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whateverisbeautiful Ā· 5 months ago
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ā™„ļøReveling in Richonne - TOWL
#21: The Getaway Plan (1.03)
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I love how Rick is the only man Michonne happily lets take over. Heā€™s the only one sheā€™ll ever defer to and trust to go with his way over her own. Itā€™s why she never even second-guessed his escape plan. But then, y'all, Rick's getaway plan threw Michonne and me for a loopšŸ˜¢...
So once heā€™s alone in the apartment, Rick gets right to work laying out everything he needs for this getaway plan. I like how he always keeps all his secrets in the couch cushions. And both times the stuff he has inside the couch has so much to do with Michonne.
Rick is thorough with it laying everything out like paddles, wire, and a consignee jacket, going over maps, writing out stuff, and drinking to numb the fact that heā€™s also making a plan that means he may never see Michonne again after this. šŸ˜¢ But I love this scene of seeing him so determined to figure out how to save his wife and get her safely home.Ā 
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Then we see Michonne sitting at lunchtime with the consignees and it is a drab set up I must say. Like the area was giving prison yard. And it makes me sad to think this is how Rick spent so many lonely lunches for years.
As Michonne eats, she sees Rick coming over in his CRM uniform, which is all sheā€™s seen him wearing thus far. I feel like it illustrates how the CRM has a constant hold on him.
Since Richonne can always communicate without words Michonne immediately knows Rick is coming over here to give her a note.
She puts her plate away and then casually walks pass him as he slips a note in her hand and of course, they do the pass off smoothly because theyā€™re just a well-oiled machine like that. šŸ‘ŒšŸ½
Part of me was like wouldnā€™t it sorta be odder to the other soldiers if the two donā€™t acknowledge each other at all when they pass each other considering their story is she saved Rick from an attack? But theyā€™re not taking any chances I guess. And the way Richonne canā€™t be subtle about each other itā€™s probably for the best they just walk on by.Ā šŸ™‚
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When Rick walks off after passing the note he takes a breath and even looks teary because if all goes according to his plan that really was his last time being able to see and feel his wife - another final hand moment like how their last real moment side-by-side in TWD was a hand moment. šŸ„ŗ
I know right now Rick thinks this is for the best but it also has to be so painful for him knowing that heā€™s about to be without her again. And knowing Michonne doesnā€™t even know that this technically would be their last moment together is just...ā˜¹ļøšŸ˜¢
Michonne reads the letter as we hear Rickā€™s fine voice say whatā€™s inside it. He starts by saying, ā€œThis is it, tonight. We gotta move fast.ā€ And I love Michonneā€™s little smile as she reads that. She fully trusts Rick to get them out of here and so sheā€™s ready and willing to follow his lead with thisā€¦which is why what comes next is so heartbreaking.
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But first, we see everything Rick did to ensure Michonne would have the smoothest escape possible. It is so sweet that despite Michonne being super capable, Rick still wanted to take care of everything he possibly could for her. šŸ˜Š Thatā€™s a good man, Savannah, a good man. šŸ‘šŸ½
As Rickā€™s walking in a tunnel he sees writing on the floor that says ā€˜Tell them Iā€™m sorry I liedā€™ and itā€™s very intentional showing that because I feel like that is essentially what Rick will want Michonne to tell Judith (and RJ) after he lied to get Michonne out of this place.
Also, I once again need to note - Rick in all-black. ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„šŸ˜‹
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Itā€™s interesting because while those words written on the ground should have been a clear sign to us viewers that a lie is afoot right now, eye fully believed Rick was really intending to escape with Michonne with this plan. So Michonne and I were very caught off guard when that wasnā€™t the case.Ā 
Rick tells Michonne all the details of where to go and what to do to escape, laying it out step by step to make it as easy as possible, and sheā€™s following what the letter says.
And then my favorite part of this letter moment arrives when he says, ā€œI love you.ā€ šŸ˜ Rick is gonna earn that Ultimate Loverboy title every chance he gets. Itā€™s also sweet cuz he knows this could be one of the last times he gets to tell her. ā˜¹ļø
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I love that he always wants to be sure that if nothing else she knows he loves her. While his decisions right now are going to upset Michonne (and me šŸ™‹šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø), it is all being done because of how much he loves her.
And then I absolutely adore Michonneā€™s response to reading her husband say I love you in the letter. The sweetest. šŸ„°And that smile was an 'I love you back' from Michonne. Again, it really is so clear that he makes her feel so safe and loved and like they can truly pull this off together.Ā Ā 
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(Side note:Ā I love the softening of Michonne over the seasons in TWD and that Rick brought out her softest side. Like it makes so much sense that she had a rougher exterior when she was introduced in season 3 because being a woman in that world is so dangerous, especially a woman traveling alone for a long period of time. I can legitimately name about 8 woman characters in TWD who were SA'ed or at risk of that. and so as women, it probably feels like you have to hide any part of yourself that is softer just to stay safe. But as each season progressed, Michonne got to tap back into that part of her, especially as she found a true safe space in Rick. She knows how to be fierce and intimidating when she needs to be but with Rick her heart just melts like when she reads his letter with the escape plan and she sees that he wrote I love you)
Then I absolutely love the cute flirty delivery of Rick saying ā€œ...and I left you a little somethingā€ as they then do a perfect cut to Michonne slicing a walker with her katana. šŸ‘šŸ½
Yā€™all, of course, Rick 'Man of the Year' Grimes would make sure Michonne didnā€™t leave here without her signature sword. The best. šŸ˜Š
Once again I love Michonneā€™s proud smile as sheā€™s about to take out more walkers only to realize Rick has already got it covered and tied them up for her. The world might be riddled with dead but chivalry is alive and well cuz of that man Rick Grimes. šŸ‘ŒšŸ½
And Iā€™ll forever appreciate that Rick never treated Michonne like a weapon with a weapon. As the woman he values, he wants to take it upon himself to handle everything to make her escape and travel a smooth and successful process.Ā 
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Rickā€™s also walking through the same spots Michonne is and it was clever to have his scenes intercut with Michonneā€™s because they really had me fooled, thinking they were both headed to the getaway boat - not realizing all his scenes are actually occurring ahead of time as he sets everything up for Michonneā€™s escape.
Normally I would be suspicious that something is up, especially cuz when is a plan ever that smooth but idk, me and Michonne just really believe in Rick Grimes i guess, so like her, I didnā€™t question anything lol.
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I thought the complications might come once they got to the boat and tried to escape together or something, however Rick had us in for a sad surprise.
I honestly feel like had this getaway plan been given to Michonne by anyone other than Rick, her intuition would have sounded a few more alarms that maybe something is suspect with the plan. It was so smooth to get out, and I know part of it is because Rick sweetly made sure Michonne could walk right through with little to no hurdles but with how easy it seemed, Michonne might have been inclined to wonder how it could be this smooth to escape and yet Rick was trapped for years.
Cuz the way her getaway was going, it was looking like Rick should've been able to escape in time to be there for RJā€™s birth lol. But Michonne trusted his plan wholeheartedly because she wholeheartedly loves and trust Rick more than anyone. Thatā€™s another reason why itā€™s gotta be so hurtful knowing that he knew sheā€™d trust his lead and he used that to try to get her to leave alone. šŸ˜ž
But still, I really like this whole escape scene and the intercut between the two. It felt like the way an escape scene should be executed in an epic love story because it was all still so rooted in Richonneā€™s love.Ā And the parallel shots of their silhouetted selves walking through the tunnels with red and blue light were nice.
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So then Michonne makes it to the designated destination and seeing her smile in anticipation to see Rick makes me so sad rewatching and knowing heā€™s not coming.
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She was really looking forward to reuniting with Rick here and heading home together. Her smile was giving....
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But then that happiness just gets crushed. šŸ˜”
She calls out for Rick but heā€™s nowhere in sight. She looks suspicious when she notices a walker in a consignee jacket, which little does she know Rick planted there to fake her death.
Then, as she searches through the boat she finds another letter that just makes my heart break. šŸ’”
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Rick's letter says, ā€œIā€™m not coming. And if you donā€™t go, youā€™ll never get away and we both die here.ā€ Itā€™s painful knowing heā€™s basically like 'Iā€™m the only one that should die here.'
Then I like that he mentions getting Michonne back to their daughter specifically when he writes, ā€œThe only way to get you back to Judith is that I stay here to make sure.ā€
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You can hear the sadness in the way Rick is talking out whatā€™s in the letter, he knows Judith needs her mom and so even tho he needs Michonne too heā€™ll always try to choose his kids needing Michonne above himself. And then you really feel his emotions as he tells Michonne, ā€œI love you forever.ā€ šŸ„ŗ
First of all; I absolutely love that he wrote that to her and that we now get to add Rick saying ā€œI love you foreverā€ to the many romantic things heā€™s told Michonne. Itā€™s so heartwarmingly worded for him to want her to know that while this is essentially goodbye he will forever be in love with her even as they're apart.Ā 
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Then the most problematic part of the letter is Rick saying ā€œIf you love me, youā€™ll go.ā€ šŸ˜“ And for so many reasons...
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I know Rick means well but itā€™s weaponizing love to say something like that. He knows she loves him. He knows how hard it would be for her to leave him here hence why he had to lie to even get her to go along with the plan in the first place. And now heā€™s essentially attempting to make her feel like she doesnā€™t love him if she stays. When deep down Rick knows full well Michonne doesnā€™t leave people behind let alone the love of her life.
And if the roles were reversed Rick would never just leave her someplace that has her clearly trapped and miserable. But itā€™s been a minute, so maybe Rick got a little foggy on just how much he and Michonne are cut from the same cloth which means she would never leave him either.
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And just the 'if' gets to me cuz there is no if, Richard. Thatā€™s exactly why she canā€™t go. Because she loves him.
Saying that line puts Michonne in an unfair position. She either goes back home, just having to live with the knowledge that Rick is out there and hurting and her kids will never get to meet their dad who is alive and sheā€™ll never even get to tell Rick about his son. Or she stays and has it be deemed a lack of love for staying. When again itā€™s the ultimate act of love for her to stay in this place and still fight for Rick even when he doesnā€™t think heā€™s worth fighting for.
I remember one of my thoughts when I first heard this letter was "What did Rick want Michonne to tell Judith?ā€¦like should she say 'yeah, I found your dad. Heā€™s alive but heā€™s never coming home so letā€™s just move on and live our lives??'" That was never gonna be an option. But I guess heā€™d want her to tell Judith and RJ what he saw in the tunnel - ā€œIā€™m sorry I lied.ā€
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I also had this moment of wondering - why does Rick seem to think leaving him or moving on from him is so doable? And then it hit me that it might be because heā€™s had it happen before. šŸ„ŗ
He was in a coma for just a few months and by the time he saw Lori again she was pregnant with his best friend's baby and his best friend was fully playing house with his wife and son.
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ButĀ Michonne cannot be compared to the wife and BFF of Christmas past.
No, now Rick has a wife and bff rolled into one who hasnā€™t moved on from him for almost 8 years so sheā€™s def not about to move on from him now.Ā 
Itā€™s almost like Rick doesnā€™t think this relationship is an equal win. An equal gift. He understandably feels extremely lucky that a gem like Michonne is his wife. Sheā€™s the ultimate treasure to him and brings his life so much value. Itā€™s harder for it to hit him that he is a special treasured gift to Michonne too. That she needs him and feels safest with him and canā€™t ever move on from him the same way he feels about her.
Plus, this isnā€™t just a wife's mission, itā€™s a mother's mission for Michonne. Sheā€™s doing this for her kids too. Which takes this to a whole other level. What Rick doesnā€™t know is when he tells her to go, Michonne also hears the voice of their sweet daughter saying mom go get him and bring him home.
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She hears the adorable voice of RJ confirming that Michonne would do anything for them and their dad.
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And she hears Carl on his deathbed saying she has to be strong for Rick and Judith.
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Thatā€™s running through her head always Iā€™m sure and motivating sacrificing time with her kids to bring their father home. Sheā€™s not letting her kids down.
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When Rick tried to get her to leave without him he didnā€™t just get in the way of the mission she has for herself and for him but for their kids and thatā€™s when youā€™re going to get a pissed Michonne because now youā€™re interfering with what the kids need which is both their parents.
And no one stops this mother from doing what needs to be done for her kids, not even Rick. It reminds me of The Distance and how that also was Michonne on a mission to provide what her kids needed.
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So it was already so sad to see Michonne alone realizing sheā€™d essentially been duped into leaving without Rick after trusting him and his plan wholeheartedly - but then to see her have to be confronted with this idea that Rick thinks the way she can best show her love is just to leave him behind was just such an added layer of painful.
Michonne makes my heart hurt seeing how sad this all is making her. She truly looks shocked, hurt, and heartbroken over this. And understandably so. After everything sheā€™s been through thereā€™s no way it ends like this.
The acting Danai does is great at this moment as all Michonne can do is stand teary-eyed and repeatedly shake her head with silent bewilderment that Rick would even pull something like this when the Rick she knew would never.Ā 
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I think something important to note is that while Michonne is the first time Rickā€™s had a wife who can protect herself, Rick still absolutely feels like it is his job to protect her. Like yes her competence and capability means he can rely on her and lean on her more than his former partner but that doesnā€™t mean Rick ever would take a backseat to being his wifeā€™s protector. He still wants to keep Michonne safe just as fiercely as had she been someone more defenseless.Ā 
We see this throughout the main series in the way Rick always looks out for and checks on Michonne and panics whenever he thinks sheā€™s in danger.
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Again, sheā€™s not a weapon with a weapon to him. He loves and respects that Michonne is strong and a leader, and he also knows that doesnā€™t mean sheā€™s incapable of being harmed, especially around the CRM. So it is one of his biggest goals to protect her and keep her alive even if sheā€™s capable of doing that herself. As competent as Michonne is, she does need him and feels most safe with him and Rick takes that seriously.Ā 
The way it caused conflict in TOWL tho is Rick became so hyper-focused on protecting her that he almost started to treat Michonne like a fragile sculpture that could break at any moment and he started acting like it was only up to him to keep the sculpture intact even if it means leaving her out of the loop and breaking her heart. Which seeing him pull this just had me like...
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Rick knows Michonne is strong but he stopped believing that her strength and his strength and especially their strength together could be a good thing - it just makes them a target hence his actions that were so steeped in fear.
Itā€™s like he overcorrected and while many just see Michonne as some powerful force rather than a person with vulnerabilities, Rick started mainly seeing her as potential vulnerable prey for the CRM rather than a person who also should have a say in how the two of them proceed.
With Rick's beautiful letters that heā€™d been writing to Michonne the whole time he'd been away, itā€™s almost like in an innocent way he got used to one-sided communication with his wife. But when Michonne reenters his life he has to relearn that this relationship is very much a two-way street where she can now weigh in and step in as well and he can't make executive decisions like this for her. Just like Rick...
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And her choice is him and their family.
But also thinking about how heā€™ll later admit how scared he was seeing her return into his life, it hits my heart because I think part of Rick felt scared because he doesnā€™t think heā€™s still the same man who could protect her like before. He no longer fully believes heā€™s the fighter he knows she fell in love with. So heā€™s still going to try to save her of course, but he's doing so by sending her away rather than figuring out how to break away with her.
Fortunately, Michonne has enough belief for the both of them. And since Michonne went on this mission to find her Rick, she canā€™t possibly go home because the job is not finished. She found Rick but not her Rick yet, and so she knows she has to stay. And she also has to give Rick a piece of her mind without even saying a word. šŸ‘ŒšŸ½šŸ˜…
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divine-knight-hand Ā· 1 year ago
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My Paracosm's Tumblr Dashboard Simulator!!! ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
Except none of you know my paras, nor am I going to give any context for these. *womp womp*
But, I basically saw this post and decided ā€œHey, lemme do that!ā€ and then I did that.
