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elytrafemme · 1 year ago

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i finally got my fucking. activism comm app fixed again. but i feel so guilty for missing all of the like important shit that i could have worked on this year and i want to like hit the ground running with getting stuff done but all i can seem to do as of right now is just keep an eye on things and hope that the fucking article i wrote several months ago finally gets posted someday

#nightmare.personal #dont rb #this year i was going to do shit and it's like. fuck. i HAVE done things #i've done so many things it's just. these last couple of months #whatever. whatever! i'm going to college anyway so i have to find new venues #i've got someone who sent me some orgs there plus my therapist recommended somewhere for me to do mental health advocacy i think?#and then i'll see like. what teen vogue can do for me since they seem to take pitches #more than other places anyway. i'll figure it out i'm just. frustrated.#it'd feel better if my other attempt to make meaningful change wasn't a complete fucking failure too #all my friends are able to do these Cool Things and i'm just. i mean i spoke to a few people and i wrote a few articles #and like. maybe i'm being too hard on myself i was literally on tv twice for things #but like. it's not enough.#getting into activism is really good and everyone should do it . but Watch Out (it ruins your brain entirely)

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