#it may be rough at times but he's a very loving person towards his s/o and would go to the ends of the world for them

[cerise-on-top]

I am so sick and tired of there being no representation for people like me, so I decided that from here on out, no matter how unrealistic it may be, Ghost is schizophrenic, he's just really good at hiding it from the people who don't need to know.

[thesilmarillionblog]

𓏲 𓂃 L o s i n g Y o u

Part:𝟷𝟼

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Summary: Everything was good as a member of Payback and Soldier Boy's secret girlfriend until the team and your relationship with him began to fall apart due to a new member and her developing relationship with Ben right in front of your eyes.

Pairing: Soldier Boy / Reader

Warnings: +18! (MINORS DNI), angst, hurt, language, mention of sexual assault (the deep, homelander)

Word Count: 5002

A/N: English is not my first language.

* This story is inspired by the song "Losing You" by Dream Evil.

You did your best to ignore Ben throughout the past week, despite the fact that you have not spoken much. Despite your immediate interruption, Ben was eager to continue his conversation with you. Furthermore, with all of the Vought business, things were becoming crazy. Not much had changed with Mindstorm, even though you and Ben continued to appear on TV every night on the news.

Ben was difficult to deal with and had a difficult personality in general. Now he was willing to get a little intimate, and he wasn't pushing you away this time, which left you confused and angry. In the past, you always pushed hard to be with him in every minute and every second, as if you were obsessed with him, even though he was occasionally distant from you when he didn't like being with you. If he had stayed as the same jerk from decades before, it would be simpler.

Actually, you were upset with yourself for allowing yourself to be affected by him. It was quite simple for him to show you compassion and behave as though he genuinely cared about you. It's highly likely that you were the most naive or stupid person to fall for him. You had admitted to him that you no longer loved him, and you weren't even ready to be honest with yourself about it. But at least you knew this: you shouldn't forget the damage that he had done to your heart since it was far more severe and strong than anything he had ever made you feel.

“Hey, it looks like you're deep in thought. Are you alright?” As you two watched a movie together, Annie asked. 

Ben, Hughie, and Butcher had gone shopping before coming back. Ben asked you to go out with them since you haven't left the house for a very long time, but even though you really wanted to go out, you refused to spend time with them, with him in fact. As much as you could hear, Frenchie and Kimiko were in their rooms playing video games.

“I wasn't,” you held your head in a mumble. “Maybe I'm just tired.”

“It seems like you're missing going out,” she said, raising an eyebrow. “You know, things may be a little rough around these places, but you wouldn't be noticed. You can take in some fresh air.”

You gave her a meek grin and lied, saying, “I'm not in the mood.” You were actually itching to leave the house and breathe some fresh oxygen. It was as though you were choosing to be in a cage. “It's better to stay here until things get a bit better at least.”

“I actually don't know if it will though, but let's hope.”

Annie went on, “By the way, I'm sorry for my attitude toward you, weeks earlier. I suppose I was a little impolite, rude, and judgmental of you.”

Her abrupt admission and apology surprised you, but it also made you feel a little better. You whispered, “It's okay; I would be meaner if I were in your shoes. I am aware that trusting someone is difficult.”

“Yeah, but I feel bad about it,” she added, looking shy and placing her hands on her legs. “I should not have treated you the same way since I know how comfortable the firm is with lying to the public about you for the sake of themselves. The things I went through while I was a member of the Seven were similarly horrible. It wasn't right to judge you right away, not when I know the dynamics between the public and the firm and how it feels.” 

Her genuineness toward you made your heart melt. “It's actually not that bad. Don't let it bother you. I'm simply relieved that you don't feel the same way about me anymore.” You asked her gently, wanting to build a connection, “What have they done to you?”

She inhaled deeply, looked around the room as if she were searching for words, and then blurted out, “I am..sexually assaulted.” 

You whispered, “Oh, god,” and supportively touched her hand. “Can I ask... who?”

“I'm not sure if you've seen him on television. The Deep,” she muttered scornfully. “And Homelander is no different than him.”

“Yes, I did see him on television. Fucking bitch fish,” you mumbled. “You mean Homelander is the same as him. Is he also..?”

“Don't tell Butcher that I told you; don't actually mention it ever, but his wife was raped by Homelander.”

Your mouth dropped open in disbelief, and you were silent for a long moment.

“That is.. horrible. I have absolutely no idea what to say.” At last, you murmured, “I can't believe Vought is full of disgusting vile men,” remembering Butcher's expression when you had questioned him about Homelander. He was quite right and had his own reason.

“Yes,” Annie said in a sour tone. “No matter how many decades have passed, Vought is still the same asshole, whether you're a Supe woman or not. In actuality, they have gotten worse.”

“Leaving them behind was the right decision, and having Hughie with you is a gift.” You mentioned their relationship in an attempt to lighten the mood. “He seems like a very gentle and kind guy,” you remarked. “It's a good thing he's not supe. He has to understand who is in charge.”

Annie blushed and laughed when you brought up her lover. “Yeah, he's unlike anyone else. He's one of the key reasons I am here. I'm happy we got to meet.”

“By the way,” she muttered in a lighthearted manner. “What about Soldier Boy and you? It's obvious there is something between you two, even if I know you're going to deny it. Do you have a friends with benefits thing?” 

Confused, you asked, “What is it?”

“Well, it's just a term for people you know who have sex but continue to be friends. You don't grow any feelings or attachments for each other. It's all about sex.”

After considering the phrase she used a moment to reflect, you finally responded, “No, no, actually we are not something like that.” Leaning back in the coach, you whispered, “It's a bit complicated, actually,” as you recalled every memory you had of him. Your cheeks heated and your heart raced as you recalled the last conversation you had with him, the time you orgasmed on top of him. 

Annie may have noticed the shift in the body and smiled slyly, “It's probably not that difficult. But I had assumed that he was with the Crimson Countess. They must have been fan favorites or something.”

Annie's mention of Crimson made you uneasy. Because Ben had chosen her over you, knowing she was gone didn't provide you any comfort. You felt awful, thinking back on those dreadful times and how badly Ben had broken your heart. It was difficult to embrace such memories. 

You murmured, “We were a thing,” and acknowledged it. “Before Countess joined Payback.”

She just exclaimed, “Oh,” in an astonished tone, after realizing what you meant. “He's a vile asshole.”

“Yeah,” was all you said. “So, we are no longer a thing. Until that situation gets solved, I'm just going to hide like this, like a submissive rat. I don't want to deal with anything, but I'm not sure what to do after. Though I sincerely hope you succeed in eliminating the Seven—especially those bastards—I no longer want to be a part of it. I hope you can understand my reasons.”

“Obviously, you don't have to participate in anything or do anything, but your strength and assistance would be really helpful. It will be simple to make amends after Homelander dies, and you'll be free. I only hope Soldier Boy can kill him off. If not, we're not even sure what to do.”

“He made a deal with Butcher and promised him to kill Homelander.” You were aware of Ben's strength, and you could not see any other Supe being able to damage or beat him. “Once he made up his mind for something, Ben never stops until he gets it done.” 

Annie responded, "That's a relief," and she smiled a little. "Hey, let's not miss the movie," she murmured, gazing at the TV.

You nodded and offered her a feeble smile. You quickly grabbed your phone off the pillow when you noticed a notification, glancing at Annie as she got back to eating popcorn and watching TV.

Naturally, it was Ben who sent the message.

“?Do you need something????”

How considerate.

After giving Annie one more look, you leaned back on the coach to take up a more comfortable position.

You typed, “No.” after giving it some thought and then waited for another notification.

He was typing, typing, typing and typing.. It was taking taking him to write something for so long you got frustrated at some point. Then you finally got another notification.

“?Sure?????”

Asshole. Instead of punching your phone, you took a long breath. Although you were itching to argue with him over the phone, you tried to divert your attention to the movie Annie was watching.

You received another notification almost five minutes later. Ben had sent a blinking eye emoji. It seemed as though he was aware of how angry you were at the moment. You let out an irate sigh, grabbed your phone, and informed Annie that you would be in your room.

With a sense of relief that your period had finally ended, you took a shower. Ben knocked on your door, which was already open, and you made a tiny sound to let him in just as you were getting out of the shower, wrapped in a short towel. 

“Hey,” he remarked in a low voice, clearing his throat and quickly shutting the door to ensure that no one would see you half naked and wet. Ben went straight to your room after learning that Annie and Hughie would be staying tonight. It surprised you that he didn't argue with them about his bedroom. “Why is your door open all the time? Someone might have saw you; you're almost naked.”

As you kept using the towel to dry your hair, you rolled your eyes at him. “If someone was watching me, I'd known it, Ben.”

“And,” you said as you raised an eyebrow. “Someone is already watching.”

Ben inhaled deeply as he searched for a way to express how you had managed to rile him up. Okay,.

“It's not the same,” he asserted in a quiet yet assured tone as he observed you discarding the towel you used to dry your hair on the bed and opening the wardrobe to find something to wear. “And why didn't you text me back?”

You muttered, “Tell me how it's different.” and glanced at him as he approached cautiously, his fingertips resting on the furniture. “And well, because I was busy.”

“You already know why,” he remarked, licking his lips as he kept examining your body. Refusing to remember your orgasm on top of him while you were just getting your period was making him hard. Considering that you had never had a period while being together for a considerable amount of time, he questioned why you would now be getting one after all this time. 

You merely replied, “No, I don't know,” hoping to provoke him just a little bit. 

He continued shamelessly, “We fucked and still get off together; that's why, baby,” and you blushed. “Though we are not very active compared to the past, which is upsetting of course.” 

You opened your lips to deny and dispute with him, but you stopped yourself after taking a deep breath. You knew he would try hard to make your cheeks blush even more. 

You found a t-shirt and some underwear, which you put on the bed while you shut the wardrobe. At last, you were able to remember Annie's comments and say, “We were friends with benefits.” 

If you were the same person today, you would actually detest the idea, but since you are more grounded in reality, you can accept the circumstances as they are. In contrast to you, he had never developed feelings for you, which proved Annie. 

“What the hell is that?” Ben asked in an angry tone. He thought your statement sounded terrible and didn't like it at all. Ben sat on your bed as you hurriedly put on your t-shirt and underwear. Ben's hard look on your bare back was palpable. 

“It means engaging in sexual activity without developing an emotional bond. You maintain your friendship while having sex nevertheless.” You essentially gave him an explanation of it as though you'd known about it for a long time. “Getting off together is included.” 

Ben winced as you described the most idiotic and stupid type of relationship as though it were the most ordinary thing imaginable. “Who taught you such stupid stuff?” He asked furiously, unable to help but feel irritated that you weren't bothered by it. 

“Annie told me about it.”

Ben groaned as he removed his shoes and lay down on your bed. “It's not shocking that an ignorant woman is bombarding your thoughts with modern nonsense. I should have known only she could say such a stupid fucking thing. That must be her relationship with Hughie. Fuck, it's not shocking that he can't open his mouth while he is with her. What a fucking weak pussy.”

“Oh, god, don't talk about them in this way. Ben, they have a connection, a real one, a healthy one,” you murmured as he spoke in the most irritating tone imaginable. It was annoying that he didn't even take into account the nature of your previous relationship. “For the record, he is not concealing his relationship with Annie and vice versa. She really did walk out of the Seven. The company most likely had no approval of their relationship.”

“Touché,” he replied, observing your face fall as you sat on the bed and cast a dejected glance in his direction. He continued, “But our relationship was... health too,” when you turned away from him and lay down in bed.

You mumbled, “Sure,” and settled up in bed as comfortably as possible. Ben's huge and strong body was covering the majority of already limited space. It took a lot of work to stay away from him. 

Ben sighed as he watched your back longingly and heard your slow, deep breathing, as if you were holding back all you wanted to say. He was prepared to start over, make adjustments, and put things right even though he knew he deserved your attitude and that it would be preferable to push them beneath the debris, but he wanted you back so badly.

