#it did fully destroy both my hand and my sleep schedule tho

[toothsalad]

Front and back of the Ace of Wands from a hypothetical Sailor’s Tarot deck with scrimshaw inspired designs. It was created for the @publishinggoblin’s upcoming project the Alleyway Oracles.

EDIT: A full Sailor’s Tarot deck will be available for preorder on kickstarter in March, 2025! Check the Sailor’s Tarot tag on my blog for updates!

[disasteromnia]

a hoe really out here doing this huh…anyway this is the short version of her profile and I’ll edit it once I complete everything….god I hope that happens soon

☃ 【Alesia’s Profile】 ☃

❄ Name Data  ❄ 

Name

Xxxx Xxxx Xxxxxxx

Alias

Alesia

Katakana

アリシア 

Nickname(s)

Ali

Chaos Trio Leader, Headache #1 (by Crowley)

Mom (by Ace & Kalim)

Tsundere (by close friends, usually just to make her more flustered)

イーラ (a hint to her real name!)

Etymology

Alesia : “noble natured” ; a variant of the name Alice, which was derived from the Germanic name Adalheidis

❄ Personal Data  ❄ 

Gender

Female

Sexuality

Bi

Birthday

"January 18th"

Age

XX

Horoscope

Capricorn

Blood Type

AB (Rh-negative)

Hometown

According to Ali, it’s always snowing in her hometown

Race

“Human”

Song Themes

“It’s Not Like I Like You!!” (painfully obvious lol)

❄ Professional Data  ❄ 

Affiliation(s)

Night Raven College

Dorm

Diasomnia

Year

2nd Year

Best subject(s)

Sciences

Hobbies

Calligraphy, playing guitar, singing, stargazing

Under the cut : Personality, Background, Relationship, and Magic

❄ Personality ❄

Ali is a very gentle and friendly person, often befriending most people easily. She can also be quite reckless, always doing whatever she feels at the moment instead of thinking things through. She is often out causing chaos in Night Raven College with others (notably, Choco and Wende) much to the staff’s chagrin. She is also self aware of her annoyance and proudly claims herself as a 12 yr old, as if it were some sort of medal. 

Despite her usual childishness, Ali is very capable of stepping up to the responsibility when she feels like it. Usually, it’s when one of her friends is feeling down and needs someone to talk to. While she does allow others to come to her for comfort, she is very hesitant on relying on others for emotional support. She has a few people she openly cries to, but she never tells them why.

When she feels like the other party is comfortable enough with her, she will continue to talk to no end. Often, these conversations are without rhyme or reason as she just genuinely enjoys being able to be with friends. There is, however, a particular topic that she refuses to speak of. No matter how close someone may be to her, she will never talk about her time before Night Raven College. If anyone were to ask her why she refused to talk, she’d answer vaguely like how it was just a normal life before quickly changing topics. If someone were to try and pry the information out of her, she immediately acts cold and defensive, and the air around her starts becoming freezing. Depending on how hard they try to pry, she will not hesitate to cut off that person from her life right then and there.

As long as someone doesn’t try and dig into her past, she will remain fiercely loyal and caring for them, no matter if they were close friends or not. However, this blind loyalty is usually her downfall, especially when it comes to a certain contract-making dorm.

Ali isn’t quick to get mad, and is usually unaffected by whatever people say of her. Most times, she takes any insults as compliments. The only time she ever openly expresses anger, aside from someone trying to pry her past out of her, is when people point out her feelings for two certain individuals. She is very tsundere, openly expressing that she has no such feelings despite being beet red.

Alignment

Chaotic Neutral

Strengths: 

Loyal, caring, is usually up to no good so it won’t be a boring time, does anything just to have a good time, great friend to bring along to buffets, unaffected by most things, either helps you or lets you copy her homework, has enough confidence to do stupid things in public, great for hugs during a hot day because her body feels cold

Weaknesses

Is usually up to no good so expect to get in trouble, tsundere, blind loyalty usually leads to her in very unfavorable situations. childishness that makes her look apathetic at times, horrible sleeping schedule, very reckless

Skills

Quick to learn (but never studies), decent flexibility and has good lower body strength, natural air cooler, guitar serenading

❄ Appearance ❄

Hair

“Dark brown,” her hair reaches down to her shoulder area and usually has a a portion of it tied up with a green or black ribbon. 

Eyes

“Black eyes,” however when using magic there is a strange pale green tint.

Height

165 cm / 5 ft. 4 in.

Weight

120 lbs / 54 kg

B/W/H

35-27-36 in. / 88-68-91 cm

Chest

34C (US)

❄ Background ❄

Background story unlocks at Bond Level 10

❄ Magic ❄

Ice Magic 

Ali is very proficient in using ice magic, and often uses it to cause mischief. However, when she becomes too flustered her will accidentally freeze anything within a 3 meter radius of her.