Also, a good portion of my paras are primparas, but my fictparas will be glaringly obvious, so, yeah. If you know them, you know them. šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø
I spent way too long on this, lmao... Welp, enjoy! šŸ˜Œ
TW: some humor involving brief mentions of suicide, death, and doxxing
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šŸ”„ not-ember-blade Follow
Remind me again why our boss is asking us to make these social media accounts? Isnā€™t our whole thing, I dunno, subtlety?
šŸ’§ sweetest-otaku Follow
Well, with a user like that, I donā€™t think youā€™re doing very good at that, anywaysā€¦ šŸ˜¬
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Letā€™s not hash out the technical stuff šŸ˜…
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Anyone else ever think about how not-ember-blade and sweetest-otaku were born to contradict each other? Like, how do sisters with conflicting powers learn to not only co-exist, but thrive while working together? Especially when everyone expects them to tear each other apart? Truly, itā€™s wonderful to seeā€¦
šŸ”„ not-ember-blade Follow
Dude, what the fuck? Weā€™ve been past that. Find a new philosophy, Socrates- šŸ’€
#and to everyone who still thinks me and my sister are gonna duke it out #stfu
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šŸŗ alpha-machine Follow
So, not-ember-bladeā€¦ Whatā€™s the status on that date? šŸ˜
šŸ”„ not-ember-blade Follow
My sister had to physically restrain me from typing ā€œkysā€ before lecturing me on the importance of a ā€œrespectful noā€.
šŸ’§ sweetest-otaku Follow
Well, it almost workedā€¦ šŸ˜…
#also please rethink the wording of your tags #Iā€™m not even going to repost them #theyā€™re really vulgarā€¦
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šŸ’ iron-wife Follow
mischief-incarnate, you didnā€™t happen to put itching powder in alpha-machineā€™s closet after his latest post, did you???
šŸ mischief-incarnate Follow
Do I look like Iā€™m only capable of mere party tricks to you? Of course not! That foul mutt has magic to thank for any discomfort he may be experiencing. Magic woven into each and every thread, in fact~
šŸ”„ not-ember-blade Follow
Every day, I fall more and more in love with you šŸ˜©
#marriage when?
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šŸŖž mirror-mirror Follow
Crippling anxiety? I barely know her! (Lying)
šŸ’„ hopeless-hottie Follow
What does this mean?
šŸ’„ hopeless-hottie Follow
Hello?
šŸ’„ hopeless-hottie Follow
HELLO?!
#can someone go check if sheā€™s okay? #Iā€™m starting to get concernedā€¦
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šŸ”„ not-ember-blade Follow
Can yā€™all stop asking me if arachni-kid is my son? Itā€™s not even true, and his aunt is starting to ask questionsā€¦
šŸ’§ sweetest-otaku Follow
One time, I saw you make him a Hot Pocket, kiss him on the forehead, and wish him luck on a test he was studying for.
šŸ•·ļø arachni-kid Follow
A test I passed, by the way! I forgot to tell you. šŸ˜…
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Awwwww! I knew you could do it, kiddo! Iā€™m so proud of you! šŸ„¹
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Look, not-ember-blade! Itā€™s you!
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šŸ”„ not-ember-blade Follow
Iā€™mā€¦ pi?
šŸ”¦ endangered-observer Follow
Maybe sheā€™s saying you are what you eat? šŸ˜…
šŸ mischief-incarnate Follow
Iā€™ve not once seen her consume this mathematical notationā€¦
šŸ’§ sweetest-otaku Follow
You summoned all three of them and they still didnā€™t get it šŸ˜­
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Thatā€™s because they all share one brain cell šŸ¤£
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šŸ§¹ friendly-maiden Follow
As much as I enjoy serving the new queen and princess, can I have not-ember-blade and sweet-otaku back? Please?
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Awww! We miss you, too! šŸ„ŗ
#Please come visit sometime #okay?
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Everyone talking about possibly making a poll to decide who the best sister is between not-ember-blade and sweetest-otaku clearly wasnā€™t here for the violent discourse that one poll between mischief-incarnate and thunderous-hero, and it showsā€¦ šŸ‘€
šŸ’§ sweetest-otaku Follow
Didnā€™t mischief-incarnate dox someone for telling people to vote against him?
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No, noā€¦ That was meā€¦ šŸ˜¶
#but can you blame me? #the bitch had it coming #spreading that harmful propaganda
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Just saw someone cooking without measuring their ingredients. They should lose their cooking priviliges.
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You rn:
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I was gonna tell you to stop bullying my boyfriend, but- šŸ˜­
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āš” thunderous-hero Follow
What are these "fan cams" that people keep talking about?
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Oh! You mean, those edits of us? I wonder how everyone got all that footage of us...
#It's actually a little creepy #How do they do it?
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Who... Who sent me this song?
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I know I shouldn't laugh, but... HA!!!
#the whole polycule having daddy issues goes crazy
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hotarutranslations Ā· 7 months ago
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Sorry The Photo Is So Unrelated
Evening
Even though I have something I want to write about today! It ended up getting late!
.šŸ¤§šŸ¤§āš ļø
Excuse me!
From the lives during the weekend, We're continuing rehearsals towards Budoukan but,
Tochigi was the day before yesterday, I was talking about it with Yokoyama Reina-chan like,
No wayyyšŸ˜‚
That's a lieeešŸ˜‚
that's really what I thought
.šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜
That much? I've really been with the members every day,
With 15th generation, They've been preparing a lot for their bus tourā˜ŗļøšŸ«¶šŸ» Its super cute,
They look happy when they make a decision, It was cute from the beginning but,
They've been announcing it a lot like, I want you to come!
I want to announce it so lets take a photo of the 3 of us together~~ the excitement is cute so,
(This is unrelated but, finally, lately, the 3 of them went to Disney, it was so cute when they posted them togetheršŸ™ŠšŸ™Š
I liked the post while showing it to Kita-chan šŸ™ŠšŸ™Šlol)
They've talked to me about, Please look at what I've written on!! I'm singing this!!
For the bus tourā˜ŗļøšŸ«¶šŸ»
Therefore I also, have been really charmed by it......šŸ„¹šŸ«¶šŸ»
These 3 as well! Enjoy the bus tour!
Really, It feels like I want to see them off in the morning, Thats how it feels lol
I wrote that kind of blog in the morning, and so,
Tell me about your bus tour again today again!!
I talked to Mei about this but,
There were some who lost the bus tour lottery, its sad, right,
.šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
Uwaaa~~~ That's right~~~ That's right, isn't it~~~ Uwaa~~~
There were many applications, The 15th generation has that kind of presence, Just saying that its cool is coolšŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ«¶šŸ» (I'm sorry for my strange wording)
I can really only tell you, that they're really already, having fun with it!!! but,
In any case!!! I want to hear about your fun stories and souvenirs when you return!!!
Uwaa I don't have a photo so I'll post my big face like I did on Instagram()
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(Sorry, I cropped the photo of the 2 of us)
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It will be live broadcast on Hulu And we're showing it on Live Viewing
Its been decided we're holding thisšŸ«¶šŸ»
Lets have fun together, whether we're at the venue or not at the same timešŸ«¶šŸ»
šŸ“ŗHello Pro Dance Gakuen Season 11
April 18th 11:30PM~ A Learning From TSUKUSHI-san AdventurešŸ•ŗ
Sendai Broadcast "Ara Ara Kashiko" April 13th (Sat) at 10:25AM~ Ishida Ayumi Goes~!
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The previous shows, and makings, are on OX VIDEO STORE!
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cdmagic1408 Ā· 2 years ago
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"Mighty Mom" Detail Scout! 2.0!!! šŸ”Ž āœØ 2ļøāƒ£
~ Advent Calendar Edition ~
* Click here for the first edition post! *
On December 22nd, Onward's Mighty Mom was found in the 2022 Disney Advent Calendar. That same day, I released a YouTube video where I read the story aloud! šŸ“–
From flipping through it the first time last month to putting that video together, I realized...this version of Mighty Mom has EVEN MORE details! āœØ šŸ”
So now I present to you: the Mighty Mom detail scout...THE SEQUEL!!
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First things first, thereā€™s the FRONT COVER...
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May I just say itā€™s EPIC! Very awesome looking!Ā šŸ¤©
We got all three Lightfoots together! Lookin badass and ready to handle anything that comes their way! Barley lighting the path with his torch, Laurel gripping her battle ax in her amazing protective armor, and Ian clutching his staff with the Danger Detection Spell in use!
And let's not forget the dreaded Giant Spider playing (as TV Tropes calls it...) the evil overlooker in the background!
Basically, it screams quest and adventure! I LOVE IT!! āœØāœØāœØ
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Oh! And a BACK COVER with a PLOT TEASER!
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Yep, I'd say that sums it up pretty well šŸ˜Ž
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Now onto the story itself...let us start at the very end to mix things up, shall we?
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The thing about the ending is...it's slightly different! Compared to the first version, which ended on the more hopeful note of oh..."let's plan our next adventure!" this version ends a bit more comically!
It's definitely implied Ian and Barley are much more scared of spiders now after being trapped by a giant one, but Laurel on the other hand has conquered her fear! Which is good cause that was like her internal conflict and everything... šŸ˜„
But...yeah...don't think this is the only time you're gonna face a giant spider, boys... (*cough* *cough* IYTM chapter 29 šŸ˜‰)
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I also couldn't help but notice that Barley's love for quests and the days of yore is expanded upon here... šŸ˜
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...and there...
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Now I definitely get why Barley looks so hyped when he sees that minotaur security guard...and why Ian looks a little worried...
my point? the authenticity is GOLD ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
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We've even got an expanded illustration of the mall's play area!
and boy is there a detail or two to spot on this page...
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I don't know if it's just me, but that loooooooong green slide on the left looks suspiciously like Blazey... šŸ‘€ other than being long and green, it's definitely the tongue slide and the happy wild-eyed expression that sells it šŸ¤Ŗ
Oh! and at the top of the small ball pit next to that satyr kid riding the dragon...young Ian, is that you? šŸ˜‚
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And speaking of that satyr kid, it's the very same kid Barley plays with in the bigger ball pit on the next page! (yes, I'm putting that picture in too cause I know how much you love Barley with kids @itsme-star) and now that I'm really looking at it, I'm thinking he wanted to give that little kid another fun ride after swinging on that dragon and if that's the case...awwwwww that's so sweet šŸ„ŗ
Lastly, I get the feeling that that spider jungle gym was meant to warn our favorite elves of the dangers below...but considering how modern and harmless it looks, I don't blame em for not taking that into consideration lol
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This was the first illustration that gave me the impression that there was more to this story than what we saw back in April...
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I'll say the debris falling definitely adds urgency to the situation of the tavern needs to fixed and put back to its former glory šŸ˜…
But also...
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The three of them high-fiving is sooooooo adorable! I already thought they looked great in those construction hats and goggles, but this is serotonin if I ever saw it! šŸ˜
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And last but certainly not least...this book was in the advent calendar's day 22 slot!
I would like to give credit to our fellow QM, @aloftmelevar who has cleverly pointed out a couple timesā€”this time being no exceptionā€”that Onward is the 22nd film in Pixar's movie library!
Whether putting this story in day 22 for that reason was done on purpose...who knows? šŸ¤” But I personally would like to believe that it was!
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In the end, now all I can think about is this: both versions of the story have different adjustments to the scale of the illustrations that we see, so there has to be full scale artworks of all of them, right?! šŸ˜²
Where those would be...I have no clue...
Guess after finding this advent calendar, that's my next Onward treasure hunt! šŸ˜‰ šŸ˜‰
So anyway, there you have it, Quest Masters! The second detail scout of Mighty Mom!
We'll have to see if a third detail scout comes to pass if there's a potential third version of the story out there somewhere, but as I said in my last Mighty Mom detail scout post, I hope we get lots more Onward short stories featuring our beloved elf bois for years to come! In advent calendars, short story collections, step-into-readings, whatever the case may be, I WILL READ IT!
But for right now, I can honestly say that I like the Mighty Mom story even more now than I did on the day we discovered it! It's like the more you read into the details and piece together the context clues, the more fascinating and enjoyable media ends up being as a whole! šŸ’– I've found that with Onward itself, and now that I see that in this story too, there's no doubt I'll find it in any Onward story šŸ˜Š
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minkdelovely Ā· 1 month ago
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MUAHAHAHAHA I AM SO SATIATED!! Something I have been praying for has finally come to fruition, and I am BEYOND pleased.
Hazel, my dear, you continue to astound me. This was such an ENTERTAINING chapter. You really let the bitch flag fly, and I truly couldnā€™t be happier.
And donā€™t even get me started on the beginning or the middle between Alastor and Autumnā€¦ ughhh they really are too sweet with each other. Their love is so palpable and Iā€™ll never get tired of reading about it šŸ„ŗā™„ļø
I wonā€™t say anything else here, because the chapter just needs to be read by yā€™all but~ screaming down below, per usual šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø
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Forehead pressed against the wall of the bathroom, Alastorā€™s hand gripped the base of his cock and squeezed.
AAAAND WEā€™RE OFF šŸ‘€
He couldnā€™t mentally stay in a romantic mindset when it was just fingers and running water.
thereā€™s something about this thatā€™s really getting me likeā€¦ he enjoys ā€˜making loveā€™?? Not even trying to out that connotation on it, but itā€™s like a subconscious acknowledgment? does this make sense? šŸ˜­āœØ
He wasnā€™t going to knock up the drain or make the shower quiver so this seemed just wasteful.Ā 
and then this is just so on point for him, comically and logically šŸ˜‚ā™„ļø
Your laugh at watching Alastor march through the bedroom sopping wet and butt naked choked you when your eyes lowered to see he was also rock hard.
the way I actually see this in my mind right now omgā€¦
ā€œI didnā€™t want to waste it.ā€ His hips rutted into your side, the evidence of every place he touched were large dark spots on your clothes. ā€œDo you want to ā€”?ā€
THE DARK SPOTS! THE PASSION!
You always forgot his strength when looking at him. Until he was holding you up by the hips, for example, fucking you against the bedroom wall. Wet skin slapping against your thighs, panties swinging around your ankle with every thrust. A lovely way to start a Monday.Ā 
JESUS FUCKING CHRISTTT šŸ« ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
The weekend had been spent with a very attentive and clearly apologetic Alastor. His hands had been more present on your body, always holding your hand or pulling your legs over his lap as you both read. Dinners with his feet tangled with yours. Nights with his head buried in your hair.
ughhh this is too sweetā€¦ even though heā€™s all torn up. The gestures are just so cute and intimate šŸ„ŗ
Every time you sighed his name, he clenched his teeth to keep it back. He wouldnā€™t weaponize it. Heā€™d struggled to keep the compelled confession buried into your lap before, but he could keep it together until the moment was happy and without the bitter taste of his disappointment still lingering on your tongue.
STOPPP I AM WRITHING AAHHH!!!
He felt you tighten around him, yes, a much better use of arousal. The good thing about his years of experience before you was he had time to learn. To know when to quicken his pace and when to focus on depth.Ā 
I actually canā€™t get over that even if he was going through the motions with others, he was still determined to make sure that it wasnā€™t sub-par and thatā€™s really on brand for him.
His mind stayed there long after you finished and went into work. Leaving you behind was difficult, a small wiggling worm of fear deep in his skull thatā€™d youā€™d vanish if his body wasnā€™t touching yours.Ā 
hey remember how I actually told you TO STOP??
ā€œHush.ā€ You warned him, and he pretended to zip his lips shut and slip the imaginary key into your skirt pocket.Ā 
Iā€™M GONNA FUCKING CRY I CAN PICTURE THIS TOO WELL
Brady would be popping up as soon as possible, you warned. There was no way he was dropping the issue. Heā€™d be knocking on Alastorā€™s office door in no time.
Kenneth is incessant, and itā€™s genuinely what you want in a detective but also maybe go touch grass my guy.