Ben finally murmured, “I care about you,” struggling to find the right words. “Very much.”

Ben tried to tell you how he felt, but it was difficult because you were constantly pushing him away. 

You quickly turned to face him since you didn't want to look at the walls any longer. “Did you care about me when you fucked Countess?” 

“Oh god, I didn't even fuck her,” he exclaimed harshly as soon as you brought up the redhead wily bitch. Because Stan Edgar was causing so much trouble, he should have killed him. 

When he revealed that he hadn't fucked Crimson before, you gasped. You just kept staring at him in bewilderment and surprise, as though you were about to dispute with him. You managed to whisper, “Liar,” not sure if he was telling you the truth or not. 

With an upset voice, he added, “Fuck, I'm not lying,” and he placed his right hand under his head. “I was told to have a relationship with her for the media by Stan fucking Edgar. Son of a bitch.” 

Ben was telling you the truth, and you could tell by the look in his eyes. You had no idea what to say at all because he was acting so very serious right now. You always assumed they were going all the way since they were always kissing when they were together and posing for pictures with the media. 

“Why didn't you tell me this before?” you asked, glancing out the window behind you as Ben hesitated. 

“I know, it's still unfair,” Ben said, attempting, though he was never very successful, to express himself. “I wasn't fair to you. You remain the last woman I have touched, even after all this time. I'm not sure if that means anything now. That's all I need you to know.”

You mumbled, “It's still cheating, Ben.” After his admission regarding Crimson, words were difficult to come by. You didn't want to admit it, but it did feel a bit better knowing he didn't touch Crimson Countess.

Ben opened his mouth to deny it, but then he sighed as he saw your look, which was a mix of disappointment and sorrow. There was no turning back to undo the damage he had done. What was done was done. He only hoped he could figure out a way to get your love back the way it used to be—with all of your devotion, passion, honesty, and loyalty. 

You asked gently, almost in a desperate tone that would make you loathe yourself, “Why did you leave me?”

As he saw how vulnerable you were, Ben softened his gaze and shifted positions in the bed, hesitantly moving closer to your face. Thankfully, you didn't even flinch, instead looking at him expectantly, as if you were ready to forgive him and let everything go. But he was aware that you were not yet prepared for that. You needed time, and he could give you everything you needed.

Ben found it difficult to speak as his fingers gently traced your hand. When he finally confessed, “Stan Edgar knew our relationship,” he was unwilling to tell you how much he was mistaken about you and how manipulating he was about you at the time.

You asked gently, “Did he want you to be with Crimson?” as if you understood him. 

It wasn't necessary for you to know how Stan Edgar found out about you. It would be shocking if Stan was unaware of you and Ben during the final months of your relationship because you two were acting quite recklessly. 

“Yeah,” he responded simply, meeting your eyes with his darkened ones. He seemed ready to act as he continued to study your wet lips and hair. 

His face continued to inch closer to yours as his one hand traced around yours, but you remained motionless. He was cautiously gauging your response every second. 

You mumbled, “Yet,” unable to stop your heart from racing when he was that close. “I don't want to love you ever again.”

With a groan, his soft lips found yours before you could even finish your sentence, and you were left wondering who started the kiss first.

When he eventually realized you had kissed him back, even if it seemed like your kisses were doubtful and ghostly, his hard and tight hands on yours loosened. His tongue slipped into your mouth as he noticed you were willing to go one step further, intensifying the kisses.

When your hands came to rest on his thick beard, it was unclear who was moaning more loudly in the other's mouth. The way he kissed you was different from the other kisses you shared; it was more intimate, but there was still this passion. Perhaps it was because it had been too long.

This time, Ben's hands weren't as strong or harsh; instead, they were surprisingly patient, understanding, and caring.

Your hands stopped behind his thick neck and slid to his powerful and warm chest, and he slowly pushed you against the pillow and went on top of you, making sure everything was done correctly and that you were completely alright with it.

For a brief time, you withdrew yourself to catch your breath while your hands lingered around his clothed chest, perhaps in anticipation of his response. As you both gasped deeply, his swollen lips waited on yours. You both gave a loud groan as soon as he pressed his hardness between your legs. Your legs involuntarily spread a little to give him space to move, and your heart began to race.

His lips were waiting on yours as his hands were fisted in the blankets, but he wasn't kissing you as if he were savoring this private time. He remained motionless and patient as you lifted your hips in an attempt to create friction.

He pulled his hips back, and before you could complain, he smacked his clothed hardness between your legs, causing you to gasp and grab onto his back with your fingers, holding onto his t-shirt. He went above you, but he didn't keep kissing you; instead, you were only touching lips and quietly moaning at one another's mouths. 

With a grumble, he pulled back his hips and gave your covered pussy another firm stroke. “Do you like this?” he asked as he repeated the movement.

Rather than responding verbally, you nodded in agreement and waited for him to continue. 

Ben stopped moving, gave you the command, “Tell me,” and waited on top of you.

You elevated your hips to create the same friction once more and muttered, “Yes,” weakly.

Your body needed to relax even though you weren't sure if you were ready for sex. Ben and his supe hearings have recently made your fingers unfamiliar with your pussy.

With one hand slipping under your t-shirt and his eyes fixed intently on you, he repeated, “Do you need me to make you come?”

Ben's hands carefully lifted your t-shirt. When your tits were exposed to his sight, he ran his fingers over one of your nipples, which made you gasp. 

He observed you intently, picking up on every facial emotion you made as he caressed your nipple. 

With a rough voice, he said, “You like it when I play with your tits, don't you?” Taking pleasure in watching you try to get some friction from his hardness by desperately lifting your hips to meet his. He was aware of your precise needs. “If you tell me to suck your nipple, I will.”

You gave him a quiet sigh into his mouth and pleaded with him with your eyes. He was enjoying seeing you like this, at his mercy. He knew exactly what you wanted. Even though Ben didn't do anything at all, you felt so close, even if it was difficult to force yourself to come. Being that near to him and tense while he was merely fiddling with your tits was embarrassingly good. 

“Tell me, baby.” You gasped in delight as he said, “I'll do anything you want,” and put his thumb to your hardened nipple. 

Please,” you eventually pleaded, desperately staring into his eyes. 

Ben sighed, grinned a little, lowered his head to rest on your body, kissed your breast, and started to suck so hard your entire body shook with ecstasy. Your hips lifted in anticipation as your fingers closed on his hair, forcing his head against your tits even more.

The sounds of wetness flooding the room as Ben was moaning around your nipple was filthy. As he played with your nipple with his tongue and licked it, his other hand gave you a hard squeeze, and you felt your walls tighten.

“Oh, Ben,” you let out a loud cry. He groaned loudly in delight as you pulled his messy hair. Your face reddened, and your heart began to rush rapidly.

This time you groaned in protest when he withdrew. You gasped sharply, leaving you on edge with burning cheeks as you glanced at Ben. Your fingers trembled in his hair.

Ben smiled at you because he could see you were desperate for him to continue, and he could also smell your swollen, aroused pussy leaking under your underwear.

With a quick sigh, he exclaimed, “Let me go down on you,” causing your eyes to widen. “I fucking need you to cum in my mouth so bad right now.”

His suggestion made you feel so shy that you released your grip on his hair and put your hands on his chest. 

You said, “But we... didn't do such thing before,” unsure of if he was really willing or not.

As he adjusted your t-shirt as he added, “I know, I know, that's my fault,” and then his fingers stopped on your underwear. “That's something I need to fix immediately.”

He kissed you firmly on the lips after noticing your hesitant and bashful expression and waited for you to answer. “Let me make you come.” 

You nodded briefly to him after a while and anxiously awaited his next move. You were a little anxious since you didn't know if he would really want it or would back out in the middle because he hadn't gone down on you before. 

Between kisses, Ben leaned down on your body and murmured, “Look at me,” causing you to gasp in shock as he planted a wet kiss on your covered pussy. You couldn't decide if his touch was making you too sensitive or too responsive. It felt like there was a lot of leaking beneath your underwear. 

He placed your legs on his shoulder and pulled your panties aside, revealing your wet pussy to his eyes and making you flinch for a moment while you continued to stare at him with flushed cheeks.

Excitedly, you put your hands on the sheets and waited for him to continue.

Before you could react, his warm lips reached your pussy lips. You gasped and tried to move your hips, but he stilled your body as he proceeded to kiss your clit. “Fuck, I missed your beautiful little wet cunt so much,” he muttered.

Ben's balls were hurting and his thick cock was twitching beneath his boxers, but he did his best not to remove it and stroke himself while he used his lips to fuck your swollen pussy. Now, your needs took priority.

Ben began to suck your pussy with a full tongue as you squeezed your lips together and clenched your hands into fists. You tried to shift your legs away from his shoulders, but he stopped you right away and sucked harder.

You let out a loud gasp as your hands found his hair and pulled his head closer, pressing it even closer to your pussy, just as Ben suddenly pressed his tongue into your hole. For an instant, you sensed his lips curled around your pussy, and he proceeded to fuck you with his tongue. Your voice was shaky as you began to murmur his name, your back arched.

Your legs trembled on his shoulders as he waited for your cum to fill his lips, pressing his tongue even farther into your hole. You began to cum into his mouth with a loud moan, unable to hold back yourself any longer. You were under so much pressure in that instant that you were about to cry for two reasons: excitement and embarrassment at not being able to contain yourself for even two minutes. You were unsure of the previous time your climax had struck so strongly.

You tried to push his head away from your body and adjust yourself, but he held you firmly and let you ride your orgasm into his mouth to the very end. “I'm sorry,” you muttered in a panicked and embarrassed manner. 

He planted a hard kiss on your clit, cleaned you off with his mouth, and adjusted your underwear when your orgasm subsided and felt too sensitive. 

“You taste so fucking sweet, I should have done this sooner,” he remarked, kissing your forehead for a long time after licking his lips. Though Ben's cock was hurting under his sweatpants and he was extremely hard, he knew that his desires could wait and that this wasn't the exact moment. 

While Ben's hands waited on the both side of your belly softly, you made a move to get rid of him, but he gently stopped you, saying playfully, “Hey, wait wait, what about a pillow talk?”

“I need to clean myself,” you murmured weakly, still feeling shy for letting yourself go in his mouth without a warning and too soon.

“I've already cleaned you up good, baby. You don't have to be worried about that.” He waited on top of you, with a smile on his face. Both of your hearts were still racing.

“Sorry,” you muttered shyly. “I didn't- couldn't warn you.”

“Come on,” Ben exclaimed, grinning broadly and sincerely. “I already tried to make you cum in my mouth. You did incredibly well. That's something I can do every night.”

He moved both of your bodies in the bed when you stopped moving beneath him. Without a word, you turned your back on him before he could embrace you. 

Ben moved to get close to you and held you in his powerful arms despite the bed's small size. You weren't strong enough to be hurt again, but your heart melted when his hands paused on your stomach and he hissed again behind your head. 

Knowing that his compassion was always accompanied by cruelty, you answered, "That doesn't make a difference, Ben. I still don't want to love you." 

Rather than responding to you straight away, he took a big breath, gripped your body tightly, and said, "I know."

Next Chapter

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Sam Winchester NSFW Alphabet

I needed some Sam recently so why not an NSFW Alphabet :) enjoy :))

Rating: MINORS DNI 18+

A= Aftercare (what they're like after sex)

Sam first thought after sex is you. How you are feeling, are you sore? etc. He is very sweet and makes sure to cuddle you for a little while before cleaning you up and giving you anything you need before even thinking of himself. You come first. Always.

B= Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and their partners)

Even though he might not like to admit it. He is very confident in his body. He is most confident in his hands. Mostly because of how his fingers have an effect on you.

Sam loves everything about you, but if he had to choose he loves the way your hips are curved, so it is easy to grab you ;)

C=CUM (Anything to do with cum basically... I'm a nasty person.)

If you gave him an okay, he would always cum in you. The way it drips out of you turns him on more.

But, if he couldn't that way he loves seeing it on your tits or face.

