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binunus · 4 years ago

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college bf!eunwoo

a/n I LOVE HIM !! I WOULD LITERALLY RISK IT ALL FOR HIM !! also rip to the disappointing hookup experience I had that made an appearance in this headcanon...yes I’m still angry about it.

→ pairing: eunwoo x f!reader

→ genre: smut, fluff, fwb to lovers

→ tw: hookup culture, mentions of drinking and drug use, implied almost SA, this is a bit heavy compared to the other ones like please be a cautious a little when you’re reading this

→ word count: 5.6k

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here we go ladies and gents

i had something completely different planned for this

and it was super angsty and dramatic

but i had a monumental experience last night so I’m changing this up

and okay okay

i usually try to write all my stuff gender neutral but bc of the idea I have for some of this plot, it’s gonna be a female reader

im sorry to all my male identifying loves :(

and back to our regularly scheduled program

cha motherfuckin eunwoo

lee fuckin dongmin

he doesn’t go by dongmin, he prefers to go by eunwoo, only his family calls him dongmin

as soon as he stepped foot into the university, everyone knew him

and I mean everyone

he’s so attractive

but don’t get it twisted, eunwoo’s the humblest, sweetest bean

he gets very embarrassed when people compliment him for his looks

applied for random roommates his first year and got paired up with swimmer!bin

he and bin become besties and end up rooming together their entire college career

major: music performance, specialty in piano

most people (besides those in the music department or astro) would have never thought eunwoo was a music major, especially since he was incredibly smart and athletic too???

usually gets mistaken for a STEM major

often helps the boys (especially rocky and sanha) with their studies

and oof when he tries out for–and makes it into–the basketball team

everyone ???? floored

eunwoo has game on the court...now with dating??? eh not so much

(at least not sober shh)

he’s tried dating before, at least in the first year or so

the basketball team kept trying to set him up with people

but it never got anywhere substantial and eunwoo always trusted astro to really give the vibe check and no one ever passed

and so he settled for hookup culture every now and then

his emotions are guarded :’(

yes he’s very easy to talk to and always so nice and well mannered

but he’s only himself with astro

now, where do you come into this???

you’re a cheerleader

you and eunwoo know each other by association

you cheer for his home games, you’ve been in a couple of classes together, you’ve seen each other at parties

but would you call yourselves friends?? not really

now you know it’s highly unlikely for you to have a lasting boyfriend in college, especially with your affiliation as a cheerleader, so you also opt for hookup culture

less messy feelings, less drama, less commitment, all that fun

so the first time your paths really intertwine with eunwoo is at a party

the basketball team won a big game and they were out celebrating yuh

and ofc since it’s his team, eunwoo popped out

he only really attends parties hosted by the basketball team bc he feels a bit obligated to go LOL but he always brings swimmer!bin for support

and it’s chill bc bin is also an athlete–yes it’s exclusive like that

but this time, bin couldn’t go so it’s just eunwoo hanging with his team

and yes, you can guess it, you and him get partnered up to play beer pong together!

that’s so cliche omg

but ah ha you hear your opponent, one of eunwoo’s teammates say to one of your fellow cheerleaders: don’t worry baby, I’ll carry you through this game

and you cringed a little ugh men

eunwoo turns to you like: ah sorry if we lose, it’s all luck with me. The guys usually pick to play me bc I’ll probably lose. I’ll drink the cups for you though if you want me to.

you get a little fired up, like aw why do they pick on him that’s not fair

you: well I’m not horrible at pong, so let’s try to crush em

he played pretty well ok! you both got balls back twice in a row right in the beginning

your team was on a roll

you and eunwoo won three games back to back

you were feeling a bit bloated and hazy from the beer that you and him had to drink, but you were still pretty self aware

and you and eunwoo were just chilling after playing the games, you two were on a pretty good wavelength and you wanted to continue it after joking around in between plays

alright now obviously you don’t go into these parties just strictly looking for a hookup, you go to have fun and let loose

but if the person and situation arises??? you wouldn’t necessarily turn it down, especially if that person was cha eunwoo

and yeah, eunwoo was entertaining the idea too, it’s been a while since he vibed with someone like he has with you

basically by the end of the night, you brought him back to your place–you’d rather eat shit than hook up at the basketball house, it was messy and musty and just nope

your place was closer than his

and ~yuh~

it was pretty damn good

he didn’t stay the night, bc well this was a hookup, so after you both had your fill it was a casual alright see you around!

oh lord the fuss your cheerleading team gave you at the next practice asking how your hookup with eunwoo was

the news spread like wildfire

eunwoo didn’t hook up very often so every time he did, it was like breaking news

which is honestly a bit fucked up, but seriously this is how college is

alright so your sex drive skyrocketed after fucking eunwoo

you hook up with another guy at one of the following parties

but it didn’t compare to eunwoo rip so you were pretty disappointed

and you were sorta wondering like hm? should you hit him up? but decided against it

and then! you saw him at the gym working out with literally all of astro

bin probably forced the other 4 to come with him and eunwoo sksksksk

and you were like shit why does he look so good

not gonna lie, just in case he was looking over, you tried to make your ass and tits pop out a bit more, you know squats and shit

unfortunately, it caught the attention of other guys at the gym and not eunwoo grrr

and you were literally just planning to stop being a coward and go up and talk to him, but a guy blocked your path

and he was lowkey being very creepy and way too close for your liking

but you weren’t having it, hell no you ain’t a damsel in distress

being a cheerleader taught you how to defend yourself against predatory men

so you were basically telling him to fuck off and leave you alone, but he was being really damn persistent about it

and just as the guy was about to put a hand on you, eunwoo steps in and he’s like: dude, she’s clearly not interested, fuck off.

after a bit of a stare off, the guy leaves and wow you’re face to face with eunwoo again hehehe

his eyes switch from a glare to a soft worried look and he’s like, hey are you okay?

and you’re like a little giddy, maybe also a little bit turned on bc he’s still like fresh from a workout, his hair was brushed back revealing his forehead, his arm muscles were really defined right now, and just he’s so hot?

but you smile nonchalantly, you genuinely could have just slapped the shit out of the guy or kicked him right in the baby factory, but eunwoo stepping in was also a pleasant surprise, you weren’t complaining

you: yeah. I could have handled it, but thanks for helping

and he just grins, your confidence?? attractive

the two of you just like look at each other for a couple seconds and you’re yelling at yourself in your head like don’t cop out this is what you were waiting for !!

you: so...you’re here with your friends?

eunwoo: yeah, me and my roommate forced them to come work out with us haha. did you come by yourself?

you: yeah, I usually work out with my teammates, but I decided to come alone today

eunwoo nods and you see him like look at your neck and you immediately get a bit shy bc you knew there was a hickey there from your last (very disappointing) hookup: you’ve been having fun recently?

your face flushes: the last one was embarrassing really, so honest to god no

eunwoo: why was it embarrassing? if...you don’t mind me asking

you immediately facepalm: no, yeah I don’t mind telling you...ugh, eunwoo I was literally catfished. this guy really talked mad game about his dick and then when I agreed to hook up, he asked me to suck him off and it literally only took him less than ten minutes. and after he came, he just pulled up his pants and said “damn you give really good head�� like the fuck? he didn’t even offer to return the favor or anything, and when I asked him “wait, are we gonna fuck?” he just said “maybe next time.” maYbE neXt tiMe?? I was played so hard, you have no idea how pissed I was, eunwoo. and now I have to wait for his dumb fucking hickey to heal so that I can literally just repress that hookup even happened.

his jaw literally dropped: he didn’t give you anything?

you shook your head, you were getting pissed again

eunwoo couldn’t believe his ears, he glances back at astro for a second and then he clears his throat: well...what are you doing after the gym?

you: nothing, just going home and taking a shower. My roommate’s not gonna be home tonight so I’m probably gonna wallow in my sorrows about that hookup again

he laughs: well sounds like you have a fun night planned, but if you want some company?? I’d be more than happy to come over and help you forget about the sad disrespect of that hookup.

who said eunwoo couldn’t flirt ???

and he was thinking about hitting you up again too before but he didn’t wanna seem like a fuckboy or anything

but seeing you defend yourself against the guy?? lowkey was a bit of turn on for him

obviously you agreed hello

eunwoo going up to astro: so uh...imma head out first...I’ll see you guys later. :)

sanha: hyung so scandalous *O*

you and eunwoo fuck again

and after this time, the two of you have a little bit of pillow talk

basically you tell him that fucking him ruined all other guys for you bc he was just that good

and eunwoo usually gets shy from compliments, but his ego with this one??? he felt a bit proud ohohoho

and he’s like: honestly, you’re the only person I’ve fucked in six months, but I gotta agree that our sexual chemistry is pretty good

so where do you two go from there?

friends with benefits baby, full on fuck buddies

you both talk and agree that you two weren’t looking for relationships at the moment, but the sex was good

i’m gonna get into specifics later, but for now a little more plot

obviously, you and eunwoo talk a lot more now that you two were basically fucking each other at least once a week

the guys notice that he’s so much more?? carefree?? less stressed out?? ever since you and him started your little agreement

and they’re already scheming by themselves, like eunwoo would not get into a situation like this unless he trusted you as a person

and at first it was really just, call each other over, have sex, stay for a little bit longer, then leave

neither of you ever stayed the night bc that’s just an unspoken rule

until there was this one party, a group of people were in one of the rooms at the basketball house and they told you to come join them and ~do drugs~

don’t dabble kids, I’m serious

and you were chilling with eunwoo and bin for a bit until they called you over and you were like: wanna try too?

eunwoo and bin didn’t do it obviously, but you were curious so you went and told them you would be back in a bit

eunwoo was worried about you, bin could see it from a mile away

he kept glancing back at the room and one by one people started to come out, but none of them were you

bin nudging eunwoo: go check up on her

eunwoo opens the door to see you being like pinned down on the bed and he turns livid

he pulls the guy off you and punches him right in the face like: what the fuck do you think you’re doing? what did you give her?

you’re noticeably out of it, sobriety? not there

the guy basically laced something in the drug he gave you, omg you were roofied??

bin comes in and he literally has to hold eunwoo back from beating the shit out of the other guy

the two take you back to their apartment and were making sure that you didn’t die or something shit

literally cannot believe the first time you slept over at eunwoo’s place was when you were drugged up

you wake up the next morning, nauseous, body weak, and confused

eunwoo also wakes up because of your movement: hey y/n, are you okay?

you: eunwoo...what...what happened last night??

he sits up and gives you a recount of the party and you just like hug your body tightly when he brings up the drugs and start crying

he’s a bit shocked when he sees your tears, but he just pulls you in for a hug to try and comfort you, obviously that must have been a bit traumatic

eunwoo: hey...it’s okay...I’m just glad I checked up on you before something worse happened

you: I’m such a fucking idiot...I can’t believe I let myself get put in that situation again...no wonder people think I’m a just a dumb whore.

~trauma~

you and him spill your deepest darkest most traumatizing secrets that morning and you just feel more connected to him

you: I honestly never really told anyone...thanks eunwoo, you’re a good friend.

he feels more protective of you after that??

you start hanging around with him and astro more

and the guys really like having you around !!

you’re very easy to get along with, you also joke and tease eunwoo with them, they love you !

you even become really friendly with the other guys’ partners

about half a year into your fuck buddy relationship with eunwoo

everyone: why aren’t you dating y/n yet?

eunwoo: what do you mean?? we’re just friends...with benefits??

before you even know it, you’re spending literally all your time (when you’re not training or practicing or at class) with eunwoo and his friends

you sleep more at eunwoo’s than you do at your own apartment

honestly you two are already acting like a couple

except for the fact that you only kiss each other when you’re fucking, or you don’t hold hands in public, or you don’t say the L word to each other obviously

but the cuddles? the jokes? the hanging out? if you two are seen together there’s still a little form of physical touch––like a hand on the waist, or resting his elbow on your shoulder––something that tells other people that you two are a bit exclusive to each other

and maybe it’s because both of your emotional capacities when it comes to relationships are akin to a pubescent thirteen year old, but you and eunwoo?? don’t really realize that you’re both basically in love with each other

and it’s also the fact that catching feelings in a friends with benefits?? forbidden

but what if both people catch feelings?

you don’t realize you like eunwoo until a year of fucking each other

damn a year?? y’all really suppressed those romantic feelings hard

you and him were hanging out, per usual, but in the piano rooms of the music building

eunwoo had to practice his repertoire for an upcoming performance and you were free so you decided to come along and keep him company

you knew he was a music major and that he played piano, but you never actually heard him play

you were just chilling by the window, scrolling through your phone, and then he just starts playing and your jaw?? literally dropped

it was so intricate and fluid and elegant, you looked over to the keys and his hands just moved so expertly over them

you were put in a trance, it was so beautiful??

and then you look up and his concentration? seriousness? he has honestly never looked more attractive to you than in that moment

and then eunwoo meets your eyes and he smiles a little: is it bad?

you: no, you’re amazing actually...

and your stomach does a triple somersault and your cheeks start heating up, like why is your heart going haywire???

you start spacing out and obviously he notices

eunwoo calls your name and pats the space next to him on the piano bench

eunwoo: what are you thinking of, hm?

you: n-nothing. keep playing, I wanna hear more

and so he does and your heart just won’t chill out, especially now that you’re literally sitting mere centimeters apart from him

he’s still playing and you just can’t stop thinking about how much you want to kiss him–and not in a sexual way

and that honestly scared you, so you panicked and put your hand near his crotch

eunwoo jolts in surprise, but he doesn’t say anything, he just chuckles and continues playing

do you have sex in the piano room to try and distract yourself from whatever you were feeling? yeah

you hide your feelings for a little bit, but the more time you spent with him, the stronger they got, and you honestly didn’t know what to do

so you tried distancing yourself, you gave eunwoo the excuse that cheerleading competitions were coming up–which they were, so it wasn’t a complete lie–and you needed to focus and have time to yourself

it was so weird for you not seeing him and astro all the time, you barely responded to his text messages or calls, and when you saw him around campus, you would immediately try to avoid him, and it hurt but you were ~scared~

eunwoo’s a smart boy, he knew something was off with you

but after a week of trying to contact you, he didn’t wanna seem annoying or a bother, so he tried not to

even though all he wanted was to see you or talk to you, like it was beyond sex at this point

he missed you, he thought he was going to go insane

he didn’t realize his feelings for you until he saw you talking to a guy in the athletic building

he had basketball practice, and you just finished your cheerleading practice

you were talking to this one guy from your philosophy class, basically joking around and talking shit about your professor

and eunwoo saw you smile at something the guy said and he just felt jealous

his fists clenched, he hated seeing you smile and laugh with the guy like how you used to do with him

and it also didn’t help that you and him haven’t really talked in two or three weeks and he just missed you so much :(

he tried not to think about it during his practice, but it didn’t work, he was off his game for this one, even his teammates and coach noticed it

he went back to his place after practice and called over the boys and basically vented his frustrations

jin: eunwoo. you like y/n

eunwoo: I know...fuck what do I do

bin: tell her, obviously

eunwoo: and risk our?? friendship??

myungjun: you’re a fucking idiot if you don’t see that she likes you back

rocky: yeah...I mean why else do you think noona started distancing herself from you?

eunwoo: maybe I’m just feeling like this because we haven’t met up in a while and I saw her talking to that guy and I don’t know? I’m horny?

sanha: hyung...you sound indenial and jealous.

bin: you like her. we’re surprised you didn’t realize this earlier.

anyway, the day of the competition comes, and the guys and their partners decide to pop out and support you

and seeing them actually made you feel so warm, you wave at them brightly and you meet eyes with eunwoo and you smile at him even though the butterflies are back and at full force

the group is so proud watching you and your team compete, their cheers are debatably the loudest and you literally have to stop yourself from laughing in the middle of your routine

your school places first yuh

and after talking with your team and discussing celebration plans, you go to the group

you were having such an adrenaline rush, you immediately run up to eunwoo in a crushing hug and you kiss him

eunwoo doesn’t even hesitate to kiss you back

astro and them: ohohoho hey

you: I’m so happy you all came! I can’t believe we actually won!

you were going to celebrate with your team bc you knew they were throwing a party, but celebrating with eunwoo and astro/their partners seemed way more appealing to you

you all go out to dinner and drink a little bit casually and it’s all such good vibes

you missed hanging around with them all and it just felt so right

eunwoo rested his hand on your thigh the whole time throughout dinner, he missed you alright, and just seeing you so happy with all his friends? he was hooked

when the group parts ways, it’s just you and eunwoo heading back to his place bc bin is spending the night at his partner’s apartment

and honestly the tension is so thick between you two

you barely make it past the door before you’re both latched onto each other, making out and all that steamy stuff

after you have sex, the two of you are having that post-sex cuddle in his bed and your heart is pounding so loud

you: hey...I’m sorry if it was weird that I kissed you earlier at the venue, I don’t really know what came over me, I was just so glad to see you guys

eunwoo: you don’t have to apologize for that y/n...I missed you

you roll around so that your back is to him bc you do not have the strength to look at him in the eyes right now

eunwoo hugs your waist and pulls you in his chest, he’s spooning you and he has no plans on letting you go any time soon

you: uh...eunwoo, I-we-uh maybe we should stop this...thing from going any further

he literally freezes: ...did I do something wrong?

you: no! it’s...I...fuck I don’t know how to say this...I know we’ve been hooking up for a year but just recently I...think I have feelings for you...and it’s not fair for either of us to continue this if we’re not on the same page.

eunwoo: y/n, I–

you’re rambling now, you’re scared of what he has to say: and honestly you’ve become someone I really don’t wanna lose in my life. You’re an amazing person and friend, and I don’t wanna fuck that up by having feelings for you, especially since you probably don’t feel the same. I just...can’t have casual sex with you anymore...I’m sorry, it would break me.