Brenda far too loudly announced two detectives were there for him. She was side eyeing them with a sneer he could almost appreciate when she popped her head in to yell it.Ā 
BRENDA!! Youā€™re a real one omg
ā€œIā€™ll be right out.ā€ Alastor set his work down and took a deep breath. Every piece of him wanted to rush from the room and strangle Brady on the office floor. Heā€™d seen him many times before but the pesky detective didnā€™t know that. A tremble of excitement he shook away. Smile on, he left the office.
LETā€™S GET READY TO RUUUUMBLEEE
Bright eyes. Tired. Light hair. Pale. Clothes wrinkled. Sweat stains even though it was autumn already.Ā 
what did I say? Kenny needs to take to the air
ā€œGood afternoon, detectives. Alastor. Itā€™s a pleasure.ā€ He extended his hand but only Freeman moved to shake it.
KENNETH YOU REALLY ARE SO FUCKING BOLD ā€” you canā€™t even TRY to fake it??
ā€œEdward Freeman. I am a big fan, sir. Your voice is made for radio.ā€ Freeman shook Alastorā€™s with both of his own, not noticing his partnerā€™s wide eyed horror. ā€œSuch a pleasure. I promise we wonā€™t take too much of your time.ā€
AAAHHH EDWARD IS ONE OF US!! AHAHAHAHAHA FUCK YEAH!!
Alastor could have cackled directly into Bradyā€™s face but managed to keep himself in check, ā€œA face for radio too! Ha ha ha,ā€ his laugh was loud, genuinely amused with himself, ā€œWell itā€™s always a treat to meet a listener.ā€
heā€™s good at playing bitchy and humble ā€” I am VIBRATING
Brady thought heā€™d black out. Heā€™d began his day humming with anticipation, the high of having a name and occupation making him dizzy all weekend. The shock of Freeman immediately cozying up to his prime ( and sole ) suspect wasĀ throwing him off balance.
yeah, you got the rug pulled out from right under you. Tough luck, sport!
A string bean of a human in thin circular glasses was charming the wits off his partner.
KENNY THE HATER
ā€œGirlfriend?!ā€ Brenda choked on her coffee, her desk just some feet beside them. ā€œYouā€™re confused. Iā€™d know if he had a girl.ā€
BRENDA!! šŸ˜‚
ā€œBut youā€™d never! This is slander!ā€
when Brenda clutches pearls itā€™s honestly so endearing ā€” I love her! šŸ˜­āœØ
Brenda was on her feet, a second from foaming at the mouth, ā€œOut! You get out of this office at once!ā€Ā 
I AM CACKLING!! SHEā€™S REALLY OUT HERE TELLING THESE COPS TO LEAVE! šŸ˜‚šŸ™šŸ»ā™„ļø
ā€œThank you, Brenda!ā€ Alastor hissed, ā€œLetā€™s continue this in my office, gentlemen.ā€ His arm swung out to gesture to the open door.Ā 
Brenda was left fiddingly with her pearls in horror.Ā 
ACTUALLY CLUTCHING PEARLS!! AAAHH!!!
ā€œSo, now that weā€™re ā€¦ free from that, what were you saying?ā€ He tried to chuckle away the chaos, one hand gently smoothing his hair back.
suavecitoooo šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø
ā€œWouldnā€™t go that farā€¦ Iā€™m embarrassed to admit it but yes I did take out a singer some time ago. Dancer too, I was told. But, I,ā€ his hands slid in his pockets and he shrugged his shoulders, ā€œI had a lovely time with her.ā€ He gave Freeman a shy smirk, ā€œI just didnā€™t want anything serious. Paid for her cab last time I saw her but I didnā€™t give her a dime for anything else.ā€
OOOHHH WHAT A COVER. Itā€™s embarrassing but clever
ā€œWe were told youā€™d been seeing her for quite some time.ā€ Brady had been prepared for every reply.
OF COURSE
ā€œI loved going there. I first noticed her over a few weekends. Asked her out there, too. But after a few nights out she seemed a littleā€¦ not worth the trouble, Iā€™ll say.ā€ He grimaced, ā€œI really sound like a rake, huh?ā€ He looked to Freeman, asking for the manā€™s acceptance with his eyes.
A RAKE!! This is one of my favorite little terms ā€” itā€™s fitting hehe ā™„ļø
Freeman chuckled at the suggestion, ā€œNot at all! Good looking man such as yourself, nice job, no wife. Iā€™d be sowing my oats so to speak too. Weā€™re just hunting down some people for questioning regarding a missing manager.ā€
SOWING MY OATS!! EDWARD!! šŸ˜‚
A twitch to the corner of Alastorā€™s smile, ā€œSorry detective, I assumed this here was your superior. He just has ā€¦ an aura of experienced professionalism to him. Now where was Iā€¦ a manager,ā€ he shook his head, ā€œWas he at The Bandstand by any chance?ā€
ALASTOR YOU FIEND!! šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’ØšŸ˜‚
Brady rolled his eyes. Alastor was definitely the man Beth mentioned; a daisy. The kind of man to fret over a stained tie or wet shoes.
So sloppiness is the height of masculinity, is that what Iā€™m getting Kenneth? And wet shoes are a sensory fucking nightmare šŸ˜©
ā€œPeople in ā€¦those kinds of establishments canā€™t expect civility.ā€ His nails were digging through the cotton of his pants. It made him sick to say it. How many days did he kiss your bruises? How long had they lasted? Longer than Tommy, that was for sure. Outlived him by quite some time. His smile spread. Brady noticed it, clearing his throat.Ā 
UGHHH I feel sick too, but youā€™re doing so well my darling šŸ„ŗ
Freeman turned back in his chair to look at Brady once more, this was his impromptu interview. Heā€™d begged Freeman to take the early lunch. Brady promised him this was the guy and that if it wasnā€™t, heā€™d never bring it up again.
OH FUCK you really cornered yourself here, Ken.
This man in front of him was soft. He was feminine in some aspects, definitely quite lanky and seemingly devoid of real muscle. Brady hadnā€™t imagined his killer to be concerned about style or fashion, yet this man clearly put a lot into his appearance. He couldnā€™t imagine him killing anyoneā€¦ perhaps a gun?
A GUN?? If this is your serial killer, youā€™d think people would have mentioned hearing guns popping off intermittently through NoLa, but go off I guessā€¦
Alastor whistled, ā€œBesides jazz and piano? I fish. Uh,ā€ Alastor looked for threads of truth to add to the web, ā€œI garden quite a bit, actually. Love to dance.ā€
A man of many talents šŸ„¹ā™„ļø
ā€œBorn and raised, detective. Native son if there ever was one.ā€
He slipped out his notepad and slapped it against the fleshy part of his hand. Bradyā€™s spirit was withering.Ā 
I can hear the tone of voice that did it too hehe
ā€œCall anytime, but word to the wise. Brenda will answer first.ā€ Alastor let out a loud and singular ā€˜ha!ā€™
MY DARLING BITCH šŸ™šŸ»ā™„ļø
Alastor took back his hand from Brady and wiped it off against his vest as soon as the men were turned around.
HAZELLL what a lovely way to incorporate this šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’ØāœØ
She warned him of people with heaviness,Ā  people who gathered bad energy like rain on a flat roof. That weight attracted likewise things. A gravity would form and pull in more and more darkness.Ā 
Youā€™d mentioned a storm, and now Alastor was seeing that drip drip drip of the cracking roof.Ā 
THE IMAGERY! DEAREST YOUā€™RE PAINTING WITH WORDS AGAIN! šŸ˜©ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
A chill, insidious and violent made him turn on his heels and shut the door with force. There it was again, that fight or flight feeling. Twice in nearly as many days. Never did Alastor feel insecure in situations of life or death, not literal life or death that was. He didnā€™t care about dying.Ā 
SPOOKED! Kenneth is a wraith and youā€™re SPOOKED my darling šŸ˜°
If fear was a lark in his chest itā€™s little spine cracked and popped as it grew and mutated into a rageful osprey, anger opening his lungs and sinuses as blood rushed with renewed vigor. This was Bradyā€™s fault, entirely. He was ruining everything. Alastor finally had what felt like everything he wanted and deserved (anger dampening his usual insecurity of what was meant for him) and Brady was going to tear it apart.Ā 
Iā€™m getting ā€œletā€™s beginā€ vibes but also I really need to you take a breath my love ā€” donā€™t be rash!
ā€œThose detectives! Accuse you of debauchery!ā€Ā 
He imagined telling her how his morning started, fucking the nude dancer against his bedroom wall, arleady shacking up out of wedlock. Maybe itā€™d kill Brenda? Thatā€™d be convenient.Ā 
that would, in fact, make her suffer cardiac arrest Alastor šŸ™ˆāœØ
ā€œWelcome home!ā€ You waited for the car door to close before greeting him, worrying over the timing. He froze between the car and the wooden steps. You stopped your swinging on the porch swing, noticing how odd it was to see someone completely still like that. You remembered the deer along the road. ā€œWhatā€™s wrong?ā€
Every thought flew out his head and into the early setting sun. An odd deja vu came over him. He hadnā€™t heard those words in literal years. ā€œNo one has said that to meā€¦since my mother died.ā€
FUCK THIS HIT ME REALLY HARD
Another moment as you parted and both of you realized how odd the situation was. The killer and his dancer playing house. For a brief second, maybe heaven mistook you for something normal and good.
YOU DESERVE YOUR HAPPINESS DAMN IT ;A;
ā€œOh, did you want company? I donā€™t mind going out.ā€ His little smile made it hard to deny him.
OMGGG HOW DID YOU STAY STRONG???
ā€œI really hate keeping secrets from you.ā€ His fingers were pulling and pushing at the edge of the blanket.Ā 
his nervous little ticks are gonna be the death of me, theyā€™re too endearing
ā€œBrady and his partner came by today to my office, like youā€™d expected. I didnā€™t want to ruin our day, knowing how rarely we will live traditionally. But itā€™s just bothering the hell out of me.ā€ His hands came to cover his cheeks and crawl into his hair out of stress. An overreaction, the weekend having truly discombobulated the man.Ā 
YOUā€™RE NEVER GONNA STOP HUH?!
Flowers, you thought. You should buy flowers on Saturday, too.Ā 
MY SOUL IS LEAVING MY BODY OMGGG HE DESERVES FLOWERS!
Alastor nerves hadnā€™t settled yet, even if he slept well beside you. Every day he came home and you were still there felt like heā€™d been holding his breath the entire drive home. During lunch heā€™d call the house so you could talk and eat together, in a sense. The conversation eased him, a confirmation you still liked him. An embarrassing fear he couldnā€™t let you on to.Ā 
I REALLY FUCKING CANā€™T WITH YOU šŸ« ā™„ļø
He didnā€™t understand you spent the week calling record shops in search of something specific. Plotting exactly how youā€™d do it. Youā€™d mastered the phonograph in the room beside the kitchen and found an old vase in the back of the cupboard.Ā 
really digging the knife in oh my god šŸ„²
Alastor was honest with you that he left work early to check on Brady midweek. He was practically dancing through the kitchen when he reported Brady went home on time for the first night in what could have been weeks. And he did so looking like shit.
HA!
He sat quietly the rest of the work day, thinking over everything again. It still felt right, but Alastor didnā€™t look right. Maybe it was a group, some new gang in town. Perhaps Alastor had some business with them.
Heā€™s not wrong, but I hate that heā€™s also going based of Alastorā€™s looks? Like THATā€™S whatā€™s gonna shake you up? šŸ˜‚šŸ™ˆ
Is downtown just inherently dangerous, he wondered. He supposed the map lined up with the jazz scene, and where there is dance and liquor thereā€™s crime.
KENNETH THE RELENTLESS OVER HERE
ā€œHe could be like that Holmes man in Chicago.ā€ She smiled from across the meat and potatoes sheā€™d slow cooked over the day.
YOU KEEP H.H. HOLMES OUT OF THIS!!
She let misplaced comment go, and moved to turn on the radio. Something to fill the silence. She wondered if her favorite program was on, though it was a little late for that.Ā 
imagine Alastorā€™s voice booming through your house Kenneth? You were spared by the narrative
The day finally came, your highly anticipated and scheduled confession. Saturday morning you slipped on your shoes, pushing back thoughts of everything theyā€™d seen, and slid into the car. You had a game plan. Apartment, get your stash and change out your shoes. Head to the phonograph shop on Calliope and grab the record. Flower shop, something bright and fragrant. Stop by the theater for a bottle of whatever they were willing to part with. Call him from there to pick you up behind the building.
I AM GOING INSANEEE THIS IS SO SWEET
You didnā€™t need Ephi, full stop.
I meannn šŸ’€šŸ’€šŸ’€
ā€œIā€™ll call you from the theater so I can wait inside. Lo-,ā€ Your mouth opened to say it, as youā€™d been practicing it in your head all week, ā€œLucky me Iā€™m still welcome there.ā€ A quick save.
I NEARLY CHOKED OH MY GOD
Barely a second into the room and you were already reeling with anger. What a skill she had.
Iā€™d say! Calling it a skill is too kind
ā€œWhat the fuck? Are you taking the furniture?! Itā€™s a fucking dress.ā€
thatā€™s honestly the least of your concerns you little bitch šŸ˜‚šŸ™ˆ
As the distance between your problem and you became greater, the gap was closing in on Alastor and his.
LOVELY SEGUE
He was in the kitchen splashing his face with water,Ā dusty from sweeping the porch, when he heard a car door slam shut.
THE CAUCASITY OF KENNETH I SWEAR TO FUCKING GODDD
Past the stairs and the kitchen doorway, he could see the shape of a man. He was standing in front of the greenhouse with both hands on his hips, staring at it. Bright hair reflecting the sun.
THE CAUCASITY, I SAY! Fuck Ken, you just went straight to the greenhouse?!
Brady nodded, a smug smile and a wink, ā€œSure do.ā€
Iā€™m actually fucking seething???
Alastor returned to the kitchen for the key, grabbing a small paring knife and placing it in the back pocket of his slacks. Sharp and quick.Ā 
BABY PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONā€™T SUCCUMB TO THIS
ā€œWater! Turns out plants love the stuff. Who knew!ā€ Alastorā€™s fingers curled around the knifeā€™s handle, ā€œI prune, propagate, and repot them here and rinse it off after. Due to the shade of the table, the ground tends to stay wet longer.ā€ He wondered if Brady had told anyone where he was. Maybe Freeman?Ā 
yeah, please convince yourself someone knows where he is my love ā€” I really need you to keep it cool and just keep antagonizing this man šŸ˜­
Alastor laughed, ā€œNo, that was a lie. This is all meticulously maintained for aesthetics.ā€Ā 
YES KEEP IT UP
Heā€™d been thinking this out for months now in a way, though, hadnā€™t he?
DONā€™T
As he watched Brady eye the land with a dismissive glance, he realized heā€™d never killed anyone at his home. It didnā€™t seem to be a good idea. Like theyā€™d taint the land. Plus, killing the cop in the backyard was about as opposite of what youā€™d asked of him as he could get.Ā 
THIS IS GOOD ā€” PLEASE DONā€™T, MY HEART IS SO TIGHT
The detective slapped his notebook against his palm and whistled, ā€œRadio pays well, huh?ā€
ā€œBetter than a detective, maybe. But this was all my motherā€™s land.ā€ He said it with pride, one hand leaving his pocket to gesture at the house and beyond.Ā 
thatā€™s my bitch!! ā™„ļø
ā€œYour mother. And sheā€¦ how exactly did someone like her get her hands on a plot like this?ā€ Brady squinted at the tree line, knowing full well how he said it. ā€œQuite a bit of land for someone of herā€¦ background.ā€ He quickly turned his full body to Alastor, ā€œYou see that movie, ā€˜Murder!ā€™, by Hitchcock? My wife was saying how interesting it was over dinner the other night. Your receptionist mentioned you like the movies.ā€
THIS FUCKING BIGOT I SWEAR TO GOD
Alastor bristled, heā€™d seen the film and picked up the tone being taken,Ā  ā€œDid you want to see anything else, Kenneth? Or did you drive all the way here to quiz me on your wife's morbid interests?ā€
ā€œDetective Brady.ā€ He corrected.Ā 
NO. You heard our baby right KENNETH.
