#it's Kinger's that creeps me out the most

[chaotic-cheshire]

[the-s1lly-corner]

Dude, imagine something like: TADC x Mime! Reader. Reader usually stays quiet most of the time, but sometimes they suddenly talk startling everyone around them. At the same time, they are like, very expressive, using exaggerated gestures and facial expressions, and usually communicates solely through their miming skills. And if you wanna go extra crazy THEY COULD ALSO HAVE SOMETHING LIKE MR. MIME FROM POKEMON, where they like, do a mimic of a wall, and then a invisible wall appears out of nowhere or something like that

I hope you understood what i meant, sorry for any mistakes, English is not my first language 💖💖

TADC cast x mime!reader !

eueueu i totally understand what youre saying and i love the idea sm!! i love it when mime characters have mime physics, or when clown characters have clown physics!! love it so so so much!! sorry if this is a little short, ive been writing personal stuff all day and the back aches are starting to creep back in already </3

CAINE:

his jaw drops the first time you speak, he genuinely thought you were totally incapable of speech thanks to your whole theme going on... i think he would love your little mime tricks with the invisible walls and barriers and... did you just no clip through the floor while pretending to walk down some stairs...? where did you go?? where? was there another no clip glitch issue thing going on? he thought he fixed that...!

POMNI:

ah, a jester and her mime.... not the weirdest pairing... though granted pomni doesnt commit to the bit of being a jester and doesnt do tricks or jokes.. while you do commit... i think she would grow frustrated if you put a barrier up and made her slow down... calm down.. chill.. sure you understand the whole "finding the exit" thing going on with her, but rushing things probably wont help.... to time out she goes... probably gives you a side eye if she sees you just randomly walking on some invisible platform to just. leave in the middle of an IHA

JAX:

tries to coax you into using your powers for evil... i have a feeling jax doesnt like people who arent talkers... like being incapable of speak is one thing, i think at most is that he would make decisions for you (ie wrap an arm around your shoulder and be like "oh well me and (reader) were just thinking about......." yk? like in a joking way) but i dont think he likes quiet people... tries to coax you into speaking more... imagine you never spoke before in front of anyone and you finally reveal that you can talk, to jax, and he tries to tell everyone but no one believes him. psychological torment 101

RAGATHA:

i like to think she plays along with your mime antics, pretending to also be putting up invisible props and such... though her actions and movements are noticeably more sloppy and not as... fluid...? afterall, ragatha hasnt spent time practicing to be anywhere near your level! is a little surprised when she finds out your stuff is at least somewhat tangible within the digital world... thinks your emoting is cute..

KINGER:

so you know how he gets startled by gangle simply standing next to him? its like that with you, but he jumps when you randomly start talking next to him.. ponders... invisible safe square/cube/whatever... though i think part of the comfort of a pillow fort is that hes out of sight... but i think he would enjoy it at least a little if you created something like that for him

ZOOBLE:

enjoys that you dont talk much, zooble doesnt like chatty people i dont think... though they are willing to listen to you on days where you do feel like striking up a conversation... you actually get a laugh out of them when you banish jax to time out (aka putting up 4 see through walls around him for whatever length of time to atone for whatever crime he committed that day)

"he took my arm off.. give him an hour.."

GANGLE:

art kid meets art kid, you guys are both a little silly... okay sure your stuff is more performative, and while gangle does have a comedy and tragedy mask her thing is more so in drawing and painting imo, i love me artistic gangle... loves doing your makeup, if its not just a permanent part of your digital face, and can be customized... not much to be said here... theres comfortable silence between the two of you when you hang out since you dont talk often and gangle doesnt know what to talk about and may or may not fear ruining the dynamic between the two of you

[dj-paintpony]

TADC SONA STUFF SO FAR!

At this Point I swear somebody is gonna tell me I have “too many Sona designs”, but I WOULD STICK OUT A LOT MORE DRAWING A MOTH IN ALL MY FAVORITE FANDOMS🤣

Firstly, here is my Sona design in her glory (a somewhat character reference sheet, mostly just me fleshing out her idea.), well, less glory and more “I’m going to freak out the least” kinda thing.

