#it's a coming of age to have a pfp of at least one of these at some point in time

[urb4by-g4l]

Hi!! <3

I'm Bex. In my (late) 20s. She/Her. Bisexual. I'm from the UK. V short ( 149cm ). A lil chubby. Big tiddie committee. PFP is me <3

Here to explore some things my friends will never know about lol

✋ MDNI 🛑

You can call me baby, baby girl, angel, princess, kidd0 (lowkey swoon), little one, sweetheart. I am open to all endearments, but will let you know if you call me something I don't like / am uncomfortable with

If you wanna message on anon please do!! And if you want a emoji or anything just claim one I'll record them in here.

Emoji anons: 🎙️| 🅾️ | 🪄 | 😈 |

If I make a post that specifically says big bro/daddy just know they're interchangeable depending on mood lol

Little sis is a mindset, not an age.

Exploring:

Fauxc3st - bro/sis, sis/sis, dad/daughter etc

Breeding (irl I do not want a baby but do I want you tell me you're getting me pregnant? Yes.)

Somno - I'm just a sleepy girl sometimes, and I know you have needs

Hypno - do I need a brain? probs not

P1ss ?? It's intriguing

Honestly I'm just here to see what's going on 😋

Limits:

Scat, vomit, the usual stuff

Do not come into my DMs "domming" me

Also now adding do not come into my DMs saying you'll r4p3 me and leaving an unsolicited pic. Let's have a convo first at least? Unless I have actively said to send threats

You will NOT see my face (unless maybe we talk for a while and I feel comfortable)

~ I usually type in lower case except for when my phone autocorrects things like "I" :) <3

~~ Blog made 5th October 2024

BDSM Test Results below 👇🏻 (taken 11 Oct 2024)

[koiiiji]

windbreaker characters & their perverted, nasty habits pt.3 (last one)

author’s note ; okay now serious topic, empty blogs, pls update at least something in your blogs - age, some info like “here for fics/reblogs/etc/“ or at least some pfp, otherwise i will recognize you as bot blogs and will block you, thank u!

tw : sexual topics, somnophilia, darcryphillia, bondage, hard dom, power play, mastirbation (m! receiving)

incl. : sung kwon, juhwan, hyouma, ryohei, mahon (honorable mention of kazuma and sangho🤭)

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sung kwon - somnophilia

he likes when you stay at his place, especially when you wear his clothes and fall asleep during watching movies. you look so cute, snuggling into blankets and pillows, in weak warm lights of lamp near his bed and lights from tv. his shirt on you is pulled up, revealing a perfect view of your ass and tummy. as usual, you pulled one leg higher and stretched yourself on pillows. it always seems so sexy to sung, you are relaxed and calm in your sleep, bonus points if you open your mouth sweetly and your lips look even more attractive and welcoming. and sung being good boyfriend he is, don’t want to wake you up from your sleep, but that last scene from movie was too hot, and your position look too sexy and welcoming, he can easily extend his hand to your tummy and then directly in your panties, while rubbing his hips on your ass. and he always growl harder when he hears your sleepy moan. he likes to slowly pulling down your panties, trying not to wake you up, slowly rubbing your bare pussy with his big palm, then use only two fingers to find your clit, to make you even more wet, while his chest pressed against your spine, and his head in the crook of your neck and shoulder, listening to all your small, sleepy moans. sung likes to slowly pulling his dick in your wet crack and trying his best to be gentle and quiet, but gosh you squeezing him so tight and warm that he loses himself and end up waking you up with enormous thrusts and a low growls. another his favorite thing - wake you up with his tongue between your legs. sung is master of using his tongue especially when it comes to your pleasure.

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juhwan - nursing handjob

there was something about the way you sat on the side of the bed, squeezing his cock in your hand while he payed extra attention to your boobs, sucking and squeezing them desperately. juhwan doesn’t care about your boobs size, they can be big, small, different forms, he doesn’t care, as long as he can suck them, while looking up at you, while you slowly jerk his dick off. bonus points would be practicing - if you tell him what a good boy he is, juhwan would moan more desperately and push his hips faster. as many warm words he hears as closer he is to cum.

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hyouma - power play/dacryphillia

everything is simple - he is huge and he knows it. and he knows you enjoy it. the fact is that he actually enjoy tower over you, making you feel smaller and weaker, it boosts his ego. when you have sex hyouma almost never have a mercy for you, until you say safe word. of course he spent some time to properly prepare you, but as soon as your first orgasm from his tongue and fingers hits you, be prepared to be hummered into the mattress with monstrous power. but hyouma have his moods sometimes, so he can make you stand up and fuck you from behind, holding your hands behind your back, while he can see your sweet, tear-stained -from overstimulation- face in the mirror and feel how your legs start to tremble with each strong thrust. if you start whimpering that your legs are shaking too much and you can't stand anymore, he will hold your body by wrapping one arm around your waist and putting the other onto your shoulder, forcing you to slam on his dick harder. or in this position he may let go of your hands to grab your hips so hard, that there will be traces of his fingers on your smooth, soft skin. or if you in bed in missionary position and he push your knees almost to your head. hyouma enjoy to lean on you with all his weight, making you feel how helpless you really are in this situation. he can’t explain it, he just feels feral during the sex and sometimes get lost in his pleasure, but the second you say safe word he will stop.

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ryohei - bondage

he enjoy control, and it spreads to your bedroom as well, same to his fetishes. he also capable to find and admire beauty in everything, and he find red ropes over your body really beautiful. the way how it squishes your body in places, how it provides all control over you to him, and how ropes leaves red and pink traces on your body. he likes to set intimate atmosphere in your bedroom with warm, dim lights, maybe some overpriced wine - just to set some mood. honestly, i think he enjoys the process of putting ropes over you more then actual sex, the idea that you trust him so much to let him tie you up during such emotional moment as sex is fascinates him. ryohei is service dom, so ropes maybe a little bit too tight, but all your other wishes is a command to him - he controls you physically now, but you have his mind, heart and soul, and the moment of sex he considers as an equal action - you both sacrifice something, give something to each other to receive something in return. for ryohei sex is a very sensual and emotional state, so he will do everything for his partner, and will expect the same return in return.

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mahon jo - cuckold

seriously, you can’t say that he wouldn’t enjoy seeing you fucked by kazuma or sangho in gym during one of their trainings. and if in case with kazuma it would be more like a threesome, caring, sensual and sweet, as kazuma accept that mahon was a sun who shine, and three of you shared romantic feelings towards each other, and you would be first ones with whom mahon learned that he actually enjoyed watching as his lover being fucked by someone else. as i said all three of you would be emotionally close to each other and during sex it would stay the same - kazuma is really sensual and passionate lover, so he would give the whole show to mahon by slowly undressing you, kissing you passionately, touching you in all right places, while making you look into mahon eyes and price both you and mahon. with sangho its whole different story. it would be more like sangho would fuck you from behind, making mahon look at two of you, not letting him touch you, or comfort you while he hummering his hard dick into your plushy pussy. mahon was fully aware that sangho was jealous over the fact he was better in cycling, but he hadn’t even thought about that sangho was jealous about you, such a sweet girlfriend mahon had, always coming on their competitions to cheer mahon’s team up. and mahon would lie if he would say that he don’t like sight of you under his teammate bending over some exercise equipment with your skirt up.

