the sort of thing that grows and branches, and it is the sort of thing that gives - and it has given, since long before it was first awake, since long before it was first alive.
Second: It is a demon, and its nature is an antithesis to much that is holy.
It is aware, for a moment. It exists, conscious but unpolarized. And then, in one of its temples, something is given, and worship is received, and it becomes aware of one more aspect of itself.
Three: Its purpose is to give. To feed those who cannot feed themselves. So long as it is willing to do so, it will persist. If this spirit dies, it will falter, and it will fail.
It is a thing that was made for charity, and so it begins to make things which to give.
The Vegetable Lamb is a young god. It is new to the world, and its worshipers do not know it exists. It still exists, regardless.
For now, this means little. In a few years, it will mean a lot. But it has to get there, first.
#we speak#pjato aus#broken ouroboros#writing#anyways heres the vegetable lamb! it is technically from a vast variety of Miscellaneous Faiths#because it is more or less a manifestation of the spirit of feeding the hungry#its domains include: hunger! desire! charity! food! it has significant overlap with hestia as well#its temples are largely food banks and similar places. it manifests almost entirely as volunteers in these areas#it feeds monsters because that is its nature. it feeds demigods because that is also its nature#if you try and start shit in its temples it eats you because it is a demon and it can do this#it also benefits from that one weird belief thing where people believe that if demons get enough support from the masses#they will gain more power and be capable of overthrowing god#however it is too small to do this at the moment so it will take a while to get to that point
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[ID: Digital art featuring a fan-made kid for Apollo Justice and Klavier Gavin from the Ace Attorney series. The first drawing is their ref, depicting a 16 yr old with colorfully dyed hair and sunglasses perched on their head, two overlaid jackets, and torn jeans. Following that is a lineup of the Justice Family, including Apollo Justice, Klavier Justice, Anupa Erith Justice, Camile Dance Justice, and some pets such as Spätzle the ball python, Mikeko the calico, and Vongole the golden retriever. Next is a concept drawing of older Camile and Anupa, with Camile being 28 and Anupa 13- biggest changes include Camile getting a mohawk, growing to 6 ft 4 inch, and Anupa getting an aeronautical engineering inspired outfit. The final image details various Camile mannerisms and emotions, which are shown to be inspired by various pre-existing Ace Attorney characters. End ID]
Camile Dance Justice/CJ, supernova teenager extraordinaire :]
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#apollo justice#ace attorney#klavier gavin#thats right fellas the special interest was so strong i fanmade an extended family for klapollo#autism strikes again. playing house with them like barbie dolls#time for fun facts#camiles name comes from chameleon bc theyre colorful and tend to copy the mannerisms of important people in their life#the middle name is because theres a song called dance by justice so i thought itd be funny#they call apollo dad n klavier vati which is dad in german so that explains any mentions of vati in text#they are. very rowdy and hungry for new experiences#theyll try just about anything once. which means they do weird shit for no reason other than to try it out#they also have an ace attorney level bullshit backstory. which is them and their sibling are literal test tube babies with weird biology#i will elaborate. maybe later im tired#adopted fankids#my art#camile dance justice
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Asexual ovulating is like, fucking dumb. It's like my coochie signals aren't sending to my brain. There's a wire here that broke.
#tmoi#tmi#rant#SO TMI I'M SORRY#ITS SO WEIRD#like bitch this wap useless as fuck I don't even wanna fuck nobody#all that glitter glammer juicey fruit for NOTHING#also tmi stop reading tags I'm yapping#it's like being hungry when you've already eaten & are full but all the food to eat is stale and bland and un-enjoyable & you don't know#why you're even eating it
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2024 reads / storygraph
The Sapling Cage
YA fantasy, start of a trilogy
a trans girl and her friend swap places so she can join the coven of witches who wander the land instead of becoming a knight
as they travel and she starts to learn from them, while hoping she’s not found out , they uncover a corrupt magical blight that threatens to become a civil war
bi demi MC
#The Sapling Cage#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#I enjoyed this! it’s a pretty classic fantasy setting out into the world#+ group of teens save the kingdom from power hungry adults from both factions kind of story.#There’s some very cool creatures and monsters and I hope we see a lot more of that as the series continues!#I like how it takes quite a classic fantasy setting/narrative but puts some weird and interesting details in there#I liked her journey of questioning whether she actually wants to change her body#or whether that’s just out of fear/pressure and she’s a girl either way.#I thought the prose was okay. sometimes it felt like things were glossed over and a lot of the character and relationship#(all kinds) development is a bit telling not showing - I didn’t get a really solid sense of the friendships or developing crush she has.#the bullying subplots especially felt a little underdeveloped? they’re just suddenly cool with each other.#also the adult saying she didn’t step in because that would escalate things is an odd choice#…..checking now this is not actually marketed as YA. I think if I read this thinking it was an adult book I would be a bit harsher.#I read it with a YA mindset and imo the teen characters; coming of age themes; the straightforward worldbuilding/narrative#and writing all feel very YA (not a bad thing!)#Overall though I liked a lot! I’ll continue the series#it’s sapphic (possible developing relationship though who knows where that will go) and also there’s an aroace side character#sapphic books#trans books#demisexual books#aroace books
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the fact that doctors can just Recommend Weight Loss with no instructions beyond ‘eat healthier/less’ is actually insane to me, i lost weight on purpose ONCE and it took me like 6 years to recover a semi-normal relationship with food and hunger