you’re like trying to get up and you tell him that you’re going to go to the party your team’s hosting but he just tightens his grip

eunwoo: don’t go...please

you: eunwoo, I can’t stay here–

eunwoo: you don’t even know what I feel, y/n...why are you so sure that I don’t feel the same way as you?? because I do...honest to god, y/n, I like you so fucking much. the month that you didn’t talk to me was like hell and I don’t ever wanna experience that again. I missed you so much I thought I was going crazy...please don’t go.

you roll around and face him again

you: y-you like me? you’re not just saying that because you want to keep having sex?

eunwoo: I’m not just saying that because of the sex...I promise

you: so...what does that make us now?

eunwoo: well would you do me the honors and be my girlfriend?

god finally you two are dating

you realize that not much really changes after the two of you make it official

the pda does increase though, you actually hold hands and kiss each other in public now

and you two are more cutesy with each other

yes astro pretends to gag whenever they see you act all coupley

petnames!! you call each other baby, sometimes you call him minnie!! as in dongminnie !! im screaming!!

a poster couple, the basketball player and the cheerleader

literally when you’re both wearing your uniforms and you kiss each other, it’s like one of those teen movies

lots of forehead kisses especially right before bed

eunwoo’s a clingy cuddly boy, especially now that you two are together

lots of study dates?? he is a scholar after all

you’re each other’s biggest supporters !! you always go to all of his recitals and basketball games, he always goes to your competitions

he’s very soft okay, will never stop showing you off or telling you how much you mean to him and how much he loves you

the first I love you came shortly in the relationship, and that’s because you’ve known each other a year prior and the feelings were really just building up since then

you were in the piano room again and he was just playing for fun, but you always loved hearing him ~tickle those ivories~

he was playing a song and singing along and you swear you had heart eyes for him, his voice was so soft and gentle and just wow

you’re sitting next to him and you just hug his waist while he’s playing

eunwoo’s smiling so wide and then he’s singing to you

he doesn’t even get to finish the song, because you’re grabbing his face and kissing him

he’s laughing in between kisses and you can’t help but laugh with him

grrr he’s so cute!

and then you two are just looking at each other

eunwoo: hm?

you: I love you, minnie

he doesn’t miss a beat: I love you too, y/n

you and him have a lot of deep talks together, especially right before bed

it’s the time when he can just let out all the frustrations of the day and just be with you

he actually holds a lot of pressure and worries, but knowing that you’re by his side, comforts him a lot

the two of you have so many pictures together it’s so cute

eunwoo’s a bit possessive alright, not in the toxic way, but will he tighten his grip on your waist if a guy seems to be getting a little too friendly with you? yeah

not gonna lie, you get possessive too, it’s hard especially if your boyfriend is cha eunwoo, he’s the fucking perfect package god dammit

you both tell each other that you don’t have to worry about other people bc y’all are just both so whipped for each other

but it’s still cute when either of you are jealous

he’s actually pretty into couple items, but it has to be like minimalistic-style

like matching plain color hoodies or matching pajama sets

will not wear a “he’s mine, she’s mine” shirt or something

but it’s okay bc neither would you sksksk

will he wink at you if he makes a three pointer during his game? yeah.

literally loves when you wear his clothes or fuck, his jersey?? a turn on

and here we go !! I’ve been talking about sex so much but let’s get into it !!

in the beginning, like before you two started dating, when it was just your fuck buddy friendship, it was sexy

and not saying that it’s not sexy now that you two were in a relationship, but before it was just lust

eunwoo’s a freak alright, you can’t convince me otherwise

he’s a little kinky

definitely into food play, you two use whipped cream during foreplay a little too much...

100% into anal

you know how much he loves ass, has a very nice ass himself

and we already been knew, but yes he’s an ass guy

s p a n k i n g

eunwoo seeing you in your cheerleading skirt? immediate turn on

will literally fuck you while you’re wearing your skirt...just your skirt.

alright alright, you have a hand kink...was it awoken by watching eunwoo play piano all the time? yes

does eunwoo use that to his advantage? yes

the amount of times he’s fingered you??? vaginal and anal??? lord have mercy

very much into overstimulation, will keep fingering you until you squirt

and yes im bringing back my the choking kink

literally if his hands make any contact with your neck area, even when he’s just kissing, you will drench

but ugh you and eunwoo making out and you know how he like cups the back of the neck?? i know y’all have seen it from the true beauty kiss scenes, and then it gets heated and his grip just moves to the front and squeezes and when your mouth opens in a gasp, he shoves his tongue down your throat

that’s so sexy

do you like choking on his cock? probably more than you should

does he make you deep throat until tears are literally streaming down your face? most definitely

he loves marking you?? it’s just a tell tale way to show everyone you’re his

he’s a bit feisty...will he manhandle you during sex?? yeah

eunwoo is a dom. I am 100% convinced that he is a dom, you won’t be domming him honey

daddy and babygirl kink...I said it...

okay he’s a bit of an exhibitionist...would probably be down to have sex anywhere as long as you don’t get caught

piano room sex? locker room sex? library sex? movie theater sex? restaurant bathroom sex? yes you’ve done it all

will he finger you while you guys are having a movie night with the guys? yeah

eunwoo’s a tease, he’s a little shit, will tease you until you’re literally in tears begging for him to just do something

favorite position is doggy, it’s the view of the ass for him

although you two both do like experimenting different positions, especially if it has to do with “training your flexibility”

will pull your hair while he’s fucking you from behind, and will plug your asshole with his thumb–don’t knock it until you try it...it’s...a pretty good feeling

sometimes wakes you up by eating you out

very much a giver ugh king

the type to grip your thighs tighter when you try to push him away from overstimulation just to force another orgasm out of you

believe it or not, he’s a gasper/grunter/groaner

nothing is hotter than hearing eunwoo groan right when he’s about to cum oooof grrrr bark bark

okay but soft gentle sex with eunwoo is so passionate

all you feel is the love and sincerity, especially when he’s just looking in your eyes

the love making happens a lot more obviously when you start dating

he’s just so in love with you alright

gives the best and sweetest after care ugh

cleans you up, gives you massages especially if it was a rough session, cuddles you, draws you a bath, brings you water, everything

always makes sure to tell you he loves you after sex

i would risk it all for eunwoo like please ruin my life

anyway

ugh I just wanna put the idea of protective eunwoo during a party in your head

his hand is always on you. waist, thigh, shoulder, anywhere casually

you don’t fight?? but you do argue

arguing is healthy, and you both would rather let it out and bicker with each other in the moment than let it bottle in and build up into something worse

but when you do have a disagreement, no matter how big or small, you two always make sure to never go to bed angry with each other

communication is very important for the both of you

you’re his better half :’) all the things eunwoo struggles with, you help him with it and vice versa

he figured out you were the one for him during one of your deep late night pillow talks

he was worried about what he’d do in the future after graduating, like he was genuinely having a crisis about it

but you just talked so calmly to him: baby, no matter where you end up after graduation or what you end up doing, you’re going to be fine. You’re such a hard worker and I know that you’ll succeed...no matter what, I’ll be here for you minnie. I believe in you, you’re future is going to be great.

and he just kisses you so sweetly: will you be in my future, baby?

you’re smiling and you just giggle at him: if you want me to be...I’d love to be a part of it.

ugh y’all are so whipped for each other !!

astro always teasing you two, even when you’re all older

you and eunwoo are equally ticklish so basically y’all are fucked when they wanna mess with you

both of your families love you and him instantly

they push marriage immediately after you both graduate college

even astro’s like: we know you two are probably gonna tie the knot first...when’s the wedding?

not gonna lie, you and eunwoo probably get married probably 2-3 years after college, pretty young age

sidenote: eunwoo 100% cries at your wedding, especially when he sees you walking down the isle in your dress

and he has huge baby fever so you bet y’all had kids fairly young too

the best dad !! ugh he loves kids !! ugh so domestic

im just gonna say, y’all have beautiful children

trusts bin and jinjin to babysit your kids the most...he’s scared of the rest of the boys watching over his children

anyway eunwoo literally deserves the world and I just?? love him so much?? happy ending yay hehe

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fatui-gf · 4 years ago

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hello dear! your works are my current obsession i love them all!! youre v good :)

ive been thinking about like, coming home after a long dag of working to diluc and making dinner together and taking a stroll outside the winery and just soft domestic fluff??? whag i wouldnt do for that man heheh!!

have a good rest of your day n keep up the good work!!!

Hiiii!! Thank you so much for your kind words, it really means a lot to me and helps me keep motivated!! I’ve actually already planned to write some fluff for Diluc, he’s one of my favs, haha. Anyways, I hope you like this fluffy scenario! I took an artistic liberty and made the reader and Diluc married, I think it fits the domestic, sweet vibe and I hope you won’t mind :D

Diluc x reader - Can we kiss forever? (sfw fluff, the reader is gn as per usual)

word count: 1680

It was a tough day for the adventurer’s guild today. Loads of work and not that many people to take care of everything. If you said you weren’t tired then you’d be lying.

It wasn’t completely exhausting but you still couldn’t keep your mind off Diluc, especially during the end of the commissions you were supposed to do. Your mind would crawl back to him, the memories and how much you wanted to see him again, remembering the good morning kiss he had placed on your cheek. You touched your face, caressing the spot that had kissed earlier, lost in thought.

Are you done with your work today? - a familiar voice approached as you paused in your actions.

It was the fellow adventurer from the guild. You averted your eyes, a little flustered that they had seen you daydream just now.

Yeah, I was about to head home right now - you said, giving them a friendly smile.

Alright then, see you again tomorrow! - they exclaimed happily as you turned your own way.

Phew, they didn’t question what you were so intensely thinking about. You smiled to yourself as your mind drifted to your husband again.

You headed to the general goods store to get a few ingredients for dinner. You remembered your agreement with your husband that today the both of you were going to cook together.

After the shopping was done, you headed to the Dawn Winery where Diluc was waiting for you. He had already cleaned the kitchen and prepared what he could. You’ve placed the paper bag with ingredients on the counter as you spread your arms, inviting Diluc for a welcome hug which he gladly accepted. You stayed like that for a little longer, him enjoying the closeness he always missed.

It was beautiful to finally see the man feeling appreciated. He still needed a lot of reassurance, though. After what he has been through, he can’t let anyone he loves so much leave his side anymore. You were like treasure to him, someone whom he would always protect and take care of. He was devoted. Actually, really devoted and committed to the relationship. Most people wouldn’t necessarily describe him as a romantic person and truth be told, his stoic demeanor might suggest that. However, he tried his best to make you smile and happy, usually in the most subtle ways. You could notice he never forgot to greet you with a kiss in the morning or how he would gently hold your hand when you were nearby. It was the little things for him, mostly in the comfort of our own home, away from the sight of others. He didn’t need to show everyone you were his nor did he need the approval of strangers. All that mattered to him was the truth of your feelings.

Cooking the dinner today was entirely his idea, he thought it would be a great bonding experience and quite honestly, he loved your cooking, mostly because it was made by you. The love and effort that was put into a dish mattered more than the rich flavour or a skillful technique used to make it. It was special because it was made with care and hope that he will like it.

After pulling away from the long embrace, Diluc shot you a smile. It wasn’t that rare to see him smile, it was a part of the mask he would put on for the public but seeing him smile so happily and most importantly, truthfully was the best you could see.

He grabbed your hand and led you closer to the counters. You pulled out all the necessary stuff. You were going to make a “once upon a time in Mondstadt” (Diluc’s special dish). He watched you with eyes oh so full of love as you did tasks as mundane as preparing the meat for the meal.

He approached you from behind, putting his strong hands on yours as if he was leading you with them. You could feel the warmth gleaming from his bare hands, he was comfortable enough around you to take off his gloves, besides, he loved to feel your skin on his. It was so simple, yet so intimate.

You weren’t doing anything special but you felt like a royalty, so lucky to have him and so lucky to enjoy the time together. “This… is what love is about, right?” you thought to yourself.

You spent such a great time cooking the dish together, your laughter and sounds of endless conversations filled the mansion’s walls. When the meal was done, you’ve brought it to the table which was set by Diluc earlier. The white tablecloth was dotted with red rose petals and a few candles waited to be lit. Cliche but still cute, you could tell he’s put a lot of care and thought into it. You sat down and enjoyed the meal together. Diluc would sometimes reach his hand to meet yours, feeling your touch, you being close to him, appreciating your looks. You were perfect in his eyes and he was so glad he could have a more romantic dinner with you. It’s always good to romanticize simple tasks and make them something more special. He appreciated your every move, even if it was clumsy, he still adored it.

It was so good, I think we might have to do this more often - you laughed as you were putting the dirty dishes away to the kitchen.

Everything for you - he said, putting his large hands on your cheeks and gently caressing them before he placed a small peck on your forehead.

You shot a quick glance to the window and noticed that the sun was about to get. Your eyes widened and got brighter.

Diluc! Let’s go see the sunset together!

You made your way out of the Dawn Winery, taking a short stroll nearby before you settled down to sit on the grass. It was a little damp but that didn’t matter to either of you. You kept looking at the sky with the biggest smile, your eyes looked so beautiful in this lightning, someone couldn’t take their eyes off you. Your joy was so amusing, how a person could get so excited by something that happens everyday. Diluc quietly placed his hand on top of yours which you gripped, giving him the little thumb rub to show affection. He then averted his gaze from you, directing it at the scenery before him. It really did look beautiful, how the sun basically painted the nearby trees and such with its colors.

He was so happy to share this moment with you, just the two of you. As soon as the sun set, he could feel a playful push on his shoulder and there he landed, fully on the grass. He couldn’t help but laugh at your joyful shenanigans and pulled you closer into a kiss. As you pulled away, you placed your hair behind your ear, looking at your husband laying there underneath you. He actually looked so happy, he got everything he missed. It wasn’t long before you found yourself on the grass, now the red-haired man being the one more in control. Both of you giggled as you messed around with each other, just enjoying the company. You grabbed a strand of his beautiful hair and he reached to you once again, smiling before you could feel his lips on yours.

Can we kiss forever? Can we stay like this… forever? - you could hear Diluc ask after he pulled away.

You’ve placed your arms around his neck, giving him a smirk.

I really want to spend the rest of my life by your side - you said.

Do you promise? - he asked, sticking out his pinky finger - Pinky promise?

Pinky promise!

You know you can never break these, do you?

I wouldn’t dare.

Diluc took your hand, helping you get up. While you were tidying your clothes, he asked if you would like to walk around a little more. You agreed and the both of you proceeded to take a stroll near the winery, holding hands all the time during the process.

I’m so tired - you said after entering the mansion and taking off your shoes.

I’ll make something warm for you to drink before you go to sleep, it would be a shame if you caught a cold - your husband said with care.

You sat yourself on the couch, wrapping your body in a blanket, waiting for the hot beverage to arrive along with your portable heater, aka Diluc.

He came back to you after a while, holding a cup with hot chocolate and a plate with homemade chocolate chip cookies he has made before. Who would’ve known Diluc was so good at not only cooking, but also baking? He handed you the cup and placed the plate on the table.

Would you be so kind to let me in? - he asked as you laughed at his polite tone.

You lifted up the blanket, letting the red-haired man snuggle underneath it and wrap his arms around you. The fireplace was also lit, the glimmering light and Diluc’s loving embrace made you feel instantly warmer.

You kept taking sips of the hot cocoa and tasting the cookies. This is what home tastes like. You could feel your cheeks lighting up whenever your husband would give you a peck, not sure if he was trying to get your attention or just shower you completely with love. Nevertheless, it was beautiful.

After a while, Diluc could feel you drifting away to the dream land in his embrace. He carefully lifted you up from the couch, carrying you to your shared bedroom. He made sure to carefully tuck you in without disrupting your sleep. After getting ready for bed, he lied down next to you, taking a look at your sleepy expression before gently kissing your nose. He reached out to turn off the light and pulled you close into his embrace once again.

Goodnight, love - he whispered even though you couldn’t hear it.

#genshin impact #diluc #diluc x reader #genshin impact x reader #fanfiction #fluff #imagine #scenario #diluc x you #genshin impact x you

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collecting-stories · 4 years ago

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Vanilla Sundae - t. 04 - Sarah Cameron

Summary: Just light smut.

A/N: If you haven’t listened to the playlist at all...definitely listen to this song! Vanilla Sundae is incredible.

7 Scenes from the Same Summer Masterlist | Outer Banks Masterlist

✰ I may never find another like you ✰

There were things in the distance that you were mildly aware of. Your record player humming some song that was a little too sad for the moment, or maybe that was just a foreshadowing undertone. The sort of thing you read about or see in a movie that you just know is going to play into the greater story later on. For now, though, much like the candles burning on your desk, it was just a background prop. Another thing that was happening that added an unneeded ambiance to the room.

You could light a million candles and play every song you knew, you could be laying in complete darkness without a sound being made, or you could turn every light on. None of it mattered. The only thing that mattered was Sarah, though to be fair that was usually where your head was at.

There had been no clothes to be rid of, that had been done hours ago. After John B had called the day before you had spent a significant amount of the day in bed, letting it turn to night before Sarah told you that she thought she made up her mind. And even though her voice was a bit wavering when she said she was done with John B, she kissed you so surely that you believed her. And maybe it was just so she could feel something different but you had a hard time caring about that. Even now, in bed with her after the night before, you couldn’t bring yourself to think long term.

All that really mattered was her. The softness of her tanned skin as you kissed a path from her neck to her breasts. She wrinkled her nose at the slightly sticky feeling of your chapstick as it left a trail of where you had been. If the summer had given you anything it was an excuse to unabashedly stare at your best friend without feeling like a creep leering at some guy’s girlfriend. You could look and, happily enough, touch. Your hands brushed against her breasts, your touch so light it was like you weren’t even there, goosebumps erupting on her skin. You pressed a kiss above her right breast, soft skin molding in your hand as you ran your tongue over her nipple, the sweetest of moans escaping from Sarah’s lips.

