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cosmicheartz · 4 months ago

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I should probably be going to bed but I was thinking a lil abt recovery arc Clem and how he has a bit of an identity crisis due to the fact that his depression was a huge part of his personality/identity and in a weird way he found comfort in the misery and now that he’s bettering his mental health that sort of fog/misery funk he’s been in has been clearing up and now Clem is struggling a bit to figure out who he is/wants to be

#idk if I worded it right but I hope u guys understand what I mean #after he abandoned the cheerleader/sporty/jock persona he barely had any long lasting hobbies or interests #he was mostly just trying to survive so to speak #and never truly lived #he was also super anti recovery #like he felt like he wouldn’t recover or be happy ever #and was stuck in a cycle of being emotionally numb or angry/sad #now that he’s starting to feel happy it’s a bit scary and overwhelming #i personally don’t think he’d really return to the jock persona he had at camp but he does work out/excerise with Crystal often #I also think he gets into art #particularly drawing and writing #both bc it’s partially a nod to better off dead and also I just think it’s a good outlet for him #esp drawing more darker/disturbing stuff #it’s kinda cathartic for him to just vent out all his frustrations in a drawing #cosmic chatz #psychonauts #clem foote

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