#it made me laugh bc with this cutesy way of speaking i just knew she was talking to a cat without seeing it

[airenyah]

not me sitting in my room writing my style meta when i hear my mom's voice from a different room: "stinkerpopsn du''

[sixcastappreciation]

sixcago gave me my gay rights

alternative title: review of the evening sixcago show on july third

this is like almost 4k and its mostly just rambling but i need to express how much i love sixcago

like at least half of this is just me being gay so i bolded some of the things that i found really interesting and isnt just me like, freaking out

so to start off: holy shit. the energy of the entire show was amazing, it was really funny and fun and the acting/dancing/singing was on point like i cant think of a single complaint on the part of any of them.

so to get into the actual show

ex wives

when the curtain came up and the smoke started pouring out i actually felt my soul leave my body it was such a good moment

less than thirty seconds in brittney mack made eye contact with me and i swear to god my heart stopped and i honestly had trouble focusing on the rest of the song

i am not exaggerating that is the whole truth and nothing but the truth

shes............. literally so good im still shaking as i write this like three hours later

the third repetition of the rhyme where they all sound kinda pissed off? they nailed that

adrianna was so cute when she said “you wont try that again”

andrea holy shit. thats really a wrap on that

abby got that like, kinda head in the clouds thing that i feel like is janes Brand during this part

when he saw my portrait he was like JaaAAaaa

i love brittney mack

courtney knew what she was doing with that prick line. get it girl

anna has the most angelic voice i swear to god

the six of them work really well together on stage???? like i know its all choreo and stuff but you could Feel the energy that they had together it was good

oh man the choreo for the end. im so gay

intro thingy:

adrianna with that riff!!!!! we stan

annas face after “herstory” was iconic. she knew what she had done wrong

you couldnt hear the intro for maggie bc people were cheering so loud

the way adrianna says maria made me gay

abby also knows what she had to say. she knows how cursed janes sense of humor is and she was really playing it up

protestent............ protestant

“we’ll tell you what you want what you really really want” this made me laugh so hard i dont rly remember the next like thirty seconds because i was dying

“the biggest.... the firmest......... the fullest..............” im. i cant

no way

“maria” AGAIN adrianna please. please i cant handle it

“OH muy bien aHHah” not to be Lesbian On Main but fuck this was so cute

her emotion during the monologue was SO funny

it was peak, it was so good

she really gets it. i dont totally know what it is but this aragon monologue gets it

when she said “really trying” she did like, a motion. i cant go into more detail but Fuck

so after “move me into a convent” everyone like, gathered around aragon and adrianna did a

well idk what youd call it but a like

her entire torso swung around in a huge circle right before “i dont think i’d look that good in a wimple”

and idk what it was but that part just made me Lose It

adrianna had this way of making it all a little funnier?

like catherine is usually pretty Serious, i think but it felt like adrianna knew she was playing a character who was Like That, if you will, and was kinda leaning into breaking the fourth wall a little

i can probably elaborate if that doesnt make sense

you say its a pity cos quoting leviticus ill end up kiddiless all my life

she said that with such conviction goddamn

oh, he doesnt remember

this was so good

the “sh-”s were really funny

the fucking. i dont know what it is but the *ting*

holy shit

i cant put into words

how much i loved that part

the pause after “i’ll go” was............ expansive

i just checked it was 10 whole seconds

that doesnt sound long but it felt like forever

she went high on “end of my life” and thank u for mine adrianna hicks

the amount of no’s was impressive and im heart eyes for it

adrianna just had really good stage presence

like i caught myself looking at her during the dance breaks of all the songs when i wasnt looking at brittney

it was just so fun to watch her go!

dluh

during the intro of like “yeah, you know, the really important one” andrea was doing some Dumb Shit in the background

like i dont know exactly what it was but she was just like

idk like noodling around in the back

and i caught her eye and she like, smiled a little

the gasps the rest of them did were....... cute

then andrea busted out a full on fucking witches cackle

then she stuck her tongue out and looked like she was taking a selfie and it was so cute

like, her tongue was OUT

“not my thing” had the BIGGEST uwu energy of anything ive ever heard

i thought people were kidding when they said andrea boleyn had uwu energy

they were not

pret a manger barely came across as a real line it was more like, an experience

the sorry not sorry choreo. its so funny and cute and simultaneously cursed

the way andrea delivered her lines here was just

it was like, cutesy and fun but also kind of cursed

uwu

when she said “are you blind” andrea like, gestured to herself, in a like “look how hot i am” kinda way

which might be the standard? either way it made me laugh a lot

don’t be bitter/cos im fitter was the only line in the entire production said with a british accent and it fucking slayed me on sight one hit ko

i actually like that they changed “mate, what was i meant to do” to “wait, what was i meant to do” because

it implies that anne had no other train of thought than the one she was on and thats very funny to me

i think it fits w andreas portrayal too

everyone was like, fake crying when anne fake walked down the aisle and it was really funny imo

and as soon as she got to the end anne like, turned, yk?

