Never Fall Underneath Your Pride
“Enough, Solas.” she breathed out while tossing her own staff onto the ground, placing her only hand over her bleeding cut, stil sore due to its usage for blood magic. She looked down at her lover, who was kneeling due to his numerous wounds. “I wont let you continue.”
“This...this isn’t over.” he rasped, coughing blood soon after. He tried to stand, but the gravity of his condition was too great. “I have to free my people!”
“Look around, you fool!” Solas looked at her like it was the first time he laid eyes upon her frame, the roughness of her voice snapping him back to reality. “Look around, and see the freedom your people have gained!”
And so he did.
Red banners with tevene-like snakes biting their tails clashed against green ones with patterns of three-eyed wolf heads. Freedom looked like ashes, dust and blood, smelled like burned corpses, and had the sound of a thousands screams.
“This isn’t freedom, Solas. It never was.” she continued, his eyes slowly drifting to her face again. “What you fight for is the uplifting of the Elvhen, not for their release from chains. Placing a few ahead of the rest won't create freedom, only an endless cycle of war, just like the one we have right now!”
“There was no other way, Solia!” he growled, trying again to stand up with no success. “I failed my people once, and it cost us everything!”
“You'll always fail if you continue to fight for wrong cause, Fen’Harel. But perhaps you are so full of pride you haven’t even consider it! Won’t you stop until the wolf’s jaws are full of flesh and the sun covered in blood!?”
She regretted her words the moment they came out of her mouth, and yet no words ever had the same impact on Solas as those did.
“T-There was no other way...”
“I...I understand that, thousand of years ago, you couldn’t consider any outsider part of your people. But look atyour agents, Solas. Do you honestly believe they share anything in common to those who died at your time? How many of them have mixed blood? How many have ever had friends, or were in love with someone of another race?”
“I cannot stop now, vhenan.” the desperation in his voice was so painfully clear it made Solia’s heart stirr. “Even if it was true, even if I wanted--”
“Do you?” she asked, making him frown.
Her body dropped onto her knees, both looking at each other straight in the eye. Solia started to cry in that moment, as the glimpse of a new hope for both of them became the closest to reality as it had ever been.
“Do you want to stop, ma vhenan?” she repeated, whispering. His eyes drifted to what was left of her left arm. Even without a limb, she was still fighting. And, even if he was to blame for her losing her arm, she still loved him.
He looked up at the sky. A single red banner, one that represented her cause of fighting for every slave and race, waved around them. The sun was past it, and he swore he had never seen the sun shining as brightly as in that moment.
“Yes.”
First part of the commission: https://nydharani.tumblr.com/post/615588293224038400/var-lath-vir-suledin-solas-but-i-will-never
Song that inspires Solas and Solia’s romance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxWvDQyI5ts
This is the second part of my big commission made by @drathe !! lemme tell ya, I cannot be more happy with this comic, which shows my take in the final battle with Solas in DA4! She perfectly drew everything I had in my mind, and my two babies have never looked better. Drathe was the best, incredibly sweet and super patient with me and every bit I wanted to change. I AM FUCKING PRAYING THAT THIS IS THE ENDING WE’LL GET WITH SOLAS. I swear I’ll riot if the romance doesn’t have a happy ending XDD.
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The Murder of Arthur Wright XI
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Chapter Eleven: Bad Business
The walk to Fernando’s office was just long enough for Margot to thoroughly berate herself. She tried to keep her expression calm, but Cain’s betrayal cut deep. Margot knew not to trust him on blind faith, but they had been so busy there had been little time to do anything other than verify he was a licensed detective. Margot had allowed herself to be drawn by his affable manner and had forgotten they hadn’t even known one another a week.
Had it all been an act? When Margot thought about it, it seemed that Cain was accustomed to wearing different hats as the need arose. She remembered how he had manipulated Felix Wright into hiring him in the first place, and how different he seemed prior to their meeting with Anansi.
Reputation is a man’s greatest and most fragile mask. Look behind it at your own risk.
It seemed like it had been an age since Anansi dispersed those words of wisdom. Of course they had been referring to Felix Wright at the time, but Margot got the feeling like she was finally getting a glimpse past the façade Cain tried so hard to maintain.
