#it does not exist to me bahahha

[yuukei-yikes]

just read ur recenmt kanoshin comic and it made me smile so wide with joy. i think the way shintaro just says straight up he wants to be with kano is really good bc in the end thts very shintaro. it takes him one million years but once he knows what it is exactly what he wants he will get it bc hes the protagonist smthn smthn story lol. but kano is litearlly the exact opposite of that. he barely knows what he wants most of the time but the times he does "know," he will just make reasons he cant have it. and in this au there r many potential reasons. maybe the only thing he really KNOWS he wants is his own suffering bahahha. anyway thanks for the kanoshin i havent been able to get myself to draw them lately but maybe i will now bc i feel like jesus starvuing himself in the dessert

U GET ITTTT. love ur kanoshin insights because U Get Me.

kano making up reasons why he can't have what he wants.... and shintaro just going for wants he wants.... i kick my feets with joy when ppl get what im putting down. like, shintaro kind of just had to work through some internalized homephobia. other than that he has no real problem liking kano LOL. he's like oh it's a little weird he's my ex's brother but her and i are cool now im sure she'd be totally ok with it yaaaay. he's a dumb son of a bitch💔

i know i wrote the comic but im so team kano. imagine that as an extremely traumatized, avoidant and filled with trust issues guy, you get in a situationship with a guy you had an ultra big fat repressed crush on 10 years ago, and that guy is the lamest, most self centered person you have EVER met, and at the same time he's your sister's ex boyfriend of 2 years and current father figure to her adopted kids because he is also the kindest most heroic person you've ever met and of course he has kids. with your sister. fuuuck. and he's totally earnest and keeps trying to formalize the relationship but again ur avoidant and cautious AND! he and ur sister played this romantic love story plot together for years and continue to be in each other's lives and they have a freaking family rn so why the hell would you accept his attempts to make things official?? you think no one knows ur sister better than you and you know he's STILL extremely SPECIAL to her, and when he finds that out he Will leave you for her. and it would be completely humiliating to be dumped at that point because all the stakes are against you, raising kids with his ex girlfriend? YOUR SISTER??? come on what were u even thinking kissing him Once are u stupid. even after he dumps you for her you'd see him all the time because he'd dump you FOR YOUR SISTER.

so add to that, you find out THROUGH HER that he agreed to artificially inseminate her. so they will have biological BABY together??? are you joking. id also throw him out of my apartment.

shintaro expecting anything else drives me crazy. and yet he's also not super wrong. kano and shintaro start their thing a lot after shintaro had been inserted in ayano's family unit. he's been around since she adopted the first one, he was the one to help her through it all. so kano can't really have an opinion about it because at that point its been years of shintaro and ayano playing house. and allegedly he and kano are nothing more than casual so what CAN he say about shintaro and ayano? and from shintaros perspective, he doesn't understand why kano even gives him the time of day if he doesn't wanna Date him. he might not be bright on social cues but shintaro is freaking smart he knows kano at the very least enjoys time with him, he knows that's real so what the hecks the problem??? shintaro assumes kano has commitment issues. which ig isnt super far off and maybe also an issue but Definitely not the main problem. like if the whole ayano and kids situation didnt exist, kano Would eventually come around. but shintaro doesnt even think that.

shintaro just fails to see his closeness with ayano as the red flag for kano bc he sees them as isolated parts of his life. SHINTARO YOU'RE PLAYING DAD AND ARE ABOUT TO GET HIS SISTER/YOUR EX GF PREMEDITATEDLY PREGNANT *SHAKES HIM*

he HAS made so much progress in 10 years but shintaro hasnt entirely shaken off his protagonist tendencies... i think the biggest problem here is that shintaro still doesnt recognize himself as the kid's dad lol he just think he's ayano's good friend helping her out every other day. but no he is literally their dad.

anyways a match made in hell ive got doodles of where i wanna take it but.. i dont see kano coming around AT ALL lol no matter how i go abt it the damage is done lmao and at the end of the day this story thingy IS about ayano and shintaro, who are... well... kind of selfish. so... im sorry kano. you are the collateral damage takane was talking about

[mindninjax]

i FEEL that hate for SessRin. They paired him with a CHILD he practically raised! I know historically its accurate but OMFG it makes me beyond ANGRYYYYYYY. Honestly thinking about the pairing also makes me feel a bit gross. They could have paired Rin with Kohaku or Shippo. They're closer in age and imagine the storyline 😭 missed opportunities 💀💀

I absolutely agree. plus I was a Kagura x Sesshy shipper so 🤷🏾‍♀️

[luphorics]

[val au zhongli brainrot] ok so i think as far as interaction goes:

Zhongli's nature is still probably disputed in the VP. he's likely explained the basics of what his world was like and the existence of allogenes/visions, but doesn't say anything more than what needs to be known. i think most of em are smart to catch on that he doesnt quite fit what could be an 'allogene' (even though in this verse he probably claims he is one to the VP) bc where's that supposed vision of his that's allowing him to control his earthen powers ??? LOL.

also i think agents like Astra and Reyna would be VERY much aware that he isn't . a human. at all. at the very most i think Reyna would know that Zhongli is definitely far more older than he seems, given her whole thing to absorb life energy and she can probably sense that he's ancient as FUCK LMAO. Astra on the other hand, knows he's a god in the snap of a finger. however, she doesn't spill it to the VP very likely, bc she can tell he has his reasons for hiding it and maybe to her it's like a "hmm. maybe this guy doesn't want to be recognized as a god any longer. makes sense." kinda thing JDJFJSSJ. either way i think she'd be stoked at the revelation and even amused that Zhongli possesses inhuman levels of power but chooses to hold back (ALSO!! GLOWY ARM BUDDIES SDKJDSJK)

hear me out, Cypher probably has another buddy to play chess with BSHDHS

phoenix is probably so mfin bamboozled by Zhongli's character and even teases him saying he could be older than Brimstone (news flash: that is true but does he know yet? ofc not)

i think he would hold a great deal of respect and appreciation for someone like Sage, especially considering her background. i think these two would get along very well with each other. plus, they're both geomancers in their own craft. stronghold solidarity BAHAHHA

basically the younger agents dragging him into their antics, taking him on outings to places he's never been to and do activities he's probably never done before. bringing their young-looking grandpa out to explore earth JDFJSJDJ

i'm still not clear on zhongli's feelings on celestia or whatever but imo, based on what we know of his actions, i do feel he has strong oppositions to them. so after learning about kingdom corp's existence and their dubious/exploitative intentions he can definitely sympathize to what most of the agents in VP feel about all this power-abuse shit NDJSJDJ

[rintarous]

Kags relationship Hc's please 🥺

general overview:

your relationship with him is basically the enemies to lovers trope

tobio is still pretty new to relationships so he’s kinda slow with everything

but the boy is trying his very best to make you the happiest !!!

how he asked you out:

the moment he realized he liked you was when he found himself looking for your presence every time you weren’t around lol

at first he thought he was just being delusional cs you did say he was your enemy 

hinata notices this and asked him if he liked you

so thats when he had this realization

“holy shit... i do like her” 

so now he just needed to plan how the fuck he’ll ask you out

in the end he asked hinata to do him a solid and give you a piece of paper that says “can we meet at the gym later?” 

it was short and simple

mans just said: i know you hate me but will you go out with me

and how could you say no to tobio

also all this time you were just crushing on him so its a win win situation for you lol

fights with him:

kageyama is an angsty boy

so fights do regularly happen on the daily

it could be about the smallest things and you two would just BLOW UP

one time he accused you of stealing his milk when it was actually hinata

and the other time you said you’d rather do this rather than watch his game and poof another fight

sometimes when he’s feeling stressed, he’ll accidentally lash his anger on you

wrong move

cs you don’t back down to someone whos acting like a brat

and thus another fight

since he’s also kinda prideful, he wont say sorry first

and same goes to you

so there are days where you guys would just IGNORE each other like the other didn’t exist 

it’s a lot harder if you two do go to separate schools too

but its usually him who swallows his pride and goes up to you to apologize 

affection:

kags is obviously the type who’s more keen into actions than words

so he’ll show that he’ll love you with shit like hand holding, kisses, etc.

just physical affection tbh

like he just HAS to put an arm around you

it just works like that

like you two are those couples who literally hold hands when you two are writing something

JKADSDHAJKDHAHAK

but in private its a whole new story

who knew kags would be this clingy

for some reason i see him as touch deprived????

so once you show him how to cuddle, he’d be the small spoon

like he’s just laying on your tummy as you brush his hair and he talks abt his day or volleyball

its therapeutic for him uwu

gifts:

i dont see him as a materialistic person

like he doesnt buy you shit

as he doesnt buy himself shit too like HAVE YOU SEEN HIS HALF ASSED ROOM

but when he DOES, its the little things

its like keychains and shit

cs it reminds him of you

he’d only go all out when it was your anniversary with him or it’s your birthday

but its the thought that counts

dates:

i feel like he’s the type who doesnt want to go out when its dates

cs you can do it in the comfort of your own homes!

that and its tiring for him

so he just asks you to come over or he’ll come over at your house

and not that you’re complaining i mean its better than getting ready for hours to no end 

+++ you get to bond with his sister and vice versa

now he’s family BAHAHHA

your parents deadass say just marry the dude so you wont lose him uwuwuwuw

but he will ask you out to restaurants and shit when its vvv special like anniversaries n shit

and once in a blue moon to the theatres to watch a new movie

uwu

the end!!