#it wasn't just about selling this false paradise but this false image of himself- the person he always wanted to be: The Winner
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did 2021 you think c!q was offing himself?
WELL........ a few times yeah-
#suicide#ask#it was some of my old hypothetical ending ideas- I was in a funky place mentally aka bad#'if this place goes down i go down with it' was the line that always stuck with me back then#it was his last chance to prove it... not just himself but everyone- everyone who ever doubted him and pushed him down#he staked everything on las nevadas- he hates himself sold much#it wasn't just about selling this false paradise but this false image of himself- the person he always wanted to be: The Winner#but it wasn't real it never was... so whenever it crumbeled down (as everything in the dsmp did) he would with it...#later on I setteled on happier endings for him- but yeah- that was one of them in 2021 me's mind#though I always pictured it as more of a whimper less of a bang#... maybe it still was in a way
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