ā€œMaybe in the Orleans parish.ā€ Alastor took a step toward him. He reveled in the confused expression Brady made. ā€œOh you didnā€™t realize when you crossed the lake? This is St. Tammany. Youā€™re out of jurisdiction.ā€ Another step. ā€œSo Iā€™ll call you whatever I damn well please.ā€
YESSSS!!! FLAY HIM WITH YOUR WORDS MY DARLING ā™„ļø
Alastorā€™s arms went out in a shrug, ā€œAh, well, good luck finding a judge to approve you harassing a law abiding land owner forā€¦what exactly? A drugged out criminal who stopped showing up to work? Forgive me for not holding my breath. Now kindly get the fuck off my motherā€™s property. ā€œ
This is getting dangerous! I never wanted the bitchfest to get dangerous!
Brady was still holding onto hope that Alastor was your man but now, his throat ran dry. He got more than that.
GOD DAMN IT!! FUCK!
Alastorā€™s hand twitched, he fought the rage bubbling up his throat. His vision was beginning to turn red around the edges. He could hear Aubrey squeaking out the first syllable of that damn word just behind his left ear.
Perhaps he was the blade hanging over Bradyā€™s head.Ā 
FUCK!!!
With even paces he walked over to the stump where he chopped wood and pulled the axe out, ā€œYa know! Something about you makes my fucking skin crawl.ā€ He pointed it at Brady, the detective taking note of the arm strength needed to hold the unevenly heavy tool steady and parallel to the ground. ā€œI do hope for your sake this is our final meeting. You should leave now.ā€ His head titled to the left, ā€œAnd keep your nose clean, Kenneth. Itā€™s a dangerous time for bad men in New Orleans.ā€
ALASTOR!!! FUCK!!!
As the car started Alastor dropped the axe until itā€™s flat top of the blade rested on the ground and he leaned his weight onto it akin to a cane. His free handā€™s fingers waved goodbye before dropping down to his side limply. He stood there with eyes fixed and body still as a predator waiting for its opportunity. How many gators had Brady watched from the shore with just that look? He peeled out, sight unseen as he blindly backed onto the unpaved road, and made a beeline to the nearest phone.Ā 
He had to tell someone. He was right. He had been right the whole time. Alastor killed Tommy Dupre. And there was no doubt in Bradyā€™s swirling mind that you knew that fact.Ā 
GGASAAHAKZNSIZJNSHS FUUUUCKKK!!!! I wanna be happy about another gator mention but A BITCH IS STRESSED!
A Doe in Fall (Part 14)
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āŸ¢HumanAlastor x FemaleBurlesquerReader - A Doe in Fall
A burlesquer with a penchant for conning men, you find your latest game interrupted when your next mark saves you from an aggressive fanā€” by killing him. The chance encounter left you curious, still half convinced you could complete your normal chase. Unbeknownst to you, you were the one being tracked.
Part 1 - Pretty in Red smutšŸ’¦ Part 2 - Liar smutšŸ’¦ Part 3 - A Tragedy smutšŸ’¦ Part 4 - Enough Part 5 - Too Much Part 6 - Learning smutšŸ’¦ Part 7 - Recognition smutšŸ’¦ Part 8 - Trust sexual šŸ„µ Part 9 - Shiny Things Part 10 - Good Deeds Part 11 - Caught Part 12 - Eddie Part 13 - The Release Part 14 - Someone like her smutšŸ’¦šŸ“
āœ¦ . 怀āŗ 怀 . āœ¦ . 怀āŗ 怀 . āœ¦ . 怀āŗ 怀 . āœ¦ . 怀āŗ 怀 . āœ¦
Where we left off: Alastor and Reader had a misunderstanding and a heavy talk on the back porch. Heā€™d let it slip how deeply he felt but it was muffled by your thighs.
Part 14 Someone like her
Brady says the magic words after finally meeting his elusive radio man. But was that a good thing?
怌Warnings/Promises: Human Alastor x Fem!Reader, masturbation, Ace Alastor is trying his best, little smut to start the day, Brenda exists, Reader is also trying her best but itā€™s less hot, mentions of abuse, thinly veiled racism, Insecure Alastor, an axe, Alastor is the deer and gator怍
MDNI ā˜ŽļøšŸ’ššŸ”
Forehead pressed against the wall of the bathroom, Alastorā€™s hand gripped the base of his cock and squeezed.
Heā€™d been trying to masturbate more, hoping to prolong things when with you, but the action was just so pointless. Yes it felt good, but so did scratching his back when he had an itch. But there was no itch here. He couldnā€™t mentally stay in a romantic mindset when it was just fingers and running water. What intimacy existed there? What was the point? Male orgasms were for procreation and pleasure, were they not? He wasnā€™t going to knock up the drain or make the shower quiver so this seemed just wasteful.Ā 
Images of your pleasured face ghosted behind his eyes. Nothing pointless about that. A twitch to the otherwise bored flesh in his grip.Ā 
Wasteful.
Your laugh at watching Alastor march through the bedroom sopping wet and butt naked choked you when your eyes lowered to see he was also rock hard.
ā€œOh.ā€ Was all you managed before his shower was soaking through your cotton top and powder blue skirt. ā€œOh.ā€ Ravenous mouth at your jawline.
ā€œI didnā€™t want to waste it.ā€ His hips rutted into your side, the evidence of every place he touched were large and dark wet spots on your clothes. ā€œDo you want to ā€”?ā€
His fingers were already crawling down your thighs and gathering your skirt up.Ā 
You always forgot his strength when looking at him. Until he was holding you up by the hips, for example, fucking you against the bedroom wall. Wet skin slapping against your thighs, panties swinging around your ankle with every thrust. A lovely way to start a Monday.Ā 
The weekend had been spent with a very attentive and clearly apologetic Alastor. His hands had been more present on your body, always holding your hand or pulling your legs over his lap as you both read. Dinners with his feet tangled with yours. Nights with his head buried in your hair.
The words were moaned through his own mind, scared to let them go again.
I just love you so much.
Every time you sighed his name, he clenched his teeth to keep it back. He wouldnā€™t weaponize it. Heā€™d struggled to keep the compelled confession buried into your lap before, but he could keep it together until the moment was happy and without the bitter taste of his disappointment still lingering on your tongue.
An enlightened gasp dripped into a breathy moan as you realized this must be the make up sex the ladies always talk about. Youā€™d never understood the concept before then.Ā 
He felt you tighten around him, yes, a much better use of arousal. The good thing about his years of experience before you was he had time to learn. To know when to quicken his pace and when to focus on depth.Ā Quality over quantity, he thought.
His mind stayed there long after you finished and he went into work. Leaving you behind was difficult, a small wiggling worm of fear deep in his skull thatā€™d youā€™d vanish if his body wasnā€™t touching yours.Ā 
Youā€™d taken off some time from work, partly out of sheer embarrassment and partly to keep the theater safe from Brady. Which meant when he left for work, you kissed him goodbye at the door. You both laughed into the small space between your lips immediately afterwards.Ā 
ā€œHush.ā€ You warned him, and he pretended to zip his lips shut and slip the imaginary key into your skirt pocket.Ā 
Alastor was happy to hear Brady had been told he had a handful of nothing but he knew his clock was ticking. Youā€™d recounted your time in the station and how angry and disappointed the other detective had seemed with Brady. Brady would be popping up as soon as possible, you warned. There was no way he was dropping the issue. Heā€™d be knocking on Alastorā€™s office door in no time.Ā 
Much sooner than Alastor had prepared for, but he was ever the performer.Ā 
Brenda far too loudly announced two detectives were there for him. She was side eyeing them with a sneer he could almost appreciate when she popped her head in to yell it.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ll be right out.ā€ Alastor set his work down and took a deep breath. Every piece of him wanted to rush from the room and strangle Brady on the office floor. Heā€™d seen him many times before but the pesky detective didnā€™t know that. A tremble of excitement he shook away. Smile on, he left the office.
His observations came quick and loud as he saw Bradyā€™s face in the daylight for the first time.
Bright eyes. Tired. Light hair. Pale. Clothes wrinkled. Sweat stains even though it was autumn already.Ā 
The man beside him was new to Alastor, and Alastor couldnā€™t tell yet what to do with him. Taller, older, darker complexion. His expression was relaxed in comparison to Bradyā€™s stressed one.
ā€œGood afternoon, detectives. Alastor. Itā€™s a pleasure.ā€ He extended his hand but only Freeman moved to shake it.
Brady was staring with blatant scrutiny. Alastor was quite tall, and much leaner than he had anticipated. His hair was perfectly in place, with clean skin and neat glasses. Was this the right man?
ā€œEdward Freeman. I am a big fan, sir. Your voice is made for radio.ā€ Freeman shook Alastorā€™s with both of his own, not noticing his partnerā€™s wide eyed horror. ā€œSuch a pleasure. I promise we wonā€™t take too much of your time.ā€
Alastor could have cackled directly into Bradyā€™s face but managed to keep himself in check, ā€œA face for radio too! Ha ha ha,ā€ his laugh was loud, genuinely amused with himself, ā€œWell itā€™s always a treat to meet a listener.ā€
Brady thought heā€™d black out. Heā€™d began his day humming with anticipation, the high of having a name and occupation making him dizzy all weekend. The shock of Freeman immediately cozying up to his prime (and sole) suspect was throwing him off balance.
Heā€™d brought him along so he could show him heā€™d gotten the right man. Heā€™d thought ā€”- heā€™d been so sure Alastor would be some second rate employee with rough hands and thick arms. Not the pretty host working behind some desk. Werenā€™t there large spools of cable and big contraptions radio station employees lugged around? Where were those men?
A string bean of a human in thin circular glasses was charming the wits off his partner.
ā€œBrady. Weā€™re here to discuss an important matter regarding your girlfriend.ā€ Brady leaned in to separate the other two men and their budding camaraderie.
ā€œGirlfriend?!ā€ Brenda choked on her coffee, her desk just some feet beside them. ā€œYouā€™re confused. Iā€™d know if he had a girl.ā€
ā€œThank you, Brenda.ā€ Alastor said through a forced smile, ā€œShe is right though. I am unattached. Lifelong bachelor.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s interesting. Because when we picked her up at the burlesque theater,ā€ he was cut off by a shriek.
ā€œNude dancing?! Sir! Myā€”-you! Alastor would never! He is a man of means and class! I-,ā€ Brendaā€™s hands were aimlessly shuffling time cards. ā€œThe only theater he frequents is the cinema.ā€
ā€œBrenda.ā€ Alastor laughed, not taking his eyes off of Brady, ā€œPlease. Let the man finish.ā€
ā€œBut youā€™d never! This is slander!ā€
ā€œNo slander. We picked her up for prostitution and her,ā€ again he was drowned out by the receptionist.Ā 
Brenda was on her feet, a second from foaming at the mouth, ā€œOut! You get out of this office at once!ā€Ā 
ā€œSure, why donā€™t we take this to the station.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou want a local celebrity,ā€ Alastorā€™s eye twitched as Brenda screeched out the words, ā€œto be marched down there like a common criminal! Iā€™m calling the station, youā€™re mad.ā€Ā 
ā€œThank you, Brenda!ā€ Alastor hissed, words heavy, ā€œLetā€™s continue this in my office, gentlemen.ā€ His arm swung out to gesture to the open door.Ā 
Brenda was left fiddingly with her pearls in horror.Ā 
Alastor followed the men in and leaned back against his desk casually, offering them the two chairs.Ā 
ā€œSo, now that weā€™re ā€¦ free from that, what were you saying?ā€ He tried to chuckle away the chaos, one hand gently smoothing his hair back.
ā€œWe took in a woman last week for prostitution. Charges dropped but Ā ā€” her friends said you were her beau.ā€ Freeman leaned back too, crossing his legs at the ankle as they stretched out in front of him, ā€œRadio man named Alastor? Not too many of those so, thought weā€™d just come by and check.ā€
Brady stood near the door, refusing to sit. ā€œSo. Gonna tell me thereā€™s some more Alastors in New Orleans? Or gonna be straight with us?ā€
Alastor nodded, sighing through his nose. Youā€™d filled him in already on the story.
ā€œBurlesquer, right? Pretty thing with the long lashes and sharp tongue?ā€ He looked up at Brady over his glasses, looking as boyish as a man his age could.Ā 
ā€œSo you are her fella?ā€ Freemanā€™s back straightened. He hadnā€™t expected that.
ā€œWouldnā€™t go that farā€¦ Iā€™m embarrassed to admit it but yes I did take out a singer some time ago. Dancer too, I was told. But, I,ā€ his hands slid in his pockets and he shrugged his shoulders, ā€œI had a lovely time with her.ā€ He gave Freeman a shy smirk, ā€œI just didnā€™t want anything serious. Paid for her cab last time I saw her but I didnā€™t give her a dime for anything else.ā€
Brady stared at every inch of the man before him. His white button up was loose at the arms but wasnā€™t appearing to hide some powerful physique that said ā€˜I drag bodies around town.ā€™
ā€œWe were told youā€™d been going to see her for quite some time.ā€ Brady had been prepared for every reply.
Alastor furrowed his brow and pretended to think, hand coming from his pocket to adjust his glasses, ā€œTalking about the nice little joint near the park?ā€
ā€œYeah.ā€ Brady smiled. ā€œSo you admit it.ā€
ā€œI loved going there. I first noticed her over a few weekends. Asked her out there, too. But after a few nights out she seemed a littleā€¦ not worth the trouble, Iā€™ll say.ā€ He grimaced, ā€œI really sound like a rake, huh?ā€ He looked to Freeman, asking for the manā€™s acceptance with his eyes.
Freeman chuckled at the suggestion, ā€œNot at all! Good looking man such as yourself, nice job, no wife. Iā€™d be sowing my oats so to speak too. Weā€™re just hunting down some people for questioning regarding a missing manager.ā€
Brady thought his head would snap with how quickly he turned to Freeman. He was saying too much.
ā€œHeā€™s uh, drats whatā€™s her name?ā€ Freeman turned around to Brady. Brady looked up to Alastor expectantly.
ā€œOh! She gave me some fake name. Winter orā€¦ August. I didnā€™t press the matter.ā€ Alastor walked back to his desk and sat down, trying to get eye level with Freeman who was the easier of the two to play, ā€œMissing manager? I frequent a lot of clubs looking for talent. Maybe I knew the guy. Whatā€™s his name?ā€
ā€œTommy Dupre.ā€ Brady said it sternly. ā€œAnd Iā€™m the one leading the investigation.ā€
A twitch to the corner of Alastorā€™s smile, ā€œSorry detective, I assumed this here was your superior. He just has ā€¦ an aura of experienced professionalism to him. Now where was Iā€¦ a manager,ā€ he shook his head, ā€œWas he at The Bandstand by any chance?ā€ His fingers were flipping through his rolodex of business cards. Brady noted how clean his nails were. But not suspiciously so, not something that seemed overly tended to. He shook his head again more firmly then. ā€œNo, never formally met the man at least.ā€
ā€œHe was your burlesquerā€™s manager.ā€
Alastor leaned back and crossed his arms, ā€œI never went to her work and I truly donā€™t visit burlesque theaters. Can't risk my reputation.ā€ Few people out of the club scene knew his face and name so that was a load of shit, but he hoped they wouldnā€™t stop and consider that much. ā€œWe run a clean show here.ā€
ā€œHereā€™s the issue, sir.ā€ Freeman patted the tops of his thighs, ā€œYour Ms. Doe-,ā€ Alastorā€™s brow furrowed in momentary confusion.
ā€œOh! Ha, clever. I see what you did there.ā€ He laughed, it was light and made Freeman nod his head in thanks.