You didn’t linger too long on her breasts though you could have spent a lifetime if you were given the chance. Last night had felt a little rushed, like you had only an allotted amount of time to prove your devotion before she changed her mind. Left you in a haze as she went back to John B. And even now, as you pressed feather light kissed to her stomach, watching her muscles contract from the ticklish sensation, you knew that you were only given what she was willing to let you have. A moment with her, a lifetime bottled in your childhood bedroom as rain mixed with the sound of the static from the record player and you held her hips.

You took the time today, hands moving her legs apart as you kissed her inner thighs, letting yourself feel every part of her body. You weren’t usually one to care but you couldn’t deny that the smoothness of her skin as you ran your hands up her thighs, felt like velvet. There were millions of times, drunk on the couch in your dorm room, when you had declared your love for Sarah Cameron, telling her how beautiful, how stunning, how much of a goddess you thought she was. She was always drunk too, always doing something embarrassing like trying to show off her non-existent dance skills or singing off key and she always appreciated the compliments. You would’ve showered her in thousands of compliments a day if you could’ve. Drunk, sober, it didn’t matter.

You were dumbly and ridiculously in love.

“You’re amazing,” you commented, voice soft and reverent as you kissed just below her belly button, following an imaginary trail down until you were kissing just above her core. Sarah closed her eyes; hands already gripped the bedsheets as she bit her lip.

“I’m not doing anything.”

“I disagree,” you chided, pressing your fingers between her folds, breath hitching at the sensation as they slipped in with ease, soaked from her arousal.

Without missing a beat, you moved back up, kissing her mouth. Her hands came up immediately, caging in your face as her tongue slipped into your mouth. You held yourself over her with one arm while your free hand continued slow ministrations, brushing her clit with feather light touches.

“I love you,” Sarah breathed out, her voice like a whisper.

You pressed a kiss to her jaw, closing your eyes as you let your forehead rest against hers. You wanted to say it back. To tell her that you loved her too and that you had, practically since you met her. How cliche was it? The best friend pining for the girl. You’d finally gotten her and when she said those words you closed your eyes and pretended, she didn’t. You worked her through her orgasm, kissing her when she got too noisy.

“God you’re so loud,” you teased as she came down, eyes hooded and looking at you like she actually meant that it when she said she loved you.

“You should be happy, means you didn’t suck.”

“I didn’t but I can.” You replied. She laughed, squealing when you pressed your lips to her neck and sucked.

You laid down beside her, wrapping your arms around her and smiling when she draped a leg over yours. She pressed herself against you, running a hand up your side and brushing fingers just beneath your right breast. “I meant it, ya know? I love you.”

“Sarah-”

“I know what you’re gonna say, that I’m just saying it because I’m missing John B or because we’ve spent the entire morning in bed but I’m not. I mean it. I fucking love you.” She said, kissing your neck, your chin, your jaw, until she got to your mouth. The lightest kiss was placed there, her lips barely brushing yours.

“You know how I feel Sarah,” you replied, eyes on the ceiling as you tried not to look at her.

“You don’t have to say it yet, I’ll just keep saying it until you believe me.” She said, moving so she was hovering over you, forcing you to look at her. Sarah brushed her nose against yours. “I love you.”

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surveys-at-your-service · 4 years ago

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Survey #356

“i’m just a painting that’s still wet: if you touch me, i’ll be smeared, you’ll be stained, stained for the rest of your life”

Have you ever used emotional blackmail to get your own way? WOW, no. What a starter. Has anybody ever used emotional blackmail on you? Not to my memory. Who did you last worry about and why? Honestly? Myself. My physical health just isn't very good right now. When are you next at work? Do you enjoy your work? N/A When was the last time you ate/drank something gross just to be polite? I'm not sure; I'm honestly very, very bad at this. I struggle big time hiding if I don't like something. Last time you heard a growl, who or what did it come from? My stomach. When did you last make up a baby’s bottle? Never. Do you have a mouse for your laptop? (Assuming you have a laptop) I use a mouse. I'm not a big trackpad fan. Do you have the right time set on your microwave? Yeah. What is your most expensive bill? I don't have any bills that I pay myself, because I can't. Do you have a big yard? No. Is there someone you would love to punch right now? Myself lol. Does the water in your shower take a long time to get warm? Yeah, it does. Song playing? I have "Leave A Scar" by Marilyn Manson on. Are you tired? I'm always tired. If you had the power to instantly transform someone’s life (for the better), who would you choose to use this on? My mom. Her entire life has been so fucking unfair, and she doesn't deserve it whatsoever. Just one day of her being perfectly happy would make my entire life. You wake up to a ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE. Your family is safe, but most of your city is zombified. You need weapons and various other supplies. What is your first general course of action? I seriously cannot even begin to imagine what I would do besides panic and be one of the first to die, honestly. If a family member (or boyfriend/girlfriend, if you have one) happened to be infected by one of these undead creatures, how would you go about dealing with that situation? It would tear me to shreds, but shoot them in the head to hopefully prevent them from turning. I couldn't let them suffer. Does someone’s view on homosexuality affect how you feel about them in any way? Sure as hell does. How about someone’s view on religion? This one depends on what their beliefs entail and to what intensity. If you were paralyzed from the neck down, would you still want to continue living? Why or why not? NO. NO. NO. This is seriously one of my biggest fears. Just fucking kill me. That sounds like very legitimate torture to me. Has any medication you’ve taken ever made you sick? How so? Three, to my memory. When I started Latuda, it made me throw up semi-frequently, BUT its effectiveness made me stay on it. My body eventually adjusted. The same thing happened with my current mood stabilizer, Vraylar. I was also on another, Trintellix I think, and that one did nothing but consistently make me puke, so I stopped it. Would you ever consider being a foster parent? No. Would you rather drink alone or with friends? With friends. Do you have too much time on your hands? WAY too much time. And yet I do nothing productive with it. Have you ever thought about hurting someone? Not seriously, no. Do you thank people for helping you? Always. Have you ever seen a zebra up close? Yeah, a few. Do you freak out if you see blood? Nah, it doesn't bother me. Have you ever complained to a manager about anything? What was it? No. Are there any songs that make you feel angry inside when you hear them? "Eternally Yours" by Motionless In White makes me feel that, among a thousand other emotions that are way too strong for me to handle, so I just don't listen to it. Have you ever been in a building that was on fire? YIKES, no. Are you in an argument with anyone right now? No. Have you ever written a poem for someone? Numerous times. Who’s the last person who cussed you out in anger? I think only my grandmother has done that. Who is the person you are closest to that you’ve meet online? Sara. (: Have you friended your parents on FB? I have my mom on there, but Dad doesn't have a FB. Where do you go out to eat for a special occasion? It depends on what we're in the mood for and what the occasion is. When someone sneezes, do you say “Bless you,” or “God Bless you?” Just "bless you." Have you ever seen the movie A Walk to Remember? Cliche or worth watching? Yeah, it's a wonderful movie. Do you live in a house, apartment, or another type of arrangement? House. Are you one of those people who like to spell out numbers? Grammatically speaking, any number below ten should be spelled out. I obviously spell out "ten," but w/e. Did you or do you still have a Furby? Was/is it annoying? I did as a kid. It didn't annoy me then, but as an adult I know they're creepy as shit lol. What's one event your town has that you don’t like to participate in? I don’t participate in any town events. Are any of your siblings married? What are their spouse’s names? Yeah. There's Nick, Josh, and Franky. Do you know how to sew? What's your favorite thing to sew? No. Have you ever owned a turtle? Did it ever bite you when you owned it? It's so awful looking back on, but my sisters and I kept a box turtle that wondered into our yard once as kids. No proper husbandry or anything; it was just in the kiddie pool. Thankfully, we were smart enough to not actually keep it forever (or rather, until it probably died from improper care); we wound up releasing it into the pond near our house, from which we assume it came from. Do you have Photoshop? If so, how often a day do you use it? I do; it comes with the Adobe photography bundle I have. I definitely don't use it daily, or even weekly. Has your school ever had a lockdown? If so, for what reason exactly? No, only drills. Do you enjoy it when your school has drills? (ex/fire or tornado drill?) I didn't, no, because I didn't like imagining the real situation. Do you watch any shows that you know your parents wouldn’t approve of? I'm an adult, for one. But anyway, I've never watched shows they'd have a problem with. If you have any pets, how would you describe their personalities? The cat, Roman: very, very affectionate, boisterous, demanding, playful, smart as fuck, and shy when it comes to strangers. The snake, Venus: curious, chill, and a bit timid. Do you have any friends that own a private lake? Not to my knowledge. Do you have a drone? No. Who is your favorite comedian? It was John Pinette, but following his death, probably Gabriel Iglesias. Where were you the last time you stayed in a hotel? I think at a dance competition? Do you know anyone with Crohn’s disease? Yeah. Out of all of the shows, movies, and books you love, who is your OTP (one true pairing)? Probably Spyro and Cynder from The Legend of Spyro trilogy. I love them. But I honestly don't have like, intense OTP feelings for any fictional characters? No real reasons, I just don't. Rhett and Link are my *true* OTP haha, but I didn't know if they counted since they're obviously real. Have you ever written a fanfiction? Did people actually like it? Nah. Have you ever liked playing dollmakers or online dress-up games? OH MY GOD my little sister and I would do that together ALL the time. Have you ever sent any celeb fan mail? No. Have you ever gotten a serious injury at school? What happened? No. Do your pets follow you when you walk around the house? Oh yes, he's my shadow. What was the very first social media site you signed up for? Myspace. Are you the type of person who knows exactly what they want in life? I mean, I know what I want, I just don't know if it's achievable for me. Do you have commitment issues? Nope. If you were to start a business, what kind would it be? I'd love to have like my own facility for boudoir photography. I've only shot boudoir once, but it immediately became a passion because of how empowering it was for my then-friend. I could go on a real ramble as to why I love it. What’s something you’ve done that sounds too crazy to be true? Been to psychiatric hospitals like six times. I honestly did lose count. Are there any flowers planted outside your house? No. What was the last thing you drank? Water. Truly incredible, I know. What’s the weirdest decoration you’ve seen in someone else’s home? *shrug* Did you have your own bathroom when you were growing up? No. Does anyone in your family smoke? My dad and his wife. What’s an opinion you find impossible to take seriously? That dinosaurs never existed. What was the very first election you voted in? This past one, actually. Do you feel positive and optimistic about your future? I don't want to think about this. What exes do you still associate with? Just Sara and Girt. Who told you they loved you last? My mom. Your worst enemy? I don't say I have any enemies. People who don't like me or I don't like them, but "enemy" isn't the proper word. What was your last dream about? Ugh. What a fucking question to ask, considering what I dreamt last night. I had both a nightmare and a normal dream; in the nightmare, I was sucked up into a tornado and carried away, and it felt so, so real. I was terrified. The dream is more vague in my memory, but I know I was at Jason's house (which wasn't actually his house) and his mom was still alive. I was hanging out with her and just chatting. It made me wake up in a really somber mood. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital? Psych hospitals, yes. Have you ever built a snowman? Yeah. What is your favorite milkshake flavor? Chocolate. Do you have any scars? I have a lot, but most are from negligible instances that just won't go away for some reason. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create? Putting all impossibilities aside as well as any potential health repercussions, maybe a meerkat and an opossum? Just in general a meerkat with a marsupial tail would be SO cute. Plus imagine the pattern. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had? Oh I don't know. Can you do any accents other than your own? I can pull off a really convincing British one. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain. No. I just get clean, get out. I've always hated showering (the process anyway, I obviously enjoy feeling clean), so I get my business done adequately and then I'm done. Do you believe in aliens? Eh, maybe. It does seem pretty questionable to believe NOTHING else can exist in an infinite space. I doubt they're little green men, though. What do you think about babies? WAY too much work and WAY too much responsibility. Keeping another life safe, healthy, happy... the idea alone is terrifying. No thanks.

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itsgonnabe-brian-may · 6 years ago

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when water pipes burst

// Requested: No

warnings: fluff, swear words

Gwilym Lee x Reader

4k words - whoops my hand slipped

AN: Okay okay I literally haven’t written in sooo long and I randomly started writing this and I actually really like it. It’s not the best but I think the idea is cute lol. Please tell me what you think!! I’d also like to thank @isitstraightvodka for choosing between gwil and joe for me! Gwil I think is the perfect fit for this!

Anyways, enjoy!

A deep happy sigh slipped past your lips as you stared at the empty skeleton of your apartment. All your cheap furniture was packed up and in the process of being shipped across the world, or to the dumpster in all honesty. The pictures and decor hanging on your wall were neatly packed into boxes. The more precious ones were filed away in your suitcases along with articles of clothing that you were determined not to ruin or lose.

As cliche as last looks are you swore you saw your life in the cramped and overpriced apartment flash before your eyes.

The champagne bottle cap hitting and knocking out a ceiling lighting fixture during your christening party. Which was just an excuse to get shit-faced with your friends. It took you a year to get it fixed.

Your first long term relationship starting in passion on the couch... and ending in the same spot.

Movie marathons with your friends that ended in throwing popcorn and falling asleep halfway through the third movie.

The coffee table that earned its name due to the ridiculous amount of coffee spilled on it.

Sitting on the floor cross-legged in front of it as you studied for your final exams before graduation.

Having sloppy and hilarious sex on it. Whoops.

The doormat that was barely used with the words "Welcome" written in a neat script was still crisp.

Getting a roommate when your ass of a landlord raised the rent by $300. She turned out pretty cool. Even though she refused to touch the dishes. Her decorating and wing-woman skills made up for it.

Though eventually, your lease ran out, you graduated from school, she got a ring for her left hand and you got a new job.

A new job in England. England. That's where your belongings were being shipped off to.

"Shit! I have to get to the airport" you thought as the memories in your mind dissolved.

One final final look around the place you closed the door and locked it. Taking the key off the key ring was painstaking but eventually, you got it off and placed it on the counter in the landlord's office.

Walking down the stairs, lugging your suitcase behind you. You heaved it into the trunk of your Uber and sat in the front seat.

The drive to the airport was somber, at least at first. The downtown traffic caused conversation to blossom between you and the driver. It was a welcome distraction.

The distraction lasted as you sat next to a lovely older woman who was returning home from visiting her children.

9 hours later you stood at the front door of your new home for the next 2 years, at least on paper.

You fought the urge to knock.

"This is actually my home" you laughed out loud and turned the key.

This apartment, or rather "flat" now that you were in the UK, was nothing like your previous one.

The walls were white and filled with windows that looked out onto a scenic view of the town's skyline of tree's and other complexes. You had a balcony that shared a wall with your neighbors to the left.

The interior was a unique architecture, the kitchen was tiny but the living room was big and open with enough space for entertaining.

Abandoning your suitcase at the entrance you went to explore. Sure you'd seen this apartment already online. But not everything is exactly what it seems on the internet.

The master, and only, bedroom was gorgeous. The bathroom attached was small but it was only you, so you didn't mind. A spare room was a spare room and there was plenty of storage which was unusual for a single person apartment.

That night you ordered take out and created shopping lists and plans to execute before you had to start work in a week or so. You blew up an air mattress and tried to sleep in your new room. Unsurprisingly, you tossed and turned until you ended up staring at the ceiling. The small crack made you laugh. The crack seemed to be the only flaw that the apartment had.

Sleep overtook you, the silence of your neighbors surely helped.

If only you knew the storm that was your neighbor. Gwilym Lee.

The tall and deadly handsome man was gentlemanly and sophisticated. His flat was farm from the usual bachelor pad of his friends. The man had linen curtains for Christ sake. Yet, he was a ball of uncontrollable energy when he hosted people at his house, which was as often and led late into the night.

This time the lack of noise was mostly due to the fact that he was currently not home. He was currently off in Brighton shooting for Midsomer Murders. Though he was due to return within the next couple of days.

His days coincidentally mirrored yours.

Waking up at around seven in the morning, going for a cup of tea, or coffee in your case. Then showering and headed out to run errands, or in his case shoot a scene. Returning home, cleaning up, ordering or going out for food and laying in bed planning tomorrow.

After a few days, his current shoot ended and he was headed home. First stopping at the grocer to pick up food for a dinner party. You were at the same grocer and gave the tall man a polite smile as you passed each other in the aisle.

His gaze lingered on you. For multiple reasons. One reason being he had never seen you before, and it was a small town with only one market, which mostly the people in his apartment complex shopped at. The other being you were quite attractive, even in your "I'm just going to the grocery store outfit".

Your gaze lingered too. Again for multiple reasons. He was attractive, put together and it looked like he was going to throw one hell of a party. In a weird way, it made you hopeful for your future in England.

A party would have to wait, your apartment was still in shambles.

All of your furniture arrived in mostly one piece. The boxes full of pictures and kitchen utensils lay stacked and partially open. That was your date tonight. Decorating.

Grabbing a bottle of rosé on the way to the register was a spur of the moment decision, but a good one.

Once you made your short journey home you put away the groceries and opened the bottle. Taking a small sip from the bottle before pulling out a glass and pouring yourself a generous portion. Finally, you pulled out your phone and connected it to your speaker. Putting your music on shuffle you began filing through all of the boxes.

Gwil arrived home and heard muffled music through his walls.

'Sounds like someone finally moved in,' He thought to himself.

Instead of rifling through boxes he looked through recipes and began cooking. With music of course.

When you heard the same artist but a different song come from the other side of the wall you laughed. Your new neighbor had good taste in music, you'd have to tell them sometime.

