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kavehater · 23 days ago

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If I had a genie and could make one wish I’d wish that romantic relationships and anything to do with falling in love would be completely eradicated from existence. Not only is it gross and weird, but it’s also fundamentally an issue, like you can’t tell me it’s anything feasible to yearn for or believe in when so many crimes hardships and negativity stems as a by product of love. I wish everyone was aroace and we sprout from the soil via mitosis but somehow we still have genetic variation bc it’s a unique sub section of mitosis where it’s a hybrid of mitosis and meiosis.

#dora daily #idk ppl might think I’m being silly and I kinda am not that srs but in truth I’m also so srs rn #I remember when I was a little younger I would get so distressed about the fact relationships simply EXIST in this world and I’m just so #horribly disgusted by it and can’t accept it to be true that I just felt like sobbing so much whenever I remembered it existed #like the sheer panic 😭#I told dahlia this and how sometimes when I’m doing my own personal therapy with myself where I’m trying to ease my way into accepting that #as a reality (I’ve actually come such a long way in lowkey proud of myself) I still sometimes #in the midst of trying to normalise that concept I end up genuinely feeling so sick and having a headache then just completely throwing up #dahlia says that’s not normal to actually throw up at the thought of that stuff #she says that while I can be aroace my very visceral reaction to it seems unhealthy and like it ought to be addressed by a professional #I think so too because at one point I genuinely couldn’t live with the prospect of people genuinely having bfs and gfs and getting married #it was all too much for me to grasp and internalise 😭 like literally at some points it’d send me into internalised hysterics 😭#anyways … I’m a little better now idk if I’m fully better but I think I still have an issue #it’s so messy ndiskaakm #like honestly someone be truthful to me and tell me that love is not the root of so much evil #divorces abuse break ups manipulation etc are much more common in relationships than it being a healthy relationship #you’re more likely to have a healthy friendship than a romantic relationship #then there’s the issue of stupid hookups and situationships made for cowards …#anyways my point stands that that would be my ultimate wish #I wish aroace was the norm like straight is the norm

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