Yup, that’s right! This goofball thinks the Amazing Digital Circus is actually…well, Amazing! She’s intrigued by it, gets along well with NEARLY everyone, but doesn’t get along That great with Jax. She gets frustrated by him picking on everyone (especially Pomni), and isn’t afraid to stand up for others…She just can’t stand up for herself.

Byte really enjoys spending time With Pomni, because She wants to show Pomni that not everything is scary…sometimes things are fun and silly!💖💖💖

She likes spending time with Ragatha too, But spends the most time with Pomni. 🩷

Zooble & Byte get along Decently, Zooble doesn’t bother her, and Byte doesn’t bother them, which gives them both mutual respect. 💖

Caine Loves the fact that Byte is enthusiastic about every Adventure, always excited, always curious, always cheerful. But it does both him how unfazed she is by nearly getting killed quite often, he’s starting to get suspicious that maybe some part of her is subconsciously seeking death…but that’d be silly, right??💛

Kinger and Byte get along well. She calmly reminds him of forgotten things, occasionally sits with him in his fort, and likes to tell stories, so him forgetting is like getting to tell the whole tale over again!💖💖

Bubble creeps her out.💔

Jax is suspicious of Byte, and has been since the beginning. As confusing as it is to her, He usually steers clear of her unless to interrogate her, by saying crap like this after multiple near death experiences:

“So, Pixel-Face, you a Masochist or something?”

No, no she’s not Jax. She was just suicidal in the real world but can’t remember.

(And This is the latest picture I did.🤣💖)

[pannyprainer]

Glitch just realised another teaser photo

And it is creepy so warning for the image below.

Kinger creeps me out the most here other than the others.

[lunawolfcreepypasta]

NEVER WATCH TADC BY YOURSELF!

(I know it's badly edited, don't judge me)

This is VERY dangerous! NEVER, EVER watch TADC unless you have someone with you! This is why!

It was late at night when it was past my bedtime. I couldn't sleep, so I wanted to do something to pass the time. I was scrolling through YouTube when I saw a video telling me to NEVER watch the pilot episode of TADC alone. Out of curiosity, I watched the video.

It sounded like a lot of nonsense telling me that something bad will happen to me. I thought it was completely nonsensical, so to defy the video, I watched TADC without anyone with me.

It was definitely a new experience. I only usually watch it when my brother is with me. When I watched it, it was definitely a bit off at the beginning. Caine's voice sounded a bit distorted and Bubble's teeth looked realistic. When the theme song played, only the words were said. There was no music in the background.

Instead of saying 'day after day,' it said 'death after death.' I brushed it off, thinking it was just something Gooseworx did as a joke. As I watched more of the pilot, it was becoming more sinister. When Zooble was taken apart by the gloinks, it definitely wasn't normal. She seemed to be 100% acrylic, as she had blood. When the gloinks took her apart, she was definitely dead.

Jax, Pomni, and Ragatha seemed to completely ignore this and they went to check on Kaufmo. The screen was a bit darker than usual and instead of X's on the abstracted character's door labels, they were black and white and there was a splatter of red.

When they went to Kaufmo's door, it seemed mostly normal, but Jax didn't pull out a key to unlock it, he had a cleaver. There's no way that would even fit in a keyhole. Jax didn't even unlock the door, he broke it down with the cleaver. Pomni and Ragatha entered the room, which definitely does NOT happen in the pilot.

I was starting to get creeped out now. I tried to shut it off, but it wouldn't work. Pomni and Ragatha looked around and Kaufmo wasn't abstracted, he was laying on the floor in a pool of blood, completely lifeless. He had a stab wound in his chest, one that could only be made with a cleaver.

Ragatha was stunned into silence, while Pomni looked like she was about to faint. "Who would do that to him?!" Ragatha exclaimed. "I never knew him, but that's absolutely horrible!" Pomni said.

Jax started laughing. All he did was pick up a bowling ball, then he looked at the lifeless Kaufmo. "Thanks for keeping an eye on it, Kaufy." He bolted after saying that, leaving Pomni and Ragatha alone.

