#it’s rly strong to recognize when something just isn’t for u anymore and have the willpower to put it down and stop doing it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

forthesummer · 3 years ago

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icb i don’t smoke weed anymore sometimes i miss it but honestly it’s not really a big loss when i think about it .. def have a clearer head since i stopped and i’m glad not to be so dependent on doing it so much .. personally i just used weed as a replacement for self harm so as fun as it could be, it was just another bad coping mechanism in place of another. it’s been a little over two months now since i stopped but i’m proud of my progress and hope i can keep it up for life and remember the benefits of stopping..no more foggy head and delayed ass responses, it’s easier to remember things, no more paranoia and anxiety, more money to save, no more throwing up when i stopped for one day, no more numbing out my mind and not really dealing with my issues, i can crave stuff/eat well without needing to smoke, etc etc

#sometimes i just need to think ab it and remind myself why i actually chose to stop #and i’d glad i did bc the hold it had on me wasn’t cute #and i’m not the type of person who can just do it once in a while it was 24/7 #sometimes i pass ppl on the street smoking and i’m like damn..#but i’m proud of myself for stopping bc i really had to it just wasn’t healthy or fun for me anymore #my lungs prolly happy too 😭#and honestly having adhd i don’t feel it was beneficial for me at all like i feel like it exaggerated some symptoms i have for sure #and it fr made my anxiety rlyyyyy bad like the paranoia was wild #it’s rly strong to recognize when something just isn’t for u anymore and have the willpower to put it down and stop doing it #diary

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