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mystech-master · 4 years

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F/GO High School/Modern AU BS

Me and @rex101111 have been talking about a modern/HS AU ft. as many Chaldean servants as possible. Here are the ideas we came up with (I am pretty much cut and pasting our message convo, so this is a mixture of both me and Rex's ideas):

Gil is the douchbag Senior everyone hates but his dad owns the school or whatever so he can do whatever he wants. The only decent person who willingly hangs out with him is his childhood friend Enkidu who's hoping he can un-douch his bro. He has kid Gil as his little brother and Caster Gil as his older bro who both agree that he sucks (Gil is the loser middle child of the family), Caster Gil wonders what Enkidu sees in his shit head brother. "He's too good for you." "Blow it out your ass." "One day he's going to wise up, see how much of a shit you are, and when you're all alone don't come crying to me." Caster Gil is in college studying political science, Kid Gil goes to a fancy boarding school. Archer Gil goofs off and throws parties

Scathach is a swimming class teacher, mainly b/c I recall underwater training being a part of Cu's regiment under her tutelage. People were jealous of the Cus for like two seconds when they find out the swim teacher is their mom, then they see her having them do an extra twenty laps and ignoring when OG Cu starts floating in the water. "CU DIED!" "YOU'RE NOT HUMAN!" while Scathach is like "you have two seconds to stop playing around before I ACTUALLY drown you" and he's back to doing laps.

Yeah with 4-5 Cus (if you count Setanta from Arcade) that is like 5 brothers.

Nightingale as school nurse, she is friends with Asclepius who works at a hospital associated with the school (strictly professional, but the students think otherwise).

Side note, keep in mind you can have multiple servants be the same type of teacher, just for different classes/grades.

King Hassan is the old Religious History teacher. Every one thinks he's older then the rock is the school is made out of. He has a scary face and a scarier voice but most students consider him the most fair and patient teacher in the whole school. He always gets a lot of food gifts before Ramadan form the students. (A few students, such as the Guda twins and Mash, call him gramps.) The other Hassans are his grandkids, like actual grandkids. He's super strict with them because he expects a lot from them. He always praises them when they do well though. He made sure they ALL got into his class and they've been living in fear ever since. They love their grandpa but by Allah they know not to disappoint him. The only one to ever get out of anything is kid Hassan (one of the hundred face). Cursed Arm is oldest, then Asako (the main hundred face), then Serenity.

"I am very disappointed in ALL of you, have you all lost your heads? I swear I-*to kid Hassan*-ah no Habibi not you you're fine here have a candy-*back to the rest*-I KNOW you're better than this!"

VERY traditional guy, Cursed Arm mutters "Oh for God's sake" while doing a pop quiz and King Hassan looms over him and growls, "No Blaspheming In This Class Room"

For the various Artoria/Arturias, I imagined Lancer and Lancer Alter being sisters, so Saber Alter is a cousin. That leaves everyone else to just be sisters with one brother. Mother Lartoria owns a casino and gas her own yacht in reference to the summer event where she became a Ruler. If you want MHX could be a part of the family as a massive fucking Star Wars nerd. MHXX and MHX Alter are her mom and sister (so MHXX is a third sister for the two Lancer Artorias)

For Irisviel, I remember in one of the Nero Fest things that she was called Therapist Iri. Maybe she starts to get into that b/c she wants to help her adoptive son Shirou (instead of a big fire like in Zero it can be an orphanage fire thing, similar situation but a much smaller scale) , so she is the school therapist/psychiatrist. Like Maruki in P5 Royal.

Iskandar died in his 30s, Waver is around his 30s as Lord El Melloi II. The two are old college friends who still hang out and Alexander is Iskandar’s kid.

If you guys want you can see this as the two being gay dads since I know that ship is popular.

Fran had an abusive father before Babbage and Moriarty got involved. In the og story, Frankenstien has a scientific mindset like his creator, here Fran has a talent in the field, but she also hates it b/c it reminds her of him. Like imagine being talented at the thing your abusive parent was good at/known for. Moriarty tried to get it into her that SHE'S the one with the talent, not her college dropout bum of a father, "From you tell me of him Victor couldn't engineer his way out of an argument with a cat, you have a magnificent mind my dear, not letting it flourish to spite him would be a horrible waste...it's your talent, your skill. Not his." He smiles that smile she loves that scares every one but she knows he only smiles like that when he is absolutely convinced of something, "and you can out perform him without breaking a sweat."