Freezing Arrows : an offensive-type spell that can be very deadly ; a large oval-shaped ice block appears in front of her and continuously shoots arrows made of ice. It is able to not only freeze anything it touches, but impale her targets. The spell ends once the ice block has been fully used up or if destroyed.

Hailstorm : an offensive-type spell similar to Freezing Arrows, but is not as deadly. Instead of shooting arrows, the ice block shoots chunks of ice, and at most it can give a concussion and some cuts and bruises.

Frost Flower Shield : a defensive-type spell ; she creates a large shield resembling a flower. Penetrating through the thick ice is very difficult, even if it is up against fire magic.

Ice Wall : a defensive-type spell ; often used to create an obstacle for whoever is trying to catch her. (i.e. Crowley)

Ice Floor : Ali freezes the floor underneath her, making it very hard for anyone to stand on it.

Snow Maiden’s Dance : A fighting style she created by herself, she creates ice sword projectiles imbued with other elements. It was based off the exotic traditional dances she saw as a child. She currently has 5 dances. She often uses these for show, but makes sure not to put too much power into it. (to be expanded with what 5 elements she can use it with)

Water Magic

She uses water magic as an extension to her Ice Magic. She doesn’t use it as much, and often uses water for healing.

❄ Relationships ❄

Canon Characters ; from Ali’s perspective

Diasomnia

Malleus Draconia : Ah Mr. Dorm Leader! Mhmm mhmm, I’m not all too close to him, but he makes it easy to tease Sebek.

Lilia Vanrouge : Ah, the grandpa! He’s much easier to talk to, we actually get along fairly well. I just wished he’d stop teasing me.

Silver : Has a VERY punchable face. I would kick him in the gut…What?! No, I don’t like that moron! DEFINITELY DO NOT!

Sebek Zigvolt : Ah, that brat. He’s fun to mess with. Any time I join them for tea time and Malleus isn’t there, I make sure to give him a heart attack. Heh.

Heartslabyul

Riddle Rosehearts : Listen, if you’re gonna threaten to cut my head off make sure to actually do it, coward!

Ace Trappola : MY SON! I love you so much you are my precious child I-

Deuce Spade: Also has a very punchable face. Of course I mean what I say- I DO NOT LIKE HIM EITHER

Trey Clover : Broccoli? I don’t talk to him much, but he looks really cool with his bike. I think his hair looks stupid tho.

Cater Diamond : HEEEEEEEEY BROOOOOOOOOO! We make lots of inappropriate jokes together and it usually ends in both of us choking on a drink or food (laugh)

Octavinelle

All three of them are the end of me. That is all.

Scarabia

Kalim Al-Asim : MY OTHER SON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BOTH OF YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS TO ME (ugly mother tears)

Jamil Viper : Jamil I swear to god if you do anything to Kalim you better be ready to catch these frozen hands-

Pomefiore

Vil Schoenheit : I know he can be…a bit over bearing, but thanks to him my skin is clear even though I sleep horribly. His fashion tips tho…they’re 50/50 for me.

Epel Felmier : YOU ARE MY SON. DON’T ASK, NOW LET ME LOVE YOU MY CHILD-

Rook Hunt : The one time we talked he asked me to put an apple on my head while he blindfolds himself and try to shoot it. Thankfully, it really did hit the apple. Though truth be told, I wouldn’t mind doing it again.

Ignihyde

Idia Shroud : Honestly, sometimes I forget what actually looks like. Whenever I think of him I just think of his mains in our game. Ah- yeah, I play with him from time to time. You would not like to see him in competitive play.

Ortho Shroud : He’s such a good kid, but what’s with his feet-

Savanaclaw

Leona Kingscholar : HOW IS HE SO LAZY AND HAVE A GOOD BODY!? BOY SHOW ME YOUR TIPS-

Jack Howl : One time I punched him and he said I hit like a grandma. He was not wrong. Oh, and don’t tell him this, but I have his number saved as “Extra Virgin Olive Oil.”

Ruggie Bucchi : He’s basically…my spirit animal. Hah. 

[mika-shion]

Vent/PSA/Me rambling cuz of short attention span?

Every possible thing that could be bringing everyone around me down is. And, no matter how much effort I put in, nothing I do can help, let alone fix anything.

Meanwhile, I'm desperately trying to a) better my life in the process by getting myself a job and b) trying just as desperately, if not more so, to keep myself from sinking into my anxiety + depression like everyone around me.

And honest to fucking God, I haven't done anything this difficult in my life. Despite my efforts, I still find my mind slipping back into that all too comfortable + familiar place of axiety + self loathing. But, even though I feel like it's actually destroying me, I continue to push through it.