The sun slowly dipped under the horizon and moonlight drifted into your home. The hum of music was at a lower volume creating a peaceful atmosphere. Talking and laughing came from the other side of the wall. It didn't bother you. In turn, it made you feel more at home. Lulls in conversation created an ambiance that you couldn't explain. Your music filled those quiet moments. Even Gwil noticed it.

He had been too preoccupied with his friends to notice that the music had continued into the night. Lucy was actually the one to notice first. The last time her, Rami, Joe and Ben had been over there was no music, no sound from the apartment on the right. Of course, her keen ear was always open to hear a song she loved. She had asked Gwil what song was playing.

"Um, I'm not playing any music. It must be the neighbor," He laughed his face contorting with slight confusion.

"Oh, haha, well they've got great taste," Lucy laughed before refilling her own glass of rosé and joining the others on the sofa.

At around 11 Gwil hugged and thanked his guests goodbye. Sighing happily he began cleaning up. However, it didn't last long when a startled scream replaced the quiet.

You had finally finished the living room when you went into your room and flopped onto your bed, exhausted.

To your surprise your duvet was wet. You stood back up and looked up at the crack in your ceiling. With your luck the second you looked up the water pipe burst, spraying cold water all over you. You couldn't stop the scream that came from your now wet lips.

"Holy fuck!" You yelped.

A loud banging came from your front door. It was Gwil, who had rushed over as soon as he heard your scream.

You swung the door open and looked at the man from the grocery store. He was dressed to the nines in a light blue polo shirt tucked into a pair of brown slacks. Of course, you looked a mess. You were soaking, your hair clung to your face, your mascara had definitely smeared under your eyes.

"Oh my, are you alright?" He asked, not able to suppress the shock on his face. It certainly wasn't what he was expecting.

"Um, yea, just a bit wet," you laughed, trying to move the hair from your face.

"Well, I'm glad you're alright, but what happened?" He asked stepping past your door frame after you.

"I guess a water pipe broke, I'm not entirely sure,"

What you didn't expect was for him to get under the stream of water himself and try and sort out the problem. With no avail, but it was a kind gesture. You quickly scrambled and found a plastic moving bin and put it under the stream to attempt to collect some of the water.

"Let me call the landlord to shut off the water," Gwil spoke up, brushing his own wet hair back.

"Oh god, I'm sorry I dragged you into this," You apologized profusely.

"Hush, it's no big deal," He chuckled placing his phone to his ear.

During the brief phone call, you grabbed your own phone, a bag and threw some dry clothes into it. You started looking for a hotel to stay at until the problem was fixed.

"What are you doing, love?" Gwil asked leaning over your shoulder. Your heart soared at the nickname, god he was cute.

"Looking for a hotel, because I don't think I want to sleep in my flooded apartment," You laughed not looking up.

"Nonsense, stay with me while it gets fixed," He responded with sincerity.

"I can't intrude like that, It's alright, It'll only be a few days," You smiled up at him.

"I insist, at least for tonight, It's nearly midnight," He challenged raising an eyebrow.

"Fine, only for tonight," You said matching his gaze.

"And because you're cute," You mumbled under your breath afterward following him out. You didn't think he heard you but he did and smiled opening his door to his flat.

"This is awkward but I seem to have rudely never asked you for your name... I'm Gwilym, but call me Gwil."

"Oh! It's nice to meet you formally Gwil, I'm Y/N".

"Well, Y/N, I'm sorry it's such a mess...".

"You've seen my apartment right?" You laughed.

"I guess your right," He laughed, his eyes crinkling at the edges.

"If you want to hop in the shower or change, the bathroom is down the hall on the right. Just shout if you need anything,"

"Thanks," You smiled and retreated to the bathroom. You couldn't help but laugh when you were greeted by your mess of a reflection. Pulling off your wet clothes you wrung them out in the sink and hung them on the shower rod to dry. Grabbing a towel you dried yourself off and dried your hair to the point that it was a bit frizzy but it wasn't sticking to you anymore. You were slightly upset that you didn't bring anything cuter to wear. After putting on a pair of legging and a tank top you walked out. Gwil had also changed. He was currently wearing dark grey joggers and a long sleeve. You shivered slightly, not thinking to bring a sweater, even though you normally would've worn one at home.

"Here," Gwil smiled handing you a hoodie.

"That obvious huh?" You laughed pulling the warm fabric over your head, slowing down slightly to enjoy the faint smell of his cologne.

His breath hitched slightly when your smile popped out from the hoodie. It had been a while since he'd seen a girl in his clothes, and he couldn't imagine anyone it would look better on.

"Thanks, Gwil," You smiled.

"It's nothing, love," He smiled back walking over to the couch with a pillow and blankets.

You could tell that he was going to try and sleep on the couch, that was arguably too small for him to sleep on so you took the chance and sat down before he could.

"Y/N, what are you doing?"

"Taking the couch," You smiled innocently.

"Take the bed, I insist," He challenged.

"Nope, If you're so adamant about sleeping on the couch your going to have to share it with me," You shot back, blushing slightly at the unintended implications.

"Oh, I see," Gwil laughed amused.

"Thanks again," You yawned looking briefly at your phone which read 12:06.

"It's no problem, love, goodnight," He smiled and turned to go to his room.

"Goodnight Gwil," You smiled and leaned back until you were laying down.

You stared up at the ceiling, there was no crack. It made you laugh before shifting and falling into a peaceful sleep.

Of course moving meant a new time zone which you weren't totally used to so you woke up quite late. As soon as you woke up you sat up rubbing your eyes and checked the time. Your eyes widened and looked outside, it was raining. Great. What really was great was the fact that Gwil hadn't woken up yet. He was exhausted from filming all week and last nights wild activities.

Gently you padded out of his complex into yours. You changed, brushed your teeth, and flicked on some mascara. Before leaving you made a cup of coffee and grabbed some newly bought ingredients to make a simple breakfast as a thank you.

When you returned you could hear the water running. Smiling you began cooking. You had no idea what Gwil liked, whether he drank coffee or tea, liked blueberries or how he liked his eggs cooked. So you created an assortment of foods. Cut up fruit and toast with options of butter, cheese, avocado or eggs. All while humming quietly to yourself.

Gwil stepped out of the shower and noticed two things. The humming and the smell of whole grain toast, which always smells better when your not the one cooking. Intrigued, he pulled on a pair of dark grey joggers and a maroon Tshirt and walked into the kitchen. It took everything in him to not wrap his arms around your waist from behind.

"What's all this?" He asked, his voice still laced with sleep.

"Just a thank you gesture," You smiled turning around to face him.

"I already told you it wasn't a big deal," He sighed but couldn't get mad at you, especially since he was hungry.

"Tea?" He asked walking around you to a cupboard.

"No thanks, I've already got some coffee."

His nose scrunched up, "Ugh, I don't know how you drink that stuff."

"Well, I don't know how you can drink tea, its basically slightly flavored hot water," You laughed raising an eyebrow.

He playfully scoffed. "You'll learn."

"I'm not too sure about that," You challenged back before falling into a casual conversation.

The next couple of mornings were spent the same way. Waking up on the couch with stiff shoulders, making breakfast, trying to get the other to drink your preferred caffeinated drink and falling into a conversation that sometimes led to sitting on the couch all day. You talked about your previous life and your new job. He talked about his acting and friends. Sometimes you would turn on the radio or a playlist and work side by side in comfortable silence. Most days ended with a glass of wine on the couch watching a classic British TV series or a movie. Though Gwil would not show you Midsomer Murders despite your begging.

Each night you drifted closer and closer. Your knees touching, Gwil's arm around the back of the couch. Hands grazing when doing dishes or lingering touches when moving past one another. Both of you wished for more contact but didn't want to impose or assume the other felt the same thing. However, both of you agreed that you felt like you had known each other for ages and enjoyed spending time together.

You got the call from your landlord that the pipe would be finally done tomorrow morning at 10. Meaning one more night with Gwil. In the beginning, you were anticipating and ready to get your flat back, but now you just wanted to stay. It was nice with a roommate. Especially with Gwil as your roommate. On the other hand, you definitely were ready to sleep in a bed again. The plan had been to alternate and every night Gwil tried to get you to sleep in his bed. Of course, you were stubborn and didn't. Sure his couch was nice but you awoke with stiff shoulders. You could handle one more day on the couch.

However, after your first day at your new job left you exhausted. Letting yourself into the apartment with Gwil's spare key you sighed. Happy to be home.

As you kicked off your shoes and put your bag down you noticed that it smelled good. Really good.

"Gwil, honey, are you cooking?" You asked with a wide smile, your question answered once you walked into the kitchen where Gwil was wearing an apron and mixing something on the stove. Two glasses of wine set out on the island where it had been set nicely with placemats and fancy napkin foldings.

"Maybe," He said drawing the word out with a toothy grin.

"God, you're the best."

"Does that mean you'll try some tea?" "NO" You laughed.

You couldn't wipe the grin off of your face as you went and changed.

Dinner was amazing and you found yourself thanking him and staring at him blissfully. Gwil noticed but didn't notice his own staring.

After doing the dishes you ended up going to the usual movie on the couch. Halfway through the movie you still couldn't get comfortable. You were stiff and trying not to disturb the movie but Gwil, being the observant man he could tell something was off.

"Are you alright?" He asked shifting his gaze, not having to do too much to look at you as you were already closed.

"Yea, I'm just a little stiff and tired," You said with a reassuring smile. The last thing you wanted to do was make it a big deal out of it.

"Anything I can do?" He asked.

"No, but do you mind if we finish the movie another time?"

"Not at all, love, to bed you go," He said smiling, not moving.

"Well, you kind of in my bed..." You laughed looking at him.

"Oh no! I guess you'll just have to use mine," He teased back, not wanting you to sleep on the couch again.

"Gwil, come on," You said raising your eyebrows and tilting your head.

"Nope, I'll carry you if I have to," "Yeah right," You laughed.

You were proved wrong because the next second a strong pair of arms picked you up.

"Gwil!!" You squealed as you carried you to his bedroom. You protested as much as you could through laughter. As soon as you were put down you jumped up and tried to run away. His lean arms caught you around your waist and pulled your laughing self back to the bed. Gwil was laughing too, as he picked you up by your waist and plopped you down on the bed.

"Stay." He laughed down at you.

"Am I your dog now or what?" You teased propping yourself up onto your elbows.

At the movement, Gwil put his hands on your shoulders.

"If you don't I'm going to pin you down until you fall asleep," He said, trying to be serious but failing to keep laughter contained.

"Oh really?"

"Don't believe me?"

"Okay fine I do," You yawned

Reluctantly he removed his hands and stood back up. However, it was your turn to stop him. You shot your hand out and grabbed his wrist gently.

"Stay?" You blurted out.

"I mean, I can't make you sleep on the couch, you can barely sit on it. This bed is big enough for the two if us.." You rambled trying to hide heat on your cheeks.

"Alright," He yawned with a smile. His heart was beating out of his chest as he clambered into his bed after you.

"Goodnight Gwil," You smiled turning your back to him, offering some space.

"Goodnight Caridad," He mumbled coping your positioning.

The new nickname made you fall into slumber with a smile on your face. The smile stayed as you shifted into Gwil's arms during your sleep. Your heads stayed on separate pillows but his arms snaked their way around your waist while your hand rested on his chest.

When you woke, your first thought was 'This is nice, this is the best I've slept in a long time'. However, your thought was replaced by panic. 'Shit, this is definitely stepping over some boundary'. Instead of untangling yourself without waking up Gwil, you decided to drift back into a blissful sleep. Later, Gwil woke up just as surprised and happy. Though he had plans to make you breakfast this time, so he carefully and reluctantly unraveled himself from your limbs.

Not much longer than 15 minutes after Gwil left you woke back up. You decided to not say anything as you walked into the kitchen seeing Gwil donning an apron again.

"What's all this?" You asked, your voice still laced with sleep.

"Just a 'you're welcome' gesture," He smiled turning around to face you, much like your first morning at his apartment.

"Seriously, you're too good to me," You smiled happily up at him.

"Does this mean you'll try some tea this morning?"

You laughed and looked like you were considering his offer. "Not in a million years,"

"Whatever," He laughed and gave you a plate with pancakes.

Breakfast went by too quickly, of course, the intriguing conversation didn't help it go by any slower. Unfortunately, you had a meeting with the landlord soon and wanted to shower and change. Gwil shot down your offer to do the dishes and told you that'd he do them later. He picked up your bag and you both slowly made your down the hall to your room. Stopping in front of it.

"Thank you for everything," You smiled up at him, gently taking you bag and placing it inside.

"Anytime, It's not a big deal," He smiled leaning against your door frame.

Something came over him at the prospect of you going back to your lives before meeting each other. He didn't want to lose what you had. In his mind, the only way to make sure was to kiss you. So he did.

At first, you were shocked. Gwil was kissing you. Fortunately, your hands worked their way up to cup his chin as you reciprocated the kiss. Pulling away he was smiling like an idiot. So were you.

"See you around?" He grinned and turned to make the 4-meter journey back to his own flat.

"See you around, neighbor," You laughed happily.

You shut the door to your flat and leaned against it, smiling like a damn fool. You were glad you had moved into your apartment. Burst water pipes and all.

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velvetchen · 7 years ago

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Scenario: Tumblr AU Pairing: Chanyeol/Reader Word Count: 1671 Rating: T

Summary: You just shot to tumblr fame when the latest chapter of your webtoon went viral. Messages start flooding in – hundreds of people saying things good and bad alike. One anon catches your eye, and you find you just have to reply to them…

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You found out when your friends all started calling you. That morning, you woke to your phone bursting with notifications – your twitter, tumblr, texts, everything. You picked up your friend Jia’s next call, your groggy hello met with the sound of her excited screaming. “Y/N! You’re famous! You’re all over the internet today?”

Groaning, you rolled over and checked the time. 8:37, too early for anything. “What?”

“I said, you’re internet famous,” she said. “Strawberry Shortcake just hit it big.”

That shot you awake. You jolted upright and pulled your laptop towards you, logging in and opening your tumblr. “What? Oh my god.”

“I know!” Jia squealed. “Oh my god! You totally deserve it, Y/N, you’ve worked so hard on it. Congratulations!”

Your activity page had numbers you’d never seen before. Reblogs with comments. Your inbox, full. You felt dizzy. “I’ll call you back, Jia,” you said. You didn’t wait before you hung up.

What had just happened?

Opening a new tab, you typed ‘strawberry shortcake tumblr’ into the search bar – and nearly fainted at the results. The first link was your tumblr. The second was an article about it. About you. About your webtoon.

You didn’t know what to feel. The webtoon you’d been working on for more than six months, so far resigned to a few reblogs and barely more than five hundred followers, was suddenly famous.

We Can’t Get Over This Super Cute Romance Webtoon, And Chances Are You Won’t Either

Strawberry Shortcake, a super sweet love story written and illustrated by the owner of the strawberryshortcakecomic tumblr – known only as S – is something we just can’t get enough of. The cute story, light humor and to-die-for cold-hearted, bad-boy-with-a-heart-of-gold love interests will have you rushing through the chapters and smiling like a fool. The webtoon is available in English on Tumblr and translated to Korean on LINE Webtoon.

You scrolled down to the comments.

iluvBTSxox: aha wow so cute ~ ^o^ prettyboy88: ㅋㅋㅋ so nice blossom3bunny: i love it so much, thanks mika-chan for recommending it~~~

So that was how it had gone viral. Mika-chan, another webtoon artist, ultra-famous for her anime-style webcomics on LINE and tumblr. You felt flattered beyond belief. Immediately, you pulled up her tumblr – and there it was – her reblog of your latest episode along with the caption “one of my favorite webtoons ;o;”.

strawberryshortcakecomic asked: mika-chan!!! Thank you so much for liking my webtoon ;;;;;; I’m so happy you liked it <3 I hope you enjoy my work in the future too!

You’re welcome ㅋㅋㅋ it’s very cute

You couldn’t believe she had replied to you. Much less reblogged your work. It felt surreal. Opening your tumblr inbox, you got to work answering, still on the high of your newfound fame.

Anonymous asked: author-nim~~~~ the last chapter is so nice, please update, when does jinho take yoon ah on the date

I will be updating soon! thank you for liking it

Anonymous asked: that lake scene is so sweet omg

Haha I know right! Thanks :)

Anonymous asked: I CAN’T WAIT ANY LONGER OH GOD THE FEELS!!!

You won’t have to wait much longer, the next chapter will be up soon !!

You moved to the kitchen with your laptop, setting it down on the counter and opening the fridge to get some yogurt and fruit for breakfast. You sat back down immediately, intent on answering as many new messages as you could.

snsd-superfan asked: i love jinho he’s so hot ugh

;)

Anonymous asked: mika-chan brought me here and can I just say I’m in love with you and your work

Thanks! Love you too anon

The next message stood out, because while so far you had only seen one-liner compliments and messages about your work, this one was much longer. You read on, intrigued:

Anonymous asked: Dear S, I’ve been following you almost since the beginning of Strawberry Shortcake and I wanted to congratulate you on your newfound and very well-deserved fame! I know how hard you’ve worked and how much effort you put into making the chapters for us, your readers. I’m so happy to see you get the fame you were destined for! Now, about the last chapter, hmm. I feel like something is going on with Seong-jin...is he plotting something behind Yoon-ah’s back? Sincerely, C

You thought a minute before you wrote out your reply, pausing in between words to make sure it was perfect. This ‘C’ person had obviously put a lot of thought into their message. At least that’s what it looked like.

Dear C, Thank you very much for your long and thoughtful message! Honestly, I feel extremely surprised. I don’t know what to do with all this fame, haha. I’m so flattered you think I deserve it, and that you’re a long time fan. How long have you been here?