And she didn’t like it. Not one bit.
There was danger following him any further. Margot was confident in her ability to fight her way out of any situation, but that was nothing compared to the damage that would be done if someone recognized her. While the Academy’s good conduct policy didn’t specifically forbid professors from going into private meetings with known mobsters, she suspected that the Board of Directors would be none too pleased if they learned of her actions thus far.
It wasn’t funny, but Margot almost laughed anyway. Being fired was the least of her worries. This was the second time Cain had gotten her involved with the Casettis without her knowledge of consent. Already she had a known hitman talking about her with a bookie of what was likely an illegal gambling operation.
“This way,” Tony said, leading them away from the cheering crowd to an office complex. It looked…deceptively normal. The dwarves were all in good spirits, making small talk with Cain and joking with one another. Though it was starting to get late, the sun still shone brightly in the sky. There was nothing dirty or off-putting, nothing shady that would tip off it was a center for criminal activity.
Finally Tony came to a stop and rapped his knuckles against the doorway. Like the restaurant that started this whole mess there were two entrances, one meant for dwarves and another for so-called big folk. There was no answer, and he knocked again.
“Open up, Fernando. You’ve got visitors.”
There were a few moments of silence before the door opened, revealing a silver-haired dwarf. He scowled at Tony before canting his neck up to Cain. Between a pair of dark glasses and bushy beard covering his mouth it was difficult to make out his expression. Margot supposed the glasses would almost be a necessity to keep from being blinded by the heavy rings he wore on nearly every finger. When he stroked his beard the sun glittered off of jeweled cufflinks, and it wouldn’t have surprised Margot if the chain of his pocket watch was made of gold.
“What are you doing here?” he asked, surprised.
“What kind of greeting is that, Fernando?” Cain asked. “Can’t a guy come around for old time’s sake?”
The dwarf removed his glasses and cleaned them slowly with a kerchief. “Uh huh, I suppose not, but last time we talked you didn’t seem too keen on coming back.” His eyes shifted to Margot. “You brought a lady here? What kind of gentleman brings a lady into his business?”
“She’s the professor Viola was talkin’ about,” Tony said. “The one who fought the drath.”
“The one who saw Master Wright die,” Fernando said. There was something about his tone, the ease in which he said it, that put Margot on edge. He sighed, and returned his glasses back to their proper place. “I suppose you better come in.”
Margot and Cain entered through the appropriate door as Fernando directed Tony and his men to wait for them outside. The office was fastidiously tidy, with each quill and book in place. Fernando ambled behind his desk and clapped his hands. Two chairs, made to seat dwarves, sprung up in size.
“Handy spell, that,” Fernando said as they took a seat. “Enchanted by a guy on Twelfth Boulevard. He does great work.”
“Only the best for you, Fernando,” Cain said.
“Cut the *$!!@&#*, Cain,” Fernando said. “What are you doing here?”
“Hey now, no need to be hostile—“
“And what you doing, bringing a professor from Kemptson here?” Fernando said. There was dry hoarseness to his voice that reminded Margot of a tomb. “The Wizard may be gone, but her type don’t belong here. You should know that, and if you don’t someone otta be teaching you a lesson.”
Cain frowned, and reached for a stick of jerky. His expression was passive as stone, but Margot could see the sweat beading on his forehead. She slid her gaze back to Fernando.
Despite his diminutive size, there was no doubt who was in control of the room. If the jewels weren’t already a tipoff, it would have been impossible for Margot to mistake him for a mere bookie. The dwarf wielded menace like a weapon, and they were in his territory, playing by his rules.
Silently cursing Cain’s recklessness, Margot said, “I am sitting here, you know. It might help if you give us a chance to explain ourselves.”
Fernando’s moustache twitched. He leaned back in his chair and regarded her as if she were a bit of mud he had forgotten to scrape off his shoe. “Alright Professor, I’ll bite. Why in the nine hells are you here?”
“I need to talk with Felix Wright,” Cain said. “If he’s here, I thought it better to let you know before causing a scene at your establishment. You know, as a professional curtesy.”
