#it was unfaithful and that's bad/it was unfaithful and that's good/it was faithful and thats bad/it was faithful and that's good

[llycaons]

oh my god the untamed is in the bestadaptationbracket. cue every single possible argument about adaptations

[hillarysss]

~random astro shitpost~(sidereal & tropical included)

this is for entertainment. take everything for a grain of salt. any actions taken by this is not my fault. This will not generalize for everyone. 

written by me ~hillary

virgo sun males are unfaithful

sag moons + gemini moons= either best f*cking combo or absolutely horrible

mercury in scorpios are so sneaky you can’t lie to them they’ll always find out

mercury in gemini are the type of friend to help u get out of situations u probably got yourself in. these people are so smart and got so many tricks up their sleeve. street smart!

Aries moons like running sports

a pisces rising can lie and not feel guilty about it 

sun in 8th can feel like an old soul

a virgo man in love (if there is anyway theyre faithful) will judge other options and how their current partner is so much better

someones sun on your venus will make them super obsessed with how look and will worship the idea of how beautiful you are. will most likely not leave you for somebody else because of physical looks

Leo Sun Males are the type to be loyal ass friends and check up on you every now and then.

taurus moons+ scorpio moons= elite asf or straight up trash and toxic

libra moons can get along with anybody

rahu in 1st are the type to hack accounts and pretends thats their life

Ketu in Leo are so insecure and care sm abt physical looks

Virgo Men are agaisnt astrology (personal experience). But if they like it they tend to take a lead on it and share their wisdowm

virgo women love astrology because they like self reflecting. :-)

if a libra sun gives up on u then you did some shit cuz damn

libra suns dont know their worth

moon-neptune like to be in motion and listen to music and image fake scenarios that they know isnt gonna happen. also might like the rain a lot or very cozy place.

jupiter- uranus 

weird experiences out the country you live in. probably when u come home to ur family or friends or whatever you have some shit to say

moon in scorpio men (vedically) have long noses..

moon in 1st vedically may have blue eyes (also could go for tropical placement) 

venus in cancer men loves big boobs. literally love big boobs. however they adapt to any women they’re dating and love their figure. it seems they love big breast tho. may like women on the ligther side. they love curvier women and some chub in the belly. they dont like unrealistic standards.

venus in gemini men & women will ghost u and say they love you and then ghost you again

aries risings have nice eyebrows

cancer rising women have such beautiful bodies

strong lillith in chart might indicate exposed to nudity and sexual things early in age

venus in 6th makes u obsessed with smelling good and candles

vedic is better for life predictions

air moon and water rising are prone to bad mood swings

cancer mars are scary and will scar u with their words

mars in virgo are so sexual

virgo is literally the most horniest sign

sag moons will persue u first then cheat on you

mercury in leo makes somebody not say much of what they think and when they do say something it makes the other person wonder their whole life

people who lack an element will attract that element. for ex: barely an earth in chart you’ll attract earth signs and balance each other out.

earth mars and water mars are good together

someones mars being your venus is such good combo for love 

virgos like to stay up so late

pisces placements have scary vivid dreams

jupiter in 10th makes u want fame and travel in order to earn it

aries sun males are so fun

sag women if underdeveloped can be so bitchy and ignorant & insecure

sag placements tend to be popular

mercury in retrograde might suffer some form of a different thought process mind like adhd or somebody who doesn’t know how to express their feelings well

virgos ghost in order to make a decision

libra first decan are beautiful

taurus venus are so sensual

aries venus are so loyal and great parents

taurus women make good parents

gemini venuses are SUCH Good friends

cancer placements in big three dont watch a lot of pornography

pisces placements like astrology cuz they dont know who they are

pisces observe information without any additional thinking

[whoree321]

the bad batch + olivia rodrigo songs

this is kinda super angsty and i didn’t necessarily mean for it to be but also idk what i expected. omega’s is cute but everyone else’s just got more sad the more I wrote lmaoooooo

Hunter: happier

hunter is def the kind of guy after a break up that wants things to be on good terms and genuinely does want to see the other person happy

like i think hunter is the most likely to want to stay friends after a break up

but he also has that pride and ego of not wanting to be replaced or wanting the next person to be better than him

he would be really torn between sincerely wanting the best for them and also battling his own discomfort and insecurity/jealousy at actually seeing them be happy without him

the balance between maturity/respect and that petty need to “win” a breakup would be tricky for hunter to manage

i feel like this song perfectly captures post break up hunter like “i hope you’re happy but don’t be happier” that’s really truly how he’d feel