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juhwan part was kinda short😭😭

and i tried to make ryohei all romantic and passionate during the sex.

ed. writing it half asleep so don’t hesitate to point on mistakes💗🎀🩰🫧

[dearest-painter]

Hi it’s 🚬🎀 anon again, I gave you a break from writing these so you didn’t get too annoyed but imagine the angst of someone getting fed up with the fact that she still slightly wants her father’s love, so at one point someone just says something like “Your father doesn’t love you, stop hoping he will.” But they just keep laying into it and just keep going to the point of tears. Feel free to age her up slightly because honestly that is pretty harsh to say to a seven year old. It can be anyone from Velvette to even Husk if you want. But seriously, don’t hold back on the Angst because I feel like I’m about to fail my science class and I am desperate to feel anything but the crushing doom that is my impending lecture from my mother. Love your new pfp<3

Thanks, and I’m choosing Velvette because more angst :D

TW/CW:Yandere behavior, unhealthy behavior, unhealthy relationship, abusive behavior, abusive relationship, Velvette fucking lays into a seven year old, this is like…pre angel dust, Degrading and insulting a LITERAL child, tell me if I need to add more

Summary: How stupid were you to think that your dad would ever love you!? At least you can thank someone to give you a ‘reality check’

Velvette groaned, you were making another drawing for Valentino. Usually she could deal with it but you’ve been doing it over and over! It’s getting on her damn nerves now! She knows you want his love but she knows you’ll never get it either! He doesn’t love you! Yet being a child you have some hope. Yelling as she slammed her phone then looked at you.

“Y/N! He won’t love you! For fucks sakes! Stop hoping he’ll love you!” She shouted at you which made you flinch. You couldn’t say anything as she kept going. “There’s no use of making gifts for him! He’ll keep denying them! He’ll keep ignoring you! He’ll never give you any fucking love! Get that through your thick skull!” She stated very loudly. You were on the verge of tears yet held them in.

One of the demon assistants that liked you rushed over. “Come now little one…let’s go play” they softly said as they picked you up and rushed to your room. You held onto them tightly as you let the tears out. You softly and silently cried. The assistant rubbed your back and bounced you around a bit. As soon as you two got to your room they sat on your bed letting you cry.

[thatdeadaquarius]

Heyo, Idk if you still do sagau but I hope you do 🙏🙏 anyway, this is lowkey wholesome but imagine one of acolytes were trying to communicate with a child but then they realize the child is deaf but reader so happened to be nearby. So then, whatever the character is saying the reader translates into sign language and its just a wholesome sight to see. Btw srry if this isn't what you usually write 😓 add anything to this if you want

OH NO THIS IS EXACTLY ALL THAT I WRITE RN ANON DW MY LOVE 😍

(*update: im so stupid i thought ur sunglasses pfp was a anon and didnt look any closer💀i aint livin this one down)

(Spoiler: i do plan to do imagines for other fandoms bc i have such niche AUs or ideas for them, a lot like this whole language stuff for Genshin Sagau :D )

IVE WANTED TO LEARN ASL FOR SO LONG BUT I HAVENT GOTTEN THE CHANCEEE theres no classes for it where i live ;/

THAT IS TO SAY I LIVEEE FOR COMMUNICATION STUFFFFF

Also srry its kinda short i just could only think of this cute little scenario- 😗

Rest in peace bc i have a whole fat post i wanna make about neurodivergence + general accessibility issues in Teyvat and their countries

Like where r the ramps babe

Where r the non-narrow ass doors

Why r we just constantly made to hike up mountains when we dont have to

And dont come at me with that,

"Theyre in their medieval age! They cant make stuff like that!"

Yeah, u right, they cant.

If they dont be ✨️creative ✨️and they dont use their fucking ✨️magic ✨️

Liyue got floating rocks and they cant make a goddamn disability elevator?? Bitch tf?

THAT IS TO SAY IN A VERY RANTING COUGHPASSIVE AGGRESSIVE AT GENSHIN COMMUNITY FOR NOT REPPING DISABILITIES MORECOUGH

WAY OF SAYINGGGG

Literally almost no one gets sign language in Teyvat

(despite the fact that in my perfect teyvat, sign lang. is superior bc everyone could make it the universal lang. ESP if we go by the cool AU of diff countries have diff languages, like Germanish lang for Mondstadt, Frenchish for Fontaine, etc.)

Off topic again srry-

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But you took a class once!! Or even checked out the alphabet and casual convo on ur own time :D

So u just chillin with Kazuha, Thoma, Sara, Gorou, and Kokomi (they vistin the main island to see u!! :] )

Meanwhile a little girl is walking around nearby, and is kinda going in circles

Almost like shes scared to go too far one way or the other,

So being the caring soul he is, (rlly all these boys here rn would notice and help lol)

Thoma comes up to her and squats down trying to talk to her :)

...

Yeah, she didn't say anything, just kinda,,

Motioned with her hands??

She looks like shes doing some kind of code to them..

Oh!

Thoma finally recognized this, its that hand language!! lmao hes got the spirit

so he asks Kazuha to try and see if he knows it or can even figure it out-

Nope. Nada de nada.

Then Kokomi, Sara and Gorou (whos a sweatin nervous mess he doesnt know how to act around kids esp kids in distress he seems like the type lol)

They all fail, Kokomi looks concerned bc she thinks the kids lost, but there no frantic parents nearby, Sara is trying to slowly understand what motions mean what i.e. points to a rock = learn sign from child etc,

Kazuha is trying to get the wind to help locate upset guardians nearby, and Gorou...

... is just 🧍‍♂️

LMAOOO

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So after a minute of this (bc u had originally been away at a street food vender, hey those dango were rlly good dont judge urself)

U come back, and see this mild flavor of chaos-

And are just like

"Oh ffs- just shoo, i got it guys"

And just, slowly, go thru some signs with the little girl to get the keywords at least

She lights up and is like bouncing, she goes hella fast at first but slows down when she gets ur hearing

Either way, she looks a lot happier now

U explain for her to the others to confirm her parents got seperated from her

She got lost and where she last saw them

u finally help escort her to the street she last saw her parents on :] !!

