#it wldnt be a big thing btw id want a court wedding irl if it happened (it wouldnt bc im afraid of abandonment) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

skunkes · 2 months ago

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ive been calling al my husband lately to differentiate him from The Other Guy but let it be known "marriage with fictional bf" is my break glass in case of emergency nuclear level copium

#atm at least...cause i think at some point if im still alone ill just make us be married anyway ykwim #but In The Past and Now it's been like. cant daydream abt it because then ill milk the scenario (+ resulting feelings) dry #it wldnt be a big thing btw id want a court wedding irl if it happened (it wouldnt bc im afraid of abandonment)#(but he's not real so id go thru with it)#but just like the thot of a proposal alone is enough to make me feel like im in hydraulic press ykwim #and everything surrounding that ykwim like omggg somebody wants me and loves me #QHATEVERRRR ANYWAY

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