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So, this was a dream I had YEARS ago. I believe I was around 18 at the time, and we were living out of my van for a short while (we lost everything at the time so it was our only choice). It was also the height of when I binge-watched Markiplier and Jackscepticeye, and this dream happened around the time that Antiscepticeye made his first canon appearance on Sean's channel.
On this day, we were in the library parking lot at night (keep in mind this lot is small and we stayed in the van just to use the place's free wi-fi). As we were out there, I had fallen asleep and had a strange dream.
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I was by myself at this large scale convention, and at some point I went up to get Jacks autograph. I got it, then went to get Mark's (I remember I was using a regular notebook for this). I asked if I could get a picture of him and Jack together, but Mark looked at me confused...he had no idea who Jack was. I then corrected myself, saying Sean (maybe he was just confused that I called Sean by his online name). But still, he had NO idea who Sean/Jack was. This got me worried, and I decided to go back to the stall where Jack was...but it wasn't there. Jack was not there.
As I went around asking others about Jack/Sean, this lady (she was wearing a black suit and had long white hair) comes up to me and basically tells me to stop looking...to forget about him completely, and move on with my life. I get a bad feeling, so obviously I stop looking but I don't forget anything. As the day turns into night, I'm going back home (apparently the convention was in my hometown so the drive wasn't too far) when I spot something...at a nearby closed store, I see Jack/Sean hopping behind some boxes to hide himself.
I go up to him, saying I'm not dangerous...he looked so frazzled and scared, like he was running from a monster or serial killer. After he calms down a bit, he explains everything - he met the same lady before, who was talking to him about the whole Jack/Anti thing. Apparently, this was a supposed threat on reality (kind of like an SCP situation I guess) and so to stop Anti they had to kill Jack...which meant killing Sean. His entire existence was erased, and now he was on the run from the lady.
As we talk, the police come up behind me as Sean goes back into hiding.
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#dream journal#fanfic ideas#markiplier#jackscepticeye#antiscepticeye#I wanted to make this into a fanfic but I chickened out at the time#now I may end up just writing it as a one-shot fanfic#it'll be on my quotev if I do post it#for this I will say that Jack and Sean are in fact two separate entities#just to add less confusion on what I'm talking about here#would anyone wanna see this as a fanfic?
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𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎! 𝙳𝚊𝚛𝚔! 𝙷𝚊𝚣𝚋𝚒𝚗 𝙷𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚕 𝚅𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚇 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 °【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟒 】𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙 𝟏°
【 𝕿𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖑𝖊𝖗 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕 】
【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟏 】
【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟐 】
【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟑 】
【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟒 】 𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙 1
【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟒 】 𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙 2
Let me just start by saying that I do not apologize for what's gonna happen in this chapter ☺️
Well not really a chapter since it's just the scene that I left out from the last chapter, tests are starting soon so I couldn't add more.
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"-And that's how the whole overpopulation issue would be fixed! And your people won't need to do the extermination anymore!" Charles said, pointing to the final paper, which had various angels and demons holding hands with happy smiles.
......
"Is this a joke?"
Charles blinked, taken aback by the response. "What?"
"I said, is this a joke?" You asked again, looking at him like he was a lunatic. "Are you serious?"
He stammered, unsure of what to say.
"I'm completely serious!"
.....
You couldn't believe what you just heard.
"Everyone? Just mere mistakes?" You narrowed your eyes at his words. "You're saying that 𝘢𝘭𝘭 sinners deserve a second chance?"
He nodded. "Yes!"
Oh my god.
Frustrated, you pinched the bridge of your nose, your patience running thin the more you heard this idiot talk about this nonsense. "Ok, let's see if I can get this through your thick head."
Not that you were sure it would make any difference with this guy.
"Huh..?"
"Let's say that your idea can in fact work and you redeem a soul, let's also consider that this particular soul was a rapist, a cannibal or a serial killer for example, What would we say to their victims when they see them up there in heaven with them with the crimes they committed? 'Oh they got redeemed so it's all good now! It'll be best for you to forgive and forget!'. " You sneered, like that would ever happen. " yeah right, fuck off."
"I- no! I mean-"
He had nothing to say to that.
"Look, I appreciate you trying to help your people but let's be honest, if humans can do whatever they want then just get redeemed here to end up in heaven it wouldn't be fair to the souls who have been good in life, now would it?"
Well...
With a shake of your head, you walked past him.
This was a waste of time.
"You can try again next meeting but let me tell you now, your idea is never going to be accepted or work for that matter, now if you'll excuse me."
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No...
He glanced up back and forth at the drone then at you, panic settling in.
No..NO!!
If he let you go now who knows when he'll have another chance at this!
"WAIT!!" He yelled out, his hands outstretched as he rushed ahead to stop you.
But of course, due to his luck, he tripped over his own feet.
Shit!
As he desperately tried to steady himself, he grabbed onto your dress, his eyes widened as the fabric started to rip rapidly.
Fuck!
You cried out in surprise as he collided with you, the impact was sudden and startling, causing you to stumble forward, your body making a loud thumb as it meet the ground, the man following suit, his face landing directly on top of your ass.
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Everything went silent.
"Well, that was unexpected."
Was the only thing Vox was able to say.
Oh, this was 𝘧𝘶𝘯.
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Someone fucked up BIG time
The lucky mf got to feel the cake on their first meeting.
Btwwww~!
One of my friends made this Fanart of my mc for this!! And even drew her as mermaid!! THANK YOU SO MUCH BESTIE!! I LOVE YOUUU😭😭💖💖💖
This fic is posted on AO3, Wattpad and Quotev
Anyhow hope you enjoyed the chapter, have a nice day! ❣️
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dad!pantalone.
summary. what would the regrator be like as a father?
trigger & content warnings. child abandonment (not really; pantalone just hands his kid over to arlecchino rather than raising them himself).
tropes, pairings, fic length, & other notes. fluff, slight angst. pantalone & child!reader, arlecchino & child!reader. 0.5k words. they/them pronouns for reader. prev | next
author's thoughts. i'm starting to post more on tumblr than i am on quotev ummm.... whoops! /lh i was drafting a series based on this concept, but i honestly don't know if it'll ever see the light of day, so instead, i will ramble about my thoughts! pantalone is nearsighted in this brainrot because i'm nearsighted and therefore can write from experience.
"he's evil" i know but hear me out!!
i think pantalone would be a good dad, but not at first.
no, no, at first he hands his child off to arlecchino to raise in the house of hearth, because there's no way in hell he's just... abandoning them. the thought alone makes him sick. the thought of his own little one potentially being exposed to harm and poverty like he was? unacceptable. forbidden. he hates that thought.
even if he's handed them off to the knave, she finds it awfully suspicious (and quite annoying...) that he's always visiting them. constantly. all the time. doesn't he have things to do..?
