#it also doesnt help that my dad hasnt gone to bed yet which has thrown off my routine
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Ahhhhhhhh
I wanna watch ofmd
But I dont know if my parents are planning on watching it
I mean I'm definitely cool watching it more than once
But will my dad be upset i didn't wait for him is the question
#fuck it#i think i need to watch it on my own first anyway#i cant emote as much as i would like when other people are around#i will say that watching with my parents has the bonus of forcing me to actually start the episode tho#im just staring at the episodes trying to decide if im ready or not#like mentally and emotionally#but if i watch now i can read the fanfiction with all the context#it also doesnt help that my dad hasnt gone to bed yet which has thrown off my routine#cuz he pops his head in to tell me goodnight which interrupts what im doing#and the anticipation makes it hard for me to start things until after my parents have gone to bed#like its not like a big interruption or anything but an interruption is an interruption and the more emotionally invested i am in the thing#im doing the harder it is start something when i know its gonna be briefly interrupted#and im very emotionally invested#like come on man you usually go to bed at like 8#its NINE go to bed lol#i feel like im going to explode
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