ā€œShe got roughed up real bad by Mr. Dupre around the time yaā€™ll were seen together.Ā  He disappeared soon after. So, naturallyā€¦.we wanted to see if you knew anything about what happened to him.ā€
ā€œDoesnā€™t shock me to hear that.ā€ Alastor's voice was high pitched and airy. His nonchalance was grating to the younger of the two detectives.
Brady rolled his eyes. Alastor was definitely the man Beth mentioned; a daisy. The kind of man to fret over a stained tie or wet shoes.
ā€œPeople in ā€¦those kinds of establishments canā€™t expect civility.ā€ His nails were digging through the cotton of his pants. It made him sick to say it. How many days did he kiss your bruises? How long had they lasted? Longer than Tommy, that was for sure. Outlived him by quite some time. His smile spread. Brady noticed it, clearing his throat.Ā 
ā€œWhatā€™s the smile for?ā€
ā€œAh,ā€ Alastor hid his mouth with the back of his hand, he couldnā€™t bite back the glee of remembering Tommy beg, ā€œSorry. Iā€™m just feeling quite grateful I didnā€™t stick around to be pulled into some dameā€™s drama. This is exactly why I remain untethered.ā€
ā€œWish Iā€™d had that foresightā€¦Iā€™m only joking. My Donnaā€™s a blessing and a half.ā€ Freeman quickly retracted the comment.Ā 
A moment of quiet as they all looked at each other. A natural dead end.
Freeman turned back in his chair to look at Brady once more, this was his impromptu interview. Heā€™d begged Freeman to take the early lunch. Brady promised him this was the guy and that if it wasnā€™t, heā€™d never bring it up again.
So he was staring at his partner waiting for the never again to start.Ā 
Brady chewed the inside of his cheek, mind bouncing through thoughts and theories and observations.
This man in front of him was soft. He was feminine in some aspects, definitely quite lanky and seemingly devoid of real muscle. Brady hadnā€™t imagined his killer to be concerned about style or fashion, yet this man clearly put a lot into his appearance. He couldnā€™t imagine him killing anyoneā€¦ perhaps a gun?
ā€œGot any hobbies?ā€
ā€œKenny.ā€ Freeman chided.
ā€œSir.ā€ Brady added it sarcastically.
Alastor whistled, ā€œBesides jazz and piano? I fish. Uh,ā€ Alastor looked for threads of truth to add to the web, ā€œI garden quite a bit, actually. Love to dance.ā€
Of course he did.Ā  ā€œSports?ā€
ā€œI donā€™t watch nor listen to much of that.ā€
ā€œNo,ā€ an exasperated sigh, ā€œDo you play any sports?ā€
ā€œOh!ā€ Another casual laugh that grated Bradyā€™s senses, ā€œNo, no. I wouldnā€™t pretend Iā€™m an athletic man.ā€Ā 
ā€œHunting is a popular pastime around here, you ever go out shooting?ā€
ā€œNo sir, not my scene.ā€ Alastor leaned back and swiveled his chair side to side.Ā 
No hunting, really? Bradyā€™s brows rose in suspicion, ā€œā€¦.you from New Orleans?ā€
Freeman crossed his legs, a simple act that somehow conveyed a rising loss of patience.
ā€œBorn and raised, detective. Native son if there ever was one.ā€
He slipped out his notepad and slapped it against the fleshy part of his hand. Bradyā€™s spirit was withering.Ā 
A mistake?
ā€œUnderstood.ā€ Pushing off of the wall.
ā€œSorry to cause all this fuss over ā€¦ my tryst with a dancer not too long ago.ā€ Another bashful bachelor smile. ā€œBut it was just that. Fun. I never met her employer. I never even went to her shows. As for the place by the park-,ā€
ā€œBethļæ½ļæ½s.ā€
Alastor grinned to hide the flinch, ā€œMy doe, as you put it sir, was a real canary. But I havenā€™t been back there since I stopped seeing her. Iā€™m sure if you asked theyā€™d tell you the same.ā€ The phone rang and Alastor apologized, putting a finger up, ā€œYes, Brenda?ā€ The incessant woman asked what was taking so long. He smiled and nodded, ā€œThank you, tell them Iā€™ll just be another minute.ā€
ā€œWeā€™ll be heading out. It seems I need toā€” to re-examine some things. Dig a little deeper.ā€ Before Brady could retrieve his card to offer it to the radio host, Alastor was handing him his.
ā€œCall anytime, but word to the wise. Brenda will answer first.ā€ Alastor let out a loud and singular ā€˜ha!ā€™
He rose to walk them out and Brady extended his hand again for him to shake, his stomach curdling at the touch. When the detective squeezed and shook his hand so hard his arm was moving up to the elbow he just laughed. He kept his own grip loose.
The limp and slender hand in his was disappointing. A final nail in his coffin, soft metal bending as it was struck.
Freeman smiled and hopped up, ā€œBeen a pleasure!ā€
Alastor took back his hand from Brady and wiped it off against his vest as soon as the men were turned around.
ā€œApologies for the disturbance, maā€™am.ā€ Brady kept his gaze down as he passed Brenda. Freeman set his card on her desk as he walked past.
ā€œThatā€™s a bunch of applesauce.ā€ She hissed, refusing to stand.
Alastorā€™s mother taught him many things. Of this world and the other. Of the spirits always roaming and waiting. Of blue ceilings and birds hitting windows.
She warned him of people with heaviness,Ā  people who gathered bad energy like rain on a flat roof. That weight attracted likewise things. A gravity would form and pull in more and more darkness.Ā 
Youā€™d mentioned a storm, and now Alastor was hearing that drip drip drip of the cracking roof.Ā 
Heā€™d been taught to steer clear of those people with that darkness, because you donā€™t want to be there when the roof caved in.Ā 
Sheā€™d likened it to the sword of Damocles, donā€™t be so close you get cut when the blade finally drops. Donā€™t become collateral damage.Ā 
When his skin touched Bradyā€™s, he felt that heaviness. The gravity. Weā€™re you both slipping down the sloping pull of his swirling negativity?
He felt the urge to spit, which was uncouth and unlike him. Brenda was talking loudly to him but she was deep under the ocean and muffled perfectly well. His drunken mind had been wrong about many things, but one line of thinking had been on the money.
Something had to be done. An accident playing out in slow motion before him, threatening to take you both down with it.Ā 
A chill, insidious and violent made him turn on his heels and shut the door with force. There it was again, that fight or flight feeling. Twice in nearly as many days. Never did Alastor feel insecure in situations of life or death, not literal life or death that was. He didnā€™t care about dying.Ā 
The thought of losing you was that first trigger, but what was causing this one? What was his gut trying to warn him about now?
Distance was needed. He needed to get as far from that detective and his gravitational pull as possible. Perhaps not physically, but in every other sense. There was safety in that, he could feel it just over the disorienting whirl of fear.Ā 
If fear was a lark in his chest itā€™s little spine cracked and popped as it grew and mutated into a rageful osprey, anger opening his lungs and sinuses as blood rushed with renewed vigor. This was Bradyā€™s fault, entirely. He was ruining everything. Alastor finally had what felt like all of the thj he wanted and deserved (anger dampening his usual insecurity of what was meant for him) and Brady was going to tear it apart.Ā 
There was a struggle to decide how to proceed. He thought perhaps telling you would bring him clarity, but if you asked him to not do anything at all he couldnā€™t be sure heā€™d be able to stop from lying to your face about his intentions.Ā 
A flash of confidence knowing heā€™d never lied to you died quickly, oh, he had lied to you. Heā€™d lied to you in the alley before leaving to prepare to kill Tommy. Heā€™d said it was the greater good of the community. A stain on his otherwise pristine morality when it came to you.Ā 
ā€œHow could they?ā€
Alastorā€™s head popped up, Brenda had opened his door unannounced and continued her raving.Ā 
ā€œHow could who do what?ā€ He asked, smile small.
ā€œThose detectives! Accuse you of debauchery!ā€Ā 
He imagined telling her how his morning started, fucking the nude dancer against his bedroom wall, arleady shacking up out of wedlock. Maybe itā€™d kill Brenda? Thatā€™d be convenient.Ā 
ā€œI wonder if they are even real copsā€¦I promise, I wonā€™t let that nonsense back into this office, Alastor.ā€ She gave him a thumbs up and left, leaving the door ajar.Ā 
Daylight was already creeping away sooner and sooner as the seasons began to change. The first day Alastor was gone and you were completely alone in his home for an extended period of time was passed in an awkward boredom. There wasnā€™t much to doā€¦his house was kept tidy, food didnā€™t take much time, and you had no means to get into town. So you listened through his record collection, carefully turning the vinyls over with delicate fingers. Youā€™d heard oils from your hand could ruin the grooves. No idea if that was true, but you couldnā€™t risk it. Alastorā€™s job kept relatively regular hours, so when you knew he had most likely left work you headed out front to wait. It was a foreign thing to do, and a little embarrassing. Dogs waited for their masters to come home. You stuffed the comparison down, knowing you were once again comparing apples to oranges. Worse than that, dogs to yourself.Ā 
ā€œWelcome home!ā€ You waited for the car door to close before greeting him, worrying over the timing. He froze between the car and the wooden steps. You stopped your swinging on the porch swing, noticing how odd it was to see someone completely still like that. You remembered the deer along the road. ā€œWhatā€™s wrong?ā€
Every thought flew out his head and into the early setting sun. An odd deja vu came over him. He hadnā€™t heard those words in literal years. ā€œNo one has said that to meā€¦since my mother died.ā€
Oh.Ā 
Oh. That wasā€¦.sad. You grimaced. ā€œShould I not say it then?ā€
ā€œNo!ā€ He came to life, ā€œI mean, yes. No, You should say it. If you want. Itā€™s nice.ā€ Staccato sentences as he took the three steps in just two. He leaned over on a novel instinct for a kiss, and you leaned up to meet him.Ā 
Another moment as you parted and both of you realized how odd the situation was. The killer and his dancer playing house. For a brief second, maybe heaven mistook you for something normal and good. When you smiled, trying to not say the obvious as you always did, he decided to not mention Brady. His first night coming home to you shouldnā€™t have to compete with that news. Tomorrow, he decided. Heā€™d justā€¦.leave out which day Brady had stopped by.Ā Not a lie, just an excluded, superfluous detail.
As you ate your dinner and he recounted his day, you made a decision of your own.Ā 
ā€œHey, Saturday, can you drop me off downtown for a bit? I need to change my shoes and do a little shopping.ā€
You needed the gift, to set the mood for your confession. Youā€™d survived your first fight, you didnā€™t combust into a ball of fire when you kissed him goodbye for work, it made sense to do it now.Ā 
ā€œOh, did you want company? I donā€™t mind going out.ā€ His little smile made it hard to deny him.
ā€œAh well, my friend is still staying over at my place and she may get uneasy with a man around. And my shoppingā€¦.is at the kind of places men shouldnā€™t go. Frilly lacy places.ā€ A terrible liar. ā€œYou should do something fun for Alastor! Iā€™ll be maybeā€¦four hours or so.ā€
He chewed slowly, since the misunderstanding he was a little more nervous than usual. You didnā€™t want him to join you, were you worried Brady would see? He shook his head, confusing you.
ā€œ...excuse me?ā€ You laughed, ā€œNo?ā€
His head popped up, he still sometimes forgot you were right there and not on a phone, ā€œSorry, I was thinking about what to do with myself. No problem, sweetheart. You can just call me when youā€™re ready and Iā€™ll head back into town. Iā€™ll stick around the house, get some stuff ready for winter.ā€
ā€œPerfect!ā€ Perfect.Ā 
So it was decided. He would tell you tomorrow that Brady came by his office. And youā€™d tell him Saturday that you were in love with him.Ā 
That was the short lived plan. He couldnā€™t manage to wait. When the silence of the night settled and you had turned over to try and fall asleep, he broke.Ā 
ā€œI really hate keeping secrets from you.ā€ His fingers were pulling and pushing at the edge of the blanket.Ā 
You have secrets? You turned around and sat up.Ā 
ā€œBrady and his partner came by today to my office, like youā€™d expected. I didnā€™t want to ruin our day, knowing how rarely we will live traditionally. But itā€™s just bothering the hell out of me.ā€ His hands came to cover his cheeks and crawl into his hair out of stress. An overreaction, the weekend having truly discombobulated the man.Ā 
A beat of confusion, tense for Alastor but void of anything for you, until you burst into a relaxed laughter, ā€œYouā€™re ridiculous. You were really eaten up huh?ā€
ā€œIt isnā€™t funny!ā€
ā€œItā€™s a litlte funny.ā€ you pulled his head down onto your lap, ā€œYou coulda told me. It doesn't ruin anything. I told you he was going to look for you. I didnā€™t think heā€™d do it the next business day, but still.ā€ He shifted his body to lie on his side and let you take off his glasses and set them on your side table. ā€œDo you think he still suspects you?ā€
He thought about it. A little.
Maybe.
Brady seemed dejected when he had left, but he could see the wheels turning in his head as he was still searching for a way to make this puzzle pieces fit.Ā 
ā€œProbably. His partner seemed to believe me. A listener, it turns out.ā€ Alastor pouted, still upset at your laughter.Ā 
ā€œThatā€™s hilarious. I bet it pissed him off to no end, right?ā€
ā€œHe looked shocked. It was difficult to not laugh.ā€ He let his legs fall off the side of the bed so he could turn onto his back and look up at you. ā€œI told him you were a fling, that I had my fun and then disappeared because you were trouble. I said nude dancers getting beat up should be expected. I donā€™t mean that.ā€
ā€œOf course you donā€™t. I remember your face when you saw through my makeup. Sure didn't look expected to me.ā€
His legs drew up, knees pressed together. ā€œWas it still a good day?ā€
ā€œYou told me what was on your mind instead of driving yourself mad about it. It was a perfect day.ā€ The open window let in enough light to see his stress melt away from the corner of his eyes.Ā 
He sat up and kissed your nose, ā€œThank you. You can sleep now.ā€
ā€œOh, I've been asleep the whole time. Youā€™re gonna have to do this all again in the morning.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s not funny.ā€Ā 
You kissed his cheek and he smiled away the frown before settling back onto his side of the bed to earnestly sleep.
Flowers, you thought. You should buy flowers on Saturday, too.Ā 
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Alastor nerves hadnā€™t settled yet, even if he slept well beside you. Every day he came home and you were still there felt like heā€™d been holding his breath the entire drive. During lunch heā€™d call the house so you could talk and eat together, in a sense. The conversation eased him, a confirmation you still liked him. An embarrassing fear he couldnā€™t let you on to.Ā 
He didnā€™t understand you spent the week calling record shops in search of something specific. Plotting exactly how youā€™d do it. Youā€™d mastered the phonograph in the room beside the kitchen and found an old vase in the back of the cupboard.Ā 
The panic didnā€™t settle for you either though. It just shifted to the confession from Brady. As if through osmosis, Brady was now Alastorā€™s main concern as soon as their hands shook. You were less scared, as he really did seem to be dismissed by his colleague from what you saw. Dejected and forlorn from what Alastor had described.Ā 
Alastor was honest with you that he left work early to check on Brady midweek. He was practically dancing through the kitchen when he reported Brady went home on time for the first night in what could have been weeks. And he did so looking like shit.
And he felt like shit. When they left the radio station, Freeman gave him the silent treatment the entire ride back to work. He opened his mouth to offer an alternative theory, perhaps you or Alastor had a brother, but Freeman immediately shut him down.
ā€œStop. Enough.ā€ He snapped from his desk. ā€œIt is over, Kenny. Let it go. Maybe some monster is out there doing all this crazy shit you think they are but itā€™s not this man nor this lady so just fucking drop it.ā€
He sat quietly the rest of the work day, thinking over everything again. It still felt right, but Alastor didnā€™t look right. Maybe it was a group, some new gang in town. Perhaps Alastor had some business with them.Ā 
Staring at his neatly folded map of downtown, his fingers slid over the last known locations of the various missing people over the past year.Ā 
Is downtown just inherently dangerous, he wondered. He supposed the map lined up with the jazz scene, and where there is dance and liquor thereā€™s crime.