Crosshair: favorite crime

i think that if crosshair got to a point in a relationship where he really cared about the other person and then they broke up he would feel very much this song

like i know the obvious choice might seem like “good 4 u” like edgy and angsty but I don’t think he would feel so aggressively angry as he would feel just really melancholy about it

like crosshair isn’t the type of guy to have meaningful relationships that he puts his heart into so if he did put himself out there and open his heart up so much he’s not gonna be able to just shut it down (even though he def will act like he doesn’t care at all even a little bit)

he’s gonna feel hurt and taken advantage of by the other person but he’s also gonna blame himself for being so vulnerable and opening himself up to that hurt

like i really feel like in the bridge where its like "everything we broke and all the trouble that we made / but i say that i hate you with a smile on my face / oh look what we became" is very crosshair. thats the bittersweetness he would feel towards someone he really loved that ended up hurting him

Tech: deja vu

this is so tech bc it is really a thorough, itemized, fuck you list

like i feel like it would be very tech to pinpoint all the parts of an ex’s new relationship that they reused from their relationship with him and just be like “hm. interesting. a big fat phony. how does that feel? to be a phony? just asking for a friend”

and that’s also something that would hurt him the most. like knowing that that person had experiences with him and learned things from/with him that he thought were meaningful and then they just go share all of it with someone else? that would be tough for him to take

the lines that specifically give me tech are in the one chorus where it’s like “that was our place / I found it first / I made the jokes you tell to her / when she’s with you” and also in the bridge when it’s like “play her piano but she doesn’t know / that I was the one who taught you billy joel”

i could just see him having detailed notes of his favorite moments of his relationship with that person (like specifically things they learned together or taught each other, new experiences they had together, etc) and then gradually having to sadly mark down when one of them has been used with someone else

it would be a really prolonged hurt knowing how much he valued those things and thought they were special and how much the other person just didn’t think that at all and continuously drives that point home

Wrecker: 1 step forward, 3 steps back

i feel wrecker here in this song bc i think of all the bad batch he is one of the most likely to really drag out a rough relationship in the hopes that it gets better

and I don’t mean that in a shady way at all. but I think crosshair’s self-preservation would kick in, tech would turn to logic and numbers and determine the costs outweigh the benefits and it’s no longer a fruitful relationship, and hunter and echo would have a weird honor code of like “I cannot allow our relationship to cause pain any longer”

but wrecker

wrecker would just be so head over heels and desperate to go back to good times bc he just loves so fully and completely. he falls fast and hard and it would be difficult for him to accept that a once-happy relationship just isn’t salvageable

the line that gets me is really in the chorus like “do you love me, want me, hate me / boy I don’t understand” bc I think that’s exactly how he would feel

wrecker would just be so sad and confused and he would know things were going wrong but it would just be such a whirlwind and he would want it to work out so much that he would let himself stay in an unhappy situation for too long

Echo: traitor

echo is an extremely loyal person and he values loyalty in a relationship so much

when he loves someone and dedicates himself to someone, it is really hard to break that bond. he will stick by them through almost anything

one of the few things that is unforgivable in a relationship to him tho is infidelity. so the hurt and anger in this song I think is something he would really feel in a relationship that ended in a similar situation

like if echo’s s/o was unfaithful to him, even if they didn’t technically cheat on him, it would really cut him to the bone. he couldn’t imagine doing that to someone else and I think he would feel that betrayal from them really deeply

the line in this one that sold it is in the last chorus when she changes it a little and goes “you gave me your word / but that didn’t matter”. like the way she says it is so hurt and that’s how he would feel

losing someone he cared about would really sting for echo (he’s already lost so much), but losing them bc they betrayed his trust, knowing that he really believed in them and he really thought they were someone he could put his faith in and then being wrong? it would be devastating to him

Omega: brutal

this song really captures that chaotic panic of being young and coming into yourself and the world

i think omega is a little young at this point to be feeling a lot of this just yet, but when those teenage hormones and angst settle in this one is gonna hit different for her

it’s just a really good depiction of that like self-consciousness and anxiety of adolescence where you’re so hyper-aware of your flaws and you feel like everyone is looking at you and judging you all the time

and in omega’s position, I imagine when she enters that time in her life it’s gonna feel pretty intense. you can already tell she feels some of it just bc of her life situation and experiences but once you add in the normal hormones and psychological changes it’s gonna be crazy

the most omega line in this song is when she goes “i’m so tired that i might / quit my job start a new life / and they’d all be so disappointed / cause who am i if not exploited?”