He ran to Kinger and Gangle, who were both standing over the 'Zooble hole,' as Kinger calls it. He threw the bowling ball at Kinger, who instinctively grabbed Gangle, pulling her down with him. The bowling ball crushed Kinger, killing him. When Gangle's face hit the floor, she died on impact.

Jax jumped in the hole afterwards. He didn't kick down the bowling pins like he normally did, he just walked straight pass them. "Oh, Queen! I disposed of them!" he called out. The Gloinks picked Jax up and carried him to the Gloink Queen, who praised him.

"For Non-Gloinkinian mass, you're a great listener. You did exactly what I wanted." Jax respectfully lowered his head. Honestly, that's the most respectful thing he's EVER done.

For the rest of the video, Jax was staring at the screen. His eyes looked like cat eyes and his teeth looked realistic. When it ended, I saw something flash on the screen, but I couldn't see what it said, no matter how much I tried to pause it.

I turned my tablet off, completely traumatized. When I finally went to bed, I had several nightmares. In the morning when I got up for school, I felt different. My face felt weird. I brushed it off and I got dressed, but I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror.

I decided to get a closer look at myself and I almost screamed. I was smiling involuntarily and my eyes looked like cat eyes, just like Jax did in the video. I was terrified. I tried to open my bedroom door to go to my mom for help, but it was jammed shut. Suddenly, I heard a voice outside of my window.

Join us... join us...

When I opened my curtains, I saw the voice actor of Jax, Michael Kovach. He had the same smile and cat-like eyes. I was absolutely terrified. I wanted to run, but I felt drawn to him. I approached the window, not knowing I would have no memory of anything in my life before that event.

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God, why do I feel like this sucks? It feels so cliche. 💀

[gaybananabread]

🍌300 Fruit Shop "Drabbles"🍌

♡Thank you to everyone who participated in this! I had a lot of fun with all these, and might do another Fruit Shop thing in the future! Hopefully all these links work lol♡

(Fruit Shop info)

Cheater! - lee!Sokka, lers!Katara, Toph, Aang

Fandom= Avatar: The Last Airbender

Summary: Sokka is being more of a brat than usual. Katara decides to teach him a lesson, the others joining in to help.

Guilty Comforts - switches!Gwen, Hobie

Fandom= Spider-Man: Across the Spiderverse

Summary: Gwen is struggling with her self-image, the negative thoughts creeping in as she stresses out. Hobie has the perfect way to help, and while it cheers her up, things don’t exactly go how he expects them to.

Burned Treats - lee!Mikey, lers!Raph, Leo, Donnie

Fandom= Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Summary: Mikey tries making a treat for his bros, but things don't go as planned, bumming him out. The boys quickly notice and, after a quick wrestling match and some questions, manage to get their baby bro back into his high spirits.

Anxious Thoughts - lee!Pomni, ler!Kinger

Fandom= The Amazing Digital Circus

Summary: Pomni is having an anxiety attack due to circus craziness. Kinger invites her into his pillow fort to calm down, showing her she can still have a laugh in their insane circumstances.

Good Book - lee!Satan, ler!Lucifer

Fandom= Obey Me! Shall We Date?

Summary: Satan becomes engrossed in a new novel, locking himself in his room all day. He forgets about everything else as time flies, accidentally ignoring his duties and MC. Lucifer gives him a reminder he won’t soon forget.

So Rude! - lee!Jax, ler!Ragatha

Fandom= The Amazing Digital Circus

Summary: Jax is being a total brat, sassing and picking on all the other characters. Ragatha has enough, giving him a lesson on manners he won’t soon forget.

Impressive? - lee!Gender Neutral Reader, ler!Miguel

Fandom= Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse

Summary: You’ve been taking unnecessary risks on missions, trying to show off and impress a certain Spider-Man. It has the opposite effect, only worrying the man and making him question you. After you joke around and play off the danger, he uses a special tactic to make sure you learn your lesson.

Full Plate - lee!Miles, ler!Hobie

Fandom= Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse

Summary: Miles is falling behind due to his duties as Spider-Man and majorly stressing out about it. Hobie helps him calm down, as well as adding a special twist to make sure he's all cheered up.