"i thought you had no interest in caring for them, regrator," she'd huff, recalling the funds he donates that are specifically designated to be used on them alone (which are always enough to fund the entire orphanage for at least a month), "do you want them or not?"
he doesn't have a conclusive answer, really.
by the time they're five, they already know very well who he is and why he's always around. well... perhaps not why he's always around. they don't really understand it. they just know that he is their father and that their mother is nowhere to be found. arlecchino said that it's complicated, why he's always around but doesn't seem to want to keep them.
becoming of age to start training was easily the worst thing to happen to them.
they were smart, as evidenced by their excellent grades.
they, however, were not strong.
repeatedly, they were embarrassed in front of the harbingers (those who made time to be there, anyway). over. and over. and over. it's humiliating. they hate it.
at least they aren't being made fun of, but they know very well that's only because everyone knows their origins.
still, it's not their fault that they just... aren't that strong.
it doesn't help that they can't see anything clearly if it's more than a few inches away from their face.
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of course, pantalone notices this. they have his eyes in more ways than one—both in terms of color, and in terms of the fact that they can't fucking see. he gets it. perhaps that's why they're struggling so terribly?
then again, he isn't all that physically strong either. he wasn't blessed by the gods, nor was it easy for him to defend himself. it was his influential power that earned him his position.
so, when their training is over, all of the other children scurrying off out of fear of the harbingers, pantalone lowers himself to their height with a kind smile.
(he's a man of prestige, but for them...
he supposes he can tolerate being so close to the floor for a few moments.)
he's gentle when he brushes the hair away from their face, whispering sweetly, "would you like to come home with me, little one? this life isn't suited for someone of your bloodline."
all they can do is nod breathlessly.
please consider reblogging, it helps me out quite a lot!
#aphelion brainrots 🌸#platonic genshin x reader#platonic genshin impact#fatui x reader#fatui x you#arlecchino#pantalone x reader#fatui harbingers#pantalone x child reader#genshin x reader#genshin x child reader#genshin impact x reader#arlecchino x reader#genshin platonic#platonic genshin#platonic genshin impact x reader
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A YELLOW DRESS FORGOTTEN | TWDG Retelling (Remastered - 2024) MASTER CONTENT POST
Hello! (And hello again to the TWDG fandom. At least, to anyone who remembers this fic.)
I'm VoltageStone. Still a shit uploader. I'm trying, and yes, this is one of the fics that has been in the works for...way too long, but at the same time..., glad I waited for my writing to get better?
This, quite simply, is my love-letter to the games, and to my Clementine. It's the one story I've wanted to get right, time and time again.
Especially since the comics have come out. Even though I've come to the conclusion that the comics are divorced from the games, because it's only one person's Clementine (and an...interesting interpretation of her at that), the comics did pull me away from the games for a little bit there.
But now I'm back. And I do intend to get to Season 4 this time. To finish this.
It'll take time, but I do feel ready now. I really have wanted to write out my Clementine's story, and have something that I can read back on rather than whatever Skybound's doing.
And honestly? While most of this is a self-indulgence thing, and it's because I'm bleeding my heart out here...
I do want more people to write about their Clementines. Cuz like... Maybe if there's enough people doing it, writing about their experiences, and not just the character as a whole... We'd get more enrichment from TWDG as a whole.
For anyone who wants to add on or talk about this, or follow along without having to subscribe to me, this fic will have its own tag (#aydf fic). So. If you're interested in just this, that'll be the place. :D
Anyway, now, for this specific update, this is a master post like the one I did for LYCOS (Wenclair fic). This isn't marked dead dove, but it is still a very...gritty fic. And it has a lot of very heavy themes.
It's a dark fic for different reasons, but a lot of the same. AYDF is what got me into writing gore, body & psychological horror, and the like. That being said, it's...also just a different beast.
Largely because I'm building off of what's in the games, so dead dove doesn't feel as appropriate for this.
Still. Might as well make a post here about its content. Any updates I do will be linked back to this.
So, for those who read this story before, I hope you enjoy, and thanks for sticking around through the years.
To any newcomers, to TWDG or other readers from other fics, I hope you enjoy. :)
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Walkers. Muertos. Deadheads. Lurkers... The dead which roamed, they wore many names. Monster was yet another one. Though, Clementine knew most monsters didn't decay. Their hearts still throbbed. Their eyes, still with color. The monsters, still with words to asphyxiate. Because she was one herself: a monster with fire in her breath, and eyes that burned her own Hell. She drank for her life. She drank to forget.
A thank-you to Telltale, a love-letter to Clementine as a character, and a passion project writing out my Clementine's story. Made by my blood, sweat, tears, and probably also mucous from the tears, but it's sanitized, I promise.
AO3 | FFnet | Wattpad | Quotev | RoyalRoad
Fic Layout:
Ep1 | Between S2 & S3. Ep2-5 | S3. Ep1.5 (Interlude) | S1, Between S1 & S2, Between S2 & S3. Ep6 | Between S2 & S3, Between S3 & S4. Ep7 | Between S3 & S4, S4. Ep8-15 | S4.
General Warnings:
Catharsis, Gore, Extreme/Graphic Violence, Fights, Murder, Horror, Body Horror, Angst, Trauma, a very Cynically Religious Clementine, Raider!Clementine, TWDG retelling (aka, a lot of the dialogue and canon-events will be here, or rewritten), (some, not a lot) Sexual Content (because it's a "growing up" thing not a horny thing, I promise, …and maybe sorta a little bit of how BPD and attachment issues do things), Violentine, a lot of homoeroticism, they are touch starved, Some fairytale symbolism, Louis will be protected and grow tf up.
Mental Health:
Alcoholism, Gambling Addiction, Addiction, Withdrawal, Relapse, Suicide Attempt(s), PTSD, Guilt, Survivor's Guilt, Rehabilitation, Psychosis, Child abuse, Parentification, and how that basically fucks Clementine in the head like a lot, and then A.J too because cycles and trauma, Borderline Personality Disorder, Trauma Trauma Trauma, and you'll never guess, a Clementine who really really really needs help and at least one (1) actual breathing adult in her life.
Oh which reminds me.
Finding guidance in adults who are already very much dead, and please Clementine, would you just bury the corpse?
…okay that's verging on dead dove, but if the game (almost) has an 8-year-old eat a dude's leg, and then a bigger dude get his head smooshed by a salt lick (which tastes gross, I dunno), I think it's still safe.
In Summary:
...okay I may have written a Carver's Clementine by accident bUT it was an ACCIDENT. My hand slipped. She's not evil, just a little demented some days, and bitter on the better ones.
I am half-joking. My hand didn't slip.
She does make the comic's Clementine look like an angel, though. So. There's that.
Anyway, if it's not clear, the tldr is this is my playthrough, and thusly my canon Clementine, just with the story tailored for indulgence and narrative reasons. Cuz. …alcoholism. …and stuff.
Not a great person. Very troubled. But you know. Tis how addiction works.
Hope you enjoy. :) If you see my blood, sweat and tears stained in the writing, no you didn't.