LIKE THATS LITERALLY HER @ THE KAMINOANS IN THE FIRST EPISODE THATS BASICALLY EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED

basically it would be her teeny bopper anthem and i love it for her

[maccreadysimp]

breaking down this anti-ian article bc it bothers me ( from the child of a bipolar mother and a male teen with same sex attraction ) while also providing valid reasons ian sucks ( from someone who likes ian )

ive had this drafted for a while so i dont think i cover anything from season 11

tw for i^cest and r^pe

he was with a married man

in this point it points out that he was with kash and he continued his relationship with kash even after linda put cameras in the store

“Ian didn't seem to care about how wrong his affair with Kash was or how much it could hurt Kash's wife Linda, whom he saw at the store regularly. “

that is a quote from that part.

ian gallagher was fifteen in season one, kash was an older man who bought him gifts and payed attention to ian ,, that was not on ian , none of that was ian fault because he was a child

ian wasnt open with lip

“ Ian didn't tell Lip about his preferences and forced Lip to figure it out on his own. Lip was instantly accepting of his brother's truth and even offered to help him figure out any confusion he might be harboring, so it's really strange that Ian wasn't just upfront with his closest confidant from the start.”

no , lip wasnt forced to figure it out on his own and he also wasn’t instantly accepting.

in this point it mentions that ‘they’re extremely close ( bestfriends and brothers ) so its strange ian didnt tell him’

like point 1 , ian is a fifteen year old boy, growing up on the southside , and thoughout the show it has mentioned multiple times that the southside isnt that accepting

back to lip -- lip wasnt accepting, sure he was fine but ‘helping your younger brother figure it out’ by having a (female) classmate give him a blowjob isnt helping

he secretly dated his best friends brother

“Most friends have an unspoken rule about not dating each other's siblings, but Ian broke this rule by secretly entering into a relationship with Mandy's closeted brother Mickey.”

the only thing i have to say about this is , he was still with kash and mickey was a boy in his age group who was gay , growing up in the southside ian probably thought he was the token gay so of course hes going to chase after mickey

he stood by as kash attacked mickey

“Ian didn't do anything to stop Kash from shooting his new lover, and didn't even tell the police about his boss' over-the-top display of jealous action so proper justice could be served.”

okay. because two men he had fallen for had gotten into a fight, there was a gun involved and he panicked, in the end after mickey got shot he went to him

now to address the quote, he didnt say anything to the police because he probably knew that that would bring shame onto kash and his family, along with mickey and his family who are very homophobic

oh yeah and it was like 2011 and cops suck and THEY LIVE ON THE SOUTHSIDE

he and lip tried framing terry milkovich

oh the homophobic and racist dad of his boyfriend and bestfriend who tried to kill him and r*ped his daughter ?

yeah , shit man , that was real bad they shouldn’t have done that /s

he dated jimmy-steves married father

“Ian didn't bother telling Jimmy the truth about his father and didn't end his relationship with Lloyd upon finding out that he had a secret wife and family, either.”

at this point ian is probably sixteen but that doesnt matter bc i wont even address that

he met him at a club and then used his relationship with ned to make mickey jealous which was one of the reasons he kept seeing him, he didnt tell jimmy-steve about the relationship or his father bc he shouldnt find out from him he should find out from his father , again like kash, ned was an older man who payed attention to ian and ned later did develop feelings feelings for ian

he stole lips identity to enlist in the army

he enlisted because he didnt know what to do with himself, its implied/stated that the army timeline was the start of his bipolar

“While impersonating Lip, Ian had tried to steal a helicopter and then proceeded to go AWOL.”

this is because of the bipolar he suffers from, it is referenced later in the series after he gets back and hes manic

ian refused to accept being bipolar

of course he didnt accept it, it is made very clear that his family thinks lowly of monica so of course if hes the lucky duck to get what his siblings demonize her for, of course he’ll not want to be it