“And if he’s not you figured I would know where to find him,” Fernando finished for him. He leaned on his elbows, the deep furrow remaining between his brows. “And what makes you think I waste my time looking after Felix Wright?”
“Viola said your Father knew him,” Cain said with a shrug. “Figured you were in business together.”
Fernando let out a harsh bark of a laugh. “As if I’d waste my time. Give him a century or two and he might be worth the effort, but I don’t deal in uncut gemstones. Brilliant mind, but without the common sense the gods bestowed on a common pudding.”
“But you know where he is?” Cain prompted.
“Comes in often enough, braying like the ass he is.” Fernando seemed to have come to the decision that they were not a threat. He reached under his desk and pulled out a bottle of spirits and three tumblers. “Can I tempt you? You won’t find better anywhere in the country.”
“No, thank you,”
“Naw.”
“Suit yourself.” Fernando poured himself a drink and took a bracing sip. “You still haven’t answered my question, Cain: What’s the deal with the professor?”
“Professor Margot is just a consultant for a case,” Cain said.
“And what case would that be?”
Fernando set his tumbler down and laced his fingers together. The intensity returned to his gaze, hidden as it was behind dark glasses, heavy and nearly overwhelming. He moved the ring on his left thumb a quarter turn, and the hair on the back of Margot’s neck prickled. Magic.
Margot called on her power, ready to activate the charms in her skirts, when Cain raised a hand to stop her.
“I just want to talk to Mr. Wright,” he said calmly. “I think you’ll find it mutually beneficial.”
The dwarf rested his hands on his desk. “Yeah?”
“If nothing else I can get him out of your beard for a day or two.” Cain said.
“That’s not good enough, Cain,” Fernando said.
Margot suddenly remembered a story one of her instructors told her years ago of a snake he’d come across while traveling. Before biting it would always shake a rattle on its tail. Fernando was like that rattlesnake, his words equal parts warning and threat.
“I’ve heard whispers, boy,” he continued. “You’ve been sniffing around where you don’t belong. You better be careful were you stick your nose. One of these days it’s gonna get cut off.”
Cain’s grin returned, wolf-like to Fernando’s snake. “It’s a good thing I just want to talk to Wright junior then, isn’t it? Hells bells, I’ll even stay on premises if you’re that jumpy.” He leaned forward as if sharing some conspiracy and stage whispered, “It’s almost as if you got something to hide.”
Fernando’s lip turned down in a silent snarl, flashing a glimpse of a golden tooth. “Tony!”
The door opened immediately. “Yeah boss?”
“Find the elf and bring him here. He was in the luxury box last I saw.” He whirled back to Cain, pointing one meaty finger at his chest. “And you get out of my sight. I’ll overlook your insolence this once. But you’d do well to remember, Cain, you get away with a lot as a friend of the Family, but you ain’t Family.”
“What in the world is going on here?”
Cain shook his head slightly, and said out of the corner of his mouth, “Not here, Prof.”
They were waiting outside of Fernando’s office, still watched by Tony’s goons. A glare from Margot was enough for them to back a respectful distance away, but there were undoubtedly surveillance spells marking their every move. Margot had already spotted two All-Seeing Eyes, only partially hidden by the natural shadows of the building. Who knew what else was watching them.
“Fine, but when this is over you owe me.”
“Fair enough.” The corner of his mouth twitched…was that in regret? Or frustration? “And I know it probably doesn’t mean anything, but I am sorry.”
Margot grunted. “You better be.”
Margot was more than content to give him the cold shoulder—perhaps literally, depending on how this turned out—but the stony silence only lasted between them a moment or two before she heard Felix complaining loudly.
“I’ve paid my debts, dwarf! You have no right to bring me here. I had twenty gold riding on that race! Unhand me, you scoundrel! Unhand me at once—“ His voice shriveled into a strangled croak when he finally saw Cain and Margot.
“You!”
“Us,” Cain said. He shoved his hands in his pockets and offered his friendliest smile. “Time to go home, Wright. Your wife’s waiting in my office.”
“Isabella?” Felix’s eyebrows drew together, a slur in his voice making it sound more like Izbell. His eyes were bloodshot, and Margot wondered if he was drunk or merely sleep deprived.
