#it’s only by looking back retroactively that i realize how effortless it is. it’s whenever i’m trying that i just drive myself up the wall

[justajsworkshop]

i really want to reach your level of effortlessness, i'm always 'trying' so hard:(

if it makes you feel better, there’s definitely stuff i’m still working on allowing. i am still a work in progress and a complete masterpiece all at once. cuz that’s the paradox; there’s always more to experience, and it’s all here.

if you look at my life from the outside, you probably wouldn’t think “master manifester”—for full transparency’s sake. altho my friends have called me that before i knew the law; maybe i’m harder on myself than i need to be. all that to say, i’ve awakened to the truth of who i am, so it’s gotten 1000x easier since, and i’m really not all too ruffled by appearances anymore, knowing it’s all perfectly unfolding because it’s already mine and perfect.

i just choose not to get too focused on the undesired because it’s not who i am anymore. what’s most important to me is who i know myself to be, and this has become a fairly recent development on my journey.