Moriarty teaches Fran sign language while Babbage teaches her some engineering.

Jekyll is going for a major in medicine with a minor in law (in the actual irl story Dr. Jekyll was a doctor in medicine and law).

For science associated servants, you got da Vinci, Babbage, Edison, and Tesla as possible science teachers.

The Jeanne sisters. Without the Avenger BS, the reason Jalter (or Joan as one series of fics calls her) could hate her here is just inferiority complex and being compared to her perfect saint big sister all her life. Joan does have her talents, based on the summer event an, but again she doesn't acknowledge her own talent b/c of her always being compared to her older sister., in the 7 counterfeit events she is a really good artist. And it is the typical thing of Jeanne actually being scared out of her wits of being less than perfect because of all the expectations thrust on her. She gets one A- and runs to the bathroom crying and Joan has to swallow her pride and actually have a conversation with her sister for the first time in years. Jeanne Alter lily puts up Christmas decorations super early, much to Jeanne Alter/Joan's displeasure.

"IT JUST TURNED NOVEMBER CHILL TF OUT!"

"CHRISTMAS!"

Martha is Jeanne's BF since middle school and has this HUGE dog that scares everyone and growls at anyone expect Martha and Jeanne. She calls him Terry.

Rex loves Penthesilea. and we talked at length about the situation between her and Achilles. Can you not tell that he likes a woman who can kick his ass *gestures to all of his Baiken posts*

Rex's idea: I think they had a fight when they were little and Achilles, being a little shit back then, made fun of her for being a girl, and Penth has been sore about it ever since. She keeps running into big misogynistic meatheads that reminded her of that and she just got angrier over the years. She's a wrestler and can knock out just about every dude in school by herself. Achilles is very regretful about back then and wants to apologize but Penth ain't having any of it.

My idea: I thought they were on opposing HS sports teams and when Achilles handed her ass to her he forgot to drink his respect women juice and then Penth got all pissed.

In this AU, Penth and Hippolyta's dad was a general who taught them how to kick the ass of men twice their size since they were seven or something.

Penth surprises everyone when a festival comes up and she gets picked to be the one to organize everything...and does a spectacular job. Another surprise is that she plans on being a business major when she goes to college (Obligatory Amazoness CEO jokes)

Bedivere is the Arturia Pendragon family butler with a prosthetic arm. He's also the security guard, last guy that tried to steal something or cause trouble got slapped right out of the window he sneaked in from.

Francis Drake and Artoria Alter Lancer are work friends (referencing them both being associated with the Wild Hunt in F/GO's lore).

Beni-Enma is the short and shorter tempered lunch lady, last kid who mouthed off at her during lunch got smacked upside the head with her spoon. She's sweet, but if you're in detention and have to help her in the kitchen she's a mini Gorden Ramsey, "IT'S RAW DECHI!!!" She can also come into the home EC class where Shirou is her best student. Also her roasting of the other girls like in her quest. Getting Fs in Beni's class is the worst, because it isn't just an F, it's a meticulous dressing down of exactly why letting into a kitchen should be considered a war crime, dechi.

The three Avenger Nobus are three different people. 1st Ascension is basically Archer Nobu, then you got Oda Kipposhi, and then the mom is Ascension 3 with Demon King Nobunaga. The youngest Ascension 1 Nobu is a musician. Demon King Nobu is one of those "super scary but also super polite people that only makes them scarier" type, basically a female koei Nobunaga from samurai warriors (check out some cutscenes form the games with him, he's a treat).

Imagine Demon King Nobu mom in a business suit.

Suzuka Gozen and Sei Shonagon are the textaholics who always talk in slang to the point of it sounding like they speak a different language. Murasaki is the librarian but Sei is like that ONE student who just makes her job so much harder.

Every week it's "No phones in the library Miss Shonagon." while Sei rolls her eyes and types out twitter post like "fugly ol librarian at my school needs a life lol"

Oui Katsushika is a gifted art student, and her dad (not a floating little octopus), is just a normal dude with a squid/octopus like beard. She's the teacher's pet in De Vinci's art class.