#volt's library#aydf fic#twdg#clementine twdg#twdg fic#fanfiction#aj twdg#javier twdg#violet twdg#the walking dead game#the walking dead games#telltale#violentine#alcoholism#this is a genuine fic by the way so the unhinged warnings are…taking the piss out of it a little but i do mean them#it's dark to reflect my playthrough but ultimately to reach a catharsis#this IS my clementine#mycanonclementine#my love letter to twdg and clementine
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Hi, welcome to my sideblog for original stories of fantasy, love and creatures! 🥀
I'm Debs and I've been on Tumblr for a while. During this time my content has been 100% dedicated to fanfiction, but this is my new space for non fanfic writing. I wanted to go back to this type of content for a long time and finally I did! I'm very excited about this project and I hope you have a great experience here as well 🖤
Important info about me, the content I'll be posting here and guides below the cut 🥀
About me
Name Deborah, but I'd rather be called Debs, as my irl friends call me like this
Pronouns she/her
Age 30
Country Brazil
What I do for a living I'm a History student and work at a part time job. Though I have accounts in other social media, Tumblr is the only one I "consistently" produce content to
Other info
I'm an INFP / my instinct stacking is SP/SX
Portuguese is my first language, but I've been writing and communicating in English for years and can read a bit of Spanish
I've always loved horror, fantasy, scifi and classic literature, and all these references has leaked into the content I've produced in different phases of my life. Recently, I've started writing content for anime fandoms, so this is probably the latest type of media to enter my list of inspirations. It'll certainly appear in this blog as well, yet I'll try not to write for specific fandoms, focusing on "fantasy" and "monster love" and original stuff instead of fanfiction
Links to my content
My main blog @cafeinthemoon93
My fanfiction sideblog @cafeinthemoon
My fanfiction lists @cafeinthemoon-lists
Find my personal posts and messages at #barely a human thought (soon)
Find my asks at #barely a human ask (soon)
Find my polls here at #barely a human poll
My ao3 account
My Quotev account
My Carrd
Rules, interacting with this blog, content and other important stuff
What I write I'll be writing "monster/creature x reader" stories. In some cases I might name the characters, but there'll be explainable reasons for this, otherwise I'll keep everyone "nameless" just like in most fairy tales. I plan to bring stories with elves, merfolk, mutants, aliens, forest creatures, mythological beings and others. I also want to write for non specified creatures. Though I don't write extreme/explicit content, the characters are always adult in my stories unless I specify them differently, so my content are primarily directed to adults
What I don't write Just like in my fanfiction content, I won't write noncon, underage, extremely dark content and explicit stuff. I also won't write for werewolves, vampires and zombies, specifically. I know they're very popular in fantasy and that writing for them might help to attract a greater number of people, but I just don't want to create content with them, and I'm not worried about gaining "fame". I just want to have fun. Also, that doesn't mean I won't write about creatures that resemble them 😉
Gender and pronouns I'll be writing all female reader x male or genderless creature. This is the only dynamics I'm able to write, for I work from my particular perspective. In the case of creatures with no specified gender, I'll be using "they/them", otherwise it'll always be "he/him". If you're not okay with this, don't send hate. Just seek for writers who create content that align with your preferences. There's space for everyone 😉
Warnings and triggers Just like in my fanfics, my stories are generally SFW, but I use to include steamy content and non explicit sex, as well as mentions of violence. I use warnings in all my stories, but in case you spot something that should appear in the warning content section, don't hesitate in telling me so. I'm not perfect and I might miss some things 🥴
About the word monsterf- and how I'll tag my stories I won't use this word to tag my content, but I'm totally okay if you want to classify my work as such. I'm new to this world and Idk if this is a sensitive topic among the community, but my personal opinion is that it sounds pejorative, and I see people laughing at its use. I don't approve laughing at this type of content, of course, but I'd rather use other terms like "monster love" and "monster romance", even though they don't have the same reach and impact
Asks and requests I'm accepting asks, including anon ones, and I'm open to new ideas for stories, but I won't be taking requests for headcanons for now due to my little time (besides irl responsibilities I have my fanfic content, so...). Maybe I'll take requests in the future, but for now I think it's too soon. Anyways if you have any doubts and want to discuss important points under the theme of this blog, I'll be happy 😊
What's not accepted I won't tolerate any forms of hate and prejudice, whether towards my content or other people. Spam and harassment won't be tolerated as well. The only possible responses for this type of thing are block and delete 🚫
If you've read until this point, tysm! I'm really happy to have you here and I hope you have great fun 🖤🥀
#fantasy story#fantasy series#monster lover#monster romance#dark fantasy#monster x human#monster x reader#monster x fem!reader#barely a human poll
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coconut pineapple, cherry and chocolate fudge for the ask game >< // if u want //
HII RAVEN HIII sorry I got to this a little late :'D ANYWAYZ TY FOR THE ASK YAAYYYY (link to the og ask game post!)
🥥🍍do you have any nicknames? and, is there anything you’d want to change your name to?
Yes I do! :3 I have a lot actually xD ppl usually call me koka but sometimes ppl call me kami. It's kinda funny but also kinda weird bcz kami means god/hair/paper in Japanese BWHSHWJS oh and uhmm there was this one person who nicknamed me koko which was kinda cute! Uhh ppl also call me kira bcz of another username I go by and a few specific ppl used to call me kir which I always thought sounded like an invader zim name so I loved it :]
Annd back when I was active on quotev one of my old friends on there gave me the nickname Sunberry bcz my name was Strawberry Sunflower and I think that nickname sticks out to me the most. Like I just thought it was super super cute and a nice way to shorten the name. My username actually used to be PrettySunberry on Pinterest before I changed it xD I miss them I kinda feel bad I can't remember their name but they deactivated their acc so I can't check now :[ but I MISS YOU IF YOU READ THIS THEN YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
(Also abt the last question no I don't think there's anything I'd change my name to..maybe if I had to I'd pick my old username I used on manga sites bcz it was super pretty imo but that's only if I had to. I'm content with the names I have now :3 unless this meant irl name--if so then maybe. I don't like my irl name that much but idk what I'd change it to so I gots to keep it for now xD)
🍒would you rather be gifted roses or baked goods on a special day?
Definitely baked goods!!!! I love flowers a lot but I've never been very good at taking care of them :'D I'd feel really bad if the rose someone gave me died :(( at least with baked goods it'll go to good use bcz I'll definitely eat it all! >:D
🍫would you prefer a stargazing date or a picnic date?
Hmmm... Well the best thing would be to mix the two of these together and have a picnic date under the stars! Buut if I have to pick one then definitely picnic date :3 I've always wanted to go on a picnic but I never got the chance so it'd be amazing to go on one someday! Stargazing sounds a lil boring SORRY I mean if one of us were into astronomy it'd be pretty fun but if neither of us were then uhm..it'd just be kinda staring at stars xD maybe if we brought a telescope it'd be cooler but uh still--it'd be cute if something happened where likee maybe someone was gazing at the other instead of the stars! (hopeless romantic in me hehe) But unfortunately that mostly happens in fanfic... 💔 at least with picnic it feels like there's more eating and conversing xD HOWEVER. I still think combining the two and going on a picnic under the stars is the best way to go <3
#I feel like some ppl might be upset with what I answered for stargazing vs picnic bcz I know a lot of ppl love the idea of stargazing date#and I actually wrote a fic abt two characters going on a stargazing date when I was 13 but still BAHSHSHHS#picnics would be more fun cause food and also if you pick the right spot it sounds like it'd be really really nice :3#but I've never done either so take my words with a grain of salt xD#ALSO I REALLY RAMBLED ON THE NICKNAME QUESTION I'M SORRY BABSHSWHHW#asks♡
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INTRO PAGE / PLEASE READ
— ❝ my beloved, weeping angel... sing for me — sing for me until your throat burns from calling out my name. ❞
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INTRODUCTIONS ABOUT MYSELF !