He went home to his wife and startled her with his promptness. While she was elated, he felt hollow. Purposeless. Freeman had warned him heā€™d invented this conspiracy to make work more interesting. Maybe that was right. Life was boring. Everything was so steady and stable. Nothing exciting anymore. Itā€™s possible. He could have imagined a connection.Ā 
But his wife accidentally stoked the dying flame of his suspicions.Ā 
When he told her everything, about Alastor and the dancer he chased down and the missing Tommy, she hummed.Ā 
ā€œHe could be like that Holmes man in Chicago.ā€ She smiled from across the meat and potatoes sheā€™d slow cooked over the day.
Brady asked what she meant.Ā 
ā€œHe killed all these people at his hotel. On the outside he was a very fine looking man! Respected doctor, or something.ā€ She took her time to chew, leaving Brady waiting for the point, ā€œTurns out his hotel had some secret dungeon where he killed people. Iā€™m fuzzy on the details, but, he hung for it. Maybe your guy has a secret room in his house or a cabin in the woods.ā€
He would have kissed her but he was too tired to move. As she continued on, changing to the topic of novels and then movies, he pushed the potatoes around his plate.Ā 
No way work would listen to him if he suggested it. Heā€™d lost all of his goodwill. But, as a citizen, he could maybe justā€¦.look into the public records for the radio man. Any convenient structures he owned. No one needed to know, no embarrassment if he was wrong again.
Just, one more check. To be absolutely sure. For his peace of mind.Ā 
ā€œSo he murdered the actress for threatening to reveal he was only half white! It was a real shock. I swear talkies just get more and more intriguing.ā€ She beamed sweetly across the table, happy to have him home, ā€œBy Hitchcock. Isnā€™t that a hoot?ā€
He nodded absentmindedly, ā€œSounds fun, dear.ā€
She let the misplaced comment go, and moved to turn on the radio. Something to fill the silence. She wondered if her favorite program was on, though it was a little late for that.Ā 
āœ¦ . 怀āŗ 怀 . āœ¦ . 怀āŗ 怀 . āœ¦ . 怀āŗ 怀 . āœ¦ . 怀āŗ 怀 . āœ¦
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The day finally came, your highly anticipated and scheduled confession. Saturday morning you slipped on your shoes, pushing back thoughts of everything theyā€™d seen, and slid into the car. You had a game plan. Apartment, get your stash and change out your shoes. Head to the phonograph shop on Calliope and grab the record. Flower shop, something bright and fragrant. Stop by the theater for a bottle of whatever they were willing to part with. Call him from there to pick you up behind the building.
Flawless.
Honestly, the easy part.
Alastor dropped you off in front of your building and you kissed him hurriedly. You didnā€™t need Ephi bounding down the steps and introducing herself.Ā 
You didnā€™t need Ephi, full stop.
ā€œIā€™ll call you from the theater so I can wait inside. Lo-,ā€ Your mouth opened to say it, as youā€™d been practicing it in your head all week, ā€œLucky me Iā€™m still welcome there.ā€ A quick save.
You waved him off and bounded up the steps. Ephi answered when you knocked, hair disheveled and still wearing the dress she must have worn out the night before.
A familiar dress.
ā€œWho said you could wear my clothes?!ā€ You kicked the door closed behind you.
Ephi fell back onto your bed with a creaking of the metal springs, ā€œYou didnā€™t say I couldnā€™t.ā€
Barely a second into the room and you were already reeling with anger. What a skill she had.
Shoes off, you threw them on top of the closet out of her natural reach and searched for something flatter. Not too flat though. Alastor always looked too good for you to look like you didnā€™t care for what was fashionable.
Deep breaths, you grabbed the dresser with both hands and wretched it from the wall, startling Ephi back awake.
ā€œWhat the fuck? Are you taking the furniture?! Itā€™s a fucking dress.ā€
Relief as you saw the handkerchief still taped to the backboard of the shelf. Ripping it off, you shoved it into your bag. No need to count it, had Ephi found the cash the entire thing would be gone already.Ā 
ā€œAre you hiding money around your apartmentā€¦,ā€ it wasnā€™t a question so much as an oddly worded accusation.
Your march to the door paused, briefly entertaining carrying your remaining clothes around with you but abandoning the idea. Let her borrow them for now, you were busy today.
You were gone without a goodbye, anger simmering away and evaporating with every block.Ā 
As the distance between your problem and you became greater, the gap was closing in on Alastor and his.
He was in the kitchen splashing his face with water,Ā  dusty from sweeping the porch, when he heard a car door slam shut. Not a normal sound for him to hear. Even more out of place than a ā€˜welcome homeā€™. A moment of concern as he quickly dried his hands, maybe you had gotten a ride home already. It was possible he missed your call, but heā€™d kept the windows open to hear the phone.Ā 
When he came to the front door, no one was there. A car was parked a ways behind his own though. Alastor stepped out and looked around the wrap around porch before turning back and going to the back door. Past the stairs and the kitchen doorway, he could see the shape of a man. He was standing in front of the greenhouse with both hands on his hips, staring at it. Bright hair reflecting the sun.
The screen door whined as Alastor opened it, announcing him much sooner than he had wanted. It was finally happening. The moment that was both inevitable and fiercely guarded against.Ā 
ā€œCensus information is quite easy to find with a name like yours.ā€
Alastor tried to muster a hospitable smile, ā€œDetective Brady. To what do I owe the sudden visit?ā€
Brady turned around and pointed over his shoulder with his thumb, ā€œI need to go get a warrant?ā€
The air between them tightened. ā€œNot at all, did you want to come inside?ā€Ā 
Brady nodded, a smug smile and a wink, ā€œSure do.ā€
Alastor returned to the kitchen for the key, grabbing a small paring knife and placing it in the back pocket of his slacks. Sharp and quick.Ā 
ā€œWasnā€™t expecting guestsā€¦,ā€ he admitted as he came back down the clean steps. He was never expecting guests, but he had been expecting this.Ā 
ā€œGood.ā€ Brady clapped his hands together, ā€œQuite the building ya got here.ā€ He followed Alastor in and immediately looked up to the tall ceiling. ā€œAn uncommon thing to have. Only seen them at real fancy public places.ā€
Alastor turned right, following the winding path of busy shelves and potted trees with a practiced ease. Brady watched him slip between two large plants and hesitated.
With a hand on his gun, be pushed through.
ā€œYa know what my wife and I were just talking about?ā€ He followed close behind. He couldnā€™t see Alastor but he could hear the leaves rustling. ā€œH. H. Holmes.ā€
ā€œAnother missing manager?ā€ Alastor asked from the other side of some crowded shelves.
ā€œItā€™s thought he killed 9 people up in Chicago.ā€ Brady emerged from the makeshift jungle to see Alastor standing in the center.Ā 
ā€œBusy man!ā€ Alastor stood with his hands behind his back, sheathed in his pockets. ā€œThis is where the magic happens!ā€ He nodded to the stainless steel table. ā€œMy gardening space.ā€
Brady looked at the table, then up to the high ceilings again. He took a step toward the table and crouched down.
His heels sunk in. Standing, he pressed his shoe in the soil around the table. Backing off he then tested the ground some feet away. It was noticeably firmer. ā€œGround sure is soft over there.ā€
ā€œWater! Turns out plants love the stuff. Who knew!ā€ Alastorā€™s fingers curled around the knifeā€™s handle, ā€œI prune, propagate, and repot them here and rinse it off after. Due to the shade of the table, the ground tends to stay wet longer.ā€ He wondered if Brady had told anyone where he was. Maybe Freeman?Ā 
The whole thing could be expedited by letting him bleed out on the greenhouse floor. Just a few swipes and this could all be over. He could maybe even have him gone before you called.Ā 
Another little secret. Just one.Ā Bradyā€™s life was an insignificant detail.
Plausible, the detective thought. Brady examined the floor closer, unaware of Alastorā€™s eyes locked on his neck. He didnā€™t see much of a soft spot. Itā€™d be improbable to bury all the bodies in such a small space. Heā€™d have to dig too deep.Ā 
ā€œSo you actually do like to garden?ā€ He asked.
Alastor laughed, ā€œNo, that was a lie. This is all meticulously maintained for aesthetics.ā€Ā 
Bradyā€™s own laugh was dry in reply, the joke not funny or appreciated, ā€œNight gardening?ā€ He pointed his chin up to the light hanging above them.
ā€œI prefer early mornings, before work.ā€ Alastor leaned back on his heels, heā€™d waited for this conversation for years. It was almost fun. Brady didnā€™t know how predictable his arrival had been on some vague level.
Brady nodded and motioned for Alastor to lead him out. He didnā€™t want the man behind him.
As they snaked their way out again, Alastor fought the sickening feeling in his stomach to just do it.Ā 
But heā€™d never acted quite so impulsively. He normally had a few hours to think it out beforehand.Ā 
Heā€™d been thinking this out for months now in a way, though, hadnā€™t he?
Alastor locked the door after Brady stepped out and Brady looked around the land. He couldnā€™t see any fences, but saw on his way in just how spread out the other homes were.Ā 
ā€œHow far is the property line, if you donā€™t mind me asking? Seems to be quite a large parcel.ā€ He had a rough idea from the paperwork heā€™d found.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s about 15 acres, from what I recall.ā€ It was exactly 14.2 acres according to the paperwork. He knew every step by heart.Ā 
As he watched Brady eye the land with a dismissive glance, he realized heā€™d never killed anyone at his home. It didnā€™t seem to be a good idea. Like theyā€™d taint the land. Plus, killing the cop in the backyard was about as opposite of what youā€™d asked of him as he could get.Ā 
The detective slapped his notebook against his palm and whistled, ā€œRadio pays well, huh?ā€
ā€œBetter than a detective, maybe. But this was all my motherā€™s land.ā€ He said it with pride, one hand leaving his pocket to gesture at the house and beyond.Ā 
ā€œYour mother. And sheā€¦ how exactly did someone like her get her hands on a plot like this?ā€ Brady squinted at the tree line, knowing full well how he said it. ā€œQuite a bit of land for someone of herā€¦ background.ā€ He quickly turned his full body to Alastor, ā€œYou see that movie, ā€˜Murder!ā€™, by Hitchcock? My wife was saying how interesting it was over dinner the other night. Your receptionist mentioned you like the movies.ā€
Alastor bristled, heā€™d seen the film and picked up the tone being taken,Ā  ā€œDid you want to see anything else, Kenneth? Or did you drive all the way here to quiz me on your wife's morbid interests?ā€
ā€œDetective Brady.ā€ He corrected.Ā 
ā€œMaybe in the Orleans parish.ā€ Alastor took a step toward him. He reveled in the confused expression Brady made. ā€œOh you didnā€™t realize when you crossed the lake? This is St. Tammany. Youā€™re out of jurisdiction.ā€ Another step. ā€œSo Iā€™ll call you whatever I damn well please.ā€
Brady finally noticed the dwindling space between them and the shadow of the house creeping over Alastorā€™s face. ā€œMaybe I should head out and get that warrant.ā€
Alastorā€™s arms went out in a shrug, ā€œAh, well, good luck finding a judge to approve you harassing a law abiding land owner forā€¦what exactly? A drugged out criminal who stopped showing up to work? Forgive me for not holding my breath. Now kindly get the fuck off my motherā€™s property. ā€œĀ Ā 
Brady shook his head, not able to do much more. He couldnā€™t process the truth in what Alastor had said. ā€œHave a good day, Alastor.ā€
ā€œAnd you have a safe night, Kenneth.ā€
Brady stopped, hand curling into a fist that Alastor didnā€™t fail to notice.Ā 
ā€œIs that some kind of threat?ā€ It was the way he dragged out the two words. The gleeful range in which he said them.Ā 
ā€œNot at all. A warning really, thereā€™s been some unhinged man harassing dancers lately. Demanding their private information, accusing them of silly crimes. Has the station not heard?ā€ Alastorā€™s finger came to his chin inquisitively, ā€œPerhaps I should give them a call. Who was your boss again. Freeman, was it?ā€
Brady felt his stomach drop, ā€œWhat did you say.ā€ If Alastor hadnā€™t been with you since before the assault, how did he know that Brady had been struggling to track you down?
ā€œAs a man about town who runs in important circles, word travels fast of bothersome people. Helps us learn where to avoid.ā€
Brady was still holding onto hope that Alastor was your man but now, his throat ran dry. He got more than that.
A man who ran in various circles of the nightlife scene.Ā 
A man above the fray, a position afforded to him by the respect of his job.
A man people talked to often, therefore a man people saw everywhere. So it was never odd that he was always in the places where people went missing. He was ubiquitous. Where the jazz played, Alastor was there.Ā 
A man with no wife to complain so his nights were free.Ā 
A large piece of land. A chip on his shoulder.Ā 
ā€œYou son of a bitchā€¦I didnā€™t tell you Tommy had been involved in drugs. I was right.ā€ The sentence got quieter and softer as he trailed on until he could only whisper, ā€œYou killed him.ā€
Alastor watched the color drain from Bradyā€™s face as the realization hit, but the ā€˜sonā€™ comment blanketed his frontal cortex and dampened impulse control, ā€œOn second thought; yes.ā€
It was just an expression, son of a bitch, but itā€™d been the wrong one to use so carelessly. Alastorā€™s heart was pounding in his ears and behind his eyes.
The detective kept his gaze locked on Alastor as he fished out his keys. His hand shook violently as he tried to get the car door key in his fingers. ā€œYes what?ā€ Glancing down for a fraction of a second to check he had the right one.Ā 
ā€œThat was a threat.ā€
Alastorā€™s hand twitched, he fought the rage bubbling up his throat. His vision was beginning to turn red around the edges. He could hear Aubrey squeaking out the first syllable of that damn word just behind his left ear.
Perhaps he was the blade hanging over Bradyā€™s head.Ā 
With even paces he walked over to the stump where he chopped wood and pulled the axe out, ā€œYa know! Something about you makes my fucking skin crawl.ā€ He pointed it at Brady, the detective taking note of the arm strength needed to hold the unevenly heavy tool steady and parallel to the ground. ā€œI do hope for your sake this is our final meeting. You should leave now.ā€ His head titled to the left, ā€œAnd keep your nose clean, Kenneth. Itā€™s a dangerous time for bad men in New Orleans.ā€
Brady walked backwards to his car as Alastor advanced briskly with the blade still raised. When they reached the front porch Brady turned and booked it, glancing behind to see Alastor standing beside the porch on foot worn grass.