Eresh and Ishtar come from a rich family, Ereshkigal is the older sister so she had a shit load of responsibility to take over the family business while Ishtar basically gets to party her life away. Rin is the cousin they each try and swing their way. Eresh wants Rin to keep up her studies and get into a good university, Ishtar wants Rin to loosen the fuck up and admit that she likes that scrawny Emiya kid already.

BB is the host of a talk show downtown so she is kind of an absentee mom. Meltryllis has prosthetic legs that she specifically asked to be made into stilts b/c she wanted to be taller, and Passonlip has a massive rack that makes life difficult (either people staring, people assuming she's gonna be a home wrecker b/c said staring must be intentional, etc.), and of course he also has prosthetic arms to match her canon claws, obviously not as massive.

Hijikata is a very serious police officer but his wife Carmilla just uses this to have fun in the bedroom. They have two Dobermans. Hijikata's route has him patrolling near the school so most of the kids know as that scary police dude that has a picture of his wife in his pocket. One day a famous Idol called Eli-chan~ (yes spelled with the ~) is about to perform in the town and the kids can't stop talking about her, so Hijikata overhears. But, being the serious dude he is he shrugs it off until he sees a picture of this "Eli-chan~" and realizes it's his sister-in-law that came to visit and suddenly the influx of parasitic paparazzi near his house start making sense.

Carmilla: "Now you see why I hate them?", Hijikata: "No you cannot send the dogs after them honey."

She almost ran one of them over in her, very expensive, car and when that reporter says she should be locked up Hijikata corrects that would only happen if she had hit him...and she would be fined. For littering.

Okita Alter being Hijikata's partner, while Okita is her younger sister who's looked up to Hijikata since she was a little kid but she has asthma and such so she's afraid she might not get accepted.

Sigurd owns a metalworks shop (referencing his myth where he was raised by the dwarf Reginn), he met his wife Brynhildr when she was disowned by her overly controlling father.

Ozymandias, Nitocris, and Cleopatra are all the high board members of a company. Nitocris specifically got wind of Scheherazade's abusive husband situation and after getting said husband arrested, she offered Scheherazade a job.

Atalanta is a college student/TA who worked with Achilles' dad who ends up at their HS for a program or something, Achilles' dad has told him a lot about her.

Amakusa Shirou is an uncle married to the CEO of Babylon Gardens Pharmaceuticals, Semiramis. Semiramis herself is kinda chill if REALLY scary. She had to be pretty cutthroat to get to her position in the company, but Amakusa Shirou helped her mellow out, but she is still a massive tsundere.

"You know you COULD poison their lunch." "Semi, dear, I'm not going to poison my coworker's sandwich for being an ass." "It wouldn't kill them! Just a bit in their peanut better and they'll be stuck on the toilet for a week, no harm no foul."

Rex initially said Taiga would be an overly enthusiastic gym teacher but then I remembered that she was a homeroom/English teacher in Fate canon, but either or can do if you wanna be unique.

For Quetzalcoatl, Wrestling club supervisor when she isn't the senior year gym teacher. Some of the male students laughed that they didn't think a woman would know anything about wrestling. Two piledrives later, the students have earned a new appreciation for the importance on how not to be two pieces of shit. She's big on Lucha as in canon and during Halloween she gets JAGUARMAN to have an exhibition fight with her. They make a show of it but later on Taiga admits that Quatz could have CRUSHED her if they were actually fighting. She takes the wrestling club out for homemade Mexican food after tournaments

For Siduri, there's a bunch of rumors she's dating Caster Gil but it's strictly professional, Caster respects her too much to consider that. Archer Gil hits on her relentlessly, she manages to wound his ego more severely then anyone else simply by being unfailingly polite in her rejections and treating him like what he is, a teenage punk jumping higher than he can handle to land.

Ibaraki is Shuten's adoptive little sister after she was taken from an abusive mother, hence why Ibaraki looks up to her. Ibuki is either Shuten's big sister who had to take on a guardian role, or just her mom. Shuten and Ibuki have a bit of a strained relationship because Shuten saw the way Ibuki acted as they grew up, taking more and more responsibilities onto herself and refusing any distractions. And she decided that her biggest nightmare is to wake up one morning and realize she's turned into Ibuki so she tries to do everything to avoid that, hence their relationship not being the best. Ibaraki is kinda stuck in the middle because she wants to side with Shuten but she sees where Ibuki is coming from. Messy.