Margot had run out of patience either way. With a flick of her wrist she gathered a handful of water, drawing away enough heat to make it just the right side of freezing, and flung it at his face.
Felix yelped and strung together a string of Elvish curses, a few Margot recognized from her time with Lyra. It was hardly the sort of language a gentleman would use. Margot crossed her arms across her chest, unimpressed.
The scientist in her noted the dark bags under his eyes, the frumpled state of his clothes, the messy disarray of his hair with clinical detachment. The man who stood before her was nearly unrecognizable from the one she met at the mage’s conference, a mere shadow of the confident, charming man who was the face of his father’s research.
Her heart softened just a little. Estranged or not Felix had just lost his father, and people dealt with grief in different ways.
That iota of sympathy vanished when, still in Elvish, he suggested her mother had had inappropriate relations with an orc, which even if true would not have been something for Margot to be ashamed of, and she doused him a second time.
That sobered him enough to shut his mouth, and Cain shook his head. “You deserved that one, Wright. Now let’s get you home.”
Isabella was still waiting for them when they returned, which surprised Margot. She scrambled to her feet at the sight of them, her entire attention immediately drawn to her husband. The color left her cheeks, and her already-enormous eyes grew even wider as she covered her mouth with horror.
Stuck between Margot and Cain, Felix looked like a rat caught between a trap and a hungry cat. He swallowed hard, his expression crumpling with shame. “Isabella, I can explain…”
“I’m just happy you’re safe.”
Felix tried to meet his wife’s earnest expression, but was unable to.
“I know you’re eager to get him home, Mrs. Wright, but do you mind if I have a word with your husband?” Cain asked. “I private?”
Isabella looked very much like she wanted to refuse, but Cain didn’t give her the chance, half leading, half dragging Felix Wright but the collar into his office. Margot followed, and as soon as the door clicked behind them Cain traced a sigil that would prevent anyone from eavesdropping.
It was the first spell Margot had seen him perform halfway competently, and that made her think that he was forced to use it often.
“What do you want with me?” Felix muttered as he slunk into his seat. “Have you found Desdemona yet?”
Cain took his time in answering. He drew a stick of jerky out of his pocket, but didn’t put it in his mouth. His expression was hard. “Not as of yet, no. But there were some things I wanted clear up that would be a real help.”
“Well get on with it,” Felix said irritably.
“Alright then, I’ll cut right to the chase: Where did you go after Anansi’s play?”
Felix jerked spastically and threw himself to his feet. “What do you mean where did I go? I told you, I waited for my father—“
“And you lied,” Cain said calmly. “Again.”
For a moment Felix was speechless. His eyes bulged, his lips working wordlessly as he tried to speak but couldn’t. His arms went limp by his sides, and he fell back into the chair. “You think I did it.”
Felix laughed. It started as a disbelieving chuckle and grew in volume and intensity until his whole body was shaking with it. The more he tried to stop himself the louder it got, until he was howling hysterically. At that moment Felix Wright seemed less than sane, and Margot was grateful his wife wasn’t present.
“You…you th-think I did it!” Felix managed between halting breaths. “Me! Kill my own father, when he was about to make me more money than your plebeian minds can imagine.”
“Did you hear that, Cain, we’re plebeians now,” Margot drawled.
“Uh huh.” Cain started chewing on his jerky stick. “Mr. Wright, I’m not accusing you of anything, but it is imperative that we know the truth.”
“It seems to me that you already know the truth,” Felix said.
“Not from the horse’s mouth.”
“I’m beginning to think my faith in you was misplaced, Mr. Cain.”
“Please, Mr. Wright. Every little bit helps.”
Felix snorted disbelievingly. “Well, since you asked so nicely.” He straightened himself in an attempt to appear proper, but the affect was undercut by the fact he was still a wet, sopping mess.
“Everything I told you about that illusionist’s performance was the honest-to-gods truth. Father went to confront him, and I went…out.”
“Where,” Cain interrupted sharply.
Felix’s mouth pulled down into a snarl, and he clenched his hands into fists. “I had just seen my sister come back from the dead. It…shook me. I needed some fresh air to clear my head. I took a walk around, and ended up at a tavern a few streets over. I stopped in for a drink.”
