#it was really hot so the bleach developed WAY faster than normal and i almost burnt half of my hair .

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put my hairs through the fucking ringer this week but we are so back

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Rocking the Boat 2

A/n: AU Story! This does not go by the show! 

Link to Chapter 1 

Words: 3,529

Pairings: Gabriel x Reader

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The moment that you walked out of the bedroom, you instantly felt ill seeing the expressions on Dean and Cas’ faces... It was a mixture that any child hated seeing on a parent’s face…anger, sadness, and the worst of all disappointment. Cas was sitting on the couch looking at you with his stoic expression that you knew all too well. It was the one that he gave you any time that you did something wrong. Dean meanwhile, was just glaring...this was going to be fun!

  You didn’t realize you had stopped walking until you felt Gabriel’s hand on your lower back.

  “It’s okay, sugar.”

  His voice was calm as he tried to push you forward. You sat down on the opposite couch crossing your legs. It wasn’t okay. This was going to be a disaster in the making! You tried to pull your dress down as low as possible! Glancing back at Gabriel, you frowned. It would have been great if Gabriel didn’t throw your underwear somewhere. Sitting in front of your parents with Gabriel’s come leaking out of you was less than desirable!

  You didn’t notice Cas’ grossed out expression as he read his your thoughts. Normally Cas didn’t read your mind but he needed to know why you were making such horrible decisions! At this moment, there was no such thing as privacy! Cas wished that he had a bottle of brain bleach as Dean started talking. Maybe privacy was a good thing after all!

  “So it’s time for a come to Jesus meeting”

  Dean said coldly. Gabriel rolled his eyes.

  “I’m not going to him or doing shit for you. I’ve done enough for Jesus. I announced his birth and scared the shit out of Mary and Joseph. That’s enough.”

    Dean rolled his eyes. He was trying his best not to lunge at the archangel. Dean knew that it would do him no good but the thought of causing Gabriel some grief was too delightful!

  “Anyway…”

  Dean said coldly

  “How long has this been going on?”

  You looked to Gabriel. He slid his hand onto your thigh and earned a grossed out look from Dean.

  “A while. I love him and I’m not giving him up.”

  You replied. Both Dean and Cas needed to see that you weren’t about to walk away just because they didn’t like Gabriel. Dean rolled his eyes.

  “You do see who you are talking about? What he’s done to our family already?!”

  Dean snapped. Cas meanwhile, was still disturbed over you thoughts. While he was trying this best to get that out of his mind, he accidentally transferred his thoughts to Dean. Dean looked at Cas gaping before glaring at Gabriel.

  “If you knock her up I’m going to kill you!”

    Gabriel raised an eyebrow. Yeah, that was exactly what his plans were. Not! The last thing that he wanted to deal with was a kid! That would be a disaster!

  “Well, that came faster than expected.”  

  Gabriel commented looking almost bored. Dean quickly turned back to Sam who looked beyond uncomfortable himself. He had been waiting for Sam to say something but he hadn’t. Sam stood by the door looking like he was just waiting for a moment to bolt!

  “Holy shit! He’s going to knock her up! Sammy go get a morning after pill like now. Bring fifty! Y/n, GO SHOWER NOW!”

  Gabriel rolled his eyes before adjusting you onto his lap. He was enjoying the looks of displeasure on Dean and Cas’ faces. If the situation hadn’t been so serious, he would have cracked a joke.

  “Yes Sammy. Go waste time and buy pills that won’t do anything for her.”

  Dean gave Gabriel the biggest bitchy look known to man or angel.

  “Fine! Sam, go get me some lube and a pressure washer.”

  Gabriel was even more annoyed at that. He protectively wrapped her arms around you. You, meanwhile, was busy looking at Dean like he had lost his mind.

    “You aren’t touching her big boy.”

  Gabriel said coldly as he pressed a kiss to the top of your head. He carefully got up but kept close to you. He wouldn’t let Cas have a chance to teleport you out of the room and away from him. His golden eyes had gone a few shades darker as he looked at Cas.

  “So a little birdy told me that Michael is causing some problems Something tells me that he is going to be after Y/n because of you three morons.”

  Cas and Dean exchanged looks. Neither obviously wanted to talk about this subject. They hadn’t even talked to you about it. It made the knowledge to you being aware of everything worse!