Caren is still Kotomine’s daughter, but he isn’t a good dad and in rebellion she sleeps around despite being a woman of god. Including sleeping with local punk Angra Mainyu. Angra Mainyu seems like a bad guy but he has a shit load of issues due to being blamed for everything going wrong in his old town, eventually coming to believe them and thinking he will cause nothing but problems. Caren banging him gives him a type of closeness he’s never felt, but under very warped circumstances.

For the Tamamo family, Vitch totally fucked her way up a corporate ladder or something, imagined Tamamo Cat working at a Cat Cafe if she were a Student. Tamamo no Mae accidentally fed her prev BF a food he was allergic too, and that kind of haunted her and scared her rep. IDK basically she seriously fucked up a previous relationship, either on purpose or accidentally, and that kind of hurts her deeply so she wants to start over with Hakuno.

Nero and Tamamo no Mae are rivals over this one guy.

Kiichi Hougen is the adoptive mom, Benkei is the family friend/uncle, Taira is Ushiwaka's older sister. Taira isn't on the best of terms with her family, some drama way back caused a rift and nowadays Ushi is the only one who's willing to talk to her and visit. Benkei never lets her go alone because he doesn't trust Taira one bit. Taira and Ushiwaka are Kintoki and Tomoe's cousins (I say Tomoe b/c apparently her husband and Ushiwaka were half cousins, with their grandpa having kids with their grandmas. I tried to make a whole family tree out of a few servants).

These are the ideas we had the most to talk about, if you guys have any suggestions for your fav servants in this AU, let either me or Rex know. Or just reblog and say them here. Who knows maybe you have a much better idea for a Servant we already mentioned.

#fgo #fate series #fate grand order #high school/modern au #high school au #f/go #fate/grand order

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eptornadochaser · 5 years

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Waste of three years.

I’m sorry, I don’t know how to love correctly

Because the last time I showed my love to someone, I wasted three years of my life.

She used my best friend and I for sex, and having good times.

And recently I was asked by one of my friends if I ever cried over a girl....I told him no because none came to mind that moment...

But waking up this morning thinking about my past, and what has happened to me....

I think I only ever cried over one girl.

Yet again she wrecked my whole world a time or two, just to look at my Instagram captions, everyone knew that I was talking about her.

I have so much into her, and got nothing in return...

You’re the only one I saw a future with to be honest.. for fucks sake her and I made a fucking pact....

That if we weren’t married or dating someone by a certain date, we would marry each other...

We sat in a cvs parking lot at 4 am talking about our future because we were debating on if you should take that plan b or not...

You emotionally wrecked me, but you didn’t care...

Once you got a real boyfriend, you ghosted my best friend and I. We tried hanging out with you after...just as friends and that what hurt the most you never responded.

But whatever demons you had to put away, I was putting up and I don’t care wall, and blocking all those feelings that I had for you. You recently texted me, and you lit up face...

But then I remembered what you did to me...

All those memories that made me glad that it happened

And pissed that it ended...

The first day I saw you where we both worked when I literally asked one of my co workers, who you were because you were stunning.

I built up the courage to ask for your number...

And I got it.

Within the next few days I think we were leaning on my car with that blue stripe that you found corny....

All over each other...you leaning there with your hair covering half your face.

Looking at me with those beautiful brown eyes.

STOP. She can’t be going through your mind like this anymore, STOP.

She doesn’t give a damn about you anymore.

She used you and she ruined the way you love; maybe for the rest of your life....

But you were the best thing to happen to me since I lost my poppy...

I also wonder if I cross your mind ever...

Kinda like you do when I drive past a certain spot where things were good,

When everything used to be good,

Do I generate feelings in your head that you miss....or am I simply just a figment if your imagination now

But more recently then not....I have been responding to you....

Why? You might ask because I have his soft spot in my heart for you....and I don’t know why....

After you deaded my best friend and I...we were like fuck this bitch, fuck her we ain’t ever talking to her again....

But I couldn’t stay mad at you for long...when I see your name and text blip across my screen

My heart kinda jumps on the notion of what it used to be.....

The way I looked after her while she was drunk....the way I cared for her.....I felt she was the world to me, but none of it was reciprocated

So everything fell and hit me hard.

Update 3/6/18

Well tonight I found myself looking at your twitter profile, going back to the times where we sub-tweeted the shit out of each other and I can’t tell if I’m reminiscing or wishing it was happening again.