#uhh#disordered eating cw#just in case#mumbling#like jfc i know i’m not the first to say it and my experience is relatively SO tame#but it STILL fucked with my head for YEARS#and most people don’t go nearly that long between weight loss attempts at all for basically their whole lives!!!!!#and we’re so blasé about it like yeah just eat less to lose weight#and so few people talk about the really weird shit that phase of my life taught me even though they seem like pretty universal things#like when you lose weight deliberately by denying yourself food you get COLD#you get cold and you get in your head and you get sad it’s like being less alive#the times i’ve lost weight/recomped on accident (by doing smth that makes me move more‚ getting better sleep etc)#it’s been WARM#burn hotter move freer feel happier#and also the way hunger feels when you’ve been denying yourself food for an extended time is NOT the same as baseline hunger#it’s actually kind of wild that we use the same word to describe both feelings like that shit is NOT the same#that shit is not ‘being really hungry’ it’s a fuckin. blood curse or some shit you feel straight up unhinged#and i should disclaim here i am not talking large amounts of weight#i’ve fluctuated over i think a 20lb range max since reaching close to my adult height and that’s a guesstimate#but even in my relatively unremarkable little experiences here the way deliberate weight loss fucked with my brain is absurd to me#i’m fine now have been for years but seriously thinking back on it the fact that this is routine medical advice. unreal
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we’re officially entering “no more food until post-op” hours and I just know it’s going to be a roughhhhhh 14+ hours for me lads 😔
#i get depressed when i get hungry so i’m gonna be crying by the time they’re ready 4 me at 2:30#also taking my last codeine right now#my surgical team is going to meet a completely different shannon tomorrow#who is sad and writhing and being Whumped By The World#tldr; getting a cystectomy via laparoscopy tomorrow + hysteroscopy and some other crap too#taking bets now on how many new holes I wake up with tomorrow. my guess is 3 but who knows maybe it’ll be more!!#wake up with as in like. post op. not in the am. they aren’t edward cullen-ing it (breaking into my room to be Weird)
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So these two NPCs are Cheddar Cheese and Macaroni
You know given the shading, I feel like Cheddar Cheese is supposed to look suspicious, but I can’t tell if that’s because he’ll actually be the culprit or if it’s just a red herring
Also so they supposedly work together, but only Cheddar Cheese is a detective? Then what’s Macaroni’s job and relation to Cheddar Cheese? I suppose we’ll find out
Edit: I’m realizing Macaroni is probably a cop or something similar
Also RIP to anyone who had a Cheddar Cheese or Macaroni Cookie, because I’m pretty sure I’ve seen at least one of both
#also why does every cheese cookie not from the Golden Cheese Kingdom have light dough?#I don’t know it’s just kind of weird#also I’m personally headcanoning that these two are at least descended from cookies of the GC Kingdom#though it’s not really relevant to the story#just since they’re cheese and pasta#now I’m hungry for cheese and pasta#damn it#anyways#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#holiday express update#cookie run npc#cheddar cheese cookie#macaroni cookie
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Neuvillette's body language in my mind ranges from curious feline, to Long Cryptid that lingers just outside the door when you're falling asleep
#“Honey............... stop hovering ominously and join me in bed.” — Wriothesley#I'm on my autism agenda. So he masks#when he's outside. at work. his movements are so uncannily precise that charlotte can probably film him daily and the footage would overlap#near perfectly.#I like seeing him as a sheer force of nature too. so like. Imagine his path to his office or to his seat in the courtroom#being literally worn in by centuries of him just walking that same path. Like rivers carving themselves out of mountains#but to be fair someone probably polish the floor regularly.#but when he goes home to his husband. or when he's alone. he becomes............ creatura. apyr#and he would hover just slightly off the ground to lift the pressure of his legs (they hurt. He only uses them to look human)#and he makes weird. deep sea noises. and wriothesley is like you hungry or somethin. dinner will be ready soon darlin be patient with me#also he gets quite clingy/physical. he likes hugs a lot because he craves the pressure on his body. it reminds him of being deep under wate#he needs to be squeezed and squished. it's calming. At home wriothesley would sometime just pancake on top of him and he's be like yes.#but outside. he'd just sometime drape an arm over Neuvillette's shoulder. hold his hand. give him a hearty pat every now and then#to recalibrate him.#sigewinne voice Monsieur Neuvillette I prescribe you some Hugs! You are Overstimulated! Your Grace! Squish him!#krill#ingital#otcoj
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i also love how gross armand is about eating people in TVA because anne makes such a point of vampire feeding being perfectly clean in other parts of the series and then armand busts in like actually I WILL be ripping the skin off my victims faces. thanks
#like you would think the guy at the end is a special case because armand is so hungry and injured#but also no he pulls that guy's scalp off at the beginning just to weird out David
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thinking about how much i love Karna and how much i love Ylfa and how much these two have in common.
servants of death itself, who knew hurt and rot and hunger before they were even finished growing. my girls who never truly had a chance to live, whose destinies were to die and keep dying and cope by becoming something (or someone) else.
#my lil red pepper and my lil red riding hood#the lack of family so they turn to the closest things they have available#being forced to learn loneliness so yound that it becomes all theyve ever known#also the funny similarities! both terrible flirts and so weird about boardgames#(and of course two PCs who both fell for lou’s character lmao. they really are so alike in the funniest ways)#so hungry and never able to fill themselves completely#getting to live on borrowed time </3#anyway aabria and emily always end up playing the most beautiful and Real characters who come RIGHT for my heart and brain#i will always love you twisted weird rotten teen girls#i *was* one of you once i will never forget that feeling that still sits deep in me#anyway!!!!!!!!#karna solara#karna#the ravening war#ravening war#d20 trw#ylfa snorgelsson#ylfa#neverafter#d20 nva#d20
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