bro just shut up

the entire audience gasped after that

andrea had actual like, panic on her face

then she led into “i guess he just really liked my head”

and there was a beat after that, where everyone laughed

it was long enough that everyone got the joke

then she mimed the blow job

her riff on “hell”? iconic

“wait, didnt you actually die” no jane she was beheaded but she was fine

abby seymour said dumbass rights she has the Dumbest Bitch energy god

“catherine of aragon had tragically died” catch adrianna looking like, yeah it was so sad for me, how terrible, right?

then boleyn goes off

the. fury, passion, anger, zest, contained in andreas “MASSIVE-”

“over my dead body” andrea gave her this look like, youre damn right it will be

heart of stone

oof

okay so the monologue

oof

“i was lucky. okay, i was really lucky” o o f

“edwina” is still cursed tho

i dont know what it was about this. i dont know if it was abby, or the dialogue, or just it being live but

this made it clear that jane had been Through It

like, this monologue came across (to me at least) as unquestionably a “woman who was abused trying to justify it to herself” kind of situation

“and that’s not because i was scared,” she said, wearing an absolutely terrified expression

this is where she started tearing up i think

okay i gotta take a moment here because

abby was fully crying before the song even started

like somewhere about halfway through her monologue she started tearing up

i was looking for it specifically

i wrote this before the last part so see above

so by the first fucking like of hos you could hear her voice breaking

holy shit ms meuller what the fuck

im not kidding who gave her the right

at the stagedoor she said that after this she was like, “well thats it for my makeup” when someone complimented her song

she is crying. the first chorus and she is actively crying. in the breaks between her lyrics you can hear her crying

abby went high on a couple of notes in here

she riffed on “truthfully” and it was, wow

she didnt go for the whistle tones which was, honestly? the most relatable thing in this entire show

but a couple of the other notes she went high on and they were so killer

there was a second or two of pause after the end where everyone just, absorbed things before the applause

i have some questions for abby about this actually because i dont know if its just because the monologue was different than im used to but

i just want to know if abby meant to have everything come off like That but god

the mental gymnastics jane is doing here are so intense

this performance genuinely changed how i listen to hos forever

i dont think i can ever peacefully listen to this song again

this song gave me so many layered emotions thank u abby mueller

haus of holbein

hans................................. *holbein*

the chaos

i honestly barely remember most of it it was

i had no idea who to be looking at

but i remember it being beautiful

i dont have the words to express how

fucking funny it was

the accents were hilarious

like they werent great german accents, but that made it far better

they were leaning into the ridiculousness of it all

the way abby said “but we cannot guarantee that you’ll still walk at forty” had me on the ground

ive spent the last 24 hrs trying to figure out exactly why it was so funny and i think i got it

she dropped the german accent

and she straight up sounded like she was reading off the side effects of a pharmaceutical ad on tv

the freeze frame? legendary

anna and courtney (im pretty sure?) managed to look so genuinely offended that henry swiped left on them

your highness your highness your highness

god adrianna please

actually every h sound that came out of their mouths

but adrianna Got It

get down

oh god i gotta talk about “didnt live up to his expectations”

brittney like, half took off her jacket and gestured to her body and like, body rolled a bit and honestly? i was fucking dead

the sarcasm really jumped out here. brittney went off in the best way possible

she was fully fake sobbing right before “tragic”

fucking legend

brING me some pheasant!

the woof line is always a good moment but their facial expressions really made it work here

this song has the most outwardly complex choreo (ofc i cant speak to its actual difficulty) and every single one of them crushed it

brittney made eye contact w me again on “looking cute” and im deceased

oh god after “take my fur” she whispered “thank you. honestly” and gestured to herself again and like, i was dying

iirc brittney was like, skipping across the stage or something on “i look more rad” and snapped into position for “lutheranism”

we gotta take a moment to appreciate the operatic talent of that one “get down you dirty rascal” instead of the slo mo

like, ofc the slo mo is a good moment but

brittney went full opera and it was,

wow

shes got a voice on her holy shit

so much talent in such a tiny body

aCHYEAH

she picked the person sitting next to me to dance w her and

they did their cute little dance thing and then brittney gestured like, go sit down, and the person did, then stood back up and started dancing again

not like, in a bad way i dont think

it was super fuckin funny and after the song brittney was like “oh that was cute you think youre funny”

but i heard them talking at the stagedoor and like, brittney was chill it wasnt like a violation of anything

im not explaining it very well but it was really funny in person

everything about her on stage was just, so enrapturing

i dont have too many specific notes about this song because it would probably turn into just, me being gay, which is enough of this already

anyway! get down was good brittney mack is a stellar cleves

her fake crying is next level tho

the confrontation

boleyn, unprompted: i lost my head!

the beheaded cousins high fived after “nice neck” and like, stuck out their necks a bit it was so funny

seymours “i died”

we all know abby is gonna kill her line delivery

but GOD

and then after, she like, realized what she had said and struck a pose like, shit please still think im regal

the line itself was actually pretty, uhhhh, sad

theres something about boleyn roasting khoward in andreas voice

courtney with that “and your songs” had perfect timing

also “when will justice be SERVED” had such good punch to it

after she did that she like

rubbed her hand on janes face

and abby looked SO offended

theres something so, sincere about courtneys delivery of her roasts that i hadnt been getting and its SO much funnier to me

i forget exactly where but at some point boleyn aragon and howard were arguing

and in the background it really looked like seymour and cleves were having a normal conversation and i lost it like. they were just chattin

there were a couple moments of like, cleves and seymour interacting and it was interesting

aywd

courtney! mack! took! no! prisoners!