As for the plot...you’ll just have to wait and see. I have a lot of things in store for Seong-jin!

Love, S

You continued scrolling through your inbox, but that was the only message of its kind - which only made you more intrigued. When a reply popped up, you felt yourself swell with a strange excitement.

Anonymous asked: Dear S, you’re very welcome for the praise ^^ I’m sure things will only get better from here. I meant it when I said you deserved all the fame. I’ve been following your blog since the third or fourth episode I think. That was a long time ago! You’ve come so far since then. Your art has improved a lot too. I can’t wait to see what you have planned for Seong-jin. He’s my favorite character (yes, I don’t like Jin-ho! I think he is too perfect...something’s wrong...haha) Sincerely, C

Was it too soon for you to reply? Shrugging, you started typing anyway.

Dear C,

Aw thank you, you’re making me blush lol. Thanks so much for your support! And wow, since the third episode? I don’t even remember that far back, you’re right when you say we’ve come a long way. Thanks for the comment on my art, do you really think so?

I should be offended you don’t like Jin-ho, but maybe you’re on to something ;) kidding, kidding, I don’t want to give away any spoilers. Seong-jin is my favorite character too, he’s very close to me. He was the first character I came up with for SS. At first he was going to be my main character but I made Yoon-ah the main character at the last minute.

Love, S

Anonymous asked: Dear S, I clearly remember the day I found your comic. It was actually reblogged by one of my real-life friends. I was crazy about webtoons so I was super excited to find a new one to read. You didn’t disappoint :) Am I really on the right track about Jin-ho? I mean, he is a vampire, but he still doesn’t have any flaws. I’m guessing that’s intentional. Maybe he’s hiding some dark secret lololol. I hope Yoon-ah ends up with neither of them though, they’re not that nice to her :( Sincerely, C

Dear C,

Oh, please thank your friend then! They must have known me from my other blog ^^

You’re right, it is intentional, but there aren’t any dark secrets coming up...yet. Haha. Jin-ho is that very cliche k-drama character isn’t he! Hot and cold and handsome as hell. I have a lot of fun drawing him. ;) And yeah, neither of them treat Yoon-ah right, but that’s plot progression for you. I’ve already confirmed on this blog that she will end up with one of the two. The ending is still a long ways away but I hope it’s satisfactory!

Love, S

Anonymous asked: Dear S, yes, I’ve been following your other blog too since then! You’re very private haha. But you’re very nice and friendly too ^^ Jin-ho is total eye-candy! My friend has lots of screenshots of all the shower scenes lol. She sends them to me. He is definitely a cliche character, but those can be very fun to read and write too. Even if there aren’t any dark secrets I’m sure he’s still hiding something. Oh well, I hope Yoon-ah ends up with the right one then. I like her a lot and hope she gets a good relationship. I don’t doubt in your ability at all to come up with an amazing ending :) Sincerely, C

Dear C,

Am I private? I guess I must be, since I don’t even have a proper pen name! Aww, you think I’m nice and friendly, thanks, you’re not too bad yourself :)

Your friend has good taste lol. I’ll draw more shower scenes just for her ;) You’re right about cliche characters not having to be one-dimensional. I put a lot of thought into Jin-ho when I was creating him and he’s actually very similar to me. Stubborn, secretly caring, introverted (unfortunately not I’m not as hot lmao). You seem to know a bit about this writing thing, do you write?

Yoon-ah will get the happy ending she deserves! She’s my precious little flower baby.

Love, S

Anonymous said: Dear S, it’s okay, you can be as private as you want,. I’m just warning you that fans can get a little crazy about finding out who you are...so be careful. No, I don’t write, unless you count writing music, which is a lot different from making webtoons I imagine :) Are you really similar? I guess I’ll have to start paying more attention to Jin-ho from now on. Sincerely, C

Dear C,

Thanks a lot for the warning! (wow, do you have experience with this fame thing?) I know, just a couple of hours since the explosion and I’m already getting hate. Writing music could be like making a webtoon, hmm...you’re making a story without words. Or with only dialogue. Huh, I guess not really.

Oh no, have I revealed too much? ;)

Why don’t you come off anon? I’d love to talk to you some more.

Love, S

a/n so a little background - like all the scenarios i’ll write this is set in an ambiguous location with no set culture/mix of cultures, so you can take it to be anywhere (i intended korea). webtoons esp. romancey webtoons however are pretty popular in korea so a bunch of the comments and etc will be like on a korean website. after this part the story will mostly be told through a collection of messages, articles, posts & dialogue. also i know asks don’t let u write that much but bear with me ok

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Why did you close the door the last time you closed one? I closed the door to get into the office because it’s supposed to be closed. Stripes or polka dots? Either are cute. Do you care if people touch you when they’re talking to you? Depending on the person, but usually yes I do care don’t touch me that’s weird. What is your gender? I’m a woman. Do you think that people think its obvious? Assuming people’s genders is gross.

How long did your first date last? *shrugs* Is your favorite color within 10 feet of you? It’s on me, even. Highlight of your day? Having the window open with the smell and sounds of the storm that just happened. Would you rather be on a boat or a plane? A plane. Can you tell when girls (or guys) have eyeliner on? Uh, yes? Can you cook? I could be better. How high is your ceiling? I have no idea. Maybe 7ft? We are in the basement so they aren’t too tall. Whats the worst job you can think of? I don’t know. Do you swear a lot? Fuck yeah. Does the last person you texted have an O in their name? In his last name, yes. Is everything working in your house? Uh. Would you rather have a pool or a trampoline? A pool. Does pop give you energy? No, it makes me burp and feel gross. TV show you love with a passion? BOB’S BURGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you think you learned anything from the worst night of your life? Life goes on, as cliche as that sounds.

Perfect age to get married? Whenever you’re ready.

Is it safe to say you own over 20 pairs of shoes? I probably own just about 20. Name a career path that women are known for taking. Whatever the fuck they feel like. Favorite type of cookie? Sugar. A quality you look for in choosing a significant other? Humor. What would I find if I looked in your pocket? Nothing. Maybe lint? What was your first word? I have no idea, probably something basic like momma. A musical instrument you wouldn’t mind learning how to play? Guitar. Last time you went to 7-eleven? Oh man, it’s been a while. I should have gone yesterday, it was free slurpee day. A fast food restaurant that you hate with a passion? I wouldn’t call it “with a passion” but I don’t like Burger King. Does everyone in your family have a job? Sure. Going anywhere this weekend? Not like on a trip, no. Is your room ever clean? It usually is. What does it mean when youre being quiet? I’m not talking. Last person you had a face to face conversation with? Miles. Wheres your phone? Next to me. Do you know the difference between your and you’re? Yes I do. How late did you stay up last night? Til about 1. Anyone you’re ready to kill? Sometimes I feel that way. Do you need to get a tan? Nah. My sunburn is turning into one. What do you want? Healthy and happiness. Favorite TV show as a kid? Pokemon, Garfield and Friends, Tiny Toons.

Whats a show that you absolutely refuse to watch? The Big Bang Theory. How many times have you been in love? Twice-ish. Go camping or go to a party? Camping. Do you remember how old you were when you started swearing? When my sister would baby sit me, she used to let me have “swear time” when I was like 4 haha. How many years older than you would you date someone? I’m good where I’m at. Mark is 5 years older than me. What was the last thing you pinky swore on? I don’t remember. Would you consider yourself a nice person? Yes. Are there a lot of mirrors in your house? No. We need a full length one really bad. Has there ever been a serial killer in your house? I mean, it’s possible.

Do you know anyone who looks like Adam Sandler? No. True or false: Glee is annoying. True. Last thing you cooked? Oatmeal for my grandmother. Do you use slang often? Eh. Wear glasses? I do. .

About how old was the last person that hit on you? Maybe 30 something? What color are your headphones? White. Would you make a good teacher? Why? Fuck no. Don’t you hate those commercials that try too hard? Whatever. Is the fan on? The AC is. Any special reason why you’re taking this survey? I’m bored because there are like no emails coming in right now. What does the last text message you sent say? I sent Mark a recipe.

Your friend needs you to run to the store to get a pregnancy test. Do you? Of course. I don’t see why she wouldn’t be able to do it herself, but I would totally do it if she asked me. Do you log out on facebook when you leave the site? Sometimes. What color are your underwear? They are white. How short are your nails? They are pretty short right now. I need to take this polish off and put strengthener on them so they can grow enough to get a no-chip before my wedding. Do you like the opposite sex to be dominant or you the one in control? Sure. Favorite holiday? Halloween and Christmas. If I asked you to point to Ohio on a map of the US do you think you could? Yes. Youre locked in a room with spiders. Do you have an issue? I’d be more freaked out about being locked in a room tbh. Do you wear your most expensive item of clothing often? No. Do you eat a lot of food? I try not to.

Have your parents ever tried to control your relationship? Nah. Have you ever had to give someone directions before? Yes. Speaking of which, are you good at understanding driving directions? I’m terrible with directions in terms of North South, East, and West, but I know street names and things of that nature. How many people do you text daily? 2 or 3. Mark, Kayla, and Ellen. Do you play any instruments? Which instruments do you play? No. Is there anyone who you call by their last name? No. What did you do on your last birthday? My friend Sarah came down from Boston! Which of the Seven Deadly Sins do you commit the most? Gluttony. Has anyone ever told you that you’re incapable of whispering? No? What is your least favorite subject in school? English. Have you ever been involved in a custody battle before? Nope. Do you know a couple who constantly sucks on each other’s face? Nah. When was the last time you watched a YouTube video? Today. Have you ever babysat a newborn baby before? Yup.

When was the last time you held someone’s hand? Yesterday. How many meals have you eaten today, so far? Two, with some snacks inbetween. I need to work on a snack/food schedule. Do you think it’s stupid for people to call others “hot?” Whatever. Do you personally think Wikipedia is a reliable source? Not 100%, no. Have you ever shopped at Wet Seal before? Did you like it? I’ve been inside one before but I don’t think I ever bought anything. Do you care about spending money if it’s someone else’s money? Yeah, What is your favorite Disney movie of all time? The Emperor’s New Groove and Moana. When you were a child, did you ever want to become a wizard/witch? No. Would you rather have hardwood floors or carpet? Either is fine. Who was the last person you yelled at? Why? My grandmother because she was being super bitchy. As a kid, did you ever go to camp? No. Have you ever made out in a movie theater before? Nope. Are you currently trying to learn to play any instrument? No. When was the last time you went somewhere you thought was haunted? I don’t know. Who was the last person to compliment you? I don’t know. How old were you when you got to go on your first date? I didn’t have any restrictions. Would you call your parents over-protective or under-protective? They were fine. Did your parents ever let you play in the pits of those multicolored balls? Yeah. Have any of your siblings ever had a crush on your significant other? No. Do you still watch cartoons on television? Yes. What do you usually order at Taco Bell, if you go there? Just tacos and a baja blast! Is there anyone currently annoying you? Always. Have you ever felt like someone was following you? When I’m driving sometimes.

Do you like short or long surveys the best? In the middle. This one has been going on for forever. I’ve actually deleted some questions. Have you ever bought fake money and tried to make it pass for real? Why would I buy fake money? Why wouldn’t I just use the money I spent on the fake money?? Are your siblings nice the majority of the time? I have a love/hate relationship with my sister right now. Do you freak out when a thunderstorm comes along? I get a little uneasy, especially if I am alone. How often do you shower? Every other day. Have you ever had to sell something for a school fundraiser? Yes. How many sodas do you usually drink in one day? 0. Have you ever met someone who was completely weird all-around? My favorite kind of people. Do you ever watch any soap operas? Nah. Have you ever met someone who was mean to everyone? Yup. Do you think long surveys are boring or entertaining? They can get a little boring. Like this one oops. What color is your significant other’s hair? Dark brown. Have you ever applied for a job at Walmart before? No. Would you ever become a foster parent? To animals. Are you ashamed of anyone in your family? Yes. When you get married, will you convert your last name? Yes. Are your parents divorced, married or separated? My father is widowed. Has someone ever left a relationship with you for someone else? Yup. Every time I’ve been dumped was because of that hahaha. What’s the most painful thing you’ve ever experienced? Losing my mom. When was the last time you went shoe shopping? It’s been a while. When was the last time you cried? For what reason? Yesterday I read a story about a kitten who had FIP and had to be put down before he was even a year old. What is your favorite shop to go to at the mall? The food court. Have you ever been raped before? Jesus. Why has this been a question in so many surveys I’ve taken lately? Anyway, by definition, yes. Would you ever consider becoming a marine biologist? No. Did you carry a lunchbox as a child? No. On days when I did bring my lunch it was just in a brown paper bag. What is your favorite ‘sweet’ to eat? Brownies. Are you someone who usually eats when you’re bored? I was, but I have gotten so much better. Have you ever eaten your way through a breakup? Nope. Who was the last person you texted? Mark. Do you usually buy popcorn when you eat at the movie theater? Yes, of course. Did you sleep alone or with someone last night? Alone. Mark stayed at the apartment while I stayed at my dad’s. What kind of dressing do you eat on your salad, if any? Bleu cheese. Are you someone who constantly likes to wear hats? No. Have you ever seen a Lifetime movie that relates to your life? Hah. Is it your summer vacation right now? Well it’ summer. Do you like traveling? I do. What color are the walls of the room you’re in right now? White with a purple accent wall.

Do you go to church regularly? Nope. Who’s your best friend? Lydia, Sarah, Randal, Mark. Are you determined? Yes.

Are you always looking for/in a relationship, or do you like being single? I’ve been in the same relationship for the past 6 years. Ever had your heart broken? Yes. Even broken someone else’s heart? Yes. Are you confident? Usually but I have my moments. When’s the last time you smiled? A little bit ago. Are you tan? Burnt.

Any big plans for today/tonight? Getting my oil changed after work, going to the gym, maybe to the grocery store, picking up Mark and getting tacos for dinner since it’s going to be kind of a late night. What’s the background on your computer? A galaxy. Do you have days where you just want to listen to sad songs? Sure. Who’s the last person you kissed? Mark. Are you hoping they will also be the next person you kiss? He will be.

#surveys

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moonprincessx · 7 years ago

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92 truths tagging game rules: once you’ve been tagged you’re supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. i was tagged by @triangleankle

last:   [1] drink: agua [2] phone call: mom [3] text message: leslie [4] song you listened to: keep me by khalid [5] time you cried: uh like a few months back?? other [6] dated someone twice: na [7] been cheated on: na [8] kissed someone and regretted it: kinda [9] lost someone special: my hamster, my sister and brothers hamsters and my mom’s dog [10] been depressed: 24/7 365 days [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: i’ve gotten tipsy but never drunk lmao  list 3 favorite colors:   [12] yellow [13] pink [14] green   in the last year have you:  [15] made new friends: not really but i wish i had i want more friends lmao [16] fallen out of love: nope [17] laughed until you cried: yeah [18] found out someone was talking about you: if they did i honestly don’t care [19] met someone who changed you: nope [20] found out who your true friends are: i found that out years ago [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: i deleted my facebook years ago so no  other:   [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: none, don’t have a facebook [23] do you have any pets: yes 5 [24] do you want to change your name: no but i get annoyed with the “haha like angelica from the rugrats” or when the mispronounce it [25] what did you do for your last birthday: ate pizza and hung out at home because i have no friends [26] what time did you wake up: today my fat ass woke up at 11 [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: watching friend trying to fall asleep [28] name something you cannot wait for: um to see harry’s bitch ass in concert [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: like 25 minutes ago when she came to tell me to go to sleep [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: there a lot of things i wish i could change i can’t pick just one [31] what are you listening to right now: 8TEEN by khalid [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah my boss’s husband when he comes through my line to buy stuff he’ll tell me about my boss’s dog [33] something that is getting on your nerves: white people, the “president”, littering, animal testing and a bunch more [34] most visited website: instagram [35] elementary: what about it?? my experience?? it was good [36] high school: same?? um i hated it i wanted to throw myself from the flight of stairs [37] college: don’t go but i wanna [38] hair color: right now it’s brown with faded green but natural it’s black [39] long or short hair: short [40] do you have a crush on someone: na i ain’t got time for that, next [41] what do you like about yourself?: nothing [42] piercings: my stretched ears and second ear piercing [43] blood type: idk [44] nickname: um so like i never tell anyone because i’ve never been asked but my whole life everyone has called me helos [45] relationship status: single [46] zodiac sign: sagittarius [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show(s): bob’s burgers, unbreakable kimmy, the office, parks and rec and many more [49] tattoos: a moon and tombstone [50] right or left handed: right  first:  [51] surgery: my ears because apparently when i was younger or born my mom said i was like on the verge of being deaf?? idk [52] piercing: ears [53] best friend: cynthia a friend from my childhood [54] sport: none [56] pair of trainers: idk what that isn [57] eating: food [58] drinking: water  other:  [59] i’m about to: go shower [60] listening to: american teen by khalid [61] waiting for: my fat ass to get sleepy so i can knock the fuck out [62] want: to die [63] get married: no thanks miss me what that dumb shit [64] career: i’m very indecisive about this  your type:  [65] hugs or kisses: hugs [66] lips or eyes: both [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: older [69] romantic or spontaneous: both [70] nice arms or nice stomach: idc [71] sensitive or loud: loud i’m already the sensitive one we good [72] hook up or relationship: uuuuh?? [73] troublemaker or hesitant: both have you ever:   [74] kissed a stranger?: no [75] drank hard liquor?: na [76] lost glasses/contact lenses?: i lost my glasses when my fat ass was younger and i’ve been blind ever since [77] turned someone down?: na if anything it’ll probably be the other way around lmao i’m ugly [78] sex on first date?: na [79] broken someone’s heart?: nope [80] had your own heart broken?: yeah [81] been arrested? : nope [82] cried when someone died? : i don’t like showing emotion so no [83] fallen for a friend: no  do you believe in:   [84] yourself?: lmao na [85] miracles?: ?? i guess?? [86] love at first sight?: na as cliche as this sound this literally only happens in movies that’s where it’s so romanticized [87] santa claus?: when i was little [88] kiss on the first date?: i guess [89] angels?: i don’t wanna say no because when i say that to my mom she’s like “síguele y vas a ver se va a aparecer ”  other:   [90] current best friend’s name: i don’t have one..?? na lmao it’s leslie ilu bitch i ain’t ever gonna stop loving u, bitch [91] eye colour: brown [92] favourite movies: biiiitch kiki’s delivery service is my shit and so many more lmao i fucking love movies

i forgot to copy and paste the bottom half omfg i hate my dumb ass self but if i’m supposed to tag people i tag @faeves @e-lizards @1chiquita @bluesoupie and whoever wants to do this i’m sorry i suck

#i wish i could talk to more of u but i suck i don't ever know what to say u kno??#ima cry

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immortalpramheda · 8 years ago

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The 100 ‘DNR’

I somehow survived 4 weeks with no new episodes. Lets be real, I mostly spent the time analysing previous episodes and coming up with theories as to what is going to happen by the end of the season. Anyway, I’m so happy The 100 is back! I thought this episode was great! There were some great moments between characters. And I say this after every episode but Raven seriously needs a break. It hurts seeing her in so much pain all the time.

