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taibhsearachd · 6 months ago

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Realizing that when we drove back two hours to get your insulin, you didn't see it as a person who loved you enough to spend another four goddamn hours in the car with you... you saw me as a dog who just loved being with you and loved the car ride. I was there with you for every adventure, every offroad detour and backtrack and I loved every moment, and you just thought I was there as your devoted pet when I thought we were doing all those things as partners, compatriots, equals, friends.

Your favorite thing about me was always how willing I was to go along with your random adventures. I think the fact that I never told you no made you think I couldn't. You loved me like a dog, not like a friend.

#personal post #there are very fond memories I have that are tainted #by the realization that the person I made those memories with saw those experiences in a very different way #and the moment I expected her to make the effort #she accused me of not being there for her #but my god I miss being the person who would eagerly sit shotgun and keep you company to wherever you want to go #it was FUN and I loved it and we saw some weird nigh paranormal shit taking some detours out there #I'm honestly happy to be a sidekick but that's not even what it was #for real if you're going to make me into your dog #at LEAST make it a kinky thing #fucking rude

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