A Better Fight - lee!Alex, ler!Magnus

Fandom= Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard

Summary: During one of the Hotel’s fights to the death, Alex and Magnus slip away for some calm. Unfortunately for the son of Frey, Alex got geared up for the fight and is feeling antsy. He offers another kind of fight, and while it’s not what Alex had in mind, it was certainly a laugh.

Sassy Bird - lee!Hawks, lers!Dabi, Twice, Toga

Fandom= My Hero Academia

Summary: Hawks is sassing his fellow LoV members, collectively pissing everyone off. While some more violent methods are suggested, the most interested trio finds a way to get back at the birdie without injuring their “asset.” 

Grouchy "Old" Man - lee!Miguel, lers!Peter B., brief Mayday

Fandom= Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse

Summary: Peter brings Mayday to the base for the twenty-millionth time, letting her wander around Miguel’s office. Turns out the beefcake is her favorite thing to climb on. When the young spider girl reminds him of one of Miguel’s quirks, Peter makes sure the grumpy old man has a laugh. 

Pillow Fort Comfort - switches!Gangle, Kinger

Fandom= The Amazing Digital Circus

Summary: Gangle's comedy mask is broken once again, upsetting her and leading her to seek comfort. Kinger helps her out, and while his silly method does work, he soon learns just how effective it is.

Jax is Bored, Now it's Your Problem - lee!Pomni, ler!Jax

Fandom= The Amazing Digital Circus

Summary: Pomni is still getting used to the circus, anxious and uneasy in the new environment. Jax is bored enough to help out, though he does it in his own annoying way.

Bug Pizza - lee!Jax, ler!Ragatha

Fandom= The Amazing Digital Circus

Summary: Jax leaves Ragatha a “special” present in her room, trying to annoy the rag doll. He succeeds, though it backfires in a way he never could’ve expected. All he has to do is apologize…but where’s the fun in that?

Watch What You Take - lee!Denki, lers!Bakugou, Kirishima

Fandom= My Hero Academia

Summary: Denki swipes one of Kirishima’s favorite hoodies, which just so happens to be Bakugou’s best blanket. To “avenge” the red head and get the jacket back, Baku uses a special method of persuasion on the electric hero. Kiri decides to help, playing a good cop role.

[ask-glitched-pomni]

Chapter 1- The Abstraction

"Oh relax Dollface, I was just kidding." Jax cackles, waving his hands as Ragatha scow1s at him. He throws a dodgeball from hand to hand with a snide smirk on his face. "I would never hurt Ribbon." Ragatha eyes him skeptical1y as I watch them fight, nervously tugging on the cuff of my red glove. Jax tosses the ball up and down in the air, eyeing Ragatha with faint amusement. "I mean, when have I ever-" he starts to say, before suddenly throwing the ball at Gangle. 

"Jax!" Ragatha snaps as Gangle smacks into the ground, her new comedy mask shattering.

"Wwwwwhattt? It slipped out of my hand." Jax drawls, turning to me. "Pomni saw, right?" I sigh, opening my mouth to say no, that ball had not just slipped from his hand, when suddenly everything goes dark. The colorful walls around us, the red curtain of the stage all turn grey and black, as if something had drained all the color from this normally eyestrainingly-bright hell. I stare in shock as everyone else slowly begins to turn those same drab colors, and it takes me a moment to realize that I was changing with them, the vibrent red, blue, and yellows of my jester uniform dulling. I back up at everyone to ask what was happening when-

Pain. So much pain. It started as a faint itching sensation, just under my skin, back as I go to i!ch my arm, the pain sharpens, turning more aggressive, more like hot needles pressing against my inner layers of skin. I itch more frantically, as the pain gets worse and worse, dread and anxiety and depressionandfearandpanichopelessnesshateangeralljointhepainalltryingtogetoutofmealltryingtojustgetOUT-