jesus christ

okay so i dont know if other howards do this or if it was just because i was seeing it live and up close and that made the difference but

for me the most compelling part of this howard was the fear

like yes there was the sadness/anger/etc like there was good emotion but

from the “he says we have a connection” re: henry, and then on, everything about courtneys body language just screamed that she was afraid

idk i might expand on this in a separate post because its a darker topic but yeah. holy shit that was emotional

not a single person clapped after the last line. they all waited until after “yeah, and then i was beheaded” before clapping

like the theater was dead silent. DEAD silent

it was like, so haunting because it was just courtney on stage at that point, with just the white spotlight on her, it was a Moment

im not sure i have the heart right now to get too deep into this

if it would be particularly interesting to anyone feel free to ask, im happy to get more into it but idk its just Emotional

actually this is already so long ima go for it

so on each “we have a connection” it was uhhhh parr and aragon (i think) who each put a hand on like, her clavicle

and for the first two verses she grabbed one of the hands and was like, flirty? ig

but on the one about henry seymour also put a hand around her waist and she like

she freaked out

and listening back to the audio i can

unpopular opinion perhaps but the actual emotion of her on stage didnt come thru in the audio

because it was so physical

like you could see how scared she was

which made it more relateable to me honestly

like she looked so so scared

it was heartbreaking

the confrontation part ii

oh BOOH OO MISTERESSES

“okay catherine, babes” is CUTE fight me

anna looked like, progressively more concerned as that beat went on, and then she just kinda like, deflated? it was really funny tbh

idk her parr feels Different than the parr im used to

during “oh im catherine parr i draw the line in arbitrary places” courtney was playing with her hair it was hashtag cute

BACKING VOCALS RIP CATHY PARR

idnyl

a cute little b flat major 7

yeah anna parr seems

hmm

she seems like she’s just, over henry

like from the start she just has no time for him

idk im Conceptualizing

anna uzele is

her voice is next level

she put survived in the “got married to the king became the one who survived” in air quotes which i think is an interesting note

anna got really physically into the “remember that...” bit of it and everyone in the back was also having a good time with it it was Good

andrea. she stuck her pointer finger between two of her other fingers on her other hand for the “my sixth finger” line and it was SO funny

khoward keeping aragon in line was

not the hot take i was expecting but nevertheless the one we deserved

both for “dissolution of the monasteries” and “well actually”

idk it was a cute character moment

one of *unsure, disgusted, vaguely annoyed* siiiIIIiix

abby was right in front of me and she looked SO uncomf

yeah, i read

iconique

andrea like, threw her head back for this line

the pause after “theres not much we can do about it now” is

painfully long and so so so funny

i was only really looking at brittney but she was like, arms down head up no body language it was SO funny

also her “yeah?” ended my life

she raised the mic up to her mouth while not moving an inch of the rest of her body

the part where they get all meta. has me dead

it was about halfway through this second part that i realized cleves had her coat back. i dont know when that happened. if anyone else knows when exactly anna of cleves gets her coat back after it gets taken off in get down please tell me. i genuinely want to know

this actually distracted me

i got vibes that they genuinely hated henry during this part

first off, mood

secondly, good

annas riffing. god.

she is so talented

dsfjksdf they all straight up left

six

the opening moment is really sweet and kinda funny

abby again killing it with janes cursed lines

courtney howard is actually so cute

when shes not being heartbreakingly sad that is

like her “bye!” was so cute

theyre all so supportive of each other its very cute

megasix

adrianna and abby both looked into my camera and like, i died

at the end anna and brittney were doing some dumb shit as they walked off stage and it was SO cute

after the show

i went to the stagedoor and it was a really fun experience! ive never done that before

it seemed like everyone was being pretty respectful and stuff, thank u six fans for being sane

i got four signatures on my program dklfjsldfjds

abby was such a sweetheart, we actually talked a tiny bit

i told her i loved her line delivery (because uhhhhhh i do) and she said that she tries to get in that comedic timing when she has Those Lines and like yeah

she was seriously the nicest

the ladies in waiting came out as well and everyone cheered for them and lets be real they DESERVE it

lemme sidebar here actually and talk about the ladies in waiting because

they killed it

bessie on the bass was living her best life at literally all times

brittney was also super sweet! i told her she had good energy (because uhhhhhh she does) and she was very nice about it!!!

i didnt really talk to anna or andrea but i got their signatures!

also speaking of my program im still losing my mind over “remembered for: headlessness” and “remembered for: staying alive”

thank u sixcago program

in conclusion! this was such a great+special experience!!! all of the actors were incredible, it was so wonderful

im also not claiming any of this stuff was unique to this performance or to sixcago in general this was just the stuff i noticed as i was watching it. if you clown on this post ill end u

[softtdyo]

Heya! Could I get a BTS request where the reader is Namjoons younger sister and is secretly dating Jimin. And one day Namjoons walks in on them acting coupley, and gets a bit pissy because he's worried about the 5 year age gap between the reader and Jimin and how that might affect the relationship. Sorry if it's a bit sketchy I'm not good at descriptions. Thanks love ❤️❤️xx

Sure! I’ll try my best; Also: we agreed to change the age gap to 3 years bc ye not comfortable with the age diff, so hope u like it and sorry it took so long!