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Meanwhile the whole allogene group, shopkeepers, and Inazumans around you:

😦😯🥰🥺💓💞💘💖

Kokomi is holding back a squeal, shes gotta keep up her image, ahem-

Sara is like,, minutely vibrating?? Lmao

Kazuha is watching u like a fireworks show, intensely and yet fascinated

GOROU'S TAIL IS KINDA WAGGINGGG AW LOL

And Thoma just looks like a puddle of affection, just absolutely melted (he loves kids + he secretly loves you = dead Thoma)

Other people look weirdly, proud? Like theyre like "yeah thats our god, fuck yeah, knowing diff languages, go off, Your Grace 💅 " LMAO SORRY COULDNT RESIST and also some fascination

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Anyway, 2 very stressed looking dads see yall and the girl and one of them run up to hold each other

She starts rapidly signing, explaining to her dads the adventure she had and the cool people she met <3

The dads look at u and r like 🤔😶😱 "YOUR MAJESTY??!!" (VIGOROUS HAND MOTIONS)

They sign like,

"We're terribly sorry about you seeing us like this, we usually are much more together than this, a crowd just swept her off, its very busy today. Thank you so much for helping our girl, my Lord!! 😭😭"

Theyre like almost crying, oh geez, u reassure them and sign back that it happens to any parent at some point and that is matters more that they tried to get her back :]

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Meanwhile the rest of the group and the citizens are just watching yall like its the most amazing Olympic level tennis match in the world LMAO

Heads all in sync, watchin yall like 👋👍🙏LMAO IM SORRY

AW IT SUCKS ABOUT WRITING BC I CANT RLLY DEPICT SIGN LANGUAGE AS COOL AS I CAN IN COMICS OR THRU ART

THE EMOJI HANDS NEED SIGN LANGUAGE DAMMIT-

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🎵 Hi, it's me. I'm the problem, it's me. 🎵

That is to say none of yalls asks r eaten up, at least im pretty sure? Dw abt it im chugging along having the time of my life hehe >:)

Yall are fEEDIN ME TONIGHT!!

Hope yall r having a good weekend and have no hw if ur in school, or i hope ur shift goes good tomorrow! :]

Love yall!!

Cheers,

🌒🌧🌊Aquarius♒️🌌🌘

♡the beloveds♡

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist

[anonymouscheeses]

Nah not really! 😝🫶

Just kidding guys I love Aurora she's such a cutie patootie In need of mental, psychological and physical help!! Anyways oc lore drop below I guesssss 🥰

Uhh I'll tell history of her first!

So she started out as a side character actually... back when I was like... 9 or 10?? I was edgy asf. And I made a self insert oc who doesn't look anything like me anymore and now Aurora whos the mc now... kinda looks like me... but that's by coincidence she always looked like this i swear! She don't even act like me pls 😭 anyway. So it was basically an edgy story abt furries in the forrest. It's still about that but more than that. I think it was my second group of oc's I've ever made, apart from... more furries.

The story got more and more alternation and it turned into this queer allegory(i used to say racial allegory but its more queer one than that). Aurora hides a part of her (the ears) to pretend to be normal and fit in. She can't tell anyone what she truly is so she never feels like she actually does belong where she is. One day she let's her secret out and her house is burned down by some towns people. She runs away from the town, hiding in the forrest. Then her friend, Allison follows her, usually wearing a hat or beanie, now takes it off to show a similar pair of ears. They are the same, same situation and same outcome. Things get complicated when a few years later two teenagers(Jake and Jenny. Dating 🤭) their age come to try and track down the two to kill for honor among the town(they of course refuse to after meeting the two.) They become best friends and even have romantic interactions with Aurora. Ally, being a freak for her best friend, is jealous.

She makes a deal with a demon to find comfort.

Yeah I didn't explain everything surprisingly 😭 there's alot that goes on so if you want to see more work or think the story is at least a BIT interesting. My YouTube channel is under the same name! Milk pfp. I'll probably change it to same pfp idk

O ya an the reason she has angel wings and halo is cuz she's used as a host by an angel non consensually!! 🥰 its a WHOLE chapter of her story-

[monkey-papermoon]

Bit of a weird post - This isn't so much for the few followers I have, and they are free to judge me if they feel like doing so.

Something i've been thinking about since I've seen some of the 'animal hrt' things and the resulting people coming to terms with being therian or otherkin. I wanted to reach out to the otherkin community because i've been questioning things.

I'm not otherkin, at least I think, and tbh I had a negative view of the community growing up due to ignorance and cringe culture - I appologize for that.

But I have been thinking introspectively and it's made me think of some things I dealt with for a while.

When I was a kid I was at my happiest being as hyper/wild as I can, as loud as I can, picking up anything I thought was cool

with age that was tempered out of me, I was yelled at for being too loud, I was taught that I needed to adhere to social norms and act "normal" I knew this all pained me then, but I never thought too much into it.

Around when puberty started I developed gender dysphoria, but there was something deeper as well - Growing taller was absolute hell for me, I remember distinctly someone measuring me at 5'7 and I started crying, when that's not really that tall. I felt like I was meant to be short, I didn't want to be tall, I still don't. But I chalked it up to the gender dysphoria of growing tall and being seen as a 'man'. All the while growing into an enforced "mature and stable adult"

I always hated having these arbitrary rules for normalcy that I have to adhere to. I have a huge issue with authority and dispise the notion that anyone is capable of being over another

Now that I've transitioned, the gender dysphoria is gone, I feel happy for the most part. But, there's always been something more. I know i'm a girl in the sense that that's my perferred presentation. But I always felt like gender is an arbitrary thing that isn't for me aside from she/her, but outside of that, I guess I never really had much of a relationship with being human. For me it was always "this is what I'm stuck as for life so might as well get used to it" When I look in the mirror and I see a girl, I see me, yeah, but the me I have to be - but not the one I would choose to be if given the choice.

I have always had a intense love and relation with characters that are goblinesque or feral, short or hunched skrunkly beings with chipped teeth or fangs, unkempt appearances, beautifully unashamed of their ugliness.

I often joke with friends that if I could shapeshift i'd spend like 99% of my time as a short feminine ambiguous goblin creature, acting however I please. This is why my profiles everywhere but here are plastered with goblin pfps

Thing is, it feels like it is beyond a joke, I feel like I am supposed to be that, that if my soul had a shape it would be that, that if I could press a button and be that, I would in a heartbeat- I would be short, wild, ugly, and love every second of it.

I'm unsure if this means i'm otherkin, and truth be told i'm still pretty lost on the concept. I could just be longing to be in touch with my inner child and as far as I know everyone probably experiences it. But I feel like there's more to it.