My breath turns ragged as I try to dig it out of my skin, my sight turning blurry with- tears, rage, I can't tell, I don't care- as a black, oozy liquid suddenly seems to trickle out of my skin. As I watch, small bits of color appear in the blackness, like tears on a piece of paper, starting all a small pinpoint and quickly growing, spreading, with a small ring of black near the center. It takes me a moment to process what these things are, and another to understand what was happening. Eyes. I was abstracting. My breath catches in fear, my red and blue pupils shrinking to needle points, before narrowing into a glare. This was the hate, and fear, and hopelessness. I snarl and try to wipe it off me, but it stays on, spreading to cover the rest of my body. I look up, trying to get help, and see everyone else undergoing the same torture. Jax, clawing at his face as the black ooze covers his face. Ragatha, on her knees, staring at the ground and whispering something as she lets it all consume her. Kinger, looking at the abstraction in complete confusion as it creeps up his robe. Gangle, shaking and whimpering, grabbing Zoobles arm and trying to get some of the ooze off of them as it coats her. Zooble trying to shake Gangle off their arm, snapping something I couldn't hear, because the abstraction of covering the sides of my face, creeping toward the center and making me see nothing, nothing at all, the pain filling me comple-

I gasp as I wake up and snap up from my bed, sweat beading down my forehead. I look around my room, panicked, as it slowly sinks in: it had been a dream. Just a dream. I try to take deep, slow breaths, a hysterical giggle escaping my lips as I begin to relax a little. I close my eyes, smiling shakily in relief as something bangs in the hallway. My eyes snap back open and I wait, listening. After a moment I hear a door open, and muffled talking. I get out of bed and slowly creep towards my door, pressing my ear against it.

"-Creepy." I hear someone grumble. Zooble. "Woah, woah, you had that nightmare too?" A drawling voice asks, belonging to Jax. I hear another voice join in the conversation. "D-do you think Caine gave us all the same n-nightmare as a joke?" Gangle asks, voice stuttering as usual. I frown. Caine wasn't the most... understanding person when it came to things like 'adventures' and pranks...but giving us all a nightmare like that? It...didn't seem like him. I open my door and step into the hall, glancing around at everyone. "I doubt even Caine would go this far..." I say carefully, eyeing them all. It seemed like everyone had come out of their rooms. "Yeah, well..." Jax begins to say in his amused, slightly annoyed manner before glancing at me and stopping dead. His eyes widen, and I notice everyone else looking at me the same way: with a look of confusion, and...fear. "What?" I say a bit nervously. My left hand travels to my right to pick at the cuff of my glove, a nervous @abit I had picked up after being shoved into the Circus a few weeks ago. But instead of my fingers finding purchase on the edge of the glove, it touches something that sends pain shooting up my arm. I wince and make a small noise of surprise as I look down at my hand. I tense up, feeling my eyes widen. My right hand was glitched, looking like a blur of red and TV static mixed in a blender, twitching. As I inhale sharply, it becomes even more glitchy, spasming out of control. "W-what...? C-caine fixed this..." I whisper, my other hand starting to tremble.

"...Well Jester, guess this means that nightmare we all had wasn't just a nightmare." Jax drawls unsteadily. He raises his voice. "This ain't funny Caine!" He pauses, everyone waiting for Caine to appear, to laugh and explain how he thought it would be funny. But there nothing. "CABLE." Kinger shouts randomly. Jax shoots him a look, before rolling his eyes. "Well, I guess Caine is...wherever he goes when he's not in the Circus." He says after a moment. "But we should probably try to look for him anyways." With that, Jax spins on his heels and starts strutting toward the stage area. I glance at Zooble, who just shrugs and follows him. I hesitantly walk after them, trailed by Gangle and Kinger. Jax glances behind him at us. "Split up." He says, seeming a bit more on edge than usual. He climbs up on the stage, overlooking the colorful hell. Zooble limps over to a more open area, swinging their longer, orange leg in front of them and grumbling, Gangle and Kinger checking behind some of the large colored blocks and calling for Caine. I stand in place for a moment, watching them all, before sighing and walking over to one of the walls, eyeing all the red doors warily, hoping none of them had any traps in them, like last time I had gone searching for Caine. My right hand sparks with pain, as though it remembered that first day. I shudder and start opening the doors, calling Caine. "This is useless!" Zooble snaps. We had been searching for about a half hour, with no luck on finding the sadistic ringmaster. I stop in my fruitless search to glance tiredly at the mismatched figure. They were loping back towards the stage, eyes narrowed and antennas quivering with annoyance. "Fucking useless!" They snap. It takes me a moment to realize what was strange with that sentence. Jax seems to figure it out at the same time that I do.