Clarke had already allied Skaikru with Azgeda. But then Kane went off and allied them with Trikru. So obviously there was going to be tension. Two clans who are mortal enemies allied with Skaikru? Yeah, that’s going to be fine.

Abby warned her at the last minute that Trikru weren’t okay with the alliance, but Clarke trusts Roan and there’s no way she’d back down from their alliance. It annoyed me how Abby and Kane just expected Clarke to just say bye to Azgeda and accept the alliance with Trikru. Clarke is not one to break promises. She promised Roan that Azgeda would get place in the bunker. And she intended to keep that promise. Luckily Clarke warned Roan. He still trusts her. Otherwise he might have had Echo kill her. Actually, their friendship is too strong. I’m not sure anything could break it at this point. Even war. #bff

I had a feeling that Clarke was going to become the Commander ever since she became a Nightblood. I wasn’t really sure if I wanted it though. I know lots of people wanted it so she’d always a piece of Lexa in her but I didn’t want it for that reason. I wanted her to take the Flame not to become the new Commander, but to get some advice/help from Becca.

I’m glad they didn’t go through with it. As exciting as it was to almost see an ascension happen, I didn’t like the reason Clarke was doing it. The Grounders see the Commander as this God. They follow and do whatever they say. It’s a highly religious thing. Clarke was going to abuse that to stop the the war. She was going to exploit the Grounders religion. I don’t think that’s right.

And also, if she had become the Commander and stopped the war, she would have saved everyone once again. Clarke is like the ‘Chosen One’. The one person who saves everyone time and time again. And that’s such a cliche trope in many stories. The 100 has never been a show that follows a particular formula so I’m glad that Clarke’s plan didn’t work out. This time, she’s not going to be the one to save everyone. And I’m happy for that change!

Any mention of science or technology and the Grounders are out. Abby just saying the word ‘science’ made all the Grounders want to put an end to the ascension ceremony. I felt most bad of Gaia. The Flamekeepers faith is her life. And now she’s found out that anyone can become a Nightblood. It throws out their whole religion. Nightbloods are supposed to be rare and special. But now that literally anyone can become one it disregards the significance of their religion. I think this is the end of the Commanders. I don’t think there will ever be another one. And besides, there has to a conclave before an ascension. Which not gonna lie sounds awesome! But I am kind of scared for some characters.

Clarke just wanted to save as many people as she can, no mater what clan they’re from. I get it. There are 6 days left and there is still war between all the clans. Why can’t they just all get along? If they keep this up no one is going to survive.

So, Ilian basically took Octavia to his home so she could do some gardening for him. I never ever thought I would see Octavia try to do gardening. I’ve never seen someone so aggressively do gardening. She really tried to hard to put her energy into something other than fighting. Ilian is sweet. I like him. And a part of me hoped that maybe he’d changed Octavia. That he’d helped her to realise that fighting and killing is not the only way for her to live. That she could find peace with him on his farm growing crops and taking care of the sheep. (Where are these sheep he kept mentioning? Did they all get killed in the black rain?)

But of course Octavia can’t do that. It’s not who she is. Before she was a warrior she didn’t know who she was. When she is fighting and killing that is when she feels truly like herself. As much I hate seeing this darkness in her I knew this life with Ilian was not an option for her. As soon as the opportunity came for violence she took it. She took it a little too far I’ll admit. But this is who Octavia is. If she is going to die she wants a warriors death. Ilian was literally gone for about 5 minutes and he comes back to find 3 people who have been violently murdered by Octavia. I wonder what kind of impression that left on him.

I loved when Octavia arrived back in Polis and said she’s ready for war. Yep, that’s Octavia. Unfortunately war and violence is a part of who she is and I don’t see the changing anytime soon.

Side note, I loved Ilian talking about reincarnation. How the plants die in the Winter and then grow again in Summer. The plants are reincarnated so therefore he believes humans will be too. That’s a beautiful metaphor. She could have died peacefully with him and started over in a another life. I wish we’d gotten to know more about Trishanakru. I love learning about the beliefs of the different clans.

Oh Harper. I knew blaming herself for that guys death in the black rain would affect her. I didn’t think it would this deeply though. She's tired of fighting. She wants it all to be over. She would rather die than live in the bunker for 5 years. As Monty said, she pushed that guy off her because she wanted to live. She wanted to fight. She wanted to survive. Surely she wants to live for Monty? But it doesn’t seem like she does. Every plan they have had has failed. I get that, but they have to try right?

I hate that she wants to stay with Jasper and co (I’m actually quite happy that Riley is part of that group to be honest) and party until the world ends. Jasper is in this state of depression that is so opposite of what you’d think depression would look like. It makes me very unsettled. He’s accepted that he’s going to die. In fact he can’t wait for it to happen. For it all to be over.

My heart breaks most for Monty. His best friend and girlfriend would both rather die than spend the next 5 years with him. I can’t even imagine how that makes Monty feel. He has a reason to live. He has a purpose in the bunker. I guess he hoped that Jasper and Harper would see things the way he does but unfortunately they don’t.

Bellamy, Jaha and Monty tried to get them to come, but they realised there’s no use. You can’t save someone who doesn’t want to be saved. At the end of the day, it’s their choice. And they are entitled to their own choice. No one else has any right to take that choice away from them.

I thought I was going crazy when I saw Wells. But I think they did briefly show him. Seeing him made Jaha change his mind about trying to make the choice for them. What he did to his son reminded him of the choice he made for his son and how that ended up.

Oh Raven. Seriously, when is Raven going to get a break. She’s having even more serious hallucinations now. She saw Becca. She talked to Becca. Her brain keeps deteriorating more and more. As she doesn’t have much time left, Becca suggests that she go out spacewalking. She may as well go out with a view right? Spacewalking was what Raven always wanted to do. It was her dream. Finn got arrested so that she could. It’s depressing that Raven is planning her death, but if she is going to die that would be the perfect way for her to go.

I loved Murphy in this episode. He was genuinely worried about Raven. He blames himself for what has happened to her. He apologised to her which is huge for Murphy. He is not one to ever apologise or admit to doing something wrong. Raven doesn’t blame him though. It was his fault that she can’t use her leg, but it’s because of being disabled that she’s become this strong. She doesn’t blame Murphy. She doesn’t hold a grudge against him.

Murphy and Raven hugging melted my heart! I never, ever thought I’d see the day when Raven and Murphy would hug. But it also broke my heart. The end of the world is near and Raven isn’t going to be in the bunker. She’s going to float herself. I couldn’t help but laugh when she said that, but then I imminently burst into tears. No. No no no. Raven can’t die. I won’t let her die. I won’t let her float herself. That scene broke my heart.

I loved when Emori was convinced that no one was coming to save them and they’d packed up everything and were leaving to go hide out in the light house. And then Miller and Jackson just turned up. Haha!! Their reactions were priceless!

Next episode seems like it’s going to be the Hunger Games. One person from each of the 13 clans fighting to the death in Polis (in this case I guess the whole of Polis is technically the arena). The winner gets to survive and their clan showered with wealth (well, they get to survive in the bunker which is pretty much the equivalent). Octavia is fighting for Skaikru. And if she dies (which I hope she doesn’t) at least she’ll die a warriors death which is what she wants. Luna is fighting for Floukru, although she’s the only one of them left so I’m not sure what she’ll do with the bunker if she wins. Roan is fighting for Azgeda. Lexa beat Roan and from what Luna says she’s an even better fighter than Lexa. So Roan probably doesn’t stand a chance. I hope that Indra isn’t fighting for Trikru. Because there is no way Octavia would be able to kill her.

Anyway I loved this episode and the next episode looks great too!!

#the 100 #the 100 season 4 #bellarke #dnr #the 100 4x09 #the 100 review #t100recap

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binunus · 4 years ago

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college bf!jinjin

a/n yes yes yes 100x yes, here's the next installment of the college bf!astro series hehe, hope you enjoy it love 😙

{request: Would it be possible to get a college boyfriend Jinjin too?? I super loved the Bin one you did!!!! Thank you in advance 💜}

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alright theydies

jinwoo–like everyone else in astro–makes me hella hard and soft at the same time so this is gonna be fun

major: music engineer technology

i saw that one ddoca where he was directing all the members for his song and just !!! grr bark bark

literally a fucking sweetie

one of the kindest people you will ever meet in your life

his face is so gentle, especially when he smiles

and then you hear his voice and you're like woah why is it so deep and raspy hey

and then he laughs or giggles and you're like ahh that looks more like you hehe

roommates with university famous dancer!rocky bc i love rap line

such a good roommate and hyung omg

will always make sure rocky eats dinner or takes a shower before going to bed even though he’s exhausted from dance practice or whatever

always shows off how talented rocky (and the rest of the boys) is

very chill

which is a bit of a surprise to everyone bc one of his best friends is literally myungjun

anyway, how do you two meet??

you're a vocal performance major

coincidentally, the same major as myungjun

oh god so you can bet he really played matchmaker for you two

you and myungjun were doing a duet together for one of your final projects during your second year

and you two were joking around like

damn, we should record this, we sound pretty fire

*cue myungjun immediately calling jinjin*

mj: ARE YOU AT THE STUDIO?? ARE YOU FREE RIGHT NOW??

jin: hyung why are you yelling it's literally 6 pm

anyway, it was spontaneous but you and myungjun end up going to one of the recording studios in the music building where jinwoo very often frequents at

you're like a bit shy, like wtf myungjun you didn't tell me that your friend was cute?? you would have worn something better than sweats and a tank

jin's so nice ugh, just imagine him smiling at you as he introduces himself

literally you melted

his fit? bucket hat, glasses, shorts and a tee

it was so casual, but why did he look so cute??

myungjun convinces jinwoo to let you guys record in the studio

it took him just 10 minutes to set up the equipment and everything

you were just looking at him like ooo looks so professional

sksksk im gross

myungjun goes first bc you were nervous

and yeah duh he was a natural, but you couldn't help but admire jinwoo in his prime

he looked so attractive in the producer chair just like instructing mj in the booth

he didn't even know what kind of song you guys were singing, but he directed him so smoothly so that the best parts of myungjun's voice came out

mj joking around: why's your mouth open, y/n? amazed at my voice?

you roll your eyes: sure if that's what you want to believe

your thoughts: ah haha i was totally not oogling your best friend myungjun, totally not

and then it was your turn to go in the booth

you don't know why, but you were hella nervous singing in front of them–or more so, in front of jinwoo

which is dumb bc you're literally a vocal performance major, you sing in front of strangers all the damn time

but you really wanted to impress him for some reason??

okay, you had no reason to be nervous because as soon as you opened your mouth?? jinnie?? literally awestruck

he's heard a lot of singers, obviously bc he's had to record so many of them

but you?? your voice?? a literal siren for him–but in a good way!

your singing entranced him

and then you looked out of the booth to see him just staring at you and your throat went dry

your voice cracked, you've never felt more embarrassed in your life

you: ah! oh my God I'm so sorry, that was horrendous

myungjun's laughing at you, what a nice duet partner

but jin just smiles bc you're whining and hiding your face in your hands

you were so cute??

jinwoo: it's okay y/n, you were doing really good. let's try that again, okay?

he was so sweet about it, ugh you were blushing

you end up recording again, and this time you made the smart decision to close your eyes and just try and focus on the lyrics

and shit, if jinjin wasn’t already a bit interested in you before, he definitely was now

because the way you looked completely immersed in the song and lyrics

his heart skipped like ten miles i dont know

myungjun just knew from the way jinwoo was staring at you

you didn’t get his number from the first meeting

bitch you were too shy, you just squeaked out a “thank you, hope myungjun and I weren’t too much of a bother”

jin: hyung’s always a bother, but you were totally fine

mj: hey!

anyway you leave with a bit of regret, like you should have at least gotten his snapchat or social media or something

or make a dumb excuse to try and see him again

ah but mj was already ten steps ahead of you and jinjin ;)

when you get back to your apartment, there’s a text from myungjun like

“come back to jinwoo’s studio tomorrow for the final mix of our duet”

you immediately jump at the opportunity: okay! what time?

damn could you be any more obvious??

this time you actually tried to look cute, like you were going to see jinwoo again, you couldn’t look like a rat

you get to the studio at the time myungjun told you and you’re like?? oh it’s just jinwoo here?? maybe myungjun’s running a bit late??

jinwoo: oh hey y/n! wasn’t expecting to see you again so soon

you: ???? myungjun told me to come here to listen to the final mix...

jinwoo being shy: he didn’t tell me about that haha

you’re embarrassed, about to turn on your heel and book it

maybe also thinking of murdering myungjun on the way back to your place

but then jinwoo grabs your wrist before you could leave

and you literally felt a spark at his touch, it made you jump a little bit

jin: you can stay if you want–I mean, you came all this way already, I’d be a bit of jerk if I just make you leave

you: I-uh-don’t wanna intrude

he just shakes his head with a smile: you’re not, don’t worry. besides, I’m actually working on your song right now, you can tell me what you think

and that’s how you end up hanging out with jinwoo alone in the studio

you were obviously very awkward and nervous at first

what do you say to him? should you ask him questions? what if you’re bothering him? god you don’t want to sound like an idiot

jinwoo noticed your nervousness––and yes he was nervous too, but he just hid it better than you

he hands you a pair of headphones: here, listen to what I have done so far

you’re like pleasantly surprised??? you and myungjun sound so professional?? like damn put this out on spotify or something

you’re smiling and jinwoo just feels like a huge sense of relief like phew okay you like it so far

and then you two just get to talking while he’s still mixing

you ask him how he got into music and his major and all that fun stuff

you find out that jin’s always loved music and the actual producing aspect of it, he hopes to be a music producer one day and he just flirts with you like

“hey maybe one day you can sing my songs on stage”

and you’re like ??? me???

jin: you have one of the best voices I’ve ever heard, it would be an honor for me

ugh jinwoo stop im blushing

you two end up ordering food and eating at the studio bc he promised himself that he wouldn’t leave until he finished your duet and you didn’t wanna leave him alone tf

you and jinwoo exchange numbers this time hehe

before you leave, he’s like “this was nice y/n, you should come over and keep me company more often :) if...you want of course”

you: i’d be happy to! just text me any time :)

internally you’re screaming like yes !!

you can bet that you start spending a lot of your free time with jinwoo in the music studio

sometimes it’s just you two

sometimes myungjun and their other friends make appearances too

and that’s how you get introduced to their friend group

myungjun to either of you: you’re spending a lot of time with jin/yn lately ;)

about a month after meeting each other, jinwoo asks you out on a date

with the encouragement of astro

it was all expected let’s be honest

cliche first date at the movies, but like you both loved it

wouldn’t be surprised if astro was spying on you two, sitting like a couple rows behind and watching your every move

but shhh if they did, you and jinwoo didn’t notice

the transition from liking each other → going on dates → making it exclusive went so smoothly

you and jin were hooked on each other after the first couple meetings that it just seemed so right

myungjun will never stop saying that he’s the reason why you two are in a relationship

you and the other boys grow very fond with each other–particularly sanha

and that was important for jinwoo bc the guys are like his family and it’s basically a dream for him that his partner and friends are close too

sanha is his child do not @ me

so by osmosis, sanha becomes like your baby too

the two of you literally coddle sanha, it’s cute okay

they all go to you and jin for relationship advice sksksk

bc to them, you two just seem so made for each other :’)

the !! sweetest !! most perfect !! boyfriend

will walk you to class in the morning even if his class is all the way across campus

and you’re like: jinwoo it’s okay, i can see you after this class, you might get late!