Any advice/insight/affirmation would be helpful, thank you, you beautiful critters/beings

[menlove]

HELLO JAMES MENLOVE how are you this fine day. I have a very important question to ask, do you have any tips on writing an accurate Paul voice in fanfic? I’m trying to write Baby’s First Beatles yaoi here and I’m struggling. TYSM 🫶

EXCITED TO SEE WHERE U GO W BABY'S FIRST BEATLES YAOI. SEND ME SO MANY UPDATES. also love the new pfp us matching mclennon icon warriors are brave

and LORD okay take this all w the "I'm american" grain of salt but! depends on the era you're writing them in really imo! like any of them, when he's younger, pre-beatlemania and especially in liverpool/hamburg, his accent was thicker. ur gonna be out here googling slang words in 1960s liverpool. but to get a better idea of His voice specifically, a lot of those early interviews and ahdn are good, but also keep in mind he was sort of like. cleaning up his accent a little for the cameras. but it's lots of contractions, but focusing on cadence/wording is better, imo, than focusing on trying to write out the accent which can get grating to look at if you have an apostrophe every other word (but that's just me). lots of glottal stops happening

during/post-beatlemania it seems like he tried to clean up his accent. out of the 4 of them, imo, his accent is the Least strong. it's turned a bit more posh as he's aged (again if I'm mishearing any of this british people you guys do have the right to kill me with hammers) & watching some of his more recent interviews or later beatles interviews gives you a good idea of that! BUT this has the bonus of- you can always have more of the liverpool accent slip back in when he's upset/excited/particularly comfortable/etc etc

if u mean Content....... what I always keep in mind is just that paul is very diplomatic. he says what he thinks will keep the boat from being rocked, esp once they hit beatlemania. so it's always fun to have him sort of think through his words, think about what he Wants to say, go hm yeah can't say that in any dignified way without Consequences, and say something else that may even be contradicting his actions. on the other hand, though, he can be a bit of a dick. esp when him and john feed off each other. lots of early days stories of him encouraging john being an ass to people and being one himself. his asshole-ry comes in a sort of blunt flavor OR a very backhanded sort of bizarre flavor. like sending people postcards saying "obey your school master" and telling people they're not good vs his weird little "who knows, yoko!" type of comments when he's Trying to be diplomatic but still wants to kick shins. I always sort of view him as being kind of oblivious to how blunt & dickish he can come off 😭 great for writing scenes w him and george honestly. so it's fun to have him say or do smth that just. from the outside is sooo shitty but since ur in his pov he's literally just not even thinking about it

[transgenderprototype]

i am granting you full permission to go absolutely apeshit about explaining the guy in your pfp. do your autistic screeching and imform me on the cubehead

Oh you have no isea what touve unleashed

Hes the Prototype (or Proto) from Oneshot, he appears in the post game Solstice route, i wont be going too in depth because i dont wanna spoil anything but hes so neat to me

Hes the older version of the Prophetbot, and he comes off as being apathetic, cold, and analytical, hes prone to jealousy because the Prophetbot actually replaced him, which hurt him and his more guarded nature means he isnt the type to say that it hurt.

It probably also didnt help that his age was stated to be vaguely college aged so he was likely very young, likely a teenager, when it happened. (Hes the youngest of his siblings. Hes between 18-22 since those are the average ages of college students, His brother Cedric is stated to be around graduate age so hes at least 24, and his sister Rue is the oldest, being in her late twenties.)

But then despite that hes willing to die for someone he cares about. He cares about his siblings, he cares a lot in general. He just really doesnt like showing emotions.

He's probably my one of my top five favorite characters of all time. As you can trll, i am very normal about him ghdjfhdja. Hes so skrungly

I recommend playing the game first, because its best experienced blind and i am holding myself back because i do not want to spoil it

[strawbberryhead]

Name: strawberryhead

Real name: Lin yôu(林友)

Age:???

Birthday: November 21

Ethnicity: 🇵🇭🇪🇸🇨🇳

Fun facts about me:

-I'm really into kpop more on boy groups then girl groups but I've since Stan at least 25+ boy groups and maybe 5 girl groups.

-I'm also into anime I haven't watched anime in like a year now but I've been trying new anime's, my pfp may be nana but my favorite anime off all time is given.

-love dramas my tier list goes to 1st thai drama 2nd korean drama 3rd Chinese drama 4th Taiwanese drama 5th Japanese drama, and yes all of them are Asian I just like it and my fav genre for all types of drama is ether BL or GL.

-my hobbies are making novels and doing random makeup styles or cooking but as a kid I wanted my hobby to be drawing but I'm just bad at it.

-I'm not mentally well and I'm also super suicidal and have BPD(borderline personality disorder) but I've come to almost live with it.

-I also like survival shows which they form a new kpop boy group I'm currently watching starlight boys and project 7.

- I also like BL manwhas sometimes GL manhwas but more on BL and my fave manhwa is cherry blossoms after winter.

Drama & Movie Recommendations (with ratings from 1 to 10)

Never let me go [9.3/10]

My school president [8.2/10]

Hidden agenda [6/10]

Love is in the air [9.9/10]

2gether [6/10]

Still 2gether [6/10]

Bad buddy's [9/10]

Enchante [5/10]

Star in my mind season 1&2 [8/10]

Vice versa [7/10]

The miracle of the the teddy bear [9/10]

The eclipse [9.8/10]

Fish upon the sky [8/10]

Cutie pie season 1&2 [8.9/10]

A boss and a babe [9/10]

Not me [10/10]

Kinnporsche [8/10]

Until we meet again [7/10]

My only 12% [9.9/10]

Dark blue kiss [7/10]

Don't say no [9.8/10]

Tharntype [4/10]

Why R U? (Thailand) [3/10]

Moon light chicken [8/10]

Our sky season 1&2 [8/10]

Bed friend [7/10]

Our winter [6/10]

Past singer [5/10]

Hit bite love [5.5/10]

Future 2023 [8.6/10]

Boyband [4.3/10]

Tin Tem Jai [6.8/10]

Love syndrome season 1,2&3 [4.6/10]

Crazy handsome rich [5.4/10]

Low frequency [4/10]

Dinosaur love [6.3/10]

Wedding plan [7.4/10]

Step by step [5.2/10]

La pluie [9.6/10]

House of stars [2/10]

Be mine superstars [7.4/10]

Puppy honey [4.7/10]

Theory of love [8.5/10]

Cooking crush [9.9/10]

Secret crush on you [9.7/10]

My gangster oppa [8.9/10]

Playboy [5.1/10]

My engineer [9.5/10]

For him [8/10]

Big dragon [9.6/10]

Unforgotten night [9.7/10]

Between us [10/10]

Ai long nai [9.8/10]

Middle love [7.5/10]

Pit babe [7/10]

Last twilight [10/10]

Dangerous romance [10/10]

Love stage [9.1/10]

Meow ears up [9.89/10]

Only friends [8/10]

