#it’s lowkey toxic of me cus I am kinda testing a theory
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Idk how to feel about not celebrating my bday this year
#personal*#jess talks#this sound quite arrogant so I apologise#but usually I’ll make plans with all or at least some of my friend group#but this year no one has asked if there’s plan and I deliberately haven’t said anything#it’s lowkey toxic of me cus I am kinda testing a theory#but I also know they’re all INCREDIBLY busy atm (including myself)#so part of it is not wanting to cause more fuss when there’s sm going on#but also it would be nice if someone just asked if I wanted to do anything#it’s a vicious circle#although I’m saying all this and I’m quite excited#purely because I’m getting a ps5#(ie me and my mum have already picked it up so I know it’s happening)#but yeh… will feel weird not doing anything#cus my sister will be on honeymoon too so there won’t be anyone around#thankfully it’s in the Easter holidays so I won’t be at work#idk guess I gotta figure out something nice for me and my mum to do#I think I’m just paranoid that they’ve all forgotten lmaooooo#which is fair#but I’m deffo feeling sorry for myself atm anyway#but hey ho… keep on trotting I guess#okay spew over
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