The two of you laughed loudly. It didn’t matter; no one else was at the dorm for now. You were watching a comedy movie you both enjoyed on the couch. Yeah, not the most romantic date, but you never got to see Jimin, and when you did, you were pretending that this wasn’t happening. You two wanted to keep your relationship a secret, knowing Joon would flip if he found out his “baby sister” (you hated that he called you that) was dating one of his members. Or if ARMYs found out he had a secret girlfriend. You pushed those thoughts aside to enjoy the moment. You warmly smiled at Jimin in adoration as he rubbed circles on your hand with his thumb and snuggled closer against his chest.

“Monnie said he’s coming soon, right?” he asked you.

“Yeah, but he told me it won’t be for at least another hour and a half or so. He said something about getting something to eat. We have time,” you responded.

Jimin grinned,“Well I still owe you.”

“Owe me what?” you turned and looked up at him, sitting up.

“A real date. Not that this is bad, but I mean, wouldn’t you rather do something more...fun? Nicer?”

“Well, I mean…I guess, but we can’t. Between your fans and the other members–Joon especially–”

“Yeah, yeah. I know. But still…,” he interrupted.

“For now, this is good enough for me. Sure, I wish we had more time together, but right now I’m just happy we get to spend any time together.”

“You’re really something,” he beamed down at you and kissed your forehead. “Cheesy, that’s it.”

“I am not. You know I mean it,” you retorted.

“I know. That’s the worst part. But it’s cute,” he smirked.

“Stop!” you laughed and punched his chest lightly. In return he tickled your stomach.

“Knock it off!”

“But your laugh’s so cute,” he gushed. You shook your head as he pulled you into his arms. Your phone had buzzed a bit ago, but you’d ignored it. You could check it later. He tilted your chin upwards and kissed you. You smiled and wrapped your arms around his neck, and he laced one hand in your hair, the other rested on your waist. Neither of you heard Namjoon come in, absorbed in the moment.

“What. the. hell.”

You pulled apart and swiveled around to see Namjoon’s mouth gaping as he held a bag of food.

“What the hell?!” he marched over as you and Jimin jumped apart from each other. “What are you doing with my sister?! Park Jimin, you’d better–”

“Joon, calm down. Don’t be mad at him. He didn’t do anything. It’s-we were going to tell you, but we just–”

“Don’t talk for him. He can speak for himself,” Namjoon cut in, glaring. “She’s nineteen! You’re twenty-three!”

“That doesn’t matter! Okay? And I’m twenty!” you shouted.

“Barely,” he retorted.

“Namjoon, I’m, I’m sorry. It’s–I–well…it just sort of happened. And–” Jimin stuttered.

Namjoon glared,“Don’t.”

“Don’t what?” Jimin asked hesitantly.

“Don’t talk to her. Don’t even look at her. And don’t start making excuses.”

“But–”

“But nothing! You didn’t tell me you were dating my younger sister! My younger sister! How is that okay?” Jimin looked at his feet.

“Namjoon, that’s not fair,” Jimin said, looking back up. “She can make her own choices. And you know I–”

“Not fair? Not fair,” Namjoon shook his head at Jimin. “Come on,” Namjoon turned towards you.

“Come on what?”

“I’m taking you home. Now.”

“But I–” you argued.

“But nothing. This is not up for discussion!” he gripped your arm and yanked you towards the door.

“Namjoon, I’m not going with you,” you pulled your arm from his grasp and stood beside Jimin.

“Y/n, I think it’s best if you go with him for now,” Jimin suggested, turning towards you.

“What? Why? I don’t–” you couldn’t believe Jimin was agreeing with Namjoon about this.

“Well...he’s right. I’d be upset if I were him. I know it’s not your favorite option–it isn’t mine either, but try to understand,” he said softly.

“But I don’t care if Namjoon likes it, I’m not letting him put a wedge between us because he’s uncomfortable or whatever. He’s just being an annoying older brother,” you whispered.

“Y/n,” Jimin sighed, “It’s not like we’re breaking up, alright? It’s only fair to Namjoon. You should care how he feels about it. I do. He’s your brother, and my friend and we live together, so I don’t want things to be tense. It doesn’t mean you aren’t my girlfriend anymore, it just gives him a chance to cool down and let things settle. Okay? Let him wrap his mind around it. I’ll see you soon anyway, and I’ll call you as soon as I can. Please?” He made a cutesy pouting face.

You folded your arms and groaned,“Fine.”

“Alright,” Jimin smiled and squeezed your hand before you made your way towards Namjoon, scowling at him before walking out the door. 

A few days passed and Namjoon continued to give you the cold shoulder. Jimin had been busy the last few days, so you hadn’t been able to talk in person since, only call or text. You decided to call him now.

“Hey, Minnie.”

“Hi,” he smiled softly. “You doing okay?”

“Yeah, I’m alright. Joonie’s will barely talk to me. How’s it been for you?”