  “Yes.”

  Cas said dryly. Gabriel was quickly losing what control he had of his temper.

  “Yes? Yes is all you can say Castiel?”

  Gabriel let loose a bunch of Enochian words that no one but Cas understood. You made a mental note to ask Gabriel what he had said later when he was calm. Cas just looked at Gabriel with wide eyes. Whatever Gabriel was saying was clearly enough to be a kick in the balls.

  “Gabriel.”

    You said his name in almost a warning tone hoping to calm him. Cas meanwhile, looked down at his feet. This was beginning to be enough! Your attention turned to Dean and Cas then Sam.

  “Look, I love him. I’m not changing that because you all don’t like it. I’m an adult and you should respect my decision.”

  Dean raised an eyebrow.

  “You have to give respect to earn it, baby girl. You should have come to us first.”

  You turned to Dean,

  “So you could call me stupid like you essentially are now? Gabriel and I have been very happy. This right here has been the worst of it. Furthermore, if I were to get pregnant it wouldn’t be your decision to kill it.”

  Gabriel looked really uncomfortable now.

  “I uh never planned on that, kid.”

  You shot Gabriel a look. It was in this moment Dean actually developed a molecule of respect for the archangel. Gabriel didn’t like the displeased vibes he immediately got from you. Did you actually want a child? Did you even realize how crazy that would bet? It would be the most reckless thing they could do and Gabriel wasn’t going to let it happen!

    Gabriel shrugged it off before focusing on Dean and Cas.

  “You know I am the safest person for her right now. You both are just mad because it’s me that she is in love with. If it was any other angel you wouldn’t have a problem. Well, guess what boys? It’s me that she wants. If you need to go cry over it, go for it. I’m protecting her from Michael and any other creep along the way.”

  Neither Cas nor Dean said a word for a few seconds. It was Dean who stood looking coldly at Gabriel than at you.

  “I’ve just had you with me since you were born. Guess I’m just having a hard time letting go.”

  He turned walking from the room without another word, leaving you feeling even more guilty. Sam stood following after his brother, hoping to prevent any more of a family meltdown. Maybe if he could talk to Dean, things would be okay!

  Deep down, you always worried about Dean. What if that was the last time that you saw him walk through a door? You knew Cas was keeping everyone young but what if something went wrong on a hunting trip and Dean couldn’t be saved?

  You quickly turned to go after your father but was stopped by Cas. His hands were gently on your shoulder.  

  “Let him cool down.”

    You nodded as Cas took your cheeks in his hands. The feeling of instant safety washed over you.

  “You’ve made your choice?”

  Cas asked calmly. His voice didn’t allude to disappointment or anger. It was calm and typical Castiel. You nodded.

  “I have.”

  Cas sighed.

  “I never expected our goodbye to be like this.”

  Your eyes widened. What did he mean goodbye?

  “Cas, what are you talking about?”

  Cas’ eyes mirrored his heartbreak.

  “Stay with Gabriel. Don’t leave his side.”

  Cas leaned forward pressing a kiss to your head before disappearing.

  You hadn’t moved your eyes from the place that Cas stood. Had your family really just abandoned you? What happened to that whole “family is everything” message that you had preached to you all of your life? Of all the years in your existence, Dean and Cas swore they would always keep you safe and love you. Now they were gone. They literally just walked out of your life over Gabriel?

  “Y/n?”

  Gabriel’s voice pulled you from your thoughts. He wrapped his arms around you. You had finally got the courage to look at your boyfriend’s face. What you saw was fury. You had never seen Gabriel look this angry before! Sure, you had seen him mildly irritated and annoyed but not like this. You wished that Cas and Dean could see this Gabriel. What they saw was the trickster. They didn’t see the angelic side…the side that loved and protected you!

  “I’m okay.”

  You sniffed. Gabriel rolled his eyes.

  “Yeah right and I was born yesterday. Sugar, you aren’t fooling me.”

  You nodded, feeling the hot tears well in your eyes. Gabriel put his chin on top of her head. He couldn’t stand seeing that! You crying was one thing that made him want to burn the world down.

  “It will be okay, baby. I promise.”

  You couldn’t respond. If you even tried, it would come out as a loud sob and words even Gabriel couldn’t understand.

  “Come on baby, let's go back to bed.”