D=Dirty Secret

Sam loves when he comes down your throat as you give him a blow job.

E= Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they are doing?)

He may not be as experienced as Dean but he is experienced nonetheless. You will know everything about his past before you have had sex for the first time, but let me tell you he definitely leaves you wanting more after every time.

F= Favorite position (Goes without saying)

Missionary- him between your legs, your legs around his waist locked together. Up close and personal. He loves seeing your face full of pleasure.

Doggystyle- Remember when I said he loves holding your hips? He loves this position.

G= Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? or are they humorous)

He is mostly serious. It's a very serious moment of passion and intimacy for both of you.

I= Intimacy (How are things during the moment, romantic aspect.)

His hands never leave your body, he is very handsy and grabby but he always never leaves his lips off your body.

J= Jack off (Masturbation head canon)

It's not often that he does, in the line of work he does. But, when you are separated he may get one or two out of thinking of you. Or even calling you for help ;)

K=Kinks

Sam loves being dominate towards you. Choking you and edging you.

He also has a bit of a breeding kink. Just the thought of you being pregnant with his child makes him more turned on.

L= Location (where you guys would do the deed)

Sam is a very private guy, so any place that is private like his room is ideal.

But, he has taken the impala for a spin...if you know what I mean.

M= Motivation (What turns them on, or gets them going)

When you wear nothing but his shirt and he sees you with a book, immediately turned on.

N= No (Something they wouldn't do, or turns them off)

Anything that would bring you any pain. You are his love and seeing you in pain is his worse nightmare.

O= Oral (Do they like giving, receiving, both?)

Sam is an Oral god...he loves giving it and watching your face come from pleasure and knowing he is the one doing it.

He loves when you give him a blowjob, it gives him another time to relax.

P= Pace (Are they slow? Fast and rough?)

It really depends on the mood. He can certainly go rough and fast but if you requested gentle and slow. You got it.

Q=Quickie (Their opinion on it, how often would they have one)

Sam is a quickies fan even though he doesn't do them often. But, if you and him have time for a quick fix he is all for it.

R-Risk (Are they risky?)

In Sam's line of work, the risk is dangerous. He don't need it in the bedroom.

S=Stamina (How long can you last? How many rounds?)

Sessions with Sam are so hot and heavy, yall be lucky to have three rounds.

T=Toys (Do you guys own toys? Do they use them?)

You guys own a vibrator which is rarely used, You guys both can satisfy with what you get from each other.

U=Unfair (How likely would they tease)

Let's be honest, You would be the one that would that would tease. But, when Sam had enough of the teasing he would definitely let you know.

V= Volume (How loud are they)

Sam doesn't make much noise but expects a lot of heavy breathing. Low growls and grunts.

X=XRay (What's going on down there)

Sam is a big boy, and I don't just mean his height. You can expect that he is bigger than average.

Y=Yearning (How high is their sex drive)

Despite him big majorly quiet and hiding behind a book, Sam's Drive is higher than you would think.

Z=ZZZ. (How fast he would fall asleep)

He would fall asleep a bit after you did.

[kittysarchive]

Pro's and con's of dating Enhypen

warnings- none? hyung line rn

Heeseung pro's

Heeseung is really good at multi-talented! this could mean many things but one thing for certain, he loves dancing with you, singing to you or with you and may even make a song for you!

Heeseung is also laid back so you can get pretty comfortable and lazy with him. This means fights should be rare in your relationship, as who would start them?

He is also a great listener! With his laid back personality and being a great listener, he is always there for you to talk about your worries or even if you want to share something funny. Heeseung is also very understand g so don't ever feel like no one gets you because he does.

Heeseung con's

Heeseung can be hard on himself so while this may not be a con, he will need extra support if he is stressed or feeling overwhelmed. Again this is never a bad thing but compared to his mostly laid back personality, an s/o who is good at comforting or at least's understands would help him get through his rough patches.

Heeseung can sometimes want his own time so when he goes quiet, he just wants to be left alone like chill on his phone or even watch a show by himself.

Jay pro's

Jay is outgoing and confident so this can not only mean that he is fun to be around, but because he knows himself well, this can create a secure relationship because he is mature.

Jay also has a good fashion sense! He knows when to be lazy and wear daggy clothes but he really knows how to dress up. This can be seen as a con as it's not only good when to know what to wear, but he is whilling to help you pick out matching outfits!

Jay con's

Jay's strong personality could lead to fights and/or arguments because of his strong opinions and ideas.

He also has a 'fiery' personality. Mostly seen as his assertive side, this turns into a con as in arguments, it could become intense.

Jake pro's

He is so sweet! Jake is such a green flag cos he is so sweet, caring and so so so warm! Jake truly loves you and Jake is also very affectionate.

Jake is a pet lover. It may be a pro? For those who have pets or don't but still love them, then it'll be a pro! Not only does Jake have his own dog, Layla but he is so soft towards every pet.

Jake con's

Jake can be shy and reserved at times which is all fine, but when you first start dating or on your first few dates, it could be awkward. It won't take long for him to open up to you, but he could be painfully shy on the first date.

As most of us are, Jake is an over thinker. Because of this, he could cause unnecessary worry or anxiety in the relationship.

Sunghoon pro's

Sunghoon is calmmmmm so whenever your in a stressful situation, Sunghoon will be able to handle it with showing minimal panicking.

He is so loyal! Not only will he make you feel cherished in the relationship, but he will care for you so well. Sunghoon truly loves you, so he will make you feel safe and cherished in the reltaionship.

Sunghoon is pretty athletic so that could mean many fun dates! Such as ice skating, snow boarding to even going swimming. Sunghoon would love to try new things with you, and as someone who is athletic, he could make you feel safe while you try these new things.

Sunghoon con's

Sunghoon has his own way of showing you his love, and because his is not very expressive about it, it could become a con. With him being reserved, he struggles to open up so an s/o would have to be patient with him.

Sunghoon can be pretty quiet and introverted. So, a talkative s/o may struggle since Sunghoon has his quite moments.

[baby-yongbok]

hiii since you were asking for suggestions, may i request bf!chan being pissed by bumping into their s/o chatting with their ex? i’ve been thinking about this scenario for a while since i don’t know if he would play cool and then be mad for a whole week or would alfa the situation

Thank you for the ask, bestie! When I think of Chan seeing you talking to your ex my first thought is Jealous!Chan. I feel like he's a bit of a possessive person even if he doesn't really mean to be but he does it from a place of pure love and a bit of fear. I feel like he wouldn't know what to do with his emotions until some time has passed... You'll see what I mean lol anyway, Hear me out...

Jealousy, Jealousy

Word Count: 1099

Genre: Fluff with a sprinkle of angst? like just a tiny sprinkle

✨Masterlist✨

Chan wanted to surprise you. You had been having a rough time balancing work and classes lately so he wanted to do something special. He had it all planned out, he was going to get food from your favorite place and your favorite flowers to make you smile. He knew that if he went to a particular strip mall that he could pick everything up in one go and get home before you got back from studying. He crossed the busy street stepping onto the curb when he saw it. Honestly, he wished that he was hallucinating, he wished that maybe it was just a girl that looked a lot like you - too much like you. 

Unfortunately, his wish wouldn't come true today. You stood there with your backpack hanging on your shoulder as you casually chatted with your most recent ex. The two of you didn't end on bad terms but that didn't matter to Chan, he didn't like the way your ex looked at you and ghosted a touch to your shoulder every time you would say something the slightest bit amusing. Everyone knew that Chan was a bit possessive but what he felt in this moment was a bit more than that, there was a small pool of anger bubbling inside of him that he couldn’t seem to control. 

Before he knew it he was stalking towards you, shoulders back and chest slightly puffed out to assert his dominance. He reached the two of you before you even saw him coming, his hand possessively finding a home on your shoulder and pulling you back into him. He took you by surprise and from the look on your ex’s face he was quite taken aback too.

“Baby, I thought you were coming home after studying.” Chan says not completely looking at you. His gaze was semi fixed on your ex and the way his eyes scanned Chan’s frame, he hated every second that the two of you stood in front of him but what he hated even more is that you welcomed it.

“Oh, yeah I - uh just ran into an old friend. Chan this is -” You’re cut off by Chan’s voice, his tone assertive and uninterested.

“I know who this is.” He looked down at you with burning eyes and you knew exactly what that look meant, he was angry. “We should really get going, come on y/n” 

Without another word or glance from Chan he tightened his grip on your shoulder and guided you away from your ex not even giving you the chance to say goodbye. It’s not like you would anyway, you knew better than to get on Chan’s bad side and since you already seemed to be there you didn’t want to push it. 

“Chan what was -” He glared at you and you stopped mid sentence deciding not to try to talk to him just yet. This was a conversation to have at home and nothing in the world could explain how much you dreaded what was to come. 

“So we just talk to our exes now?” Chan asked as he closed the door behind you both. You hadn’t even gotten to take both of your shoes off yet and the dreaded conversation was already beginning. 

“Baby, we just ran into each other as I was leaving the cafe. He was literally telling me all about his new girlfriend and I was telling him about you, my lovely and very jealous boyfriend.” Chan’s face twisted at your statement. His arms crossed and his gaze was fixed on the hardwood floor for a second before he spoke up. 

“I am not jealous, y/n” He stalked past you and took a seat on the couch avoiding eye contact with you. “I’m angry, I’m not jealous.” 

You followed him, taking a seat in the free space next to him. “What exactly are you angry about?” You ask with furrowed brows. You lay a hand on his shoulder and smooth reassuring circles into it.

“I’m angry that you were speaking to him! I’m angry that he looked at you, that he smiled at you. I’m angry that you were standing there with him instead of being home with me… I’m.. I’m just..” Chan’s voice got smaller and smaller as he processed the words that were coming out of his mouth. A small sympathetic smile ghosted your lips as you allowed him time to process his emotions.

“Fuck.” He whispered sharply before laying his head back against the couch. “ I am jealous… aren’t I?”

“Yeah, baby, I think that you are.” You lay your head on his shoulder and his hand finds its way to your thigh giving it a tight squeeze that you know is meant to be apologetic. You appreciate it as the two of you sit in silence for a minute or two. 

“I’m sorry…I’m not usually the jealous type I just… when I saw you talking to him it felt like all of my defenses went up and I just couldn’t stand the thought of him trying to get you back. My imagination went wild and I just didn’t want to lose you.” You shifted a bit, placing yourself in his lap and snaking your arms around his neck as he lifted his head to look at you. His lids were low and you could sense a bit of shame in his voice. 

“I understand, Channie. I probably would’ve gotten a bit jealous if you were talking to your ex too, but that’s okay cause you know what that means?” He looked up at you with furrowed brows and shook his head. “That means that you love me and I love you too, more than you will ever know. People get jealous sometimes, it’s natural, we just have to make sure that it doesn’t consume us and we have to trust that our other half won’t hurt us.” 

Chan shakes his head, taking in your words and processing them slowly. “ You’re right, y/n… I’m sorry for all of that. I trust you with all of my heart and I promise I’ll get better with that.”

“I forgive you, Channie, everything is fine.” You lean down, resting your head in the crook of his neck as the two of you hug and share some deep breaths. 

“But like, next time I’d rather you walk right past him. Kinda like he’s invisible ya know?”

“Don’t ruin the moment, Chan. We were getting somewhere.” You smile against his neck and he lets out a faint chuckle. 

“Okay okay, I’m just kidding… kinda.”

[mysadcorner]

May I please request headcanons for Bruce, Dick, and Damian overhearing their female S/O singing one of her favorite songs and showing great talent?

Batfam x Singing!Reader Headcanons

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Bruce Wayne

• When Bruce first catches you singing he tries to act normal about it, and not give much of a reaction so that you don’t get startled or embarrassed if your shy about people hearing you. He wants to enjoy hearing you so subtle encouragement is the route he’ll take to keep you singing.