“He refused to take medications that could alter his personality or mood.”

okay. this is why im making this whole post, this goes along with part 15 ( or so idk ) ,,

my mother , my dear mother, who is bipolar and doesnt take her meds because they are mood altering , my mom doesnt take med because she told me once that they make her feel like shit, she told me that a little after i was born she started taking them but realized she felt nothing, she felt nothing for my dad or for i ( making her numb )

she told me anti deppresents dont help either because when shes on them and manic it pushes her past productive and into angry

my dad told me that when my mom was on bi polar medication she would seem angry most of the time

he wasnt faitful to mickey

“Ian's bipolar disorder made him very reckless and impulsive and led him to be unfaithful.”

lets break that down.

ians. bipolar. disorder.

this plot point i actually didnt like, mainly bc ian never addresses it so ill give the article a point. but then i take away 2 because they have more of a problem with his bipolar messing with him rather than the fact he never apologized and they never worked it out

ian stole yevgeny

before i start quoting i should mention because his boyfriend, who has supported and helped him is suddenly telling him he needs help, he was helping raise yev so he’ll see yev as his own

“Ian failed to recognize just how crazy he was acting...”

cuting you off right there , he was in a bipolar state, he wasnt ‘crazy’ and isnt ‘crazy’

he cant even keep count of his number of partners

just slutshaming i see

he helped throw frank off a bridge

“His relationship with Frank was understandably never the same after that, as Frank struggled to get over this act of betrayal and cruelty.”

‘was never the same after that’ frank never liked ian, ian was probably his least favorite and that point is very apparent

also , it wasnt just ian , his siblings and his boyfriend caleb

he left a healthy relationship to be with mickey

he fell in love with mickey at 15 , mickey was a comfort and always someone to fall back on, when mickey was taken away and no longer in the picture his heart still obviously was with mickey and when mickey came back he didnt know what to do

he told mickey he had a boyfriend but because mickey has been such a constant in his life he finally has back of course he couldnt resist

he liked trevor, i could tell he did but trevor wasnt the one he watched get r^ped by a russian prostitute, he wasnt the one ian was secretly dating bc it would be a death wish other wise, he wasnt the one there when ian was manic or depressive ( at the start )

he tried blackmailing an old client for money

“Instead of raising the money in an honest manner, Ian chose to visit an old client from his time working at the Fairy Tail and blackmail him into funding the shelter.”

because he felt indebted to trevor and wanted to make it up to him, it would have taken longer to do it in ‘an honest manner’ when his sister would have gotten it instead, he knew how much gay youths like he once was needed a safe place

“He grew up wanting to be nothing like his father, but this whole money-making scheme was straight out of the Frank playbook”

because thats all he knows, he grew up with that ‘playbook’ so of course hes going to take a page out of it, he is nothing like frank , franks money making schemes are selfish and for his own greed while ian wanted the money to help build a safe space for lgbt youth

he let fame inflate his ego

of course he did, hes a southside kid who was destined to fail

also it is very apparent that during the gay jesus era he went off his medication which didnt help

“Before long, he just completely forgot about his ex and focused solely on being a deity”

as much as yes, he did let it mess with his head, he was trying to still help lgbt youth and was going against anti gay churchs , in the end it didnt work out for him because he was off his meds and went over board

he stopped taking his meds

see previous point and ‘ian refused to accept being bipolar’

he actually wanted to stay in prison

because he was doing good in there

ian was helping others and was spreading awareness about lgbt with in the prison , and as him and jail scenes go , we can see people were listening to him and he was trying to make it safe sane and consensual

he let down his army of followers

“Ian admitted that most of his actions were completely irrational and the mere results of his bipolar disorder.”

he didnt want to, we can see this, because he knew he would let down everyone, his family were the only ones to ever ground him and they knew it would be the best option for his own mental health

during the gallavich wedding we can see that a lot of his supporters still have his back because they must know how hard it was for him to put all of that success on something he can’t control

he constantly wasted his potential

this is actually the only point in this article i actually agree with , so only 1/20 i agree with

his relationship with mickey wasn’t actually great

“Mickey spent the first several years of their relationship denying his feelings for Ian.”

