#it was a little frustrating cause there was another friend there kinda third wheeling lmao

[timecrack]

little rant incoming

[hueniings]

friends to lovers

fluff with taehyun cause ilhsm (might be a series)

not requested lmao, this is like a non idol taehyun, cause yeah

what’s he so cute for :(((

he’s had a crush on your forever bro

you could probably say he same

y’all met in elementary school

he was smol ™

he was being taehyun and keeping to himself, eating his food quietly

you having nowhere to sit stood around wondering where tf to sit

and taehyun looked up and saw you and thought “what she doing, doesn’t she want to eat or smth”

you two made eye contact and you gathered up all you’re little kid courage and asked if you could sit with him

“uh, hi! is it okay if i s-sit with you?”

quiet boi didn’t know how to respond so he nodded his head and continued to eat the sandwich his mom made him

after that whenever you had to partner up with anyone in class he always walked over to you from the other side of the classroom and would just be like “partners?”

after some awkward times you two grew really close after a while

y’all would study with eachother, do homework together, you guys lived decently close to eachother so you were always at each other’s house

y’all always got teased by your other friends but neither of you cared tbh

when you got to the last year of middle school you guys drifted apart

you guys still talked but, it wasn’t as often and you had stopped hanging out with eachother out of school

you guys still walked home with eachother though

and one day you were just having a god awful day

it was a total shitstorm

you woke up late and didn’t eat breakfast

in your rush to school you forgot your wallet

so you couldn’t even buy food

and your friend shared her food but you knew she was hella hungry to so you didn’t try to get that much

you slipped on the way to the restroom and you were pretty sure you were gonna get a bruise

then surprise surprise, there was a test that you totally forgot about!

just a really fucking bad day.

you walked out of school frustrated, starving, in pain, and just in the worst mood ever

taehyun was going to walk home with beomgyu that day and hang out with another friend (kai) at his house

but he saw you and honestly was like

holy shit are they good?

(you weren’t)

he said he had a change of plans and couldn’t go and fucking ran after you

when he came behind you and poked your shoulder and you two came face to face

you just fucking broke down

you began to cry and taehyun took you into his arms and just let you cry into his shoulders

couple minutes later you found yourself sat on a bench eating ramen outside of a convenience store with taehyun

after explaining your horrid day he was like

“I’ve never met anyone as unlucky as you”

and you kinda both just laughed about it

you had finally had a chance to just relax and you were finally getting food!!1!!1!1!!

after a while y’all ended up at your front door

as you were about to enter you turned around and gave him the biggest hug ever and placed a peck onto his cheek

he smiled shyly his cheeks flushed red

and gathered up all his courage and placed a kiss onto your forehead

“taehyun do you want to go on a date this weekend?”

he was shocked but quickly responded

“yes I would like that very much”

and you laughed at his very quick and tense reaction

“I’ll see you then.”

you said as you walked into your house and blew him a kiss and waved before finally closing the door

taehyun being the dork he is giggled blushing bright red and saying to him self “see you then.”

bonus:

beomgyu and kai saw the both of you on the bench in front of the convenience

“dang he ditched us”

and kai was like

“at least they’re finally going out istg”

and beomgyu was like

“true, but ima be a third wheel now!!1!1!”

[twilightvolt]

Twilight Thoughts (BEASTARS Episode 6)

SPOILER WARNING AS USUAL.

Episode 6:

- Ok, so first we--someone’s dead again.

....o h .

Of course, everyone’s like “Whelp, gotta dip, carnivores. cya.” and Jack be a sad boi. ;w; man, these guys have it hard.

- Then we get introduced to our next main character from the trailers: Juno!

Imma be honest, i was really iffy about her before this because i was hoping her character isn’t what i think it would be. and i’m sure any Persona 4 players who’re watching this show can get what i’m about to say.

.....I hope she’s not like Rise.

For those of you who haven’t played P4, Rise came off as SUPER clingy to the main protagonist. at least in my opinion. i know some say she’s best girl, but no. not for me. that’s Naoto’s title. lmao

I am praying that Juno doesn’t do the same and become clingy towards Legoshi and like, becomes that character that just feels like a shoehorned love interest because y’know, she’s a wolf too. so far, she seems ok. she was being bullied and Legoshi stepped in and played hero for a moment which was great. but her mentioning she was also in drama and also one of his kind just kinda raised a little red flag for me. i dunno.

Also, shoutout to the way he saved her. like “I’m her older brother.” but then she sees her face and he like “D-damn! We look nothing alike!” i’m sorry, i’m ded. lmao

- I was excited to see what the world outside the school was like. i’m the type who likes taking in all the little things and seeing the town be all bright and bustling was just so nice. then i heard Louis be like “Don’t go to the black market.” and i was like “Wh-....b...black market?” O_o

Oh no, things’re gonna get crazy again, aren’t they?

Y’all don’t just tell people not to go somewhere. that’s cartoon talk for “Go there. That’s where the plot is.” lmao

- So they eatin’, gettin’ that W c D o n a l d ’ s , and i’m like “Huh....I want fries now.” and then a little while after the episode, we come home with fries. and i never outwardly asked. it just happened. and i was like “MY FEELINGS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED.”