“I’m alright; just busy. But in regards to Namjoon, well, um…he’s…not too happy with me. He’s been way more formal and stuff than usual. He seems pretty mad. I don’t know…if this was a good idea.”

“What?”

“I don’t know. Maybe we shouldn’t…No, I really don’t know, y/n.”

“He was going to find out sometime.”

“But this wasn’t the way. There’s a reason he was upset anyway. The age difference makes him uncomfortable, you’re my his younger sister, and we didn’t even get into the way the fans’ could react.”

You watched his lips curl into a frown. “Minnie, relax. I know there’s a lot going through your mind right now, I know, but don’t overthink it. You love me, right?”

“Of course I do. You know that,” he said shyly.

“And you already know that I love you. So there’s nothing you to worry about. Joon’ll get over it. He’s just…you know how he can be.”

He sighed, “Y/n, I think that, at least until we make amends with Monnie–Namjoon, that we…maybe shouldn’t see each other. In person, I mean. So that it doesn’t look like we’re sneaking or something. Monnie’s already upset enough, so I think that…maybe that’s what’s best for now.”

“But that’s ridiculous!”

“Y/n, you know it isn’t. At least until we talk to him. It’s not forever. It’s just until we sort things out. It’s only fair to him.”

You exhaled, “Alright.”

“I should’ve asked him first. Well, not asked...I don’t need his permission, but you know, just said something. It wasn’t fair to him, you have to admit that.”

“I guess so...”

“And the fact that we hid it from him for a while looks pretty bad,” he raised his eyebrow and smiled, knowing you couldn’t dispute what he said. 

“I guess...” you frowned.

“Hey, don’t look so sad. Now that he knows, we don’t have to keep up all the silly sneaking around or act weird when we’re all together. And we can see each other more often.”

“What if he doesn’t come around?”

Jimin inhaled thoughtfully, “I think he will. I think he’s just worried, you know? It’s an older brother’s job to look after his younger siblings. But we’ve been friends a long time, so don’t worry about it too much.”

“Yeah, I suppose you’re right,” a small smile crept on your face. 

“I’m gonna talk to him soon. You should call him and talk with him, too. We weren’t honest with him.”

“Alright, well make sure you’re eating well. Don’t overwork yourself, okay?”

“Okay, I’ll call you again soon,” he smiled, blew you a kiss, and made the heart symbol with his fingers.

“You’re so gross, stop doing so much aegyo,” you stuck your tongue out. It was killing you that you couldn’t experience his cuteness in person.

“Yah, you told me you liked when I did aegyo,” he whined.

“I do, but I can’t deal with that right now,” you stuck out your lower lip.

“You’re doing it now though,” he giggled.

Now you were sitting at the dorm, alone with Namjoon. You’d asked him if you could come and talk, and he’d agreed. All the members had made earlier plans; Jungkook and Tae had stopped in for a moment, but that was it. 

Namjoon sat across from you, face rested in his hands. You had been going back and forth, and both of you were frustrated to be getting nowhere. 

“Joon, look. We were going to tell you. Jimin wanted to as soon as we started dating. But I said no ‘cuz I knew you’d freak out.”

Namjoon sighed,“Yeah, well, you expect me to just be happy about it or something? You’re my younger sister, and Jimin…he’s one of my closest younger friends, and you both lied to me.”

“We didn’t lie. We just–”

“Kept secrets? Deceived me?” He furrowed his brow.

“…I know. And I’m sorry.”

“Jimin is three years older than you. That doesn’t sound like a lot, but at this age, it is. Look at where you are in life. You’re still in the early years of college, he’s old enough to have graduated. You hardly even see him. He’s always working. Always trying to be better. How can he take care of you if he’s struggling to take care of himself at times? I mean, he’s doing okay, but he’s always so busy. All of us are.”

“I know…but I don’t need him to take care of me. I’m not a baby anymore. I’m an adult too, and I know what I’m doing and I can take care of myself. I know he’s always working and that it’s a lot of sacrifice. And I know that the age gap worries you. But it’s really not that significant, and in time it can even be good for both he and myself. Three years isn’t much, and down the line it’ll matter even less. I know it’s…weird for you that we’re dating, but I really love Jimin.”

“I know. You always liked Jimin.”

“And he loves me.”

“I know,” Namjoon rubbed his face.

“Then you also know that when Jimin loves something, he devotes everything to it. You know he’d never hurt anyone. Jimin’s an incredibly sweet person.”

He sighed again, “I know. I think you forget that we’ve lived together seven years.” He cracked a small smile.

“Well then you already know…” You trailed off.

“Yeah. I just…you should’ve told me about something like that. It’s pretty crazy. I mean, I’m not really surprised. I actually sort of suspected it might happen. But to walk in on you guys just making out was–”

“First, we were NOT making out. And I know, I should’ve told you. But I know you. And I know Jimin. I knew you’d be pissed at him and I didn’t want you to be at odds. As friends or as…band mates? Whatever it’s called; I didn’t want you to be angry.”

He ran his fingers through his hair and leaned back. “I wasn’t really...angry that you’re together. But I couldn’t help but feel a little betrayed,” he sighed. “I can’t stop you from doing anything…but honestly, I’d rather you be with Jimin than most other guys. It’s weird as hell, but Jimin’s…I know he has a good heart.”