jin being pouty: i just wanna spend more time with you :(

im in love with jinjin

loves holding your hand, even when you two are in the studio and he’s mixing something for class or just for fun, he’s still holding your hand

whenever he makes a composition, you’re the first person he shows

really values what you think of his work

vice versa, when you have a song you need to sing, you always ask him to listen to you first

you don’t sugarcoat with each other when it comes to music

will ask you to sing literally all the time

jinwoo gives the best hugs :’)

it’s just so comforting, one of his hands strokes your hair, while the other one rubs your lower back

you know what kind of picture im creating?? yeah

ooooof baby you go with him when he gets his tattoos

you hold his hand through it the entire time even though he probably didn’t feel much pain from it

and like his big ass chest tattoo??? are you drooling??? 1000%

when jinwoo realizes that you get ??? turned on?? by his tattoos, you bet he begins to walk around shirtless in your apartment

is this my transition to down and dirty? yes it is

your first time with him was mmm rough and it’s all thanks to that chest tattoo

you and jinwoo have been steamy before, like makeout sessions and dry humping, and oral (both receiving), but the actual action of fucking? y’all haven’t done it before that night

ofc he’s being a little tease and walking around shirtless

he was always touching you though, not explicitly, but like say you were washing the dishes, he would walk past you and brush his hand passed your waist and he’d whisper in your ear like: sorry baby excuse me

and like he’s done this the whole day so just at one point you lose it and literally push him against the wall and start making out with him

ah he knew you were gonna crack

and god you were so turned on at this point that you were not having any of that soft shit, like you needed him to fuck you asap

jinwoo fucks you so hard your first time together that you couldn’t walk the next day

hehe

oh boy he likes to bite

yes he’s the sweetest, but in the bedroom?? lowkey a bit of a masochist

it’s okay bc you don’t mind a little bit of pain ;)

daddy!! kink!! i dont make the rules

will call you baby girl/boy

he’s the dom, like will very rarely let you dom him

very private with your sex life, you won’t catch him teasing you in public with other people around

and if you try, like say if you whisper daddy in his ear or something while you are hanging out with the guys, oof it’s gonna be a rough night for you

alright but studio sex

has he recorded your moans before?? or you two having sex in the booth?? yes

debatably, studio sex happens more than bedroom sex, but that’s only because most of jinwoo’s time is literally in the music building

jinwoo dirty talk !! with his sexy ass raspy voice !!

ugh jin moaning in your ear what a good girl/good boy you are for him while he’s just fucking you

will slightly degrade you?? like yes you are his cocksleeve

but he also praises you a lot during sex too

ooh you better hope you don’t have a gag reflex bc he’s all into throat fucking

favorite position is actually missionary, believe it or not

he loves seeing you come undone for him

eye contact during sex?? yes

like he will make sure you’re looking at him when you cum, periodt

favorite place to cum is your face oops

also very much into cockwarming

most of the time, your sessions are rough just bc your vibes are like that

but when they’re soft and slow?? and like making love??

literally the most passionate man ever

jin makes it all about you and your pleasure when he’s being gentle

after care is full of kisses and cuddles and I love yous

always makes sure you drink water after having sex

stay hydrated kids

and jinwoo’s back to being the bestest boyfriend :’)

first i love you was when you two were in bed together

you both just woke up and were cuddling

jin was watching the video you sent him of you practicing this one song for an upcoming performance

and you were still drowsy, so you were literally drifting in and out of sleep while he was listening to your video

and jinwoo was just awestruck, he’s always been in love with your voice from the get go, but the way you executed this song? even though it was just practice? his chest was constricting

you’re like mumbling when the video stops: i still need to work more on the bridge, my tone gets a bit flat during it, right?

and he just smiles softly at you even though your eyes are closed and you can’t see him

he thought it was perfect already, you were perfect already

and he just calls your name: y/n

you: hmm??

jin: I love you

and suddenly you’re awake and meeting his eyes

they were so genuine and serious and full of love, you don’t even hesitate to say it back

honestly not the jealous type, he’s so patient and trusting and knows that you’re crazy about only him

will constantly reassure you about any of your insecurities: body, voice, school, your relationship, anything

jinwoo just has such a calming aura around him that you can’t help but feel like, as long as he’s by your side everything will be okay

the two of you have many deep talks together, especially at night before going to sleep, it’s what makes your relationship so solid

jinwoo just knew that he wanted to marry you, even early on into your relationship

there was no one that supported him more in his dreams, no one that he’s ever truly felt connected with, no one that he’s shared all his deepest fears with than you

and like after a year of dating like he couldn’t picture a future without you in it

he’s a romantic :’)

shortly before graduating, he makes a song about you and he’s actually singing in it

ugh main vocal jinjin rise

and he shows it to you in the music studio where you first met

and it’s about how much he loves you and admires you and treasures you

basically a proposal but not really

and you’re so touched, like literally moved to tears because it was so beautiful

and lowkey he was cringing at hearing his singing voice but you still loved it nonetheless

and afterwards, jinwoo was like: I wanna spend the rest of my life with you y/n, I’m not asking you to marry me right now, obviously I’ll propose to you in a better way in the future, but I’m serious about you and I can’t imagine being with anyone else.

you jump into his lap and kiss him and just keep saying I love you in between kisses

and jinwoo’s all smiley and giggly like: do you feel the same??

and you hit his arm all jokingly, yes of course you do

you just sit on his lap and he’s hugging you while the two of you are listening to more of his projects and jinwoo’s just thinking like wow I love this person so much

maybe the two of you do owe it to myungjun for playing matchmaker

i guess mj can be the best man at your wedding

y’all this was so soft??

but yes jinnie’s the best bf/husband material out there

im in love with him

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Did I just Start Dating a Rock/Movie Star

This is a prequel to Oh No, You Didn’t …

Let’s see how the whole thing between Y/N and Jared started…

Includes Jared’s POV and Reader’s POV

Your POV

“Wow, this feels so good. I’m so much relaxed. I really needed this training”, I said to my BFF as I folded a small towel over my neck after finishing the workout session at the gym.

“Tell me about it. This entire week has been such a mess, and chaos, I thought I’d explode”, my BFF agreed.

“So, how’s that new job of yours going on? Any improvements?”, she asked me hoping I’ll tell her some good news.

“Well, I’m expecting the call all the time. I guess nobody’s really interested in hiring a young new publicist”, I answered.

“Don’t worry, something will come up eventually, you’ll see”, my BFF was trying to console me.

“Yeah, until then my blog’s gonna pay the bills. Anyway, I’m kinda hungry. Are you in the mood for some tasty salad and an iced tea?”

“Definitely. There’s a fabulous restaurant just around the corner. Let’s hit the shower and go grab a bite.”

We arrived at the restaurant and set next to the window. We had the view to the streets and the outside of the restaurant where a couple of customers chose to sit. It was a great weather to sit outside, but we preferred the indoors because of all the traffic and the location itself. It was one of the restaurants where numerous celebrities liked to drop by, so the outdoors were usually unbearable because all of the paparazzi that were constantly taking pictures, yelling and calling for the celebrities.

“OK, I’ll have Cesar’s salad and an iced tea. What about you?”, I asked and heard my stomach growling for food.

“Haha, you’re really hungry”, mu BFF smiled, “maybe you should take something else with that salad”

“No, I’m fine, It’ll be enough. Plus, I’m not really in the mood for meat, pasta or anything else. Salad sounds like heavenly food right now.”

“OK, I’ll have spaghetti bolognese and sparkling water”, she handed our menus to the waiter.

“So, how’s the new book going?”, I asked her. My BFF is a very successful novelist, and three of her latest novels were bestsellers.

“Not so well. I’m a bit blocked. I have the main idea about the story, I just don’t know in what time frame and era to put the two of the characters.”

“So it’s a love story, ha? I mean since the two of them are the main focus, I’d say t’s a love story.”

“Yeah, I need to write something sweet, romantic and kinda sexy. But with a playful and funny twist. I just can’t find the perfect plot, or the characters. All that I know is that he has to be considerably older than her. None of those teenage or cliche young loves. I need something epic.”

“OK, well for as long as I can see you’ve got a pretty great vision. Now you just need to think about the two of them. I’d say you should be more than inspired with everything that we see today in the news and gossip columns. C’mon, how many celebrities do you know that are dating someone their own age? The more time goes by, the bigger the age difference between them is.”

“Yeah, I know, I just don’t find any of those couples interesting enough for my book. Plus, I want to change it a bit, so that it doesn’t end up being a true story instead of a fiction”, she said wit a little laugh.

“Got it. Well, you’ll find an inspiration I’m sure.”, I said and glanced outside through the window because a flash distracted me. The paparazzi were all over the sidewalk flashing and yelling. I saw two men running inside, trying to escape the flashes, looking really upset. One of them was wearing paint splatter jeans with a white tee, embroidered blue bomber jacket, black boots, and sunglasses.

The other one wore a white t-shirt, black jacket, with black pants and black shoes.

Both of them looked handsome, and they set at the table right across ours. Once they were finally at the safe territory they relaxed and took menus to order lunch. When they took their sunglasses off I could see that those two hunks were actually the Leto brothers.

“Hey, check it out, Jared and Shannon Leto just walked in.”, I said to my BFF.

“Really, where?”

“There.”, I turned my head and pointed to their table with my eyes.

“They’re cute. I’ve never seen them in person before”, she said.

“Me neither. I’ve heard they’re so cool and down to earth. BTW, I watched Dallas Buyers Club the other day for the first time, and I was amazed. It was such a wonderful movie, and Matthew and Jared’s performances were unbelievable. Could you believe how much weight the two of them lost?”

“I know. I watched it a long time ago and I think it’s time to do it again. I love the story and I agree, the two of them are such a good team and I’d say it was one of theirs best performances on screen”, she said while chewing on her spaghetti.

I looked at Jared and Shannon’s table for a moment and saw Jared was highly upset about something. He was looking at his phone, and talking to Shannon looking pretty agitated.

“Wow, something’s bothering the star right now.”, I said and chuckled.

“Ooo, he really looks pissed.”, she said and started smiling.

“OK, we have to stop looking, he just glanced over here and looked me in the eyes. They’ll think we’re some childish girls stalking them. OK, say something.” I said and started laughing.

“You’re so goofy, you know that.” my BFF said and laughed as well.

Jared’s POV

“Could you believe these idiots?! They’ve actually posted an old picture of me and Carol with the caption ‘The Love Doves Back Together’ ”

“What? When?”, Shannon asked.

“Half an hour ago, I just managed to go through my notifications and this buzzed the first. Unbelievable. Like I would ever get back with that crazy girl.”

“But why would they even post this now? It’s not like you’re dating anyone else so they’d mess with you.”, Shannon was confused.

“Who knows. They’re relentless, they’ll do anything to attract audience. Nothing is sacred to them. It’s the matter of minutes when everyone’s gonna call and ask what was I thinking.”

“Yeah, people always pass judgement without asking you first. I hate that.”

“I know. I should let mom know that it’s all a lie. She couldn’t wait for Carol and I to broke. She always knew Carol was trouble.”

“Yeah, you better text her because we’re in front of the restaurant and the damn paparazzi are all over the place. How did they even know we’re coming here?”

“Maybe we’re not the only one eating lunch here. Did you think about that?”

“Oh, right.”, Shannon said chuckling.

Shannon and I walked out of the car and the paparazzi started with their questions, which made me furious.

“Hey Jared, how’s Carol? Why isn’t she with you? Why did you decide to get back together? Is she the love of your life? When’s the wedding?”

We just stormed inside the restaurant, only waving at the reporters wanting to disappear from the streets as soon as possible.

“Did you hear them? When’s the wedding happening? As if I’d ever get married. And with her. My God!”

Buzz, Buzz

“Hello?”

“Hey Jared, It’s TMZ, we were hoping you could give us a comment on Carol and you getting back together.”

“No comment.”, hangs up.

“I wish I could just turn this damn phone off sometimes and just isolate from everything.OK, let’s order I’m famished.”

I glanced a bit to my right to see if the paparazzi are going away when I saw a beautiful girl having lunch. She had a gorgeous smile, and she was so relaxed and natural. She had no make up on, wore a messy bun, black leggings, training shoes, a grey t-shirt and an unzipped sweater. Judging by her outfit, I’d say she walked out of a gym. At one moment she looked at me and started laughing, which made her friend smile as well. They obviously knew who we were so they started talking about us. Damn it, I wish I could meet someone who has no idea who I am, or at least doesn’t care as much even if they know of me.

The phone kept buzzing the whole time Shannon and I had lunch. It was unbearable. I managed to let mom know the whole Carol thing was a lie, and that I have no intention of getting back together with her. It’s best that she’s been in Spain for the past six months, and I don’t have to see her for another six months. I became more nervous with every call or e-mail so we finished our lunch quickly and were eager to get out of the restaurant.

Suddenly a group of teenagers spotted us and came to ask for a photo. We weren’t really in the mood, but we accepted to have a picture. At one point one of the girls also asked about Carol which completely infuriated me.

“OK, that’s it girls. We’re done here. Thank you for the compliments, but we really need to go now.”

“Check please!”, Shannon called the waiter.

“But wait we want to talk to you a bit.”, one of the girls said.

“Yeah, well you could have if you didn’t go to far with that question of yours. I really don’t plan on talking about my personal life.”

“I’m sorry, I just…”

“Yeah me too. Bye now! Let’s go Shan.”, I said as I payed the bill. I took my phone and started walking out of the restaurant in the speed of light.

Your POV

“Wow, all they needed was these girls right now. Could you believe that someone would actually interrupt another person in their meal just so they could have a picture with them. It still baffles me the idea about that.”

“Yeah, I know. But some girls live for the moment when they’ll meet their idol and have a chance to hug them, you know. ”

“I guess. But he doesn’t seem at all happy about it. Look”

“You’re right, but he’s still gonna grant them their wish. Isn’t that great!”

“Yeah, it really makes him a good guy. It’s a part of being celebrity I guess. Sometimes you have to put your feelings aside, and make someone else’s day happy.”, I said and sighed.

“What’s up Y/N. You don’t seem so happy all of a sudden?”

“No, I was just thinking. Deep thoughts always make me mushy.”I said and chuckled. “Oh, somebody made a rock star even more upset. They’re leaving. Oh look Jared left his wallet on the table. Isn’t anyone gonna take it to him?” I said and got off the table rushing to pick it up and catch up with Jared to give it back to him.

I took the wallet and started running towards the door. I could see him, and I would definitely catch him. Thank God the paparazzi weren’t there anymore.

“Hey Jared? Jared wait up, please!”, I shouted hoping he’ll hear me over the traffic.

He turned and snapped at me.

“What? Another picture, comment, gossip? Can’t I have a moment alone? Jesus!”, he said and looked angrily at me.

At first I was shocked that anyone could talk to me like that, but I quickly snapped out of the shock and returned the snarky comment.

“Excuse me for being polite and wanting to give you your wallet back, Mr. I’m All Upset Don’t Bother Me.”

Jared started touching his pockets and realized he actually forgot his wallet on the table, “Oh my God. I’m so sorry, I don’t usually talk to strangers like this. I thought you were… Never mind, just please accept my apology.“

“Why should I? You probably don’t even care if I said , It’s OK, it happens, or Go the hell, you’re the same stuck up as any other celebrity. ”

“You’re wrong, I actually care about people, I’ve just had a really bad day, and I snapped at the wrong person.”, Jared said and smiled.

“You’re right about that.”, I said and smiled back. “Anyway, here’s your wallet. You should really be more careful. You won’t always have someone like me to give it back.”, I gave him the wallet and turned away getting inside the restaurant.

“Thank you very much. Wait, wait, you didn’t tell me if you accept my apology.”, Jared said while his phone buzzed. He looked at the phone, and I just looked him over my shoulder, smiled, waved my head and shrugged my shoulders, thinking

“Yeah, what ever, like you even really care.”

Jared’s POV

By the time I looked away from my phone she was already inside the restaurant. Shannon was calling for me warning me that another round of paparazzi is coming down and we should hurry up. I walked inside the car and we drove of to the studio.

Later that day, I decided to go to the wine store and have some special sorts of red and white whine for the upcoming party. We’ve been working on the new album for months, and it’s time to make one unforgettable Saturday night and party like crazy. My mom decided to join me and catch up. We haven’t talked in person in a while, and this was the perfect timing.

“So, how’s the album coming up”, mom asked me.

“Great. We’ll be done the next year.”, I said and laughed.

“You call that great?”, mom said and chuckled.

“Yeah! I’m done with the writing, now we need to get to the studio and make real magic”

“If you say so. And what about that Carol thing, are you OK about that?”

“Yeah, I mean I’ve always known that there’s really nothing I can do about the press. So, I have no idea why it hurt me so bad today.” I answered as I was browsing through the aisle looking for the perfect wines.

“Well, she was a part of your life for quite some time, so it’s no wonder.”, mom answered and looked on the other part of the aisle.

“I know but I’ve gotten over her faster than any other girl. I don’t even think about her. Ever. It’s really weird how….” I didn’t manage to finish the sentence because suddenly I grabbed someones hand as I was reaching for the wine bottle. I spotted the wine at the corner of the aisle, reached for it and looked at my mom. But someone else already had their hand on the bottle.

Your POV

“Hey, I just got into the store. I know, I’ll get two bottles of white and two of red. Who knows maybe someone drops by. Yeah, I’m all ready, I’ll be over in half an hour.”, I hang up and started shuffling through the aisles at the wine store.

My BFF and I decide to have a girl’s night at her place, and maybe hit the club later in the evening. I was wearing my black leather jacket, a white blouse underneath, a pair of skinny washed up jeans and a pair of nude pumps. My hair was slightly curled up, and [color] locks were falling over my shoulders. I couldn’t wait to pick up the wine and start the party, It’s been ages since we’ve partied together.

Buzz, buzz

I spotted the wine I needed for the party, then I took the phone from my pocket, and started reading the message. The moment my hand was on the bottle I felt someone else’s hand on top of mine.

I flinched, looked up, and couldn’t believe who I saw holding my hand. Jared Leto himself. Twice in one day. Was the universe trying to put some funny joke on me?

“Well, hello Mr. Leto.”, I said raising my eyebrow expecting him to let me have the bottle.

“Wow. Mr. Leto, I hate when people call me that.”, he said and smirked at me. “Jared, please.”

“I don’t like fraternizing with the famous people. They tend to be rude to complete strangers, who knows how they’ll act around someone they actually know.”, I said sarcastically while smiling at the same time.

