#it was a bit weird reading loustat fics and being reminded of my relationship with her like the similarities are scary | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ldpdluvr · 3 months ago

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it was lowkey crazy to me that when i was making a playlist for ldpdl and one for myself at the same time, i kept adding in all of the same songs, like back then i didn't realise just how similar we were...idk maybe i'm projecting too much on him but his character is just sooooo relatable to me and some of my experiences and just his general feelings/vibe too

#it's his repression. catholic guilt. sadness. they all exist within me too #idk sometimes thinking about louis hits too close to home #another thing is i was seeing someone who is exactly like lestat and as expected it didn't go down well #i could not have found out about loustat and iwtv at a better time (when things were going to shit and our relationship was burning down)#it was a bit weird reading loustat fics and being reminded of my relationship with her like the similarities are scary #but like i said i could just be projecting lol #ok back to writing my fanfic fr bc it's healing me #me yapping #sorry for oversharing it will happen again

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