• If you’re unaware that he can hear you or that he’s standing nearby, he’ll stay quiet and just listen, trying not to interrupt you or the things you were doing at the time. Once you did realise he was there, he would simply tell you to keep going and to not be bothered by his presence. After all, if you’re so close it should be normal to be comfortable around each other.

• Bruce enjoys your singing mainly as it signifies that you’re at peace at the time, and notices that you don’t sing as much after stressful situations. Bruce does enjoy hearing you sing though and will immediately miss hearing it at home when times have been rough or you’ve had to leave for a little while for work or personal reasons.

• He’ll ask you to do it more often, usually when the two of you are doing something quiet together, like “attempting” to cook together or simply spending time around one another without anyone else in the family around to bother you. He understands if you don’t want to do it all the time around him, but he’d prefer if you did since he likes to listen to you so much.

• Bruce gets himself into a routine of hearing you sing when you’re by yourself when he comes back home to the manor at the end of the day, just a few hours before he goes on patrol. If he can’t hear you once this routine has been established then he’ll be immediately worried and jump to conclusions that something may be wrong even if nothing is, you may just be preoccupied with something thats distracted you and will only settle once he’s seen you or heard your voice again.

Dick Grayson

• When Dick firsts hears you sing he’ll be quiet about it only for a little while and will enjoy hearing you before confronting you about it with a direct compliment. He’ll probably ask why he hasn’t heard you sing before and may even turn the situation into a bit of a joking matter just to have you relax about it and not feel stressed about you accidentally being heard.

• Luckily, if Dick does catch you singing while unaware of his presence it won’t stay this way for long, as he’ll openly be around you while you song once you’ve gotten used to him hearing you. This often comes with him smiling and joining in if he’s in a good mood and not too tired from Gotham’s problems.

• Dick really enjoys your singing and will often join in as he loves to sing too, and often the two of you have very similar music tastes when it comes to music that is good for singing along to. He’ll openly express how good you are, but will of course keep this private if you ask him to as he doesn’t want to put you out of your comfort zone when other people are around.

• He would think that encouraging you to sing would be a possible good boost towards your confidence and self image, even if these things were already pretty good. Everyone should receive encouragement, and Dick is always one to push you towards the things you like to do no matter how small it may be.

• Dick ends up getting used to hearing your singing when he’s around the house as he’s so used to you being relaxed enough to sing. He loves hearing it every time and tries not to bother you too much, and it usually helps him settle down after a long day too.

Damian Wayne

• Damian doesn’t think much about your singing as he knows that everyone has their own habits, especially when he’s had to live around the batfam for so long. But after a while it grows on him and he’s glad to hear it whenever you start singing to yourself.

• If he catches you unaware of his presence then he’ll slowly make himself known and give you a simple compliment about your singing. He doesn’t want to startle you but also wants you to know that your singing doesn’t bother him in the slightest.

• The more you sing the more he enjoys it, and eventually it becomes the norm for him to hear it. He’s very straightforward about his views and will immediately let you know how much he likes your singing even though he knows you aren’t actively looking for compliments.

• He will ask you to do it more often when times have been rough and he wants a sense of normality around his home again. And he genuinely enjoys hearing it, so it’ll be a pleasure for him to hear it more often when the two of you are in private.

• If the two of you have supposedly had a good day and he doesn’t hear you singing then he will assume that something may be wrong, even if that’s not the case. Afterwards, he’ll ask you directly as to why you may not be singing as you usually are which leads you to realise that he’s associated your singing with your general happiness.

[rottingpirate]

Brahms Heelshire sfw alphabet

A = Affection (How much affection do they give their s/o)

The definición of clingy. Very affectionate and he likes to show it by constantly being around you and watching you. He really likes to hold your hand and would love to know how your hand fits in his.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

You were probably trying to get hired as the nanny. He liked how nice and sweet you were towards the doll and he decided then and there that you were the one. In the beginning he didn't realize that he was falling in love.

His people skills are rough but as a friend he would be, like I said, clingy. Always there, always watching and when he gets more comfortable around you then he's always hugging you. The friendship will last until one of you dies.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How?)

D = Domestic (Can they cook or clean?)

He loves to cuddle. Brahms will silently creep into your room while you sleep and just hold you. Won't let you go after that for a long time. Down to be the little spoon or the big spoon, but prefers to be the little spoon. He likes being cuddled.

Other than that, he likes to use you as a pillow. He likes to rest his head on your chest so you can play with his hair.

No. Boy will struggle to understand how a fucking vacuum works for the first time. It's frustrating but also amusing to watch him try to peel a potato or cut onions for the first time. Personally I wouldn’t trust him with a microwave. He does get better after watching the way you do things and mirroring you. 

E = Ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

Let's not think about these things here :)

F = Fiance (how do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Brahms doesn't completely get the concept of marriage, however he does understand commitment, and he is indeed loyal. He wouldn’t mind it, but also not something he thinks about. He gives it time and doesn’t bother rushing it.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Emotionally? so-so. He’s not going to be aggressive with it, but he always wants to make sure you know where he stands. Physically? He likes to pick you up and spin you around.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

He's very into cuddles and hugs and stuff. Brahms loves hugs and physical contact. The king at giving bear hugs. When he gives big hugs they are so warm and snug, he doesn’t let go for a long time. Hugs you all the time, like it becomes embarrassing at some point. 

I = I love you ( how fast do they say the L-word?)

I think he would write it down. He confessed it in a letter. Even after knowing you for so long, the prospect of saying it aloud for the first time was mildly terrifying. The words seemed impossible, even after so long together. There are so many ways he can show you he loves you, so he doesn’t really care to say it. 

J = Jealousy (how jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Very easy to spot by his face and body language. Aggressively sensitive and insecure. When he gets jealous he wants everyone to know that he is yours and you are his.

K = Kisses (what are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

He’s inexperienced in the beginning, but he does learn quickly. Brahms likes all sorts of kisses, it really just depends on the time, place, and his mood. Usually, anything goes as far as he's concerned. He really loves to kiss you on the cheek though. 

L = Little ones  (how are they around children)

He doesn’t hate kids but he doesn’t exactly like them either. He doesn’t have any experience with kids and neither does he want any. He thinks if there's other kids around then you'll give them more attention and focus than him.

M = Morning  (how are mornings spent with them?)

Relatively quiet. If you don’t have plans for the day, mornings with him may be pretty lazy. You two will stay in bed late while listening to some classical music.

N = Nights (how are nights spent with them?)

Brahms is snuggly. Goodnight kisses. He's begging every night for a little goodnight kiss so you better give him some. He will come sleep next to you when he has nightmares, but like, he sleeps next to you regardless so it doesn’t really matter. "Can I sleep next to you? I had a nightmare :( "

If he can't sleep, then he just likes to stand near your bed and watch you. He'll stand there for hours listening to your breathing.

O = Open (when would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

Definitely slow to reveal things about himself. Always has an air of mystery to him. Man has been in survival mode for the last two decades so whether he trusts you depends on how long the two of you have known each other for. If Brahms trusts you enough he might trust you enough to take the mask off but even after that he prefers to keep it on.

He doesn’t like revealing things about himself in fear of scaring you away or simply because he doesn’t want you to know them.

P = Patience (how easily angered are they?)

He doesn’t get angry for small things, actually he rarely gets angry with you. It’s mainly when you do something he considers stupid.

Q = Quizzes  (how much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

Brahms has a surprisingly good memory for the important things. But not so much for the mundane things. He’ll remember that self-loathing comment you made off-hand weeks ago, about how you’re obnoxious, or you’re stupid. He remembers all those little things, the warning signs, the red flags that something serious is going on that you’re not really talking about but it’s leaking out anyway.

For the mundane things like. “Can you go take a shower?” He has a harder time remembering. 

R = Remember (what is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

Like I said, he remembers important things. He remembers the first time you two hugged, cuddled, and even held hands.

S = Security (how protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Brahms is 1000% protective. Doesn’t matter how strong and capable you are, he'd prefer to have you close and safe. 

T = Try  (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

He would put in so much effort and blush when you acknowledge it. His gifts are usually random like a shiny rock he found but he looks so happy when he gives it to you, that you end up liking it too. He also likes making little trinkets or sewing little gifts for you.

U = Ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs?)

Sometimes he can be a little distant. It isn’t a major issue, but sometimes he just disappears into the walls for a while. He never means it of course, but sometimes he just needs to be alone to think. 

V = Vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)

He’s quite insecure about how he looks but that doesn’t stop him from not showering or bathing. You have to bargain with him and give him rewards for washing himself and then he will start showering more than once every three weeks.

W = Whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)

I don't think so. He’d be just fine without you, but he does want to be loved and appreciated. He might feel empty and sad but don’t we all feel that? He would feel kinda lonely. 

X = Xtra (a random headcanon for them)

He’s a huge craftsman. 

Not a headcanon but please get him some nice shoes. MY BOY IS LIVING BAREFOOT IN THE WALLS.

Y = Yuck (what are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

He hates mean and rude people. 

Z = Zzz  (what is a sleep habit of theirs?)

Brahms loves to lay his head on top of your chest, he is touch starved he damn near clings to your body every night. He craves that closeness and contact since he met you, and he sleeps so well with you as his pillow, blanket and plushie all in one.

[suvidrache]

Baraka NSFW Alphabet

age in bio when interacting. minors do not interact.

Word Count: 666 / Read it on AO3 | Offline Version

A: Aftercare - What they're like after sex?

- This being his second time, he's not quite sure what to do. You'll have to tell him. He'll either be up for another round or sleep.

B: Body Part - Their favorite part of themselves/you?

- His arms or his cock. It's the least terrifying thing about him. Also, he's pretty big, and in Outworld, the bigger the better. For you, it would be your legs.

C: Cum - Taste, texture, etc?

- Salty and an almost grey color

D: Dirty Secret

- His sense of smell is great. He'll know when you're turned on and he loves that smell. From time to time, he may tell you that you smell great.

E: Experience - How much experience do they have?

- He slept with Mileena before, it wasn't a very enjoyable experience.

F: Favorite Position

- Doggy style. That way, you don't have to see his terrifying face. He will, however, do other positions if you're 100% sure and okay with it.

G: Goofy - How are they: serious, funny, etc?

- He doesn't know many jokes and probably wouldn't understand some of them. However, he's not serious.

H: Hair - shaved, not shaved, color?

- Unshaved, it's the only hair he has. He has no desire to trim it either. Black.

I: Intimacy - How are they romantically?

- Mileena's a very demanding individual, he wouldn't want to treat you and her the same. Not very romantic, as he isn't sure what to do.

J: Jack Off - How often do they masturbate?

- Whenever he feels the need. Every couple of months.

K: Kink - Their kinks?

- Breeding, that's about it since he is limited because of his teeth and he doesn't know very many others.

L: Location - Favorite place(s) to do it?

- The bedroom. He doesn't really want to do it elsewhere, especially where people may see it. However, he wouldn't be opposed to showing everyone who you belong to.

M: Motivation - What gets them into it?

- You being turned on, lingerie, and seeing you naked.

N: No - Will not do/turns them off?

- Anything that causes pain or death or involves another person.

O: Oral - Giving, receiving, skill?

- Loves giving. He does have a long tongue, so it wouldn't be a problem. If you're scared, his teeth may cut you, he's fine with receiving.

P: Pace - Fast, rough, slow, etc?

- Hard and slow, unless he's angry at something, not at you.

Q: Quickie - How often?

- Whenever you want.

R: Risk - Willing to take risks/experiment?

- It depends on what it is. He would like to discuss things before trying anything.

S: Stamina - How long/many rounds can they go?

- 4-5 for about 40 minutes.

T: Toys - Do they have any/will they use them?

- No, he's never heard about them. You can't convince him to try them. He doesn't like them, they're annoying, and he can pleasure you far better than they can.

U: Unfair - How much do they tease?

- Not a lot, he's too busy trying to not cum inside you after just getting inside of you.

V: Volume - How loud are they?

- Not very loud, but will growl and say your name. He, unfortunately, cannot moan, so he growls instead. There is a difference between his anger growls and his pleasure growls.

