#it’s like fomo and people pleasing on the smaller scale of my family my friends my coworkers all the way up until everyone on planet earth | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

virgoes · 6 days ago

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this week on the virgoes show: realized i’ve been “people pleasing” my whole life because i am so good at reading what other people want and providing them just that, and as a result have no idea what my identity is.

#it’s like fomo and people pleasing on the smaller scale of my family my friends my coworkers all the way up until everyone on planet earth #i also don’t think i ever learned how to emotionally regulate #me blogging used to help me with introspection so much and bc i’ve been off tumblr the only time i grant myself that time is #when i’m high as shit lmfao so i thank the universe for putting me back on this path to find myself #people scare me and that is ok and i don’t have to create a personality that will appeal to every type of person #as a result of all this i have street smarts i have like.. ‘people smarts’ and can talk to anyone in any culture any generation any context #but like for my personal life i don’t need that skill to make myself happy and i only now know that #man growing up w white people didn’t help with this either #venlafaxine has flattened my emotions so much that my life has become very bleak so i hope to get off it 😖#2025 me boutta have the fattest glow up ever (watch the real me be the most boring bitch in the world)#i told myself i’m going to let myself act out emotionally from now on and not hold back any even if it’s childish.

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