NAMES. Please refer to me by names such as Veris, Aeros, or Azu. If you'd like to refer to me by any nicknames, message me! I'll let you know whether I'm fine with it or not <33
PRONOUNS & PREFERENCES. My pronouns are she / her, so please refer to me as such! As for preferences, I'm currently straight.
MBTI. My MBTI is ISFP-A. A bit of an ISXP, but I'm closer to an ISFP than an ISTP, although I identify with traits from both.
ENNEAGRAM. My Enneagram is 4w5.
ZODIAC SIGN. I'm not all into signs, but, for any of you who'd like to know, I'm a Pisces, born on February 23rd.
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About Me !
WHAT DO I DO? I'm a writer and artist. I love music, art, and writing, and as such, I am quite happy to settle here.
BLOG'S PURPOSE. This blog was created so that I could share my written works, characters, and headcanons, amongst other things that are unlisted.
FIND YOU WHERE? Other places where you can find me (or where you may know me from) are Wattpad and Quotev. If you know me from either of those places, you should be acquainted with my writing.
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REJECTION. I have a right to not answer your ask if it bothers me or if I do not agree with it. There will be dark content here, but there is also a line to cross. So if I do not answer your ask at all ( WITHIN THE SAME YEAR IT WAS SENT ), you know why. It is very rare that I do not answer an ask at all. If you are not sure whether Tumblr ate your ask or if I won't ever answer it, send it TWICE. If I don't answer still after two months, you know I have discarded your ask.
YANDERE. There will be yandere content in this blog, although it won't be all. I won't say whether it'll be the majority or not, I am merely stating that it will be present. If you are not comfortable with such topics, move on, and do not interact. Block the tag cranberry.ichor if you don't want to see yandere content of my blog.
ZERO SPOILERS. Do not give me spoilers regarding any series I list I am in, and if you are messaging me / sending an ask about a series unlisted, do not include spoilers. Unless I explicitly state otherwise, do not send anything that might be considered spoilers. With that set aside, feel free to discuss anything you like with me, whether it be ships, theories, or any particular headcanons you'd like for me to indulge in by writing for them.
GIVING A NUDGE. As I stated earlier, I don't follow a particular posting schedule, and as such, I will ask you don't rush me if you request anything. However, if a ridiculous amount of time has passed by (let's say, around 4 weeks or so) and I still have not published an ask you sent, feel free to nudge and ask if things are alright. As long as you're not nasty about it, I'm more than happy to give my reasoning for the time taken and why I'm not posting.
Side blogs - 1. @moonlitcravings ( full yandere blog ) 2. @tears-of-raindrop ( no smut blog )
C.AI account - 1. INCXRNADINE
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OC CONTENT. I'll be writing OC content here, so, do expect that. If you want me to write about my OCs, feel free to ask about it. I'll be willing to write depending on the request. I also write AUs, so, go wild.
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hey! here to say i’m sorry for the hate and vitriol you received from people angry the character wasn’t white? it’s funny because most media and the world is made for them so to get angry at the few things that aren’t? very entitled but also very fitting for white people
okay, i've been waiting for another ask like this to be sent becasue i'm too shaky to go back to the ones i've had sitting in my inbox for weeks😭, this might be a bit long, but bear with me, i can't help but making sure all points are covered.
so please, welcome how one of my character development moments came to be.... (p.s, sorry for the meme reactions they help me cope/try to remember the entire thing in a more humorous light 🫶🏾)
so basically, the entire issue that pushed me to lashout/get defensive/etc, was because i naively assumed that my thought process would be understood by everyone that came across my book, but in truth, it was more of a miscommunication issue that was exasperated by my using of random signifiers/hair types.
the miscommunications was when some assumed that by me giving the Reader has red hair and yellow eyes, i was assigning characteristics/making an OC, when in reality, i just gave Reader the main characteristics makima—the character who the whole personality is based on—had, which is: red/aurburn hair and yellow eyes.
now, this is where everything went down hill...
see, i tried to do this thing where once in a while, the readers skin tone/hair type was mention/hinted in an insignificant way, like saying:
"You pulled your hair into a bun, the soft curls tangling around your fingers in almost playful resistance; with an annoyed huff, you gave up, letting it fall however it wanted to."
or
"He grabbed your hands, captivated by the way they seemed to fit perfectly in his, unable to stop the adoring comparison; they were smaller than his, the warmth of your sun-kissed skin contrasting softly against his paler shade."
at random, like one moment it'll be curls, the next, straight, etc. ya know? but i also was kinda (read: was in fact) practicing my writing skills overall.
i adore reading—it's one main hyperfixation—so i just wanted to create what i've never had. and my writing style allows me to share this with those who've always felt the same, yet never had the guts/confidence to do it themselves...
anyways, getting back on track, combining the two, i had NUMEROUS angry/upset comments on all the platforms i posted it claiming that i was fishing for reads with a 'fake Reader' and how i needed to put blatant disclaimers that this was a Black OC—yes, you read that right ALL: wattpad, ao3, here, and quotev (especially quotev and here👀).
now, i understand the first part about fishing for reads by using an OC—i've had my fair shares of reading and going "WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT?!" when getting duped by a good ass fic—but what lost me was that there were more anger about it being a 'Black OC' instead of just being an OC at all 💀💀 like WHAT???
i was so confused (and a bit pissed) because there's no way someone the word 'tan' or 'brown' and automatically assume 'black reader' as if other racial minorities doesn't exist.
like, if i really wanted to make a black reader i would have done way more effort to showcase it, not use a flimsy word or two, but let me stop here before i make an entire essay 💀
also, i'd like to give a small apology first on behalf of not communicating better; like stated before, i'm new to the sudden boom off attention and did not know how to properly deal with an huge influx of commentary.
though i knew it shouldn't have bothered me, the more negative ones stuck out more, so i distanced myself from interacting in general so i wouldn't have to see them at all.
i'll still be distant, but i'll do better at showcasing my appreciation in other ways ❤️❤️
but yeah, that's what happened, but no worries, i just had to suck it up, take a lil break and get back on my writing shit 😎 bad days don't stop these 'tismic delusions ❤️ see you guys soon...
#xani-responds#xani-writes: know no evil#bnha fanfic#bnha x reader#bnha x you#bnha x y/n#wheew this was really theraputic#this wont be an everyday thing so dont worry
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heya!