W: Wild Card - Something random?

- Wouldn't mind kids. Him cumming inside of you multiple times is more of a way to show people who you belong to. Although no one can see and no one may know, the other Tarkatans will, due to their sense of smell. If you don't want kids, he'll break up eventually, as he does want at least one.

X: X-Ray - Size, appearance, etc?

- 9½, slightly paler than him, darker towards the tip. Some noticeable veins, uncut.

Y: Yearning - How high is their sex drive?

- Pretty high, but has a lot of self-control. He will be in the mood when you are.

Z: ZZZ - How quickly do they fall asleep?

- As soon as you do, unless you're taking too long.

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[lovebvni]

So…The dreamer anon here, I was wondering if I could ask for a similar reading to Axel, if only for motivation? If you need a name, will Milo do? I don’t know if you can do a reading for two people who haven’t met yet, but I’d be very grateful if you tried?

I can deffo try, Milo!! <3 i rlly hope i can b accurate for u n give u the correct messages the universe asks me to send <3

when i do dr s/o readings i typically connect to the higher self of the person, instead of their current being. one, because its easier, they usually have more knowledge than than the living, walking, breathing being. and two, their thoughts n feelings r more complex and target toward u (or the readee)

Messages From Your Desired Reality Partner

the two times i opened this reading, i saw a white dog. it may be because one of my teachers has a big white dog named milo, but i keep seeing it. ur partner has some sort of dog-like energy. protective + loving/clingy energy.

they’d do like anything for you. they may have black hair, or darker hair in general. i doubt that it would be their natural colour. their nails r painted black or blue. may have long hair. lots of scars, gets into fights a lot maybe? they bleed easily.

very stoic. they have a flat affect. they present themselves as a very rough, carefree, closeted person. they may spend a lot of time on their phone. they’re a loner. they don’t like people very much.

until they met you.

i feel like you were partnered for an assignment or something (high school/uni vibes) and his eyes kinda js fell on you. he likes the way u speak, the way u kinda lead the group to success. the way u stand ur ground.

“you’re pretty” i heard. i feel liked kinda stare at you, feel his face hearing up and look away. he’s very shy w expressing his emotions. he likes look at you though. like a lot.

they want you to know ur the most beautiful person they’ll ever see. you may not like your looks, but hell, they do. lover’s rock by tv girl came on. they may thinking abt u to this song their energy is very cute toward you. <3

i hope this resonates!! i spent more time talking abt who they are than i thought… but the universe genuinely wanted me to say this so 🤷🤷

love u!! hope u meet them soon <3

[kuuchuuburanko]

I also have twst ocs already lol

Nyamdavaa Ochir (shan yu | mulan) - he/him - 18 y/o. savanaclaw. 3rd year. He’s basically completely divorced from the shan yu in the movie lmao. actually mongolian, based on mongolia & mongol culture. not particularly proficient in magic in general, however his unique magic is specialized distinctly to his needs. When activated, 10~ radius around him all magic is dissipated up to 5 minutes. The reason being Davaa is extremely physically fit and an incredible and brutal fighter. He negates the magic long enough to beat you to a pulp with his bare hands. Very intimidating outwardly, standing nearly 6ft, broad and stoic. However he's much closer to a class clown. Great sense of humor, from dry and deadpan to surreal. Impeccable comic timing. He excels in sports, martial arts, equestrian stuff, archery/sharp shooting, hunting and falconing. But he's in the art club and enjoys pottery for its meditative and therapeutic aspects. He's not great at it but he enjoys himself nonetheless. Generally laid back, aloof, and even keeled. Is fiercely competitive in a sort of silent intensity way. Is superstitious. His personality can most generally be summarized as Mai from Nichijou

I have a clear vision of what he looks like in my head too. I’ll draw him eventually. I need to have more fun with fandoms in my life.

Asiri (yzma | emperor’s new groove) he/she/they - 18 y/o - pomefiore. 3rd year. Known for mood swings and mania. Very much a mad scientist type. While many students at NRC are lowkey shady, Asiri is something else and she can't sufficiently hide it. He was in the running for dorm leader of Pomefiore, being well known for their potion and poison expertise, but was strongly recommended to not pursue the position any further due to being 'emotionally unfit' for the role. As impulsive and cluttered as they were. And thus Asiri holds a bitter resentment towards the current dorm head. One that is almost certainly glanced over and ignored. She's known for being ambitious, pushing the boundaries of magic as far as physically possible, and theatrics. An absolute mad man. A violent, extravagant, unintentionally comical, and admittedly brilliant mad man.

Their unique magic is incomplete by their own omission. A magic that’s more of a long running project that has all the components but yet to be completed in full. Basically, they’ve drawn up something of a schematic, a map of runes that they’ve been slowly etching, carving, and scarring into their body. Basically the runes can complete different sigils based on movement and placement. For example: on their hand, on the sides of their fingers are different strings of runes. When each finger connects with the thumb (okay hand 👌) it creates a different effect/spell.

Needless to say this project is extreme and takes a huge toll on their body but seeing as Asiri is Asiri they’re quite happy with it and the power it can grant them. They use magical means to cover up the progress when in situations where the skin would be showing as they'd surely be called out by other Pomefiore students for it.

no fucking clue what they’re gonna look like but definitely thin and looks like they can move like they’re possessed by a demon.

Qori

( kronk | emperor's new groove ) he/him - 17 y/o - scarabia. 2nd year. himbo in training. how is he even in this villainous school? who knows. Childhood friends with Asiri. Loves animals, protein powder, and baking. Asiri and Qori grew up together. Asiri is presumed to have an exceedingly rough upbringing while Qori's was fairly average. However Qori was close enough to Asiri that he knew something was wrong, and based on Asiri's behavior it must have been turmoil. But the two of them got along well enough, or more so it was because Asiri allowed Qori to tag along and basically used him as a pack mule and Qori was just happy to be there. Qori is basically at NRC on a sports scholarship. He is single handedly bringing down Scarabia's test scores. But he's also proven to be a born leader and is great at instilling vigor and drive into his peers. A sort of cult of personality that would be catastrophic if he were any less kind and warm hearted as he is. Basically, he's too nice to actually be of any threat. Coach Vargas' favorite student tbh. Is actually a bit of a teacher's pet to all the professors. Could sell you a broken microwave he's so good at talking to people. One would think he doesn't belong in scarabia due to his obvious struggles academically, but he can multi-task like no one's business and is a great planner. When Asiri and Qori were kids Asiri told him a ton of complete incorrect facts that Qori assumed to be true all the way up until first year when he realized that she was making it all up and just never told him otherwise.

big boy for sure.

[unfinshedsentec]

Hi ace, can I request baji, hanma,mitsuya and draken with a shy s/o feeling left out but wouldnt say anything cause they dont want to ruin the fun?

So sorry if your request are closed

Hi love! Thank you so much for requesting<33 A lot of times this is me, so this was actually kinda comforting to write in a way!

I really hope you enjoy (although it’s a little rushed!)<3

WHEN YOU FEEL LEFT OUT❕

reader is gender neutral!

characters: baji, hanma, mitsuya, and draken

tw: cursing (always), and of course, the sadness of being left out

Baji

Baji isn’t exactly one who notices things quickly. He’s just not the most perceptive, and generally, you have to point things out to him.  

It’s always been that way and always will be.

Really, the only time he’s not like that is with the people he’s the absolute closest too. Namely, you.

You may not see it, but Baji does keep a keen eye on you. He knows when you’re feeling shy, when somethings bugging you, or when you’re uncomfortable. Sure, he’s subtle about the way he checks on you, but he really is always making sure everything’s a-okay.

He was especially sure to do this when he started bringing you around Toman.

He knew his friends could be a little rough and scary, nor were they very good in the way they approach new people. And with someone like you, whose pretty shy and reserved, it was bound to cause some issues. Really, it was only natural for Baji to be wary.

Unfortunately, it was worse than he expected.

The moment Baji brought you around the first division, things were rough.

Once you introduced yourself, the guys, except Chifuyu, just said hello and then paid no-mind to you. With a couple of pushes from Baji, you tried to join in on their conversations, but they still ignored you. Even when you blatantly started talking to them, they’d just ignore and not even spare a glance towards you.

Baji figured something like this might happening, but he figured it’d pass with time. What he didn’t like was how sad you looked each time you’d walk away from them. You’d always come back and stick behind Baji for a while, sulking. He watched you glance around and look towards his friends but even then, you could just tell there was no room for you.

Eventually, you just spent most of the time either sticking around Baji, Chifuyu, or Emma. Even when Baji tried pushing you a bit more, you refused saying stuff like “I’m not someone they wanna be around” or “I don’t wanna ruin their fun.” Though, it was easy for Baji to see the longing in your eyes when you looked at them. He could see the look in your eyes when you got shut down. He knew just how sad all this was making you.

Pretty quickly, Baji had enough of this, and he decided to bring you to the person he knew would be all over you…Mikey. And boy was that the decision to make.

All it took was one sentence for Mikey to absolutely love you.

“Hey Mikey! Y/n made some Dorayaki for you”

From there you became an honored person in Toman, and Mikey’s favorite person.

Seriously, the guy legit thought you were a god. And you being seen so high up in Mikey’s eyes changed the way the whole of Toman saw you.

The moment Mikey and Draken both took a liking towards you, so did the rest of Toman. And even though this wasn’t the route Baji wanted to take, it was the best way to lift your spirits.

And who’d know you’d end up getting more respect in Toman than Baji himself?

As for the guys in the first division who ignored you, well, let’s just say no one will ever do that again….not under Baji’s watch.

What can I say, the guys protective!

 Mitsuya

Mitsuya is about as attuned to your emotions as can be.

He knows the moment you’re looking forward to/happy about something, and the moment something is bugging you. He knows what you’re thinking simply by the way you act, and he can immediately tell if you’re uncomfortable just by being in your presence. Hell, he can tell just what’s going on with you by just looking in your eyes.

That’s exactly why Mitsuya immediately noticed when you started drifting towards the back of the crowd of his friends.

He was a little confused, especially because you were so excited to meet his friends! But he just sort’ve told himself you were just feeling a little shy, especially around Baji who was lighting cars on fire. He knew you could feel shy and intimated like that pretty especially, so it wasn’t exactly a surprise. In the end, he just decided to keep an eye on you, and let things get better with time.

However, when you looked up at him and his friends, Mitsuya immediately noticed you didn’t have the look of uncomfortableness, but the look of longing instead. You were away from the crowd, sort’ve behind him, but he could tell that you wanted nothing more than to join in.

Of course, Mitsuya didn’t want to make you uncomfortable, so he let thing go a little longer just to see if this introduction to his friends would take some time. However, the longer you were left out, the sadder you got.

When Mitsuya had enough and asked what was bugging you, he just got a: “They’re having so much fun! I just don’t wanna intrude”. No matter how many times he tried to convince you, you weren’t intruding, you insisted you’d just stay back, even though you seemed so sad just by the idea of doing that.

Mitsuya knew you were just a little too scared, and he sure hell wouldn’t let it worse. So, he gave you the push he never thought he would.

“Hey Baji! Can you show Y/n how you burn cars?”

“Hell yeah!!!”

The moment Baji went up to you and excitedly pointed at the cars, he could see an excitement light up in your eyes. Sure, this wasn’t your type of stuff, but Mitsuya could tell Baji and Chifuyu both happily pulling you towards a car to burn it, warmed your heart in a way.

The bright smile you got on your face when Draken pulled you away to warn about doing this type of stuff showed Mitsuya how happy you were just being a part of the group. And when you turned around to look at him, he could tell this was just what you wanted.

That day really was a fun one, and because of Mitsuya, you gained a whole lot of new, strange friends.

Mitsuya really is a great boyfriend, isn’t he?

 Hanma

To be honest, when you’re with Hanma, you feel the exact opposite of left out. You almost feel a little too loved….