"What...did you just say, Triangle?" Jax asks slowly, eyes wide. "I said this is fucking-" Zooble snaps, before breaking off midsentence, eyes widening too. "Fucking..." Kinger and Gangle pop their heads out from behind a pile of random objects. "Did you just s-swear?" Gangle asks in disbelief. Jax starts to laugh from the stage, leaning over and pressing his hands to his stomach. "Aw, hell yes!" He wheezes, collecting himself. "That damn filters gone!" His unnerving grin grows wider, an idea sparking in his eyes. "Well, now I know just the thing to draw old Chatterteeth out from wherever he is." Jax snickers, before taking a deep breath. "CAINES A BASTARD WHO FUCKS HOOKERS AND WHORES!" He screeches at the top of his lungs. Gangle, Kinger, and even Zooble all stare at him in shock. I just shake my head and get back to opening doors. I get so used to the monotonous action- open door, look in, close it- that I almost miss it. I close the door on it, almost don't s#e it. But just as I'm slamming the door closed, my brain processes what my eyes had swept over and I jerk the door back open. On the other side of the door is a pale blue room with nothing in it, except for what was on the floor. I slowly reach in and pick it up with my glitched hand, hesitantly picking it up. "Um...guys?" I whisper. Nobody hears me over Jax's swearing, so I repeat it again. "Guys?"I say again, voice turning squeaky. This time everyone turns toward me. I hold up what I had in my trembling hand. It was glitching just like my hand was, making it a bit hard to see any details, but it as clear what it was. Caines tophat.

[meatsugar-general]

Cjfs mods, this is one of the reasons that despite you removing the shitty temp checks, your server is still ass.

Also you mightve removed the announcement but when you banned venting you literally sent everyone to a shitty ass scam mental health server? Fuck you.

REMINDER: God Joul was a actual fucking groomer and was on cjfs staff team, he wasn't banned for saying shit like *make biscuits on your back* to a minor in the fucking general channel, no he was banned for something else far more stupid.

He went on to groom the person he said *makes biscuits on your back* to, btw

I tried to like this server again, but its so fucking toxic, its a cesspool. You can't even post a white background drawing in there without getting yelled at. I get some people are sensitive to bright colors, and we should probably all be using grey backgrounds for our sketches and shit, but please stop yelling at people and acting like a literal toddler!

Cjfs is literally one of the WORST most UNSAFE and UNCOMFORTABLE and TOXIC servers I've been in. There is literally a bad argument every 30 minutes

Remember the Kinger Tupper omori reference incident where everyone lost their shjt? That was your chance to make the server better for systems, but you didn't!

I deadass had a person randomly tell me about random bullshit related to my source cause I'm a springtrap alter?

Unrelated but I will get into another shitty server and roblox game (on another post) For being extremely toxic and potentially dangerous among other things. (Lost therians reawakened)

Also why the fuck are you not admitting what you did..? (Staff)

Everything you've done is a actual joke and I wouldn't be surprised if more of your staff diddle kids

Chonny jash, if your reading this for some reason, please protect your young fans who don't understand and leave that fucking server, I know you aren't that active in it in the scheme of what happens in the general channels and shit, but I doubt your staff tell you what they've been doing, they wouldn't wanna stress you with that shit you have enough stressors from being a popular music artist.

Btw, heres the screenshots of God joul being a fucking creep in the general channel and the omori reference incident.

