#it hasnt tipped out of control yet. usually when i can focus it goes too far. it is sorta on the edge tho
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#i have so much focus ability rn wtf why cant i be like this all the time?#after weeks of being too depressed and out of focus now im like a fucking laser#it hasnt tipped out of control yet. usually when i can focus it goes too far. it is sorta on the edge tho#like kinda wanna just stay up all night getting stuff done. just slightly too much energy but im going hiking tomorrow so i gotta sleep#ugh thatll be a waste of focus time tho :-(#well at least my mood is up bc i also already found out that the project i was proposing at the school i was interviewing for was rejected#i dont feel too bad abt it tho. im not surprised. theres still a slight chance i could join the lab on another project but idk it might#be complicated with me being an international student. i just feel bad abt wasting the guys time tho#at least he likes me enough to still pull for me to join his lab. hes been v resposive too. maybe theres still a chance#i actually like this other project more than the one i proposed lmao. but cant get my hopes up lol#i have to finish all my other fucking applications lmao. me and my million applications#pls someone accept me. i promise ill interview better in future lol. at least i got further than the 15 other ppl who applied#i think they only accepted 2 projects#ah well. well see how long my mood holds out. i gotta get these manuscripts done#unrelated
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