#it was how she was raised to gather favor. and then she joins the inquisiton and she doesnt have to be around the dasher anymore | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

abyssal-ilk · 2 months ago

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it's so painful that i can't romance vivienne with an inquisitor who is genuinely head over heels, absolutely heartstruck by her. because now all i can do is imagine mescha sitting on her balcony late at night as she spins the ring vivienne gave to her around her finger again and again and again as she stares at the stars and wonders if it any of it means anything at all. if any of the 'darling's and 'my dear's and 'sweet thing's vivienne has so casually sent her way meant anything more than just passive endearment.

#dai #dragon age #dragon age inquisition #vivienne #vivienne de fer #mescha cadash #cadash #inquisitor cadash #mescha's feelings on vivienne are sooo complex. comphet is so strong with mescha. she was a noble hunter and had kids with a noble man.#she then left and joined the carta where she got into a relationship with the dasher because she felt like it was expected of her and #it was how she was raised to gather favor. and then she joins the inquisiton and she doesnt have to be around the dasher anymore #and she has her daughters safe with the inquisiton. and suddenly she has room to breathe #suddenly she has room to think. to fantasize. to get tangled up in her own feelings of affection and attraction and #the dreading overwhelming fear that she is just like bastien. just like the dasher. just like the father of her first two children. because #she is in a position of power over vivienne and is petrified of that sort of power. she doesnt want to be like them. she lives in fear of #being like them.#projection is so so strong with mescha please girl take a nap. take a break. let yourself love

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