And Legoshi’s just sitting there quietly eating like a third wheel and i’m like “Dude, same.” also, Bill acts very much like one of the popular kids at school that i totally used to have to be in the same classes with and i swear i felt a twinge of old school annoyance resurfacing.

Still, it was fun seeing what the town was like. i’m hoping we get to see it much more in the coming episodes.

- And then they get lost (Thanks, Zoozle Maps. XD) and accidentally end up in where? the black market.

And i was thoroughly traumatized.

I was like, “Oh, it’s an old shopkeeper. probably sells weird trinkets or so-” *Shows his fingers. or lack thereof*

U-uhh....w h a t ?

Like, it’s the black market. i expected it to be weird. but like....not this disturbing.

He was just, like, selling off his LIVING body to the carnivores and i was like “Oh god, that’s horrible.” goodness, i signed up for this, huh?

Then i hear the market theme and hear some sick beats and i’m like “dONTCHU THROW SOME JAMS AT ME AT A TIME LIKE THIS I CAN’T VIBE TO THIS nO-”

And then Bill be like:

And suddenly i wanted to beat him upside the head. thankfully, my boi did that for me. lmao

But for real, i was mad, but like....it’s understandable? like, i hate that i understand enough to not be totally angry with him, but like....he’s a tiger. and ngl, after the bunny blood, i did NOT put it past him to react like this. i just wish he weren’t so....B i l l , y’know? the more he’s on screen, the more i wanna smack him, but i still actually kinda like him enough to see where he might go as a character. cuz he’s not a bad guy, he’s just.....an idiot. it’s weird. XD i’m still holding onto my theory that he killed Tem tho.

Just....man, this is heavy.

And then they cut to right after the last episode where Legoshi and Haru finish their heart to heart moment and then they cut back to him running off through the market street not knowing what these feelings are. like, he genuinely likes her and he can’t stop thinking about her.....but at the same time, he’s uncontrollably drooling?....i dunno man, sounds like you’re just hungry. and that concerns me.

Oh, right, right afterward he gets taken in by the panda from the trailers whom i believe is named Gouhin? but yeah, he ties him up in chains and a muzzle and proceeds to interrogate him about his feelings toward the one he thinks he “likes.” and then shows him a wall of pictures. pictures of carnivores just like him that have tasted meat and couldn’t get over it. to the point where they uhh......yeah, let’s just say i was shook by the things he said. like, that could potentially be what happens to Legoshi and honestly, that’s really sad and i don’t want that to happen. i legit felt a chill when i saw some of those photos. no joke.

Then i guess he takes him to the next room and has a little chat with him. what the conversation was about was basically Gouhin telling Legoshi that his “love” isn’t real and he should cut ties with Haru if he wants to not eat her by accident. but in a way where it sounds like he’s telling him off for it cuz Legoshi was like “That’s not true! we’re friends!” and he basically says that Legoshi’s way of thinking is a childish, flawed mindset. like, d a m n . he verbally smacked him. lmao

Then he starts to leave, but not until Gouhin hands him a copy of bunny porn.

“If you get excited over this, then you’re just a young boy with a fetish for small animals. if not, and you stick with your one rabbit, that’s bad.”

Ok, so if he feels something, then he’s just a weirdo. but if he doesn’t, then he’s in danger of eating her and that’s a BIG problem. huh....kind of a lose lose situation here, don’t you think? ._.’

But yeah, Legoshi runs out thinking to himself about how much he hates this and that he wants to forget everything that just happened. and honestly, this is the point where i kinda felt sad enough to cry. cuz this is an innocent kid that wants to stay connected to someone they believe they love, but then reality just hits them REALLY hard. and they just want to cover their ears and stay unaware about what’s really going on.

All this time, he believed the adults just stayed vegetarian cuz that’s probably what he was taught or maybe what he assumed because of how he was taught. but when you think about it, not everyone can repress their true feelings forever. they’re animals. it’s in their nature.

He keeps trying to tell himself that this is okay. that he won’t hurt her anymore than that first night. but....is that true? can that be true? or is this just some twisted sense of “love” that ends in yet another unfortunate death? things seem to be getting more and more frustrating for him and if i didn’t feel some form of sympathy for him i sure as hell am now.

But....i wanna believe he can overcome those feelings and stay close to her. maybe they won’t be able to be a couple. they might just have to stay friends. but anything to let him be happy, y’know?

The episode ends with him finding Aoba the eagle again. he tells him that he just couldn’t go through with eating that guy’s fingers cuz he thought of his herbivore friends which just made him feel icky about it. and yeah, that’s understandable. birb boi is a good boi....who probably just stuck by Bill cuz he wanted to fit in, but y’know.

This causes Legoshi to cry and yeah, i broke after that. i was highkey imagining an alternate ending where he just runs up to him and hugs him crying in a full on bro moment and i kinda wish that happened cuz honestly that would make me cry a river. for real. i would die.

And i guess that’s that. this episode was quite a wake up call for Legoshi at least. but here’s hoping things look up next episode. see you again!