“So are we okay?” you tilted your head.

“Yeah, I talked to Jimin before you. He lives with me and ARMYs are really perceptive; I’m pretty sure they would’ve picked up on my hostility. He was around and feeling guilty and I felt...bad, so I thought we should just talk then. I told him if he hurts you I’ll kill him. But otherwise, we’re fine,” he grinned. “And you better not be cruel to him either. Jimin-”

“Yeah, yeah. I know. I’m his girlfriend.”

“Don’t–don’t say that,” he lifted his hands up to stop you. “It’s weird. Anyway, Jimin’s gonna be here soon. And I’m leaving. I never want to walk in on that again.”

Just then Jimin came in, greeting you both before smiling and sitting beside you.

“So...how are we telling the others?” you asked Jimin.

“I’m pretty sure everyone knew but Namjoon,” he shrugged and smiled, kissing your hand.

“For real?” Namjoon put his hands up. “I’m out.”

[bambamsgotjams]

Classmate!Joshua

I hope this can be the start of a new series for me! I got this idea entirely off of a click and drag I did so credits to the user who gave me this idea. I made both Joshua and the reader be transfer students from America so if you aren’t in any way American, bare with me here. (fair warning that this is going to sound really cheesy and corny like most fanfics)

Joshua is such a softy

And a sweetheart

I feel like he would be that cute boy that everyone just kind of likes

But he would be so quiet due to the fact that he’s a transfer student from America

He doesn’t really know his Korean very well and would be super anxious to say anything in front of the class

Of course he knew his basics and could put together some really simple sentences

But he was afraid that he didn’t know enough to carry on a full conversation with his peers

So he just kind of kept to himself and sat in the corner by himself

He would also be super shy when it would come to meeting new people

Like he considered himself socially awkward and he thought he wasn’t able to make friends easily because of that

He constantly thinks about all of the friends that he could make if he actually became confident in himself with his Korean

But he’s too nervous to ask for help

And his online Korean classes are too confusing for him

So that’s the main reason why he rarely spoke

He pretty much blames it all on his lack of self confidence as to the reason why he’s so quiet and shy and won’t speak to people

But that all changes when you arrive

You had become a transfer student to a new school in Korea due to some issues you had at home

Basically your parents hadn’t always been the best to you

And it got to the point where you didn’t really feel safe being around them

So you found out that you actually had an aunt who was living in Korea at the time

And lucky for you

The school you went to was offering for some students to have the chance to study abroad in Korea

So wanting the chance to finally get away from your life in America you managed to somehow convince your parents to let your study abroad

It didn’t really take much convincing to be honest

Sometimes you felt like they could care less about what you do

But luckily your aunt was willing to take you in as her own daughter and allowed you to stay with her in Korea for a while

To prepare for transferring schools

You signed up for a couple of online classes to help teach you Korean

And within a few months you knew your basics

You weren’t terrible at it

But you also weren’t exactly good

Your aunt had reassured you though that your Korean was just fine to get you through an average day in Korea

And finally the day came when you were able to transfer schools for the next year or two

Korea did take some getting used to at first

But the people there were pretty nice

A lot of your neighbors seemed impressed that a young teenager was willing to spend a couple years in a foreign country to study abroad

They all seemed to praise you for knowing Korean so well in such a short amount of time

Your school was impressed too

They had told you that you would fit in just fine with their students

Having the reassurance from so many people had kind of made you less nervous about talking to your peers

On your first day the principal had so kindly escorted you to your first class

The teacher had welcomed you inside with a warm smile and motioned for you to stand in front of the class to introduce yourself

Your peers looked kind of dead and bored

You couldn’t blame them though because who ever really wants to be up at this time in the morning to learn

You took a deep breath before speaking in your best Korean

“hello my name is y/n and i’m a transfer student from america. i hope you all take care of me~”

The class had responded with a couple of deep mummers before the teacher showed you an empty desk in the back of the room

You had happily taken your seat in the back and set your stuff down as the teacher began to speak

During her lesson

You couldn’t help but let your mind wander as you looked around the class room

Your eyes landed on a cute looking boy who was a couple seats down in the row next to you

He had soft brown eyes and his hair was nice and silky looking

His uniform looked clean and well put together

Basically he looked like a cute little school boy who was ready to learn

You couldn’t help but notice that he had a really handsome face

Your favorite feature of him was probably his lips

They looked so soft and full

You couldn’t help but think about what it would feel like to kiss them

You found yourself so caught up in daydreaming about the cute boy that you didn’t notice him turn his head in your direction

And you didn’t even realize that your eyes had locked for a couple seconds until you saw him turn away with a blush on his cheeks

And you finally realized how creepy your probably looked starring at this really cute boy and damn you thought that you really messed up that first impression

The first month you spend at the school actually went by better than you expected

You managed to make some really good friends there

You even had a small group of people who willingly accepted you into their friend group

You remember them introducing themselves as Hansol, Seokmin, and the ‘I’m-that-really-annoying-guy-who-you’re-probably-going-to-hate-at-some-point-bc-of-my-lame-jokes’ (a.k.a Kwon Soonyoung)

They basically took you under their wing and were the first people to accept you for you