“OK, I deserved that but… ”

“Look I’m in a bit of a hurry, so could you just let go of my hand, so I could get my wine.” I didn’t let him finish the sentence,because I was starting to feel chills going down my spine, which was never a good sign.

“Your wine? Is your name Chardonnay? ”, Jared said gripping my hand even tighter and getting closer.

“Cute.”, I pulled back a bit, “No, that’s not my name, but I really need to have this wine and go. I’m late to a party.“, I tried to pull the hand away from his grip but I couldn’t do it without tackling other bottles.

“See, this is the part where you tell me your name, cause that was me kind of flirting with you, and wanting to meet you.”, Jared said and leaned his head to the left.

Great! That’s just what I needed. A rock star flirting with me in the middle of wine store. At least I looked hot, and not like this afternoon when I met him straight after the gym.

“OK, would you let me have the wine then?”, I said and looked at him flirtatiously as well.

“Maybe.”

“Maybe? What you’re just going to hold my hand for the entire night?”

“Hm, that wouldn’t be such a bad idea, would it?” he said and bit his lower lip.

“Hey son, what do you think about this one?”, a women’s voice suddenly made noise and Jared flinched letting go of my hand because of it.

“Wow mom you scared me.”

I used the moment and grabbed the bottle turning away, heading for the cash register. Jared wanted to go after me, but his mom had him all over the wines.

“Yeah mom, that one’s great I guess.. I just have to…”

“It’s Y/N BTW.”, I came back for a moment, and peaked from the corner of the aisle. Then I went back to the cash register picking two other wines along the way since I was already late for the party.

“Nice to meet you, Y/N”, I heard him yelling and it made me smile and blush a little.

Jared’s POV

“She’s pretty, huh?”, my mom asked me and smiled, while she was pretending to read the wine label.

“She’s gorgeous. And she has the most beautiful smile. I actually felt chill going down my spine. I haven’t had those since…. I can’t even remember for how long.”

“Well, then don’t let her go. ”

I looked at my mom and couldn’t believe that she actually liked a girl at the first sight. That had to be a good sign.

“What, just go after her right now?”

“Of course. Destiny sent her to you twice in one day. You can’t miss this chance. Go silly!”

I started to rush to the cash register hoping I’ll catch up with her.

She was already out, sitting in her car and driving away. Fortunately I could instantly grab a cab and followed her. I hope she won’t freak out once she sees me getting out of the car.

Your POV

I can’t believe what just happened. I feel like there’s a hundred degrees in this car. Wow, I must be blushing like crazy, and my heart is racing. OK, calm down Y/N, who cares that Jared just flirted with you. You’ll never gonna see him ever again anyway, so you might as well calm and prepare for the party.

I pulled over in front of my BFF’s place and grabbed the bags. As I walked out of the car heading to the front door I heard a male voice calling me.

“Could I maybe help you with those bags, miss?”

I turned around and saw Jared coming towards me. He was so close that I could feel his breath on my face. I couldn’t catch my own breath from the surprise. I pulled back quickly and denied the help.

“Um, no thanks, I can handle it. It’s not heavy at all. What are you doing here?” I said and smiled at him as I started to walk towards the door.

“Wait, stop, I’ll help you” he said and grabbed the bags anyways, “Look, don’t think I’m some kind of a freak, I just couldn’t let you leave without getting your number first. ”

“The name wasn’t enough for you?”, I said and smiled at him.

“Hardly. It’s not like I’m some kind of investigator or something, and I could find you in the middle of nowhere.” he was trying to be cute. And he did it. The more we talked the more I liked him.

“Why would you want to find me. It’s not like I’ve lost something and you need to return it to me.”, I was teasing him about what happened earlier that day.

“Good one. Yeah, well let’s just say I’d like to see some more of that beautiful smile of yours and spend some time with you. Is that good enough a reason for you?”, Jared said and smiled flirtatiously.

“I have to admit I like this side of you much more than the one I met first.”

“Yeah, well this is the real me. That guy from the restaurant rarely appears. Only when the press becomes too much and start spreading lies, do I become the worst version of myself.”

“Fine, here’s my number.”, I took a pen and paper from my bag and wrote it down. I put the number in his jacket pocket and took the bags from him.

“I’ll talk to you later. I’m late as hell. Bye!”

“Bye! It was nice running into you.”

I walked inside the house and crashed my back to the front door. My BFF looked at me smiling and she immediately ran towards me.

“What happened? Where were you?”

“Oh my God. You won’t believe what just happened.”

Buzz, Buzz

“Hold on. Who’s calling me at this ti…” I looked at phone and saw an unknown number, but I still answered.

“Hello?”

“Hi there. Is this Y/N?”

“Yes, who is this?”

“Wow, I must sound awfully different on the phone when you couldn’t recognize my voice after only a minute without hearing it.”

OMG, it was Jared. Is he seriously calling me now?

“Jared?”, the moment I said that I saw my BFF dropping her jaw and widening her eyes.

“The Jared?”, she whispered. I nodded and went to the window, swiped off the curtain and saw him standing on the front lawn.

“OK, now I’m relieved. You remember my name at least.”

“Barely, but whatever. Did you forget to tell me something?” I was playing a bit with him.

“Actually, yes. I was wondering when we’ll see each other?”

“I’d say we’re watching each other right now, through this window.”, I said and started chuckling, but I put a hand over the speaker so that he doesn’t hear the chuckle.

“Cute. OK, then how about I ask you this? Are you free tomorrow night? I’d like to take you out for a dinner”

“Hm… let me think about it, I’d have to make a couple of adjustments to my schedule, but I think I could squeeze you in.”

“Nice choice of words. OK, I’ll see you at 8 tomorrow?”

“OK, I’ll text you the address.See you tomorrow, bye.”

I hang up and felt like I was about to faint. I told my BFF everything that happened that night and she couldn’t believe it. It was truly surreal.

The next day Jared and I went out to a date and had an amazing time. We talked about everything, laughed, teased each other and found out we had the same twisted, yet amusing sense of humor. The chemistry between us was undeniable. We could literally hear each other’s heart beat while we were slow dancing, and once we kissed we felt like the time had stopped. There was no one else in the world but us. Not one of us felt about another person the way we felt about each other. The only thing that we thought would pose a problem to our relationship was the age gap. Not because either of us had a problem with it, but because we knew the press would be relentless as they always are. We knew that wasn’t our last date, and that we’ll keep on seeing each other, so our relationship would be out in public soon. Nevertheless, we were prepared for the mess. It will last as long as it’s meant to be. And judging by the way destiny arranged for us to meet, I’d say we’re in for a long run.

#jared leto #jared leto imagines #imagine jared leto #shannon leto #30 Seconds To Mars #echelon #fan fiction #fanfic #relationship #how it all began

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liebesyhhra · 7 years ago

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rahmah

Bismillaah

This post is inspired by my friend, A, who attended the camp in this post with me. Thank you always for your patience and kindness while being in my company, and the company of others. May Allah Bless you always <3</p>

dear A,

i still remember feeling soo fatigued and lazy on that friday morning and i regretted signing up to go for the camp. when we met you told me the same but after getting through the weekend i’m glad we both made it.

here’s the poster

the camp mainly centered around the theme rahmah, or mercy, in line with this year’s (every year’s???) ramadhan theme ‘rahmah begins with me’. there were three main components; talkshow on rahmah, social experiment and team building activities. apart from those there was also qiyam, morning tazkirah and kurma sessions.

1. talkshow

the talkshow was titled ‘selfie vs wefie: rahmah’. the use of selfe vs wefie is to enjoin us youths to engage in acts of kindness together, and not merely as individuals. blessing is in togetherness after allll. i loved the talkshow moderated by ustaz saifuddin and panelled by ustaz izhar and ustaz faritz. insyaAllah i will share some of the beneficial pointers i’ve gained!

1) what is rahmah?

the root word of rahmah is found in two arabic words: rahima and rahim

the verb rahima means to have compassion and mercy

the noun rahim, as in silaturrahim, means womb. thus silaturrahim means familial ties, bonded by the womb.

therefore rahmah means mercy, kindness and humanity

2) who gives rahmah?

ultimately, Allah ar-rahman ar-rahim (Most Merciful, Most Kind) is the giver of rahmah. and although we can never compare to the magnitude of His mercy, we should try to emulate this blessed quality and shower it upon fellow human beings, animals and the environment. every act counts, no matter how small you view it. an act of kindness goes a looong way! recently with the rising awareness of saving the ecosystem, the call to eradicate the use of plastic have been very popular. switching to reusable utensils instead of using one-time use plastic utensils may be a good start! we might just save a turtle <3 </p>

3) everyone has a part!

i have been quite hard on myself whenever i vow to do something good for the world, but never being as good as *person A* or *person B* or anyone i come across doing something significant and positive for the world. haha remember the inferior complex? ya i guess looking at people doing so much more than i could ever imagine myself doing totally wiped out my own initiatives to put in any effort. which doesn’t do anything for anybody!

so it was such a timely and consoling reminder when ustaz shared that everyone of us have different capacities of spreading rahmah, and that is ok. because Allah created us all different, with different strengths and weaknesses so that we can complement one another. i might be better in maths and my friend might be better at expressing ideas, together we could help each other out in our own ways :) i remind myself and i hope everyone too will not compare the degree of our efforts to spread rahmah. furthermore being kind is not an individual effort and it’s not something mutually exclusive. collectively, all our efforts would surely bring lots of amazing positive changes and ultimately a continuously better world for all. everyone has a part in being kind, and everyone plays a part in being kind. so never compare, and focus on giving our best!

Allah has stated in surah az zukhruf ayat 32

أَهُمْ يَقْسِمُونَ رَحْمَتَ رَبِّكَ ۚ نَحْنُ قَسَمْنَا بَيْنَهُم مَّعِيشَتَهُمْ فِي الْحَيَاةِ الدُّنْيَا ۚ وَرَفَعْنَا بَعْضَهُمْ فَوْقَ بَعْضٍ دَرَجَاتٍ لِّيَتَّخِذَ بَعْضُهُم بَعْضًا سُخْرِيًّا ۗ وَرَحْمَتُ رَبِّكَ خَيْرٌ مِّمَّا يَجْمَعُونَ - 43:32

Do they distribute the mercy of your Lord? It is We who have apportioned among them their livelihood in the life of this world and have raised some of them above others in degrees [of rank] that they may make use of one another for service. But the mercy of your Lord is better than whatever they accumulate.

so that we may help one another, and be kind to one another. really the differences that bind us.

ustaz also mentioned that muslims aren’t people who merely go with the flow of situations. we are capable of making decisions and taking action. and it is our responsibility to make choices that are wise and in Allah’s favour. choose kind always! we have the power to change situations.

may Allah grant us the patience, ability and strength to always be kind to all that surrounds us!

4) humanity

it is the quality of being human. towards ourselves first and foremost, then towards fellow human beings and other creatures.

one thing that hit me hard was this statement: if we are good to others but not good to ourselves, we wont last in the long run. sometimes i gungho action wanna be all selfless putting others 100% before myself, but time and again people have reminded me not to forgo my own needs. selflessness i guess has its limits. self-care is crucial, because as cliche as it sounds, how can i give my best to others when i am not at my best? perhaps i could, but then again in the long run i’d burn out. i believe fulfilling our own needs is important so we may function optimally, and in turn be at optimal service to others. we are not striving to be candles, burning ourselves and fading away to give light. we aim to be like the sun, giving light while still shining bright insyaAllah.

5) empathy

rahmah begins with the heart!!! let’s strive to spread impactful rahmah, so the world may go round and round with kindness!

since it stems from heart, the sincere intention to spread kindness and be kind should also be planted in the heart. may we always sustain this intention and act upon it.

6) some examples of rahmah

spreading rahmah or kindness is lyfeee and there are so so many ways to do it. any act has the potential of making the world a better place for somebody, even if that somebody is ourselves. here are some examples:

raising awareness on pertinent issues

having humility in leadership

seeking guidance

engaging in volunteer and humanitarian work

ustaz izhar shared that he started an instagram page @abandonedsharedbikes to let relevant shared bike companies know of the locations of....abandoned shared bikes. ofo/obike/mobike vigilante like that, so they can take it away. this also was in line with his principle of do something for nothing.

he also shared that a way to spread kindness is by first, finding a cause to do so. it might be youths, eldercare, ecosystem, refugees or food wastage. find something that is close to your heart. from there, the least someone can do is to genuinely care, and then raise public awareness.

i’d love to listen to what the people around me are passionate about, and i’d love to know yours too, A :)) i also believe these causes may be personal! i will roll the ball and share the causes that are close to my heart and which i am passionate to learn more about and be of service to; youths, mental health and equality. haha in macro das quite sumting to put on my plate but i promise i will start small and hopefully work my way up. in my best capacity. insyaAllah!!!

7) Allah’s rahmah in ramadan!!!

there are 3 things that are testament to His abundance of rahmah towards His servants in this blessed month:

multi-fold rewards for worship

Allah’s forgiveness

lailatul qadr

granted, fatigue and lethargy is extraaaa due to lack of food and water intake. however Allah has promised the incentives of multi-fold rewards of worship and doing good in spite of the lack of energy! i feel so loveeed and appreciated :’) i hope we take this opportunity to be steadfast in performing good deeds. there is probably no better time! alhamdulillah plenty opportunities are within arm’s length. saying bismillah while unlocking our phone (thank you H for this!), volunteering with various organisations, qiyam organised by mosques and so so many more. anywhere and anytime is an opportunity to do good and spread kindness. at the same time don’t feel pressured if you are not in the capacity to do as much as the people around you! our battles and hardships are relative and unique for ourselves, so don’t discredit the yourself for not doing ‘enough’! cannot do all does not mean cannot do none at all. Allah is asy Syakur, most appreciative and He always acknowledges your efforts.

furthermore every act can be considered as an act of ibadah or worship, whether at work, in school or even making kuihs! by planting the right intentions, we can make ordinary tasks an act of goodness. maybe these daily tasks take up much of our time and by the time we are done with them, we don’t have much energy left to continue with the extra ibadahs we wish could do. seize the opportunity and make daily tasks and commitments as acts of ibadah :)

would like to share a hadith on rushing to do good (and not procrastinate it huaha ya Allah please ease our affairs)

عن أبي هريرة رضي الله عنه أن رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم قال‏:‏ ‏ "‏ بادروا بالأعمال فتناً كقطع الليل المظلم يصبح الرجل مؤمنا ويمسي كافراً ويمسي مؤمنا ويصبح كافراً، يبيع دينه بعرض من الدنيا‏"‏ ‏(‏‏(‏رواه مسلم‏)‏‏)‏‏

Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) said, "Be prompt in doing good deeds (before you are overtaken) by turbulence which would be like a part of the dark night. A man would be a believer in the morning and turn to disbelief in the evening, or he would be a believer in the evening and turn disbeliever in the morning, and would sell his Faith for worldly goods." [Muslim]

fastabiqul khairaaaat!

that’s it for the talkshow i am so thankful for all the valuable and might i say holistic insight! the panelists are amazing masyaAllah.

2. social experiment

one of the youths acted using crutches carrying loads of ntuc plastic around the neighbourhood’s shopping and transport complex. when anybody from the public came forward to help, the rest of the camp pax would surround him/her and do a mini flashmob reciting quotes on kindness, cheering and saluting the kinddd so kind person. i loved this so much because it was #humanityrestored and it felt so so heartwarming. there are still kind people, and this brings me hope. honestly if i saw someone in distress, would i have come forward to help? seeing people across the age spectrum coming forward to help our fellow youth actor was ughhhhhh so emotional and heartwarming. i hope i will do the same, maybe start with giving up my seat on the bus :))))))) my heart was so full, and i was never prouder of the citizens of my home country huehe.

here are the quotes to motivate us to be kind!!!

an act of kindness goes a long way

we cant help everyone but everyone can help someone

the reward of goodness is nothing but goodness

humanity begins with me

3. everything else

of course i’m not doing justice by compiling everything else into one and saying they were great!! haha alhamdulillah i had an amazing with the pax and my group members participating in teambuilding games, listening to beautiful reminders from beloved asatizah and performing the night prayers together.

an interesting aspect of this camp was kurma (date) sessions (not the matchmaking kind...fortunately? unfortunately? :p) where anybody could come forward and gift a kurma to someone they’d like to express their appreciation towards. sis didn’t give or receive any extra kurma, but please know i appreciate each and every one of you! despite me nodding off every other hour (nat kidding it reached the point where i fell asleep during prayers ha....haa) and wanting to go back to sleep on my bed, i’m glad i stuck through till the end. i managed to gain so many amazing new insights and the social experiment we prepared for together was super memorable, i’d do it again even if it meant using up lots of energy.

A, i haven’t the chance to properly thank you yet. thank you for patiently entertaining and sticking by this klingy friend of yours!! thank you for sharing this beautiful experience with me although we were both so tired, especially you being from work. you’ve always been so kind to me in your own ways and words, and i hope i will be able to return the same if not more towards you insyaAllah. i guess one of the most memorable moment we shared was the ‘reenactment’ of the story of prophet musa when he helped take water for two ladies hahahahaha (we were both waiting to take milo but a bunch of guys hogged the area when our dear guy fren offered to take water for us huaha dun weri reenactment insyaAllah wont until the part where prophet musa married one of the two ladies he helped take water for coughs hahahah) xD

ultimately, the message i took home was to be kind. to myself, to people, and to God’s creatures; the living and non-living. may we all do our part to be kind and collectively make this world a better place, and work for the best home in the next world, amin!

it’s a shared responsibility in this world that we share, lesdudis togedaaaaaaaaa. remembering the sun that gives and never expects anything in return, let’s also do good for nothing ;-)

semoga Allah redha

lots of love,

#ramadan #youth #kindness

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