As the car started Alastor dropped the axe until itā€™s flat top of the blade rested on the ground and he leaned his weight onto it akin to a cane. His free handā€™s fingers waved goodbye before dropping down to his side limply. He stood there with eyes fixed and body still as a predator waiting for its opportunity. How many gators had Brady watched from the shore with just that look? He peeled out, sight unseen as he blindly backed onto the unpaved road, and made a beeline to the nearest phone.Ā 
He had to tell someone. He was right. He had been right the whole time. Alastor killed Tommy Dupre. And there was no doubt in Bradyā€™s swirling mind that you knew that fact.Ā 
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Miyagiļ¼ļ¼†Angerme-sanļ¼Yumigeta Ako (23.08.05)
Good eveningšŸŒ›
I'm Yumigeta AkošŸ›‘
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ā†‘A cute donut I ate yesterday šŸ©
Thank you very much for your comments yesterdayļ¼
Lots of you said that you had come to our first events态and the fact that you all support us so much makes me so happyā™Ŗ
I wanna do a full tour tooļ¼
Please continue to support usā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
Also Also
Today was our Miyagi performancećƒ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼
My first time in Miyagiļ¼
Thank you very much (^^)
There are so many things I want to say but to startā€¦
It was suuuuper hot怜ā€¦
I sweat so much I was slightly worried ē¬‘lol
But it was all thanks to how much fun I was havingļ¼
I was so fired upļ¼ć€€
And态amazinglyļ¼
Today I was able to talk with Angermeļ¼
I was at the vending machine
And Kawamura-san called out to me like
怌It's Gettaa-chan怜ļ¼ć€
And she started talking to meā€¦ļ¼
Then slowly the other members came over to talk to me tooļ¼
I also got to meet Shimoitani-san and Goto-sanļ¼
Shimoitani-san seems like a super cheerful older sister so I was like 怌I love herā€¦ć€ć€‚
When I met Goto-san for some reason we spent about 5 seconds just high giving each other怜怂
We also danced to the rhythm together in the wings during todays LIVE怜ļ¼
We're the same age yet her communication skills are so amazing怂
I respect her( ā— ā€æā—  )
Today I met new people and I learned lots of new things and I had lots of funļ¼
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Well then it's time for today's 怐Gettaa Life怑āœØ
Today we received pickles from Ishida-san's grandmotherā€¦āœØ
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These pickles were so so deliciousā€¦
I seriously ended up eating so many of them ē¬‘lol
I've often made pickled cucumbers myself态but I tend to add spices like doubanjiang so this was my first time in a while eating pickles with such a simple flavour and it actually made me emotional šŸ„¹
The moment I ate them I was so glad that I got to come to Miyagiļ¼
They were really really delicious šŸ„ŗ
Today quite simplyā€¦
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I got to eat delicious food态see your faces and hear your voices in person态so I've been very happyļ¼
That's allļ¼This has been 怐Gettaa Life怑ļ¼
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Today's venue felt kind of similar to Budokan because it was a semi-circular shapeļ¼
I could see everyone's faces really clearlyļ¼
I feel like I made eye contact with quite a lot of peopleā€¦ļ¼
Some people respond really happily when I met their eye which made me really happy šŸ„¹
Thank you very much for everythingļ¼
Well then I'll see you tomorrowļ¼
This has been YumiGettaa Akoļ¼Good nightšŸ¼šŸ¼šŸ¼
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My silly little Request: headcannons of Smoker, Law, Crocodile, and Doflamingo (separate) reactions to finding out that their artist S/O had been secretly drawing each other having... intercourse together.
P.S. hope youā€™re having a good day/ night. Iā€™m sorry if I worded that weirdly šŸ„².
Thank u ! I think u worded it pretty nicely! Thank you for requesting,I hope you are having a good day/night yourself cuz m sure not ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„šŸ’€, I added kid hope u don't mind šŸ«¶šŸ„ŗ Doflamingo is my enemy but it doesn't mean I wouldn't hold his hand šŸ«¶šŸ™šŸ§ŽI love to hate him
Warnings: suggestive themes
Smoker,law,Corcodile, Doflamingo,Law,Eustass Kid reactions to finding erotic drawings of them drawn by Thier Artist s/o
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Smoker
He Was always respecting of your sketchbooks , always ,you will never catch him snooping around your side of the room
But there's this time you made the mistake of Leaving your sketchbook in his office on his desk , leaving to bring him some coffee like the good partner you're
And he was giving his eyes a break from all the paperwork,he looked around the room finding himself alone and remembering you will be back soon,maybe he will take his lunch break and you could both eat lunch together- oh you left your sketchbook?
Sure you wouldn't mind if your lover looked at it right? You always share your art with him anyway and he Adore your art! He even have one of your painting hanged in his office and he can't help but be curious about what you're sketching,it might be your next painting for all what he know
Smoker open the sketchbook with a smile on his face that's quickly washed off the moment his eyes are met with a whole drawing of him and you in a rather.... something He is sure you both haven't done yet,he know he should stop looking but he is weak and he keep flipping through the pages with a hand covering his mouth "how many more pages there's of us fucking??" He asks himself as he flip through more,Smoke come out from his head as he flip to a rather deatiled page "god." He groan as he keep the sketchbook close to his face to pay attention to the fine deatils ,you drew his dick so well-
" I got you your coffee darlin-oh no" you enter with a smile that washes off quickly as you look at smoker looking at the sketchbook with a red face,that red face is now looking at you" I can explain" you tell him ,he put the sketchbook on the desk" go ahead "he tell you with a rather red face" I was horny and I like drawing us " you tell him with little no shame ,smoker facepalm his face "You're going to drive me crazy (y/n),You can't just draw these Things!" You put the coffee on his desk as you sit on the edge of his desk ,you point a finger at him
"If you want me to stop you will have to fuck me"
" (y/n)!"
Will scold you for drawing such a thing in a sketchbook where anyone can see it ,Yet you remind him ,no one really dares to, expect him
Will Be flustered about it and won't mention it again ever ever
Did take his favorite one and he keep it safe with him to look at when he have to be away from you
Will not admit that he find them very..neat ,Might even go so far to say He likes them alot
But you will not catch him saying that outloud , would rather be water borded over admitting that outloud because he feel like a pervert for liking these drawings that much
Secretly a pervert ngl
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Crocodile
Secretly? Keeping A secret from this man? You know the moment you start acting suspicious with Keeping your sketchbooks off his sight, his ass is not vibing
It's always that one Green sketchbook, always with you,yet he never seen you showing him any drawing,you always hide it when he even glance it's way
His brain goes to the worst possiblity,you must be planning on betraying him,are you writing his vulnerable moments ?his secrets?
He goes to the room that he gifted you to be your Art room and he is so bitter,he did all this, worshipped you,gifted you stuff,he loved you god damn it! How dare you..!
You are not in the room, you're somewhere out ,he sent you shopping so he can search the room,he want to storm the room,yet he find the painting you're working on ,a painting of both of you together and he grit his teeth
He looks at the desk ,And behold it's that damn sketchbook!,he walk to it with furry , opening it with even more furry,he expect to see his routine written out,his secrets ,but anger goes down the drain the moment his eyes register what he is looking at
" what the hell? " he mumble as his cigar fall off his mouth from the shock,He is met with a rather very detailed HD 4K drawing of him and you going cowgirl reverse,His cheeks only slightly darken as he flip through the pages and see that There's nothing but straight up erotica art of both of you,some even look familiar to him ,other look so much different than what you both do "since when they are into begin tied down like this..." He mumble to himself as by now he is sitting by the desk flipping through the sketchbook like it's some casual Reading session for him
he seem to be more shameful of the fact he thought you were going to betray him than anything tbh
Will not let you know that he found out what you're drawing in that sketchbook,he is not going to mention it ,nope
He will keep it a secret that he knew , only because he doesn't want to explain how he found it ,he have too much pride to admit he was wrong
Will Fuck you against his desk cuz he never done that but your drawing really inspired him <3
Exactly 6 months and 12 days later ,he will tell you that he want to look at your sketchbook for new ideas for the bedroom without telling you how he figured it out ,you were horrified for sure ,top 5 jumpscare of your life
He Secretly want to have an erotic painting of both of you in his bedroom,will not admit it or tell you about that ,but he think about that often whenever he look at your other family friendly paintings
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Doflamingo
He knew something fishy was going with you and that Pink sketchbook that you keep at arm length from him at all time but never pressed the matter since he is pretty sure it's nothing important to him or anything because you draw some weird shit sometimes and he expected it's that tbh
That's till one time he was going to grab it and you Deadass Grabbed it from HIS hand and told him he can't look at it ,HIM you told HIM he can't do something? Like that made him Petty af ,who tf you think you're to tell him not to do something?
You're his beloved partner,love of his life that's who
He won't press it any further in that moment,will act all understanding and sweet and he is such a perfect man fr kind of attitude<3
Then at 3 am as you're fast asleep ,he moves off the bed in silent,walking to the desk where you keep your sketchbooks hidden,he isn't so quite as he grab the forbidden sketchbook and open it ,he is smug at how easy it was to find it really!
But that smug face is slowly replaced by a rather slightly frustrated face as he see what's inside the sketchbook
He take his glasses off as to make sure what he is seeing is actually what he is seeing " .....huh" he mumble out as he stare at the very naked drawing of himself and you ,it look lewd ,it look so... interesting? "Eh who knew you were into drawing these things ?" He ask lowly as he looks back at your sleeping form" I knew you were a Prevert but this a whole new level " he mumble to himself as he talks about you,he flip through the pages and admire the very neat drawings of him fucking you,he isn't sure if it's quite accurate,he think he is bigger than that for sure
" hey (y/n) " Doflamingo poke your cheek as you sleep,you slowly open your eyes to look at him "what's it love?" You ask as you look at him holding your sketchbook ,oh no, Doflamingo point at the lewd drawing of you sitting on his lap with his dixk out full view "it doesn't look as accurate here,I think you should fix it" he tells you, oh no you think as you hear him criticize your art this early in the morning
Yes this mf will criticize you for drawing his dick wrong ,no cap , He is very picky and prideful and he will not stand at this slander
Tbh knowing this had inflated his ego 100% ,he will not stop teasing you about it till the end of time
Will 100% ask if you want to get a painting of both of you nude together, to hang it in your bedroom
Will keep that sketchbook for himself,You will have to start a new one and keep it a secret cuz he want to start a collection of your art of both of you
Will request you to draw a story of both of you with his kinks involved ,Please he will let you wear his feathers coat šŸ„ŗ
As a whole he is a menace to society and dating him taught you to never be caught slacking fr
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Law
He didn't mean to find it ,He really didn't mean to ,you just have similar notebooks and sketchbooks and this mixed up was meant to happen someday
It was just very unfortunate it happened after you both were separated as law went to join the strawhats and you stayed behind with the crew
Law of course took his important notebooks and without realizing took your small sketchbook that you usually keep away from everyone
Law never questioned it , you're a Artist and you have the freedom to draw whatever you want Truly
But he probably didn't think it was This kind of things
Law was sitting in the room that the strawhats gave him,he was writing down in his journal without much mind till he wanted to use a reference out of his medical sketchbook,he grab a sketchbook that look way too familiar,he realize he mixed up his sketchbook with yours and sighs "I should have checked before taking them... hopefully (y/n) doesn't need to use this for now" He mumble to himself ,for a moment he was going to put it back before he tell himself,hey why not look at the drawings! He misses you after all and your art always cheered him up ,and begin with the strawhats really making him more grumpy by the second
" oh-yeah that's-is that me? " He blur out as he stares at the drawing of law and you kissing with what seem a collar around your neck and you're riding him-"yeah no" his face darken as he close the sketchbook ,he look around as there could be someone watching him look at this " (y/n)... you're....god I don't even know what I will do to you when I get my hands on you" he mumble to himself as he reopen the sketchbook with little shame "I do miss you..." He mumble to himself,you sure won't mind..if he used this for personal reasons..."YO LAW WANT TO JOIN US IN DINNER?" Luffy voice break into the room causing law to close the sketchbook fast " Learn to knock damn it!" He yells at Luffy who is 100% unbothered ,sighs he ain't gonna ever be able to look at it throughly here
He is secretly a Prevert in my humble opinion so he did find this very informative and enjoyable to look through in his lonely nights till you guys could meet again
He Did hand it to you when you both met again with a little grin ,you understood before he said anything, Goodbye your dignity-" let's get to my room,I want to give you more inspiration beloved" he whispers to your ear ,you nod at him with a red face , You are winning fr
He do come around to ask you to draw something specific actually,he will commission you if he have to ,he just think your art style is very neat and he like an ego boost cuz you draw him so well
Do not show him your newer work ,he will get all horny about it as he criticize you,will make you sit in his lap and go through the new sketchbook together while his hand run up and down your thigh
He a lil Prevert but you love him so it's okay
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Kid
He did mean to find it ,He was trying to find it , Because he was 100% sure you are drawing something that you didn't want him to see
since he know Killer found your sketchbook that you Lost and He haven't been the same ever since ,he won't tell him what did he see in that sketchbook and killer been very frustrated whenever kid ask him about it
And he personally took this as a challenge to find what it is ,since you won't tell him,You won't show him and He is so pissed off ,like he is your captain! Just show him god damn it! He want to see what's the big deal behind that sketchbook
It was an eventful night ,he was awake past midnight working in his workshop when he decided it's time to go to sleep ,he get the bedroom he share with you with a tired look,he looks around the room out the habit and BOOM ,his eyes are locked with a Black sketchbook that HE is sure it's the one you're hiding from him,it's on the desk ,you must have forgotten about it
He walks to it with a a wide grin like he won the lottery,he open it prepared to the worst hideous sketches of himself perhaps but he is slightly caught off guard of a drawing of him between your legs looking WAY too realistic
" .........Eeh y-yeah" he let a rather frustrated small noise as he flip through the sketchbook and he is met with some of the most graphic HD 4K art of himself and you doing everything possible, There's things you've never actually done together (yet) and he doesn't even notice the growing heat on his face as he sit on the desk and look through the pages,he can't believe you would do something-actually he can believe it
you were always a bit too creative in your art,it sure won't stop to this,he can't believe that he didn't figured out it was just sex drawings! Heh killer must been frustrated from seeing them since they look so realistic,he think that's the reason as he flip the last few pages and his jaw at the floor as he see something that definitely didn't happen (yet) a few pages of killer and Kid going absolutely ham on you ,Kid closes the sketchbook with a groan,now he is confused,proud, turned on ,Have few new point of view of killer,and it's all your fault "Hey pipesqueak! Wake up,I need you to ride me-"
He didn't actually bring up the fact that he saw what's in the sketchbook to you ,but He did keep it in his mind like good soup
He will now preform even more seductively in bed in hope you draw him looking badass and all that ngl ,he will start snooping around your sketchbooks after every wild sexual interaction with you to see if you were inspired by it or not
Will hint that he know about it but won't outright tell you,it give you anxiety everytime he hint at it ,till you end up confessing about it ,He pretend like he don't care ,It's only because he already seen them all secretly
One night on your birthday you walk into your bedroom with killer and Kid sitting on the bed and kid holding the sketchbook with that one page open
" I was hoping we make this drawing a reality" kid tell you with a smirk "how about you show killer how good you're babe?" Killer is wearing a mask but he is clearly into this as he pat his lap for you to come and sit on it
Let's say the reality was better than the drawing for this one for sure
And this how you three all started dating after years of sexual tension between the two of you and killer
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maginxlia Ā· 3 years ago
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Starring Nanami,Gojo, Toji And Sukuna Ryomen As Fuckboys
Rated R
Contains Foul language and Suggestive themes
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„Directors Commentaryā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ I hope y'all are Staying Safe and Warmā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ The Southern Wonderland is currently covered in iceā„ļø Thank y'all for all the love and Supportā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ warning this shit kinda mean except for Nanamiā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ I love y'all and my ask box is open so talk to me if y'all want to!ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ Ta ta for NowāœØP.S No pronouns in this Bih