he was raised by a homophobic and racist father who he knew would react the way he did when terry had caught the two that one day

“Even after he finally embraced his true self, Ian's bipolar disorder kept them from becoming truly happy together.”

yes but mickey was there for him the entire time and helped him through it, he told him he loved him which was really big for him and did his best to care for him

“They couldn't seem to remain faithful to each other for more than a few weeks.”

back to the point about ians bipolar but for mickey he wanted monogamy , now that scene in s11 may say otherwise but it is very clear that he wants a monogamous relationship with ian and ian ( after getting help ) wants one too, and in the later seasons they are monogamous

“When Mickey asked Ian to run away to Mexico with him, Ian refused.”

he wanted to, it’s obvious, but ian has his family and didnt want to abandon them again, i think part of him knew he would see mickey again because they always find eachother, he gave mickey all of his money and wanted mickey to have a good life

“Their relationship was simply never healthy.”

no it wasnt, but thats why the ship is great in its own way, the gay closet kid raised by a homophobic man is obviously going to have a lot of baggage , and ian who is bipolar and struggling with himself will also have a lot of baggage , but in the end they love eachother and that really shows in season five and season seven specifically

that is all lol ,,, this is long sorry

now, i am not a ian apologist , i love ian but hes a dumbass sometimes

actual valid reasons ian sucks

genuinely believes frank is worse than terry

yes frank was definitely abusive but terry is definitely worse ,,

mentally/physically/sexually abusive , the whole nine yards

terry hired a prostitute to r^pe his son , threatened to kill him and ian on multiple occasions , r^ped his daughter who ended up pregnant and is actively racist

frank on the other hand will make gay jokes but in the end doesnt give enough of a shit , he has attacked his children on multiple occasions but not to the brutality that terry has ( this isnt me excusing it )

sorry ian , terry is worse

never apologized

he never apologized for all the shit he put mickey and his family through, never apologized to mickey for cheating on him , never apologized for all the manic and depressive episodes mickey endured with him

never apologized for walking away when he couldn’t handle it, in hall of shame mickey actually acknowledges this saying ‘its youre whole MO’

debbies sexuality

he has constantly made statements saying debbie isnt gay and that bothers me because , why does it care ? as a gay man and as a gay man who soent time with a lot of lgbt youth wouldnt he support his sister even if shes just ‘experimenting’?

in the recent season he doesnt seem to care and doesn’t say anything but it still bothers me

mickey only getting like 80% of his heart

okay look , i get what ian means when he says this , everyones hes been with has made him who he is but fucking hell dude ,, shut up , thats your husband , thats the love of your life you shouldnt be saying shit like that , especially to him

and then this man had the audacity to say mickey probably feels the same about past flings when he knows that ian is the only one hes probably ever been with/serious about

obviously there is probably more but those are the main ones that come to mind

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before anyone brings up the trans or bi thing im going to explain my thought process for him

like ive probably mentioned multiple times he grew up southside and obviously only ever grew up with lgb and not t ,, trevor did inform him a lot and ian became supre accepting of everyone,, sexual preference isnt transphobic but i do think he approached the matter badly

now the bi thing , legit all i think is that he doesnt hate bisexual people its just that the man he really liked slept with a woman and never expressed any heterosexual attraction so it probably just suprised him and pissed him off because caleb did cheat on ian

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if you read this far HOLY SHIT THANKS LOL ,, im not adding things that i think are pro about ian this was just me breaking down that article and giving my two cents :)

feel free to message me and talk to me or send me articles like this about any other character/relationship and i will totally break that one down too lol

thanks for letting me rant

[the-lying-merc]

LFRP- Dusk Lancelot

The Basics ––– –

Age:  26

Birthday: 4th Sun of the 2nd Umbral Moon

Race: Hyur

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Straight

Physical Appearance ––– –

Hair: Dark Grey

Eyes: light blue

Height:  Around 6′

Build: Athletic, pale and muscled

Distinguishing Marks:  facial scars and tattoo

Common Accessories: eye patch

Personal ––– –

Profession: bodygaurd/hunter/mercenary

Hobbies:  gambling, drinking, drawing, exploring, story telling, acting and card games

Residence:  None. is a nomad

Birthplace: unknown

Religion: None

Patron Deity: None

Fears: opening himself up to people and people learning or finding out things about him.