At one point was it ever love?

My side I want to say yes....but your side I feel like you used me until you are done....

I remember when you broke up with your bf,

I was like yes finally she’s out of that abusive relationship that set her down a track of

Destruction.

I didn’t hear about it until 4 days after when we were on a train ride to NYC... you came to me crying and wanting to do something and

We went out on a whim.

Best things happen when you do that tbh.

And then you got drunk

Damn did you get drunk a lot when I was around...

But I loved it. And you know I never took advantage of you, even though people were like you should’ve...

no I respect her too much and I really do like her.....

I viewed you as a long time goal not just some trash that you can pick up and use when you want..

You text me every once in a while and everything comes rushing back; all the memories,

heartaches,

upsets,

And just us being there for each other....

I want to know what changed....

But you never were technically mine....no title

But everyone knew we were “together”

The place that interrogated you the most about how you wrecked my world because you were seeing your bf at the time and then you shut me down

Still asks about you when I shop there.

Oh how I wish I could go back to the first day I saw you....and maybe changed something anything to miss you and not notice you...

And maybe just maybe I would be happy today

I most likely would have a girlfriend of what 4 years now?

That you had to yell at and scream at after you called her out on her bullshit.

You stood up for me and I stood up for you

I think we supported each other in a way that I have never done.

All those times I asked you to come down to PA with me, was because I wanted to show you where I grew up, where I come from, and even at Christmas to show you off to my family, but i don’t know how that would’ve worked when there was no title between us

Hi everyone this is ______ my girlfriend???? As I would probably have turned towards you

You were as people say it in PA, a take home girl. That’s what you did to me.

I brought you around my place of life basically, and I loved showing you off...

Letting everyone know that I might have you....

Yet I’m the one who was/is wrapped around your finger....I say that I want to ignore you but I can’t ever... you text me and I immediately want to respond.....and I can’t help myself....

People at our old job were logan you can’t save yourself for her, you. Ant be there whenever she needs you, and I’m like fuck that yes I do....and now I wish I would’ve listened

I’m a thick skulled guy who doesn’t think of anything else except you....even to this day.

But I have to keep reminding myself....that you’re not mine....you never were.....and that’s the hardest thing to deal with.....

⁃ 11:25

Welp I’m having another conversation with you and how you’re worrying about your relationship problems...question why do you come to me with your problems....I mean maybe we’re friends....I would like to think so... and I know you like a book inside and out that’s the worst....

what I have experienced with you... will most likely never happen with anyone else in my life....ever

Update 4/6/2018 10:15pm

It’s so hard to learn someone new like I learned you. I knew your ins and outs. Your do’s and don’ts. I knew everything about you. I could read you all day like a grandpa sitting on the back porch reading a newspaper. It was a breeze. And now.....I close that book every time I get a chance to get close to someone.

I can’t get over the fact tbh you were never really mine and I am still thinking about you day in and day out.....to this day. That’s awhile to think about you. And you give no fucks.

I tell people to be careful...not to waste three years of their life like I did.....I just wish I listened to my friends and myself when I told myself it was too good to be true.....fuck you and fuck me....idk I’m done....I should be done thinking about you.........but I’m not......the next time you text me I’m gonna wanna text you back immediately.

But I shouldn’t....

Update 4/15/18 9:18 PM

Well I just learned of your new job. And I wish I didn’t see you there. While I was having a good time with my family I noticed you waited a couple of guests there and as you were walking back to the front....

I saw you look over at me. My peripherals don’t lie. So what was that? And

That Small talk bullshit you called me back to talk about....was it worth the 10 maybe 12 minutes of your time....

That you were so dying to get out of there to begin with.

How are you? How is life? All these questions are time wasters....

Texting my best friend and he says I should’ve acted like didn’t even know you but I’m not like that one bit.

You were something important to me.....if you meant something to be I’ll never be mad you. I’ll always attempt to reach out and say hi.....

Even if it means to be ignored days on end.....

While I went to the bathroom I was thinking to myself I’m literally a few feet from a girl who I saw in my life......for the rest of it......

Still the play hitting......still the same old girl as you said.....the same old girl that I used to love.....

You said “you know I hate when you do that shit” and my response was “but do I really know you”

In my opinion, I knew you.......I knew you 200% how you were gonna react to something, what you were thinking.....what you were about to say....your actions before you do something....