Love in translation [7.8/10]

We are [10/10]

Love mechanics [9/10]

City of stars [9.6/10]

Only boo! [9.1/10]

Deep night [8/10]

Lovely writer [9/10]

Friends with benefits [7/10]

War of Y [9.9/10]

Dead Friend Forever (DFF) [6.5/10]

1000 stars [9.9/10]

Cupid's last wish [10/10]

Wandee goodday [8.9/10]

Baker boys [4/10]

Work from heart [8.6/10]

Love with benefits [6.7/10]

Tonhon Chonlatee [9.8/10]

Semantic error [7/10]

Light On Me [10/10]

Nobleman's ryu wedding [10/10]

To my star [5.2/10]

Blueming [7/10]

Cherry blossom after winter [10/10]

Color rush season 1&2 [9/10]

Tinted with you [9/10]

Mr.heart [10/10]

Step for you [7/10]

Night fight [6/10]

Wish you:Your Melody from my heart [9/10]

My sweet dear [8.9/10]

The taste of Florida [-/10]

Peach of time [6.9/10]

Kissable lips [9.9/10]

The boy next door [8.9/10]

First love again [9/10]

Oh! Bonding house [8/10]

Love in spring [-/10]

Ocean Likes me [10/10]

Love class [8.7/10]

Choco milk shake [7.7/10]

Oh my assistant [5.4/10]

Ones again [10/10]

Roommates of poong duck 309 [6/10]

Sing my crush [10/10]

Unintentional love story [9/10]

Love tractor [8/10]

Why R U? (korean) [8/10]

Bon appetite [7/10]

Jazz for two [10/10]

The drector who buys me dinner [9/10]

Candy color paradox [9.9/10]

Perfect propose [8/10]

My personal weatherman [10/10]

You are mine [9/10]

Love for love's sake [9.8/10]

I will knock you [8/10]

About youth [8/10]

Ghost host ghost house [9/10]

Spring of crush [10/10]

High school return of the gangster [9/10]

Sing in love [6/10]

If it's with you [8/10]

love mate [5/10]

Eclipse [4/10]

A rose and a tulip [2/10]

In between seasons [5.5/10]

Mr.unlucky has no choice but kiss [8/10]

Love love you [9/10]

My bromance [0.1/10]

My on1y one[10/10]

The trainee[9/10]

On sale[8/10]

The monster next door[9/10]

Bad guy my boss[6/10]

Jack and joker[8/10]

I feel you linger in the air[10/10]

Memory in the Letter[7/10]

I saw you in my dream[10/10]

Hard love mission[8/10]

Sunset x Vibes[8/10]

Love sea[9/10]

Century of love[100/10]

Live in love[10/10]

Firstly like you[10/10]

Uncle unknown[-2/10]

Inverse identity[2/10]

Forever you[9/10]

Firstly like you[8/10]

Addictied heroine 2024 ver.[5/10]

A song currently stuck in my head right now

[meetthechemist]

🧪Meet the Chemist🧪

A man walks into an interview room, donning a gas mask, and sits down across from the interviewer. The interviewer gave the man a piece of paper that simply says "Tell us about yourself". The man doesn't speak, instead moving his hands to communicate.

"I am the Chemist, 34 years of age, and I believe the doctor said I was about 5'5. I lived in Germany, though I'm half-German, half-Chinese. And I believe your little paper says I'm deaf and partially blind too".

The interviewer handed Chemist another paper. "Your government name?"

"Can't do that. Dunno who's gonna try and bring me back to the police".

The interviewer handed Chemist yet another paper, making him roll his green eyes. "What does being a Chemist mean for you personally?"

"Being the Chemist means I have free rein to work on my experiments, which means the German police forces aren't going to be arresting me in America. Killing at least 20 people will get you on their list".

The interviewer tilted their head at that. They handed Chemist another paper asking "What did you do?"

"I dropped people in vats of acid. I'm a bit of a wanted criminal over there, but they had it coming. All 44 of them. Are we done? My cat is going to get restless in her cage".

The interviewer nodded and Chemist left the room. In his place was a small vial filled with a bubbling substance. It exploded and Chemist picked up a meowing pet carrier. He smirked under his mask as a rumble shook the building.

[OOC under]

This is an ask blog of @darrowfire15's OC, the Chemist. I saw some others doing this and I figured it would be fun. And I can get Chemist's character in action more.

Rules

The Chemist's original post

The banner and the pfp were made by The Scientist.

Minors DNI. Because this will contain some violence, this will be an 18+ blog.

The same DNI for my main blog.

Tags

#Chemist Response - Answered asks.

#Chemist Journal - Posts Chemist makes.

#Chemist Interactions - Interacting with other blogs.

Official Description

Role: Offense

An intense fascination with chemical compounds at a young age paved the way for the Chemist to graduate top of his class. However, after killing at least 20 innocent people in his hometown, he had to go into hiding from the authorities. Some believe that the fumes from his work caused him to go mad, but no one truly knows. The only thing that seems to keep him sane is his pet cat.

Weapons

Primary: A dart gun that has the similar look and usage to one from the movie “Zootopia”. Chemist can load it with three types of pellets; an acid pellet, a cryogenic pellet, and a radioactive pellet. He created them during his time fighting in Mercenary Park to watch other mercs suffer when hit. 

The acid pellet causes the targeted area (clothed or not) to burn and melt away. 

The cryogenic pellet causes the targeted area (skin) to have freezer burn.

The radioactive pellet causes the targeted skin (clothed or not) to have radiation burns.

Secondary: An SMG. When Chemist is out of his pellets, he resorts to bullets to take down his enemies. It used to be TF2 Sniper’s secondary, given up when he stopped the mercenary work. It’s more effective, but doesn’t give the satisfaction.

Melee: A left-handed bass guitar in the shape of an axe. It’s an instrument that doubles as a weapon. When he’s out of ammo, pellets or bullets, he goes for his trusty bass guitar. 

Support Slot: The small smoke bombs that are on his sash. He made them himself. He throws them to briefly blind an enemy. 