  You didn’t fight Gabriel as he situated you back into bed. He spent a few moments trying to fix the disheveled sheets before finally getting frustrated enough to just snap his fingers fixing linens immediately.

  Neither of you said anything for a few moments. Gabriel looked down watching your eyes focus on the wall. He lovingly moved a strand of your hair away from your face.

  “I know I don’t say it enough sugar but I love you. If you want... I will go talk to your dad and Cas to fix things. If that means we can’t be together…I understand. You need your family…”

  Your head popped up. Was he serious? The last thing that you were going to do was give him up now!

  “What?! No. I want you. I’m in love with you! Gabriel if they will let something like our love push them away then…I don’t need them. You don’t abandon your child because she's in love with someone.”

  Gabriel was relieved at your response. The last thing he wanted was to give you up. You were the first actual person that Gabriel had loved in a long time.

  “You need to get some rest, baby.”

  He said softly before putting two fingers to your forehead and putting you into a peaceful sleep.

  Meanwhile,

  Sam, Dean, and Cas had managed to get back to their hotel room. Sam was busy looking at his brother and the angel with wide shocked eyes.

  “So this is it? We just leave her with him? We don’t even go back and try to talk this out?!”

  Dean nodded, walking to the mini bar taking out one of the $10 mini bottles of whiskey. He downed it in one shot before looking at his brother.

  “It's time Y/n learns that there are consequences for her actions. Cas and I can’t baby her forever.”

  Sam blinked. He was just beyond shocked. This was the absolute LAST thing that he had expected his brother to say or do. This was so out of character! From Dean being the protective loving dad that he was to being oh I don’t care was a complete cluster fuck of emotions for Sam to process.

  “Are you serious?! Dean, you sound like dad!”

  Dean shrugged.

  “Maybe Dad was onto something.”

  Sam quickly turned to Cas who was looking down at his shoes. His blue eyes were beyond devastated.

  “Cas, you of all people can’t do this to your own child. You two are just being salty because she loves Gabriel. He was right back there. If it was anyone but him you two would have been okay with it!!”

  Cas looked up.

  “Y/n  has to make her own choices. She needs to learn how to cope without Dean and I always being there. We have treated her like a child for too long. She needs to grow up.”

  Sam ran a hand through his hair not believing what he was hearing.

  “Sorry guys but I don’t share you fucked up thinking right now. I love Y/n. I love her like she was my daughter and I am not about to let her be on her own.”

  “She has an archangel”

  Dean said, dryly. The bitterness and jealousy in his voice was all too obvious. He didn’t make an effort to hide it from his brother. Sam groaned.

  “Yeah, she does. She has someone really powerful who is in love with her. Its Gabriel…woo freakin hoo! I’m not letting Gabriel and Y/n face all of this on their own. I’m not risking losing my niece because you two want to prove some point to your daughter. I’m out.”

  Sam turned walking from the room without another word. The last thing Sam wanted was to be stuck with Gabriel for an extended amount of time but if it meant keeping you safe then he would deal with it!

  The next morning…

  You woke up to an empty bed.

  “Gabriel?”

  You said his name nervously. What if he decided to leave you after all?

  “Other room, sugar snap. Put on some clothes.”

  You slowly got out of the bed and looked around for some clothes. Maybe today would be better than yesterday! That was the only hope that you could have at the moment!

  After slipping into some clothes, walked back into the living room. You froze the moment that you saw Sam sitting on the couch.

  “What are you doing here?”

  Sam stood. He looked at you sympathetically. Sam wanted to tell you that Dean and Cas were idiots and that he would never hurt you. The words, however, wasn’t coming as easily as he would have hoped!

  “Dean and Cas were wrong to do what they did. I want no part of that. Y/n, I have watched you grow up and you have every right to love whoever you want. This is just like it was when I fell in love with Ruby…”

  You glanced at her Gabriel. He sat on the opposite couch with his feet on the coffee table. He gave you a nod to signal it was good with Sam. You turned back to him with a smile.

  “Thanks Sam. You can stay with us if you want but don’t think you are going to be telling me what to do.”

  Sam nodded.

  “You’re an adult. You need to make your choices. I am just keeping the promise that I made to your mother. I promised to keep you safe and I plan on keeping it that way.”

