#it’s just mentally taxing because sometimes I go to bed still thinking abt the tenability of arguments and I’m just like brain pls shUT OFF
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#me rambling in the tags again#hi!!! not sure if anyone here follows me for my fics but hahah quick update I’m alive even tho I haven’t updated (or been on) ao3 for awhile#:^)#I just haven’t had much time to write between trying to juggle sleep and an upcoming trial and a semblance of a social life#haven’t been able to get into the right headspace either bcs I’m so mentally drained from all that’s been going on#things at home haven’t been going great but I’m also pretty great at compartmentalising LMAO#there was this one day I had to work till 3am on a fri night (mainly also bcs I wanted to finish so I didn’t have to work on sat)#and I was just feeling like a mess typing away in my room bcs of some things that happened at home#so I cried for a minute and my brain just went noPE that’s a waste of time do ur work LOLLLL#but anyway I’m good I’m coping and having the support of my bf and friends have been super helpful :’)#and tbf I don’t hate my job either like#everyone’s been rly nice and the hours r long but I still get 7-8 hours of sleep on avg so that’s gr8#it’s just mentally taxing because sometimes I go to bed still thinking abt the tenability of arguments and I’m just like brain pls shUT OFF#but yea. I feel like it’s been rly hard to get into the right headspace to write cos of that hahaha#doesn’t help that my self-esteem has decided to go on a roller coaster ride lately either :’)#I’ve been writing a little here and there but it’s mostly for my own eyes bcs I’m just so ?? at my own writing lmao#😔#but anyway!! hopefully things slow down a little once trial ends haha I’ll try to finish this up this weekend too and mebbe find the guts#to post the dang thing :’)#meanwhile I hope ur all doing great and I am sending you all my love from miles away ❤️
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