[the-depressed-comedic-relief]

Rant about minor online safety

You know, I remember once being on a less than wholesome wattpad fanfic as a young thirteen year old, and for some reason or another people were saying their ages in the comments and they were (as expected) close to mine, including the author . Except for this one 18 year old, who seemed to be very concerned who said “don’t you have to be over 17 for this? You shouldn’t be on here” and I saw that and went “pff, it’s wattpad, it’s fine. I’m mature enough to interact with this.” And recently I’ve come to realize that I am that person now. I see minors occasionally with nsfw accs and it’s like guys! Don’t do that! And this is not to be like “oh teens never think unwholesome thoughts or enjoy that stuff, if you do you shouldn’t,” because I am a teen and historically repressing your sexuality is not a good thing. BUT not repressing doesn’t mean to forgo all the internet safety you’ve learned. Now, that’s not to say I agree with all of what most online safety campaigns say, I think you can talk to people online, including adults as long as you be safe. But since a lot of other minors see one thing they don’t agree with they cast out the rest of the advice. Outside of the internet as a minor, you’re mostly protected by other people, your parents, your teachers, etc. but if you are online without supervision you need to protect yourself since only you control that. You should not be interacting with NSFW as a minor. Full stop. Why? In fandom culture you’re a lot more connected with creators, which is why when it comes to that you really just have to wait until you’re 18 until you can interact. Let’s say a teenager reads 50 shades of grey or something. That’s fine! Now let’s say that teenager talked to the author in depth about it and asked unwholesome questions about it. Not fine, do you get what I’m saying? And especially when nsfw blogs say “no minors” that includes all minors! It’s not just a protection thing, it’s also a boundary people should respect! I think it’s really easy to forget that the accounts online you talk to are real people. Even I do sometimes, when at the least you only have a pfp and a username how could you not occasionally forget? But it is important in how you talk to people. Ifim talking to an adult I always try to keep in mind the question of “hm, would I say this to an adult in real life?” And if the answer is no, I don’t say it. And if an adult says something that makes you kinda uncomfortable, tell them to stop! And if they don’t apologize and keep that boundary in mind that is not a safe adult. And if you’re talking to another minor abt nsfw or just even getting super close please ask for pictures but best is video calling, it’s really easy to lie on the internet. And again, if they don’t respect that don’t talk to them. I think that’s the end of my rant, if you’re a minor as well just try to stay safe. 

[dallydillying]

INTRO POST!! B) 🤘

GREETINGS AND SALUTATIONS!

hello! i'm diskey!! i'm a genderfluid (they/he/she, he preferred, afab) 14 year old! i'm also Very bisexual. like. Incredibly. i LOVE LOVE LOVE leafy and firey from the hit Object show bfdi.... i hope you enjoy your stay here! ^_^

psst.... pronouns.cc

i'm a multishipper! expect to see a variety of ships here. including rarepairs. i love rarepairs.

my artstyle changes like every other week so if my artsyle is randomly different and then the same after another piece that's why LOL

you are free 2 use my art as pfps and banners, as long as you give credit! i don't mind :3

my birthday is on october 13th!

i am not a good initiator! please don't send dms that contain basic and/or one-letter greetings.

don't make romantic comments towards me Dawg. jokes are fine as long as they aren't borderline creepy..! (i have a boyfriend)

i am neurodivergent. (i have adhd, autism, an anxiety disorder & psychosis.) please take that into consideration before interacting, i ask kindly that you use tone tags while interacting with me, since i cannot detect tone very well. also, please don't be vague if you find something wrong with my content! i find it hard 2 understand things sometimes if i am not directly told :( !!

some of the humor/jokes on here may be inappropriate and/or weird. note that while the humor may be sexual in nature, i do not want any of my characters to be sexualized, even if they are above the age of 18. i will not be drawing nsfw of my characters, even if the humor delves into suggestive/sexual topics. i am simply NOT comfortable with it or other people sexualizing/drawing nsfw of my ocs. i apologize if anything i say here makes anybody uncomfortable themselves.

if you support pedophilia, zoophilia, non-con, proshipping, racism, homophobia, or anything of that sort. it is NOT welcome here.

if you still use gamer vs furry logic in the year of 2024 (aka you hate furries)

if you ship real people. self explanatory. You people are scary. Do not come near me.

if you fetishize homoerotic/queer people and their relationships.

if you have an interest in 4chan and partake in weird behaviors relating to that. no if ands or buts. do not interact with me.

(ALL ARTICLES CONTAIN SPOILERS, BROWSE WITH CAUTION)

- leafy (bfdi)

- firey (bfdi)

- nickel (ii)

- spongebob squarepants

- shadowsight (warrior cats)

- dovewing (warrior cats)

- john doe/joker (batman: the telltale series)

- mephone4 (ii)

- jayfeather (warrior cats)

(may be updated !!)

MOST ACTIVE IN:

- warrior cats

- osc (mainly bfdi, ii, tdos, tnm, hfjone, & itft. COBS FANS DNI!! (only if you support his actions not if you like him as character/villain))

- spongebob

- pokemon

- lalaloopsy

- electric dreams

- the i became a dog games

- eddsworld

LEAST ACTIVE IN:

- band fandoms i'm in (mainly SOAD & the beatles)

- razia's shadow (musical)

- batman

- fnf

- mao mao: heroes of pure heart

that's all from me, diskeynation! i hope anyone who decides to stick around enjoys their stay! :D buh-bye 4 now! (no tags cuz i'm a scaredy-cat /silly)

[bunposting]

Hi @redratt! Sorry for the tag but I knew my reply would likely be too long for a comment and I wanted to make sure you got the chance to see my response. As with all my responses, this will be as comprehensive as I can possibly make it.

There's a really significant component here that I think is missing for a lot of folks: rabbits are multipurpose animals. All rabbits of all breeds are (or at least have the capacity to be) multipurpose animals. They aren't your standard pet species where their purposes are almost always limited to things like companionship or sports or work, though - some of their purposes also include things like food for people, food for other animals, and pelts/fur.

You said you can understand culling for meat, but the thing is, you don't really... cull for meat. Well, I mean, you do, if you care about bettering your meat rabbits' efficiency and whatnot. But when it comes to rabbits that aren't meat rabbits, you don't cull specifically for meat. You slaughter or harvest for meat - culling might just be the reason why you do it.

Culling means to take something out of a breeding pool. This can be by soft culling, which means the animal lives but never gets bred, or it can be by terminal culling, which means the animal dies.

Culling for aesthetics is why we have breeds at all in the first place. We as humans have selected certain body types, temperaments, colors, and markings that we want to see in certain animals. Without that, there are so many beautiful breeds we never would've had - such as the rabbit in my pfp, or the breed that I'm raising now (which, as of right now, is a breed currently being raised solely for conservation and aesthetics - though I am trying to somewhat change that).

Which brings us back around to 'culling for meat.' As I said, all rabbits have the capacity to be multipurpose animals, including the purpose of food - be that for humans, or other animals. So with that being the case, let's look at an example.

This is a Dutch rabbit (not my picture). Dutches are one of the most popular and recognizable breeds out there. Dutches definitely wouldn't exist without their markings - their markings are a very significant part of what makes them a breed of their own! Dutches are also known for their versatility, making great pets, being a fun and challenging show breed, and - surprisingly to some - a very viable meat breed for somebody looking to raise their own food despite being low on space.