(this post will not always be up to date. sorry about that!)
about you?
my name is lee, and im a major hardcore sonic fan!! (technically im multifandom, but sonic is my og hyperfixation fr) tho this blog is for my hello neighbor stuff, duh (i felt weird posting hn content on a blog with a sonic pfp, lolz).
alongside this, i also live in australia, prefer cats over dogs (but only by a teensy bit—i'd take a hyper dog over an evil cat anyday for example), and am currently in my hello neighbor arc fr!! srsly am going insane as i wait for wtrb season 2-
what do you post about?
idk, i reblog a lot of hello neighbor stuff on this blog (on the rare occasion im even using it anymore), but i may actually try my hand at drawing in the future. it'll only be on weekends though, because i only draw good on paper, lol (and even then, it's all sketches—im not good at making my art look pretty with anything more than a pencil lol).
who's your favuorite character?
well, other than our queen trinity herself (whose name is being butchered [in the trailer, not gonna watch season 2 yet] SMH), i also really like nicky (who doesn't fr), especially the cartoon version!! and while the books have their fans, i'm not one of them (i never got to buy any, partially because im a minor and my parents won't get em for me and partially because i have never seen them anywhere ever).
but srsly, say what you want about wtrb nicky, idc. he's cool ok (or at least he used to be, now he is baby /pos [i still love him he just doesn't have that cool cousin vibe anymore])
do you have any other socials?
tumblr alts:
@stormyy-bluezz01 (sonic/main blog)
@wowhenryiscooked (henry stickmin blog)
@i-reblog-whumppp (whump blog)
other socials:
ao3: Leeshyy
discord: xxwannabeartistxx (laptop acc)
quotev: leexhyxo
reddit: -Simply_Leeshy-
twitter/x: Leeshyyiozz
quora: Leeshyy
#if my post looks a bit wonky#it's bc its from my main#i just edited it a lil#obligatory intro post#introduction#blog intro#intro post#pinned intro#introductory post#introducing myself
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alright im definitely more bothered abt quotev than i initially thought... i spent so much time on there. made so many friends. did so many roleplays. made so many annoying posts as my notorious yapper self.
ah... i also missed out on a lot due to trauma. i always told myself soon i'd be mentally ready and go back. now that's not an option.
i'm grieving right now. hm. i feel like someone i love died in front of me to be honest. which has happened before so yknow im not exaggerating here.
but oh well. it'll be okay. everything goes on. maybe it all signals a new chapter for me.
i'm very thankful to have tumblr and everyone on it 🙏 i love you all very much. thank you for giving me a reason to wake up and do my best everyday. i'd be so lonely and depressed without someplace like this 💕
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I posted 164 times in 2022
That's 58 more posts than 2021!
45 posts created (27%)
119 posts reblogged (73%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@pandas-pandemonium
@raven-at-the-writing-desk
@twiwoncrackpopcorn
@yandere-daze
@bluemoondust
I tagged 110 of my posts in 2022
Only 33% of my posts had no tags
#twst spoilers - 8 posts
#twst chapter 6 - 8 posts
#asks - 7 posts
#twisted wonderland - 4 posts
#yandere sentient twst asks - 3 posts
#yandere obey me - 2 posts
#twst guide - 2 posts
#yeah - 2 posts
#happinesss - 2 posts
#yandere headcanons - 2 posts
Longest Tag: 106 characters
#if you want original works i have quotev for that but i haven't updated any of my stories in years so uhhh
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
MAN
they're Really keeping Idia/Ortho's OB design a secret huh
The painnn
I have so many things to talk about idk where to start??
MAJOR SPOILERS FOR LATEST CHAPTER 6 UPDATE
i cannot add a spoiler tag on mobile so SCROLL PAST!!!
Okay now...
First up:
the Pomefiore fan in me is So SOO happy??? Epel got his UM - Sleep Kiss, Rook being a good senpai and guiding Epel with his new magic spell, Vil being so happy to see them, Mann
His voice when he saw Epel like-🥺🥺🥺 Villl you missed your friends so muchh
I love Pomefiore so much, their dynamics are eVeRYTHiNG
Next
Ortho?? Um- Ortho?? He really went "Sayonara bitches" the moment the dorm leaders didn't agree with the plan to reset the world like- Buddy??
And also-
What happened to Ortho from "That Day" that Idia gave up so easily?? He really went down to the Titans chamber, then Phantom Ortho was all, "Nii-chan, I've been dreaming of the day i could see you!" and Idia was all, "Leave it up to your big bro" and just- OBed...
It's pretty cool seeing his OB gem tho. At least now we know where it is?
Finally:
Grim... It's crazy how he can sniff out blot immediate honestly. By the end of this chapter, Idek if Grim will be the same after this. Any sign of someone OBing sets him off into feral mode. Yuu is going to be so heartbroken when they find him.
Also, Idk if he broke out already, but if he hasn't, someone is going to get hurt when he does.
It'll be pretty funny if they found him gnawing on OB Idia's heels tho lmao
Anyways...
we now have to wait until April or longer... Man... and I read this in one sitting too
118 notes - Posted March 24, 2022
#4
Speculations on Claude's difference in character in 3 Hopes vs 3 Houses
Writing this because I'm so tired of seeing so many angry comments and tweets and posts about his supposed character assassination (among other things) and because I have faith in my guy. As of writing this, I've only just finished Part 1 of Golden Wildfire and only know some tidbits from spoilers (which I willingly exposed myself to)
The main gripe people seem to have about Claude's character is to do with how forceful and unwilling to hear people out and inquire about situations and people's motives. Personally, I don't see it as character assassination but rather a different way he could have developed if he hadn't gone through White Clouds in 3 Houses or met Byleth, or hadn't had to kill his half-brother, Shahid.
What I think was the turning point for Claude's forceful and aggressive actions, was very likely the event that he killed his own brother. We see traces of 3 Houses Claude, him trying to reason with Shahid and wanting to talk things out but alas, Shahid doesn't care and Claude ultimately makes the decision to kill him. Post-battle, we see Claude is very clearly affected by that event.
6 months later, Claude reforms the Alliance into the Leicester Federation and is placed as its king.
Perhaps it's all the stress built up from the war. The Alliance has been going through battle after battle and it's taking a toll on him. It doesn't help that because he wasn't in the Academy for a year to get to know his classmates and learn to trust others, he feels like as the Alliance Leader (as of Part 1), he has to shoulder all the decisions and be responsible for everything that happens. The Roundtable Conferences don't help with his frustrations either.
Through supports and the story itself, Claude has shown signs of disdain for the Alliance's system, but he hasn't really seen the need to change it, although it is inefficient. Then Shez comes along and goes, "Hey, why don't you make yourself the sole leader so decisions will go by faster during wartime?" and it opens up a possibility he hadn't even thought about. If he becomes the sole leader and doesn't need to go through the endless circling of decisions waiting for all 5 lords to come to a unanimous decision, things will be done faster and he can do what he wants to do quicker.
Back to Shahid's death and his impact on Claude's mental state - it definitely changed him. Perhaps after making the choice to kill his own blood, he made the decision to no longer hold back. He can't be too "soft" or hesitant anymore. He needs to be more resolved in his decisions and perhaps that is why we see the Claude we see in 3 Hopes. The aggressive, cutthroat Claude who doesn't consider choosing to hear people out. This can be seen in his decision to send troops to the 3 lords' territories to create public order instead of Lorenz's suggestion to send an envoy first. Claude even says that they'll "probably make half-baked excuses anyway" and that there's no point talking things out. This is pretty much where I've left off from the game, but it's clear that Shahid's refusal to reason with him still affects him.