Let’s just say Hanma’s all over you 99% of the time, and he definitely makes sure you feel ALL the love. Most of the time you have to fight with him to get the alone time you need.

Really, the only time you have a problem is when you’re around Hanma’s friends.

As well all know, Hanma’s friends are… strange. Most of them are super cold, scary, or just in general mean. Unfortunately, these are generally the people you have trouble with, but, since they’re your boyfriends friends, you tried. You really did!

It took you so long to gain enough confidence and courage to be around them, and the moment you did, they just shut you down.

Most of the time they’d just ignore you, and act like you’re some doll to Hanma. They’d talk to Hanma while he’s CLEARLY all over you, but they wouldn’t even spare a glance at you. When you would finally get enough courage AGAIN to say something, they’d either just space out and simply reply “Mhmm”, or they’d just blatantly ignore you.

Hanma himself picked up on this pretty quick. It wasn’t exactly like his friends were trying to hide it, but then again, he figured it’d pass, and they’d come to at least tolerate you.

It was when Hanma could clearly see you running away crying because of the that he started to have serious problems.

His friend’s rudeness was clearly taking a toll. You’d look around the room and to the best of your abilities, try to get to know them, but you’d always get shut down. He watched you listen in their conversations, gasp like you wanted to say something, but then you’d sadly look down when you realized his friends didn’t give a shit about what you had to say.

It got to the point where you’d just stay behind Hanma the entire time, burying your face in his back instead of even being in his friend’s presence. And when he tried to give you a little push out, you’d only grip harder and say “I don’t wanna ruin their fun!”

After only a couple days of this stuff happening, Hanma got fed up, and well…he gathered all his friends together and beat them up! (expect Kisaki cause…..y’know)

Needless to say, his friends became beyond nice to you and now you’ve made your way into the group!

Yay?

It’s too bad you hate all his friend through, cause now you just avoid seeing them since you think they’re annoying.

Oh well, Hanma doesn’t care! Afterall, he just keeps his friends around cause their rich ;)

 Draken

Draken, like Mitsuya, immediately knows when something’s wrong.

Although he can be a little oblivious at times, Draken is usually pretty good at making sure you’re doing alright. He can tell pretty quickly when something is bugging you, and when something is, he fixes it immediately.

Really, it was no surprise he immediately picked up on the way you acted towards the girls in his brothel.

He knew you liked meeting his friends. Whether that be Mikey, Toman, or the girls, he knew you looked forward to meeting them. Even though you had some trouble getting out of your shell, with some time and some pushes from Draken, you got to know and love his friends. And his friends love you just the same.

The last of it was just meeting some of the girls from the brothel, which were the ones you were most interested in getting to know. You were curious about them and their job, so it was only natural that you wanted to meet them.

However, when you met the group of girls who were all having so much playing card games, you found yourself in a corner. They just looked like they were having so much fun…. the last thing you wanted to do was ruin that.

So, you stayed in a corner. And the moment Draken came back from fixing a light saw that, he knew just knew how sad you were. He could see the way you’d light up when someone walked towards you, only to be heading towards someone else. He watched while you looked up at the group and just longingly watch them.

He knew you wanted nothing more than to join in an have fun with them, but it just wasn’t in your nature. So, Draken decided to help you out a bit.

He joined in on the game and pretty quickly dragged you in too. Although, you did protest.

“But Ken, I don’t wanna ruin the fun!”

“Oh please, they’ll like you more than me”

And, they did.

The moment you actually joined in the circle of cards; the girls loved you. They practically shoved Draken away and showered you with questions, all of which they intently listened to your answers. When you played games, they’d all fight to be the one to play with you. Hell, you were pretty much told to come back so they could talk to you again.

Needless to say, the night went really well, and everyone fell in love with you!

Unfortunately, Draken now has to fight for you when you’re around them so…. let’s just say he doesn’t bright you around THAT often.

Afterall, he wants some love from you too!

//end!

masterlist || reblogs are very appreciated <3

[hajimeshoe]

I've had this one on my mind for too damn long!

I see a lot of fem!s/o headcanons where she's defended, but hardly any where she defends herself or likes to play rough!

So I'm asking!

Could you do a Jamil, Leona, The Leech twins, and Kalim with a tall(6'0) fem!s/o who's pretty docile and soft with a smart mouth. *I mean the insulting kind of smart mouth*.

She doesn't know her own strength when she play fights and accidentally hurts people sometimes. She's very kind to others as long as she likes them.

Now, in the event that she is physically provoked into a fight, she wails on her aggressor, and she won't stop until she's satisfied with the damage dealt, or until she's pulled off. And she's strong, so people have a hard time.

How would they calm her down from her anger, and how would they stop the fight?

I- Shiba, I struggled with this one - half of these guys are the “Would murder someone for the slightest misstep” Squad 😃 It honestly was fun to write tho

Leona

You and Leona would be insulting eachother CONSTANTLY. Like, I can picture this as an “on again, off again” relationship

And you two scrap allllll the time - when he’s not half-asleep

So when you’re going ham on this other student

Leona would sit there watching for a bit

You’re his herbivore, he knows you can defend yourself

He'd blame the other person for pissing you off, honestly

And he is wayyy too lazy to get involved

But, as per his culture (Which raises them with a healthy dose of respect women juice) he has to get involved

Now, you may be tall, but so is Leona

So it's not an issue for him to walk over and drag you off, kicking, screaming and insulting him the entire way (Out of all of them, Leona is the only one I can picture having no issues dragging you around)

"Calm down, Herbivore, we're taking a nap"

“No tf we aren’t!! I have a murder to commit! 🤬”

Cue Leona literally wrapping himself around you like a koala to keep you from trying to run back and finish shit - he already has Ruggie using his unique magic to humiliate them for a couple of days

Jamil

He's a babysitter for Kalim, he's a babysitter for his girlfriend - he never does get a moment of peace, does he?

He does love you're smart mouth, and how creative you can get with insults but...

The second he see's you beating the fuck out of this student, he just facepalms and sighs.

"Kalim, stay!"

Left Kalim to make his way toward you

A single mom who works two jobs, who loves his kids and never stops

It doesn't matter if you're taller or not, he'll end this quickly and get you and Kalim both somewhere neither of you can continue to cause issues

He interrogated a random student to figure out what happened. Somebody had insulted you?

When Jamil fails to pull you off, he just gives up and uses magic

Bro literally just grabs your face with one hand (like a disobedient child) and forces you to look in his eyes so he can hypnotize you

And he hypnotized the other person to stay there

Once he has you nice and compliant, he’ll have you walking to Scarabia so he can hole you up in his room

(One week later - You: Jamil, what happened to that student I beat up? Jamil:… Jamil: I should probably drop the hypnosis before they die)

(He has his hands full with you and Kalim, he can’t honestly give a damn about other peoples health 😭)

Kalim

One word: Panic.

Yes, you're taller than him. Yes, you're stronger. He still panics because he doesn't want you getting into fights

It takes him, Jamil and three other students from Scarabia to de-escalate the fight by separating you two

Afterwards, you have an impromptu therapy session complete with cuddles, your favourite movies, snacks, ice cream, chocolate - he is literally rich with no sense of impulse control, you say the word and it's yours

(Baby already had Jamil overblot, he isn't risking it happening to you)

Jade

First things first, you and Jade 100% have competitions where you insult eachother to see who ends up crying first

It's normally him

He'd actually like to see who would win in a fight - you or Floyd

But he knows one or both of you will get carried away and be mortal enemies the rest of your lives if that happens

So when he sees you beating up some guy? He’ll blackmail him jnto admitting what he did wrong later (you may or may not end up with the guy as you new slave)

For now, he recruits Floyd to help him frag you off of they guy and back down to Octavinelle

The trip takes double the amount of time that it should given they’re both over 6foot tall merpeople

But you are deceptively strong for a normally fairly docile person (He and Floyd had to use all of their combined strength and still struggled)

Once he has you safely in Octavinelle, I feel like he’d calm you down by - hear me out, even if you think it’s out of character - letting you take your anger out on him

He’s certain he can take it, and he trusts you won’t do any permanent damage.

He loves you, what can I say?

Will he end up in the infirmary for a week? Yes. Does he care? Definitely. But in his mind, it’s still worth it.

Floyd

He will sit there eating popcorn

Until it starts to bore him

Then he's in a bad mood and just wants to go

His pride? It takes a huge hit when he can't just drag you off by himself and - surprise, surprise - his mood worsens even more

Now he's pissed off and has some pride issues

I’d say watch your back in case he attempts to a) squeeze you to death or b) drown you, but I gotta feeling you’ll be A-O-K

He ends up needing reinforcements to grab you, but who? Some of the poor, poor freshies he’s managed to scare into helping him grab you

How does he calm you down? He tries (Keyword: TRIED) to beat your ass

Now, now, it may seem counterproductive, but hey - it works

You got to beat up two people, and now your boyfriend is in the infirmary in one of the worst moods Jade has seen him in, but you’re calm and that’s all that matters 😌

[sinisterexaggerator]

Headcanons for the (likely infrequent) instances where Cad is soft with his s/o?

What’s happening? Why does Cad feel the need to change his demeanor? Does he judge himself for it? I’m curious!

Thanks in advance ☺️

Thanks for the ask, @wingofshadow!

(Mildly NSFW for language, mostly.)

As a disclaimer, I am in favor of Cad Bane being a bastard man. I like him mean. I entertain a soft Cad on occasion for requests. That being said, he can grow a soft spot for people, which is what will eventually happen in my longfic, Stars Above. I will quote myself from another list of headcanons I made:

“Cad can catch feelings. That doesn’t mean he will treat you that much different, or at least at first. [...] To tame this monster takes what I imagine is a selfless, altruistic person. Someone with no ulterior motives; innocent; blameless, that is … someone who can melt his icy heart. Someone who can show him how ugly he is, and still loves him regardless.”

To that end, here is a list of headcanons I have been wanting to write for a while:

How does Cad Bane treat someone he loves?

Once Cad catches himself slipping, he may do everything in his power to stop it from happening. Maybe he avoids you. Maybe he disappears for weeks. He is upset at himself, and perhaps at you for making him feel this way.

Having feelings or emotions of any kind for someone makes him feel vulnerable or weak minded. In his line of work, that is a dangerous game. For one, it might cause him to become distracted, and two, if anyone finds out that he favors someone, it could be used to their advantage and used against him.

He might worry for your safety. He might assume his enemies will come for you. I imagine he is overprotective for this reason. If you were ever in danger his hunter instincts kick in - talking he goes feral to protect his own.

I also imagine him being territorial. He will mark you, claim you physically and verbally, so that everyone knows you belong to him. Maybe he sees someone looking and pulls you into his lap. Maybe he possessively grabs your ass.

He might talk in circles, not wanting to admit his true feelings. “Should I leave?” “Ain’t nowhere else fer ya t’go.” – I imagine he never states outright that he cares for you, but that for him, actions speak louder than words.

I also think that goes for those three little words as well. “I love you,” is something Cad Bane would never say, though you might be able to tell by the way he acts or behaves in certain situations. If he does, I imagine you would be on your deathbed, and even then perhaps it is too much for him to acknowledge to himself aloud.

If  he does love you, he’s going to be unhappy about it for a time and take it out on you on purpose by being a rude little shit. Maybe he’s trying to scare you off. Maybe he’s trying to put distance between you. If you leave, he doesn’t have to chalk it up to being his fault.

Bane would be hard pressed to admit it, but he is definitely a jealous Duros. Do not go around flirting or otherwise invite flirtations from others. You will get more than a talking to. He will interrupt, he will pull you aside, and he will punish you one way or another.  

On the other hand, he hates the idea anyone would ever think he’s going soft. He makes it a point to deny you public displays of affection, even if you beg him. The closest thing you’ll get is a rough fucking in the alley behind a cantina, and he doesn’t give a shit who watches. Who’s going to stop him or call him out for it?

