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i dont want anybody messaging me for what im about to say because i AM safe and i WONT hurt myself, but holy fucking shit i cannot do this anymore. this is too fucking much. everything that i will never be able to do is hurting me. everything that i havent accomplished yet is hurting me. i want to disappear so badly and its killing me. i may not kill myself, but i fear not killing myself will also kill me.
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