  You were halfway waiting for Gabriel to make a sassy witty comment but he didn’t. You wondered how long Sam had been in the living room and about the conversation that he and Gabriel had. What had they hashed out in the hours that you had been sleeping?

  “I’m glad you are here, Sam.”

  You said with a smile before hugging your uncle. Gabriel stood when you let go of Sam. He wasted no time in pulling you back against him. Gabriel and Sam didn’t even seem to acknowledge the other. He didn’t care that Sam looked a little grossed out. The abnormally large Winchester would have to get used to it. He was about to see a lot of physical affection!

  “I’m going to find you some breakfast, princess then we are getting the hell out of here.”

  Meanwhile….

  Dean awoke in a cold sweat. He had a restless night sleep all night. Every dream he had was a memory of you as a child. The last one disturbed him the most…

  You were still a baby and was crying…Dean awoke like he did any other night hearing your cries. Where was Cas? Normally night time was Cas’ shift. Cas usually spent most nights holding you. He spent his time memorizing all of your features. It was a rare moment when you were put into your crib. It was probably the reason you hated the thing!

  Dean lay in bed a moment longer waiting to hear Cas go into the room and comfort you. He was used to hearing  When the crying continued Dean finally got up stumbling into the opposite bedroom.

  “All right Y/n. Daddy is here.”

  When he looked down into the crib his heart stopped seeing no baby in the crib.

  “Y/n?”

  His voice trembled as he removed one blanket to only find another blanket repetitively.

  “Looking for this?”

  Dean stood turning to see Gabriel holding you with a smirk on his face.

  “Yeah, let me have her.”

  Dean said coldly. Gabriel shook his head. His golden eyes looked cold. This Gabriel was different. There was something more sinister to him...more angelic. Dean winced at the realization that Gabriel was in true archangel from...the way that he was “supposed” to be.

  “No. You threw her away like she was trash. You get what you get.”

  Dean had awoken from the dream trembling. He looked around the room for Cas but the angel was nowhere. Dean ran a hand through his hair before he quickly dressed bolting from the room. He had to talk to you! Maybe if he apologized and agreed to try to get along with Gabriel...everything would be okay. You deserved an apology! What kind of dad treated their kid that way! Dean Winchester typically didn't! You were right about everything! He was just mad because it was Gabriel!

  Arriving at the other hotel, Dean took the stairs two at a time until he arrived at the room. Banging on the door, Dean was almost jumping up and down. Why weren’t you answering?! Why wasn’t the stupid archangel answering? If Sam was there where the hell was he?

  Having enough, Dean took out his knife to pry his way in. The three of you couldn’t ignore him once he burst in right?  Someone would have to pay attention to him!

  Once he got in, Dean’s heart sank. The room was perfectly clean awaiting another guest. You weren't there. You were gone! Something shiny on the bed caught Dean’s attention. He walked into the room, hoping to see a note or something. Instead, he found the locket that he and Cas had bought you when you turned 6. You had never taken it off since your birthday. Now here it was abandoned in an empty hotel room.

  Dean sat down on the bed holding the locket in his hands. Putting his head down, Dean felt like the biggest ass known to man. Not only had he lost his little brother but now his little girl! His little princess was gone. He had a sinking feeling that he would never see you again. For the first time in a long time, Dean allowed himself to cry….

  How would he tell Cas? This wasn’t what they expected. Dean believed that you would come running back to them just like you always had. They never expected you to take off with Gabriel. That was what they didn’t tell Sam the night previous. It had been a ploy to teach you that you shouldn’t have lied to them. Instead, it was clearly teaching both Dean and Cas a lesson. They should have listened to their daughter!

  Taking out his phone, Dean called your number. As he waited for you to answer, the sound of your phone ringing came from across the room. Dean groaned throwing his own phone angrily. You hadn’t even taken your phone. Clearly, you knew that he could trace you! You knew all of the tricks.

  Dean sighed before getting up and taking his phone from the floor. He growled angrily as he dialed Cas’ number. He waited a moment before quickly hanging up. The last thing that he wanted to do at the moment was to call Cas. He knew a text in this situation was a pretty big douche move but Dean couldn’t handle anything else.

  “Cas, she’s gone. I came to talk to her. She and Gabriel are completely MIA. She has left her phone and took off. Our baby is gone…”

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