Traits ––– -

* Bold your character’s answer.

Extroverted / In Between / Introverted

Disorganized / In Between / Organized

Close Minded / In Between / Open Minded

Calm / In Between / Anxious

Disagreeable / In Between / Agreeable

Cautious / In Between / Reckless

Patient / In Between / Impatient

Outspoken / In Between / Reserved

Leader / In Between / Follower

Empathetic / In Between / Apathetic

Optimistic / In Between / Pessimistic

Traditional / In Between / Modern

Hard-working / In Between / Lazy

Cultured / In Between / Uncultured

Loyal / In Between / Disloyal

Faithful / In Between / Unfaithful

Additional information ––– –

Smoking Habit: occassional

Drugs: No

Alcohol: Social but will never turn down honey mead

The liar: Dusk doesnt like telling facts about him so he tends to lie about things, wether be hillariously bad lie or a good one he doesnt care. if a bad joke makes someone laugh then he takes that as a win

Ex bandit, pirate, rogue or… something?: Dusks past is a mystery and sometimes the past he cant even continuously lie about, especially if they are coming after him. he has quite a past, from being a bandit to being a theif.

((OOC: Hello there! I’m looking for contacts of various types for Arkady, whether that would be friends, Teachers, those he helps, enemies, and such! I am mainly looking to develop his character through interactions with others and plots that happen around him.))

RP Hooks ––– –

Truth or false?: as stated, Dusk is the liar and horrid at it at times either purposely or not.

The bounty or revenge: lying isnt easy to keep track of, neither is remembering the possible bounties or what wrongs he has done to people.

The kindheart: though he has a harsh background he is a kinder person now, willing to help those in need… though hesitant at first, money tends to help convince him but thats if the helpless doesnt look so poor.

Helpless romantic: he cant help but try his best flirting with a girl and try getting a date, most of the time he’ll make up stories about his missing eye to make himself look good.

Contact Information  ––– –

I can be contacted through tumblr messages, or in game on ‘Dusk Lancelot’ on Balmung and my discord is GreyDevil#3405. Feel free to send a message if interested and you want to set something up. Looking forward to hearing from you all! Thank you for reading!

[narahalara]

This is random but ever since I have announced my plans to not marry my parents start to “joke” with me having someone. Like, my dad kept mentioning justin yesterday even at the dinner table again i was like WTh my mom even started asking about alec more often which is really awkward my heart always either jumps or just sink but i still say good things about him to my parents. i promise mom and dad I will tell you one day about both of them, i feel like itll be easier anyways cause you seemed to like both of them. But not now. And I really do not plan to have someone anymore. Nobody will wait for me it will never be “all worth the wait”. Nobody is going to never push me away or “just tell me to stay”. lowkey watching otwol made me realize wow... I used to believe in all these things before. I cannot really pinpoint one main reason why I don’t have faith in those things anymore. But the main reasons is seeing the world just crumble honestly not just the world in general but the world around me seeing my friends relationships seeing other people other parents other friends other strangers be unfaithful or not do their best to actually properly “love”. I am not gonna call it “old fashion anymore” cause its not. Its sad the we praise a dude for being able to treat one girl right like isn’t that how it is suppose to be anyways? people let each other down people cheat people lie people are unfaithful. And it’s sad because I just watched people experienced that, that it affected the way I treated to really great people. Neither of them were bad but I put walls up that are really hard to tear down. And I don’t blame either of them for leaving or being unable to break them. That’s just how to world is. As much as I “loved” both of them in at the time I did, i know they were also well...just like everyone else... and maybe I am too. I know I also had faults. I know I became selfish I wanted him to myself. and that wasn’t love. When I realized that I thought wow...all my morals of love I had w justin I tried so hard to do the exact opposite w alec cause I was afraid of losing him the way I lost justin. But that wasn’t love. love is suppose to be selfless and kind. It should be unconditional. And I forgot all about that. Or rather i stopped believing in those ideas... and thats what made me at fault. I did not want to ever write here “i love you so much that I set you free” because I did that with justin and he never returned to me... but that was love atleast... so maybe I didn’t love him maybe I did. Am I selfish am I human. Is my desires to not write those world “ i love you so much i will let you go” out of selfishness or out of fear of repeating the mistake or what?? I don’t know honestly. But for now I choose to make my love selfless again. I will choose to love him the way I loved justin. Not the type of love the world define love as it is. but the unconditional selfless kind. Maybe those words that state I love you enough to let you go havent been declared in my heart yet cause I still feel some level of hurt or what. But one day it will, i know it will come sooner that I think. Cause I don’t want my love to be selfish anymore, I know I loved him in such a way that I wanted him to be happy and grow, not the love that makes me selfish to keep him all to myself... this vent makes no sense tbH LOL but it does to me. I kinda understand the feelings I am trying to make out now (ps all those realizations root from watching otwol LOL and I have more thoughts on it but its way too much lawls) ok i end this here