Nanami Kento
āœ°He's More like a dedicated Lover than a fuckboy
āœ°He's too mature for immature foolishness and games
āœ°Yet Nanami is too busy for a relationship but he still has needs
āœ°So a fuckbuddy relationship just works best for him at the moment
āœ°Yes y'all only see each other twice a week but those two days are amazing
āœ°You will never see him with somebody else because isn't into mind games And He wouldn't mind if you don't have anybody on the side too
āœ°He takes you out on Expensive dates and buys you the things you want
āœ°He's a Generous Lover! Puts your pleasure before his own and Will make you feel like you're on cloud nine
āœ°But again he's very busy and you barely have him around
āœ°He always takes the time to text you back elaborate long messages
āœ°This man remembers everything about you and often surprises your ass with the things you thought he forgot about
āœ°If you need him just know he'll come running to you boo
āœ°Type of man you can proudly tell Your parents about
āœ°The line between him being your "Buddy" and your boyfriend becomes blurred for the both of y'all
āœ°It's like y'all moved in together out of nowhere one day and started labeling y'all relationship
āœ°But you can't complain he treats you like royalty and adores you with all his heart
Gojo Satoru
āœ°This mans mad diabolical
āœ°He's pretty and he knows it
āœ°He knows the moment he gets you in bed you will be hooked
āœ°Type of Fuckboy who wins you over and put in the hard work to keep you fooled
āœ°Gojo will take you out to dinners, open the door for you, Text your ass back quick and pipe you real good
āœ°Acts like he really is your man and you're the only one for him
āœ°Really have you feeling that there is a secure connection but that Wifi is public and weak Baby
āœ°The streets? He practically lives in them
āœ°Hides his true nature very well tho
āœ°Yes he's fucking others but he does it so sneakily that you will never expect a thing
āœ°If you figure him out just a little he will buy you presents and give more attention to you
āœ°"Babe I'm all yours" while covertly Piping anyone with a big butt and smile headass
āœ°This is all a game to him and he wants to win
āœ°When he's around you, his lock screen is always a picture of you but the moment he leaves your side? Back to the other person he's playing
āœ°He Never talks about y'all future or the status of your relationship
āœ°Will let you post pictures of him in your stories on IG because he likes the risk
āœ°Oddly enough nobody ever tells you they have seen him with someone else
āœ°Be prepared! The moment you catch him slipping or Start drilling him about y'all relationship status is when he gonna text you with "Was I ever your Boyfriend if I never bought you a necklace with my name on it? šŸ„ŗ"
Fushiguro Toji
āœ°Deadbeat Dilf is pure Danger
āœ°Will NEVER approach you he doesn't want to Crease his Black Air Force ones, He wants you to chase him
āœ°He knows that with this strategy you would do anything to keep his interest including letting him fully bum off you
āœ°He's a Free roaming tapeworm
āœ°Gives out a fake name and use a burner phone to contact you
āœ°Comes at least once a week to use your place for food, Warmth and to wash his clothes
āœ°Yes the Man is Immaculate in bed but you have to overlook the fact that he's eaten all your groceries and not chipping in a cent
āœ°"Let me wash and vacuum out your car Babe" Translation Aka he's galavanting around in your car and he's going to bring it back on E
āœ°But his pipe game is amazing and he's sexy
āœ°Hate The Man Love his meat
āœ°When he's away from you he's knockin boots with others who will let him be the parasite he is
āœ°Sadly those Fake names keep his ass safe from getting a beating worth changing for
āœ°Do not bring up exclusivity with him!! This will make him agitated and In the wind until you beg him back
āœ°Yes baby buy me a new pair of black Air forces ones and I might forgive you headass
āœ°Britney never sang about this type of toxicity
āœ°When it all said and done he permanently pull a disappearing act greater than any Magician
āœ°The type of fuckboy who is trouble so he can sense trouble
āœ°He's eating more, Glowing and he's getting sick in the morning
āœ°He's gonna evaporate while you're at work and he's taking your valuables with him
āœ°No matter how long and hard you look for him you will never find him
āœ°Only when your kid does an Ancestry DNA kit and click a leaf do they discover who their father truly is, Toji " The Notorious D E A D B E A T" Fushiguro
Ryomen Sukuna
āœ°Sukuna Let's you know upfront that you're not special cause you're fucking a king
āœ°He'll leave you bruised but not confused
āœ°Going out with this man is a safety hazard
āœ°He constantly got people throwing themselves at him and following him around
āœ°So there's a lot of Springer moments where you got desperate ex flames of his trying to beat your ass like Holm VS Rousey
āœ°This shit is entertaining for him and he's cackling in the background
āœ°Yuuji makes you want to endure this shit
āœ°He's loving, Sweet and considerate while Sukuna is playing your ass like a Rubiks (Shoulda just gone with Yuuji But eh)
āœ°Yuuji takes you to dinner and fun activities while Sukuna is a physical Activity
āœ°He is pissed at Yuuji like what the fuck are you doing Brat? Trying to lead them on or some shit? But it's just Yuuji being his sweet self
āœ°Type of fuckboy who likes to keep all his lovers to one day of the week
āœ°Your Day is Friday while the rest is reserved for the Honeys that will do something funny and he doesn't even have to spend any money
āœ°So yes seeing you around his vicinity on Tiffany Tuesday is a little agitating
āœ°He knows Yuuji will have you hanging around so he has to get over it
āœ°Sukuna doesn't contact you or text you because a King chases no one
āœ°If it's not Friday he acts like you doesn't exist and the shit is really hurtful
āœ°Never gives you gifts and is only with you for his benefit
āœ°Will ghost your ass the moment you want more from him than the bare minimum of being in bed with him because he told you upfront he isn't into all that
āœ°Yuuji still wanna spend time with you much to Sukuna dismay
Likes, Comments, Asks and Reblogs are appreciated and lovedā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ Please donā€™t Steal My Shit
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hoseoksssangels Ā· 4 years ago
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šŸŒ¹Composite observations šŸŒ¹
[DISCLAIMER: everything Iā€™ve written comes from personal experience and observation. It may not resonate with you and itā€™s totally fine! šŸ„° tysm and stay safe!]
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„-A couple with a Gemini rising (in the composite chart) might get mistaken as siblings! (The 3rd house ruled by Gemini, rules over siblings)
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„-A Composite Chart with heavy Pluto aspects either heals you, or breaks you. It depends on how Pluto is aspected in both people own Charts first, also couples that have strong Plutonic relationships share a very very deep spiritual connection with each other.
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„- The asteroid Union in aspect to the North Node. (Conjunction/opposition stronger ) in a Composite Chart means that the couple was meant to unite in this lifetime, (even more so if this aspect is also present in the Synastry Chart)
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„-Scorpio rising Composite might have had or will have sex in their first meeting, if not than they will share very deep personal things with each other.
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„-Juno in the 7th house/Conj. the descendant/1st house or in Libra in a Composite Chart is a strong indicator of marriage.
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„-Saturn conj. Ascendant/1st house. This aspect goes 2 ways. Either one partner will be extremely judgmental, controlling, restricting and cold to the other, or theyā€™ll stick to each otherā€™s sides forever and become one anotherā€™s shoulder to cry on. Theyā€™ll be there when you need them and will 100% be committed to one another. It all depends on how Saturn is aspected. -For example: I have this aspect (in Virgo) with my mother and she literally destroyed my self esteem unfortunately. My mom has always been very judgemental and cold towards me, so I know how brutal this aspect can be. The sign where Saturn falls can make things smoothier for example Libra, Pisces, Taurus, Aquarius and Sagittarius. But Virgo, Capricorn, Scorpio, Leo, Cancer, Aries and Gemini can become really difficult.
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„-Aries Venus in a Composite Chart are the type of couple that you see always flirt and annoy each other in a funny way. Just for the thrill of it.
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„- Chiron in the 4th house in a Composite Chart is usually a red flag. Itā€™ll be most likely that the in laws or parents of one partner wonā€™t be accepting of the other. To be more clear: my friend had to break up with her boyfriend because her parents didnā€™t like him, no matter how nice he was. :(
ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„-Mars in the 7th might lead to a lot of fights and even a divorce, but if there are other supportive planets than the couple will just be very energetic when together.
Authorā€™s POV: YASSS FINALLY I FOUND SOME TIME TO POST AGAIN! I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH! šŸ„ŗā¤ļø hope youā€™re doing well! Thank you guys for the immense support you give me every day, Iā€™m so so grateful šŸ„°ā¤ļø luv ya! <3
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pomegranatearildreams Ā· 3 years ago
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OOOHHH THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULšŸ˜­šŸ’˜šŸ’“ !!! Iā€™m blown away!!! THIS IS STUNNING!!!
The descriptions of them together are so incredibly wonderful and the details to it are spectacular šŸ˜, itā€™s all so soft and sensual and hot and just diviiine šŸ˜šŸ’˜šŸ¤¤ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
Dreams of it just the way both of you had adored: streams of heat cascading down the space where your skin and his meet, as he sinks deep inside your sweet pussy and plows it in sync with your heartā€™s precious beat, pure and passionate. Thatā€™s how he likes to imagine it.
The steam fogs up the glass. Fogs your mind as he rails into you from behind while you melt in his iron grasp, every fierce snap of his hips making you moan and gasp. All the heat of the water is nothing compared to the heat of your soldier. Your breathless face presses against the slick surface as he anchors you with one hand on your shoulder, the other palm leaving its mark on the soft supple flesh of your ass.
Heā€™s the pillar of fucking perfection. Could hold up the whole fucking world on that huge erection. Only your lucky cunt gets the privilege of taking this big iron dick. Like the overhead faucet your core fucking drips, as he pushes the head of his throbbing hard cock into your swollen soft pussy lips. The glass and the tile are slick, yet whenever youā€™re with him you know you wonā€™t trip. Fallen so deep in love you canā€™t slip.
You wrote the emotions so exquisitely šŸ„²šŸ˜, it really got across to me the deep love and adoration they have for each other as well as the hurt of having to be apart for so long šŸ„ŗ
The soul-crushing push of his cock, and the rush of his love is your rock.
Heā€™s come home from war, many times before; was a part of the force before he became yours. But he never knew home till he found you. šŸ„²šŸ’˜šŸ’“
That thump like it longs to jump off of his tongue and pump into you. Swallow him whole, as he follows you into your soul.
Youā€™re the life written into the lines on his palm. The words neither of you has to speak leave a more lasting mark than the images inked on his forearm. These two lines right here are, are ā€¦ I donā€™t even have words, if I say theyā€™re stunning the word ā€˜stunningā€™ just doesnā€™t do your writing enough justice šŸ˜«
Youā€™re perfect. Iā€™m not. But this love hits so deep past his ironclad surface, he makes it and takes it without giving half a shit whether or not he deserves it. šŸ„ŗ
My heart aches for them both šŸ˜­
And I really loved the way you wrote Willā€™s frame of mind in wanting to keep up his strong hardened demeanour through his heart aching from him greatly missing and intensely longing for his beloved reader šŸ„ŗ
the comfort of love heā€™s been craving for such a long whileā€¦ replaced with the bloodstains of battle, the blunt force of trauma and fear. With stark structures of grime-crusted concrete and metal. The grunts of his brothers in arms. In this hellhole the water is coldā€”never hot and rarely even warm. He has nothing to hold. Itā€™s been almost a year, since he last had you near. Yet the image of you in his mind is still clear.
This is the only hour, out here in the shower, when he can go soft without screwing up how iron-solid he has to appear. Heā€™s the picture of pride and of power. The captain of this ship that so many others rely on his prowess to steer. In the field Ironhead plays the part. In the shower heā€™s free to go soft in his heart. But when thinking of you itā€™s just hard.
This is one of my favourite fics ever šŸ˜ I love so much how you wrote their relationship of them loving and missing each other immensely and holding each other very dear šŸ„²šŸ’˜ It really was breathtakingly beautiful and Iā€™m just in absolute awe at how you write such magnificent pieces of writing šŸ„²šŸ˜šŸ¤©šŸ’“
ok so since I can requessttt for you emoji fic fest!!!!
Will Miller my absolute husband and šŸ˜¶ā€šŸŒ«ļøšŸšæšŸ˜© (feeling in the mood for showerā€¦ things šŸ˜‹)
Thanks for your request for my Emoji Fic Fest! šŸ’—
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Shower Hour
Pairing: Will ā€œIronheadā€ Miller x F!Reader Warnings:Ā smut, swearing, shower sex, angst Word Count: ~900 Emoji Prompt: šŸ˜¶ā€šŸŒ«ļøšŸšæšŸ˜© (key words are in bold)
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Itā€™s hard for him not to imagine it.
Itā€™sā€¦ really hard. It was how every day used to start. Of his whole morning ritual that was his favorite part. Now heā€™s out here without you heā€™s gone fucking months without having it.
When he finally comes home he hopes ravaging you in the shower for hours will be his reward. Dreams of it just the way both of you had adored: streams of heat cascading down the space where your skin and his meet, as he sinks deep inside your sweet pussy and plows it in sync with your heartā€™s precious beat, pure and passionate. Thatā€™s how he likes to imagine it.
Everythingā€™s so different here. Clean white marble and tile, the light of your smileā€¦ the comfort of love heā€™s been craving for such a long whileā€¦ replaced with the bloodstains of battle, the blunt force of trauma and fear. With stark structures of grime-crusted concrete and metal. The grunts of his brothers in arms. In this hellhole the water is coldā€”never hot and rarely even warm. He has nothing to hold. Itā€™s been almost a year, since he last had you near. Yet the image of you in his mind is still clear.
He wonā€™t dare shed a tear. Then again if he does itā€™ll just slip down the drainā€”fall again as another dayā€™s rainā€”the salt wonā€™t leave a stain. This is the only hour, out here in the shower, when he can go soft without screwing up how iron-solid he has to appear. Heā€™s the picture of pride and of power. The captain of this ship that so many others rely on his prowess to steer.
In the field Ironhead plays the part. In the shower heā€™s free to go soft in his heart. But when thinking of you itā€™s just hard.
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The steam fogs up the glass. Fogs your mind as he rails into you from behind while you melt in his iron grasp, every fierce snap of his hips making you moan and gasp. All the heat of the water is nothing compared to the heat of your soldier. Your breathless face presses against the slick surface as he anchors you with one hand on your shoulder, the other palm leaving its mark on the soft supple flesh of your ass.
Will is under the water pressureā€”he surrounds you, the shower head spilling its rain on the broad sculpted planes of his back as he pounds you. Youā€™re slipping right under the watertight pleasure, of feeling his powerful presence towering above you and pulsing around you.
The soul-crushing push of his cock, and the rush of his love is your rock. Roots you deep in the earth yet it renders earth heaven and raises you up as it grounds you.
Heā€™s come home from war, many times before; was a part of the force before he became yours. But he never knew home till he found you.
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God, I love you so much. I missed you. Fucking missed you.
Heā€™s home when you touchā€”his heart up in his throat like the very first time that he kissed you. That thump like it longs to jump off of his tongue and pump into you. Swallow him whole, as he follows you into your soul. This love does things to you. Youā€™re only ever home when heā€™s coming to you.
Coming in you.
Itā€™s honestly as if your man never left as the two of you rush home and turn on the showerā€”pick up from when he had you last, as if no time has passed, from that hourā€”months earlier when he had pushed you against the wet glass. In position to ruin you. Pick up right there and just let it continue.
Heā€™s struck dumb, by the fact youā€™re so beautiful he could just cum from the second heā€™s come. Youā€™re the life written into the lines on his palm. The words neither of you has to speak leave a more lasting mark than the images inked on his forearm.
Youā€™re home.
Youā€™re so warm.
Youā€™re so hot.
Youā€™re so gorgeous.
Youā€™re perfect.
Iā€™m not. But this love hits so deep past his ironclad surface, he makes it and takes it without giving half a shit whether or not he deserves it.
Has you facing him for this session, unspoken affection behind his unbroken aggression, as his hands roam over your thighs and your hips, taking you in his grip. Heā€™s the pillar of fucking perfection. Could hold up the whole fucking world on that huge erection. Only your lucky cunt gets the privilege of taking this big iron dick. Like the overhead faucet your core fucking drips, as he pushes the head of his throbbing hard cock into your swollen soft pussy lips. The glass and the tile are slick, yet whenever youā€™re with him you know you wonā€™t trip. Fallen so deep in love you canā€™t slip.
ā€¦ But youā€™re only a wet waking dream, and dreams die, when the bite of reality rips through the seams. Peels away from the field of vision written in his mindā€™s eye. Strip by strip. He steals just one last second and fights backs a scream. Feels it rip.
Youā€™re home.
Youā€™re home.
Iā€™m not.
But someday he will come, and till then dreams of you in this hour are all that heā€™s got.
Waterā€™s cold, but with this dream to hold, in his heartā€”holding onto it hard, ever harder the farther apartā€”coming home to the thoughtā€¦ just for once it feels hot.
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