You proabably got along most with Hansol, who was a freshman, due to the fact that you both were American

The two of you were basically best friends

And your favorite activity would to speak in english in front of Sookmin and Soonyoung just to see the look they would give you as they tried to figure out wtf you were actually saying

Eventually they just started getting the idea that everything you said was a compliment

Like you could say that Seokmin’s screeching reminded you of a whale and he would just kind of

“yes i know i’m the most handsome man in the who school you don’t have to remind me”

And you and Hansol would just kind of roll your eyes

As much as you loved your best friends

You couldn’t help but want only one person to talk to you

And that was the same cute boy that you shared your first class with

Actually he was in a couple of your advanced classes

But you guys never crossed paths or spoke with each other since the incident where you basically ruined your chances of getting him to like you because just just had to be creepy and stare at his cute face and kissable lips

You began to give up on ever getting the chance to talk to him until one day after class

You had been called down to the office for a quick screening and you were already ten minutes late to your next class so you grabbed all of your things and rushed as quickly as you could down the empty hall

You were making great time until you just had to crash into a tall object

Or person

When you looked to apologize to the person

You noticed that you were now face to face with the really cute boy in your advanced classes

“are you okay?”

You swore you never heard an angel speak such good english as this one right in front of you

You just kind of stared at him for a bit before letting out a weird jumble of words

Like you couldn’t even remember what you were saying because it was that messy

The boy just kind of laughed and helped you pick you your books

As he handed you your last one, your fingers brushed together

And you both just kind of stood there without moving

You were sure in that moment that the boy felt the same fluttery feeling you did judging by the look in his eyes

He was the first to break the silence and smiled at you

“my name is joshua and i think we have some of the same classes”

You would just kind of stare at him and stutter

“i’m y/n and i think you have a really cute face”

It would take you a moment before you would facepalm at the words that just came out of your mouth

Joshua just seemed to kind of laugh at your response and move his other hand to push a stray piece of hair behind your ear

“i’ll see you in calculus, darling”

And he would strut off just like that

Just leaving you standing there wondering what the hell just happened

Later that night you would be fangirling to Hansol over the phone and he would just kind of sit there on the other line ready to hang up because of how girly you were acting

But you knew he was too much of a sweetheart to do that

Hansol understood how much you like Joshua

It’s not like he’s all you ever really talked about or anything

Nooooo, not at all

Every day for the next few weeks you and Joshua would always stop to say hello whenever you saw each other in the halls

And you would always work on classwork together in your classes

You found yourself falling in love with Joshua and his character

He was actually a really interesting person

You found out that the reason he was so good at english was because he had lived in LA for most of his life before moving to Korea

And he was always quiet because he was afraid to speak in Korean because it was apparently really bad

All of your classmates began to ship the two of you together because it was so cute seeing you and Joshua acting all cutesy with your new friendship

Seokmin and Soonyoung would always tease you about it saying that you and Joshua were going to get married and live on a farm in America with 12 kids and 30 pigs

And it would make you really embarrassed to the point where Hansol would sigh and respond sassily to them

“at least in her future she’s going to get married unlike you guys who will probably live with each other and a million cats”

And that would get them to shut up

After the first 3 months of school you realized that you managed to survive a whole season at a foreign school

As the month of Winter began everyone began to buzz about the fancy Winter formal that was coming up

And Joshua was beginning to act weird around you

You noticed that he would become quieter and quieter as the weeks rolled on and the formal grew closer

It eventually came to the point where he grew distant

And it kind of scared you because talking to him was the only way you could be close to him

He never really did work with you anymore and basically ignored you in the halls

It got you thinking about what you did wrong to make him ignore you

You talked to your friends about it asking them why guys were always so weird

But they didn’t give you a legit response and it kind of upset you

A week until the formal and you were kind of hoping Joshua would ask you to go with him but your hopes were slowly washing away because it got the point where he didn’t even acknowledge you

One day when you were about to head home after school

Hansol pulled you in the opposite direction despite your protests for him to stop

Once you got the the school yard he told you to sit down at the fountain and just wait

You looked at him confused but you listened to him and trusted that he knew what was going on

A couple minutes after Hansol left you began to hear the soft strumming of a guitar

You sat quietly and listened as an oddly familiar voice began to sing

You furrowed your eyebrows before standing up from your spot on the fountain and walking to the other side

There you saw Joshua looking right back at you as he continued to sing

When he was done, he set his guitar next to him and waited for you to say something

Only you couldn’t

You just kind of stood there like “wow this man can really sing”

Joshua stood up and took your hands in his own

He looked right into your eyes and smiled sweetly and you swear that your heart melted

He pushed a strand of hair behind your ear just like he did when you first ran into each other

“sorry i’ve been ignoring you, i just couldn’t find the right words on how to say this”

oh boy

Now your heart was beating so fast you swear that it was going to burst

Joshua could probably hear how hard it was pounding at this point

“y/n i’ve liked you since the first time i caught such a pretty girl starring at me and i was hoping that you would go to the formal with me???”