I do think that perhaps the writers could have shown that a bit more, but Claude is way more reserved in his emotions and willingness to express himself and it may have been difficult to show that internal turmoil. Either way, I still think calling Claude's change of character, "character assassination" is going too far especially if you don't consider the prior events and the what-if's and differences in situation and events that occur between both games.
119 notes - Posted June 28, 2022
#3
I have a big weakness for self-aware, yandere characters so your headcanons are a miracle to me. Could you do something with Deuce where the player always compliments him whenever they get a card or see him? He is my best boy and I love him so darn much that I always louldy anounce it when I see him :,) Thank you!
A/N: Figured I should get this out since the 2022 January Masterchef event and the New Years event are so Deuce-focused. (he's a good boy and I love him)
Yan! Sentient! Twst AU - Deuce being complimented
Every time Deuce receives a compliment, he can't help but feel all warm and shy inside
You're just so nice! So kind! The fact that you acknowledge his efforts and his presence is so rewarding. He sometimes feels like he doesn't deserve all that praise
The compliments you give him fuels his desire to make sure the mirror gives you his cards more often - his Dorm SSR, his Birthday Suit SSR and more!
Unfortunately, despite having a UM, his magic still isn't strong enough to really have much of an effect on the gacha system
It does mean however, that your praise has a greater effect on the blue-haired first year
"You came home! My precious boy!"
Deuce has to do everything in his power to not overload in embarrassment
Yes, he's your precious boy and he hopes he won't ever lose that position
He's also especially thankful towards the developers of the game whenever he gets an event that he features in
It just means that you'll be paying more attention to him!
Deuce truly hopes that you'll always love him and that your attention and love for him doesn't wane any time soon.
If it does, he'll be truly heartbroken...
309 notes - Posted January 11, 2022
#2
Yandere! Mammon and his obsession with being "first"
Mild/Implied NSFW
Note: This is slightly spicy, and completely unprompted. Just something that's been sitting in the back of my mind lol. Please don't send me NSFW requests! My NSFW rule still applies to even mild spicy requests.
Mammon who learns that you're a virgin who's never had their first kiss
Mammon who insists on taking all your firsts upon learning about it, cockblocking all his brothers when they attempt to have some alone time with you; he can't risk you casually giving away your first kiss or first time to someone else, after all
"[Name], you've never had your first kiss?"
His eyes are wide, and his body trembling with pure ecstasy
"If you haven't then... I'll do it! I, the Great Mammon will be the one to give you all your firsts! After all, I am your first demon!"
If you let him, he's over the moon, bragging about it to anyone in passing
If not, well...he hates to do it, but he'll have to take it by force
Cornering you in your room, forcing you down on the bed as he steals your first kiss, impatiently undressing you, eager to take everything
Mammon's not going to let this chance slip by
He's the avatar of Greed and he's desperate to take and take whatever you've got
359 notes - Posted February 6, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Yandere! Asmo has been on my mind a lot lately
Mildly spicy headcanons, so mild you'll barely notice it
Asmo who claims to be so deeply in love that he wants everything about you
He wants to be in you, in some way or another and vice versa
Exceptionally clingy
"Hey MC, why don't we take a bath together? Just you and me~?"
If you refuse...well, he'll just take whatever you may have left behind
your bathwater
Absolutely loves it if you ever borrow his makeup or skincare products
It's like having his scent all over you!
May or may not take up the habit of using your lipbalm or lip products on his own
It's an indirect kiss! How romantic, no? Though he'd much prefer the real deal
Hates it if you ever wear someone else's perfume or get someone's scent on you
"Hey, whose shampoo did you use?"
"Mammon's?! Why didn't you ask me?!"
This simply won't do. He's dragging you to the bathroom to smother anything of his own onto your body
It's how he stakes his claim on you, after all
366 notes - Posted March 9, 2022
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A YELLOW DRESS FORGOTTEN | TWDG Retelling Ep.1 | BLOOD-STAINED
Walkers. Muertos. Deadheads. Lurkers... The dead which roamed, they wore many names. Monster was yet another one. Though, Clementine knew most monsters didn't decay. Their hearts still throbbed. Their eyes, still with color. The monsters, still with words to asphyxiate. Because she was one herself: a monster with fire in her breath, and eyes that burned her own Hell. She drank for her life. She drank to forget.
A thank-you to Telltale, a love-letter to Clementine as a character, and a passion project writing out my Clementine's story. Made by my blood, sweat, tears, and probably also mucous from the tears, but it's sanitized, I promise.
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Ep1 | Between S2 & S3. Ep2-5 | S3. Ep1.5 (Interlude) | S1, Between S1 & S2, Between S2 & S3. Ep6 | Between S3 & S4. Ep7 | Between S3 & S4, S4. Ep8-15 | S4.
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Hello! I got sucked back into writing this fic that I've been working on since 2020. Will probably ping-pong back and forth between two fics (this and LYCOS), and make for damn sure these are both finished by the end of the year.
We'll see.
Regardless, this is my retelling of the TWDG games, with my Clementine. And the biggest catch is…she's an alcoholic. So. Yeah. :D
Full transparency, this isn't truthfully a new update. For one, this fic is the remastered of another. Two, I also already posted this chapter before a couple years ago now on the remastered.
But I have rewritten it, and this is a new Tumblr account, and and, I'm assuming some (very few) new people to TWDG have leaked into the fandom.
For those who've read this before (especially the first chapter), I do change some context(s) around. The basic plotline is the same, but there's different implications that help both a) better hone the horror and realities of an apocalypse, and b) symbolism, narrative stuff, blah.(Or, I've made the last scene significantly more violent.)
Anyway, this fic is on several sites (all of which I've linked to), and there is also a master post that goes more in-depth regarding the overall content, and it'll be the one I'll link more updates to in the future.
There's also a snippet of the first chapter (it's the first scene), so if you're interested, there's that.
Hope you enjoy.
:)
Master Post
AO3 | FFnet | Wattpad | Quotev | RoyalRoad
My story of Clementine, after the events of Season Two…
(Where Clementine alone moves on from Howe's Hardware, guilt-ridden, without sleep, only to find a flask.) 4/25/2022 | Last Edit: 3/05/2024 | [14,803]
“L-Lee…? Did you have to kill those men?”
Snow was Hell’s biting plague.
To her skin, such snowfall sank like glass the more it ravaged the horizon. Her shoes scuffed across that biting plague; she felt it gnaw at her, teethe into her heels. Then there was the gore dressed down her body. The smell of blood was rabid off her. It stained her clothes, leeched onto her flesh. The gore did little to warm her, but it was enough of a cloak.
Amidst her fogged mind, a white static, there was little to truly damn the girl.
Or little to forsake her, at least, beyond what she was.
His eyes were shot by remorse, she remembered—unequivocally strewn by fear. The world seemed to have held its breath for his sake.