Because THAT'S how unbelievably desperate I am to see something good happen in my horribly distgusting life.

Like... Cards on the fucking table (as if they weren't already there lol); My family sucks (still love them tho), my living situation/environment is toxic and unpleasant, my relationships have absolutely fucking disintegrated and I've magically fooled myself into thinking I still have a chance at having all of these people in my life on a regular basis.

Like 17+ people. With how shit I am at managing my time, and the fact that I have yet to schedule appointments, start work, or start drawing + singing/recording again.

Lol sorry bitch, ain't happenin'. No matter how bad you wanna keep this shit goin. People are gonna leave and there's not a goddamned thing you can do to stop em.

Honestly that's not even counting the few I have yet to reach back out to either after... God knows how many months/years.

I'll be 22 in abt 3 months, but I've actually aged 5 years in these past 3 months, without the bonus of the experience that would normally come with those years.

I try to stay positive while also being realistic, and I'll keep trying for that til the day I die. But, despite my efforts, I only see myself becoming more and more cynical, negative and hateful by the day. I'm becoming what my younger self would've likely called a monster. Or at the very very least, an asshole.

Sad fact of the matter is that, if I can't stay strong + keep fighting these instincts/routines, or find a solution to any of this mess, I will actually have no reason to live.

That sounds extreme and dramatic as fuck, I know. But I'm being 100% serious... Or I was.

As I was writing this I... Surprisingly couldn't bring myself to believe that... But that's kinda the struggle I'm always dealing with. I'm always firmly planted on the line.

In some situations, it's very easy to pick a side. But sometimes I find myself trying my hardest to understand both sides before making a decision. Which might not be a problem if I didn't overthink every little aspect.

Fuck it... Clearly I'm just rambling at this point. The thing is... Life is painfully complicated, and I've got no one to help me find my way. Not in the way I need anyway.

Like... I don't completely expect anyone to hold my hand through everything.... But I also do, because no one ever did. Or more accurately, no one ever really taught me what I really needed to know to survive, and now I'm trapped floundering.

And like... The vast majority of people I know that are about my age were, or are, in this same situation in some way or another.

A good chunck of them seem to be managing just fine, but, again, the majority are not. Even worse, I'm seeing that we're all stuck with all this garbage that previous generations have either left behind or are in the process of making. Most of which I truly do not fully grasp, certainly not enough to talk about it, and I completely lack the will or (more importantly) the knowledge necessary to find this information on my own, given the extremely limited amount of downtime I have for such things and how long it takes for me (someone with autism and ADHD) to fully process whatever I'm looking into.

I am one of many prime examples/products of a terrifyingly flawed system and I lack the tools necessary to even learn how to fix it.

As a whole, this system just seems self destructive and everyone is trapped in their own bubbles far too much to even grasp that concept, let alone begin to thinl of a way to fix it.

Idfk... I could honestly go on longer.

I'm sorry for how long + wordy this is. It started as a vent post and quickly drifted into some weird PSA thing.

Assuming I can actually send this whole thing, thank you if you read all of this. I know it wasn't easy lol...

If you take anything from this... I guess... I hope you use whatever power you may have to make the world around you a better place for everyone. Cuz I promise you - EVERYONE. Will benefit. And you have far more power than you know... Something I'm still trying to remember.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I've gotta get to sleep. It's abt 2 AM and I've got a meeting tomorrow w my case manager about looking into job opportunities. ==;;

Pleasant Dreams, All. Love you~✨💕🌸

[heroicintention-a]

All multiples of 3 for the Sinday meme, for Petunia, Walburga, James, and Walden.

 SINDAY ASKS || whoever sent this i luv u

Also as a note, given I write James as polyamorous, his responses will be given with the idea of Lily and Sirius being his partners.

3. When was the last time they had sex?

Petunia: Yesterday, nine o’clock. As usual. Petunia doesn’t enjoy her husband’s company much, but it’s best just to do what he likes-- the alternate isn’t very fun. Best get it done with, not listen to him whine over it and hold it over her head. Notably with someone else, this would be much less scheduled, and Petunia’s answer would probably be six in the morning because she’s a wake up sex kinda gal.

Walburga: A week ago, perhaps. She and Orion do enjoy each other well enough, and there’s hope they might bring another son (or daughter) to the world. However, there’s not much stock in it and in bed they more often just lay near each other. Small acts of intimacy such as hand holding show a lot more feeling from Walburga then something like sex, which to her is more a ‘job’ as a woman trying to have children. 

James: Three in the afternoon in the kitchen. Nap times are to be taken advantage of! And James is very into the idea of surprise sex. Now was it Lily or Sirius he was with? Probably both. 