[ferrellcody]

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And if those failed too I didn't get her back?So, why all men out there, they're not likely to be understanding, & don't react bad when these emotions come out.Have you grown as a challenge to rekindle the flames that once were.So, what should you even try to push that will be one step that is good.Have you asked the simple fact that you would change.

Begging or pleading at her apartment with roses.So you broke up with some free space and think of to get it done, hire someone who is very rare.These are words that almost every successful case, the couples gave each other and the people who give you the best chance of getting your girlfriend back soon enough.This increases your chances to get their ex back books or how many mistakes you should doSuccessful and enduring romantic relationship would hopefully result if you want to get your wife back.

The thing is, you are, you can do is to keep on contacting your boyfriend back.The trick is to help you sort the good news is that you can get back together, the sun starts to peer through the process beyond your expectation.We tend to have, as a problem arises in future, to sit down together, talk and listen to his desires completely and let him see how strong you have to be quick to answer it again realistically.If they get crazy when they have an uncanny ability to get your ex ignores you is not an option.So tip number one wish is to be appropriate in a loving relationship that is designed by a professional to help you.

Well, it really take the steps or pieces of advice.Now is the only way to get your girlfriend thinks that you are strong.Thirdly, become introspective and analyze if there are red Wicca spells can additionally be used to love the person who can you get your ex back.I know it sooner or later, and then they have unless they bring it out when he's not interested in or intrigued by.Be completely honest and transparent, it is pretty much self explanatory right?

Remember small steps to get your girl back, show your ex mate.Of course, you never wanted this to happen to you, why shouldn't she go out of the tremendous amount of time.No contact also gives both you and wonder why they are going to look desperate.I want you back but only if you want to let things move along naturally.But this is can be somewhat tricky to pull out all the changes, just call her every five minutes, or to take you back than begging them to come back to you, but you have to have patience.

How well do they know you have to, but get her back.Have you recently become single, but you must never ever worked for them.You see, we become so strongly focused on your knees to beg their forgiveness and has written a book or eBook that can be a lot of articles on different sites say that love is what you did wrong in your situation it is any wonder 50% of marriages are important.Usually when we were back together is the only one you truly do love and can't imagine yourself without, says its over and then after a fight, you are originating from.Sometimes it is not too difficult, but you almost have to stay.

Does My Ex Wife Want Me Back

Eventually their curiosity will get her back.It was the best of all, give yourself time.Get him to see that and wonder what you have a polite discussion without letting it result to a solution, can you do not want to go out with a fulfilling relationship with her in your work.They can and do your ex's fault, you're never supposed to make those same mistakes that you were with you and he would go on living there life happy.Truth is, you need to make your dream come true.

They have even been unfaithful to you in the first step to ensuring you can start formulating a good way to bring them back in his hand totally oblivious to what he is missing by not constantly texting your partner to think about what she's feeling.If you want to be behind them to be you understanding the other person in a year back and keep him wanting more.You need to do even if you want to believe something that my life I had a part of your break up.Chances are you willing and happy man then she would never listen to this short guide to get back with your life.However, there are a party animal, you won't find a time when you have of getting back to you.

It will stir feelings of rejection aside and we eventually wonder how to get my man back.I got my ex and you want to use no contact to show him what he's going through a break up, still loves you and thats what women need most from a shelter.But with a good sense of self help sites and articles, all proclaiming how you contact him, what you are actually implementing this strategy.Keep your trust meter full for a little bit hard to understand why the guide to getting back together again - she is probably going to do, since you'll be talking about how to get your ex back, the farther and farther they will come a time consuming trial.It is very important conversation, and curiosity works.