Like the dead who roamed the world alongside her, there was nothing that could. Her mind swayed. Her body swung to another rhythm. There were aches. Her feet throbbed for sleep. She was weighed down by the lone pistol secured at her waist—a grave remnant of days past. There was her shoulder too, and her mouth. One scorched to the muse of ice. As for the other…
Her mouth recalled where the barrel had kissed her its intended farewell. A charge haunted her. One not yet ignited.
She remembered, too, how slow his words had been. Thoughtful as always, spoken with care. But, to the world’s held breath, his strummed vowels sunk deeper than he could’ve ever fathomed. They burrowed the weight of the world down her shoulders. Wormed in place to the shell of her ears. And, as the days grew old and weary, and the world fell around them, and its held breath suffocated itself, those words would fade.
Because they were the wise words of a dead man. Because she was still alive, and he was not.
Her shoes abraded across a stride, down a frigid patch of asphalt. Did so to memory’s fleeting tune.
There was only so much she could cling to. Recollection was nothing but a humble tote bag, after all. So, only the better, sweeter memories were kept safe…
The ones at a motel, mainly, where they were stitched together by candlelight, and woven soundly by sheets and embedded cigarette ash.
Those sweeter memories went rotten long ago. All there was left, within that snow, were his wise, dead words. Shards which clipped her strides. Fallen parasites they were just as well, the more snow stole her complexion away.
“Did you have to kill those men?”
Those shards—the parasites—festered to the muse of ice. Her shoulder was an agony, and she didn’t know what was worse, the fact that it was a rifleman’s puncture, or the fact that…the bullet was hardly the Devil of it. The shards ate through the gore, ignored the jacket. They desolated. They dulled her mind’s eye to slow, rattled drawls of conscious thought. All the girl knew, barely, was the road she was on, and the ways she lagged behind herself.
A phantom amongst the dead, roaming wherever her intuition would wrench her.
…of course, there was the life she kept safe in her arms, deep against her chest. He was safe. Secure.
And as warm as she could manage.
There was that, at least. It wasn’t as though the life was enough to soothe her mind, however. So she roamed. The most she could grasp were the whispers of her fractured mentality.
“Did you have to kill those men?”
Over and over and over again.
A ghost of herself. Perhaps. This sounded like a girl not far younger than what she had grown to, anyway. She couldn’t quite recognize her.
“Did you have to kill those men?”
Her recollection… It was waning. Those sour memories revolted her mind’s eye.
“Did you have to kill those men?”
Over and over. And every time, Lee backed away. One step, then two, then three. Four. Further into the shadows. Away from her.
The world was suffocating.
“Did you have to kill…?”
Because he was a dead man. She was alive, he was not.
A sick mantra that hewn his wise words with ease, as it were.
He was a dead man. She was alive. There was dead. Then alive. Dead. Alive. Human. And then not…
“Did you…?”
She was alive. It had been days since that smoking gun was pocketed. Her hands were flecked by his blood. Her face as well.
Did you, Clementine?
The girl tripped. She lurched over the break in asphalt, staggered for balance, before the life in her arms fidgeted.
Her eyes snapped to him where he was, in his blanket. His own peered at her. She saw a vivacity. Those dark eyes of his, they were truly bright. The white static ebbed away. There was no ignoring her maternal instinct.
The world sharpened. There was clarity, and with that clarity came an agonizing harmony:
Her feet ached. Her mouth burned.
Her shoulder writhed of frostbite.
Clementine managed a pained, cracked smile. It didn’t reach her eyes. It barely crossed her cheeks. She choked on a feeble kind of sob, before her cold lips melted onto his warm crown.
“We’ll be okay…” she whispered, ingrained within another mantra, a somber one, that she’d yet to crawl out of. “A.J…, w-we’ll be okay…”
His dark, truly bright, brilliant eyes held her still for a moment. Consoled her. Had Clementine forget.
For that moment, though. A mere lapse in time.
Because snowfall was Hell’s plague. It slashed down her cheeks to remind her of everything again. So she walked.
Did you have to?
The hellscape around her was a vast, dead acreage. Trees were looming. The cars were decaying. And across the horizon, a great shadow. It spurned a dreadful hope.
So Clementine meandered through. Stepped over the bodies, around the abandoned cars.
The snow upon this land was scarcely white. There were more reds, and darks, and everything between. Some rotted above the surface. Most were a decomposing reality just beneath, and wore snow as twining, raw layers. As raw flesh, marred by the truth of survival:
You don’t.
There’s fumbling for that last knock into the dead’s jaw. There’s the scrounge whenever a last bullet is lost. The bleating wail in the one hope that somebody, anybody, would just fall from the clouds and be their savior.
It only ever ends one way. Called it survival’s fallacy.
Across that acreage, there were black pillars erected. In the blur, their arms were wide; they did not shed their light for her. They reached far into the winter, above her head. At the base of one, a truck had lunged itself into its pole. The driver’s body was sagged in the chair. The airbag was wilted across.
She snagged her reflection in its broken windshield.
“My baby, my doll. You have the sun in your eyes. Who wouldn’t want to play with you?”
Clementine found not the dead walking, but a ghost roaming. Her ballcap was a fog in color. There was barely the blue she cherished. Her black hair beneath was strewn with ice. Her face, gaunt in hunger and insomnia’s union, and twinged by hypothermia.
Then…, her eyes.
There wasn’t a trace of life. Dull instead. Winter had stolen its yellow. Left her with a… A bleak hazel.
“You’re the life of everyone’s day!”
A lie. It had been a lie gifted to her from… Who had said that? An uncle, was it? Her father?
…Lee?
She didn’t know. Couldn’t, the longer she rummaged for his face.
Clementine tore herself away. She kept A.J close to her heart, away from her shoulder. The snow, the ice, still festered. Threatened to spread. Down her arm, for her spine, it threatened to claim her whole.
And she thought of the little girl—the one that asked Lee why? Asked how could you?
It was the little girl who asked the same of Clementine in that hour.
Did you have to kill him? Did you?
Her weary bones ached, and her wounds begged to be licked clean. So, she slowed in her stride. Meandered to a nearby lamppost. The baby struggled in her arms; a last drone of wind clipped them both. Clementine sagged against the pole, only to flinch away from its scalding frost.
She urged her weary bones for a few more strides, before another dozen. They complied. It was agony…
Winter’s haze cleared as she encroached. The bill to her ballcap followed her eyes. Death and its frigid rot swept for the girl’s nose.
HOWES HARDWARE
Clementine never could decide what that sign meant for her. It may have been a blessing, or the Devil in sheep’s clothing.
It was a place where the world held its breath, anyway. Just as it would wherever she wandered.
To the point of suffocation, for Clementine never wanted to answer the little girl.
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#volt's library#aydf fic#twdg#twdg fanfiction#twdg retelling#twdg clementine#twdg aj#twdg 2#fanfiction#ao3#wattpad#canon divergence#but also kinda not#kinda#also psst: wattpad and royalroad gets updated more frequently#because the chapters are broken up into parts#(royalroad has a word limit and wattpad is fucking stupid)
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So I have a Quotev from way back when, and can easily create a FFN -- should I post inFAMOUS: Erosion there as well? I'm not really familiar with FFN at all, and Quotev feels oddly juvenile (probably because it's where my old fanfics were but ya know)? But more than I love writing this, I'd love for it to be easily accessible and for the community to interact in a comfortable manner.