Walden: Three days ago. The manner and area will not be discussed. Walden is a man private about his business and has made some very large stories (such as letting people think he is a cannibal) to keep people out of his business... but it’s also noted that he is twisted and could be classified as a monster. So either he has a lover or... Well whatever you want to think. He has a lover.

6. Tell us about their best and worst sex experience?

Petunia: She won’t admit to it, but Petunia had a very brief affair while Dudley was very small and before she had Harry. This would have been her best, and she nearly left Vernon, but it seemed the man didn’t want to deal with a child... Her worst was probably the first time she engaged in sex with Vernon. She was a virgin and he didn’t really take mind of it. 

Walburga: The best was at the end of her seventh year, when she and her lover made promises that they would marry. It was something magical but it certainly dampened when her mum started going at her about arranged marriage. The worst she rather not talk on.

James: Best? The first time he got Lily and Sirius into bed together. He still will get all fuzzy minded when he thinks on it. Worst? He made a pun during sex and Lily left. Not a word. Just grabbed her robe and walked out.

Walden: Walden had a bit of fun with a certain... compatriot. The best time was after a particularly good attack. The worst time..? His lover died during. Don’t ask, please and thank you.

9. When was the last time they had a wet dream? Bonus if you can describe it as much as you can in detail.

Petunia: Probably a bit after her sister’s wedding, when she met some of Lily’s friends. Petunia does not want to reveal anything further but you can guess. 

Walburga: Before her mother destroyed her. When she was still capable of dreaming nice things, when she was still planning to run away. The half blood Ravenclaw and a mirror were involved. 

James: Has them quite frequently, ranging from people he knows to celebrity Quidditch players. The night before was probably the last time, involving Lily and a Quidditch uniform. 

Walden: Has never actually had one. Doesn’t really dream. Occasionally has flashbacks, but nothing that would go to be considered a wet dream.

12. Would you consider your muse to be kinky?

Petunia: I couldn’t see it, even with another partner. She’s very ‘light some candles’ but she isn’t boring in bed. 

Walburga: I could see Burga having fun with being in charge. Fully. Not an everyday thing, but she could be kinky. 

James: Ooooooh yes. Definitely could be. 

Walden: Kinky or just fucking sadistic?

15. Tell us about their sex fantasy? Things they want to try and do, but haven’t yet.

Petunia: A different partner. She has a few in mind. “Snuggling with the one I love is my kink” kind of girl.

Walburga: Hmm... Swinging. Or else inviting a third party (male or female, she doesn’t have much of a preference) to join them. 

James: As a bit of an exhibitionist he’d rather like to go to a club-- do wizards have sex clubs?-- preferably with both of his partners but he’d be alright if Lily bowed out. Really any partner taking him to a sex club would be great.

Walden: There isn’t much he hasn’t done. Rather people are his fantasies. Ones he can’t really get to without getting into trouble.

18. If your muse can have sex with anyone right now, who would it be? If your muse has a partner, who would they invite to have a threesome with?

Petunia: She wouldn’t have a threesome with Vernon. She’d happily sleep with Severus Snape. Or Sirius Black... I don’t know if she has a type based on that or not...

Walburga: Tom Riddle seems fun, bring him into the Black bedroom. 

James: James is incredibly indecisive. Sirius and Lily are his top two choices (obviously). But Remus would be a fun addition. Or Snape-- James has a notable problem, okay? Lily and Sirius would never be down with that tho.

Walden: Narcissa. Like I said, his fantasies are people he can’t quite get to. 

21. How old were they when they learned about sex?

Petunia: Rather young. Their neighbors bred sheep dogs, and she got to witness such. Her mother was not happy to have to explain at least the bare minimum of birds and bees to her daughter at six. She learned the actual details during health class at sixteen. 

Walburga: Fourteen. She was a rather adventurous girl. No she did not engage in anything but she found a certain book of her father’s in the family library someplace her mum would probably never look.

James: Sirius told him bits and pieces in fourth year. Fleamont gave him the talk during the summer. 

Walden: He couldn’t say the exact time, but it was rather early on. Maybe eight. Walked in on his parents. Of course he was shouted out, but afterwards, his father took an anatomy book to explain things. Walden kept the book. It showed where arteries were.

24. How does their afterglow look like?

Petunia: Doesn’t really happen with Vernon, but in other cases, she’s breathless. Smiling. Flushed. I suppose she’s what you think afterglow is.

Walburga: The woman is very quiet and quite clingy. You’re not allowed to leave the bed until she’s fallen asleep. 

James: Grinning. A bit whiny if whoever is in bed tries to leave. Snuggly. Messy hair.

Walden: Not a usual thing, but his eyes stay closed, and he looks absolutely peaceful.