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somaligovernment · 1 year ago

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Speaking of not wanting to do things alone I was at the theatre with alleged friends last year and I was like I wanna see a picture who can come with me bc literally everyone was free and they all said watch it alone don’t be scared…. That sat so wrong with my spirit bc I wanted to do a group activity no one was busy they were gonna head home at like midday on a weekend and I had to explain I wasn’t scared I just wouldn’t have fun in the same way if I watched it alone and I’m just so tired of begging people in this city for social enrichment like they’re soooo idk how to explain & no my circle is exclusive Africans bc one thing abt normal people? When you want company they understand and meet your needs

#it’s not everyday self care personal day solo mindfulness sometimes I want to go cinema with company so I have someone to turn to when #there’s a accidental dick joke in the script I promise you it has nothing to do with the fact that I haven’t been alone and carefree in #random countries doing me bc I have been there done that had fun got to know myself etc etc etc I just want to point out the #ARed ‘do a flip’ line in far from home bc not on a craving external validation ting (I PROMISE) it just isn’t as fun to enjoy that alone #I’ve done the math I’ve done the work the inner work the community work the scientific experiments and it just isn’t as funny alone and to #this day I think of the person I shared that laugh with #when I remember that line like that magic cannot happen in the vacuum of aloneness be SERIOUS!

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