#it doesn't help that the world outside the evangilical circles is so fucked up 😓 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

justin-peudeau-reblog · 1 year ago

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I would have loved Jesus in his enterity if he didn't bring the eternal suffering in Hell stuff into his story. It just feels soooo tyrannical and imposing. If it wasn't for that, unironically, I would have follow him way more easily.

#exvangelical #to christ or not to christ ? 🤨#honestly I don't follow high manipulative mcfuck but most of his reasoning are actually super life advices #I will hand him that #but either way the hell the rapture the apocalypse the unrightful the worldy people #that just super anxiety powder you could have shut up about that part holy man 😭#the number of time where I was a child and that I considered killing myself before entering the earthling exam #and now I am still struggling to determine what is good for me to learn about and what is shit #I am in such a anxious and unstable mental state right now just bc I don't know of I really help people at all by doing wordly things #it's like my life really doesn't matter but the other around me are also contamined by my sinful life #so the more I wait the more unhappy my surrounding get and it's all my fault for not obeying #damn I am so tired I feel fucking drunk #it doesn't help that the world outside the evangilical circles is so fucked up 😓

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