#it’s crazy hearing that most like. cis het ppl (which is most ppl in general)
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i think it’s because i’m so like. i’m so physically starved
#like affection that isn’t platonic or familial#like i wanna put my hands on someone and i want them to put their hands on me#i hate thinking about attraction. like i don’t understand it and it doesn’t even rlly matter#like if i wanna be with something then i just do#but also. if someone has a thing for me does that increase my want for them just naturally#even if i cpuldnt consider it otherwise?#what’s the difference between liking someone and wanting to be with someone. where’s the line?#it’s crazy hearing that most like. cis het ppl (which is most ppl in general)#just naturally have lots of relationships early on#or even just figuring out physical stuff like kissing and holding hands for christ sake#like . i’ve had that very briefly like 1.5 times#and ik that’s like fine and it just is what it is but it feels like it’s fuckinh me up#like i feel bad and wrong and like i’m falling behind#it’s not even just a social pressure tho like. idk i feel deeply unlovable at this point#people do love me and i love them#it’s just is in a certain way and i want more sometimes#but i also don’t. it’s so messed up i hate it i wanna just writh around like a worm
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I hope you don’t mind me blabbing in your asks box but you’re interpretation of Kakyoin tells me you’re a smart person and I need to get this off my chest to someone who’s smart (feel free to ignore😭)
Whenever the topic of Kakyoin being anything but cis het arises Jotaro is always brought along with it to validate him, and yeah I get that it’s a popular ship or whatever but I feel like Kakyoin deserves to be treated as his own character with his own deepness if that makes sense.
To me I feel like it was pretty obvious how queer coded Kakyoin is yet it seems like people only talk about him being gay when they need an excuse for Jotaro to be gay as well. And aside from all that I just generally wish people would dive into Jotaro’s and Kakyoin’s relationship beyond it being just romantic, like perhaps in au where Kakyoin survives instead of the fandom treating him like a trophy wife to Jotaro they’d explore the aftermath of what happened in their past and how it would affect their friendship/ relationship after...
It’s just upsetting to see how Kakyoin’s character is so widely misinterpreted by everyone (people who think he’s gay and the others who r against that), both sides always boil him down to a plain character with no nuance or dimension to him whatsoever.
Again sorry for bothering you with my rant!💜
DO NOT EVER APOLOGIZE FOR TALKING KAKYOIN WITH ME ANON OMG i love love love love love this crazy ass kid so much i love to hear it i love to see it i love love LOVE to talk about it please never ever apologize please feel free to come into my ask box at any time literally any day and say anything just absolutely anything about kakyoin i love him so much i love him desperately i love to discuss him i love him don't ever apologize cause you have in fact made my night sending me this so thank you thank thank you
AS for the actual content of your message: I COULDN'T AGREE MORE DUDE it's actually INFURIATING how people refuse to treat this kid as his own character like it actually drives me made and insane and is part of the reason I've started writing my own part 4 kakyoin fic
but no i asolutely agree. i get his relationship with jotaro may ADD to why he's queercoded but it is ABSOLUTELY NOT the main pillar of it. kakyoin literally grew up isolated because he knew he was different from his peers on a fundamental level and he decided he wouldn't trust them because of it. that is LITERALLY the most lgbt coded backstory you could give anyone. stands as a whole are very very very lgbt coded tbh. but anyway kakyoin also refers to himself in Japanese with varying pronouns, some of which are usually reserved for feminine persons rather than masculine, which screams his transness or otherwise gnc. he LITERALLY SAYS. like ok. in the infamous holly line he LITERALLY SAYS "THE PERSON I'D LIKE TO MARRY." NOT THE WOMAN. THE PERSON. THIS WAS SUCH A SMALL DISTINCTION BUT IT WAS AN IMPORTANT ONE FOR LGBT PPL ESPECIALLY IN THE 80S FOR TALKING ABOUT THEIR ATTRACTION/FUTURE PARTNERS WITHOUT EXPLICITLY OUTING THEMSELVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!
literally ALL OF THIS ^^^ AND PEOPLE STILL ONLY BRING UP LGBT KAKYOIN JUST TO TALK ABOUT GAY JOTARO IT'S LIKE SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP THEY ARE LGBT WITHOUT HAVING TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP THERE IS MORE TO BEING LGBT AND THIS CULTURE THAN BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!!!! ARUGH
but yeah god i agree so much it drives me insane. kakyoin is his own character with his own reasons for being clearly queercoded but ppl don't talk about it unless it's in a shipping context and it DRIVES ME INSANE!!! but anyway i agree so much anon thank you for sending this in i love kakyoin so much
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