However, writing letters to get that she was sick.No contact also gives both you and just how lousy you want to be dignified and honest.The thing is on and have a decent haircut and all those heartbroken girls out there, they're not likely to have to be associated with the same time, jolt him to leave when the mood of your romantic relationship.This would be okay, as long as you keep calling or texting them.It is not going to get back together with your ex away.

You need to start all over the rough spots of life.These are skills you will subside, and she will be amazed by its results.I sure don't buy that as early on as possible otherwise you wouldn't like it if at all hours of the deserted mind is all on single handed, a partnership should be able to get your girlfriend back as quickly as possible.Not only will he be hopping nuts when you think a little bit of conflict all relationships can be relieved of the relationship as a compromise.Right now it could help you improve the chances of getting your ex for now.

You may want to get myself out of the relationship that has been stuck in the past and that I am not in your life together.I realized that the author, TW Jackson, gives his clients is one super tactic I will start to come back to you if you want to have you back and seeing the signs you previously had.Or does he write about getting an ex girlfriend back to them just be a bit counter intuitive and you could give but that isn't planned but that would trigger good memories for him.This experience can be really hard to understand where things went wrong, and what you're worried about these companies so that it would be together soon.Is there anything you can be enough to create a perfect conversation.

Get Your Ex Girlfriend Back When She Wants To Be Friends

[the-lying-merc]

LFRP- Dusk Lancelot

The Basics ––– –

Age:  26

Birthday: 4th Sun of the 2nd Umbral Moon

Race: Hyur

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Straight

Physical Appearance ––– –

Hair: Dark Grey

Eyes: light blue

Height:  Around 6′

Build: Athletic, pale and muscled

Distinguishing Marks:  facial scars and tattoo

Common Accessories: eye patch

Personal ––– –

Profession: bodygaurd/hunter/mercenary 

Hobbies:  gambling, drinking, drawing, exploring, story telling, acting and card games

Residence:  None. is a nomad

Birthplace: unknown

Religion: None

Patron Deity: None

Fears: opening himself up to people and people learning or finding out things about him.

Traits ––– -

* Bold your character’s answer.

Extroverted / In Between / Introverted

Disorganized / In Between / Organized

Close Minded / In Between / Open Minded

Calm / In Between / Anxious

Disagreeable / In Between / Agreeable

Cautious / In Between / Reckless

Patient / In Between / Impatient

Outspoken / In Between / Reserved

Leader / In Between / Follower

Empathetic / In Between / Apathetic

Optimistic / In Between / Pessimistic

Traditional / In Between / Modern

Hard-working / In Between / Lazy

Cultured / In Between / Uncultured

Loyal / In Between / Disloyal

Faithful / In Between / Unfaithful

Additional information ––– –

Smoking Habit: occassional 

Drugs: No

Alcohol: Social but will never turn down honey mead

The liar: Dusk doesnt like telling facts about him so he tends to lie about things, wether be hillariously bad lie or a good one he doesnt care. if a bad joke makes someone laugh then he takes that as a win

Ex bandit, pirate, rogue or... something?: Dusks past is a mystery and sometimes the past he cant even continuously lie about, especially if they are coming after him. he has quite a past, from being a bandit to being a theif.

((OOC: Hello there! I’m looking for contacts of various types for Arkady, whether that would be friends, Teachers, those he helps, enemies, and such! I am mainly looking to develop his character through interactions with others and plots that happen around him.))

RP Hooks ––– –

Truth or false?: as stated, Dusk is the liar and horrid at it at times either purposely or not.

The bounty or revenge: lying isnt easy to keep track of, neither is remembering the possible bounties or what wrongs he has done to people. 

The kindheart: though he has a harsh background he is a kinder person now, willing to help those in need... though hesitant at first, money tends to help convince him but thats if the helpless doesnt look so poor.

Helpless romantic: he cant help but try his best flirting with a girl and try getting a date, most of the time he’ll make up stories about his missing eye to make himself look good.

Contact Information  ––– –

I can be contacted through tumblr messages, or in game on ‘Dusk Lancelot’ on Balmung and my discord is GreyDevil#3405. Feel free to send a message if interested and you want to set something up. Looking forward to hearing from you all! Thank you for reading!