#it gets a bit better when she meets Judas/The Goat ( or a better word would be reunite bc Judas existed at one point in her world but died

[cosmicheartz]

Been thinking a bit abt Solange and if she ever really ends up recovering and having a happy ending ( or as happy as it can be )

I mean should a cult leader ( albeit a mainly unwilling one ) have a happy ending? Would someone who went through the horrific shit she went through even be capable of recovering?

Even with the best outcome regarding her and the bishops ( ie option A from my previous post abt what I’m planning to do regarding her and the bishops ) and her trying to make her Flock less cultish and more of a community ( best comparison would be how the gods in ggg are but instead of being in a domain she’s actively involved ) there’s still that lingering feelings of guilt regarding how Solange feels running a cult ( even if she doesn’t use that term anymore ) and knowing about power imbalance she holds over her followers ( even Ellena who is one of the few followers to not deify her ) and how she feels abt being worshipped by them.

There’s also the fact that growing into godhood is not exactly… fun. Solange starts to show some physical changes in her “ normal “ form ( ie longer horns, growing taller, sharp teeth/fangs etc ) along with her “ eldritch “ form starting to develop ( which she has trouble controlling ). Keep in mind she never wanted to be a goddess or a cult leader in the first place and only did so because for the latter she was forced to and for the former because she didn’t want to die.