If you're not a predominant ao3 user, and more comfortable with either of these -- or a different fanfic site I'm not familiar with, tell me if you'd rather it be there! All I do is copy and paste from my tumblr postings so it'll be an easy fix.
Stay Tuned Dec. 10th for a shot of inFAMOUS: Erosion's cover!
#infamous erosion#infamous second son#infamous 2#infamous#delsin rowe#fetch walker#abigail walker#eugene sims#cole macgrath#sucker punch productions#fanfiction#fanfic
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get to know me!
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ short q/a about myself ₊˚ෆ
because of a new rebranding & username, i thought it might be good to actually introduce myself to those coming onto my blog for the first (or maybe second? time).
if you don't know me already, my name is rurumi (formerly kiri), and i've been writing fanfiction since i was 14. i started on wattpad before moving onto quotev, and then settling on tumblr. my old username was jiyuusa, and i used to write furuba/oneshots!
i'm a humanities student studying literature & my favorite genre of books is magic realism/speculative fiction.
⤷ who is your favorite character to write about?
i used to write a lot for kazuha kaedehara (see here) before moving onto alhaitham! my type are aloof prodigys...
however, at the moment, i am diving really hard into blue lock, especially with rin itoshi because of how fun it is to write about his character (a horror movie fanatic got my heart beating bum bum bum...)
⤷ what does your ideal home look like?
something cozy & cute! however, my hobbies and interests all clash against each other so it'll never be uniform (my gundam collection does not fit with all the chiikawa plushies i own).
i'd like to live somewhere that is quiet and peaceful. i own a cat and i think we both agree that the loud noises around our apartment is too much at the moment. maybe somewhere with a lot of trees and a pretty view?
⤷ what should i call you now?
ruru/rurumi/rumi are all ok!
⤷ what is your favorite/worst food?
i really like hotpot & or spicy foods. poke bowls is a close second, i grew up eating them with my mom whenever we would run errands together. hotpot is the best (until someone tells me im just eating boiled meat).
another thing that i really like is cod roe. i think it's the best companion with rice if you eat it with seaweed/japanese mayo, and soy sauce.
my least favorite food is anything super bitter. i don't like bitter melon or improperly cooked vegetables. there isn't anything i am super distasteful towards, i think they're all okay but i wouldn't choose to eat them.
⤷ other than writing, what do you like to do?
i like building gundams, drawing, singing, and longboarding. i don't normally post any of these onto my main blog mainly because i try to stick with writing fanfictions, but if people are interested in seeing any of the three (not putting my singing out there), i wouldn't mind it.
i am also a huge horror movie fanatic or a film person in general. some of my favorite movies includes: the menu, whiplash, pearl & x, cabin in the woods, encanto, over the moon, etc.
⤷ what music do you like to listen to?
i like r&b/soul but i also listen to anything that sounds good. one song that always sticks around with me is happy end by backnumber. the songs i am currently listening to the most at the moment is prayer x by king gnu and on&on by wenszy.
honorable mention is super♡crush♡central by chalkey.
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hi!
(this post will not always be up to date. sorry about that!)
about you?
hi, my name's lee!!
i'm 16 years old and idk. i just like whump??
tbh im not nearly as traumatised (or brutal) as some whumpers writers in this community (or so i've heard, since apparently whump is a coping mechanism for some writers?), but i do write whump (in my head, so far... 🥲)... er, mainly prompts.
i live in australia, i'm... something, and ig i'm a cat person over a dog person, bc a cat wouldn't make me leave the house everyday for a walk!! i'm also pretty hyperfixated on sonic... just ask anyone who follows my main- 😞🙏
favorite tropes?
hmmm... this is a hard one (mainly because im updating this after a long time of not reading whump, i just want all my intro posts sorted)
i do like pet whump, but more than that, i like slave/servant whump. it's nice to read from the perspective of a whumpee who, despite losing their spirit, hasn't lost themself.
but mainly, i like recovery whump (so all the fluffy + hurt/comfort caretaker stuff).
will you ever actually write in the future?
hmmm... maybe, maybe not. i may make prompts (whenever i get back into whump), but it's unlikely i'll write actual, full-on stories. if i do, it'll be more recovery than actual whump, lol.
(you shouldn't count on it because after my ao3 phase in 2022 but it's all just sonic chatfics, lol], i just haven't had the motivation since, really, lol.)
do you have any other socials?
on tumblr:
@stormyy-bluezz01 (sonic/main acc)
@theuncoolertrinity (hello neighbor acc)
@wowhenryiscooked (henry stickmin acc)
other sites:
ao3: Leeshyy
discord: xxwannabeartistxx (laptop acc)
twitter/x: Leeshyyiozz
reddit: u/-Simply_Leeshy-
quotev: leexhyxo
quora (this one is not important but it is one of my socials): Leeshyy
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hey girl! sorry there's a lot I'm just nosey 🤣 you can skip some if I asked too many lol
🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?
🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?
🙋♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?
💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?
🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?
💞 Who's your comfort character?
💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?
🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?
I have a character named Cherri (Red Widow) that I write with a lot, and writing anything with her father puts me in my feels bc her dad fucking SUCKS (unless Cherri is killing him, then I'm just chilling. No feels).
🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?
Yes! I usually listen to this artist Lindsey Stirling, she plays the violin and there usually aren't any lyrics. When I stray from that it's most likely bc the song inspired a story. I've been playing Wanna Be by GloRilla and Megan Thee Stallion (my wife) on repeat. Bc I love Megan (again. My wife).
🙋♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?
Yup! I posted my Joker fanfiction on Quotev at like 16 and once it got over like 5,000 reads, I HAD to tell my mom 😭😭😭
My family knows I write fanfic, but they don't know specifics.
Friends irl know too! I'm an author at heart truly, my pride in my writing is too strong to not tell the world sometimes lmao
💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?
I LOVE comments and feedback! My favorite thing that Wattpad added was people being able to comment on specific sentences. I eat that shit up. Tags too 👀
🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?
I have a Harley Quinn notebook specifically for my Tumblr stories! I outline the story in the notebook first then type out the rough draft and most likely final draft, I DON'T be proofreading all the way, grammarly has spoiled me
BUT sometimes I don't need to outline! I write stories constantly on my phone without outlining it so it really just depends on how I'm feeling
💞 Who's your comfort character?
Right now my comfort character is Lucifer Morningstar from Hazbin Hotel 😩😭
💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?
Of mine???? Honestly, I don't have it posted anywhere bc I'm currently converting it from a script I wrote in college to a short story. Two characters (Azar and Ahriman) develop feelings for each other but one is a princess and the other wants to quite literally take over the planet. I want them to be together SO BAD high-key but reading through it always makes me sad bc they love each other so much but Ahriman said the justice for his people is too important 😩
On top of that, when I do finish the book I wrote the script off of, it'll be after Ahriman ruins his chances of being with Azar altogether (we love a fatherless queen 💅🏼)
Thank you so much for these! I had fun answering them!!
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