I knew you.

Now you’re just a speck of dust that blows into my life every now and again.....that I wish meant more than nothing

When I said I really didn’t want to talk to you.......it was serious.....I really didn’t wanna even have a conversation with you....but you called me back....and I’m not an ass......

You could probably read me like a book too.....and how I kept pacing back and forth and leaning on the podium......too much for me....

I told you I made a mistake of dating another coworker.....and you said yeah haven’t you made that mistake already. And I said yeah it was a mistake that wasted three years of my life.... and a play hit ensued.....but I’m serious.....three years down the drain....I’ll never get back.

You’re going back to school good!!!! But then your bf is paying for that.....great (rolls eyes)......

I honestly wanted it to be a hi; bye experience because I know the emotions aren’t gone from my head....I asked you when were you gonna get out of work.....like a dumbass.....thinking maybe we can grab some drinks maybe catch up.......

Too much....shut that thought down quicker than shit.......you wanted to know what car I drive now since mine is in the shop....I responded with “a car”......I don’t need you knowing......I told you “I know where you work now, and now I’m gonna steer clear of it”

But I meant the exact opposite......

I might show my face a few times here and again now......I mean it’s not my place to be there.....I don’t go there to eat alone just to see someone.....

Maybe just for there for some drinks.....no too much.....too close.....no need to bring something in your life that probably was never supposed to be there......am I dumb for thinking this way or is it worth it.......no you already wasted three years of your life....trying to chase this girl....who wants nothing to do with you.....

“But you never say hi anymore” you say.....yeah I try and i get left on read and ignored.....deja vu much????

I caught myself staring into your eyes tonight and you said what......I just stood there and shook my head.......I noticed the way your shirt on your left shoulder was dropping a little bit exposing more of your left collar bone....I noticed your earrings...your favorite color......i noticed your necklace and how you were messing with it.....which means you were nervous......but why.....why were nervous and uneasy to talk to each other.....especially after what we’ve been through......idk I truly don’t know......

I got home started to write this and my best friend is texting me at the same time; ba-ding; read the text, swipe down to reply.....he says, man you should’ve left and acted like you didn’t know her, my reply yeah I should’ve but I’m not an ass.....

Ba-ding; man you should’ve said you were late for a meeting with my bed...my response yeah that’s it......

Those deep brown eyes against the contrast of your pale white skin.....stop....you have to stop looking at her that way......it sucks when I can’t because I found a few pictures on my old phone from when we first started talking......the two I remember the most is the Kmart one and the blue tank top.....my favorite ones.....transferred them over to my new phone and I really shouldn’t have, but oh well......

I do what I do.....and I can’t change that.......

Update 7/30/2018 12:23am

Well I almost wanted to message you or call you. But I have to realize that you don’t want anything to do with me nothing. Nothing, ever again. Today I referenced you as well. I saw two kids who were rambunctious, and I was like thank god i didn’t have a kid with her. I would not have been ready to deal with one. Everything I do reminds me of you. The way I drive, the music I listen to, the places I go......

Tainted, everything is tainted with the memory of you. I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing that you’re everywhere.....more to come after I get home

Update 8/24/2018 10:48 PM

So there’s this old friend bringing out a new light in me.....and I can’t help but to think what it could’ve been when we were friends in high school...

I was new to town, and your mom drove the bus route I was a part of....both in explorers, both firefighters at one point, both want to be cops, and I wanted to join the military at one point, but you did. Looking back.....nostalgia....that’s all I feel over my body.......joking with you the last time we hangout...... you’re my girlfriend everyday forever.... I wish it were true

Update 9/5/2018 5:04 AM

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Update 9/11/2018 6:48 PM

What am I doing wrong? Standing in the living room, finally realizing that I’m never gonna find anyone......ever.

9:17 PM

There are so many Snapchat stories that I put up on mine that are coming back up in memories....and it brings me back to all the good times that we had..... but now i realize, who am i? What am I doing? For heavens sake....my mom was married and had me right around my age......I just wish I could find the someone that is permanent. The one that will stay there forever with me........just wishing for something to happen.....self-esteem just continues to drop......I drown myself in my own thoughts and sorrows of what we could’ve been......but two years ago you destroyed my world.....so all I have to say is fuck you.

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