So, with that being said, tell me what the difference is between these scenarios:

>A person primarily breeds their Dutches for show. When they cull their rabbits, they terminally cull them. Depending on what age they cull them at, those rabbits either become a meal for their snake, or become that person's dinner. They tend to nestbox cull for snakefood rather than growing out their culls, though, because they just don't have the space for so many growouts. They occasionally sell rabbits to other breeders to help offset the costs of feed, but mostly keep their rabbits to themselves. They typically don't sell any of their rabbits as pets.

>A person primarily breeds their Dutches for meat. They also enjoy showing their Dutches, so all of the rabbits they eat as meat are rabbits that don't make the showing or breeding cut. One of the reasons they cull toward the breed standard other than that they enjoy showing themselves, is because it means they can sell some rabbits to other breeders, which helps to offset the costs of feed. They don't often nestbox cull because they generally have enough space available, but if they do, they have a falconer friend who likes to use the dead kits to help train their birds. They might sell a rabbit as a pet if they know who they're selling to, but only if that rabbit has an exceptional temperament.

>A person breeds their Dutches solely for meat. Practically all their litters are destined to become Freezer Camp Attendees (aka... food for the year). They are aware of the breed standard, but don't do anything to necessarily breed toward it. Sometimes they have an exceptionally well marked kit that also ends up having a great body, and when that happens they might choose to sell it to a show breeder or maybe even show it themselves. Otherwise, all kits are destined to be people food as soon as they're big enough.

All three of these people are killing rabbits. All three of these people are eating rabbits. All three of these people are raising a marked breed. All three of these people are, in some way, participating in showing that breed.

So what makes person three the righteous person here? Person two is still primarily breeding to feed themself, they just also are doing so in a way conducive to bettering the breed. Person one is still using all of their killed rabbits for food of some kind, even if that's not their main reason for having rabbits.

Truth is, there really isn't a difference. A dead rabbit is a dead rabbit, and a rabbit eaten is a rabbit eaten. The reason why it's killed and eaten isn't important to the rabbit, so why is it so important to us? Just something to consider.

It's ok to be personally uncomfortable with one reason over another. Thing is, you have to remember that at its core, that reason doesn't actually hold weight where it really matters - that is, to the rabbits in question here. A rabbit doesn't know why it's dying, it just knows that it's dying (and it might not even know that, if the slaughter was done well). It doesn't care why it's dying, it's just dying.

If you still are uncomfortable with it, fair enough. But especially when it comes to rabbits, these marked breeds aren't just worthless things that sit in cages and look pretty all day (or at least shouldn't be, in my opinion). They have plenty of purposes, and it just so happens that their markings play a significant role in which purpose they end up having.

In regards to Scout and what their role in bringing this whole conversation about was because for some reason people still seem to not get it; in their original post about the goats, they made a blanket statement. Sure, context could have said they were talking about goats, but at the end of the day, their official final statement didn't specify that their issue was with goats and/or cattle. Their official statement said that terminally culling a healthy newborn for [in this case, being a male] was something that 'should not happen' (i.e. is bad/wrong/whatever), full stop. As I mentioned in previous posts, they then made it about rabbits specifically by sharing a comment made on their post that was in fact directly about rabbits and the terminal culling of kits based on markings.

Also, show rabbit breeders aren't culling for livelihood. There are no "professional" show rabbit breeders except for the ones who started off rich as hell to begin with. We do it because we are passionate about the breeds we raise.

[teneriadvos]

Teneri ad Vos

meaning "enthralled by you" in Latin.

💜

Vos || 19 yrs || He

Can't stress enough: MINORS, DNI. DO NOT INTERACT. THIS IS NOT THE BLOG FOR YOU. ALSO, I WILL BLOCK YOU IF YOU TRY TO FOLLOW ME AND YOU DON'T HAVE AN AGE IN YOUR BIO OR PINNED POST. THANKS.

💜 Fun Vos Facts! 💜

- College student

- Writer

- Total nerd (D&D, Video games, etc. Ask me about my collections!)

- In case you can't tell, I'm a Latin nerd too :)

- More holes than the average man

- Bi guy

- Happily taken :) I have a lovely girlfriend and she smokes weed

All of the other stuff is going below the cut. One more time, MINORS DNI. FINAL FUCKING WARNING. THANKS.

okay, let's get into the meat and potatoes of it all. i basically only log in to this acc when im bored out of my skull or looking to jerk off. there's like an 18% chance i'm asexual and i have days where the very concept of sex makes me feel physically ill. bear with me. whatever. here's what you're all looking for.

💜 Sexy Vos Facts!! 💜

Okay, green for giving, blue for receiving. Purple for both.

I'm switchy as hell but I'm really only going to be thinking subby thoughts on this blog. I might make the rare dom post or two but I will not play dom. Thanks 💜 Okay now let's get into it:

- Raging hypnosis / brainwashing kink. Love getting tranced out 💜

- Dumbification and stuff like that :) I guess it kind of goes hand in hand with the hypno but sometimes it's just so nice to not Think about Things

- Praise kink my beloved. To care and be cared for is always really nice

- Denial and edging. God it's so much fun but I'm so bad at it lol

- Bondage!! Tie me up in ribbons and rope! Plus, I want to learn shibari so bad...

- Puppy play stuff!! Ask me to bark and I go woof!!

- Mommy kink :) Sometimes it's just nice to be mommy's baby boy y'know?

- Royalty kink. I'll gladly be a knight or prince of your kingdom hehe

- Blasphemy and the corruption that comes with it. Turns out there's a reason I like being called angel so much :3

- Plus some crazy fantasy stuff. Y'know, tentacles and aphrodisiacs and monsterfucking and holding hands with someone who really really loves me, etc etc

- Uhhh recent development I wanna get pegged and / or actually railed??? I want cock or strap in my hole??? ASAP??? please and thank you???

[This list is subject to change or expand depending on what Tumblr does to me.]

💜 What Vos doesn't like. 💜

- If you're kind to me, I will be kind to you. That's the golden rule on my blog. Don't be a dick, and don't be a creep.

- ABSOLUTELY DO NOT ASK FOR PICTURES OF ME. I know I'm whoring myself out on the internet but I'd like to keep it to just words.

- Please don't open conversations by sending me nudes or spirals. It's kind of weird to me. Say "hi" or "hello" or even just ask me first!! Thank you!!

- Please keep your sissy, detrans, forced-fem, and misgendering stuff to yourself please.

- Additionally, no thanks on piss, scat, race, and gainer/feeder stuff! It is NOT for me. Also, I'll probably block you if it's your whole account.

- I block empty, no-pfp no-name no-description etc. blogs on site. At least make your profile look a little lived-in.

- MINORS DNI. DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME. I KNOW I'VE SAID IT A COUPLE TIMES ALREADY BUT I AM BEING SO SERIOUS. THIS IS NOT A BLOG FOR YOU IN ANY CAPACITY. GO AWAY.

