#it was 4+ hours aways from eveyone i knew and my partner wasnt able to move at the same time
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#i took a job at the beginning of the year that was meant to be such a good opportunity#it was 4+ hours aways from eveyone i knew and my partner wasnt able to move at the same time#but from day one the job was an absolute disaster#no training moving me from team to team. everything was in chaos#and i was dealing with it and trying to push through and everything just got heavier and heavier until i was basicly just living a constant#mental breakdown then#then my partner moved at the worst time and my mental capacity exploded and i didnt handle it well because i was constantly thinkinging#constantly thinking about jumping of yhe fucking balcony and we broke up within the week. 100% my fault#and then no friends were mine and the job got worse#everything just kept on getting worse and worse#ive already tried jumping out infront of a truck#im so alone im trying the job again but it already destroyed my life how can i move back completely alone with now future reprieve.#i miss him so much but like#i miss being happy i dont even know when i last felt it
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