#it’s as if god blindly threw a dart and when it hit me he declared ‘20 points!’ and then continued on
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sometimes i’m reminded that trauma can cause severe anxiety.
like i constantly wonder where this debilitating anxiety comes from and then i’m reminded “oh shit i have cPTSD, severe anxiety literally comes from the fact that i’ve been through hell on earth”
like, omg no way anxiety didn’t just sprout out of the concrete and slap me in the face because god hated me??? that’s insane
#cptsd thoughts#just cptsd things#can this be considered trauma dumping???#idk it’s 3am and i’m delirious and going crazy#i’m so shattered and fragile it’s crazy i’m even surviving#parents will do that to ya kids#why do all the shitty parents have kids?? like bro you really think your kids will turn out fine?? LOOK AT URSELF#anyways i have therapy on friday so i’ll be good soon folks#plus an extra meeting with my sister for some sibling trauma bonding#it’s as if god blindly threw a dart and when it hit me he declared ‘20 points!’ and then continued on
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