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grandtheftpoptart · 2 years ago

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I've felt an overwhelming love for myself and my body and even if no one else appreciates it, i dont care because I know it is beautiful and will be here for me when no one else is

Pff I ran out of tags lmao

#itd be nice to be recognized and acknowledged for my body in a kind way #not dismissed. berated. or ignored #i want someone to feel attracted to me; physically #mentally. and emotionally. i will notnsettle for less #it is not a reflection on myself if others dont/cant appreciate my body #and no amount of reciprocation will change how i exist within my skin #i have goals for my self and my future thst i will not settle on #this includes having 3-4 children #and having them while im young enough to be present and active in their lives #i want to get married some day to someone who will hold me at night #to someone who indulges in my interests the same way i do theirs #i want to feel truly seen #i want to be able to converse with someone and to joke around with them and know when theyre joking #and know that they dont speak truths and mask it as a joke #i want someone who values my time and my energy #somwone who wont push me into something i dont want because its what they want for their future #ive said it before but i dont care about fulfilling my carreer or traveling or anything like that before i have children #i want to experience that and it makes me mad when im told to focus on my dreams #this is my dream #it isnt a returement plan. it isnt me rushing to start a family or whatever #i have so much love to give and i have been giving it to so many people for so long i just want that to be reciprocated in its entirety #that includes having someone who has these same life goals #another dream of mine is a reptile (mostly snakes lets face it) education facility and i need someone who will suppoet me in this #i want unconditional and reciprocated love with like goals. where we can support one another and i wont have to sacrifice my entire self in #i already feel so out of place as it is. even within the secure relationships i have. i want to feel safe. i want to make them feel safe #it kills me that i havent felt this yet. someone can become a safe space so quickly and in the same amount of time they can become the oppo #-site. alao in regsrds to traveling i stg if someone tells me to travel before i have kids im going to lose my mind. i dont even have #a passport and it's not like im really rushing to gst one and go anywhere. the world fucking sucks andnidk how much time i have left so i #want to foster relationships and build a lofe for myself and my (future) family. this coukd incluse experiencing travel with them #which is better than traveling alone. eith family. or with people who are juat as introverted as i am and who'd rather stay home

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