- I'm not looking for a long term dynamic. But DM me maybe and we can play around?

[These boundaries are also subject to change. If you're freaking me out, I will tell you. If you continue to freak me out, I will block you. If you're a robot, uh, go fuck yourself. Idk.]

💜 Vos Terminology Index 💜

Please call me...

- Masculine terms; man, boy, guy, dude, etc.

- Pretty, good, sweet, and baby boy.

- Dumb, empty-headed, pathetic, needy.

- Prince, puppy, dog, toy, angel, doll.

- Chest, dick, and hole to talk about my anatomy.

If you're unsure about something, pop in and ask!

💜 Closing remarks! 💜

I'm a total nerd with a writer's background, and I tend to get really wordy. If I write some nerdy or horndog ramble, just bare with me. I like talking lol

Okay, that's all from me!! I hope all of this wasn't too boring! Remember, be kind and receive kindness in return.

Vos out. 💜

[fairydares]

figure this blog could use a pinned post now

[There's a chance I follow you if you follow me, but it'd be under my main username: @underestimated-heroine]

pfp is some of Mashima's official art of Lucy Heartfilia.

***How to find any post on Tumblr via tags (requires desktop, handy to have in the Fairy Tail fandom imo)***

***Incomplete, informal FT fanfic rec list, and here's another***

***If you make Fairy Tail fan art, here's a reminder that you can tag ft-reboost to get your art more reblogs (they want you to!)***

-i block art reposters and anyone who reblogs them too often to be a mistake. period.

-on why we don't link our kofis etc. specifically on AO3 (idgaf if you make money off fanfic. in fact, have at it...just don't link ur Kofi or PayPal or anything on AO3 because it endangers the archive.)

-This blog is firmly anti-censorship and anti-harassment. This includes being against anyone who throws around words like "romanticize" and "normalize" or "don't like don't read EXCEPT [ship type/sex-related thing you've decided doesn't count as fiction]." I am also defending stuff I personally wouldn't read with this statement. (My own words & more on this, non-graphic cw/tw for basically all the depraved content this discussion entails.)

*tbc I don't like to make DNI's Like This, but due to some personal life experiences, a harassment campaign I went through once upon a time over a (not even sexual) fic I wrote, and some troubling trends and language I now see in this fandom, I feel the need to be clear and also show some solidarity with darkfic writers and enjoyers.

MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY OF THIS THOUGH.

My Writing

*have never opened up my inbox for fic recs. might someday, if anyone's even really interested, but not right now*

-(Mis)Communication: Gajevy week prompt I wrote f o r e v e r ago, it feels like! AO3 Rating M. Basically Levy misses Gajeel on a girls vacation with Lucy, Juvia, and Cana & tries to sext him. shenanigans ensue.

-Chasing Tails: scrungled-ass Next Gen fic. AO3 Rating E. Premise is that the NaLu child, Nashi, wound up on Our Earth as a child then forgot her family, Fairy Tail, and Earth Land by the time she was 17. Then Natsu finally finds her. Lots of the original beloved FT characters are missing in the beginning and there's a mystery as to why that is. Believe it or not, this fic is supposed to be more humor than anything, at least to my heart. Updates are going slow right now but I'm getting better chapter by chapter, and I'm determined to finish.

-Ice and Igni: feral baby mammoth next gen fic based on the Stone Age Omake, which fascinates me. AO3 Rating M. premise is Greige & Nasha "discovering each other" sort of like Natsu and Lucy did, with the necessary premise feature that the male and female tribes were separated long ago under mysterious circumstances (why do i love doing this?)

-Reminiscing on the Hard Road: a Gruvia one-shot where I basically give one version of events that might have led to Juvia and Gray getting together through memories. Couple-angsty, breakup & makeup fic with a happy ending.

-Series I did for Nalu Week 2024 (AO3 Link). Day 1: Cuddling/Nightmare - "Princes to Dragons" (Link for on here). [This is still coming out 😬]

There are others, but i don't feel they're worth mentioning. if you're intensely curious you can find them on ffnet. all fairy tail, for now.

[good-oldfashioned-lover-girl]

help i'm not sure what to do...

rant below (it's really really long, i just really needed to rant at something that wasn't my mind, i'm not actually expecting anyone to read it don't worry)

i don't really like the idea of posting about my life, mostly because i don't feel active enough for anything to actually come of it and i'm not even sure i want anything to come of it but you know what imma take this as free therapy as it's not like i would want to talk to the irl people in my life.

i have a really close friend who also has tumblr but always seems as though they didn't want me to know about theirs so i always tried not to even accidentally find it. i told them my old username before they had tumblr but then i changed it when they got it, mostly using it as an excuse because i never really liked my old one.

we both said we would never look for each others accounts, but today it was made quite clear that they at least knew my username, something i couldn't care less about but was a little annoyed they wouldn't stop lying to me.

they then suddenly lashed out at me, and sent me a picture of their account which i never wanted to see. i barely looked at it and merely complimented the colours and pfp, but still they were incredibly passive aggressive.

the problem is i know they're going through a really hard time right now and i really don't want to make it any harder by lashing out back or being equally as passive aggressive as i know i'm often inclined to be, and this is especially now when things are going so well between us as friends.

i'm never one for being incredibly close friends with one person as it is an idea that terrifies me, meaning for example i swing between calling absolutely no one my best friend to everyone i simply talk to and is relatively nice to me is my best friend. i know this probably seems like nothing but honestly since even the early years of primary school the idea of calling just one or maybe two people my best friend is just absolutely not.

for a while me and this friend got incredibly close and they started calling me their best friend, which i tried really hard to do back but the stigma i've built around it in my head made it really hard and made me feel really uncomfortable.

i'm awful at explaining things but i did my best to explain as such to my friend without hurting them because it doesn't mean i don't still want to be really really close, it's just one line i wasn't willing to cross and they seemed to respect that, giving me the tiny bit more space i personally needed.

i know at many points i will have made many many mistakes, but they have become the one person i trust almost completely to the point of not even worrying about the little slip ups i make around them and i don't do things such as worrying if i talked too much etc. because i trust that they understand me enough so that i don't worry.

but now they seem really angry, and i don't even know why, and so for the first time in ages i'm genuinely worried that i've messed something up just a little to much, not that that would be the first time someone's randomly decided to despise my guts when i don't know why so the possibility is entirely possible.

and i don't know what to do to try and patch it up, and even more importantly if there's anyway to still try and help them through the shit time they're having despite clearly not helping.

on top of that i don't know how to help them in the first place because my immediate reaction to anything is just complete sarcasm or 'lmao mood' i'm sure neither of which help.

so i shall leave all 0 of you who put themselves through reading that alone and thank you.