Also routersims was just a kid I really don't get why yall dm people and make them out to be a horrible groomer whenever people mention routersims or survival the hms the killer. Please stop spreading rumors about minors like that, we've all done stupid shit as a kid.

president mind situation my take AND WHY I WAS WRONGLY BANNED!!!! (and why you shouldnt hate me!) TW/CW: mentions of shipping (sorta) and nsfw (chonny jash

this gonna be a long wall of text just sayin.. but pleeaaase read im tired of people slandering my name when im not bad.

im way better than the people who got me banned i was literally a scapegoat bro.. cordial and corey and all them mfs are so weird but thats a whole different thing

OK!! FIRST: Addressing the things i was banned for.

i was banned for hms sex jokes and erp yea true there is literally proof of the sex jokes but they're nothing but jokes even ppl who are told of the incident laugh at the screenshots because its so obvious that i WAS KIDDING. and being banned for erp? with no proof? really? yeah whatever literally none of what i did wrong was in the rules. especially for out of server stuff YEAH. IT WAS OUTSIDE THE FUCKING SERVER… IT WAS ALL IN A PRIVATE GROUP CHAT AND SOMETIMES (RARELY) DMS. everyone in the group chat was completely and 100% fine with EVERYTHING happening! everyone had said so. (let me clarify: there was no out of server rules when we were banned, they added them so they can fucking control their server members over shit like this like bffr.) stuff in the rp wasnt supposed to make anyone uncomfortable or be serious in anyway when it came to sexual stuff, the rp itself actually existed outside of the groupchat with extensive lore but it wasn't really sexual at all. the rp was kept private SO PEOPLE WOULDNT BE UNCOMFORTABLE.. even so, it being private wasnt enough apparently because some little rats had to jump into a place they didnt belong and build a whole ass story off the shit I did wrong?? when i literally did NOTHING against the rules. sure you can be like "oohh you were sexualizing chonny jash" sure! hms were there but we never mentioned chonny himself. we treated all three of them like our own ocs and completely unaffiliated with him, we thought it was fucking weird to sexualize chonny in anyway. (soul wasnt sexualized and anyone else in the rp were just OCs).

i never meant to make anyone uncomfortable, I never meant to make chonny uncomfortable i never meant to do ANYTHING wrong. I didnt think i was doing anything wrong. I didnt do anything wrong by the rules. IT WAS ALL PRIVATE. it was all JOKES. other people (CORDIAL) literally make hms nsfw jokes (AND JUST NSFW) about HMS in PUBLIC and get less backlash than i did? like are you serious? what is this favoritism? what did i even do wrong against the rules or in general if we just fucking allow this stuff?

you all act like im a piece of shit and problematic for what I did. but, I wasnt sexualizing chonny jash. I wasnt making anyone uncomfortable. I wasnt being weird in public. I was just a stupid kid bro, I know what I did was wrong. I'm sorry if you want to hear. i havent erped or done anything sexual since that whole thing.. ESPECIALLY NOT WITH CHONNY JASH!!! i dont even rp HMS in general AT ALL and avoid it outside of my roblox group + youtube channel.

Seriously guys It's been a fucking year I'm tired of you dragging my name when you dont know the whole story. you only know the things said by sal and the people who got me banned and they're ALL FUCKING WEIRDER THAN ME.

they fucking ran into something that wasnt their business, they stole screenshots from a groupchat they werent even in and fucking plotted getting us banned for like a week or two? like how odd are you? cordial's weird. cordial did / does the same shit i did that got me banned BUT WORSE. cordial does even more weird shit I can't disclose because the person who came out to me asked me not to. i quite literally was a scapegoat for this fucking weirdos and im so tired of having my name dragged because of them.

now, Sal?? sals a fucking weirdo too. like how are you the owner of a fucking huge fan server and when your server member gets wrongfully banned you continuously TALK SHIT IN PUBLIC CHAT ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION? what kind of a fucking owner are you? you really sat there telling EVERYONE about the situation, dragging my name, and for what. because you were bored? you're a fucking adult and im a minor. need i bring up the weird shit you say in general chat too? i remember seeing you saying weird shit about a server member wearing a collar. fucking creep. now lets talk about the other admins!

who are you—fucking adults when the whole situation was with minros—to ban us out of fucking no where when it wasnt against the rules and private. then fucking drag our names with it. YOU ARE ADULTS. WE ARE KIDS. WE WERE DUMB KIDS. mind your fucking business instead of making it a whole big deal and making everyone hate us for over a fucking year.

HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO STRESS THIS? WE. WERE. DUMB. KIDS. I'M SORRY! I AM. If i made you uncomfortable, tell me! i will personally respond and give you a fucking apology and im 100% serious bro just stop treating me like im a fucking monster.

all I ever wanted to fucking do was make you people laugh and have fun with you then you fucking get me banned and drag my name and call me problematic when the shit i did WASNT EVEN BAD.

i dont care, if you forgive me i'll forgive you and we can forget everything but you have to fucking see my side of the story. you have to look me in the eyes and understand where im coming from; if you're even willing. i dont hate any of you, I still love the community (maybe not chonny jash as much just because I still feel guilty..) and I just wish I could come back and be accepted for the funny gal I once was known as.

I didnt know I was doing anything wrong, not until I was fucking banned out of the blue without being asked my side of the story. until I got that banned message with no context, without a fucking explanation without ANY reasoning or reaching out to me. suddenly everyone I loved in the server where I met all of my friends hated me and thought I was problematic?? i was so fucking sad and confused and nobody gave a SHIT about me.

ur server died and sucks since u banned me btw should've minded your FUCKING BUSINESS. but thats besides the point,

you mods suck. the people who got me banned, suck. the people who slander my name when you dont understand, SUCK!!! and im sorry. im sorry for everything, im sorry for making you uncomfortable and upset, even if I was wronged. I dont know how many times I have to say it or beg to be understood or how many CJ fans I have to re-meet and tell me im really cool and didnt deserve what happened until you actually fucking understand and let me back in, because Im not a piece of shit! im probably the nicest person you'll ever meet, if you even fucking bother to meet me.

i forgive you, please just forgive me and recognize the fact that i aint a monster or problematic.. im just a stupid kid who didnt mean to do any wrong and ive grown since then.

I'll clear up one more thing, because as you know I'm dating mortis (THE MORTIS) and shes a lot more problematic than me:

mortis does her own things and when we started dating she didnt act like this and I know there's kindness in her thats why I dont leave her for her actions. I dont support all the stuff she does, not at all. I'm afraid to talk to her about it (hi mortis you're definitely reading this!) I love her, even though she does the stuff she does.

I'm pro-Palestine, and I love and support everyone regardless if I know you or not. in order to function, we have to all see eachother eye-to-eye. I don't think any of you are insane, or "mentally ill freaks", I love everyone. except you cordial fuck you but I do love everyone else. even if I have a differing opinion, or think a certain way about you or your behavior, I'm not gonna hate on you or go out of my way to bully you like she does and I apologize on her behalf for the things she has said.

separate me from her actions please, I love her and I could never bring myself to leave her unless she actually does physically hurt someone or do something else insanely bad (p.s. shes also pro-palestine she just um is weird about it. clearing that up)

I like chonny jash still (mostly CCCC), I like the community still, I love my girlfriend, I love everyone and I just want to make everyone happy and smile so please stop dragging my fucking name. I. AM. SORRYYY!!! I have so many people that can vouch for me in the community and outside of it, please for once just listen to me and them.

sorry for bad grammar/formatting and repeating myself I'm really trying to get my point across here and just thinking as I type.. (no this is not president mind returning, he wont ever be this is just routersims here and im trying to get people to like me again, maybe!!! maybe even unban me!!!!!!!! im fucking innocent!!!!!)

yea thats about it guys

this is for mortis: hi if you;re reading this / still reading this I didnt mean to hurt you in any way by that I really really love you but a lot of the things you do are really evil and youu probably shouldnt be doing them.. everyone is a person, it's everyone's first time living. we're all scared and confused and hurting people for how they are or the things they like really isnt helping anyone.. i love you so much and I always will but lets be nicer okay? you can bring this up in vc if you're still worried about me being mad at you and stuff but im not and I love you

ok bye

ps. adding chonny jash tag cuz my friends are telling me to, im not trying to get chonny to see it.. just adding this little note!