While Bane will not display affection publicly towards you, he may let you hang all over him when it’s convenient. It makes him look good to have a beautiful sentient not able to keep their hands off him, though he will forcefully tell you to stop when he’s had enough – and you better listen. If  he does display affection, it’s very possessive in nature, such as when he grabs Padme’s face in front of Anakin.

The only time he may be “gentle” with you is behind closed doors. In a scenario where he is drunk, perhaps he lets loose a little bit more, meaning he drops his guard, and that is why he rarely, if ever, drinks in public.

On the other hand, if you are sloshed, he may actually coddle you and be a little more affectionate towards you because he thinks you won’t remember it. This is also behind closed doors. In public he would be disgusted by it and reprimand you. He would most likely force you to sit still or otherwise leave the cantina or party so he can have control over your actions if he feels attached to you enough that you could possibly embarrass him. That, or walk out and leave you there.

I think Bane might secretly be a bit of a romantic, but he would rather die than for you to figure that out. Maybe he opens the top hatch of his ship and sits you up there so you can stare at the stars together while planetside. Maybe he takes you somewhere you’ve always wanted to go, but don’t make a big deal out of it. All the fuss and attention just annoys him and makes him never want to be nice again.

Cad Bane loves being touched, especially along his hands, face, and neck, but he will never admit this and try to hide it. I like to say his love language is a hand massage, he just doesn’t know it yet. He most likely rarely receives affection, so it kind of confuses him when he does receive it, and he may try to convince himself he doesn’t care or doesn’t like it when he actually very much does. I imagine maybe he tries to return the favor on occasion. A stroke to your jaw, a caress of his knuckles against your cheek. A passionate kiss. Maybe he idly plays with your hair. These movements are also most likely possessive in nature, though in the back of his mind it may mean more, and he can only hope it translates.

Of course, he gives you pet names. Besides lil’ lady, maybe he calls you darlin’, sweetheart, or Izrin. I could see him calling someone a “bird” or a “broad” even. Maybe angel, or kiddo. Possibly even things that might be considered derogatory, but in an affectionate way. Slut, for instance. Harlot, wench, doll, dame, strumpet, “woman” or “girl,’ brat, trollop, tart, Jezebel, minx, etc.

I imagine he is a bit of smooth talker if you’re upset and he’s feeling “soft.” I bet he could talk you down easily with some of the lines that come out of his mouth, or easily disarm you with a simple phrase such as “Yer safe. No one’s gonna harm ya.”

Though he can be a bit of a horndog, once he’s settled into someone he’s extremely loyal. He expects you to be the same. If you’re not, don’t expect him to stick around. He won’t be played. He already doesn’t trust anyone. If you break what trust he has in you after working so hard to get it, that’s the end of the relationship. He doesn’t have time for games and bullshit.

He can definitely be hurt, though that is something private and something he does not speak of. Maybe that’s why he’s often so mean, or labeled as a bastard. He holds his emotions inside, and the only entity he might spill his guts to on occasion is Todo, and even then, it’s rare. If you ever see that side of him, hell must have frozen over, or in that moment, for whatever reason, he has lost all control.

In conclusion, he doesn’t consciously change his demeanor. If he does, it’s not towards being kinder or softer, it’s him trying to force himself to be more apathetic and cold-hearted as a defense mechanism.

In terms of judgement, I would say he is more concerned with his reputation and what others might think or say if they catch him displaying anything other than his macho persona.  Regardless, there may actually come a time where he “bites the bullet” and gives in. If he’s truly, madly in love with someone, he doesn’t give a kark what anyone thinks, and he’ll shoot the first person to give him any grief.

That’s the ultimate test. You know you’ve got him whipped when he’s willing to indulge you in public by allowing you to physically touch him or otherwise keep him close to you. If you can get him to purr you might as well have him on a leash.

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[misschifuyu]

hii <3

i would like to request a headcanon with kazutora, chifuyu mitsuya having sex with their s/o please? if it's too much feel free to ignore it :)

thanks <33 have a nice day/night

- hi there my love !! don’t worry, this request is absolutely fine, and it’s actually the first full nsfw one so I do hope you like it

Kazutora, Chifuyu and Mitsuya general n/sfw headcanons

genre: smut. the characters are depicted as their present selves

warnings: explicit content & language.

Kazutora

jumping right into it, i feel that kazutora is more on the make love side rather than blowing your back out. sure, if you asked him to be rough on an odd day, he'd happily comply. he's just more on the softer side

this is mostly due to his past; he knows what he's capable of, even after all those years since his toman days, so he'd be very precautious not to hurt you in any way

you'll know when he's needy, like you just will. kazutora will turn ever to touchy and try to remain as close to you as possible when he's trying to get you into bed

he doesn't really need words, but he'll speak if you ask him to

"i...really need to be inside you"

don't think this translates as skipping foreplay, though

very much the opposite. kazutora loves feeling up on your soft skin, leaving faint marks with his teeth that would gradually turn into darker shades of purple

he quite likes marking you up, it's really the only thing that could be mildly classed as rough, as he'd frequently leave teeth marks. he adores hearing your voice when he'd catch you off guard with a particularly harsh bite, squirming beneath him

this man is an avid lover of giving oral

he won't turn down a blowjob, but he'd sometimes feel a little awkward whenever you did. he'd ease into it after a few minutes, but he still preferred pleasuring you instead

between your thighs is his favourite place to be, no matter the time of the day. whether you're laying on your back or hovering over his face, kazutora will keep you there for a good while, voicing out praises at you as he basked in your reactions

if his tongue wasn't too occupied, of course

"god, i just can't get enough of you"

make sure to praise him just as much. he absolutely loves hearing loving nicknames from you whenever you tell him how much of a good job he's doing

it gets him even more riled up, and would frequently grind himself against whatever surface you were on

speaking of surfaces, though the bed is the most convenient place to indulge in you, kazutora isn't picky about the location, so long as it's somewhere inside

he's been known to take you whilst you watched a movie, on a counter as you waited for food to cook, even up against a wall when he couldn't be bothered to make it all the way to the bed

as long as he gets to watch your face twist into one of pleasure, he really couldn't care less where it was

a key point when having sex with kazutora: pull his hair

it can be in a ponytail or loose, doesn't matter; he will let out the prettiest moans ever if you just so tugged gently on his locks

it's a sensitive spot of his, so be sure to use it wisely. it'll take him some self control to not go absolutely feral on you if you do, so its best you tell him it's okay to let go before you play with his hair

whenever you start reaching your high, no matter if he's over or behind you, he will bury his face into your neck and suck on the skin, emphasising the already noticeable marks

during aftercare - because this man will pamper you after a session, no matter how long or short it was - he will trace over the marks with light kisses, asking if any of them were still sore

and, of course, a shower will be waiting for you as soon as he's done with that. it's a perfect excuse to spend so more time pressed up against you; a double win, in his eyes

Chifuyu

let's get one thing straight: chifuyu is ready to get it on with you whenever and, frankly wherever. it doesn't take much to get him all needy and, more times that not, he will approach you with the intention of getting in your pants, no matter what you were doing

of course, he will ask if you're up for it, too - consent is key, people

see, he's a very touchy, affectionate person. he loves being around you and will take up any chance to be near you. sometimes, though, this need to be close to you will escalated into something more. even if you were simply cuddling, chifuyu will, occasionally, start to feel his pants getting a little too tight for comfort

when things get going, he is an absolute sweetheart. treating you with care, he will melt into your lips, hands roaming around your body. he's not very talkative during foreplay, but that's mostly because his mouth is usually occupied

however, once your clothes have been discarded, something with click inside of him, making his only goal to leave you in an absolute mess by the time he was done with you

littering your skin with kisses and subtle bites, he will run his hands along your sides, causing goosebumps on your skin that he'd always notice, a sly smile on his lips whenever he did

he's a tease. whilst you try and push your hips towards him, he will simply place kisses on your skin near the area you most needed him to touch

you're going to actually have to tell him what you want before you loose sight of the playful smile that hung on his lips

"that's it...wasn't that hard to ask, now was it?"

chifuyu will get right to the point once he drops his teasing act, though, and expect a good two to three orgasms before he decides he's done with you

when it comes to positions, he likes those in which he can be closest to you. skin on skin is his favourite feeling, and the closer his face can be to yours, the better

when he's pounding into you, he'll bring a hand up to your face. he'd hold it softly, contrasting from his rough pace, and whisper out a series of praises

"you look so pretty like this...does it feel that good? tell me, i want to hear your voice"

a fun thing about chifuyu is that he's a switch, a big one at that. if you find the impulse to flip him onto his back, or simply take over, he will automatically slip out of his position in charge

this is when you'll be able to hear his pretty voice. although he will start with small whimpers here and there, by the time he's edging towards his orgasm he will let out a string of soft moans, grabbing onto you in any way he can as he does

when he reaches his orgasm, his grip will keep you in the position you were in, his body stiffening up as his eyes would close shut

this will be applied whether he's in control or not, honestly. chifuyu loses most of his focus when he's nearing his high, only having enough to call out your name

he may be shorter than most of the guys, but he has one hell of a stamina. one round will never be sufficient for him, and he'd certainly be up to waiting for you to calm down until the next one if it meant he could make you - and himself - see stars again

this will be when, as well as during aftercare, he will give you soft kisses against your skin, massaging areas such as your stomach and thighs as he'd let out hums of happiness

as said before, he's a sweetheart. sure, sometimes you'd be sore after being with him, but he'd always make it up to you with the most perfect cuddling session afterwards

Mitsuya

mitsuya is very skilled with his hands, as shown by his talent when it comes to designing and creating magnificent fashion pieces

watching him work is quite the sight, and even more so if you're familiar with other wonders he's able to do with those fingers of his

but, to start off, know that it will take him some determination to start anything up with you

he's a busy man with a lot on his mind, so it would take him a bit to hold himself back from just jumping on you because of the growing stress that had built up throughout the day

he's a respectful man and, therefore, will take his time and look for subtle hints to see if perhaps you'd follow his lead

when you catch his drift, though, he will be all hands on you

sex is a perfect way to wind down from his hectic schedule, and he couldn't ask for anyone else better to do it with rather than you

oral is key during foreplay. he will start by making his way down on you, his voice speaking words of appreciation between the kisses he'd place on your skin

watching you writhe from the position between your legs was something he thoroughly adored, your body jerking with every skilled move from both his mouth and his fingers

after a good few minutes of pulling his hair and high pitched moans from your behalf, he will lift himself away from you. this will be your turn to switch up places

and also when you'd see the truly, needy mitsuya

you see, he has very, very sensitive skin. his neck, his chest, his waist...with simple touches of your hand, you can reduce him to a squirming mess

when he's the one receiving oral, he will absolutely lose any sense of straightforward thinking, especially if you run your hands on his thighs whilst you peer up at him through your lashes

his moans are like music to your ears. he won't speak much, unable to actually form words as he shivers from the feeling of you between his legs, but his hand on your head will be enough to tell you that you're doing a good job

if he's sat up whilst you give him the blowjob, expect to be pushed down as soon as he reaches his orgasm. he tends to curl over when he does, his whole body turning into a trembling mess

he will make up for accidentally making you gag, though. in the sense that you won't be able to walk straight for the next few days

he may be sensitive, but he also isn't one to go slow when it comes to intercourse. he will also go for a few rounds, loving how you'd come undone before him every time

hold on to him when he does: the feeling of your nails digging into his back whenever he's on top of you always makes him pick up his speed, and he loves the marks that would appear afterwards

it was a way to know that he was taking good care of you

mitsuya isn't one to talk dirty, but he will shower you with loving comments during aftercare. he'd trace your skin with his fingers as you lay on his chest, both equally as tired and worn out

his sex drive is high, but so is his love for you

so he'd always prepare a bath for you afterwards, where he'd try and keep you awake with soft kisses and talking to you whilst you enjoyed the warm water

[cinnbar-bun]

Diluc Finding Out S/O Had Their Vision Taken

A/n: spoilers for Genshin Act 2, I just my fave cuz.,,, big love for him. Also angst. Reader is not the traveler!!

