#it’s that i feel like i’m dying. yes. again. ik it’s hard to comprehend but i can and will feel That Bad on a regular basis | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ghostzzy · 2 years ago

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one of the most obnoxious things abt being chronically ill / disabled is that flare-ups happen in clusters or as a direct result of one another but there’s only so many times in a period of 2-3 weeks that you can say “i dont feel good, i need to rest today” before employers / friends / family start to think you’re full of shit

#i don’t want to play hooky im not being lazy it’s not that i don’t Want To do xyzthing.#it’s that i feel like i’m dying. yes. again. ik it’s hard to comprehend but i can and will feel That Bad on a regular basis #and there’s very little i can do about it.#(this is the long way of saying i don’t know how i’m gonna do AnyThing if i have to do work today.#like . i have needed to shower since monday. i have needed to get groceries since before that.#but i can’t take the day off to do those things because i’ve already taken too much time off and i’m behind on everything.#so i guess i just won’t shower or eat or call my mom back or see my brothers this weekend.)#I FUCKING HATE IT HEREEEE #izzy.txt

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