He looked up at Cain, and for a moment he looked vulnerable and lost. “I hadn’t gotten drunk since before my sons were born. I swore I never would again, but I just wanted to forget everything I saw. To pretend that it never happened. Some lads at the tavern started a game of cards, which turned to another and another, and before I knew it was two in the morning.”
“I don’t remember making it back to the hotel, but I must have,” Felix said, slumping back into his seat. “Father was furious, of course. We argued, but nothing we hadn’t argued over before, and I was in bed by three.”
“And your father?” Cain asked.
Felix shrugged. “He was still scribbling away in his little notebook. I don’t know if he slept at all. You remember, Professor, how distracted he was when I introduced you? It wasn’t like him to forget like that.”
“What exactly did you quarrel over, Mr. Wright?” Cain said.
Felix’s expression hardened. “What you must understand, Mr. Cain, is that my father cared only for his legacy. He could have stayed on at the University with a state of the art research lab and all the assistants he could have dreamed of and finished his research in half the time, but he insisted on doing everything alone. Or as alone as he possibly could. If he could have avoided working with me he would have, but he couldn’t, and I think he resented it.”
“But that doesn’t make sense, he wrote me for help developing some of his contingency spells,” Margot said.
“Ah, but it was his idea to write you, was it not?” Felix said. “And his idea to integrate your ideas into his research. And really, with all the contingencies he had already put into his device the spellwork you contributed was largely superfluous.”
“That didn’t stop it from blowing up,” Margot said.
“No, it didn’t.” Felix got to his feet, swaying slightly. “Now if you excuse me, my wife is waiting.”
“I may need to call on you another time,” Cain said.
“I pray to any god that cares to listen that won’t be necessary, but if it is you know where to find me.”
“Just one moment,” Margot said sharply. “I get what you were doing the night before the conference, but what about today? You wife was worried sick about you.”
“That’s none of your concern, Professor. Now kindly move aside.”
Margot stared down Felix Wright, and did not budge from the door. “What’s your connection with the Casettis?”
“Professor, let the man leave,” Cain said quietly.
“Do you realize what kind of damage Master Wright’s research could do if it got into those hands?” Margot asked. “Do either of you realize?”
“So first I’m a murderer, and now I’m in the pocket of a mob family,” Felix said scathingly. “Cain, have this woman step aside, or I swear I will move her myself.”
“I’d like to see you try.”
“My business is my own,” Felix said, his voice icy cold. There was a look in his eye that was eerily reminiscent of his mother at her most imposing. Still Margot did not move. She needed answers, and she knew that Felix had them.
For a split second Margot thought Felix would attempt to hit her, but with visible effort he gathered himself back under control, and a terrible grin spread across his face. “You’re fired.”
“Excuse me?”
Margot couldn’t tell if she had said the words or Cain. Perhaps they had both spoken, but regardless of which of them spoke Felix’s gaze never left hers.
“I said you’re fired. A man knows when it’s best to cut his losses, and it’s obvious that you two are of no help to me.”
“Mr. Wright, please, I know today’s been a difficult day for you. Maybe once you get some rest—“
“That’s where you’re wrong, Mr. Cain,” Felix said, his voice deadly calm. “I’m thinking more clearly now than I have since my father’s death. I gave you one simple task, and that was to find Desdemona and prove her guilt, and all you’ve done is upset my mother at my father’s funeral, distress my wife, and accuse me of murder. I put too much stock into the Westmacott name to see you for what you truly are: a fraud.”
“But your father’s death…”
“I don’t care about my father’s death,” Felix said. “In fact, the more time that passes the more I realize how little I care at all. So what if he was murdered? That changes nothing except I no longer have to suffer his hubris. My business is my own, and I’m more than capable of standing on my own two feet.”
This time when he moved for the door Margot stepped aside. His wife stood waiting, pale and worried. He didn’t spare her even a look as he brushed her aside. “Come along, Isabella. We’re going home.”
Isabella looked from her husband to Cain, eyes full of questions she dare not ask. As Felix put on his hat and coat she pressed a small pouch of coins into Cain’s hands. “I’m sorry,” she said, her voice scarcely above a whisper. “His father always did bring out the worst of him.”
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