And that’s when your heart exploded

All you could do was nod your head a super speed and wrap your arms around his neck

Joshua was taken aback but hugged your back and gOD IT FELT SO GOOD

Immediately when you got home you gave Hansol a ring

And you found out that he basically helped set it up by telling Joshua that a special someone had a huge crush on him

At first you wanted to hit Hansol for spilling to your crush about your crush on him

But you couldn’t help but love him at the same time for it because you would never have had the guts to talk to Joshua about it on your own

Fast forward to the night of the dance

You had the prettiest ball gown that anyone had ever seen

Your aunt made sure to take lots a pictures for her memory book

And when you answered your door

Joshua basically stopped breathing and looked so awestruck at how beautiful you were

He would be so cheesy with the compliments he would give you

“wow, i thought that just seeing you was the most beautiful thing in the world but here you have invented a whole different level”

And you would blush so hard at his compliments

Your aunt waved as the two of you headed off the to big dance

Once you got there your heart was pounding because you were so nervous

You wanted his night to be perfect

Well, with Joshua it already was

But you wanted to have every girl’s dream dance

You had the perfect date and now all you needed that romantic dance where you got your first kiss

Sadly that didn’t happen because Joshua didn’t really have the balls to kiss you yet

But you did have a great time

All your friends showed up and basically joined in on yours and Joshua’s date

He didn’t seemed to mind so you just kind of went with it

You did get your slow dance with him on the plus side

He was kind of awkward when first dancing with you

But as he became less tense and nervous he looked basically like a pro

By the end of the night

Being the gentleman that Joshua is

He walked up up to your door

You thanked him for having such a great night

And he just kind of stood there with his cheeks flushed pink saying that it was not problem

Before he left he placed a sweet kiss to your cheek

And right after the two of you heard a snap of a camera so you pulled apart and glared at your aunt who just giggled and ran away

So in the end you kind of did get your kiss even if it wasn’t as perfect as you wanted it

The next few weeks at school you and Joshua were basically stuck together

Everyone thought you guys were a couple at this point because of the tings you would do

Like walking through the halls hand in hand

Or always making sure to sit next to each other at lunch

And confronting Seokmin together when he started a rumor that you actually were dating

But you kind of had to thank him for that one because after that Joshua was just kinda like

“why not”

And that’s you you guys became an item

He would be the sweetest boyfriend awe

He always made sure to hold the doors open for you

He helped you with your homework

And he always made it his priority to spend time with you everyday to make sure you didn’t feel alone

After 3 months of dating your friends began to bug you guys about why you haven’t had your first kiss

Hansol smacked them both on the back of their heads and apologized to you guys for your friend’s stupidity

But you too kind of began to wonder why you haven’t had your first kiss yet

You didn’t want to rush Joshua though because you knew he got really shy and nervous about these things

Joshua on the other hand felt bad because he felt like he was holding you back

So he did plan to give you both yours and his first kiss

When he was over at your place on a late Friday night

Your aunt had gone out with a couple of friends and told you that she wouldn’t be home until the next afternoon

So Joshua said he would stay the night with you to keep you company

He showed up with tons of snacks and movies for you guys to watch

You sat for hours upon hours watching corny old movies

You got really tired and you leaned your head on Joshua’s shoulder

You felt his lips press to your temple, not moving from their place for a while

You pulled away from him and looked up at him with concern asking if he was okay

He bit his lip nervously and played with his fingers in his lap before looking at you dead in the eye

“can i....kiss you?”

You were kind of taken aback in shock

You just smiled and giggled at him before cupping his cheeks

“you don’t have to ask silly”

And you pressed your lips onto his own

And damn were your right about your first impression of his lips all those months ago

They were just as soft and sweet as the looked

Kissing him was like being in a dream

It was something beyond what you could have imagined

The two of you pulled away only when you needed to breathe

“wow”

was all that he could say

You blushed and leaned your head on his shoulder again as you finished watching your movies

If you thought that you and Joshua were close before

Well damn you guys were even closer now if all possible

You were that couple that couldn’t bare being away from the other

But everyone thought it was more cute than annoying

Mainly because they’ve never seen a girl make Joshua so happy before in his life

In fact they were shocked that you were able to help him open up more

He talked a lot more in classes

Made a couple more friends

But what really shocked them is when he stood up for little Chan being bullied in the hallway

They were basically beating the poor kid up to a little pulp until your boyfriend stepped in and threw a punch at the kid who was beating up Chan

He did get in trouble and ended up getting detention

But you didn’t mind because he had the right heart

Chan couldn’t stop thanking Joshua and was basically a puppy to him for the rest of the school year

He always followed you guys around

It did get annoying, but you understood that Chan didn’t have any friends so you took him under your wing

The school year seemed to fly by so fast and now you and Joshua were graduating

The only person who was a worse mess than you that day was your aunt

She was so proud that her niece was graduating high school

The whole thing was such a sad moment but one of the best in your life

She even gave you and Joshua cute couple ideas for your graduation pictures

You were kind of worried about losing Joshua after graduation because you were returning to the states for college

But he promised you that he would wait and visit you every chance he got

It didn’t happen that often

But you guys were able to spend winter break and summer together

You guys were the high school sweethearts that ended up getting married later in your life

And everyone thought you were goals okay

You were so grateful that you got to meet a man like Joshua

Going to Korea was by far the best choice you ever made in your life