#it’s always sad girl hours somewhere

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love feeling like an afterthought :)

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Does anyone know how to stop feeling as if you’re the second choice for everything? I just want to feel like I’m a priority for people. I’m so tired of doing everything just to get half measures back

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I’m about ready to feeling as if everything is falling apart. Not a fan of this at all.

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I *love* being reminded of some of the worst years of my life. I haven’t felt this kind of anxiety in years and I honestly have not missed it.

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I’m feeling a little overwhelmed with everything that’s going on in my personal life right now so if you see less of me here that’s why.

I hope that I’ll feel better when things have settled down a little but until then I need to take care of myself and my mental health first.

I’m sorry if you’ve made a request and I still haven’t gotten to it. Things got very busy very quickly and my mental health has suffered quite a bit. I can’t promise you when I’ll get to it but know that I’m trying to work on things.

I’ll still be here just not as frequently.

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As it turns out getting hit with traumatic shit in your childhood kinda fucks you up. Who would have thought

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Figuring out that the trauma doesn’t just magically disappear when you ignore it for a few years is a little disappointing tbh I thought my tactic was working really well. Turns out that only makes things worse and you actually have to deal with it at some point. Idk I feel like that should wear off like normal debuffs

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Apparently it’s time for my monthly what if I just walked into a forest and never came back fuckery. As if me not being here would change something.

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I LOVE getting fucked over by my hormones. Whatever did I do to you?

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feeling very 1:40 of Hey Ya by OutKast rn

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Time for a new countdown we’re going to Spiritbox next year 💜💜

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won’t lie this loneliness won’t be the death of me hits close to home atm

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Love when people have at least a little self awareness. Even if it comes way too late.

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ah gang love working up with cramps from hell

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On the menu today: I know it’s not true but i feel like none of my friends like me. With a side of none of the plans I’ve made for my life have worked out and the existential dread is threatening to take over everything.