He is not one to harp on you or tell you where you need to go or what you should do. He trusts you fully. You are his lover, and as such, he puts his complete faith in you. You are strong, brave, and kind. Surely nothing too grave could happen?

As much as he tries to delude himself with detached statements of how you’ll be fine, he does worry. Sometimes he worries about what would happen if he couldn’t help you.

Work and business keeps you both preoccupied, and many times you both would be estranged for many days- perhaps even months- at a time.

But he tries to assure himself. You were his most trusted spy and intelligence agent, and you are his lover now. You are more than capable of handling anything.

You informed him you would be joining the Traveler on their journey to Inazuma. You had become attached to the poor thing after helping them a few times, and you felt it invaluable to learn about the situation in the closed off Land of Eternity.

He knew of the dangers. You knew of the risks. He wanted so bad to tell you to forget that place. To tell you it was pointless, unnecessary, absolutely worthless compared to the utter horror you would have to face.

But he held his tongue. He was a man of few words, instead pressing a kiss against your forehead and hanging his ring around your neck on a chain. You did the same back. A reminder you both were connected, no matter how far.

He expected rough travels and perhaps a few scars coming back. He expected new information, your smiling face and tired yawn over how exhausting the trip was.

What he didn’t expect was to see Paimon and the traveler return to Mondstadt with anxious expressions on their face.

“Traveler. Paimon. Is something the matter? Where is (Y/n)?” He asks. His heart beats quicker. God. Please. Don’t let his nightmares be true.

“Well… you see…” the traveler begins. They can’t face him.

“Hehe… it’s um, a super funny story. Haha, you’d never believe it. Almost as much as believing that (Y/n) got their vision stolen!” Paimon awkwardly added.

“Paimon-!” The traveler hissed, frowning at them and Paimon covered her mouth.

“I mean! Um! It’s not that bad!! At least they’re alive… right?” Paimon tried to fix her slip up but Diluc couldn’t hear a thing.

“They… what?” He can’t believe it.

“It’s best you see for yourself.” The traveler took Diluc to the bar where you were sitting, a drink in hand as Kaeya and Venti were trying to tell a terrible joke.

Your eyes were faded. Dead. You looked like a zombie, a hollow shell of the person he loved. You did not smile, you did not even look at the two trying to get any sort of emotion out of you. Just as Paimon said, your vision was gone.

“Do you mind…? Please leave me. I have a terrible headache.” You murmured.

Diluc walked towards you, and Kaeya and Venti knew better and stood aside.

“(Y/n)?” He asked, unsure if this was truly you. He swallowed his pride. “My love?”

It was the first time he had ever publicly said something like that. Your relationship was shrouded in mystery and kept quiet beyond a few people.

“I’m sorry, do I know you?” You asked.

His heart shattered. He couldn’t talk, couldn’t even form a sentence to respond to what you asked. Please be a cruel, sick joke. Please tell him this was a lie and that-

“I don’t remember ever meeting you. Actually, I don’t really remember anything. This young adventurer over there and their floating partner has taken me here, saying I was from here but… truly I can’t recall a thing. It’s all a haze.”

“I’m sorry. I must have mistaken you for someone else.” Diluc said. He stared down before he quickly walked out of the tavern, slamming the door behind him.

How was he supposed to react? How was he supposed to act with you knowing you remember nothing about him? Nothing about the two of you and all you’ve done?

He cursed the gods and everything around him. If this was their idea of a joke, he did not find it funny. Time after time, everything he loved was taken from him. Was he ever allowed to be happy and love, knowing he was cursed?

“How could he say that?! What a jerk! Who does that to someone they love?” Paimon angrily huffed.

The traveler nearly followed him out the bar before Kaeya placed a hand on their shoulder.

“Be gentle with him. He’s hurting incredibly bad. I know him very well, and he may not admit it but he’s truly heartbroken. I don’t want to hurt him more so… take care of him for all of us, okay?”

They nodded before catching up with the young lord.

“Diluc! Please! Wait-!”

“Leave me alone, traveler. I have work to complete.”

“Please-“

“This has been a complete waste of my time. I will not ask again for you to leave me alone. I do not wish-“

“I’m sorry!” They shouted, tears streaming down their face as they sobbed loudly. “I’m sorry! I’m so sorry!”

He stopped walking. He stood still for a few moments as the traveler cried and begged for forgiveness.

“You’re sorry? Sorry for what has happened to them? Truly?”

“Huh?” The traveler looked up to see Diluc clench his fists tightly.

“You think sorry will fix this? You think sorry will give back their vision, their memories, their ambitions? You think sorry can help them remember what had happened to them?”

“I-“

“You’re wasting your breath. Save it. I do not wish to hear anymore. It’s not me you should be apologizing to. You took their life. Not mine.” He glared coldly. He walked away, leaving the traveler alone as his figure slowly grew smaller.

He goes home and immediately reads the letters you sent him. Whether they were business or personal, he kept them all.

Diluc came across one letter. One that changed your relationship forever.

“I love you, Diluc. Nothing will ever stop me from coming back to you and being by your side.”

He couldn’t control himself now. His eyes watered as all his feelings burst like a dam.

God, he should be grateful you were alive. Why couldn’t he be content knowing you were back here?

The tears fell onto the letter, dampening and smudging the ink on the old paper.

Why did this hurt worse than anything ever before?

In an instant, he grabbed a match and lit it up, placing it near the letters and setting some of them aflame. Watching the letters burn sent him spiraling.

‘My lord’ ‘I love you’ ‘great news’ ‘I have been thinking of you’

The words flashed in his head before he threw them to the ground and stomped out the flame. Many were charred and burned, and he crumbled to the ground.

God. Why? Why did it have to be you? Why did it have to happen? Why did you go? Why didn’t he just say anything to keep you here?

[the-platonic-charms]

Haiii ok so I read the adopted child with a rough past and I was wondering if you could do one with Mondo, Leon, Byakuya, Fuyuhiko, Mikan, and Kaito now? Their my favorites! If you already did one of any characters or just don’t want too do one for a certain character feel free to remove them take as long as you need to do this! Love your work guys you stories are awesome!

𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐎 𝐎𝐖𝐀𝐃𝐀, 𝐋𝐄𝐎𝐍 𝐊𝐔𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐀, 𝐁𝐘𝐀𝐊𝐔𝐘𝐀 𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐈, 𝐅𝐔𝐘𝐔𝐇𝐈𝐊𝐎 𝐊𝐔𝐙𝐔𝐑𝐘𝐔, 𝐌𝐈𝐊𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐈𝐊𝐈, 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐊𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐎 𝐌��𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐀 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀𝐍 𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐓

Mod Rantaro: I love you Mondo, please marry me and have my children. (I did Mondo's and Leon's part)

Mod Kaito: I could say the same thing with Kaito, Mod Rantaro

Mod Miu: I have no idea what Mod Kaito and Mod Rantaro are up to...

╰───-> Warnings: Swearing

─◇ You have been adopted by the Crazy Diamonds leader, Mondo Owada!

─◇ He is really protective of you, even his gang is. If anyone hurts you, him and his gang will beat them up. (If it's a woman or a kid, he will scold them)

─◇ He doesn't mind that you're quiet but sometimes you are a little *too* quiet. "Uhh.. [Your name], ya okay?" He asked you, " U-Umm... Yeah.." You replied.

─◇ "Just tell me if anyone has hurt you, I'll fucking break their neck" Mondo answers, "Umm.. O-Ok.." you looked to the ground. Later that day, you decided to tell Mondo about your trauma but you also don't want Mondo to kill them and go to jail.

─◇ You started to find Mondo and 3 minutes later, you found him fixing his motorcycle. "Dad?.." You spoke, "Yeah?" Mondo replied, looking back at you.

─◇ "Can I t-tell you something?.." "Yeah sure" Mondo replied, he got up and walked towards you. "What you wanna tell me?" Mondo, you told him about your rough past and Mondo was devastated.

─◇ "Thank ya.. for telling me, [Your name]" He thanked you, "I'm gonna finish fixing my hog". "Oh okay, I'm g-gonna be in my room..." You replied.

─◇ You walked to your room and went on your phone. Since you told Mondo about your rough past, he is definitely gonna hurt the people who hurt you. (Again, if it's a woman or a kid, he is gonna harshly scold them.)

╰───-> Warnings: Reader loosing biological parents.

─◇ (Mod Rantaro: I got to be real with you chief, I'm very inexperienced with writing Leon. So I tried my best to make this as accurate as possible)

─◇ Leon really loves you (In a fatherly way, of course)

─◇ He starts noticing how you can be really quiet, and how shy you get. Sometimes he notices a frown on your face.

─◇ He doesn't say anything about it at first, but then asks you after 8 months.

─◇ "U-Uhh, it's s-something.." you replied.

─◇ "Uhh what is it?" Leon answered

─◇ "I-It's.. It's.. Something personal.."

─◇ "Like what?"

─◇ "I-I lost my parents from a car accident."

─◇ "Damn, I'm so sorry to hear that. Is this why you get sad all the time?"

─◇ "Y-Yeah, I don't want to loose you.."

─◇ "You are never gonna loose me. I can try hire the best driver for us. And I can try helping you."

⚜ Byakuya isn't the nicest person out there, but he has a soft spot for you. Especially since you're so quiet unlike others.

⚜ He may not show it as often, but he does care for you. He'll make sure you get the proper education, health and that your rough past won't get in the way of your future.

⚜ Togami enjoys spending time with you. Usually in the library, reading books. If you didn't know how to read, he'd teach you. And when he finally hears you read a book, Byakuya felt proud of you.

⚜ H E A D P A T S idk how to explain it, but headpats. That's his way for saying "I'm proud of you kiddo"

⚜ He may not be the best father, but he tries. Because you're the most important thing to him.

【 Being a Yakuza and all,he can understand what you've been through.

【 Oh ya, speaking of being part of the Yakuza, Fuyuhiko is very protective of you. Not to the point where he's overprotective , but just know that Peko will usually check up on you wherever you are. Whether it's by texting or actually talking to you, she'll make sure you're safe. You have no idea how she knows where you are though...

【 He's a good father but he's God awful at comforting people. If you were ever in a situation where you need to be comforted, Fuyu probably isn't the best choice. So it's usually Peko who'd be comforting you. But hey, if you ever need shoulder to cry on, he'll be there!

【 As the child of the leader of the Yakuza, I can imagine Kuzuryu training his kid some basic self defense. Along with giving them a few weapons (for self defense of course).

𓊔 Mikan will help you deal with any trauma you may have from your past. She just wants you to be okay.

𓊔 Hugs, lots of hugs. And affection in general.

𓊔 She cried a little bit the first time you called her 'mom' 🥺 (out of happiness, of course)

𓊔 I can see her bringing you to the hospital with her and showing you around it,being all like: "And this is where you check your blood pressure :) "

𓊔 Mikan's voice is so soft and quiet, but it's so pretty, imagine her singing you a lullaby. Ahhhh sorry, got a bit off topic there

𓊔 Surprisingly, since she adopted you, Tsumiki became less clumsy! Whether it's because she became more careful around/with you or just in general.

𓊔 Whenever you two go somewhere, she's always holding your hand and constantly making sure you're next to her. Especially in crowded places, where she doesn't want you to get lost.

Okay so let’s just agree on this, Kaito = Best dad. - Mod Kaito

Anyways, Kaito is one of those dads that is very understandable and fun. He would do anything to help you forget your past trauma

He would always go stargazing with you so he could show you all the stars, it’s basically you cuddling up to him while his jacket is used as a blanket.

Sometimes Maki and Shuichi would come over to visit and are is pretty proud of him that he could handle someone with past trauma and make them feel comfortable

Kaito will always remind you how much he cares about you and loves to give you love and affection, he lets you cry over his shoulder whenever you have nightmares or just don’t feel safe at some point. He just wants you to feel alright, he will always be by your side 💜

AHHHH I LOVE KAITO SMEJDNRJ